|ON finding himself alone in his room, Paul began to realize the full
import of the startling information Hoag had imparted to him. He stood
before an open window, and with the sense of being afloat on a sea of
actual ecstasy he gazed into the mystic moonlight. Northward lay the
village, and to the left towered the mountains for which he had hungered
all the years of his absence. How restful, God-blessed seemed the
familiar meadows and fields in their drowsy verdure! He took deep
draughts of the mellow air, his broad chest expanding, his arms extended
wide, as if to clasp the whole in a worshiping embrace.
“Thank God,” he cried, fervently, “I am not a murderer! My prayers
are answered. The Lord is showing me the way--and _such_ a way--such a
glorious, blessed way!”
And to-morrow--his thoughts raced madly onward--to-morrow the dawn
would break. The land he loved, the hills and vales he adored, would be
flooded with the blaze of his first day of actual life. Ethel would
be there--little Ethel, who, of course, was now a young woman--there,
actually there, in that very house! Would she remember him--the ragged
boy whom she had so unselfishly befriended? What must she think of
him--if she thought of him at all--for acting as he had? Oh yes, that
was it--if she thought of him at all! He had treasured her every word.
Her face and voice, in all their virginal sympathy, had been constantly
with him during the terrible years through which he had struggled.
The dawn was breaking. Paul lay sleeping; his bearded face held a frown
of pain; his lips were drawn downward and twisted awry. He was dreaming.
He saw himself seated at his desk in the editorial room of the paper
on which he had worked in the West. He seemed to be trying to write an
article, but the sheets of paper before him kept fluttering to the floor
and disappearing from sight. There was a rap on the door, the latch was
turned, and an officer in uniform entered and stood beside him.
“I'm sorry,” he said, “but you'll have to come with me. You are wanted
back in Georgia. We've been looking for you for years, but we've landed
you at last.”
Paul seemed to see and hear the jingle of a pair of steel handcuffs.
A dead weight bore down on his brain as the metal clasped his wrists.
Dense darkness enveloped him, and he felt himself being jerked along at
a mad pace.
“I intended to give myself up,” he heard himself explaining to his
captor. “I'm guilty. I did it. Day after day I've told myself that I
would go back and own it, but I put it off.”
“That's the old tale.” The officer seemed to laugh out of the darkness.
“Your sort are always intending to do right, but never get to it. They
are going to hang you back there in the mountains, young man, hang you
till you are dead, dead, dead! Ethel Mayfield's there--she is the same
beautiful girl--but she will be ashamed to acknowledge she ever knew
you. She used to pray for you--silly young thing!--and this is the
answer. You'll die like a dog, young man, with a rope around your neck.”
Paul waked slowly; his face was wet with cold perspiration. At first he
fancied he was in a prison cell lying on a narrow cot. Such queer sounds
were beating into his consciousness--the crowing of cocks, the barking
of dogs, the gladsome twittering of birds! Then he seemed to be a boy
again, lying in his bed in the farm-house. His father was calling him
to get up. The pigs were in the potato-field. But how could Ralph
Rundel call to him, for surely he was dead? Yes, he was dead, and
Jeff Warren--Jeff Warren--Why, Hoag had said that he had--recovered.
Recovered!
Paul opened his eyes and looked about him in a bewildered way. The room,
in the gray light which streamed in at the windows, was unfamiliar. He
sat up on the edge of his bed and tried to collect his thoughts; then he
rose to his feet and sprang to the window.
“Thank God, thank God!” he cried, as he stared out at the widening
landscape and the truth gradually fastened itself upon him. “Thank God,
I'm free--free--free!”
He told himself that he could not possibly go to sleep again, and
hurriedly and excitedly he began to put on his clothes.
When he had finished dressing he crept out into the silent hall and
softly tiptoed down the stairs. The front door was ajar, and, still
aglow with his vast new joy, he passed out into the yard. The dewy lawn
had a beauty he had never sensed before. The great trees, solemn and
stately, lifted their fronded tops into the lowering mist. The air held
the fragrance of flowers. Red and white roses besprent with dew bordered
the walks, bloomed in big beds, and honeysuckles and morning-glories
climbed the lattice of the veranda. Down the graveled walk, under the
magnolias, the leaves of which touched his bare head, Paul strode, his
step elastic, his whole being ablaze with mystic delight. Reaching the
road, he took the nearest path up the mountain. He waved his arms; he
ran; he jumped as he had jumped when a boy; he whistled; he sang;
he wept; he prayed; he exulted. Higher and higher he mounted in the
rarefied air, his feet slipping on the red-brown pine-needles and dry
heather till he reached an open promontory where a flat ledge sharply
jutted out over the gray void below. Like a fearless, winged creature
he stood upon the edge of it. The eastern sky was taking on a tinge of
lavender. Slowly this warmed into an ever-expanding sea of pink, beneath
the breathless waves of which lay the palpitating sun. Paul stretched
out his arms toward the light and stood as dumb and still as the gray
boulders and gnarled trees behind him. He was athrob with a glorious
sense of the Infinite, which seemed to enter his being like a flood at
its height.
“Free! Free!” he shouted, as the tears burst from his eyes and streamed
down his cheeks. “Forgiven, forgiven! I was blind and now I see! I stand
on the fringe of the eternal and see with the eyes of truth. All is
well with God and every created thing, vast and infinitesimal! O Lord, I
thank Thee; with my whole being, which is spirit of Thy spirit and flesh
of Thy flesh, I thank Thee! Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God Almighty!
He is in me, and I am in Him!”
Paul covered his face with his hands and the hot tears trickled through
his fingers. His body shook with sobs. Presently he became calmer,
uncovered his face, and looked again toward the east. The day, like a
blazing torrent, was leaping into endless space, lapping up with tongues
of fire islands and continents of clouds. Raising his hands heavenward,
Paul cried out, in a clear, firm voice that rebounded from the cliffs
behind him:
“O God, my blessed Creator, Thou hast led me through the agony of
travail, through the pits and caverns of sin and remorse to the foot
of Thy throne. Dimly I see Thy veiled face. I hear the far-off hosts of
eternal wisdom chanting the deathless song of Love. Take me--command
me, body, mind, and soul! Burden me again, and yet again; torture me,
afflict me; grind me as a filthy worm beneath the heel of Thy Law; but
in the end give me this--this wondrous sense of Thee and transcendent
knowledge of myself. Here, now and forever, I consecrate myself to Thy
cause. O blessed God, who art love and naught but love. I thank Thee, I
thank Thee!”
The sun, now a great, red disk, had burst into sight. The golden light
lay shimmering on hill and vale. Every dewy blade of grass, stalk of
grain, and dripping leaf seemed to breathe afresh. From the lower boughs
of the trees night-woven cobwebs hung, the gauzy snares of creatures
as wise as Napoleon and materially as cruel. The scattered houses of
Grayson were now in view. Paul feasted his eyes on the Square, and the
diverging streets which led into the red-clay mountain roads. The hamlet
was almost devoid of life. He saw, or thought he saw, his old friend,
Silas Tye, go out to the public pump in front of his shop, fill a pail
with water, and disappear. In the wagon-yard were two canvas-covered
wagons and a camp-fire, over which men, women, and children were cooking
breakfast. Paul's glance swept down the rugged slope to Hoag's house.
Cato was feeding the horses and cattle in the stable-yard. Aunt Dilly,
in a red linsey frock, was chopping stove-wood close to the kitchen, the
thwacks of her dull ax sharply audible. Paul suddenly had a desire to
speak to these swarthy toilers, to take them by the hand and make them
feel his boundless friendliness to them, and so, with a parting look at
the view below, he turned and began to retrace his steps.
Cato was near the kitchen door helping Dilly take in the wood when Paul
went up the front walk, turned the corner of the house, and approached
him. The negro stared in astonishment, then laid down his burden and
held out his hands.
“My Gawd, Mister Paul, is dis you? Lawd, Law'd 'a' mussy!”
“Yes, it is I,” the young man answered; “I've got back at last.”
“It's a wonder I knowed you wid dat beard, an' dem fine riggin's on.”
Cato was eying Paul's modern raiment with a slow, covetous glance. “But
it was dem eyes o' your'n I knowed you by. Nobody ain't gwine ter forgit
dem peepers. Somehow dey look as saft as 'er woman's. What yer been done
ter yo'se'f--you ain't de same. My Gawd, you ain't de same po' boy dat
tried yo' level best ter kill dat white man wid er gun.”
Paul was saved the embarrassment of a reply by the sudden appearance of
Aunt Dilly, who was literally running down the steps from the kitchen
porch.
“Don't tell me dat is Marse Paul Rundel?” she cried. “I ain't gwine
believe it. De gen'man's er foolin' you, you blockhead idiot!”
“That's who it is, Aunt Dilly.” Paul held out his hand cordially and
clasped her rasping, toil-stiffened fingers. “I've got back, never to
leave again.”
“Lawd, Lawd, it is--it sho is dat ve'y boy!” Dilly cried. “You right,
Cato, he got de eyes en de voice. I'd know 'em anywhar. My, my, my, but
you sho is changed er sight! I ain't never expect ter see dat raggety
white boy turn inter er fine gen'man lak dis. Lawd, what gwine ter
happen next?”
Paul conversed with the two for several minutes, and then went up to his
room on a hint from Dilly that breakfast would soon be served. Paul
had been in his room only a short while when he heard the door of Henry
Hoag's room open and Henry appeared.
“Hello, Paul!” he said, cordially extending his hand. “I wouldn't have
known you from a side of sole-leather if I hadn't heard you talking to
Cato and Dilly down there. I didn't know you were back. I thought you'd
cut this section off your map. I'm goin' to do it some day, if I can get
up enough money to start on. What you ever came back here for is one on
me. It certainly is the jumpin'-off place.”
“It is the only home I ever knew,” Paul returned. “You know it is
natural for a man to want to see old landmarks.”
“I reckon so, I reckon so.” Henry's roving glance fell on. Paul's
valise. “I suppose you've seen a good deal of the world. I certainly
envy you. I am tired of this. I am dying of the dry-rot. I need
something to do, but don't know how to find it. I tried life insurance,
but every man I approached treated it as a joke. I made one trip as a
drummer for a fancy-goods firm in Baltimore. I didn't sell enough to
pay my railroad fare. The house telegraphed me to ship my sample trunks
back. My father had advanced me a hundred to start on, and when I came
home he wanted to thrash me. I'll give you a pointer, Paul; if you are
lookin' for a job, you can land one with him. He's crazy to hire
an overseer, but he wouldn't trust it to me. The chap that left 'im
wouldn't stand his jaw and the old man can't attend to the work himself.
Take a tip from me. If you accept the job, have a distinct understandin'
that he sha'n't cuss you black an' blue whenever he takes a notion. He's
worse at that than he used to be, an' the only way to git along with him
is to knock 'im down and set on him right at the start. He hasn't but
one decent trait, an' that is his love for little Jack. He'd go any
lengths for that kid. Well, so would I. The boy is all right--lovely
little chap. He hasn't a jill of the Hoag blood in him.”
“I haven't seen Jack yet,” Paul said. “He was a baby when I left.”
There was the harsh clanging of a bell below; Cato was vigorously
ringing it on the back porch.
“That's breakfast now.” Henry nodded toward the door. “Don't wait for
me--I usually dodge the old man. We've got summer boarders--kin folks.
Cousin Eth' and her mammy are here with all their finicky airs. Eth's
a full-fledged young lady now of the Atlanta upper crust, and what she
don't know about what's proper and decent in manners never was written
in a book of etiquette. She begun to give me lessons last year about how
and when to use a fork--said I made it rattle between my teeth. I called
her down. She knows I don't ask her no odds. There is a swell fellow in
Atlanta, a banker, Ed Peterson, that comes up to spend Sunday with her
now and then. I never have been able to find out whether Eth' cares
for him or not. The old man likes him because he's got money, and he's
trying to make a match of it. I think Aunt Harriet leans that way
a little, too, but I'm not sure. Oh, he's too dinky-dinky for
anything--can't drive out from town without a nigger to hold his horse,
and wears kid gloves in hot weather, and twists his mustache.”
Glad to get away from the loquacious gossip, Paul descended the
stairs to the dining-room. Here nothing had been changed. The same
old-fashioned pictures in veneered mahogany frames were hanging between
the windows. The same figured china vases stood on the mantelpiece over
the fireplace, which was filled with evergreens, and the hearth
was whitewashed as when he had last seen it. Mrs. Tilton, looking
considerably older, more wrinkled, thinner, and bent, stood waiting for
him at the head of the table.
“I'm glad to see you ag'in, Paul,” She extended her hand and smiled
cordially. “I've wondered many and many a time if you'd ever come back.
Jim was telling me about you just now. How relieved you must feel to
find things as they are! Set down at the side there. Jim's out among the
beehives with Jack. They have to have a romp every momin'. Jack is a big
boy now, and powerful bright. There, I hear 'em coming.”
“Get up! Get up! Whoa!” the child's voice rang out, and Hoag, puffing
and panting, with Jack astride his shoulders, stood pawing like a
restive horse at the edge of the porch.
“Jump down now,” Hoag said, persuasively. “One more round!” the boy
cried, with a merry laugh.
“No; off you go or I'll dump you on the porch.”
“You can't!” Jack retorted. “You ain't no Mexican bronco. I'll dig my
heels in your flanks and stick on till you are as tame as a kitten.”
“No; get down now, I'm hungry,” Hoag insisted; “besides, we've got
company, an' we mustn't keep 'im waiting.”
That seemed to settle the argument, and in a moment Jack entered,
casting shy glances at the visitor, to whom he advanced with a slender
hand extended.
“You can't remember me, Jack,” Paul said. “You were a little tot when I
left.”
Jack said nothing. He simply withdrew his hand and took a seat beside
his father, against whom he leaned, his big brown eyes, under long
lashes, studiously regarding the visitor. The boy was remarkably
beautiful. His golden-brown hair was as fine as cobwebs; his forehead
was high and broad; his features were regular; his limbs slender and
well-shaped. An experienced physiognomist would have known that he
possessed a sensitive, artistic temperament.
Paul heard little of the casual talk that was going on. His elation
clung to him like an abiding reality. The sunshine lay on the grass
before the open door. The lambent air was full of the sounds peculiar
to the boyhood which had seemed so far behind him and yet had returned.
Hens were clucking as they scratched the earth and made feints at
pecking food left uncovered for their chirping broods. Waddling ducks
and snowy geese, with flapping wings, screamed one to another, and
innumerable bird-notes far and near, accompanied by the rat-tat of the
woodpecker, were heard. A donkey was braying. A peacock with plumage
proudly spread stalked majestically across the grass, displaying every
color of the rainbow in his dazzling robe.
Breakfast over, Hoag led Paul into the old-fashioned parlor and gave him
a cigar. “I've got to ride out in the country,” he said, “an' so I
may not see you again till after dark. I've been thinkin' of that
proposition I sorter touched on last night. Thar ain't no reason why
me'n you can't git on. We always did, in our dealin's back thar, an' I
need a manager powerful bad. I paid t'other man a hundred a month an'
his board throwed in, an' I'm willin' to start out with you on the same
basis, subject to change if either of us ain't satisfied. It's the best
an' easiest job in this county by long odds. What do you say? Is it a
go?”
“I'm very glad to get it,” Paul answered. “I shall remain here in the
mountains, and I want to be busy. I'll do my best to serve you.”
“Well, that's settled,” Hoag said, in a tone of relief. “Knock about
as you like to-day, and tomorrow we'll ride around an' look the ground
over.”