CHAPTER XXXV.

A week later Caracalla quitted Alexandria to make war on the Parthians.

What finally drove the unhappy man to hurry from the hated place was the

torturing fear of sharing his lion's fate, and of being sent after the

murdered Tarautas by the friends who had heard his appeal to fate.

Quite mad he was not, for the illusions which haunted him were often

absent for several hours, when he spoke with perfect lucidity, received

reports, and gave orders. It was with peculiar terror that his soul

avoided every recollection of his mother, of Theokritus, and all those

whose opinion he had formerly valued and whose judgment was not

indifferent to him.

In constant terror of the dagger of an avenger--a dread which, with many

other peculiarities, the leech could hardly ascribe to the diseased

phenomena of his mental state--he only showed himself to his soldiers,

and he might often be seen making a meal off a pottage he himself had

cooked to escape the poison which had been fatal to his lion. He was

never for an instant free from the horrible sense of being hated,

shunned, and persecuted by the whole world.

Sometimes he would remember that once a fair girl had prayed for him; but

when he tried to recall her features he could only see the charred arm

with the golden snake held up before him as he had pictured it that night

after the most hideous of his massacres; and every time, at the sight of

it, that word came back to him which still tortured his soul above all

else--"The deed." But his attendants, who heard him repeating it day and

night, never knew what he meant by it.

When Zminis met his end by the wild beasts in the arena, it was before

half-empty seats, though several legions had been ordered into the

amphitheatre to fill them. The larger number of the citizens were slain,

and the remainder were in mourning for relatives more or less near; and

they also kept away from the scene to avoid the hated despot.

Macrinus now governed the empire almost as a sovereign, for Caesar,

formerly a laborious and autocratic ruler, shrank from all business.

Even before they left Alexandria the plebeian prefect could see that

Serapion's prophecy was fulfilling itself. He remained in close intimacy

with the soothsayer; but only once more, and just before Caesar's

departure, could the magian be induced to raise the spirits of the dead,

for his clever accomplice, Castor, had fallen a victim in the massacre

because, prompted by the high price set on Alexander's head, and his own

fierce hatred of the young painter, he would go out to discover where he

and his sister had concealed themselves.

When at last the unhappy monarch quitted Alexandria one rainy morning,

followed by the curses of innumerable mourners--fathers, mothers, widows,

and orphans--as well as of ruined artisans and craftsmen, the ill-used

city, once so proudly gay, felt itself relieved of a crushing nightmare.

This time it was not to Caesar that the cloudy sky promised welfare--his

life was wrapped in gloom--but to the people he had so bitterly hated.

Thousands looked forward hopefully to life once more, in spite of their

mourning robes and widows' veils, and notwithstanding the serious

hindrances which the malice of their "afflicted" sovereign had placed in

the way of the resuscitation of their town, for Caracalla had commanded

that a wall should be built to divide the great merchant city into two

parts.

Nay, he had intended to strike a death-blow even at the learning to which

Alexandria owed a part of her greatness, by decreeing that the Museum and

schools should be removed and the theatres closed.

Maddening alike to heart and brain was the memory that he left behind

him, and the citizens would shake their fists if only his name were

spoken. But their biting tongues had ceased to mock or jest. Most of

the epigramatists were silenced forever, and the nimble wit of the

survivors was quelled for many a month by bitter curses or tears of

sorrow.

But now--it was a fortnight since the dreadful man had left--the shops

and stores, which had been closed against the plunderers, were being

reopened. Life was astir again in the deserted and silent baths and

taverns, for there was no further fear of rapine from insolent soldiers,

or the treacherous ears of spies and delators. Women and girls could

once more venture into the highways, the market was filled with dealers,

and many an one who was conscious of a heedless speech or suspected of

whistling in the circus, or of some other crime, now came out of his

well-watched hiding-place.

Glaukias, the sculptor, among others, reopened his work-rooms in Heron's

garden-plot. In the cellar beneath the floor the gem-cutter had remained

hidden with Polybius and his sister Praxilla, for the easy-going old man

could not be induced to embark in the vessel which Argutis had hired for

them. Sooner would he die than leave Alexandria. He was too much petted

and too infirm to face the discomforts of a sea voyage. And his

obstinacy had served him well, for the ship in which they were to have

sailed, though it got out before the harbor was closed, was overtaken and

brought back by an imperial galley.

Polybius was, however, quite willing to accept Heron's invitation to

share his hiding-place.

Now they could both come out again; but these few weeks had affected them

very differently. The gem-cutter looked like the shadow of himself, and

had lost his upright carriage. He knew, indeed, that Melissa was alive,

and that Alexander, after being wounded, had been carried by Andreas to

the house of Zeno, and was on the way to recovery; but the death of his

favorite son preyed on his mind, and it was a great grievance that his

house should have been wrecked and burned. His hidden gold, which was

safe with him, would have allowed of his building a far finer one in its

stead, but the fact that it should be his fellow-citizens who had

destroyed it was worst of all. It weighed on his spirits, and made him

morose and silent.

Old Dido, who had risked her life more than once, looked at him with

mournful eyes, and besought all the gods she worshiped to restore her

good master's former vigor, that she might once more hear him curse and

storm; for his subdued mood seemed to her unnatural and alarming--a

portent of his approaching end.

Praxilla, too, the comfortable widow, had grown pale and thin, but old

Dido had learned a great deal from her teaching. Polybius only was more

cheerful than ever. He knew that his son and Melissa had escaped the

most imminent dangers. This made him glad; and then his sister had done

wonders that he might not too greatly miss his cook. His meals had

nevertheless been often scanty enough, and this compulsory temperance had

relieved him of his gout and done him so much good that, when Andreas led

him out into daylight once more, the burly old man exclaimed: "I feel as

light as a bird. If I had but wings I could fly across the lake to see

the boy. It is you, my brother, who have helped to make me so much

lighter." He laid his arm on the freedman's shoulder and kissed him on

the cheeks. It was for the first time; and never before had he called

him brother. But that his lips had obeyed the impulse of his heart might

be seen in the tearful glitter of his eyes, which met those of Andreas,

and they, too, were moist.

Polybius knew all that the Christian had done for his son and for

Melissa, for him and his, and his jest in saying that Andreas had helped

to make him lighter referred to his latest achievement. Julianus, the

new governor of the city, who now occupied the residence of the prefect

Titianus, had taken advantage of the oppressed people to extract money,

and Andreas, by the payment of a large sum, had succeeded in persuading

him to sign a document which exonerated Polybius and his son from all

criminality, and protected their person and property against soldiers and

town guards alike. This safe-conduct secured a peaceful future to the

genial old man, and filled the measure of what he owed to the freedman,

even to overflowing. Andreas, on his part, felt that his former owner's

kiss and brotherly greeting had sealed his acceptance as a free man. He

asked no greater reward than this he had just received; and there was

another thing which made his heart leap with gladness. He knew now that

the fullness of time had come in the best sense for the daughter of the

only woman he had ever loved, and that the Good Shepherd had called her

to be one of His flock. He could rejoice over this without a pang, for

he had learned that Diodoros, too, had entered on the path which hitherto

he had pointed out to him in vain.

A calm cheerfulness, which surprised all who knew him, brightened the

grave man; for him the essence of Christian love lay in the Resurrection,

and he saw with astonishment that a wonderful new vitality was rising out

of death. For Alexandria, too, the time was fulfilled. Men and women

crowded to the rite of baptism. Mothers brought their daughters, and

fathers their sons. These days of horror had multiplied the little

Christian congregation to a church of ten thousand members. Caracalla

turned hundreds from heathenism by his bloody sacrifices, his love of

fighting, his passion for revenge, and the blindness which made him cast

away all care for his eternal soul to secure the enjoyment of a brief

existence. That the sword which had slain thousands of their sons should

have been dedicated to Serapis, and accepted by the god, alienated many

of the citizens from the patron divinity of the town. Then the news that

Timotheus the high-priest had abdicated his office soon after Caesar's

departure, and, with his revered wife Euryale, had been baptized by their

friend the learned Clemens, confirmed many in their desire to be admitted

into the Christian community.

After these horrors of bloodshed, these orgies of hatred and vengeance,

every heart longed for love and peace and brotherly communion. Who of

all those that had looked death in the face in these days was not anxious

to know more of the creed which taught that the life beyond the grave was

of greater importance than that on earth?--while those who already held

it went forth to meet, as it were, a bridegroom. They had seen men

trodden down and all their rights trampled on, and now every ear was open

when a doctrine was preached which recognized the supreme value of

humanity, by ascribing, even to the humblest, the dignity of a child of

God. They were accustomed to pray to immortal beings who lived in

privileged supremacy and wild revelry at the golden tables of the

Olympian banquet; and now they were told that the church of the

Christians meant the communion of the faithful with their fatherly God,

and with His Son who had mingled with other mortals in the form of man

and who had done more for them than a brother, inasmuch as He had taken

upon Himself to die on the cross for love of them.

To a highly cultured race like the Alexandrians it had long seemed an

absurdity to try to purchase the favor of the god; by blood-offerings.

Many philosophical sects, and especially the Pythagoreans, had forbidden

such sacrifices, and had enjoined the bringing of offerings not to

purchase good fortune, but only to honor the gods; and now they saw the

Christians not making any offerings at all, but sharing a love-feast.

This, as they declared, was to keep them in remembrance of their

brotherhood and of their crucified Lord, whose blood, once shed, His

heavenly Father had accepted instead of every other sacrifice. The

voluntary and agonizing death of the Redeemer had saved the soul of every

Christian from sin and damnation; and many who in the late scenes of

horror had been inconsolable in anticipation of the grave, felt moved to

share in this divine gift of grace.

Beautiful, wise, and convincing sentences from the Bible went from lip to

lip; and a saying of Clemens, whose immense learning was well known, was

especially effective and popular. He had said that "faith was knowledge

of divine things through revelation, but that learning must give the

proof thereof"; and this speech led many men of high attainments to study

the new doctrines.

The lower classes were no doubt those most strongly attracted, the poor

and the slaves; and with them the sorrowing and oppressed. There were

many of these now in the town; ten thousand had seen those dearest to

them perish, and others, being wounded, had within a few days been ruined

both in health and estate.

As to Melissa in her peril, so to all these the Saviour's call to the

heavy-laden that He would give them rest had come as a promise of new

hope to car and heart. At the sound of these words they saw the buds of

a new spring-time for the soul before their eyes; any one who knew a

Christian improved his intimacy that he might hear more about the tender-

hearted Comforter, the Friend of children, the kind and helpful Patron of

the poor, the sorrowful, and the oppressed.

Assemblies of any kind were prohibited by the new governor; but the law

of Aelius Marcianus allowed gatherings for religious purposes, and the

learned lawyer, Johannes, directed his fellow-Christians to rely on that.

All Alexandria was bidden to these meetings, and the text with which

Andreas opened the first, "Now the fullness of time is come," passed from

mouth to mouth.

Apart from that period which had preceded the birth of Christ, these

words applied to none better than to the days of death and terror which

they had just gone through. Had a plainer boundary-stone ever been

erected between a past and a future time? Out of the old vain and

careless life, which had ended with such fearful horrors, a new life

would now proceed of peace and love and pious cares.

The greater number of the citizens, and at their head the wealthy and

proud, still crowded the heathen temples to serve the old gods and

purchase their favor with offerings; still, the Christian churches were

too small and few to hold the faithful, and these had risen to higher

consideration, for the community no longer consisted exclusively of the

lower rank of people and slaves. No, men and women of the best families

came streaming in, and this creed--as was proclaimed by Demetrius, the

eloquent bishop; by Origen, who in power and learning--was the superior

of any heathen philosopher; by the zealous Andreas, and many another

chosen spirit--this creed was the religion of the future.

The freedman had never yet lived in such a happy and elevated frame of

mind; as he looked back on his past existence he often remembered with

thankful joy the promise that the last should be first, and that the

lowly should be exalted. If the dead had risen from their graves before

his eyes it would scarcely have surprised him, for in these latter days

he had seen wonder follow on wonder. The utmost his soul had so

fervently desired, for which he had prayed and longed, had found

fulfillment in a way which far surpassed his hopes; and through what

blood and fear had the Lord led His own, to let them reach the highest

goal! He knew from the lady Euryale that his desire to win Melissa's

soul to the true faith had been granted, and that she craved to be

baptized. This had not been confirmed by the girl herself, for, attacked

by a violent fever, she had during nine days hovered between life and

death; and since then Andreas had for more than a week been detained in

the town arranging affairs for Polybius.

The task was now ended which he had set himself to carry through. He

could leave the city and see once more the young people he loved. He

parted from Polybius and his sister at the garden gate, and led Heron and

old Dido to a small cottage which his former master had given him to live

in.

The gem-cutter was not to be allowed to see his children till the leech

should give leave, and the unfortunate man could not get over his

surprise and emotion at finding in his new home not only a work-table,

with tools, wax, and stones, but several cages full of birds, and among

these feathered friends a starling. His faithful and now freed slave,

Argutis, had, by Polybius's orders, supplied everything needful; but the

birds were a thought of the Christian girl Agatha. All this was a

consolation in his grief, and when the gem-cutter was alone with old Dido

he burst into sobs. The slave woman followed his example, but he stopped

her with loud, harsh scolding. At first she was frightened; but then she

exclaimed with delight from the very bottom of her faithful heart, "The

gods be praised!" and from the moment when he could storm, she always

declared, Heron's recovery began.

........................

The sun was setting when Andreas made his way to Zeno's house--a long,

white-washed building.

The road led through a palm-grove on the Christian's estate. His anxiety

to see the beloved sufferers urged him forward so quickly that he

presently overtook another man who was walking in the same direction in

the cool of the evening. This was Ptolemaeus, the physician.

He greeted Andreas with cheerful kindness, and the freedman knew what he

meant when, without waiting to be asked, he said:

"We are out of the wood now; the fever has passed away. The delirious

fancies have left her, and since noon she has slept. When I quitted her

an hour ago she was sleeping soundly and quietly. Till now the shaken

soul has been living in a dream; but now that the fever has passed away,

she will soon be herself again. As yet she has recognized no one;

neither Agatha nor the lady Euryale; not even Diodoros, whom I allowed to

look at her yesterday for a moment. We have taken her away from the

large house in the garden, on account of the children, to the little

villa opposite the place of worship. It is quiet there, and the air

blows in on her through the open veranda. The Empress herself could not

wish for a better sick-room. And the care Agatha takes of her! You are

right to hasten. The last glimmer of sunshine is extinct, and divine

service will soon begin. I am satisfied with Diodoros too; youth is a

soil on which the physician reaps easy laurels. What will it not heal

and strengthen! Only when the soul is so deeply shaken, as with Melissa

and her brother, matters go more slowly, even with the young. However,

as I said, we are past the crisis."

"God be praised!" said Andreas. "Such news makes me young again.

I could run like a boy." They now entered the well-kept gardens which

lay behind Zeno's house. Noble clumps of tall old trees rose above the

green grass plots and splendid shrubs. Round a dancing fountain were

carefully kept beds of beautiful flowers. The garden ended at a palm-

grove, which cast its shade on Zeno's little private place of worship

--an open plot inclosed by tamarisk hedges like walls. The little villa

in which Melissa lay was in a bower of verdure, and the veranda with the

wide door through which the bed of the sufferer had been carried in,

stood open in the cool evening to the garden, the palm-grove, and the

place of worship with its garland, as it were, of fragile tamarisk

boughs.

Agatha was keeping watch by Melissa; but as the last of the figures,

great and small, who could be seen moving across the garden, all in the

same direction, disappeared behind the tamarisk screen, the young

Christian looked lovingly down at her friend's pale and all too delicate

face, touched her forehead lightly with her lips, and whispered to the

sleeper, as though she could hear her voice:

"I am only going to pray for you and your brother."

And she went out.

A few moments later the brazen gong was heard--muffled out of regard for

the sick--which announced the hour of prayer to the little congregation.

It had sounded every evening without disturbing the sufferer, but to-

night it roused her from her slumbers.

She looked about her in bewilderment and tried to rise, but she was too

weak to lift herself. Terror, blood, Diodoros wounded, Andreas, the ass

on which she had ridden that night, were the images which first crowded

on her awakening spirit in bewildering confusion. She had heard that

piercing ring of smitten brass in the Serapeum. Was she still there?

Had she only dreamed of that night-ride with her wounded lover? Perhaps

she had lost consciousness in the mystic chambers, and the clang of the

gong had roused her.

And she shuddered. In her terror she dared not open her eyes for

fear of seeing on all hands the hideous images on the walls and ceiling.

Merciful gods! If her flight from the Serapeum and the rescue of

Diodoros by Andreas had really been but a dream, then the door might open

at any moment, and the Egyptian Zminis or his men might come in to drag

her before that dreadful Caesar.

She had half recovered consciousness several times, and as these thoughts

had come over her, her returning lucidity had vanished and a fresh attack

of fever had shaken her. But this time her head seemed clearer; the

cloud and humming had left her which had impeded the use of her ears and

eyes.

Her brain too had recovered its faculties. As soon as she tried to

think, her restored intelligence told her that if she were indeed still

in the Serapeum and the door should open, the lady Euryale might come in

to speak courage to her and take her in her motherly arms, and--And she

suddenly recollected the promise which had come to her from the

Scriptures of the Christians. It stood before her soul in perfect

clearness that she had found a loving comforter in the Saviour; she

remembered how gladly she had declared to the lady Euryale that the

fullness of time had now indeed come to her, and that she had no more

fervent wish than to become a fellow-believer with her kind friend--

a baptized Christian. And all the while she felt as though light were

spreading in her and around her, and the vision she had last seen when

she lost consciousness rose again before her inward eye. Again she saw

the Redeemer as He had stood before her at the end of her ride,

stretching out His arms to her in the darkness, inviting her, who was

weary and heavy laden, to be refreshed by him. A glow of thankfulness

warmed her heart, and she closed her eyes once more.

But she did not sleep; and while she lay fully conscious, with her hands

on her bosom as it rose and fell regularly with her deep breathing,

thinking of the loving Teacher, of the Christians, and of all the

glorious promises she had read in the Sermon on the Mount, and which were

addressed to her too, she could fancy that her head rested on Euryale's

shoulder, while she saw the form of the Saviour robed in light and

beckoning to her.

Her whole frame was wrapped in pleasant languor. Just so had she felt

once before-she remembered it well--and she remembered when it was. She

had felt just as she did now after her lover had for the first time

clasped her to his heart, when, as night came on, she had sat by his side

on the marble bench, while the Christian procession passed. She had

taken the chanting train for the wandering souls of the dead and--how

strange! No--she was not mistaken. She heard at this moment the

selfsame strain which they had then sung so joyfully, in spite of its

solemn mode. She did know when it had begun, but again it filled her

with a bitter-sweet sense of pity. Only it struck deeper now than

before, for she knew now that it applied to all human beings, since they

were all the children of the same kind Father, and her own brethren and

sisters.

But whence did the wonderful music proceed--Was she--and a shock of alarm

thrilled her at the thought--was she numbered with the dead? Had her

heart ceased to beat when the Saviour had taken her in His arms after her

ride through blood and darkness, when all had grown dim to her senses?

Was she now in the abode of the blest?

Andreas had painted it as a glorious place; and yet she shuddered at the

thought. But was not that foolish? If she were really dead, all terror

and pain were at an end. She would see her mother once more; and

whatever might happen to those she loved, she might perhaps be suffered

to linger near them, as she had done on earth, and hope with assurance to

meet them again here, sooner or later.

But no! Her heart was beating still; she could feel how strongly it

throbbed. Then where was she?

There certainly had not been any such coverlet as this on her bed in the

Serapeum, and the room there was much lower. She looked about her and

succeeded in turning on her side toward the evening breeze which blew in

on her, so pure and soft and sweet. She raised her delicate emaciated

hand to her head and found that her thick hair was gone. Then she must

have cut it off to disguise herself.

But where was she? Whither had she fled?

It mattered not. The Serapeum was far away, and she need no longer fear

Zminis and his spies. Now for the first time she raised her eyes

thankfully to Heaven, and next she looked about her; and while she gazed

and let her eyes feed themselves full, a faint cry of delight escaped her

lips. Before her, in the silvery light of the bright disk of the young

moon lay a splendid blooming garden, and over the palms which towered

above all else, in shadowy masses, in the distance the evening star was

rising just in front, the moonlight twinkled and flashed in the rising

and falling drops of the fountain; and as she lay, stirred to the depths

of her soul by this silent splendor, thinking of kindly Selene moving on

her peaceful path above, of Artemis hunting in the moonlight, of the

nymphs of the waters, and the dryads just now perhaps stealing out of the

great trees to dance with sportive fauns, the chant suddenly broke out

again in solemn measure, and she heard, to deep manly voices, the

beginning of the Psalm:

"Give thanks unto the Lord and declare his name; proclaim his wonders

among the nations.

"Sing of him and praise him; tell of all his wonders; glorify his holy

name; their hearts rejoice that seek the Lord."

Here the men ceased and the women began as though to confirm their praise

of the most High, singing the ninetieth Psalm with enthusiastic joy:

"O Lord, thou hast been our dwelling-place in all generations.

"Before the mountains were brought forth, or, ever thou hadst formed the

earth and the world, even from everlasting to everlasting, thou art God.

"For a thousand years in thy sight are but as yesterday when it is

passed, and as a watch in the night."

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