CHAPTER VII

DIAPORESIS

The discussion at dinner that evening was unexpectedly animated. We all

had our theories to propound, our notes to compare and our criticisms to

offer. To this I contributed my share, but reserved a conclusion to

which I had been approaching all through the tale. I wished to submit it

to the tests of coffee and music, to become more familiar with it before

I exposed it to Bill's shrewd scrutiny and Mac's sardonic judgment.

To my surprise they insisted upon the strangeness of the story.

"To my mind," I said, "the story can scarcely be called strange, so

far."

"I wonder where his brother got to after he was expelled," said Bill.

"Do you think Cecil's man is the brother?" asked Mac.

"You mean interesting," I continued.

"Well," said Mac, "interesting if you like. That don't make it any the

less strange. Is Cecil's man----?"

"The really strange part of this man's story," I declared, oracularly,

"is the fact that he is telling it; mark that! And a stranger thing

still is the _way_ he is telling it!"

"Ex cathedra!" said Mac, sarcastically.

"Explain it all over again," said Bill.

I did so, but they saw no brilliance in my explanation. They were

artistic, but not artistic enough to appreciate the nuance of the

story-telling art. Perhaps this is nothing against them. Each to his

trade. And yet--_sugar-plums_!

It pleased my friend that evening to undertake the rendering of a work

which, unfortunately, can only be butchered on a piano. Of all Wagner's

music the _Walkueren_ Ride is least adapted to our homely instrument.

Nevertheless the wild clatter, the exciting crepitation of the treble,

the thunderous booming of the bass, and above all the tremendous crash

with which it ends, always stimulates me to fresh mental effort. I saw

plainly, as I listened, that my surmise was correct. I saw that I had no

need to wait for the explanation of the phrase: "An author? Ah!" I saw,

in short, that Mr. Carville, whatever he might be in the eyes of his

wife, his brother, or of the world, was a potential artist. As I

recapitulated to myself the various points in his tale, the careful

balancing of his narrative with sententious criticism of life, the

occasional fiction, to give verisimilitude to trivial events (the

incident of Belvoir for example), and particularly his abrupt departure

in the dusk, leaving us guessing, I felt certain that for me his tale

would have a denouement of peculiar interest. Already I perceived the

deliberate attempt of the man to convey the obscure and rare emotion

which dominated his intellectual life.

Afterwards, in the studio, I suggested that the story of Turner's

sugar-plums might throw some light upon Mr. Carville's story.

"How?" said Mac, who is reluctant to see profane hands touch the

master-colourist's memory. I explained again.

"He is taking a lot of romantic episodes, mixing them up, adding a

little imaginary landscape and offering it to us," I said. "We asked for

a story. We shall have it, says he."

"He's such an ordinary looking chap," began Mac. Bill laughed.

"So am I," I retorted with a grin.

"You know what I mean," he protested. "I meant ordinary in voice and

general tone. But if what you say is true he must be a damn clever

chap."

"An artist," I agreed.

"I can't make him out," said Bill, sewing busily. "What in the world has

all this to do with his children? _I_ want to know where they met."

"So you will, dear lady, never fear," I said, smiling. "I think Mr.

Carville understands your desire perfectly."

"Oh, I know I'm a very simple person----" she began.

"By no means," I cried. "Mr. Carville would never suggest such a thing.

But think for a moment! Is it not a fair guess that a man like our

neighbour, who has had such a varied career, who can divine _my_

interest in him as an author, and Mac's as an artist, will be able to

fathom the reason why you watch him with a tense and silent stare?"

"Did I stare?" she said. "I'm sorry."

"We all stared," I returned. "Anyone would."

The telephone rang and Mac went to answer it. We could hear his voice

plainly on the staircase.

"Hello! Who is it? Oh, good evening, Miss Fraenkel--yes, do. We're not

going out to-night. How long will you be? Right. Good-bye."

"She'll be up in half an hour," he said, going back to his easel.

I was by no means certain that Miss Fraenkel would be able to help us to

forecast accurately the future instalments of the Carville history. Of

course if we could induce her to assume that the painter-cousin's

strange companion was Mr. Carville's brother, she might begin to treat

the subject with the necessary seriousness. But I had no hope of this. I

was too conscious of the extreme subtlety of Mr. Carville's art (we may

grant him that now in advance) to think that we could transmit its

fascination to Miss Fraenkel. She would probably be astonished at the

continuance of our curiosity.

She was. She began, the moment she arrived, to tell us the vicissitudes

of a cause to which she had been rapidly and earnestly converted, the

cause of female suffrage. It was evident that her reason for calling was

to "let off steam," as Mac irreverently phrased it afterwards. A number

of millionaires' daughters had drawn upon themselves the eyes of the

world by tramping on foot to Washington to plead for the vote. Miss

Fraenkel's eyes dilated as she told us. We had seen the account of what

the _New York Daily News_ called "The Hike of the Golden Girls," but our

eyes had not dilated. We had even acrimoniously hinted that the

millionaires' daughters were seeking notoriety rather than a relief for

civil disabilities by this undignified tramp across New Jersey and

Maryland. But to Miss Fraenkel we said nothing of this. Even if we had

been averse to Miss Fraenkel having a vote, we would have said nothing.

Only Bill suggested with a smile that the leading "hiker" need not have

offered to kiss the President when he good-humouredly granted them an

interview. Miss Fraenkel could not see it. There was no divinity that

she knew of to hedge a President from a kiss.

"What about the President's wife?" asked Bill.

"Why, _she's_ one of us!" cried Miss Fraenkel. "She approves!"

"Of kissing her husband?" asked Bill.

But Miss Fraenkel's mind was fashioned in water-tight compartments. She

could not switch her enthusiasm from the vote long enough to appreciate

this lapse from good taste. Her mind did not work that way. We would

have to begin at the beginning and lead up to kissing as a moral or

immoral act, before she could give it any serious attention. And when

she asked Bill to join the local league I interposed, lest the harmony

of the evening should be violated.

"We want your vote on another question," I said, and recounted the

events of the afternoon. She listened with apparent attention, playing

with a string of beads that hung round her neck. Long before I finished

I saw she was ready to speak.

"I'll go right in and ask her if she'll join!" she said.

"They've gone to Newark," said Mac.

"To-morrow, then."

"Well," said Bill. "Come up here to-morrow. He's coming in to tell us

some more. You'll meet him first and he can introduce you to his wife."

"That'll do first rate! I'm just crazy to get all the members I can."

The conversation rambled on irrelevantly after that, and we realized

that for Miss Fraenkel at least, the story of Mr. Carville's life was

not absorbingly attractive. We enjoyed her visit, as we always did, but

her influence, in her present preoccupation, was feverish and to a

certain slight degree disturbing.

The problem that presented itself when I retired that night was

immaterial, perhaps, but new. I wondered quietly in what manner Mr.

Carville would regard Miss Fraenkel. Doubtless I was over-exacting, but

I desired to discover, in our neighbour's attitude towards the lady,

some clue to his attitude towards us. I felt vaguely that his candour

was not at all a mere casual fit of communicativeness of which we "just

happened" to be the recipients. If this were the case, it would

infallibly appear in his manner towards our voteless friend. It would be

... but no. My vanity did not carry me that far. The vanity of a man of

forty is generally a steed broken to harness; it will not prance far

into the unknown. I decided to wait until Mr. Carville decided the

matter for himself.

* * * * *

The spectacle, while I was shaving next morning, of Mr. Carville

proceeding sedately down Van Diemen's Avenue with his children, gave a

fresh vagueness to his image in my mind. It was as though a hand had

been passed over the picture, smudging the outlines and rendering the

whole thing of dubious value. A model father! In my bewilderment I

nearly cut myself. And yet, supposing, as I had been supposing, that Mr.

Carville had set out with the definite object of contrasting himself

vividly with his prodigal brother, would he not eventually take up the

role of dutiful parentage? The extraordinary thing was that the model

father should be also the artist.

I determined to abandon the Carville problem for an hour or two after

breakfast in favour of Maupassant. It is my custom to read once a year

at least, the chief works of that incomparable writer. The forenoon of

our Sunday has this peculiarity: no moral obligation to work is imposed

by our unwritten laws. If, on Sunday morning, I am discovered by Bill

leisurely turning over a pile of old magazines, or reading a story, I am

not greeted with "Do you call that work?" On the contrary, she will

probably sit down beside me and indulge in what may be charitably

described as gossip. Mac, too, will leave his palette and boards in

peace, will lie luxuriantly in the big rocker, or, spade on shoulder,

disappear among the shrubs at the lower end of the estate. We neglect

collars and appear brazenly at breakfast in shirt-sleeves on Sunday

mornings. It is for us a day of rest from the insistent badgering of

ideas. Our minds go into neglige; we forget editors and

advertising-managers for a while. Imagine then our dismay when I

reported my view of Mr. Carville in his brushed blue serge and Derby

hat, his glazed linen collar and dark green tie, passing sedately down

the Avenue, a neat child in each hand. There seemed to be no rift in

this man's armour of respectability. He seemed determined to maintain a

great and terrible contrast between his inner and outer life. O supreme

artist! I stretched myself on my sofa and opened Maupassant:

"_Monsieur_," I read. "_Doctor James Ferdinand does not exist, but the

man whose eyes you saw does, and you will certainly recognize his eyes.

This man has committed two crimes, for which he does not feel any

remorse, but, as a psychologist, he is afraid of some day yielding to

the irresistible temptation of confessing his crimes._"

I laid down the book, drawn by the aptness of the text to my problem.

Had Maupassant given me the key of the whole enigma? Was this

astonishing genius, who had so wrought upon our imaginations, was he a

criminal irresistibly driven to tell us the story of his evil life? Were

the police of Europe and America even now scouring the surface of the

globe for him? That brother, that dare-devil gentleman of the

painter-cousin's letter, was a fitting accomplice for him, the quiet,

unobtrusive, impeccable "seaman." He had a number, what was it?

Three-nine-(fool not to write it down!) three-nine-something. Was that

his number during his last imprisonment? Had he spoken in terrific

hyperbole when he admitted that no doubt it was "a picturesque life"?

Good God! How blind we had been! And Miss Fraenkel's shot in the dark,

was it after all the truth? Had he really been "held for something"?

I let my pipe go out, so possessed was I, temporarily, with the

diabolical possibility. A double knock at the door sent the blood to my

heart. I rose, and passing into the front room opened the door. Mr.

Carville stood in the porch in an attitude of profound meditation. The

sight of him, phlegmatic and isolated from all emotion, restored the

balance of my mind somewhat. We shook hands and he still stood there,

trying to remember something.

"Another fine day," I said. "I saw you out early this morning."

He nodded absently, and then his face lightened.

Somewhat to my surprise, if any further surprise was possible, he lifted

his steady grey-blue eyes to mine, raised his right hand as high as his

shoulder and began to recite.

"When that the Knight had thus his tale i-told,

In al the route was ther young ne old

That he ne seyde it was a noble story,

And worthy to be drawen to memory."

And extending a finger he pointed to the little brass Canterbury Pilgrim

that served us for a knocker. "They told stories too, eh?" he said,

smiling.

"You read Chaucer?" I murmured, staggering to a chair in the porch.

"Why, sure!" he said, "don't you?" And he took out his pipe.

I did not pursue the subject, even when I had recovered my poise. The

clever application of the Chaucerian verse to his own case was crushing.

I said nothing of it to Mac when he appeared with a pair of shears

intended for the borders.

"Hullo, Mr. Carville," he said. "Come to finish the story? Wait till I

tell the wife."

"Now where's the hurry?" said our neighbour, deprecatingly, and sitting

down he began to cut up some tobacco. I looked across at New York, still

surrounded in diaphanous mist, and endeavoured to adjust my mind to the

immediate business. Since dinner the night before I had been indulging

in somewhat frothy speculation. It was only fair that Mr. Carville

should have the floor and speak for himself. Bill came out and nodded

brightly. None of us suggested waiting for Miss Fraenkel. I think we

were anxious to hear a little more of Mr. Carville before Miss Fraenkel

arrived; a sort of presentiment, if you like.

"Do tell us about your brother, Mr. Carville," said Bill. "What happened

to him?"

Mr. Carville struck a match and puffed away in the conscientious manner

demanded by a corn-cob.

"Why, of course," he said, carefully expelling a jet of smoke from the

corner of his closed lips, "he came back, my brother did."

Bill looked at him in tragic annoyance.

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