Chapter 8

Of all that long season of snow, I remember most pleasantly the days

that were sweetened with the sugar-making. When the sun was lifting his

course in the clearing sky, and March had got the temper of the lamb,

and the frozen pulses of the forest had begun to stir, the great kettle

was mounted in the yard and all gave a hand to the washing of spouts and

buckets. Then came tapping time, in which I helped carry the buckets and

tasted the sweet flow that followed the auger's wound. The woods were

merry with our shouts, and, shortly, one could hear the heart-beat

of the maples in the sounding bucket. It was the reveille of spring.

Towering trees shook down the gathered storms of snow and felt for the

sunlight. The arch and shanty were repaired, the great iron kettle was

scoured and lifted to its place, and then came the boiling. It was a

great, an inestimable privilege to sit on the robes of faded fur, in the

shanty, and hear the fire roaring under the kettle and smell the sweet

odour of the boiling sap. Uncle Eb minded the shanty and the fire and

the woods rang with his merry songs. When I think of that phase of the

sugaring, I am face to face with one of the greatest perils of my life.

My foster father had consented to let me spend a night with Uncle Eb in

the shanty, and I was to sleep on the robes, where he would be beside

me when he was not tending the fire. It had been a mild, bright day, and

David came up with our supper at sunset. He sat talking with Uncle Eb

for an hour or so, and the woods were darkling when he went away.

When he started on the dark trail that led to the clearing, I wondered

at his courage--it was so black beyond the firelight. While we sat alone

I plead for a story, but the thoughts of Uncle Eb had gone to roost

early in a sort of gloomy meditation.

'Be still, my boy,' said he, 'an' go t' sleep. I ain't agoin' t' tell no

yarns an' git ye all stirred up. Ye go t' sleep. Come mornin' we'll go

down t' the brook an' see if we can't find a mink or tew 'n the traps.'

I remember hearing a great crackling of twigs in the dark wood before

I slept. As I lifted my head, Uncle Eb whispered, 'Hark!' and we both

listened. A bent and aged figure came stalking into the firelight.

His long white hair mingled with his beard and covered his coat collar

behind.

'Don't be scairt,' said Uncle Eb. ''Tain' no bear. It's nuthin' but a

poet.'

I knew him for a man who wandered much and had a rhyme for everyone--a

kindly man with a reputation for laziness and without any home.

'Bilin', eh?' said the poet

'Bilin',' said Uncle Eb.

'I'm bilin' over 'n the next bush,' said the poet, sitting down.

'How's everything in Jingleville?' Uncle Eb enquired.

Then the newcomer answered:

'Well, neighbour dear, in Jingleville

We live by faith but we eat our fill;

An' what w'u'd we do if it wa'n't fer prayer?

Fer we can't raise a thing but whiskers an' hair.'

'Cur'us how you can talk po'try,' said Uncle Eb. 'The only thing I've

got agin you is them whiskers an' thet hair. 'Tain't Christian.'

''Tain't what's on the head, but what's in it--thet's the important

thing,' said the poet. 'Did I ever tell ye what I wrote about the

birds?'

'Don' know's ye ever did,' said Uncle Eb, stirring his fire.

'The boy'll like it, mebbe,' said he, taking a dirty piece of paper out

of his pocket and holding it to the light.

The poem interested me, young as I was, not less than the strange figure

of the old poet who lived unknown in the backwoods, and who died, I dare

say, with many a finer song in his heart. I remember how he stood in

the firelight and chanted the words in a sing-song tone. He gave us that

rude copy of the poem, and here it is:

THE ROBIN'S WEDDING

Young robin red breast hed a beautiful nest an' he says to his love says he:

It's ready now on a rocking bough

In the top of a maple tree.

I've lined it with down an' the velvet brown on the waist of a bumble-bee.

They were married next day, in the land o' the hay, the lady bird an' he.

The bobolink came an' the wife o' the same

An' the lark an' the fiddle de dee.

An' the crow came down in a minister gown--there was nothing

that he didn't see.

He fluttered his wing as they ast him to sing an' he tried fer t' clear

out his throat;

He hemmed an' he hawed an' be hawked an' he cawed

But he couldn't deliver a note.

The swallow was there an' he ushered each pair with his linsey an'

claw hammer coat.

The bobolink tried fer t' flirt with the bride in a way thet was sassy

an' bold.

An' the notes that he took as he shivered an' shook

Hed a sound like the jingle of gold.

He sat on a briar an' laughed at the choir an' said thet the music was old.

The sexton he came--Mr Spider by name--a citizen hairy and grey.

His rope in a steeple, he called the good people

That live in the land o' the hay.

The ants an' the squgs an' the crickets an' bugs--came out in a

mighty array.

Some came down from Barleytown an' the neighbouring city o' Rye.

An' the little black people they climbed every steeple

An' sat looking up at the sky.

They came fer t' see what a wedding might be an' they

furnished the cake an' the pie.

I remember he turned to me when he had finished and took one of my small

hands and held it in his hard palm and looked at it and then into my

face.

'Ah, boy!' he said, 'your way shall lead you far from here, and you

shall get learning and wealth and win--victories.'

'What nonsense are you talking, Jed Ferry?' said Uncle Eb.

'O, you all think I'm a fool an' a humbug, 'cos I look it. Why, Eben

Holden, if you was what ye looked, ye'd be in the presidential chair.

Folks here 'n the valley think o' nuthin' but hard work--most uv 'em,

an' I tell ye now this boy ain't a goin' t' be wuth putty on a farm.

Look a' them slender hands.

'There was a man come to me the other day an' wanted t' hev a poem 'bout

his wife that hed jes' died. I ast him t' tell me all 'bout her.

'“Wall,” said he, after he had scratched his head an' thought a minute,

“she was a dretful good woman t' work.”

'“Anything else?” I asked.

'He thought agin fer a minute.

'“Broke her leg once,” he said, “an' was laid up fer more'n a year.”

“Must o' suffered,” said I.

'“Not then,” he answered. “Ruther enjoyed it layin' abed an' readin' an'

bein' rubbed, but 'twas hard on the children.”

'“S'pose ye loved her,” I said.

'Then the tears come into his eyes an' he couldn't speak fer a minute.

Putty soon he whispered “Yes” kind o' confidential. 'Course he loved

her, but these Yankees are ashamed o' their feelin's. They hev tender

thoughts, but they hide 'em as careful as the wild goose hides her eggs.

I wrote a poem t' please him, an' goin' home I made up one fer myself,

an 'it run 'bout like this:

O give me more than a life, I beg,

That finds real joy in a broken leg.

Whose only thought is t' work an' save

An' whose only rest is in the grave.

Saving an' scrimping from day to day

While its best it has squandered an' flung away

Fer a life like that of which I tell

Would rob me quite o' the dread o' hell.

'Toil an' slave an' scrimp an' save--thet's 'bout all we think uv 'n

this country. 'Tain't right, Holden.'

'No, 'tain't right,' said Uncle Eb.

'I know I'm a poor, mis'rable critter. Kind o' out o' tune with

everybody I know. Alwus quarrelled with my own folks, an' now I ain't

got any home. Someday I'm goin' t' die in the poorhouse er on the ground

under these woods. But I tell ye'--here he spoke in a voice that grew

loud with feeling--'mebbe I've been lazy, as they say, but I've got more

out o' my life than any o' these fools. And someday God'll honour me far

above them. When my wife an' I parted I wrote some lines that say well

my meaning. It was only a log house we had, but this will show what

I got out of it.' Then he spoke the lines, his voice trembling with

emotion.

'O humble home! Thou hadst a secret door

Thro' which I looked, betimes, with wondering eye

On treasures that no palace ever wore

But now--goodbye!

In hallowed scenes what feet have trod thy stage!

The babe, the maiden, leaving home to wed

The young man going forth by duty led

And faltering age.

Thou hadst a magic window broad and high

The light and glory of the morning shone

Thro' it, however dark the day had grown,

Or bleak the sky.

'I know Dave Brower's folks hev got brains an' decency, but when thet

boy is old enough t' take care uv himself, let him git out o' this

country. I tell ye he'll never make a farmer, an' if he marries an'

settles down here he'll git t' be a poet, mebbe, er some such shif'less

cuss, an' die in the poorhouse. Guess I better git back t' my bilin'

now. Good-night,' he added, rising and buttoning his old coat as he

walked away.

'Sing'lar man!' Uncle Eli exclaimed, thoughtfully, 'but anyone thet

picks him up fer a fool'll find him a counterfeit.'

Young as I was, the rugged, elemental power of the old poet had somehow

got to my heart and stirred my imagination. It all came not fully to my

understanding until later. Little by little it grew upon me, and what an

effect it had upon my thought and life ever after I should not dare to

estimate. And soon I sought out the 'poet of the hills,' as they called

him, and got to know and even to respect him in spite of his unlovely

aspect.

Uncle Eb skimmed the boiling sap, put more wood on the fire and came and

pulled off his boots and lay down beside me under the robe. And, hearing

the boil of the sap and the crackle of the burning logs in the arch, I

soon went asleep.

I remember feeling Uncle Eb's hand upon my cheek, and how I rose and

stared about me in the fading shadows of a dream as he shook me gently.

'Wake up, my boy,' said he. 'Come, we mus' put fer home.'

The fire was out. The old man held a lantern as he stood before me, the

blaze flickering. There was a fearsome darkness all around.

'Come, Willy, make haste,' he whispered, as I rubbed my eyes. 'Put on

yer boots, an' here's yer little coat 'n' muffler.'

There was a mighty roar in the forest and icy puffs of snow came

whistling in upon us. We stored the robes and pails and buckets and

covered the big kettle.

The lofty tree-tops reeled and creaked above us, and a deep, sonorous

moan was sweeping through the woods, as if the fingers of the wind had

touched a mighty harp string in the timber. We could hear the crash and

thunder of falling trees.

'Make haste! Make haste! It's resky here,' said Uncle Eb, and he held my

hand and ran. We started through the brush and steered as straight as

we could for the clearing. The little box of light he carried was soon

sheathed in snow, and I remember how he stopped, half out of breath,

often, and brushed it with his mittens to let out the light. We had made

the scattering growth of little timber at the edge of the woods when the

globe of the lantern snapped and fell. A moment later we stood in utter

darkness. I knew, for the first time, then that we were in a bad fix.

'I guess God'll take care of us, Willy,' said Uncle Eb. 'If he don't,

we'll never get there in this world never!'

It was a black and icy wall of night and storm on every side of us.

I never saw a time when the light of God's heaven was so utterly

extinguished; the cold never went to my bone as on that bitter night.

My hands and feet were numb with aching, as the roar of the trees grew

fainter in the open. I remember how I lagged, and how the old man urged

me on, and how we toiled in the wind and darkness, straining our eyes

for some familiar thing. Of a sudden we stumbled upon a wall that we had

passed an hour or so before.

'Oh!' he groaned, and made that funny, deprecating cluck with his

tongue, that I have heard so much from Yankee lips.

'God o' mercy!' said he, 'we've gone 'round in a half-circle. Now we'll

take the wall an' mebbe it'll bring us home.'

I thought I couldn't keep my feet any longer, for an irresistible

drowsiness had come over me. The voice of Uncle Eb seemed far away,

and when I sank in the snow and shut my eyes to sleep he shook me as a

terrier shakes a rat.

'Wake up, my boy,' said he, 'ye musn't sleep.'

Then he boxed my ears until I cried, and picked me up and ran with me

along the side of the wall. I was but dimly conscious when he dropped

me under a tree whose bare twigs lashed the air and stung my cheeks. I

heard him tearing the branches savagely and muttering, 'Thanks to God,

it's the blue beech.' I shall never forget how he turned and held to my

hand and put the whip on me as I lay in the snow, and how the sting of

it started my blood. Up I sprang in a jiffy and howled and danced. The

stout rod bent and circled on me like a hoop of fire. Then I turned and

tried to run while he clung to my coat tails, and every step I felt the

stinging grab of the beech. There is a little seam across my cheek today

that marks a footfall of one of those whips. In a moment I was as wide

awake as Uncle Eb and needed no more stimulation.

The wall led us to the pasture lane, and there it was easy enough to

make our way to the barnyard and up to the door of the house, which had

a candle in every window, I remember. David was up and dressed to come

after us, and I recall how he took Uncle Eb in his arms, when he fell

fainting on the doorstep, and carried him to the lounge. I saw the blood

on my face as I passed the mirror, and Elizabeth Brower came running and

gave me one glance and rushed out of doors with the dipper. It was full

of snow when she ran in and tore the wrappings off my neck and began to

rub my ears and cheeks with the cold snow, calling loudly for Grandma

Bisnette. She came in a moment and helped at the stripping of our feet

and legs. I remember that she slit my trousers with the shears as I lay

on the floor, while the others rubbed my feet with the snow. Our hands

and ears were badly frosted, but in an hour the whiteness had gone out

of them and the returning blood burnt like a fire.

'How queer he stares!' I heard them say when Uncle Eb first came to, and

in a moment a roar of laughter broke from him.

'I'll never fergit,' said he presently, 'if I live a thousan' years, the

lickin' I gin thet boy; but it hurt me worse'n it hurt him.'

Then he told the story of the blue beech.

The next day was that 'cold Friday' long remembered by those who felt

its deadly chill--a day when water thrown in the magic air came down in

clinking crystals, and sheaths of frost lay thick upon the windows. But

that and the one before it were among the few days in that early period

that lie, like a rock, under my character.

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