It was not till the morning after my father's death that Sir Fulke
rode over from Ashtead with Harry. The old knight was redder in the
face than ever. There were tears in his eyes, too, as he took my
hand and sat down by the great hearth in the hall without speaking.
As for Harry, he threw his arms about my neck and shyly pressed into
my hand his set of gilded hawk bells--the most precious thing he had.
I had long envied him the toys, and his kindness set my tears flowing
fast again.
'Don't grieve, Jasper,' he said. 'You must not grieve. Dad will be
your father now. He said he would as we rode along. He told me to
tell you he was your guardian now, and we are really brothers at
last, Jasper.'
I looked at Sir Fulke, but he only nodded his head. His face was
very red, and I knew he could not have spoken without sobbing. So
Harry and I talked on in low tones till the old knight found his
voice. He spoke angrily at last, but I did not mind his chiding, for
somehow I knew it was only to hide his grief, lest we boys should see
his weakness.
'Yes, I am your guardian, lad,' said he; 'and since I am, why, in
God's name, did you not send for me before, instead of letting your
father lie all night like a dog that none cares to bury?'
'Please you, sir,' said I, 'Miles rode out an hour after he died, as
I thought, to bring the news to you.'
'An hour after his death!' cried Sir Fulke. 'On what devil's errand
went he then, for he came not to me till six o'clock this morning?'
'Whither rode Miles last night?' I asked then of Cicely, who was
sobbing hard by. 'Know you, and has he come back?'
'Nay, I know not, your worships,' she said, 'save that he went to
your worship, as he said, and--and----'
'And what, woman?' cried Sir Fulke testily.
'On an errand of his dead master's, please your worships,' whimpered
Cicely; 'an errand, by your worship's leave, into Chatham.'
'And what, o' God's name,' cried the knight, 'took him there?'
'Nay, I know not,' replied Cicely, with a look of that sort of
humility, much used by her class, which is very near of kin to
defiance. 'Unless it were to take order for his poor worship's
funeral with the elect that be there.'
'What say you?' roared Sir Fulke, 'you pestilent, canting scrag-end
of Eve's flesh! What, by the fat of the fiend, has your Calvinistic
knave of a husband to do with a gentleman's funeral? Knows he not,
the dog, that it is I who shall order his master's affairs? Is this
all that comes of Festing's boasted discipline? I told him he was
wrong, he was always wrong; and here's the end of it. The elect,
too,--the elect knaves, the elect devils! Do you think, you canting
jade, that because Mary is dead you shall play what pranks you like
with a gentleman's body? By this light, you misjudge Henry's and
Mistress Anne's daughter if your thick heads think that.'
By this time Sir Fulke had railed himself clean out of breath, and as
he ceased we could hear the sound of horses' feet in the courtyard.
'Run, lads,' said Sir Fulke, 'and if that be Miles bring him before
me.'
To the door we went, and sure enough found Miles had returned, but
not alone. Dismounting from their shabby jades were two men, dressed
all in black. One of them I knew by sight, having seen him about
Chatham and Rochester. He had a round, red face, with a shrewd,
solid look in it, and dancing blue eyes full of merriment, which even
now, though I think he tried to look as grave as he could, he was
unable to get master of. His companion was a grave, dark-eyed man,
of dull complexion, whose look repelled me as much as the other's
attracted.
'Peace be on this house,' the two men chimed when they had finished
tumbling off their horses, which they did in so clumsy a manner as
even then, almost made me laugh. 'Peace; and be its sorrow
comforted.'
The red-faced man then came forward up the steps, and took my hand so
kindly that I felt at once that I had found a new friend.
'Master Festing,' said he, 'I know you, and desire your worship's
better acquaintance. Me you know not, though I was your good
father's friend. He would not have it so known; but let that pass.
Know me for Master Drake, of Chatham, sometime preacher to his
Majesty's fleet, and soon to be again, let us hope, now the evil
times be overpast and joyful days be come again for all true
Reformation men.'
His black clothes were very shabby, and of old-fashioned cut, and
there came with him up the steps and into the hall a savoury smell of
tar and the sea.
'Yes, my lad,' went on Mr. Drake, for 'your worship' was quite out of
tune with his kind, fatherly way, 'this is an hour of sorrow for you,
but one of joy for England. A weight is lifted from England's heart,
and yours shall rise with hers. For, saving a decent grief for your
father's loss, no true Englishman should weep when his country claps
her hands and leaps with gladness.'
I did not well understand him then, though I knew he meant to comfort
me. For in those days we knew little of what was coming, when such
words as Mr. Drake's would be on every one's lips. England was
crushed and broken then, shuddering still under the curse of Rome and
Spain. I was no more a prophet than the rest, and could ill
understand why this little red-faced preacher should draw himself up
in his shabby clothes, with glittering eyes, till he almost looked as
though he had come out of my Plutarch, best loved of books. I was
glad when he stopped and turned to his friend.
'I had forgot,' said Mr. Drake. 'Be better acquainted with my
right-worshipful and approved good friend, Mr. Death. One of the
faithful flock, Mr. Festing, that through the bloody times, which now
be past, has watched and prayed for England beyond the seas, in
Frankfort; withstanding steadfastly all backsliders there, and
helping Mr. Knox to file away the Popish rust that still clung to
King Edward's service-book.'
He seemed to think that because my father had been a secret but
active Puritan, I must be one too, and well versed in all those
unhappy controversies with which the English exiles made their
banishment doubly hard, and laid the seeds of many troubles that even
now grow each day ranker.
'Ay, that I did,' said Mr. Death, unfastening his hard lips, 'and
should have prevailed at last against that bad, factious Erastian,
Dr. Cox, had he not so traitorously procured us to be driven forth by
the Gallios of that city.'
'If any man has dealt traitorously with you, Mr. Death,' said Harry,
'it were well you should come within and speak with my father, who is
a Justice, and will see you righted, I doubt not.'
'Ay,' echoed I, 'come within and speak with my guardian, who will
surely welcome all my father's friends.'
Our words had quite another effect to that which we had expected.
For both the preachers stopped short before the door, looking hard at
each other. Mr. Death seemed to grow more pale than before, and to
be at a loss what to do. But Mr. Drake's face I saw grow to so stern
a look of resolution as only in one other have I seen equalled.
'Come, brother,' said he, 'we have a blow to strike, so let us strike
quick and hard,' and with that he strode across the hall to where Sir
Fulke was sitting, who sprang up fiercely when he saw the preachers.
'Drake!' cried he, 'what in the devil's name make you here?'
'In the devil's name I make nothing, Sir Fulke,' answered Drake
unflinchingly; 'but come to stay you marring, in the devil's name, a
dead man's wishes; and in God's name to charge you to deliver up to
me the body of Nicholas Festing for burial.'
I verily believe that had it been the sour-faced Mr. Death that had
given their errand he would there and then have been sent forth with
such a dish of blows seasoned with hot railing as would have kept him
satisfied for many a day. But Sir Fulke, like King Henry and our
blessed Queen, knew a man when he saw him, and surprised me by his
quiet answer.
'You open your mouth wide, Drake,' said he; 'by what authority do you
expect me to fill it?'
'Here is one,' answered Drake, 'that you will be the last to gainsay,
if men know you for what you are,' and with that he took from his
breast a paper and handed it to Sir Fulke. He carefully examined the
signature and writing, and then gave it back to Drake.
'Nicholas Festing wrote that, I doubt not,' said he; and then,
looking Drake hard in the face, went on, 'Read it to me, and read it
truly, if you are a man.'
Without wincing a jot under Sir Fulke's stare, Mr. Drake took the
paper and read as follows:--'Know all men whom it may concern, and
above all Sir Fulke Waldyve of Ashtead, knight, to whom I have given
care of all my earthly affairs, that it is my last will that in all
which concerns the spiritual and heavenly part of me no man shall
meddle, save as my approved friend Mr. Drake, preacher, of Chatham,
shall direct; and him I charge to deliver my soul to God, and my body
to earth, after the manner of the reformed Church, and free from
Popish, idolatrous, and superstitious ceremonies, saving always the
laws of this realm. For I would have all men know that I die, as I
have lived, in the purified and ancient Church of Christ, in
testimony whereof, above all, I desire to be buried without jangling
of bells, or mistrustful prayers, or conjuring with incense, as
though my happy state with God were doubtful, and reverently laid in
the earth, with thanks to God, in certain hope of a glorious
resurrection.'
For a moment Sir Fulke looked at me, as though he would ask me to
read the paper too, but almost immediately he stared hard again at
Mr. Drake, and was satisfied.
'Enough,' he said, plainly much pained. 'How will you bury him?'
'By the rites in use amongst the true English remnant at Geneva,'
croaked Mr. Death, who, seeing all danger was over, now came forward.
'There alone is found the true law of God, there alone has the
threshing-floor been swept clean of----'
'Peace, fool,' said Sir Fulke sharply. 'If Nicholas Festing wishes
to be put under the sod like a canting Calvinistical knave, by God's
head, he shall be, saving always, as he said, the laws of this realm.
I want no pestilent, heretical sermons from you, but only information
to lay before the Council, whither I ride this very day, according to
my duty as a Justice of the Queen's most excellent Majesty. And,
look you, Drake, promise me to do nothing till I return.'
'My hand on that, Sir Fulke,' said Drake, heartily holding out a hand
not unstained with pitch, which my guardian, after a moment's
hesitation, took.
With that the preachers departed, and Sir Fulke soon after followed
them on his way to London, much saddened, as I think, to see what
manner of man his friend had been.
Whether he was heard by the Council or not I cannot tell. Certain it
is, however, that on his return he took no steps to prevent the
funeral. I expect, if the truth were known, his zeal won little
encouragement from the Council. For in the early days of our wise
Queen's reign, in spite of an ordinance against using new doctrines
or ceremonies without authority, and the proclamation against King
Edward's service-book, which had been given out the month before,
things were left to go on with as little mud-stirring as possible,
until Parliament could be brought together.
I doubt not the poor old knight lamented bitterly the high-handed
days of his old master, King Henry; but he was helpless, and a day
was fixed for the funeral to take place at our little church.
Well I remember that sunny January morning, and how I dreaded what
was to come. At an early hour great numbers of people came flocking
out of Rochester, Sittingbourne, and the villages around to Longdene.
For, since this was but the first year of the Queen's reign, no one
knew as yet of a certainty what order would be taken in
ecclesiastical matters, and the news that a gentleman was to be
buried after a new and reformed manner attracted many, since these
things, being the first that had been seen in Kent, were accounted
strange at the time, and somewhat boldly done, when as yet the old
religion was still in force.
The people came rejoicing, with baskets of food, as though to a
wedding or glutton mass rather than to a funeral. To me alone, in
all that multitude, it was an occasion of sadness. It was the first
time the people had had brought home to them that the days of
England's shame and bondage were over, and when I looked upon the
crowd, before the gate, eating and drinking and laughing, as they
waited for the body to come forth, I began to know what Mr. Drake had
meant, when he said that a weight was lifted from England's heart,
though it only made heavier the load on mine.
So brightly shone the sun, and so radiant were those happy people,
scarce one of whom had not lost a friend or kinsman in poor Wyatt's
mad attempt to do by force what God had now done so quietly by Mary's
death, that I alone of all the world seemed sad, and in my utter
loneliness I turned away and wept bitterly.
Mr. Drake was in the room, talking in high spirits to a knot of
preachers who had just arrived. Many, I was told, had come down from
London to do honour to the great occasion, as they called it, but I
forget their names, if I ever knew them.
Good Mr. Drake must have heard my sobs, for he came forward out of
the gloomy throng and spoke to me very kindly.
'Come, lad, come,' said he, with his tarry hand on my shoulder; 'have
a stout heart. This is a proud day for you, a day of rejoicing in
the Lord, that it is given you to bear witness of England's new life,
and not, as was vouchsafed to me and others here, to bear witness of
her slow cankering death. All England will praise you for this day's
work. Ay, and beyond the seas too, many a poor Fleming, and
Frenchman, and German who was losing heart will smile happily when he
hears Nicholas Festing's name, and envy his son the part God gave him
to play.'
Hearing Mr. Drake's words, the preachers gathered round us and vied
with each other in giving me drafts of comfort, rather, as it seemed
to me, for their own glorification in each other's eyes, by showing
their cunning in the brewing of such phrases, than from any desire to
console me.
'Affliction, Master Festing,' said a fat, pale-faced man, 'is the
mustard of the spirit; for even as that excellent sauce maketh the
stomach lusty to receive meat, so doth sorrow stir up the heart to a
desire for the Word,' and with that he smacked his lips and looked
towards the sideboard, which Cicely was already furnishing with meat
against our return.
'Rejoice, too, my boy, in your tears,' said Mr. Death, 'for they be
the water to drive the mill which shall grind in pieces the
stumbling-blocks of your soul.'
'And groaning, sir,' said another, 'is the portion of the elect, who,
being predestined to the eternal company of God, must not defile
their spirit with the joy of the world, which fills the stomachs of
the eternally damned.'
'Softly, softly, sir,' interposed a heady-looking man; 'comfort the
boy, if you will, but comfort him according to the Word.'
'And who are you,' retorted the other angrily, 'to teach me what is
according to the Word, and what is not?'
'Brethren, brethren,' cried a mild, grave-looking man with a refined
and scholarly face, 'I pray you remember on what errand you are. On
a day of triumph like this, is it for the victors to quarrel?
Moreover, it is time we departed. Mr. Drake, I pray you order our
manner of proceeding.'
With that we started, to my no small joy, for I was longing to be
alone in the old library again, and none of those men, save Mr.
Drake, brought any comfort to my aching heart.
It must have been a strange sight, when I come to think of it now, as
we crossed the sunlit court and sallied out between the crowds of
eager faces that lined the way. Instead of the throng of clerks in
gay attire who used to precede the coffin at burials of persons of
note, swinging censers, and singing for the soul of the departed,
there were none but the black company of preachers in their gowns and
Geneva caps.
The people joined in behind me where I walked with Miles and Cicely,
and the long line wound down to the church in the valley between the
frosty hedgerows and the young woods my father had planted.
I knew the little moss-grown church well, for it was a favourite
resting-place for Miles's pigeons. They, I think, were the only
living things that cared for it, except a few ill-tempered jackdaws
and one or two old bent women, who came to mutter prayers upon their
beads amongst the mouldering stones.
I do not think there had been a parson there since King Henry's time,
certainly none that I could remember, except on rare occasions when
one came out of Rochester to shiver through a homily or a funeral, as
well as the jackdaws and the chilling damp would allow.
It was a place all shunned for its ghostliness, unless they had a
special call to go there, which indeed was seldom; for there was not
even a door upon which the parish notices could be fixed. The wood
had long ago gone to make fires, and the wide-spreading hinges, all
bent and rusty, hung down with an air of mourning.
But the pigeons and the jackdaws quarrelled for the place. It was a
pleasant spot for them. All that savoured of Popery, which was all
the church contained, had been torn down, I think, in Edward's days.
Rood-screen and all were gone--perhaps to cook a Reformation pot with
the door. Thus the birds could fly in and out as they liked, and
rest out of the way of stones and hawks, till Harry hustled them out.
The little painted windows still remained. They were very Popish
things, with the Virgin and I know not what saints upon them. But it
did not matter, for the spiders and the ivy--good reformers they--had
nearly hidden them from sight, so, as it was thought too costly to
replace them with white glass, they had been allowed to remain.
A grave had been prepared for my father at the end of the north
aisle, where once was a chapel of St. Thomas, and where were still to
be seen, moss-grown and time-stained, two or three tombs of the
Abbots of Longdene. There was great difficulty, I remember, in
getting the coffin so far, because the pavement was all loose, and in
some part quite thrust out of place by the rats and the fungus.
As many of the people as there was room for thronged in after us, and
jostled each other for the best places with many a rude jest. Such
irreverence was very hard for me to bear, but I do not wish to
condemn them for it. It was done from no ill-will to me or my
father, but only from that same exuberant spirit of joy which was
beginning to fill all men's hearts when each day they saw more
clearly that England's night was done.
The preachers alone seemed in earnest; for they, good men, had
suffered much, and this thing that we were now upon must have seemed
too serious and heaven-sent for idle gaiety.
I was more at ease when the scholarly-looking gentleman began the
service. His soft, full voice quieted the people directly, and the
beautiful words he spoke kept them in rapt attention in spite of
their crowding to see what was to be done.
No wonder, for now they heard, many for the first time in God's
House, the voice of prayer go up in their own sweet English tongue.
The preacher began with a collect, in which he commended the dead
man's soul to God, and prayed that his sins committed in this world
might be forgiven him, that the gates of heaven might be opened to
him, and his body raised up upon the last day. So lovely did the
well-balanced, earnest words sound in our dear old speech that I saw
tears in many an eye before he had done, and the amen, in which all
joined at its end, was half choked with sobs.
Incontinently they lowered then the coffin in the grave, and covered
it with earth, while the old preacher read an epistle taken from 1
Thessalonians iv.
Deeper and deeper grew the silence, and less and less my pain, as the
heart-stirring words fell upon the listening throng. 'I would not,
brethren, have you ignorant concerning them which are asleep, that ye
sorrow not, even as other which have no hope. For if we believe that
Jesus is dead and is risen, even so them which sleep in Jesus will
God bring with him.'
So the solemn periods marched on to the end. 'Wherefore comfort
yourselves one another with these words,' and therewith the
white-haired scholar kneeled down, and began with a loud, full voice
to sing in English the Paternoster.
A sound, as it seemed to me, like the rustle of angels' wings filled
the mouldering church as the whole throng with one accord kneeled
with the preacher and joined him as he sang, women and all. Neither
I nor any there, I think, save the preachers, had heard such a thing
before. And surely it was the sweet women's voices that made our
singing sound so holy in my ears, and lifted up my heart with such a
heaven-born content that at last I could feel indeed that it was not
a day for sorrow, but one in which I too must rejoice with England.
Our Paternoster was followed by a sermon, in which, after a few words
on death and eternal life, the preacher fell to exhorting the people
to be earnest in carrying out the work, and not to be content with a
pretended evangelical reformation, suffering such things to be
obtruded on the Church as should make easy the returning back to
Popery, superstition, and idolatry. They had seen, he said, in
Germany the evil of suffering, under colour of giving small offence,
many stumbling-blocks, which after the first beginnings were hard to
get removed at least not without great struggling.
But, indeed, I remember little of what the good man said; for I was
but a boy then, and my mind would ever be fixing itself on the jagged
ends of the rood-screen, which had been left sticking from the wall
when it had been hewn away.
'Pity it is,' I said to my thoughts, 'they were not clean rooted out.
Even now they might wound a man's limbs who was passing unawares, and
time will come when they will grow corrupt, and as they rot away make
the arch unstable.'
Little I thought then how true a type those same poor beam-ends would
prove of all that was to come on England ere many years were gone.