part in their games has quite escaped her; but, a moment later, her soft
and courteous nature evidently making her fear that he will look upon
her obliviousness as unkind--
"Oh yes, to be sure!" Then again lapsing into reminiscence, "What odd
words we used to choose sometimes--words that nobody could guess! I
wonder what words they have chosen?"
He thinks of saying jocosely, "Shall I go and ask them?" but refrains,
because he fears it would put it into her head to send him away.
A sort of piercing squeal makes itself heard from the _salon_.
"Do you think that that can be meant for a _pig_?" asks Elizabeth, her
line ears pricked in unaffected interest. "Oh!"--with a return of
uneasiness--"I wish that they would not make so much noise; father does
so dislike noise. They might as well have put it off till to-morrow."
"Why would to-morrow's noise be more endurable than to-night's?"
"It would not have mattered to-morrow; father will not be here; he is
going to Hammam Rhira."
Burgoyne's jaw drops. Is this the alternative course decided upon by
Mrs. Le Marchant? Having failed to dislodge him from Algiers, is she
going to remove herself and her daughter out of his reach?
"Do you mean--are you _all_ going to Hammam Rhira to-morrow?--_all_
going away?"
Is it some effect of light from the rose-shaded lamp that makes it seem
to him as if a tiny smile, and a yet smaller blush, swept over
Elizabeth's face at the aghastness of his tone--an aghastness much more
marked than he had intended it should be.
"Not to-morrow; not all of us. Father and mammy are going there for a
couple of nights to see what the place is like--one hears such
contradictory accounts; and if they are pleased with it--"
"Yes?"
"If they are pleased with it we shall all probably move on there in a
day or two."
He would like to be sure that this sentence ends with a sigh, but a
prodigious storm of hand-clapping from the extempore theatre prevents
his hearing whether it has that regretful finish.
"And they are going to leave you behind?"
"Why not? there would not be much use in taking me; and, as I tell you,
they love being _tete-a-tete_."
"And you love being alone?"
The moment that the question is out of his mouth, he realizes its full
unkindness. He is perfectly aware that she does _not_ like being alone;
that she is naturally a most sociable little being; that, even now,
these frightened five minutes of unsatisfactory broken talk with himself
have made her look less chilled, less wobegone, less white. Her answer,
if it can be looked upon as one, must be taken by him as a rebuke. It is
only that she says nervously:
"One certainly does hear dreadfully plainly here with the door open."
Her tone is of the gentlest, her look no angrier than a dove's, and yet
he would be obtuser than he is if he did not at once comprehend that her
remark implies a wish that he should presently shut that door behind him
on the outside. He complies. With that newly-gained knowledge as to
to-morrow's Hammam Rhira, he can afford to comply.
The next morning's light reveals that the weather, pleased with having
so indisputably proved its power of being odious, has recovered its
good-humour.
Beyond the tree-tops a radiant sea is seen laughing far below; and the
wet red tiles on the little terrace shine like jewels. A sea even more
wonderful than radiant; no servile copy of the sky and clouds to-day,
but with astonishing colours of its own--a faint yet glorious green for
a part of its watery breadth; then what our poverty compels us to call
blue; and then a great tablecloth of inky purple, which looks so solid
that the tiny white boats that are crossing it seem to be sailing on dry
land. From amongst the glossy green of the wooded hill, mosque and
campagne start out, dazzling, in their recovered lustre; one cool
entrancing villa in especial, backed with a broken line of dusky
stone-pines, stands, snowy-arcaded, enthroned high up among the verdure.
Jim is very anxious to be out of the way at the hour of the Le
Marchants' departure. He has a panic fear of being waylaid by the
mother, and having some earnest supplication addressed to him to
abstain, during her absence, from any converse with Elizabeth. He is not
quite clear at what time they will set off, so, to insure himself
against mistakes, he resolves to spend the morning and lunch at the
Villa Wilson. Arrived there, he is shown by an Arab man-servant into the
court, and, finding it empty, sinks down into a cane chair, and lets his
eyes wander round to the fountain, lullingly dripping into its basin; to
the tiles, the white-arched doorways, carved in low relief, and
themselves so low that it must be a humble-statured person who enters
them without stooping. What a home for love in idleness! Who can picture
any of the vulgar work of the world done in such a house? any harder
labour ever entered upon than a listening to some lady singing "with
ravishing division to her lute"?
The lady who presently joins Jim appears, by her ruffled air, to have
been engaged upon no such soothing occupation as luting to a recumbent
lover.
"You will not mind staying here?" asks Cecilia; "Dr. Crump is in the
drawing-room with Sybilla; I am sure that you do not want to see Dr.
Crump!"
"I cannot express how little I wish it."
"I cannot think what has happened to Sybilla"--wrinkling up her forehead
into annoyed furrows--"but she is so dreadfully sprightly when he is
there; she never was sprightly with Dr. Coldstream, and he is such an
impossible man!--the sort of man who, when first he comes in, always
says, 'Well, how are we this morning?' Do not you think that it stamps a
man to say 'How are we?'"
"I think it does."
"He talks such nonsense to her!"--with irritation--"he tells her that
he, too, is a bundle of nerves! if you could only see him! And one day
he told her that when first he came here he had seen the Angel of Death
waving his fans above her head! and she swallows it all!"
"I am not at all surprised."
"It makes me sick!" cries she energetically; "let us go into the
garden."
So into the garden they go; both the new one, whose luxuriant growth of
verdure is the outcome of but eight or nine years; and the old one,
along whose straight walks the feet of the Moorish ladies used to patter
under the orange-trees. Beneath them now there are no white bundles of
muslin; only on the ground the oranges lie thick, no one in this
plenteous land thinking it worth while to pick them up. Jim and his
companion pace rather silently to a pretty Moorish summer-house, dug, a
few years ago, by the English architect out of a farm-house, into which
it had been built. It is dainty and cool, with a little dome and lovely
green and blue tiles; and an odd small spring, which is taught to wander
by tiny snaky channels into a little basin. They go into the
summer-house and sit down.
"Yes, it is pretty," says the girl absently! but her mind is evidently
preoccupied by some other subject than the beauty of the giant bignonia
which is expanding the multitude of its orange-red clusters all over a
low wall, making it into one burning hedge, and has called forth an
exclamation of delight from Burgoyne. What that subject is immediately
appears.
"Do you know who is in Algiers--whom I saw driving through the Place
Bressant on Sunday afternoon?"
"Who?"
"The Le Marchants. Ah, you are not surprised!"--rather suspiciously.
"You knew already!"
Jim hesitates a second; then, reflecting that, whether or not he
acknowledges the fact now, Cecilia is certain to learn it in a day or
two at latest, he answers with a slight laugh:
"It would be odd if I did not, seeing that they are staying at my
hotel."
"You knew that when you went there?"--very quickly.
"Of course not!"--with a movement of impatience.
A pause.
"I suppose," says Cecilia, rather cautiously, as if aware that she is
treading on dangerous ground, "that you have not found out why they
stampeded from Florence in that extraordinary way? Oh no, of course
not!"--as this suggestion is received with a still more accented writhe
than her former one. "It is not a thing upon which you could question
them; and, after all, it was their own affair; it was no business of
ours, was it?"
"Not the slightest."
"I always used to like them," continues Cecilia pensively; "at
least"--becoming aware of an involuntary movement of surprise at this
statement on the part of her neighbour--"at least, they never gave me
the chance of _liking_ them; but I always _admired_ them. I wonder are
they more accessible than they were in Florence? There are so few nice
English here this year; everybody says that there never was a year when
there were so few nice English!"
The tentative towards sociability implied in this last speech is
received by Jim in a discouraging silence. He has not the slightest
desire to promote any overture on the part of Cecilia towards intimacy
with Elizabeth. He knows that they would be unsuccessful; and, moreover,
he is conscious that he would be annoyed if they were not.
"I can fancy that this would be a very pleasant place if one had someone
to go about with," continues she; "but father grows less and less
inclined to move. Poor dear! he is not so young as he was, and I am not
quite old enough yet, I suppose, to go about alone."
She makes a rather wistful pause--a pause which he feels that she
intends him to fill by an offer of himself as her escort. But none such
comes. Realizing this, she goes on with a sigh:
"There are not many advantages in being old; but, at least, one is
freer, and in a youth spent as mine is, there is really not much profit
or pleasure."
The tone in which she makes this lugubrious reflection is so extremely
doleful that Jim cannot refrain from a laugh.
"Cheer up, old girl! there is a good time coming! It is a long lane that
has no turning."
But he contents himself with these vague forms of consolation. He has no
engagements of his own. Why, then, is he conscious of so strong a
reluctance towards tying himself by any promise to the broadly-hinting
lady beside him? There is another pause, during which Cecilia looks down
on the floor with a baffled air, and traces the outlines of the tiles
with the point of her red sunshade.
"There is a band plays twice a week in the Place de Gouvernement--plays
admirably. Now, I suppose that there would be nothing odd; that no one
could say anything; that it would not be the least improper, considering
our connection and everything, if you were to take me to hear it some
day?"
"I never have the slightest idea of what is improper and what is not,"
replies he; but there is more of alarm than of encouragement in his
tone.
"No more have I"--laughing rather awkwardly--"but in this case I am
pretty sure. Tuesdays and Fridays are the days on which the band plays."
"Oh!"
"To-day is Tuesday, is not it?"
"Yes."
Another pause.
"I thought that perhaps, if you had nothing better to do, you might take
me to-day?"
The direct proposal which he has in vain tried to avert has come. If he
accept it, of what profit to him will the absence of the Le Marchant
parents be? He does not formulate this fact to himself, not having,
indeed, owned to his own heart that he has any set design upon
Elizabeth's company for the afternoon.
"I am afraid----" he begins slowly.
"You are vamping up an excuse!" cries Cecilia, reddening. "I see it in
your eyes. You cannot have made any engagements here yet. You do not
know anybody, do you, except the Le Marchants?"
"And they have gone to Hammam Rhira," replies he precipitately.
He is ashamed the moment that the words are out of his mouth, for he
knows that they convey a falsehood.
"At least----"
But she interrupts him before he can add his conscience clause.
"To-morrow, then?"
Again he hesitates. The same objections apply with even greater force to
the morrow.
"But the band does not play to-morrow."
"Oh! what does that matter?" rejoins she impatiently. "I had just as
soon go somewhere else--the Arab town, the Kabyle village, anywhere."
He is driven into a corner, and remains there silent so long that there
is a distinct element of offence in the tone and large sigh with which
the girl resumes.
"Well, times are changed! I always used to make one in those happy
excursions at Florence; and somehow--thanks to her, I suppose--I never
felt a bad third."
She rises as she speaks, and takes a couple of huffy steps towards the
house; but he overtakes and stops her. The allusion to Amelia has
annoyed and yet stirred in him the sea of remorse, which is always lying
but a very little way below the surface in his soul.
"Why, Cis!" he says, in a tone of affectionate rallying, "are we going
to quarrel at this time of day--you and I? Of course I will take you to
the band and the Kabyle village, and any other blessed sight you choose
to name, only tell me by which of them you would like to begin to ride
round."
As he leaves the house and the appeased fair one, after luncheon, an
hour and a half later, he tells himself that he has got off cheaply in
having vaguely sacrificed the whole of his Algerian future, but having
preserved to-day and to-morrow.
CHAPTER VI.
"And therein sat a lady fresh and fayre,
Making sweet solace to herself alone.
Sometimes she sang as lowd as lark in ayre,
Sometimes she laught, as mery as Pope Joan."
Jim's first care on returning to his hotel is to ascertain that the
departure for Hammam Rhira has really taken place, and, having been
reassured on this point, retires to his own bedroom to reconnoitre the
terrace, upon which it gives. The sun has long drunk up the rain from
the tiles, and the chairs have been set out again. The hotel guests, in
all the sociability of their after-luncheon mood, are standing and
sitting about. The widow Wadman, with great play of eyebrow and lip, is
pacing up and down in arch conversation with her habitual victim.
Snatches of her alluring talk reach Jim behind his muslin curtain as she
comes and goes:
"I think that caged birds ought to be _loved_!" "The Prophet was a
wise man, was not he? he knew a little about us," etc.
In her usual place, aloof from the rest of the company, Elizabeth is
sitting in a clinging white gown of some woolly stuff. With a dainty
white kerchief twisted about her head, and a bundle of many-tinted
Eastern stuffs on her knees, she looks like a little Romney. Now and
again, as fragments of the widow's siren strains reach her ears, he sees
her lips curl up into delighted laughter; but, for the most part, she
seems to be looking round rather uneasily, as if seeking something or
someone. Can it be himself that she, in her innocence of being observed,
is on the watch for? He has no right to be playing the spy on her in any
case. It is clear that, dressed as she is, she cannot be meditating
going out. He must not frighten her by any too direct or sudden
attentions. In a little while the other occupants of the terrace will
drift away, and he will stroll out and join her, and together they will
watch the shade of the ficus-tree, lengthening over the red flags. But
she presently baffles his calculations by rising, and, with her
rainbow-tinted pile of brocades clasped in her slender arms, slowly
passes into the house. Has she retreated thither for good? and will he
have to frame some new flimsy excuse for knocking at her door? But again
he is out of his reckoning, for in about a quarter of an hour she
re-issues, dressed for walking; and after one more lingering and, as it
seems to him, disappointed glance around her, paces, a solitary little
figure, down the hill. He lays his watch before him, and, having counted
five minutes on its dial-plate, sets off in pursuit. He overtakes her
just as she reaches the point where the lane debouches into the
highroad. She stands, looking rather disconsolately, first up the hill,
then down it, evidently uncertain which direction to choose.
"You cannot make up your mind?" he says, pausing beside her, and taking
off his hat.
She gives a slight start, and a friendly, pleased smile runs all over
her face and up into her eyes--a smile that makes him say to himself
confidently that it _was_ he whom her glance had been seeking on the
terrace.
"Which do you advise?"
"I advise the town."
He has long known her teachableness, so it is no great surprise to him
that she at once turns in the direction counselled.
"As I am going there myself, will you allow me to walk a little way with
you?"
He makes the request with respectful diffidence; and she, after one
small troubled look, evidently given to the memory of her father,
assents.
They set off down the hill together, the air, sharp after the rain--as
sharp, at least, as Algiers' stingless air ever is--bringing the colour
to Elizabeth's cheeks, as she steps along light-heartedly, scarcely
refraining from breaking into a run, down the steep incline. Her spirits
are so evidently rising at every yard that he hazards his next step.
"I am going to see the Arab town; Miss Strutt says that I ought."
"She meant you to ask her to show it you!" cries Elizabeth, with a
laugh; "but she was quite right--it is delightful; I am sure you will
like it."
"You have been there?"
"Yes, once or twice; not half so often"--regretfully--"as I should like
to have been."
Dare he speak upon the last innocent hint? But while he is doubting she
goes on:
"You must take care not to lose yourself; it is such a puzzling place;
all the streets are exactly like each other."
"You do not feel inclined to show me the way about it?"
He throws out the suggestion in a semi-bantering voice, so that if it
meet with obvious disapproval he may at once withdraw it. She stops
suddenly stock-still, and faces him.
"Are you speaking seriously? It would be very delightful; but do you
think I might? do you think I ought?"
She lifts her eyes, widely opened, like a child's at hearing of some
unexpected treat, to his. How astonishingly clear they are! and how
curiously guileless! He has not the least doubt that she will sweetly
acquiesce in his decision, whichever way it tends; and, for a second, a
movement of irritation with her for her pliability crosses his mind. She
ought to be able to have an opinion of her own. While he hesitates, she
speaks again.
"It is just the afternoon to do something pleasant on," she says
wistfully, and yet gaily too. "Oh, how good the air tastes! and how
dearly I love the sun!"--lifting her face with sensitive lips, half
open, as if to suck in his beams, to the great gold luminary pouring
down his warmth through the pepper-trees upon them. "But I will take
your advice; I know of old"--with a pretty flattering smile--"that you
always give good advice. Do you think that I ought--do you _really_
think that I ought?"
He throws conscience to the winds, and although not two hours ago he had
professed to Cecilia his inability to decide upon the propriety or
impropriety of any given course of female action, now answers with an
almost brutal decisiveness:
"I do not think that there is the smallest doubt about it."
A relieved look crosses her features.
"Then I am sure it is all right," she says, with a joyful surrendering
of her judgment into his keeping, and so, once again, steps along with
her quick feather-light feet at his side.
For the moment she is the happier of the two, since he is not perfectly
pleased either with himself or her. It is in vain that he tells himself
that it is no babe whom he is beguiling; that, difficult as it is to
believe it, those limpid eyes have looked at the sun for
seven-and-twenty years. He still has a lingering sense of discomfort at
having availed himself, for his own profit, of her ductility. And yet,
five minutes later, he takes yet further advantage of that quality in
her. They have reached the Plateau Sauliere, and the stand of fiacres
that "stationnent" there. Jim pauses.
"It is a good distance to the Arab town, I fancy, and very tiring
walking when you get there."
"It is as steep as the side of a house; we shall be like flies on a
wall," cries she delightedly.
"It would be a pity to be too tired to enjoy it before you got there,
would not it?" says he doubtfully, and eyeing her bright slenderness
with an air of uncertainty as to her powers of endurance. "Had not we
better--would you mind--our driving there?"
"I am not at all tired," replies she; "I do not feel as if I ever should
be tired to-day; but if you think it better----"
Still he looks at her dubiously. To him there appears to be a much
greater degree of the compromising in a _tete-a-tete_ drive than in a
walk. In the one case the meeting may have been accidental; in the other
there can be no mistake as to the deliberate intention. But either this
does not strike Elizabeth, or she thinks, "In for a penny, in for a
pound"; or, lastly, and most probably, having given up her judgment into
his keeping, she finds it easiest and most natural to acquiesce in
whatever he may propose.
The ungenerous thought flashes across him that if this is the principle
on which she has guided her life, it is small wonder if she have made
shipwreck of it. He hails a fiacre, and silently hands her in, and again
they are off.
Elizabeth has disclaimed fatigue, and yet the restful position is
evidently agreeable to her delicate body; and she thanks him so
gratefully for his thought of her that his hard thoughts of her dissolve
into remorse, and by-and-by change into an enjoyment almost as entire
and uncalculating as her own.
Elizabeth has astonishing powers of enjoying herself. If he had not
known that fact before, the afternoon would have revealed it to him.
She must have driven through the French town almost every day since her
arrival, and yet its cheerful white-shuttered houses, its boulevards of
glossy-leaved ficus-trees, its cafes, its arcaded streets with their
polyglot promenaders, seem to fill her with as lively a pleasure as if
she had but just landed from the steamboat that brought her.
The three Spahis, eternally sitting in a row on a bench outside some
general officer's quarters, robed in their great red cloaks, with
muslin-swathed swart heads and long red-leather boots, dimly descried
beneath the stately sweep of their mantles, sitting there motionless,
solemn and silent as the Fates; a venerable Arab, only to be
distinguished from Abraham or Isaac by his carrying a vulgar brown
umbrella; a short Kabyle seen in back view, with his rope-bound
headdress, his brown-and-white striped frock, and his bare red legs
striding along, looking exactly like a ludicrous and indelicate old
woman; a Biskrah water-carrier, poising a great burnished copper pot on
his shoulder; two little baggy trousered white ladies waddling along; a
dozen of smart blue Turcos. She is enraptured with them all.
They leave their fiacre in the Place de la Cathedrale, and enter upon
the mysterious recesses of the Arab town. Up and down endless flights of
steps, up street after street--if streets they can be called, that are
not wider than a yard in their widest part--and above their heads the
rafter-supported houses lean together, letting scarce a glint of
daylight drip down upon the dusky path far below.
They pass arched doorways, with pretty designs in plaster--doorways
whose doors open inwards upon mysterious interiors--house or court, or
mosque or Marabe. All along stand tiny shops, like wild-beast dens, as
far as light and space go, lit only by the tempered light--in reality,
only semi-darkness--that enters in front. How can they see to
work--plait straw, for instance? as the three ebon-black negroes are
doing, upon whom they stare in, asquat upon the ground. The turbans, and
the red sashes, and the burnouses glimmer out of the little dim
frontages, where charming pierced-brass Moorish lamps hang and swing
aloft; and tempting piles of dully splendid brocades and bright
gold-laminated gauzes gleam from the crowded shelves.
The narrow streetlets are full of unbusy, un-hurrying Easterns, hideous
old negresses grinning like monkeys, idle Arabs sauntering along in
their lazy grace, draped like Greek statues, sauntering along between
the blue-washed walls that look in their effective variation upon the
blinding whitewash as if some of the sky-colour had rubbed off upon
them.
Jim and Elizabeth have paused, in their leisurely strolling and staring,
to look from the straight shadowed alley in which they are standing up a
long flight of steps to a low carved doorway, and a bit of starch-blue
wall at the top. Down the steep flight a veiled, trousered woman is
waddling, her immense pantaloons waggling awkwardly as she descends.
Elizabeth stands still, shaking with laughter at the sight. Jim laughs
too.
"There is no expense spared in material there, is there? It would not be
a bad dress for a fancy ball. Did you ever go to a fancy ball as a
Moorish lady?"
Her laughter lessens, though her face is still alight with mirth.
"I never was at a fancy ball."
"_Never?_"
"Never; I never was at any ball in my life."
Her laughter is quite dead now.
"Never at any ball in your life!" repeats he, his surprise betraying him
into one of those flights back into the past for which she has always
showed such repugnance. "Why, you used to love dancing madly! I remember
your dancing like a dervish. What is more, I remember dancing with you."
"Oh, do not remember anything to-day!" cries she, with a sort of writhe
in her voice; "do not let either of us remember anything! let us have a
whole holiday from remembering!"
So saying, she moves on quickly; and yet with the dance gone out of her
feet. It never quite comes back. They look into an Arab club, where men
are squatting, playing with odd-looking cards and drinking muddy coffee.
Then a loud noise of jabbering young voices makes them peep in upon an
Arab school, where a circle of little Moslems is sitting on the ground,
scribbling Arabic on slates; while between the knees of the turbaned
master a tiny baby scholar, of three or four, is standing in a lovely
dull green coatlet. Elizabeth strokes the baby-learner's coppery cheek
with her light hand, and says, with a laugh, that it seems odd to see
little street-boys writing Arabic; but her laughter is no longer the
bubbling, irrepressible joy-drunk thing it was before he had indulged in
his tactless reminiscences; it is the well-bred, civil, grown-up sound
that so often has no inside gladness to match it. In his vexation with
himself for the clouding over of his little heaven that he himself has
effected, he tries to persuade himself that it is caused by bodily
fatigue.
"If I were asked," he says, by-and-by, looking down affectionately at
her pallid profile, "I should say that you had had about enough of this;
your spirit"--smiling--"is so very much too big for your body that one
has to keep an eye upon you."
"It would not be much of a spirit if it were not," replies she, with a
pretty air of perfectly sincere disparagement of her own slight
proportions; "I know that I look a poor thing, but I am rather a fraud:
I do not tire easily; I am not tired now."
"Bored, then?" with a slight accent of pique.
She lifts her sweet look, with a sort of hurry of denial in it.
"Most distinctly not."
"You would like to go on, then?"
"Yes."
"Or back?"
She hesitates, her eye exploring his with, as he feels, a genuine
anxiety in it to discover what his own wishes are, so that her decision
may jump with them.
"Yes--perhaps; I have really no choice."
He both looks at and speaks to her with a streak of exasperation.
"Do you never have a will--a preference of your own?"
It is evidently no unfamiliar thing to her to be addressed with
causeless irritability. The recollection of her father's tone in
speaking to her flashes back remorsefully upon Jim's memory. Is he
himself going to take a leaf out of that book? It would be a relief to
him were she to answer him sharply; but to do that is apparently not
within her capabilities, though the tender red that tinges her cheek
shows that she has felt his snub.
"In this case I really have not," she answers gently; "but I dare say
that it was tiresome of me not to speak more decidedly; let us--let
us"--another swift and apparently quite involuntary glance at him to see
that she is not, after all, running counter to his inclinations--"let us
go home!"
So they go home. It is near sun-setting as they drive along the
Boulevard de la Republique, the fitting end to so princely a day. At the
quay the moored vessels lie, their masts and spars making a dark design
against an ineffable evening sky of mother-of-pearl and translucent
pink. The sea, which to-day has not been of sapphire, but of
"watchet-blue," pierced and shot with white, now copies exactly the
heavens. It, too, shades from opal to translucent pink. How many changes
of raiment there are in the wardrobe of the great wet mother!
"If I had as many gowns as the Mediterranean, how well-dressed I should
be!" says Elizabeth, with a smile.
It is the first time she had spoken since they had set off on their
return-drive. She is lying back, with her hands carefully shielding in
her lap a few little crockery pots that she has bought of a fat Turk for
some children at her hotel Her face looks tired; and yet over its small
area is spread an expression of content that makes his heart warm. Is it
only the pageant of sky and ocean that has called forth that look of
real, if passing, happiness on the features of her who is always so
tremblingly sensitive an instrument for all influences of beauty and
grandeur to play upon? or has his own neighbourhood anything to say to
it? Before he can give himself an answer to this anxious question, she
speaks again.
"You do not mind my not talking, do you?" she asks, half apologetically,
and yet with a confidence in his sympathy that still further quickens
the beats of his already not very still heart.
"No, I am sure you do not. Somehow--it is a great gift--you always feel
in tune with one, and one does not chatter most when one is most greatly
pleased, does one? Oh, what a treat you have given me!"
As she speaks, her humid eyes travel from his face to where, beyond the
long Atlas range, delicately toothed and cut out, rises the gold-washed
snow of the Kabyle mountains, that retire majestically invisible on dull
days, and only come out, candescent and regal, when the great sun rides
in pomp. Above their heads wild plumes of deep rose, that it seems
ridiculous to call clouds, tuft the sky.
Jim's look has followed his companion's; the chins of both are in the
air; the cheerful _va et vient_ of the boulevard is lost upon them. They
see neither the Frenchmen nor plump Frenchwomen drinking coffee outside
the cafes, nor the idle _indigenes_ leaning draped against the sea-wall.
(Never does that industrious race seem to attempt any severer exertion.)
"Thought was not; in enjoyment it expired."
But it is brought back to life with a jump.
"_Arretez! arretez!_" cries a female voice. "Jim! Jim! do you not see
us? _Arretez! arretez!_"
Obedient to his ears, Burgoyne's eyes make one bound from the heavenly
spectacle down to earth, and alight upon the Wilsons' carriage, which,
going in the same direction as himself, has just been brought to a
standstill alongside of his fiacre, by the solemnly beautiful,
yellow-jacketed native coachman.
It is, of course, Cecilia's voice that has apostrophized him, but oh,
portent! does his vision, so lately recalled from the skyey bowers, play
him false? or is it really the moribund Sybilla, stretched beside her,
with only two instead of three cushions at her back, with a bonnet on
her head--he did not even know that she possessed a bonnet--and with a
colour in her cheek and a lustre in her eye that may owe their origin
either to the freshness of the evening air, or to the invigorating
properties of the conversation of the very ordinary-looking young man
seated opposite to her?
In a second Jim has leapt out of his own vehicle, and gone to the side
of the other. It is a perfectly futile impulse that leads him to do so.
Not all the leaping in the world from her side now can alter the fact
that he has been driving _tete-a-tete_ with Elizabeth Le Marchant, and
that the Wilson sisters have seen him so doing; but yet it is a dim
instinct of preservation towards, and shielding of her, that leads him
to adopt this useless course of action. It is Cecilia who has summoned
him, and yet, when he reaches her side, she does not seem to have
anything particular to say to him. Sybilla is the one to address him.
"A miracle! a miracle! I know you are saying to yourself!" cries she, in
a sprightly voice; "and well you may! This is the miracle-monger!"
indicating with a still sprightlier air her _vis-a-vis_. "Dr. Crump, let
me present to you Mr. Burgoyne--Jim, our Jim, whom I have so often
talked to you about."
The person thus apostrophized responds by a florid bow, and an
over-gallant asseveration that any person introduced to his acquaintance
by Miss Sybilla needs no further recommendation.
"It is an experiment, of course; there is no use in pretending that it
is not an experiment," continues she, with a slight relapse into
languor; "but"--lowering her voice a little--"they wished me to make the
effort."
It is a favourite allocation of Sybilla's that any course of action
towards which she is inclined is adopted solely under the pressure of
urgent wishes on the part of her family. Burgoyne has long known, and
been exasperated by, this peculiarity; but at present she may say what
she pleases; he hears no word of it, for his ear is pricked to catch the
sentences that Cecilia is leaning over the carriage-side to shoot at
Elizabeth.
"Oh, Miss Le Marchant! is it you? I beg your pardon, I did not recognise
you at the first moment. One does not recognise people--does one?--when
one is not expecting to see them"--is an intended sting lurking in this
implication? "How are you? How do you like Algiers? I hope Mrs. Le
Marchant is well. What a long time it is since we met! I hope we shall
see something of you."
(No, evidently no sting was meant. Cecilia, with all her faults, is
really a good soul, and he will take her to hear the band play next
Tuesday.)
There seems to him to be a slight falter in the tone with which
Elizabeth responds, and her voice sounds curiously small and low; but
that may be merely owing to its flute quality, following upon and
contrasting the other's powerful organ.
It is not till the two parties have again separated, and that he is once
more seated by her side in the fiacre, that he dares steal a look at her
face to see how plainly written on it are the traces of vexation caused
by a meeting which has produced in his own breast such acute annoyance.
Good heavens! it is even worse than he had expected. Down the cheek
nearest to him two good-sized tears are unmistakably trickling. No doubt
the consciousness of the mysterious story attaching to her past makes
her smartingly aware of how doubly discreet her own conduct should
be--makes her bitterly repent of her present indiscretion.
He is a strait-laced man, and it seems to him as if there were something
gravely compromising to her in this _tete-a-tete_ drive with himself, in
the known absence of her parents at Hammam Rhira. Why was he fool enough
this morning to admit to Cecilia that they had gone thither? He had no
business to have led her into temptation, and she had no business to
have fallen into it. Remorse and irritation give a tartness to his tone
as he says:
"After all, I do not think you need take it so much to heart."
"Take what to heart?" she asks, in unaffected surprise, turning her full
face, and her eyes, each with one hot raindrop dimming its slate-blue,
upon him. "Oh, I see"--a sudden enlightenment coming to her, and
changing her with instant spring from a snowdrop to a carnation--"I see
what you mean; but you are mistaken. I--I--it had not occurred to me; I
was only thinking--only remembering that the last time I saw her was
at--at Vallombrosa."
_Vallombrasa!_ Is he never to hear the last of Vallombrosa?
CHAPTER VII.
The latest waking impression left on Jim's fancy is that it is the
golden rule of Elizabeth Le Marchant's life to comply with any and every
request that is made to her; moreover, that in her mind the
boundary-line which parts the permitted from the unpermitted is not so
clearly defined as, did she belong to him (the naked hypothesis makes
his strait-laced heart give a jump), he should wish it to be. If on the
morrow, with the sun shining and the leaf-shadows dancing on the fretted
balcony-wall, he invite her to some fresh junket, he is sure that she
will readily and joyfully acquiesce; that her spirits will go up like
rockets at the prospect; and that her one anxiety will be that she may
be sure to hit in her choice upon the form of dissipation most congenial
to him. He will therefore not invite her. He will have a greater care
for her reputation than apparently she has for it herself. Not until the
return of her parents, not until the difficulties of intercourse with
her are centupled, and the pleasure minimized, will he again seek her.
To put himself beyond the reach of temptation, he sets off immediately
after breakfast on a long walking expedition, which he means to occupy
the whole of the daylight hours. He wanders about the great plain of the
Metidje; he visits a Kabyle village, with its hovels cowering among its
hideous fat-fleshed cactus; later on in the afternoon he finds himself
in the little French hamlet of Biermandreis, and finally drops down upon
the Jardin d'Essai, that delightful botanic garden which is one of the
many blessings for which Algerian France has to thank the
much-vilipended Napoleon III.
It is difficult for even the reddest Republican to think hardly of that
dead ruler as he walks down the avenue of gigantic palms that lead,
straight as a die, to where, like a deep blue gem far away, the
Mediterranean shows
"No bigger than an agate stone
On the forefinger of an alderman."
Jim walks along beneath the huge date-palms that give him a crick in the
neck to gape up at ere he can perceive their towering head of waving
plumes far up against the blue. They remind him absurdly of the pictures
in the missionary books of his youth--the palm-tree, the log cabin, the
blackamoors, and the missionary in a palm hat. Is _he_ the missionary,
and is this inky negress in a black bonnet, scarcely distinguishable
from her face, his one catechumen?
Alternating with the date are superb fan-palms, of which it is difficult
to realize that it is their stunted, puny brothers which, anxiously
tended, sponged, and cosseted, drag out a languid existence in London
drawing-rooms. Among their Titan fans lies their mighty fruit, like a
bunch of grapes, a yard and a half long, strung upon ropes of yellow
worsted.
Half-way down its length the main avenue is intersected by a splendid
alley of bamboos, which lean their smooth-jointed stems and their
luxuriant narrow leaves towards each other across the dimmed interspace,
and unite in a pointed Gothic arch of living green.
Jim paces objectlessly down the long arcade, stooping now and again to
pick up a fragment of the peeled bark that looks so strangely like a
papyrus roll with a mother-of-pearl glaze upon it. He pulls it idly
open, as if expecting to find the secret of some forgotten race written
upon its shining surface; but if he reads any secret there, it is only
his own, which, after all, is not much of a secret. He merely sees
written there that it is too early to go home yet; that there is no
security that Elizabeth may not still be sitting on the terrace
stitching away with her gold thimble and her coloured silks. The sun, it
is true, has left the garden, but he departs thence over-early. It will
be safer to stay away yet half an hour or so.
Thus resolving, he retraces his steps, and explores in a new direction;
saunters down a rose-alley, where, climbing immoderately high up tall
palms, seeming as if they would strangle them with their long bowery
arms, rose-trees wave far above him in the still air; and upon them,
though it is still but the month of January, when people are skating,
blue-nosed, in England, creamy tea-roses show their pale-yellow hearts,
fair and frequent, on the unpruned boughs, rioting in licensed liberty
above his head. The walk ends in a circle of gigantic magnolias, which
take hands round a square fountain-basin. Each huge trunk is, as it
were, a little commonwealth of trees rolled into one, instead of a
single tree. Beneath them benches stand. Upon one his negress sits,
chatting with a French _bonne_; on a second there is also something
female and slender, something with its little white profile--how white
it looks in this deceiving light!--lifted, although white, yet smiling,
animated, and talking to a man standing beside it.
He has dawdled and kicked his heels, and run the chance of contracting a
spiteful Southern chill, in order to avoid Elizabeth; and he has
succeeded in running straight into her arms.
He does not at the first glance recognise her companion, but a second
look shows him that he is one of the inmates of the hotel--a French
Vicomte; and though Jim knows that he is both consumptive and the father
of a family, that knowledge does not hinder the rising in his breast of
the jealous and censorious thought that he has detected Elizabeth in
throwing a great deal more than the necessary modicum of amiability into
her manner to him.
As Jim comes into sight, the Frenchman clicks his heels, doubles up his
body, lifts his hat, and walks away. It is evident, at all events, that
their meeting was a casual one; and the reflection brings with it a
sense of relief, coupled with a feeling of shame at his own rooted
readiness to suspect her, on any or no evidence, which yet, on the other
hand, is not strong enough, when she turns her sweet bright look towards
him, to hinder the thought that it is scarcely, if at all, sweeter or
brighter than that which he had caught her squandering on the casual
_table d'hote_ acquaintance who has just quitted her.
"You, too!" she says; "why, the whole hotel seems to be emptied out into
these gardens; the widow Wadman is buying violets--mark if they do not
appear upon Uncle Toby at dinner to-night. The Vicomte----"
"Yes, I saw you engaged in animated dialogue with him," interrupts Jim,
with slight acrimony; "I had no idea that you were such allies."
"Had not you?" rejoins she innocently. "He was telling me about his
English governess, what a treasure she is"--her face dimpling
mischievously--"and how wonderfully pure her accent. So it is--pure
Cockney. You should hear the little Vicomte talk of the b_i_by and the
p_i_pers."
He rewards her small pleasantry only by an absent smile, and she speaks
again--rather wistfully this time.
"Have you been on another expedition?"
"No, not an expedition; only a walk. If"--yielding to the temptation of
putting a question which no one would have judged more severely than he,
had it been put by anyone else--"if I had invited you to do me the
honour of making another excursion with me to-day, do you think that you
would have consented?"
As he speaks, he departs yet further from the line of conduct he has
marked out for himself by sitting down on the bench at her side.
Her eyes are fixed upon the soaring date-palm, which stands, instead of
a water-jet, in the middle of the fountain-basin, and on which last
year's dead plumes hang sapless, and ready to fall off, in contrast to
this year's verdant vigour.
"Is not that rather a tantalizing question when you did not ask me?"
inquires she, with soft archness. "Yes, I suspect that I should; I was
so very happy yesterday; and although you told me the other
night"--swallowing a sigh--"that you supposed I must love my own
society, in point of fact, I do not think I do."
After all, the sun is not quite gone; there are flashes of light in the
verdant gloom, and green reflections in the water.
"And yet," says Jim thoughtfully, "you seem to have a good deal of it; I
suppose, in your position, it is unavoidable."
He had meant an allusion to her situation as bad third to her uxorious
parents; before his mind's eye has risen a picture of the little forlorn
shawled figure he had seen studying its Italian Grammar with the door
shut upon its loneliness; but almost before the words have left his
lips, he sees of how different, of how cruel, a construction they may be
capable.
He snatches a glance of real terror at her, to see whether she has made
that erroneous, yet all too plausible application--a glance which
confirms his worst fears. She has turned as white as the
pocket-handkerchief which she is passing over her trembling lips.
"Yes," she says in a hollow whisper; "you are right. In my position it
_is_ unavoidable, and it is cowardly of me not to accept it as such."
"I mean"--he cries desperately--"I only meant--I mean----"
But she does not suffer him to finish his stuttered explanation.
"It is cold," she says, rising. "I will go home."
He does not attempt to accompany or follow her.
After she is gone, he rages about the garden, and passes beyond it to
where--still sunlight-smitten--the blue Mediterranean is breaking in
joyous foam.
He sits down on the shelly strand, and, in futile anger, hurls back the
wet pebbles into the sea's azure lap. Away to the left, the
three-cornered town swarms candescent up the hill, and the white
lighthouse stands out against the lapis-coloured air.
How sharp-cut and intense it all is!--none of our dear undecided grays.
Here, if you are not piercing blue, you are dazzling white or profound
green. There is, indeed, something less sharp-cut and uncompromising--a
something more of mystery in the glory that--bright, too, but not making
its full revelation--envelopes the long hill range that, ending in Cape
Matifou, stretches away to the far right. Round the corner, to the right
too, a party of Arabs, sitting sideways on little donkeys, white draped,
with their _haik_-swathed heads, are disappearing on their small beasts
in the clear air. It is like a page out of the Bible--a flight into
Egypt--and they are going towards Egypt too.
Jim's eye follows the placid Easterns, but without catching the
infection of their tranquillity. "Whenever I see her, I stick a knife
into her! It is impossible! There is no use trying! I will give up the
attempt. It is out of the question to have any happy relations with a
woman who has a past!"
* * * * *
After all, Mr. Le Marchant does not like Hammam Rhira. He thinks the
hotel cold and the roads bad. Jim overhears him telling someone this,
and his own heart leaps.
It is true that he takes it to task for doing so. Perhaps, after all,
Elizabeth's removal would have been the best solution of his problem.
Had she left Algiers, he could scarcely have followed her, and she would
have been freed from the chance of his clumsy stabs.
But all the same his heart leaps. It leaps yet higher a day or two later
when he discovers that, though Hammam Rhira has not met with Mr. Le
Marchant's approbation, yet that, by his trip to it, he has been bitten
with a taste for travel, the outcome of which is his solitary departure
on an expedition to Constantin, Tunis, etc., which must occupy him at
least a week. His wife accompanies him to the station, but his daughter
is not allowed to go beyond the hotel steps.
Jim surreptitiously watches her hovering with diffident affection round
her father, unobtrusively and unthanked fetching and carrying for him.
He sees the cold kiss that just brushes her cheek, and hears the chill
parting admonition to look well after her mother and see that she does
not overtire herself.
It is accepted with ready meekness, but leaves the recipient so
crestfallen, as she stands looking after the departing vehicle, that
Burgoyne cannot forbear joining her, with some vague and, as he knows,
senseless velleity of championship and consolation.
"He is gone for a week, is not he?" is the form that his sympathy takes,
in a tone which he is at but small pains not to render congratulatory.
"Yes, quite a week."
"Are you"--he is perfectly conscious while asking it that he has not the
slightest right to put the question--"are you glad or sorry?"
She starts perceptibly.
"Why should I be glad? Do you mean"--with an unconquerable streak of
satisfaction in her own voice--"because I shall have mammy all to
myself? You must not think"--with an obvious rush of quickly following
compunction--"that I am not fond of him, because he sometimes speaks a
little roughly to me." After a pause, in a lowered voice: "You see, when
you have broken a person's heart, you can scarcely blame him for not
having a very high opinion of you."
So saying, she suddenly leaves him as she had left him in the Jardin
d'Essai. He does not again approach her that day, but at dinner-time he
has the answer to his question as to her being glad or sorry at her
father's departure. She is apparently in the best of spirits, sitting
nestled close up to her mother for the better convenience of firing a
series of little jokes and comments into that parent's appreciative ear.
"They make fun of the whole hotel," observes Miss Strutt with
exasperation. "I do not believe that one of us escapes! When he is not
there to check them, there is no holding them!"
_No holding_ Elizabeth! The phrase recurs to him several times during
the next few days, as not without its justness, when he sees its object
flitting about the house, gay as a linnet; when he meets her singing
subduedly to herself upon the stairs; when he watches her romping with
the French children, and mischievously collecting flowers of Clapham
eloquence from their governess, which she is good enough to retail for
his own and her mother's benefit when evening unites the three in the
retirement of their little salon. For, strange and improbably blissful
as it seems, he has somehow, ere three days are over, effected an
entrance into that small and fragrant sanctuary.
Mrs. Le Marchant's first fears that the meeting with him again would
re-open sorrow have disappeared in the light of her daughter's childish
gaiety, and are even exchanged for a compunctious gratitude to him for
having been in part the cause of her new light-heartedness. The weather
has again broken, a fact which he alone of the whole hotel does not
deplore, since it was his own ostentatiously displayed wet-day
dreariness that was the cause of his first admission within the doors
that are closed upon all others. Moreover, had it not been wet weather,
could he have held an umbrella over Elizabeth's head when he met her in
the eucalyptus wood, and they walked among the naked trunks, while the
long, loose, pale foliage waved like dishevelled hair in the rain, and
the pungent asphodels grew thick about their feet in the red earth? And
when, by-and-by, the clouds disperse again, and there comes a fair day,
bracketed between three or four foul ones--the usual Algerian
proportion--it has grown quite natural to all three that he should sit
opposite to them in their drives; that he should haggle with Arabs for
them, and remonstrate with the landlord, and generally transfer all the
smaller roughnesses of life from their shoulders to his own. Brought
into more intimate communion with them than he has ever been before,
Burgoyne realizes how much they belong to the kneeling, leaning,
spoiling type of womankind. Elizabeth would be the easiest woman in the
world to manage. How is it that in her ten years of womanhood no man has
been found to undertake the lovely facile task? He himself knows
perfectly the treatment that would befit her; the hinted wishes--her
tact is too fine and her spirit too meek to need anything so coarse as
commands--the infinitesimal rebukes and the unlimited--oh!
limitless--caresses:
"Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears, and smiles."
Every day he finds himself repeating Wordsworth's line, and every day,
in his fancied guidance of her, he tells himself that the blame should
be less and the kisses more.
* * * * *
Mr. Le Marchant has been gone more than a week, and February has come
wetly in, with rain wildly weeping against the easements, and
angry-handed rain boxing the unlucky orange-trees' ears. It has rained
for forty-eight hours without a break. The Grand Hotel is at the end of
its resources. Uncle Toby, his struggle ended, lies vanquished in the
widow's net; and there is murder in the lurid eye which Miss Strutt
turns on the votary of Whiteley.
Jim alone, outdoor man as he habitually is, looking upon a house merely
in the light of a necessary shelter, has no quarrel either with the
absent sun or the present deluge? for are not they the cause of his
having spent two whole afternoons in the company of Elizabeth and her
mother? To-day has not Elizabeth been singing to him, and cutting him
orange-flower bread-and-butter, when Fritz brought in the afternoon tea,
and set the real English kettle fizzing over its spirit-lamp? And, in
return, has not he now, after dinner, been helping her to weed out her
own and her mother's photograph-books? As he does so the idea strikes
him of how very meagre her own collection of acquaintances seems to be.
From that weeding have they not, by an easy transition, at her
suggestion, passed to the more playful and ingenious occupation of
amputating the heads of some of the rejected friends and applying them
to the bodies of others? Each armed with a pair of scissors, and with
Mrs. Le Marchant for umpire, they have been vying with each other as to
who can produce the most startling results by this clever process.
The palm has just been awarded to Elizabeth for a combination which
presents the head of an elderly lady, in a widow's cap, mounted upon the
cuirass and long boots of a Life Guardsman. Jim's application of the
cornet's discarded head to the body of a baby in long clothes, although
allowed to be a pretty conceit, commands but little real admiration--an
instance of nepotism which he does not allow to pass without protest.
Elizabeth, elated by her triumph, has flown out of the room to examine
her private stores for fresh material, and Jim and her mother--for the
first time, as it happens, since that early meeting, when her anxious
eye had so plainly implored him to leave Algiers--are _tete-a-tete_. Her
changed aspect towards him as she sits, with a lingering laugh still on
her face, beside the wood fire--which, after having twice gone out, as
it almost always does, the souches being invariably wet, burns bright
and crackly--strikes him with such a feeling of warm pleasure that he
says in a voice of undisguised triumph:
"What spirits she is in, is not she?"
"Yes; is not she?" assents the mother eagerly. "Oh, I cannot say how
grateful I am to you for having cheered her up as you have done! Oh,"
with a low sigh that seems to bear away on its slow wings the last
echoes of her late mirth, "if it could only last!"
"Why should not it last?"
"If nothing fresh would happen!"
"Why should anything fresh happen?"
She answers only indirectly;
"'Fear at my heart, as at a cup,
The life-blood seemed to sip.'
"Sometimes I think that Coleridge wrote those lines expressly for me."
After a pause, in a voice of anxious asking: "She has not mentioned him
to you lately, has she?"
"No."
"That is a good sign. Do not you think that that is a good sign? I think
that she is getting better; do not you?"
For a moment he cannot answer, both because he is deeply touched by the
confidence in him and his sympathy evidenced by her appeal, and for a
yet more potent reason. Little she guesses how often, and with what
heart-searchings and spirit-sinkings, he has put that question to
himself.
"I do not know," he replies at last, with difficulty; "it is hard to
judge."
"You have not told him that we are here?" in a quick, panic-struck tone,
as of one smitten with a new and sharp apprehension.
"Oh no!"
"You do not think that he is at all likely to join you here?"
"Not in the least!" with an almost angry energy, which reveals to
himself how deeply distasteful the mere suggestion of Byng's
reappearance on the scene is to him.
Mrs. Le Marchant heaves a second sigh. This time it is one of relief.
"Then I do not see," with a sudden bound upwards into sanguineness which
reminds him of her daughter, "why we should not all be very
comfortable."
Jim is pondering in his mind upon the significance of this "all,"
whether it is meant to include only Mr. Le Marchant, or whether, under
its shelter, he himself may creep into that promised comfort, when she
of whom they have been speaking re-enters. She has a packet of
photographs, presumably suitable for amputation, in her hand, in which
is also held a telegram, which she extends to Burgoyne.
"I met M. Cipriani bringing you this. It seems that you ought to have
had it two days ago, but, by some mistake, it was put into another
gentleman's room--a gentleman who has never arrived--and there it has
remained. He was full of apologies, but I told him what culpable
carelessness it showed. I do trust," with a sweetly solicitous look,
"that it is not anything that matters."
"It cannot be of much consequence," replies Jim indifferently, while a
sort of pang darts through him at the thought of how strangely destitute
he is of people to be uncomfortably anxious about, and so tears it open.
An English telegram transmitted by French clerks often wears a very
different air from that meant to be imparted to it by the sender, which
is, perhaps, the reason why Jim remains staring so long at his--so long
that the two women's good manners prompt them to remove their
sympathetic eyes from him, and to attempt a little talk with each other.
"I hope you have no bad news?"
The elder one permits herself this inquiry after a more than decent
interval has elapsed, during which he has made no sign.
He gives a start, as one too suddenly awaked out of deep sleep.
"Bad news?" he repeats in an odd voice--"what is bad news? That depends
upon people's tastes. It is for you to judge of that; it concerns you as
much or more than it does me."
So saying, he places the paper in her hand, and, walking away to the
little square window--open, despite the wildness of the weather--looks
out upon the indigo-coloured night.
Although his back is turned towards them, he knows that Elizabeth is
reading over her mother's shoulder--reading this:
"BOURGOUIN,
"Grand Hotel,
"Algiers.
"Have heard of Le Marchants. If you do not wire to the
contrary, shall cross to-morrow.--BYNG, Marseille."
He is not left long in doubt as to their having mastered the meaning of
the missive.
"He is coming!" says Mrs. Le Marchant with a species of gasp; "and you
told me--not five minutes ago you told me"--with an accent of
reproach--"that there was not the remotest chance of it. Oh, stop him!
stop him! Telegraph at once! The office will be open for two or three
hours yet! There is plenty, plenty of time! Oh, telegraph at once--at
once!"
"It is too late," replies Jim, retracing his steps to the table; "you
forget that it is two days old. You see, they have spelt my name wrong;
that accounts for the mistake. _Bourgouin!_ It looks odd spelt
_Bourgouin_, does not it?"
He hears himself giving a small, dry laugh, which nobody echoes.
"He must have sailed yesterday," continues the young man, wishing he
could persuade his voice to sound more natural; "he may be here at any
moment. If the weather had been decent, he would have arrived ere now."
"Then there is nothing to be done!" rejoins Mrs. Le Marchant in a tone
of flat desperation, sitting down again on the chair out of which she
had instinctively risen at the little stir of the telegram's arrival.
Elizabeth is dead silent. Though there is no direction by the eye to
show that Jim's next remark is aimed at her, there can be no doubt that
it is awkwardly thrown in her direction.
"If this had not been delayed--if it had not been too late, would you
have wished, would you have decided to stop him?"
"What is the use of asking me such a question now that it _is_ too
late?" replies she, with more of impatience, almost wrath, in her voice
than he has ever before heard that most gentle organ express.
But besides the ire and irritation, there is another quality in it which
goads him to snatch a reluctant glance at her. She is extremely
agitated, but underlying the distress and disturbance of her face there
is an undoubted light shining like a lamp through a pale pink shade--a
light that, with all her laughter and her jokes, was not there half an
hour ago. He had often reproached himself that, by his clumsiness, he
had stuck a knife into her tender heart. She is even with him to-night.
To-night the tables are turned. It is she that has stuck a knife into
him. It is clear as day that she is _glad_ it is too late.
CHAPTER VIII.
"After all," says Mrs. Le Marchant presently, rallying a little, her
naturally buoyant temperament--that temperament which she has
transmitted with such curious fidelity to her child, coming to her
rescue; "after all, there is no reason why you should see him,
Elizabeth. There is no reason why she should see him, is there, Mr.
Burgoyne? It could serve no possible end--could it?--and only be
exceedingly painful to them both. You will explain to him, will not you?
You will take any message from her? You will tell him that she really is
not up to it, will not you? It is quite true, I am sure. You are not,
are you darling? She is not, is she?"
The mother turns as she speaks eagerly from one to the other, addressing
each in turn; but from neither does she obtain any answer.
"Or I would speak to him myself; if you thought that better," continues
she, still interrogating them with her handsome, careworn eyes. "I would
say anything you wished said to him, and I would be careful to say it as
kindly as possible. I am sure he would understand; he would see the
sense, the justice of it, would not he? There is no need for her to
expose herself to such useless suffering, is there, Mr.
Burgoyne?"--appealing desperately to him by name, since he will not
respond to any less direct address--"when either you or I are more than
ready to shield her from it, are not we?"
Thus apostrophized, Jim is compelled to break the silence, which seems
to himself to wall him round like a petrifaction. It is to Elizabeth
that he offers his hardly-won speech.
"I think I need not tell you," he says gravely, and with passable
steadiness, "that I would help you in any way I could."
She stands a moment or two irresolute, her features all quivering as if
with pain; and yet, underlying and under-shining the pain, something
that is not pain. Then she puts out a hand impulsively to each. If the
one that gives itself to Burgoyne had struck him on the mouth, instead
of offering itself with affectionate confidence to his clasp, it could
not have hurt him more than do those small fingers that lie in his,
trembling with a passion that is not for him.
"You are both very good to me," she says brokenly. "As to you, mammy,
that is an old story. But I really believe that there is nothing
disagreeable that you, too"--with a slight grateful pressure of the
lifeless hand that so slackly keeps possession of hers--"would not do
for me. But do not think me obstinate if I say that I think--I am
sure--that it would be better--that it would hurt him less--if I spoke
to him myself."
"It is not a question of what will hurt him least," cries Mrs. Le
Marchant, with an agony of impatience in her tone. "The thing to be
considered is what will hurt _you_ least. Mr. Burgoyne, am I not right?
Do tell her that I am! Ought not she to think of what will hurt her
least?"
But Jim is incapable of coming a second time to her rescue. His eyes are
painfully fastened upon Elizabeth, and he is watching the pain fall off,
as it were, from her face, and the light spread rosily over it. Some
instinct makes her withdraw that hand of hers which he has shown so
little eagerness to retain, ere she says, in a low but perfectly firm
voice:
"Well, then, I think it will hurt me least, too."
Five minutes later Jim has left the room--ostensibly to make
arrangements for his friend's arrival, in reality because he cannot
count upon his own self-control if he remain in it. The survivors of
Elizabeth Le Marchant's acquaintance remain undecapitated. The
widow-headed Life Guardsman and the baby-bodied cornet lie unregarded on
the table, while Elizabeth herself is stretched along the floor, with
her face pressed against her mother's knees. Jim has decided to sit up
for his friend. He is perfectly aware that neither will the two women go
to bed. But he has no desire that their vigil should be shared in
common. It is equally impossible to him to take part in the noisy mirth
of the rest of the hotel, which, having taken the place of their
measureless daylight ennui, now boils over in ebullient laughter, in
dancing, squeaking, and noisily scampering out of the public
drawing-room into the hall and up the stairs. It is not till the clamour
has declined, until, indeed, its total cessation tells him that the
promiscuous revellers have retired to their apartments, that he issues
from his, and takes possession of the now empty smoking-room, whence he
can hear more distinctly than from his own bedroom any noise of wheels
approaching the hotel. The wind has risen again, and it needs an ear
very finely pricked to dissever from its mad singing, and from the
storming of the frantic rain, any lesser and alien sound. What a
terrific night in which to be out on the raging sea! Worse even than
that one last week, when the _Moise_ broke her shaft, and tossed for
twenty-four hours at the mercy of the waves. Possibly the weather may
have already yesterday been so rough at Marseille as to prevent his
setting off. But the idea--at the first blush eagerly welcomed by
him--is dismissed from his mind almost as soon as entertained. If the
boat has started--and it is only under such heavy penalties that the
mail-boats do not start, that this contingency hardly ever occurs--Byng
will have started too. A terrific bang at the casement seems to come as
a comment upon this conviction. He will have started; but will he ever
arrive? It is said that in eight years during which they have been
running no catastrophe has ever sent one of this line of steamers to the
bottom; but yet they are cranky little craft, with engines too big for
them--built rather for speed than safety. The clock has struck, with a
repetition that seems strangely frequent through the sleeping house: 11,
11.30, 12, 12.30.
"I will give him half an hour more," says the watcher to himself, "and
then I will turn in."
Of this allotted half-hour only five minutes are yet left to run, when,
in a lull in the hurricane, the sound which Jim's hearing has been so
long stretched to catch--the sound of wheels on the gravel--is at length
audible. During the last two hours he has heard many phantom
wheels--many of those ghostly coaches that the wind drives shrieking
through the winter nights. But these are real ones. Before the drowsy
porter, nodding in his little den, can reach the hall-door, Jim has
opened it--opened it just in time to admit a man who, his pace still
further accelerated by the mighty hands of the pushing blast, is
bounding up the steps. If any doubt as to this person's identity
lingered in Jim's mind, his first words would dispel it.
"She is here? There is no mistake? She is here?"
"How late you are!" cries the other, apparently regarding the new
arrival's utterance more as an ejaculation than as a question expecting
or needing an answer. "Why are you so late? Did the engines break down?"
"She is here?" repeats Byng insistently, taking no notice of the queries
addressed to him. "You have not deceived me? For mercy's sake say that
you have not deceived me!"
"Why should I deceive you?" rejoins Jim impatiently. "Yes; certainly she
is here."
They are in the hall by now--the hall which, the Grand Hotel being
gasless, is lit by only one weak paraffin lamp, which the gust from the
door, necessarily still open to admit of the carrying in of the
traveller's bags and rugs, is making even more faint and flickering than
its wont.
"You must have had a fine tossing!"
"I believe you; they all thought we were going to make a dinner for the
fishes--ha, ha! All but I. I knew better. I knew that I could not come
to grief when _she_ had called me to her."
Byng's hat is rammed down over his brows, and his fur coat turned up so
high round his ears that it is impossible in the obscurity to see his
face; but there is something in the tone of his voice--a loud, wild
rollicking--that makes the idea cross Jim's mind that he has been
drinking. What a shock it will give to Elizabeth if, in her covert
vigil--he has no more doubt that she has been watching than that he has
been doing so himself--she overhears that thick, raised voice! Prompted
by this thought, he says hastily:
"Come into the dining-room. I told them to put something to eat for you
there."
Byng complies; and when they have reached the empty _salle a manger_,
whose whitewash looks weird and unnatural in the chill of the night, he
sends his hat skimming down one of the long tables, and, grasping both
Jim's hands in his, cries out, in the same loud tone of intoxicated
triumph:
"Oh, my dear old chap, how good it is to see your ugly old mug again! If
you had known--oh, if you had only known!--what I went through during
the twenty-four hours after I sent you that telegram, when through every
hour, through every minute and second of every hour, I said to myself,
'It may come _now_--my death-warrant may come _now_! In five minutes it
may have come!' But it did not, it did not! I ought to have known"--with
an accent of ecstasy--"that of her pitifulness she would relent at last.
She is infinitely pitiful, is not she? but I shall upbraid her a
little--oh, do not be afraid; it will be gently, _most_ gently--for
having kept me so long, so inhumanly long, upon my gridiron! I had
always"--breaking into a rather wild laugh--"something of a tenderness
for St. Lawrence, but during the last seven months I have loved him like
a brother!"
He goes on again, with scarcely a pause, or apparently any consciousness
of the unresponsive silence of his auditor:
"But what does it matter now?" beginning to stride about with his eyes
cast up to the beamed ceiling and his lifted hands locked
together--"what does it matter? 'After long grief and pain, to feel the
arms of my true love round me once again!' You may think that I word it
extravagantly," returning to Jim as he leans downcast and shocked upon
one of the chairs of the monotonous _table-d'hote_ row; "but in the hope
itself, the more than hope, there is nothing extravagant; you must own
that yourself. If she had not meant to put an end to my long agony, she
would not have sent for me; _not_ to stop me was to send for me."
"You are labouring under a mistake," says Jim coldly, and yet with an
inward quaking as to the effect that his words may produce; "she had not
the option of stopping you. By some accident I did not receive your
telegram till four hours ago. She could not have stopped you if she had
wished."
The idea, as I have already said, has occurred to Burgoyne that his
companion is under the influence of intoxication; but either this is not
the case, or the shock of the last words has the effect of instantly
sobering him.
"I--I--do not understand," he says in a voice out of which all the
insane exhilaration has been conjured as if by magic; "I do not follow
you. What do you mean?"
"I mean," replies Jim, in a matter-of-fact, level tone, meant to have a
calming effect upon his auditor, "that owing, I suppose, to my name
being spelt wrongly--Bourgouin instead of Burgoyne--your telegram was
given to someone else, and did not reach me till nine o'clock this
evening."
Byng puts up his hand to his throat, and, unfastening the collar of his
fur coat as if it were strangling him, throws back the coat itself. Now
that he sees him freed from enveloping wrap and concealing hat-brim, Jim
can realize the full amount of change and deterioration that are visible
in his appearance; can see how bloodshot his eyes are; how lined his
mouth; and how generally ravaged and dimmed his good looks.
"I am to understand, then, that--that she would have stopped my coming
if she could."
Jim is silent. He cannot answer that question with any certainty even to
himself.
"She would have escaped me again if she had had the chance! What am I
saying?"--with a sudden access of terror in his tone--"she may have
escaped me already! She may be gone! Tell me the truth--do not dare to
tell me anything but the bare truth. I saw that you hesitated when I
asked you whether she was really here. Is she gone?"
"Gone!" repeats Jim, with an exasperated jerk of the head towards the
window, against which the rain and wind are hurling themselves with
threefold rage, as if to recapture the victim just escaped them.
"To-night--in this storm? How likely! Come, be rational; try to keep
your head, and let us have a truce to this ranting. I give you my word
of honour that she is here, under this roof; asleep, I should hope, if
your bellowings have not awoke her."
The latter clause may perhaps come under the head of a pardonable
fiction; at all events, it has, despite its incivility, the desired
effect of soothing, to some extent, the agitation of him to whom it is
addressed.
"Asleep!" he repeats, while an ecstatic smile breaks over his handsome,
dissipated face. "Good angels guard her slumbers! But"--with a rather
ominous return of excitement--"are you sure that she _is_ asleep--that
she has gone to bed yet? They used to sit up very late in Florence
sometimes. If she has not gone to bed, why should not I see her; why
should not I fall at her feet _now_--to-night?"
"My dear boy," rejoins Jim, with a praiseworthy attempt to answer this
modest and sensible proposal with patient good-humour, "have you any
idea what time it is? I should have thought it might have occurred even
to you that 1.30 A.M. is scarcely a suitable hour for paying a morning
call! Do not be a fool! Pull yourself together. I swear to you that she
has every intention of seeing you to-morrow. Come"--trying to
laugh--"you will not have long to wait! It is to-morrow already; and,
meantime, sit down and eat something; you must be as empty as a drum."
But to this prudent if homely counsel Byng opposes an obstinate
negation, adorned with excited asseverations that food shall never cross
his lips until they have pastured upon his lady's pardoning hand.
The same prohibition does not, however, apparently apply to drink, as he
pours more than half the bottle of happily not very potent wine,
prepared for his refreshment, into a tumbler, and tosses it off at a
draught. He offers an even stouter refusal to Burgoyne's suggestion that
he should go to bed; and as he utters it a flash of cunning suspicion
comes into his eyes, shocking his friend with a gleam as of possible and
scarcely latent madness. Across the latter's brain darts the query,
which had proposed itself more than once to him last spring at Florence:
"Is there insanity in Byng's blood"
Not certainly on the distaff side, the side of his eminently sane and
wholesome mother; but can he be throwing back to some distempered
ancestor?
"What security have I if I go to bed that she will not steal away from
me in the night? It was in the night--almost in the night--that she
stole away from me before."
From this logic it is impossible to move him; and although, with some
return to his old sweet-natured kindliness of manner, he begs his friend
not to think it necessary to keep him company, yet the latter is far too
ill at ease as to his condition, both of mind and body, to comply.
The porter, having drawn the natural inference that as soon as the
traveller has refreshed his body he will wish to retire to rest, has put
out the lights in the smoking-room; the _salle a manger_ is therefore
the only room in the hotel where lamps still burn, and in it the two men
spend the dreary remaining hours of the night, Byng walking up and down
like a captive beast, frequently going to the door, opening it, putting
his head out into the darkness, and listening suspiciously if,
perchance, he may hear the footfall of Elizabeth fleeing away from him
even through the hurricane. As the time goes on, his restlessness
increases rather than diminishes. Jim has vainly tried to distract his
thoughts by putting questions to him as to his pursuits and companions
since their last parting--by inquiries as to the extent and direction of
his travels.
Did he get as far as Palestine? How long is it since he left Cairo? etc.
But to all his interrogations Byng gives brief and unsatisfactory
answers, putting a final stop to them by breaking out excitedly:
"Why do you go on questioning me as to where I have been, and what I
have done? I tell you I have been nowhere, and done nothing; I believe
that my body has been here and there, but my soul has been nowhere; it
has been lying dead! Would you expect a man who has been lying six
months in his coffin to give you a catalogue of his adventures? My soul
has been dead, I tell you--dead and putrescent. What is the use of
putting me through a catechism about its doings?"
Before the long-delaying dawn shows its pale profile upon the deep
obscurity, it seems to Jim as if six midwinter nights must have pieced
themselves end to end. But it comes at last; and at last also, by dint
of strenuous representations to his companion as to how unfit he is, in
his present travel-stained and disordered condition, to offer himself to
Elizabeth's eyes, he induces him to let himself be led to the bedroom
prepared overnight for him, and to refresh himself with a bath and a
change of clothes. Even this concession he obtains only in exchange for
an exacted promise to seek out Elizabeth at the earliest possible hour
at which she may be presumed accessible, and urgently to entreat of her
an instant interview with his friend.
Jim feels that he is keeping his word handsomely when, not a minute
later than nine o'clock, he finds himself knocking at the door of the Le
Marchants' apartment--that door with which of late his knuckles have
grown so pleasantly and friendlily familiar. It is opened to him by
Elizabeth herself, and he follows her silently through the ante-room
into the little _salon_. Arrived there, he looks mournfully round with a
sort of feeling as of taking farewell of the familiar objects.
It is impossible that Elizabeth can have spent the just-past stormy
night in gathering flowers, and yet the flowers have a freshened air.
She must have been carefully rearranging them. The bits of brocade, too,
the Turkish embroideries, the _haiks_, and the praying-carpets, wear a
more festal appearance than usual. The little room looks decked as if
for a gala. His jealous fancy cannot but admit that Elizabeth herself is
dressed in her ordinary morning gown, but even over it some holiday
transmutation has passed. He cannot trust himself to verify whether that
holiday look is on her face too.
"He has come; you know that, I suppose?"
"Yes."
What a catch in her breath! He must steal a glance at her. She will
think it unnatural if he does not; and perhaps his eye may not be
offended by so much radiance as he feared. In her voice there was
something not very distant from a sob. The result of his glance shows
itself in what sounds like a reproach.
"I do not believe that you went to bed at all."
"Yes, I did! yes, I did!" hurrying away eagerly from the subject of
herself, as from something irrelevant and importunate; "and--he--how is
he? How does he look? Had not he a dreadful crossing? Does he want to
see me? to see me soon? to-day?"
There is such a breathless passion in her tone, coupled with something
so apologetic for putting her questions to him, that his heart, hitherto
half touched, half angered by the pathos of her little preparations,
melts wholly towards her.
"Of course he wants to see you--wants it very, very much," replies he;
and, to his credit, replies without any harshness marring the cordial
kindness of his tone. "As much as"--with a rather melancholy smile--"you
want to see him. No, do not be angry. Why should not you wish to see
each other?"
"Oh, there is every reason!" cries she miserably--"the same reason that
there always was. But"--with rising agitation--"where is it to be? How
soon? When does he wish it?"
"He is waiting outside now."
She starts painfully.
"_Now!_ Oh, poor fellow! we must not keep him waiting; and
yet"--stretching out her hand in detention--"tell me, before he comes
in--tell me, is he changed? Is he? Is he the same as he was?"
Jim hesitates, and the painful perplexity written on his brow is misread
by her.
"You are vexed with me for teasing you with so many tiresome questions.
Oh, forgive me! I ought not to take advantage of your kindness; but we
have grown to depend upon you so; and I will promise not to worry you
with any other, if you will only answer me this one. Is he changed--much
changed?"
"I am afraid," replies Jim, with the slowness of one who is trying to
convey unpleasant tidings in the least unpleasant terms, "that you must
be prepared to find him a good deal altered."
"Altered! How?"
"I do not quite know how to describe it"--uneasily--"but you must not be
shocked if you find him a good deal changed in looks; and he is--he
seems, in a very excited state."
She makes a clutch at his hand.
"Do you mean"--her voice has sunk to a horror-struck whisper--"that he
is--mad?"
"Mad! Oh, of course not," with a strained laugh; "you must not jump to
such conclusions. But I do not think he is quite himself, that is all.
He looks as if he had not eaten or slept for a fortnight; and if you
play such tricks as that with yourself, you must expect to get a little
off your balance."
She is still terrifiedly clutching his hand, though with no
consciousness of doing so, nor that the fingers so tightly gripped by
her are not made of dry stick.
"You must not look so frightened," he says soothingly. "I would not have
said anything to you, only that I thought it better you should be
prepared--that it should not take you quite by surprise; and also
because I wanted to give you a hint, that you might be a little careful
what you say to him, or, at all events, how you say it."
Still she does not speak, and there is scarcely any diminution of the
horror of her look.
"If you do not mind, I think it would be as well to have someone within
call, if he--he--became--unreasonable."
"Do you think," she asks, with a sort of scorn, "that I am afraid of
him--afraid for myself?"
"No, that I am sure you are not; but I cannot shake off the idea
that--poor fellow!--he may be on the verge of some grave illness; and in
that sort of case one never knows what may happen. So, if you do not
mind----"
"As you please," she answers, docile even now. "Do as you think best;
and will you tell him that I am ready to see him?"
The misgivings with which Jim complies with this request are not much
allayed by the manner and voice of him who receives it, and who has been
raging up and down the narrow corridor.
"She will not see me, I suppose?"
"On the contrary, she will see you now. But stay!" catching him by the
arm as he springs past him. "One moment! For God's sake control
yourself! Behave like a gentleman. Do not make her a scene; she is not
up to it."
Byng's answer is to fling resentfully away the detaining hand of his
Mentor, while he says, with a furious look coming into his bloodshot
eyes:
"What do you mean by keeping me here, preaching to me, while _she_ is
waiting for me?"
The rudeness of both words and actions is so unlike the real Byng, that
it is with an even more sinking spirit than before that Jim follows him
with his eyes as he passes out of sight into the _salon_. As soon as the
door is shut behind him, he himself takes up the position he had
suggested in the ante-room.
CHAPTER IX.
There are few things more trying to an active-minded person than to sit
occupationless, vaguely waiting. At first, it is true, the keenness of
Jim's alarm prevents his feeling the ennui which would be the natural
result of his situation. Poignantly anxious questions succeed each other
in his mind. Has he had any right to permit the interview at all? How
far is Byng accountable for his actions? What chance is there that his
already rocking reason will stand the shock of a meeting which, even in
his sanest moments, would have so wildly excited him? And if not, what
may be the consequences? Grisly headings of newspaper paragraphs write
themselves in the air before him--"Homicidal Mania," "Murder and
Suicide."
The details of a tragic story which, illustrated by sensational
woodcuts, he had idly read a day or two ago in a venerable _Police
News_, left lying on the smoking-room table, recur to his memory. It was
a tale of a groom who, in an access of jealous madness, had shot a
scullion sweetheart through the head, and then blown his own brains out.
The tale had made but little impression on him at the time--unhappily,
it is scarcely possible to take up a journal without the eye alighting
upon some such--but it comes back to him now with terrifying vividness.
What security is there that such tragedies may be confined to grooms and
kitchen-maids? How does he know that Byng has not a revolver hidden in
his breast-pocket? How can he tell that he is not at this very moment
drawing it out? He (Jim) ought to have made sure, before exposing her to
such a peril, that the danger was minimized by Byng's being weaponless.
Is it too late to make sure of that even now?
He takes one step towards the _salon_ door, then hastily retraces it.
Pooh! he is growing as mad as Byng. They will come out and find him
eavesdropping.
He retreats to the table, which is at the greatest distance allowed by
the room's narrow enceinte from the scene of the drama whose
_denouement_ he is expecting, and, sitting down, takes up a book. It
happens to be Elizabeth's Italian exercise-book, and the sight of it
conjures up before his memory her forlorn figure stooping disconsolately
over the page, wrapped in her brown furs, as he had seen it on that
rainy night that seems now so distant. He had pitied her for being
lonely then. Well, whatever else she may be, she is not lonely now.
He catches his breath. It is quite a quarter of an hour since he began
his watch. How quiet they are! There is a murmur of voices, but there is
nothing that in the least indicates violence. Before his eyes there
flashes in grotesque recollection the hideous picture in the _Police
News_ which illustrates the high words with which the catastrophe of the
groom and kitchenmaid had been heralded. He has been making a mountain
out of a mole-hill; has been exaggerating his friend's emotional
temperament, naturally further heightened by sleeplessness and want of
food, into incipient insanity. If he were mad, or at all tending that
way, would he be talking in the low rational key which he obviously must
be? It is evident that her presence, her eye, her--yes, what more
likely?--her touch have soothed and conjured away what of excessive or
perilous there was in his emotion.
They have been together half an hour now. All danger is certainly over.
Why should he any longer continue his officious and needless
watch?--superfluously spying upon them?
Relieved as to what he had thought his worst fear, and yet with an
uncommon bitterness about his heart, he turns to withdraw, and his hand
is already on the lock of the door which leads into the corridor, when
suddenly, without any warning, there reaches his ear the noise of a
loud, crashing fall, followed--accompanied, rather--by a piercing
scream.
In infinitely less than a second he finds himself on his knees beside
the prostrate body of Byng, who, with blood pouring from his forehead,
is stretched upon the floor of the _salon_. Even at this second there
flashes upon him, ludicrous and dreadful, the memory of the _Police
News_. This scene has a grotesque likeness to the final one of the groom
and kitchenmaid series, only that in the present case the heroine,
instead of staggering backward with the top of her head flying up to the
ceiling, is hanging unharmed over her fallen lover.
"Are you hurt?" cries Jim in frantic anxiety, looking at her across the
prostrate figure, and unable to eradicate from his mind the revolver
idea. "Did he hit you? I did not hear a shot."
"Oh no, no! but he," fetching her breath in terrible gasps, and hanging
over the bleeding man with that utter abandonment of all disguise, in
which a great naked grief sweeps away our sophistications--"he is dead!"
"Oh no, he is not," answers Jim hastily, tearing open Byng's waistcoat
and laying his hand upon his heart. "He has only fainted. Get some
water! Have you got any salts? No; do not lift his head"--seeing that
she is agonizedly trying to raise his prone head and rest it upon her
knees--"he had better be as flat as he can. Quick, some water!"
She does not need to be twice told. In an instant she has sprung to the
table, and brought thence the china jug out of which she is wont to
water her flowers, and also the big cut-glass bottle of smelling-salts
with which Jim has often seen poor Mrs. Le Marchant solacing herself
when racked with that neuralgic headache which means worry. He splashes
water out of the one upon Byng's ashy face, and holds the other to his
pale nostrils; while Elizabeth, once more flinging herself upon her
knees, wipes the blood from his temples with her little useless gossamer
inch of handkerchief.
"How did it happen?" asks Jim rapidly. "What did he do to himself?"
The heads of the two ministrants are very close to each other as they
bend together over the swooned youth. Jim can see a little smear of
Byng's blood upon one of her white cheeks. The sight gives him a
shudder. Byng seems to have made her more his own by that gory baptism
than by all his frenzied vows and tears.
"Oh, I do not know," she answers, still fetching both breath and words
with difficulty. "He was standing up, and he seemed quite right; and
then, all of a sudden, in a minute, he went down like a log, and hit his
forehead against the sharp corner of the table"--with a convulsive
shiver at the recollection. "I ought to have saved him! I ought; but I
was not quick enough. I stood stock-still, and now he is dead! You say
that he is not; but I am sure he is dead!"
"Oh no, nonsense! he is not," replies Jim brusquely, thinking a certain
harshness of manner the best recipe for her. "He is alive, sure enough;
and as for the cut on his forehead, now that you have wiped the blood
away, you can see for yourself that it is not at all a deep one. It is
merely a big scratch. I have often had a worse out hunting from a
bramble, in jumping through a hedge. Oh, Mrs. Le Marchant, here you are!
That is all right. We have had an accident, you see. He has fallen down
in a faint, and given himself a bit of a knock. That is all; do not be
frightened. It looks worse than it is--Oh, M. Cipriani, vous voila!
Envoyez chercher un medecin tout de suite! Il y a un M. Crump"--catching
in his destitution at the thought of even Sybilla's objectionable
friend.
But hereupon half a dozen voices--for by this time even more than that
number of inmates of the hotel have thronged into the little room--raise
themselves to pronounce another name--the name of one who both stands
higher in medical fame and is more quickly procurable. In search of him
Zameth, the porter, is instantly despatched, and meanwhile about the
inanimate body sympathizers stand three deep, until reluctantly
dispersed by a hint of a nature so broad as not to be misunderstood from
Jim, to the effect that the patient would have a better chance of coming
to himself if he were allowed to have a breath of air. By the time the
doctor arrives--there is some small delay before he appears--all are got
rid of, and, Mrs. Le Marchant having gone to give directions for having
Jim's room arranged for the sick man, both because it is on the
ground-floor and also of a better size than that allotted to him, Jim
and Elizabeth are once again left _tete-a-tete_.
Once again they kneel on either side of the prone figure. How dreadfully
dead and how extravagantly long it looks! Once again he sees that
blood-smear on her face. It is just above her one dimple, and stands out
in ghastly incongruity over that little pitfall for love and laughter.
How passionately he wishes that he might ask her to go and wash it off!
If he did she would not hear him. She has no ears left, no eyes, no
sense, save for that livid face, splashed with the water which has not
brought him back to life, and with the red drops still slowly trickling
from the wound on his brow, and which have stained here and there the
damp tendrils of his hair--for that livid face and for the flaccid
hands, which she rubs between her own with an ever more terrified
energy, as he still gives no sign of returning consciousness.
By-and-by he is taken out of her custody. She is robbed even of the
wretched satisfaction of chafing his poor senseless fingers. On the
arrival of the doctor he is carried off, and laid upon the bed that has
been made ready for him. She follows them miserably as they bear him
staggeringly across the hall--a powerfully-built young man of over six
feet high, in the perfect inertness of syncope, is no light weight--and
looks hungrily over the threshold of the bedroom; but when she attempts
to cross it Jim puts her gently back.
"No, dear, no!" he says. (He is almost sure afterwards that for that
once in his life he calls her "dear.") "You had better not. We think he
is coming round, and if you are the first person he sees when he comes
to himself it might be bad for him--might hurt him. You would not hurt
him, would you?"
"No, I would not hurt him," she answers slowly. And so turns in her
utter tractableness, and goes away meekly without a word.
* * * * *
It is evening again now, almost the same hour at which Jim and Elizabeth
were beheading photographs twenty-four hours ago. Twenty-four hours! It
feels more like twenty-four years. This is what he says to himself as he
once again opens the door of the Le Marchants' apartment. It is the
first time during the whole day, except to snatch a couple of mouthfuls
of food, that he has left Byng's side; and it is only due to the fact
that Mrs. Le Marchant is supplying his place, and has sent him on a
message to her daughter, that he has quitted his post. He knows that she
has meant to do him a kindness in despatching him upon this errand; but
he is not sure that it is one.