CHAPTER XII

RETROSPECTION

"Now that I look back, the room seems to have been extraordinarily

clean under the circumstances, although it was bare and poor," Mr.

Hammond continued. "There was just a bed and some chairs and a table.

You were lying on the bed, Kara, and if you had objected to being left

alone, you were perfectly agreeable and sweet tempered after I made

your acquaintance. I remember you were extremely amiable during our

ride together into Westhaven. You gave me an impression which I still

carry with me that you would meet most situations with grace and good

sense."

Mr. Hammond began wandering about the room. He appeared embarrassed by

the intensity of Kara's attitude and the conviction that possibly he

had not chosen a wise time or place for his revelation.

In fact, he had no intention of speaking of the matter at all.

Surprise at finding himself a visitor to the girl in the same spot

where he had discovered her as a baby had influenced his discretion.

"Is there anything else you could tell me, Mr. Hammond? You need not

regret having spoken before the other girls. They are my friends and

really know as much of my history as I know, there is so little

information I have ever received."

"No, I am afraid not, Kara, I am sorry. Now and then I have considered

that possibly we did not make a sufficiently thorough investigation.

Yet I do not honestly believe this. At the time I searched the room

thoroughly. I waited, thinking that in all probability some one would

come back for you. Then, when I gave up this idea and took you with me

to Westhaven, we did not fail in making another effort.

"Dr. McClain, I recall, insisted upon this and we came out here

together. Moreover, we left a letter stating that if any one desired

to find you, information could be had of Dr. McClain in Westhaven."

"There does not seem to be any doubt, no one ever did return and no

one ever wished to find me. I have always thought, almost hoped that

my mother and father were dead," Kara answered.

No one else had spoken during the grave and dramatic conversation

between Kara and Mr. Hammond. In fact, Kara herself had said little.

Now her words affected the room filled with her friends with a sense

of tragedy.

Tory Drew moved near the other girl, standing beside her in a

defensive attitude, as if disaster must first meet her before it could

again touch the friend so dear to her.

Mrs. Hammond took Lucy's hand in her own, attempting to draw the

little girl toward the open door. Some day she hoped that Lucy might

altogether forget the Gray House and think of herself as her own and

Mr. Hammond's child.

At last Sheila Mason had ceased her talk with Mr. Fenton and Miss

Frean. She turned toward the center of the room, looking as if she

wished to ask Mr. and Mrs. Hammond to say farewell. Then the interest

in Kara's face and in Mr. Hammond's words forbade the interruption.

Memory Frean had come into the room and Mr. Richard Fenton stood

immediately behind her. He was watching Tory.

"I am afraid I have said too much or too little and perhaps tired or

worried you, Kara. If you like, suppose we have a long, quiet talk

some day alone. I'll come again to see you and we can go out into the

woods together."

Conscious of the atmosphere and of his own imprudence, Mr. Hammond

picked up his hat and stick which he had placed upon a table.

Again his own interest in the situation became stronger than other

impressions.

Walking toward Kara's chair, he pushed the chair a few feet nearer the

wall.

Without explaining his purpose he moved aside a rug which lay on the

floor and struck the boards with his cane.

"Has this floor ever been taken up and a new one laid down?" he

inquired, apparently of Victoria Drew, who chanced to be standing

nearer than any one else.

Tory shook her head.

"I don't think so. The floor was in extremely good condition when we

decided to make this cabin the center of our camp in Beech wood

Forest."

"The bed stood just here," Mr. Hammond indicated with his walking

stick the exact spot where Kara's chair had been the moment before. "I

have always felt we should have had this floor removed. Kara, if you

will give me permission, when the summer camping days have passed, I

should like to undertake it. There isn't one chance in a thousand we

should come across anything, but it would be worth while to try, would

it not?"

Kara's expression made no other answer necessary.

A few moments after the Hammonds had said farewell and were gone.

An instant it appeared as if Lucy wished to break away and speak to

Kara. The other girl never glanced toward her, or seemed conscious of

her presence after her first display of affection, so apparently Lucy

lost the desire or the courage.

Immediately the Girl Scouts departed for their sleeping tents

accompanied by their Troop Captain.

Miss Mason would return to say good-night to Kara and see that she was

comfortable for the night. In the meantime there was the final evening

ceremony with her Girl Scouts.

In the big room at present were only Tory, Miss Frean and Mr. Fenton,

save for the girl in the wheeled chair.

Mr. Fenton approached Kara.

"I trust so many visitors and so much excitement will not be harmful

to you," he said in the dignified fashion that always charmed Kara and

his own niece. Mr. Fenton never addressed them as if they were merely

young girls and of no special importance.

Always his manner was courtly and agreeable.

Toward Kara he extended a box of candy which he had been carrying

under his arm.

"I know candy is to a large extent a forbidden fruit at camp. But as

you are a kind of uncrowned queen these days, Kara, I thought you

might be permitted to offer a sweet now and then to your ladies in

waiting."

During this conversation Tory had crossed over to Miss Frean,

persuading her to be seated on a low bench and sitting down beside

her.

"I was deeply offended with you, Memory, an hour ago when you held a

'mirror up to nature,' my nature. I detest being lectured. Just the

same, I promise to try not to bore Kara too much with my society and

to give the other girls more opportunity. But dear me, I did think I

was doing the right thing! Often I have wanted dreadfully to go off on

our Scouting expeditions and have remained at camp because I thought

Kara needed me and did not wish the other girls to be sacrificed. It

does require an extraordinary number of virtues to be a good Scout."

Memory Frean shook her head.

"I don't believe I would put the case in just that fashion, Tory. To

be a good Scout demands first of all common sense. You have the

artistic temperament, Tory, and common sense is perhaps more difficult

for you. Glad you are willing to be friends again."

Memory Frean and Mr. Richard Fenton walked back together to the House

in the Woods. They had not been alone with each other in more than

twenty years.

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