CHAPTER XVI

|IT was the evening of the following day. Ethel had heard of the return

of Jeff Warren and was quite disturbed. Since early morning Paul had

been away, and Ethel fancied that he was unaware of the arrival of the

little family. In many ways she pitied Paul, and she gravely feared for

his safety, for there was no mincing the fact that Jeff Warren was a

most dangerous man, with a quick, uncontrollable temper. Mrs. Tilton,

Mrs. Mayfield, Cato, and Aunt Dilly were all discussing the situation.

That the two men would meet was not to be doubted; that Paul would have

to defend himself or be injured was regarded as a certainty.

Ethel was at the window of her room just as the night began to fall,

when Paul came in at the gate, and, with a weary step, advanced up the

walk toward the house. Hoag was seated on the veranda, and Ethel heard

the posts of his chair jar the floor as he rose and descended the steps.

The two men met almost beneath her open window. Ethel was aware that

their words might not be intended for other ears, and yet she was

chained as by some weird and ominous spell to the spot. She dropped on

her knees, leaned against the window-sill, and peered cautiously through

the overhanging vines.

“Oh, yes, I heard he was here,” she caught Paul's reply to an obvious

question, and she was sure there was an odd, changed tone in his voice

which seemed to have lost its old hopeful vitality. She saw him take his

handkerchief from his pocket and slowly wipe his brow as he stood with

his dusk-draped profile toward her.

“Well, I just thought I'd put you on your guard,” Hoag was heard to say,

with an unction of tone which men of his own type could have fathomed

better than a delicate, frightened woman. “I'm sure I'd appreciate it

to have a friend of _mine_ come to me at such a ticklish time. I know

you've got grit. I've seed it put to a test. That's why folks are

a-talkin' at such a rate. The opinion of one an' all is that what you

did once you can an' will do ag'in.”

Ethel held her breath to catch Paul's tardy words. His head was lowered

when he spoke. “So they think I'll shoot him again, do they--they think

that?”

“You bet they know you won't let the skunk run roughshod over you, an'

he's ready an' waitin'--bought 'im a gun right off--looked all about for

you to-day, I'm told, an' some say he hinted that you'd skipped clean

out to keep from facin' the music. I haven't met him. I hain't no use

for the puppy, an' never did have. You've got a gun, haven't you?”

“No, I haven't owned one since I got back from the West.”

“You don't say--well, you'd better git one. I've got three. You can take

your pick if you want to, but for the Lord's sake don't mix me up in it.

I just offer it to you as I would to any other man in my employ.”

“Thank you.” They were moving toward the house, and the roof of the

veranda hid them from the eyes of the awed and frightened observer.

Ethel heard Paul uttering some unintelligible words in the hall below,

and then he came up the stairs and entered his own room. She stood in

the center of the floor, trembling from head to foot. He had been such a

wonderful friend to her; under his advice she had soared to heights she

had never reached before, and yet now he himself, strong as he had been

in her behalf, was in peril--peril he was too brave to see. She heard

her uncle's ponderous step as he strode through the long hall to the

kitchen, and then it occurred to her to pray for guidance. She sank down

on the edge of her bed and folded her delicate hands between her tense

knees. Her lips moved, but she was not conscious of the words mutely

escaping her lips. Suddenly she sprang up and started to the door, for

Paul had left his room and was going down the stairs with a firm and

hurried stride. Her hand on the door-knob, she leaned out into the

darkened hall and peered after him. She had an impulse to call to him,

yet the thought that she had no excuse for stopping him which would not

reveal the fact that she had been eavesdropping checked both her voice

and movement. She heard him crossing the veranda swiftly, and, returning

to the window, she saw him on the walk striding toward the gate. Again

she tried to cry out to him, and again she failed. As he reached the

gate and passed out into the road she prayed that he would go toward the

village rather than toward the cabin in which his stepfather lived. Her

breast seemed to turn to stone the next instant, for he was taking the

shortest cut toward the cabin. How calmly, fearlessly, he moved! How

erectly he walked, and it was perhaps to his death! Ethel staggered back

to her bed, sank on it face downward, and began to sob, began to pray as

only he had taught her to pray, with all her young soul bent to its holy

purpose.

Paul strode on through the gloaming. Overhead arched the infinite symbol

of endlessness, with here and there a twinkling gem of light. On either

side of him the meadows and fields lay sleeping, damp with rising dew.

Fireflies were flashing signals to their fellows; insects were snarling

in the trees and grass; a donkey was braying in the far distance; dogs

were barking.

As Paul approached Warren's cabin the firelight from within shone

through the open door out upon the bare ground in front. He paused for

a moment, undecided as to how he should make his presence known--whether

he should call out from where he stood, after the manner of mountain

folk, or approach the threshold and rap. Just then a bulky, top-heavy

looking object turned the corner of the cabin and advanced to the

wood-pile near by. It was a man carrying a bunch of fagots on his

shoulder. He threw it down, and, seeing Paul for the first time, he drew

himself erect, staring through the darkness.

“Who goes thar?” he grunted.

Paul was about to reply when Warren suddenly grasped the handle of an

ax, and swiftly swinging it to one side as if ready to strike a blow, he

panted: “Oh, it's _you_--is it? Well, I've been expectin' you all day.

I knowed you'd hear I'd come, an' not lose time..Well, I hain't got no

gun--my fool women folks took--”

“I haven't either, Jeff,” Paul laughed, appeasingly. “You've got the

best of it this time; I'm at your mercy, and I'm glad of it. Turn about

is fair play, and if you want to you can brain me with that ax. I really

think I deserve it, Jeff. I've had seven years to regret what I did, and

I don't want to lose a minute to tell you that I am sorry--sorry as ever

a man was in this world.”

Silence fell. Warren leaned on his ax-handle and stared with wide eyes

and parted lips. When he finally spoke his breath hissed through his

teeth.

“Say, young feller, if you've come here to poke fun at me I tell you now

you've--”

“I'm in no mood for that, Jeff,” Paul broke in, with increased

gentleness. “I've done you a great injury. I was a silly boy at the time

and I've sorely repented. I've come to beg your pardon--to beg it as

humbly as I know how.”

“Good God! You--you say--you mean--”

“I'm sorry, that's all, Jeff. I want to see my mother. You've got more

right to her than I have now, after my conduct, but I want to see her

and ask her to forgive me, too. A man has but one mother, Jeff, and the

time comes to all men when they know what it means to lose one. Is she

in the house?” There was an awkward pause. Warren stood swaying like

a human tree touched in every branch, twig, and leaf by clashing winds

which had never so met before.

“Why, I thought--we thought--folks _all_ thought”--Warren dropped his

ax, made a movement as if to regain it, then drew his lank body erect,

and stood staring through the gloom.

“I know,” Paul laughed softly and appealingly, “they think blood, and

nothing but blood, can wash out a difference like ours; but there is a

better way, Jeff, and that is through good-will. We've been enemies long

enough. I want to be your friend. You've taken care of my mother and

aunt all these years, and I am genuinely grateful for it.”

Warren turned his shattered countenance aside. “I didn't look for you

to be this way at all--_at all_,” he faltered, huskily. “I reckon when I

heard you was back here I got mad because you was makin' your way up

so fast, and I've been steadily goin' down. The devil was in me, an' I

thought he was in you, too. Lord, I never dreamt that you'd walk up like

this to a--a--feller that--” Warren waved a dejected hand toward the

cabin--“that had fetched your mammy to a pig-pen of a shack right in the

neighborhood whar you are thought so much of.”

“A man doesn't deserve to be well thought of, Jeff, who considers

himself better in any way than a less fortunate fellow-being. If you

could really understand me you'd see that I actually think _more_ of you

than if you were well-to-do.”

“Oh, come off!” Warren sharply deprecated. “That's beyond reason. I used

to be proud. In fact, I reckon that's what drawed me so much to your

mother. I pitied her because your daddy made so little headway, but look

at me now. Lord, Lord, jest look! Why, he was a _king_ beside me. I've

plumb lost my grip.”

“I see--I know what you mean,” Paul said, sympathetically, “but you are

going to get it back, Jeff, and I'm going to do all I can to help. Is my

mother in the house?”

“No; the calf got to the cow, an' the two wandered off somewhar. Your ma

is down in the meadow close to the swamp tryin' to find 'em.”

“And my aunt?”

“Oh, Mandy--why, you see”--Jeff appeared to be embarrassed anew--“you

see, Mrs. Tobe Williams, who lives over in town, driv' by this evenin'

about an hour by sun, and--and said she'd had so much trouble gettin' a

woman to--to cook for her big family o' children that, if Mandy wouldn't

mind helpin' her out in a pinch, she would pay well for it. I put my

foot down ag'in it, but Mandy wouldn't listen to reason, an' got in

the buggy and went. It seemed to me that was my last straw. If killin'

myself would aid anybody the least bit I'd gladly--”

Warren's voice broke, and he stood quivering from head to foot in the

effort to control his emotion. Paul advanced and extended his hand. “We

must be friends, Jeff,” he said, with feeling. “Between us, we can make

both of them happy.”

“Between us! You say--”

Warren clasped the outstretched hand and clung to it as if for some

sort of support in the strange new storm which was tossing him as he had

never been tossed before.

“I can't make you out, Paul,” he fairly sobbed; “by God, I can't! Seems

like you are foolin', an' then ag'in I know you ain't--yes, I _know_ you

ain't!”

“No, I'm in earnest,” Paul returned. “Do you think my mother will be

back soon?”

“Yes; but you stay here an' let me step down whar she's at,” Warren

proposed, considerately. “She ain't so well--in fact, she might get

upset if--if she saw' you all of a sudden. I'll run down an'--an' tell

her you are friendly. That'll be the main thing. She's been afraid you

an' me would act the fool ag'in. She will be relieved and astonished.

You wait here. I'll go tell 'er.”

When Warren had stalked away in the gloom Paul went to the cabin-door

and glanced within. The pine-knots burning under the open fire of logs,

the ends of which rested on stones, lighted the poor room, from which

musty odors emerged, and he shuddered and turned away. Passing around

the cabin, he approached the neat cottage near by. He went up on the

little vine-clad porch and peered through the window's and side-lights

of the door. Putting his hand into his pocket, he took out a key, and,

thrusting it into the lock, he opened the door and entered. Striking a

match, he held it above his head and went into all the rooms.

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