Mother and I were both fearful that the driver of the station 'bus

hadn't really understood that he was to call. First she would ask

father, and then I would ask him, if he was quite sure the man

understood, and father said that if the man could understand English at

all--and he supposed he could--he had understood that. Father was right

about it, too, for just when we--that is, mother and I--were almost

giving up, the 'bus horses swung in the big gate and came pounding

up the drive between the Lombardy poplars, which were out in their

yellow-green spring dress. They were a bay team with a yellow harness

which clinked splendidly with bone rings, and the 'bus was as yellow

as a pumpkin, and shaped not unlike one, so that I gave it my instant

approval. It was precisely the sort of vehicle in which I would have

chosen to go away. So absorbed was I in it that, though I must have

kissed mother, I have really no recollection of it; and it was only when

we were swinging out of the gate, and I looked back and saw her standing

in the door watching us, that a terrible pang came over me, so that for

one crazy moment I thought I was going to jump out and run back to her.

But I held on to father's hand and turned my face away from home with

all the courage I could summon, and we went on through the town and

out across a lonely stretch of country to the railroad. For we were an

obstinate little town, and would not build up to the railroad because

the railroad had refused to run up to us. It was a new station with a

fine echo in it, and the man who called out the trains had a beautiful

voice for echoes. It was created to inspire them and to encourage them,

and I stood fascinated by the thunderous noises he was making till

father seized me by the hand and thrust me into the care of the train

conductor. They said something to each other in the sharp, explosive way

men have, and the conductor took me to a seat and told me I was his girl

for the time being, and to stay right there till he came for me at my

station.

What amazed me was that the car should be full of people. I could not

imagine where they all could be going. It was all very well for me,

who belonged to a family of travellers--as witness Aunt Cordelia--to be

going on a journey, but for these others, these many, many others, to be

wandering around, heaven knows where, struck me as being not right. It

seemed to take somewhat from the glory of my adventure.

However, I noticed that most of them looked poor. Their clothes were

old and ugly; their faces not those of pleasure-seekers. It was very

difficult to imagine that they could afford a journey, which was, as

I believed, a great luxury. At first, the people looked to be all of a

sort, but after a little I began to see the differences, and to notice

that this one looked happy, and that one sad, and another as if he had

much to do and liked it, and several others as if they had very little

idea where they were going or why.

But I liked better to look from the windows and to see the world. The

houses seemed quite familiar and as if I had seen them often before. I

hardly could believe that I hadn't walked up those paths, opened those

doors and seated myself at the tables. I felt that if I went in those

houses I would know where everything was--just where the dishes were

kept, and the Bible, and the jam. It struck me that houses were very

much alike in the world, and that led to the thought that people, too,

were probably alike. So I forgot what the conductor had said to me about

keeping still, and I crossed over the aisle and sat down beside a little

girl who was regrettably young, but who looked pleasant. Her mother and

grandmother were sitting opposite, and they smiled at me in a watery

sort of way as if they thought a smile was expected of them. I meant to

talk to the little girl, but I saw she was almost on the verge of tears,

and it didn't take me long to discover what was the matter. Her little

pink hat was held on by an elastic band, which, being put behind her

ears and under her chin, was cutting her cruelly. I knew by experience

that if the band were placed in front of her ears the tension would

be lessened; so, with the most benevolent intentions in the world, I

inserted my fingers between the rubber and her chubby cheeks, drew it

out with nervous but friendly fingers, somehow let go of it, and snap

across her two red cheeks and her pretty pug nose went the lacerating

elastic, leaving a welt behind it!

"What do you mean, you bad girl?" cried the mother, taking me by the

shoulders with a sort of grip I had never felt before. "I never saw such

a child--never!"

An old woman with a face like a hen leaned over the back of the seat.

"What's she done? What's she done?" she demanded. The mother told her,

as the grandmother comforted the hurt baby.

"Go back to your seat and stay there!" commanded the mother. "See you

don't come near here again!"

My lips trembled with the anguish I could hardly restrain. Never had a

noble soul been more misunderstood. Stupid beings! How dare they! Yet,

not to be liked by them--not to be understood! That was unendurable.

Would they listen to the gentle word that turneth away wrath? I was

inclined to think not. I was fairly panting under my load of dismay and

despondency, when a large man with an extraordinarily clean appearance

sat down opposite me. He was a study in grey--grey suit, tie, socks,

gloves, hat, top-coat--yes, and eyes! He leaned forward ingratiatingly.

"What do you think Aunt Ellen sent me last week?" he inquired.

We seemed to be old acquaintances, and in my second of perplexity I

decided that it was mere forgetfulness that made me unable to recall

just whom he was talking about. So I only said politely: "I don't know,

I'm sure, sir."

"Why, yes, you do!" he laughed. "Couldn't you guess? What should Aunt

Ellen send but some of that white maple sugar of hers; better than ever,

too. I've a pound of it along with me, and I'd be glad to pry off a few

pieces if you'd like to eat it. You always were so fond of Aunt Ellen's

maple sugar, you know."

The tone carried conviction. Of course I must have been fond of it;

indeed, upon reflection, I felt that I had been. By the time the man

was back with a parallelogram of the maple sugar in his hand, I was

convinced that he had spoken the truth.

"Aunt Ellen certainly is a dear," he went on. "I run down to see her

every time I get a chance. Same old rain-barrel! Same old beehives! Same

old well-sweep! Wouldn't trade them for any others in the world. I like

everything about the place--like the 'Old Man' that grows by the gate;

and the tomato trellis--nobody else treats tomatoes like flowers; and

the herb garden, and the cupboard with the little wood-carvings in it

that Uncle Ben made. You remember Uncle Ben? Been a sailor--broke both

legs--had 'em cut off--and sat around and carved while Aunt Ellen taught

school. Happy they were--no one happier. Brought me up, you know. Didn't

have a father or mother--just gathered me in. Good sort, those.

Uncle Ben's gone, but Aunt Ellen's a mother to me yet. Thinks of me,

travelling, travelling, never putting my head down in the same bed two

nights running; and here and there and everywhere she overtakes me with

little scraps out of home. That's Aunt Ellen for you!"

As the delicious sugar melted on my tongue, the sorrows melted in my

soul, and I was just about to make some inquiries about Aunt Ellen,

whose personal qualities seemed to be growing clearer and clearer in my

mind, when my conductor came striding down the aisle.

"Where's my little girl?" he demanded heartily. "Ah, there she is, just

where I left her, in good company and eating maple sugar, as I live."

"Well, she hain't bin there all the time now, I ken tell ye that!" cried

the old woman with a face like a hen.

"Indeed, she ain't!" the other women joined in. "She's a mischief-makin'

child, that's what she is!" said the mother. The little girl was looking

over her grandmother's shoulder, and she ran out a very red, serpent-like

tongue at me.

"She's a good girl, and almost as fond of Aunt Ellen as I am," said the

large man, finding my pocket, and putting a huge piece of maple sugar in

it.

The conductor, meantime, was gathering my things, and with a "Come

along, now! This is where you change," he led me from the car. I glanced

back once, and the hen-faced woman shook her withered brown fist at me,

and the large man waved and smiled. The conductor and I ran as hard as

we could, he carrying my light luggage, to a stage that seemed to be

waiting for us. He shouted some directions to the driver, deposited me

within, and ran back to his train. And I, alone again, looked about me.

We were in the heart of a little town, and a number of men were standing

around while the horses took their fill at the watering-trough. This

accomplished, the driver checked up the horses, mounted to his high

seat, was joined by a heavy young man; two gentlemen entered the inside

of the coach, and we were off.

One of these gentlemen was very old. His silver hair hung on his

shoulders; he had a beautiful flowing heard which gleamed in the light,

the kindest of faces, lit with laughing blue eyes, and he leaned forward

on his heavy stick and seemed to mind the plunging of our vehicle. The

other man was middle-aged, dark, silent-looking, and, I decided, rather

like a king. We all rode in silence for a while, but by and by the old

man said kindly:

"Where are you going, my child?"

I told him.

"And whose daughter are you?" he inquired. I told him that with pride.

"I know people all through the state," he said, "but I don't seem to

remember that name."

"Don't you remember my father, sir?" I cried, anxiously, edging up

closer to him. "Not that great and good man! Why, Abraham Lincoln and my

father are the greatest men that ever lived!"

His head nodded strangely, as he lifted it and looked at me with his

laughing eye.

"It's a pity I don't know him, that being the case," he said gently.

"But, anyway, you're a lucky little girl."

"Yes," I sighed, "I am, indeed."

But my attention was taken by our approach to what I recognised as an

"estate." A great gate with high posts, flat on top, met my gaze, and

through this gateway I could see a drive and many beautiful trees. A

little boy was sitting on top of one of the posts, watching us, and I

thought I never had seen a place better adapted to viewing the passing

procession. I longed to be on the other gatepost, exchanging confidences

across the harmless gulf with this nice-looking boy, when, most

unexpectedly, the horses began to plunge. The next second the air was

filled with buzzing black objects.

"Bees!" said the king. It was the first word he had spoken, and a true

word it was. Swarming bees had settled in the road, and we had driven

unaware into the midst of them. The horses were distracted, and made

blindly for the gate, though they seemed much more likely to run into

the posts than to get through the gate, I thought. The boy seemed to

think this, too, for he shot backward, turned a somersault in the air,

and disappeared from view.

"God bless me!" said the king.

The heavy young man on the front seat jumped from his place and began

beating away the bees and holding the horses by the bridles, and in a

few minutes we were on our way. The horses had been badly stung, and the

heavy young man looked rather bumpy. As for us, the king had shut the

stage door at the first approach of trouble, and we were unharmed.

After this, we all felt quite well acquainted, and the old gentleman

told me some wonderful stories about going about among the Indians and

about the men in the lumber camps and the settlers on the lake islands.

Afterward I learned that he was a bishop, and a brave and holy man whom

it was a great honour to meet, but, at the time, I only thought of how

kind he was to pare apples for me and to tell me tales. The king seldom

spoke more than one word at a time, but he was kind, too, in his way.

Once he said, "Sleepy?" to me. And, again, "Hungry?" He didn't look out

at the landscape at all, and neither did the bishop. But I ran from one

side to the other, and the last of the journey I was taken up between

the driver and the heavy man on the high seat.

Presently we were in a little town with cottages almost hidden among the

trees. A blue stream ran through green fields, and the water dashed over

a dam. I could hear the song of the mill and the ripping of the boards.

"We're here!" said the driver.

The heavy man lifted me down, and my young uncle came running out with

his arms open to receive me. "What a traveller!" he said, kissing me.

"It's been a tremendously long and interesting journey," I said.

"Yes," he answered. "Ten miles by rail and ten by stage. I suppose

you've had a great many adventures!"

"Oh, yes!" I cried, and ached to tell them, but feared this was not the

place. I saw my uncle respectfully helping the bishop to alight, and

heard him inquiring for his health, and the bishop answering in his

kind, deep voice, and saying I was indeed a good traveller and saw all

there was to see--and a little more. The king shook hands with me, and

this time said two words: "Good luck." Uncle had no idea who he was--no

one had seen him before. Uncle didn't quite like his looks. But I did.

He was uncommon; he was different. I thought of all those people in

the train who had been so alike. And then I remembered what unexpected

differences they had shown, and turned to smile at my uncle.

"I should say I have had adventures!" I cried.

"We'll get home to your aunt," he said, "and then we'll hear all about

them."

We crossed a bridge above the roaring mill-race, went up a lane, and

entered Arcadia. That was the way it seemed to me. It was really a

cottage above a stream, where youth and love dwelt, and honour and

hospitality, and the little house was to be exchanged for a greater one

where--though youth departed--love and honour and hospitality were still

to dwell.

"Travel's a great thing," said my uncle, as he helped me off with my

jacket.

"Yes," I answered, solemnly, "it is a great privilege to see the world."

I still am of that opinion. I have seen some odd bits of it, and I

cannot understand why it is that other journeys have not quite come up

to that first one, when I heard of Aunt Ellen, and saw the boy turn

the surprised somersault, and was welcomed by two lovers in a little

Arcadia.

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