THOUGHTS IN A STRAND LODGING

Awful Emma has undressed and put the last child away--stowed the last

child away in some mysterious and unapproachable corner that none knows

of but she; the fat landlady has ceased to loiter about my door, has

ceased to tempt me with offers of brandy and water, tea and toast, the

inducements that occur to her landlady's mind; the actress from the

Savoy has ceased to walk up and down the street with the young man who

accompanies her home from the theatre; she has ceased to linger on the

doorstep talking to him, her key has grated in the lock, she has come

upstairs, we have had our usual midnight conversation on the landing,

she has told me her latest hopes of obtaining a part, she has told me

of the husband whom she was obliged to leave; we have bidden each other

good-night; she has gone up the creaky staircase, and I have returned to

my room, littered with MS. and queer publications!...the night is hot

and heavy, but now a wind is blowing from the river, and listless and

lonely I open a book, the first book that comes to hand. It is _Le

Journal des Goncourts,_ p. 358, the end of a chapter:--

"_It is really curious that it should be the four men the most free from

all taint of handicraft and all base commercialism, the four pens the

most entirely devoted to art, that were arraigned before the public

prosecutor: Baudelaire, Flaubert, and ourselves_."

Goncourt's statement is suggestive, and I leave it uncommented on; but I

would put by its side another naked simple truth. That if in England the

public prosecutor does not seek to over-ride literature the means of

tyranny are not wanting, whether they be the tittle-tattle of the

nursery or the lady's drawing-room, or the shameless combinations

entered into by librarians.... In England as in France those who loved

literature the most purely, who were the least mercenary in their love,

were marked out for persecution, and all three were driven into exile.

Byron and Shelley, and Swinburne, he, too, who loved literature for its

own sake, was forced, amid cries of indignation and horror, to withdraw

his book from the reach of a public that was rooting then amid the

garbage of the Yelverton divorce case. I think of these facts and think

of Baudelaire's prose poem, that poem in which he tells how a dog will

run away howling if you hold to him a bottle of choice scent, but if you

offer him some putrid morsel picked out of some gutter hole, he will

sniff round it joyfully, and will seek to lick your hand for gratitude.

Baudelaire compared that dog to the public.

When I read Balzac's stories of Vautrin and Lucien de Rubempré, I often

think of Hadrian and the Antinous. I wonder if Balzac thought of

transposing the Roman Emperor and his favourite into modern life. It is

the kind of thing that Balzac would think of. No critic has ever noticed

this.

Sometimes, at night, when all is still, and I look out on that desolate

river, I think I shall go mad with grief, with wild regret for my

beautiful _appartement_ in _Rue de la Tour des Dames_. How different

the present from the past! I hate with my whole soul this London

lodging, and all that concerns it--Emma, and eggs and bacon, the

lascivious landlady and her lascivious daughter; I am weary of the

sentimental actress who lives upstairs, I swear I will never go out to

talk to her on the landing again. Then there is failure--I can do

nothing, nothing; my novel I know is worthless; my life is a leaf, it

will flutter out of sight. I am weary of everything, and wish I were

back in Paris. I am weary of reading, there is nothing to read, Flaubert

bores me. What nonsense has been talked about him! Impersonal! He is the

most personal writer. But his odious pessimism! How weary I am of it, it

never ceases, it is lugged in _à tout propos_, and the little lyrical

phrase with which he winds up every paragraph, how boring it is.

Happily, I have "A Rebours" to read, that prodigious book, that

beautiful mosaic. Huysmans is quite right, ideas are well enough until

you are twenty, afterwards only words are bearable...a new idea, what

can be more insipid--fit for members of parliament. Shall I go to bed?

No. I wish I had a volume of Verlaine, or something of Mallarmé's to

read--Mallarmé for preference. I remember Huysmans speaks of Mallarmé in

"A Rebours." In hours like these a page of Huysmans is as a dose of

opium, a glass of something exquisite and spirituous.

"The decadence of a literature irreparably attacked in its organism,

weakened by the age of ideas, overworn by the excess of syntax, sensible

only of the curiosity which fevers sick people, but nevertheless

hastening to explain everything in its decline, desirous of repairing

all the omissions of its youth, to bequeath all the most subtle

souvenirs of its suffering on its deathbed, is incarnate in Mallarmé in

most consummate and absolute fashion....

"The poem in prose is the form, above all others, they prefer; handled

by an alchemist of genius, it should contain in a state of meat the

entire strength of the novel, the long analysis and the superfluous

description of which it suppresses...the adjective placed in such an

ingenious and definite way, that it could not be legally dispossessed of

its place, would open up such perspectives, that the reader would dream

for whole weeks together on its meaning at once precise and multiple,

affirm the present, reconstruct the past, divine the future of the

souls of the characters revealed by the light of the unique epithet. The

novel thus understood, thus condensed into one or two pages, would be a

communion of thought between a magical writer and an ideal reader, a

spiritual collaboration by consent between ten superior persons

scattered through the universe, a delectation offered to the most

refined, and accessible only to them."

Huysmans goes to my soul like a gold ornament of Byzantine workmanship:

there is in his style the yearning charm of arches, a sense of ritual,

the passion of the Gothic, of the window. Ah! in this hour of weariness

for one of Mallarmé's prose poems! Stay, I remember I have some numbers

of _La Vogue_, One of the numbers contains, I know, "Forgotten Pages;" I

will translate word for word, preserving the very rhythm, one or two of

these miniature marvels of diction:--

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