Chapter 12

It was a time of new things--that winter when I saw the end of my

fifteenth year. Then I began to enjoy the finer humours of life in

Faraway--to see with understanding; and by God's grace--to feel.

The land of play and fear and fable was now far behind me and I had

begun to feel the infinite in the ancient forest' in the everlasting

hills, in the deep of heaven, in all the ways of men. Hope Brower was

now near woman grown. She had a beauty of face and form that was the

talk of the countryside. I have travelled far and seen many a fair face

hut never one more to my eye. I have heard men say she was like a girl

out of a story-book those days.

Late years something had come between us. Long ago we had fallen out of

each other's confidence, and ever since she had seemed to shun me. It

was the trip in the sledgehouse that' years after, came up between us

and broke our childish intimacy. Uncle Be had told, before company, how

she had kissed me that day and bespoke me for a husband, and while the

others laughed loudly she had gone out of the room crying. She would

have little to say to me then. I began to play with boys and she with

girls. And it made me miserable to hear the boys a bit older than I

gossip of her beauty and accuse each other of the sweet disgrace of

love.

But I must hasten to those events in Faraway that shaped our destinies.

And first comes that memorable night when I had the privilege

of escorting Hope to the school lyceum where the argument of Jed

Feary--poet of the hills--fired my soul with an ambition that has

remained with me always.

Uncle Be suggested that I ask Hope to go with me.

'Prance right up to her,' he said, 'an' say you'd be glad of the

pleasure of her company.

It seemed to me a very dubious thing to do. I looked thoughtful and

turned red in the face.

'Young man,' he continued, 'the boy thet's 'fraid o' women'll never hev

whiskers.'

'How's that?' I enquired.

'Be scairt t' death,' he answered,' 'fore they've hed time t' start

Ye want t' step right up t' the rack jes' if ye'd bought an' paid fer

yerself an' was proud o' yer bargain.'

I took his advice and when I found Hope alone in the parlour I came and

asked her, very awkwardly as I now remember, to go with me.

She looked at me, blushing, and said she would ask her mother.

And she did, and we walked to the schoolhouse together that evening, her

hand holding my arm, timidly, the most serious pair that ever struggled

with the problem of deportment on such an occasion. I was oppressed with

a heavy sense of responsibility in every word I uttered.

Ann Jane Foster, known as 'Scooter Jane', for her rapid walk and stiff

carriage, met us at the corners on her way to the schoolhouse.

'Big turn out I guess,' said she. 'Jed Feary 'n' Squire Town is comin'

over from Jingleville an' all the big guns'll be there. I love t' hear

Jed Feary speak, he's so techin'.'

Ann Jane was always looking around for some event likely to touch her

feelings. She went to every funeral in Faraway and, when sorrow was

scarce in her own vicinity, journeyed far in quest of it.

'Wouldn't wonder 'f the fur flew when they git t' going',' she remarked,

and then hurried on, her head erect, her body motionless, her legs

flying. Such energy as she gave to the pursuit of mourning I have never

seen equalled in any other form of dissipation.

The schoolhouse was nearly full of people when we came in. The big boys

were wrestling in the yard; men were lounging on the rude seats, inside,

idly discussing crops and cattle and lapsing into silence, frequently,

that bore the signs both of expectancy and reflection. Young men

and young women sat together on one side of the house whispering and

giggling. Alone among them was the big and eccentric granddaughter of

Mrs Bisnette, who was always slapping some youngster for impertinence.

Jed Feary and Squire Town sat together behind a pile of books, both

looking very serious. The long hair and beard of the old poet were now

white and his form bent with age. He came over and spoke to us and

took a curl of Hope's hair in his stiffened fingers and held it to the

lamplight.

'What silky gold!' he whispered.' 'S a skein o' fate, my dear girl!'

Suddenly the schoolteacher rapped on the desk and bade us come to order

and Ransom Walker was called to the chair.

'Thet there is talent in Faraway township,' he said, having reluctantly

come to the platform, 'and talent of the very highest order, no one can

deny who has ever attended a lyceum at the Howard schoolhouse. I see

evidences of talent in every face before me. And I wish to ask what are

the two great talents of the Yankee--talents that made our forefathers

famous the world over? I pause for an answer.'

He had once been a schoolmaster and that accounted for his didactic

style.

'What are the two great talents of the Yankee?' he repeated, his hands

clasped before him.

'Doughnuts an' pie,' said Uncle Be who sat in a far corner.

'No sir,' Mr Walker answered, 'there's some hev a talent fer sawin'

wood, but we don't count that. It's war an' speakin', they are the two

great talents of the Yankee. But his greatest talent is the gift o'

gab. Give him a chance t' talk it over with his enemy an' he'll lick 'im

without a fight. An' when his enemy is another Yankee--why, they both

git licked, jest as it was in the case of the man thet sold me lightnin'

rods. He was sorry he done it before I got through with him. If we did

not encourage this talent in our sons they would be talked to death by

our daughters. Ladies and gentlemen, it gives me pleasure t' say that

the best speakers in Faraway township have come here t' discuss the

important question:

'Resolved, that intemperance has caused more misery than war?

'I call upon Moses Tupper to open for the affirmative.'

Moses, as I have remarked, had a most unlovely face with a thin and

bristling growth of whiskers. In giving him features Nature had been

generous to a fault. He had a large red nose, and a mouth vastly too

big for any proper use. It was a mouth fashioned for odd sayings. He was

well to do and boasted often that he was a self-made man. Uncle Be used

to say that if Mose Tupper had had the 'makin' uv himself he'd oughter

done it more careful.'

I remember not much of the speech he made, but the picture of him, as

he rose on tiptoe and swung his arms like a man fighting bees, and his

drawling tones are as familiar as the things of yesterday.

'Gentlemen an' ladies,' said he presently, 'let me show you a pictur'.

It is the drunkard's child. It is hungry an' there ain't no food in its

home. The child is poorer'n a straw-fed hoss. 'Tain't hed a thing t' eat

since day before yistiddy. Pictur' it to yourselves as it comes cryin'

to its mother an' says:

'“Ma! Gi' me a piece o' bread an' butter.”

'She covers her face with her apron an' says she, “There am none left,

my child.”

'An' bime bye the child comes agin' an' holds up its poor little han's

an' says: “Ma! please gi' me a piece O' cake.”

'An' she goes an' looks out O' the winder, er mebbe pokes the fire, an'

says: “There am' none left, my child.”

'An' bime bye it comes agin' an' it says: “Please gi' me a little piece

O' pie.”

'An' she mebbe flops into a chair an' says, sobbin', “There ain' none

left, my child.”

'No pie! Now, Mr Chairman!' exclaimed the orator, as he lifted both

hands high above his head, 'If this ain't misery, in God's name, what is

it?

'Years ago, when I was a young man, Mr President, I went to a dance one

night at the village of Migleyville. I got a toothache, an' the Devil

tempted me with whiskey, an' I tuk one glass an' then another an' purty

soon I began t' thank I was a mighty hefty sort of a character, I did,

an' I stud on a corner an' stumped everybody t' fight with me, an'

bime bye an accomanodatin' kind of a chap come along, an' that's all I

remember O' what happened. When I come to, my coat tails had been tore

off, I'd lost one leg O' my trousers, a bran new silver watch, tew

dollars in money, an a pair O' spectacles. When I stud up an' tried t'

realise what hed happened I felt jes' like a blind rooster with only one

leg an' no tail feathers.'

A roar of laughter followed these frank remarks of Mr Tupper and broke

into a storm of merriment when Uncle Eb rose and said:

'Mr President, I hope you see that the misfortunes of our friend was due

t' war, an' not to intemperance.'

Mr Tupper was unhorsed. For some minutes he stood helpless or shaking

with the emotion that possessed all. Then he finished lamely and sat

down.

The narrowness of the man that saw so much where there was so little

in his own experience and in the trivial events of his own township was

what I now recognise as most valuable to the purpose of this history.

It was a narrowness that covered a multitude of people in St Lawrence

county in those days.

Jed Feary was greeted with applause and then by respectful silence when

he rose to speak. The fame of his verse and his learning had gone far

beyond the narrow boundaries of the township in which he lived. It was

the biggest thing in the county. Many a poor sinner who had gone out of

Faraway to his long home got his first praise in the obituary poem by

Jed Feary. These tributes were generally published in the county paper

and paid for by the relatives of the deceased at the rate of a dollar

a day for the time spent on them, or by a few days of board and lodging

glory and consolation that was, alas! too cheap, as one might see by a

glance at his forlorn figure. I shall never forget the courtly manner,

so strangely in contrast with the rude deportment of other men in that

place, with which he addressed the chairman and the people. The drawling

dialect of the vicinity that flavoured his conversation fell from him

like a mantle as he spoke and the light in his soul shone upon that

little company a great light, as I now remember, that filled me with

burning thoughts of the world and its mighty theatre of action. The way

of my life lay clear before me, as I listened, and its days of toil and

the sweet success my God has given me, although I take it humbly and

hold it infinitely above my merit. I was to get learning and seek some

way of expressing what was in me.

It would ill become me to try to repeat the words of this venerable

seer, but he showed that intemperance was an individual sin, while war

was a national evil. That one meant often the ruin of a race; the other

the ruin of a family; that one was as the ocean, the other as a single

drop in its waters. And he told us of the fall of empires and the

millions that had suffered the oppression of the conqueror and perished

by the sword since Agamemnon.

After the debate a young lady read a literary paper full of clumsy

wit, rude chronicles of the countryside, essays on 'Spring', and like

topics--the work of the best talent of Faraway. Then came the decision,

after which the meeting adjourned.

At the door some other boys tried 'to cut me out'. I came through the

noisy crowd, however, with Hope on my arm and my heart full of a great

happiness.

'Did you like it?' she asked.

'Very much,' I answered.

'What did you enjoy most?'

'Your company,' I said, with a fine air of gallantry.

'Honestly?'

'Honestly. I want to take you to Rickard's sometime?'

That was indeed a long cherished hope.

'Maybe I won't let you,' she said.

'Wouldn't you?'

'You'd better ask me sometime and see.'

'I shall. I wouldn't ask any other girl.'

'Well,' she added, with a sigh, 'if a boy likes one girl I don't think

he ought to have anything to do with other girls. I hate a flirt.'

I happened to hear a footfall in the snow behind us, and looking back

saw Ann Jane Foster going slow in easy hearing. She knew all, as we soon

found out.

'I dew jes love t' see young folks enjoy themselves,' said she, 'it's

entrancin'.'

Coming in at our gate I saw a man going over the wall back of the big

stables. The house was dark.

'Did you see the night man?' Elizabeth Brower whispered as I lit the

lamp. 'Went through the garden just now. I've been watching him here at

the window.'

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