CHAPTER XVII.

"DYING IS BUT GOING HOME."

THE malady from which Mr. Somers had suffered more or less for many

years had latterly gained ground, defying all the efforts of human

skill to cure or even to relieve any longer. He had expressed a wish

that Myra Sherwood could spend a little time as of old in his family,

to mingle again with them as a beloved daughter, and be a comfort to

those so dear to him, over whose heads hung a calamity of which they

tried not to trust themselves to think.

"Take no thought for the morrow," said He who was "touched with a

feeling of all our infirmities," and who knew the temptation to loving,

anxious hearts; and who, Himself under heavy trial, knew what it was to

wish, "If it be possible, let this cup pass from Me."

And because it was not possible that His bitter cup could pass

from Him, we often venture to hope that, through His mercy, ours

may be allowed to pass us by. Doubtless it is often so; the faith,

the humility, the submission, that can go on and say with Him,

"Nevertheless, not as I will, Father, but as Thou wilt," is tested and

approved, and the cup of sorrow is often exchanged for that of grateful

praise. And why? Because for Jesus the cup was penal, propitiatory,

sacrificial; as it is written,—

"Now once in the end of the world hath He appeared, to put away sin by

the sacrifice of Himself." . . . "So Christ was once offered, to bear

the sins of many."

"He was made sin for us, . . . that we might be made the righteousness

of God in Him."

"And He is the propitiation for our sins."

But it was "the cup of salvation" to every penitent sinner of every

clime and tongue and people, and as such He drank, and left not a drop

behind. And because of this, the cup of sorrow in many a trembling

human hand is but that of sanctified affliction, and often is pitifully

withdrawn when its purpose is accomplished.

"Then they cry unto the Lord in their trouble, and He delivered them

out of their distresses."

"He maketh the storm a calm."

Oh, how blessed after all is the tempest of trial that is hushed by the

voice of Jesus!

To Myra's grateful heart, her uncle's wish was the call of duty, and

she lost no time in making such arrangements as seemed suitable to

the position of her sisters during her absence. Then she joined him

in the lovely spot where he had chosen to wait the Master's call, and

where, amidst some of earth's fairest scenes, he might contemplate one

fairer still, even Him who is "chief among ten thousand and altogether

lovely," and say, in prophetic vision, with the Psalmist,—

"I shall be satisfied when I awake with Thy likeness."

For some time things seemed to fall into their old places, and Myra

felt like a child again with those who had supplied to her the place

of parents. She saw and shared the secret anxiety of the devoted wife,

who knew that probably her husband's days were numbered, and though

together they often poured out their full hearts before God in prayer,

no murmur, no gloom, no passion, was suffered to darken the remaining

term of hallowed intercourse with the spirit so cheerily pluming for

the upward flight.

"Myra, my darling," he one day said, as she sat alone with him on the

terrace before his house, where a matchless view of God's beautiful

works in nature supplied a fund of emblems of spiritual truth,—"I

want you to try and be a great comfort to your aunt when I am gone to

sleep. I fear she is sorrowing too much for our short separation, and

I sometimes feel inclined to take up the words of our Lord, when His

course was nearly run, and to say to her and my dear children,—

"'If ye loved Me, ye would rejoice because I said, I go to My Father.'

"Speak to her often of 'the high calling,' the 'inheritance' 'reserved

in heaven,' the 'crown of life' prepared for the children of God. We

have had a very happy and much honoured life on earth together, but

that is nothing to 'the pleasures at God's right hand for evermore,'

which soon we shall enjoy together without fear of another parting."

"I do, I will, dearest uncle," said Myra, gazing with deep and reverent

love on the dear face which already seemed to reflect the light of the

heavenly world. "We will remember that you are but going into another

apartment of our Father's house, closed to us only for a little while."

"That is true, dear girl.

"'Heaven is My throne, and earth is My footstool—'

"And you know 'the throne' and 'the footstool' are both in 'the house.'

Those who are living for Jesus, and those sleeping in Him, are not

so far apart after all. But of all the cheering thoughts and happy

experiences of the soul that reposes its all on Him, nothing, nothing

is to be compared with the peace of assured pardon and acceptance

through His precious blood. Oh Myra, it is becoming unwelcome,

unfashionable, rare, to speak of the true ground of a sinner's

salvation. The perfect work of Christ is ignored by His enemies, and

too often kept out of sight by His friends.

"Oh, beware, and warn others to beware, of this ungrateful neglect of

what is—

"'. . . the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth.'

"Why shade it with words that may mean something else? When men speak

of the gospel, glad tidings, good news, let not the angelic message be

mutilated—

"'Unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is

Christ the Lord.'

"And when man has attained the condition, through that Saviour, which

is above angels, and he has a right to sing as they cannot, the dear

and chosen theme, of which tongue can never tire, will be,—

"'Unto Him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in His own blood,

and hath made us kings and priests unto God and His Father, be glory

and dominion for ever and ever."

"There is a growing danger of that terrible condemnation which the Lord

Jesus foresaw when He said,—

"'Whosoever shall be ashamed of Me and of My words in this adulterous

and sinful generation, of him also shall the Son of Man be ashamed when

He cometh in the glory of His Father with the holy angels.'

"What a wonderful possibility what a triumph for Satan with worms of

the earth!

"'Ashamed of Jesus! can it be,

A mortal man ashamed of Thee?'

"Yes, it is cruelly possible. God save us from such infamous cowardice!

Many a professing Christian would not object to own Jesus before an

ignorant heathen, who shrinks from showing his colours before the

polite worldling or the sneering sceptic."

No visitor to the dwelling would have supposed that death was hovering

over it, and known to be so by its inmates—the departing one so calm,

so satisfied, so rejoicing!—the watching ones so self-controlled, so

Heaven-sustained! And all thus "more than conquerors through Him who

loved them."

What is it to be more than conqueror? Many a conqueror has fallen in

combat and died on the battlefield, and his country has been able only

to weave chaplets for his tomb; but the conqueror through Christ, the

Captain of his salvation, shall not only vanquish but triumph! He shall

be called from the field of strife to the presence of his King, and,

exchanging the sword for the palm, and the cross for the crown, he

shall share the glories of a triumph at which angels must wonder, and

all creation will rejoice. One with Jesus now by faith, one with Jesus

ever in the fulfilment of the covenant of eternal love and grace. Is

not this to be more than conqueror?

Sometimes it pleases the Lord God to spare His children all sad

leave-taking, and to permit the spirit to take flight at a moment

unwatched by mortal eye, and it seems like a translation. So it was

now. The cage-door was open by insidious disease, and one sunny

afternoon, seated in his easy-chair by the window, with the soft breath

of the summer air playing over his placid face, the summons came, the

messengers of the Most High softly bore away the spirit, leaving to

death and the grave only the toil-worn robe in which its earthly work

had been done, its earthly burden borne, to be "sown" in "dishonour"

and "weakness" now, to be "raised" in "glory" and "power," when shall

"be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up

in victory."

The invalid had desired to be left alone while Mrs. Somers walked out a

while with her children and niece, and when they returned it was Myra's

eye that caught the first impression of the change that had come.

Perfect peace, "the rapture of repose," was on every feature, and the

yet warm hand rested on the large open Bible, at the fourth chapter of

the First Epistle to the Thessalonians, as if, though dead, he would

yet speak a last loving reminder to the dear ones left behind,—

"Sorrow not, as others which have no hope; for if we believe that Jesus

died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God

bring with Him . . . Wherefore, comfort one another with these words."

And so they did, blessing God for the tender love that provides so

sweetly for the need of all His children, both living and dying.

What is there in all man's devisings that can thus confidently look

beyond the grave, and see that which makes death bearable and sorrow

sanctifying? There is nothing—nothing. It is His prerogative alone,

who, out of His infinite wisdom and exhaustless love, gave to lost

sinners the perfect and powerful religion of Jesus.

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