II

"The old Saxony clock, which is slow, and which strikes thirteen amid

its flowers and gods, to whom did it belong? Thinkest that it came

from Saxony by the mail coaches of old time?

"(Singular shadows hang about the worn-out panes.)

"And thy Venetian mirror, deep as a cold fountain in its banks of

gilt work; what is reflected there? Ah! I am sure that more than one

woman bathed there in her beauty's sin; and, perhaps, if I looked

long enough, I should see a naked phantom.

"Wicked one, thou often sayest wicked things.

"(I see the spiders' webs above the lofty windows.)

"Our wardrobe is very old; see how the fire reddens its sad panels!

the weary curtains are as old, and the tapestry on the arm-chairs

stripped of paint, and the old engravings, and all these old things.

Does it not seem to thee that even these blue birds are discoloured

by time?

"(Dream not of the spiders' webs that tremble above the lofty

windows.)

"Thou lovest all that, and that is why I live by thee. When one of my

poems appeared, didst thou not desire, my sister, whose looks are

full of yesterdays, the words, the grace of faded things? New objects

displease thee; thee also do they frighten with their loud boldness,

and thou feelest as if thou shouldst use them--a difficult thing

indeed to do, for thou hast no taste for action.

"Come, close thy old German almanack that thou readest with

attention, though it appeared more than a hundred years ago, and the

Kings it announces are all dead, and, lying on this antique carpet,

my head leaned upon thy charitable knees, on the pale robe, oh! calm

child, I will speak with thee for hours; there are no fields, and the

streets are empty, I will speak to thee of our furniture.

"Thou art abstracted?

"(The spiders' webs are shivering above the lofty windows.)"

We, the "ten superior persons scattered through the universe" think

these prose poems the concrete essence, the osmazome of literature, the

essential oil of art, others, those in the stalls, will judge them to be

the aberrations of a refined mind, distorted with hatred of the

commonplace; the pit will immediately declare them to be nonsense, and

will return with satisfaction to the last leading article in the daily

paper.

_J'ai fait mes adieux à ma mère et je viens pour vous faire les miens_

and other absurdities by Ponson du Terrail amused us many a year in

France, and in later days similar bad grammar by Georges Ohnet has not

been lost upon us, but neither Ponson du Terrail nor Georges Ohnet

sought literary suffrage, such a thing could not be in France, but in

England, Rider Haggard, whose literary atrocities are more atrocious

than his accounts of slaughter, receives the attention of leading

journals and writes about the revival of Romance. As it is as difficult

to write the worst as the best conceivable sentence, I take this one and

place it for its greater glory in my less remarkable prose:--

"_As we gazed on the beauties thus revealed by Good, a spirit of

emulation filled our breasts, and we set to work to get ourselves up

as well as we could_."

A return to romance! a return to the animal, say I.

One thing that cannot be denied to the realists: a constant and intense

desire to write well, to write artistically. When I think of what they

have done in the matter of the use of words, of the myriad verbal

effects they have discovered, of the thousand forms of composition they

have created, how they have remodelled and refashioned the language in

their untiring striving for intensity of expression for the very

osmazome of art, I am lost in ultimate wonder and admiration. What Hugo

did for French verse, Flaubert, Goncourt, Zola, and Huysmans have done

for French prose. No more literary school than the realists has ever

existed, and I do not except even the Elizabethans. And for this reason

our failures are more interesting than the vulgar successes of our

opponents; for when we fall into the sterile and distorted, it is

through our noble and incurable hatred of the commonplace of all that is

popular.

The healthy school is played out in England; all that could be said has

been said; the successors of Dickens, Thackeray, and George Eliot have

no ideal, and consequently no language; what can be more pudding than

the language of Mr Hardy, and he is typical of a dozen other writers, Mr

Besant, Mr Murray, Mr Crawford? The reason of this heaviness of thought

and expression is that the avenues are closed, no new subject matter is

introduced, the language of English fiction has therefore run stagnant.

But if the realists should catch favour in England the English tongue

may be saved from dissolution, for with the new subjects they would

introduce new forms of language would arise.

"Carmen Sylva!" How easy it is to divine the æstheticism of any one

signing, "Carmen Sylva."

In youth the genius of Shelly astonished me; but now I find the

stupidity of the ordinary person infinitely more surprising.

That I may die childless--that when my hour comes I may turn my face to

the wall saying, I have not increased the great evil of human

life--then, though I were murderer, fornicator, thief, and liar, my sins

shall melt even as a cloud. But he who dies with children about him,

though his life were in all else an excellent deed, shall be held

accursed by the truly wise, and the stain upon him shall endure for

ever.

I realize that this is truth, the one truth, and the whole truth; and

yet the vainest woman that ever looked in a glass never regretted her

youth more than I, or felt the disgrace of middle-age more keenly. She

has her portrait painted, I write these confessions; each hopes to save

something of the past, and escape somehow the ravening waves of time and

float into some haven of remembrance. St Augustine's Confessions are the

story of a God-tortured, mine of an art-tortured, soul. Which subject is

the most living? The first! for man is stupid and still loves his

conscience as a child loves a toy. Now the world plays with "Robert

Elsmere." This book seems to me like a suite of spacious, well

distributed, and well proportioned rooms. Looking round, I say, 'tis a

pity these rooms are only in plaster of Paris.

"Les Palais Nomades" is a really beautiful book, and it is free from all

the faults that make an absolute and supreme enjoyment of great poetry

an impossibility. For it is in the first place free from those pests and

parasites of artistic work--ideas. Of all literary qualities the

creation of ideas is the most fugitive. Think of the fate of an author

who puts forward a new idea to-morrow in a book, in a play, in a poem.

The new idea is seized upon, it becomes common property, it is dragged

through newspaper articles, magazine articles, through books, it is

repeated in clubs, drawing-rooms; it is bandied about the corners of

streets; in a week it is wearisome, in a month it is an abomination. Who

has not felt a sickening feeling come over him when he hears such

phrases as "To be or not to be, that is the question?" Shakespeare was

really great when he wrote "Music to hear, why hearest thou music

sadly?" not when he wrote, "The apparel oft proclaims the man." Could he

be freed from his ideas what a poet we should have! Therefore, let those

who have taken firsts at Oxford devote their intolerable leisure to

preparing an edition from which everything resembling an idea shall be

excluded. We might then shut up our Marlowes and our Beaumonts and

resume our reading of the bard, and the witless foists would confer

happiness on many, and crown themselves with truly immortal bays. See

the fellows! their fingers catch at scanty wisps of hair, the lamps are

burning, the long pens are poised, and idea after idea is hurled out of

existence.

Gustave Kahn took counsel of the past, and he has successfully avoided

everything that even a hostile critic might be tempted to term an idea;

and for this I am grateful. Nor is his volume a collection of

miscellaneous verses bound together. He has chosen a certain sequence of

emotions; the circumstances out of which these emotions have sprung are

given in a short prose note. "Les Palais Nomades" is therefore a novel

in essence; description and analysis are eliminated, and only the

moments when life grows lyrical with suffering are recorded; recorded in

many varying metres conforming only to the play of the emotion, for,

unlike many who, having once discovered a tune, apply it promiscuously

to every subject they treat, Kahn adapts his melody to the emotion he is

expressing, with the same propriety and grace as Nature distributes

perfume to her flowers. For an example of magical transition of tone I

turn to _Intermède_.

"Chère apparence, viens aux couchants illuminés.

Veux-tu mieux des matins albes et calmes?

Les soirs et les matins ont des calmes rosâtres

Les eaux ont des manteaux de cristal irisé

Et des rhythmes de calmes palmes

Et l'air évoque de calmes musiques de pâtres.

* * * * *

Viens sous des tendelets aux fleuves souriants

Aux lilas pâlis des nuits d'Orient

Aux glauques étendues à falbalas d'argent

A l'oasis des baisers urgents

Seulement vit le voile aux seuls Orients.

* * * * *

Quel que soit le spectacle et quelle que soit la rame

Et quelle que soit la voix qui s'affame et brame,

L'oubli du lointain des jours chatouille et serre,

Le lotos de l'oubli s'est fané dans mes serres,

Cependant tu m'aimais à jamais?

Adieu pour jamais."

The repetitions of Edgar Poe seem hard and mechanical after this, so

exquisite and evanescent is the rhythm, and the intonations come as

sweetly and suddenly as a gust of perfume; it is as the vibration of a

fairy orchestra, flute and violin disappearing in a silver mist; but the

clouds break, and all the enchantment of a spring garden appears in a

shaft of sudden sunlight.

"L'éphemère idole, au frisson du printemps,

Sentant des renouveaux éclorent,

Se guèpa de satins si lointains et d'antan:

Rose exilé des flores!

Le jardin rima ses branches de lilas;

Aux murs, les roses tremières;

La terre étala, pour fêter les las,

Des divans vert lumière;

Des rires ailés peuplèrent le jardin;

Souriants des caresses brèves,

Des oiseaux joyeaux, jaunes, incarnadins

Vibrèrent aux ciels de rêve."

But to the devil with literature! Who cares if Gustave Kahn writes well

or badly? I met a chappie yesterday whose views of life coincide with

mine. "A ripping good dinner," he says; "get a skinful of champagne

inside you, go to bed when it is light, and get up when you are rested."

Each century has its special ideal, the ideal of the nineteenth is the

young man. The eighteenth century is only woman--see the tapestries, the

delightful goddesses who have discarded their hoops and heels to appear

in still more delightful nakedness, the noble woods, the tall castles,

with the hunters looking round; no servile archæology chills the fancy;

and this treatment of antiquity is the highest proof of the genius of

the eighteenth century. See the Fragonards--the ladies in high-peaked

bodices, their little ankles showing amid the snow of the petticoats. Up

they go; you can hear their light false voices amid the summer of the

leaves, where Loves are garlanded even as roses. Masks and arrows are

everywhere, all the machinery of light and gracious days. In the

Watteaus the note is more pensive; there is satin and sunset, plausive

gestures and reluctance--false reluctance; the guitar is tinkling, and

exquisite are the notes in the languid evening; and there is the

Pierrot, that marvellous white animal, sensual and witty and glad, the

soul of the century--ankles and epigrams everywhere, for love was not

then sentimental, it was false and a little cruel; see the furniture and

the polished floor, and the tapestries with whose delicate tints and

decorations the high hair blends, the foot-stool and the heel and the

calf of the leg that is withdrawn, showing in the shadows of the lace;

see the satin of the bodices, the fan outspread, the wigs so adorably

false, the knee-breeches, the buckles on the shoes, how false; adorable

little comedy, adorably mendacious; and how winsome it is to feast on

these sweet lies, it is indeed delight to us, wearied with the bland

sincerity of newspapers. In the eighteenth century it was the man who

knelt at the woman's feet, it was the man who pleaded and the woman who

acceded; but in our century the place of the man is changed, it is he

who holds the fan, it is he who is besought; and if one were to dream

of continuing the tradition of Watteau and Fragonard in the nineteenth

century, he would have to take note of and meditate deeply and

profoundly on this, as he sought to formulate and synthesize the erotic

spirit of our age.

The position of a young man in the nineteenth century is the most

enviable that has ever fallen to the lot of any human creature. He is

the rare bird, and is fêted, flattered, adored. The sweetest words are

addressed to him, the most loving looks are poured upon him. The young

man can do no wrong. Every house is open to him, and the best of

everything is laid before him; girls dispute the right to serve him;

they come to him with cake and wine, they sit circlewise and listen to

him, and when one is fortunate to get him alone she will hang upon his

neck, she will propose to him, and will take his refusal kindly and

without resentment. They will not let him stoop to tie up his shoe lace,

but will rush and simultaneously claim the right to attend on him. To

represent in a novel a girl proposing marriage to a man would be deemed

unnatural, but nothing is more common; there are few young men who have

not received at least a dozen offers, nay, more; it is characteristic,

it has become instinctive for girls to choose, and they prefer men not

to make love to them; and every young man who knows his business avoids

making advances, knowing well that it will only put the girl off.

In a society so constituted, what a delightful opening there is for a

young man. He would have to waltz perfectly, play tennis fairly, the

latest novel would suffice for literary attainments; billiards,

shooting, and hunting, would not come in amiss, for he must not be

considered a useless being by men; not that women are much influenced by

the opinion of men in their choice of favourites, but the reflex action

of the heart, although not so marked as that of the stomach, exists and

must be kept in view, besides a man who would succeed with women, must

succeed with men; the real Lovelace is loved by all. Like gravitation,

love draws all things. Our young man would have to be five feet eleven,

or six feet, broad shoulders, light brown hair, deep eyes, soft and

suggestive, broad shoulders, a thin neck, long delicate hands, a high

instep. His nose should be straight, his face oval and small, he must be

clean about the hips, and his movements must be naturally caressing. He

comes into the ball-room, his shoulders well back, he stretches his hand

to the hostess, he looks at her earnestly (it is characteristic of him

to think of the hostess first, he is in her house, the house is

well-furnished, and is suggestive of excellent meats and wines). He can

read through the slim woman whose black hair, a-glitter with diamonds,

contrasts with her white satin; an old man is talking to her, she dances

with him, and she refused a young man a moment before. This is a bad

sign; our Lovelace knows it; there is a stout woman of thirty-five, who

is looking at him, red satin bodice, doubtful taste. He looks away; a

little blonde woman fixes her eyes on him, she looks as innocent as a

child; instinctively our Lovelace turns to his host. "Who is that little

blonde woman over there, the right hand corner?" he asks. "Ah, that is

Lady ----." "Will you introduce me?" "Certainly," Lovelace has made up

his mind. Then there is a young oldish girl, richly dressed; "I hear her

people have a nice house in a hunting country, I will dance with her,

and take the mother into supper, and, if I can get a moment, will have a

pleasant talk with the father in the evening."

In manner Lovelace is facile and easy; he never says no, it is always

yes, ask him what you will; but he only does what he has made up his

mind it is his advantage to do. Apparently he is an embodiment of all

that is unselfish, for he knows that after he has helped himself, it is

advisable to help some one else, and thereby make a friend who, on a

future occasion, will be useful to him. Put a violinist into a room

filled with violins, and he will try every one. Lovelace will put each

woman aside so quietly that she is often only half aware that she has

been put aside. Her life is broken; she is content that it should be

broken. The real genius for love lies not in getting into, but getting

out of love.

I have noticed that there are times when every second woman likes you.

Is love, then, a magnetism which we sometimes possess and exercise

unconsciously, and sometimes do not possess?

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