CHAPTER XI.

Since the important evening above described, the dancing-lessons had

gone on regularly, and Anton, having got over the purgatory of the first

introduction, began to feel perfectly at home. Indeed, he became a

useful member of the association, and was a pattern of assiduity and

punctuality, and a striking contrast to Fink, who horrified the

dancing-master by declaring that the _galop_ step was fitted for every

and all dances alike, and by waltzing in the most eccentric orbits

conceivable.

The fact was, Anton was so happy that his transfigured aspect struck

both the young and the old ladies, confirming the former in their

conviction that he was good and true-hearted, and the latter in theirs,

that he was a prince in disguise. He himself best knew the secret of his

bliss. Every thought of his loyal heart revolved around its absolute

mistress. All dances or conversations with others he looked upon as

more flourishes surrounding her name; neither was he without his

reward. She soon treated him like an old friend; and, whenever she

entered the room, it was not till she had discovered his brown curls

among the circle that she felt at home in the brilliant assembly.

It is, however, a melancholy fact, that destiny never long permits a

child of earth to feel his whole nature and circumstances strung up to

their utmost sweetness and power. It invariably contrives to let down

some string while winding up another. Hence arises a discord, such as

Anton was now called upon to experience.

It was plain that the gentlemen of the counting-house looked with

critical eye upon the change in his way of life. There existed every

possible diversity among them, it is true; but all were unanimous in

pronouncing that, since he had attended these dancing-lessons, our hero

had greatly changed for the worse. They declared that his increased

silence was pride, his frequent absences in an evening tokens of

unbecoming levity; and he who had once been a universal favorite was now

in danger of being universally condemned. He himself considered the

colder bearing of his colleagues very unkind; and so it came to pass

that, for several weeks, he lived almost exclusively with Fink, and that

the two formed, as it were, an aristocratic section in opposition to the

rest.

Anton was more depressed by this state of things than he chose to

confess: he felt it every where--at his desk, in his room, nay, even at

dinner. If Jordan wanted a commission executed, it was no longer to him,

but to Baumann, that he turned; when Purzel, the cashier, came into the

office, he no longer accepted Anton's seat; and though Specht addressed

him oftener than ever, it was no comfort to have questions like these

whispered in his ear, "Is it true that Baron von Berg has dapple-gray

horses?" or, "Must you wear patent leather boots, or shoes, at Frau von

Baldereck's?" But Pix, his former patron, was the severest of all.

Excessive toleration had never been one of this gentleman's weaknesses,

and he now, for no very definite reasons, looked upon Anton as a traitor

to himself and the firm. He was in the habit of keeping his birth-day in

a most festal manner, surrounded by all his friends, and, knowing this,

Anton had purposely refused an invitation of Herr von Zernitz; yet, when

the day came, Fink and he were not included among the birth-day guests.

Anton felt this deeply; and, to make matters worse, Specht

confidentially told him that Pix had declared that a young gentleman who

associated with lieutenants, and frequented Feroni's, was no companion

for a plain man of business. As he sat alone and heard the merry

laughter of his colleagues, he fell into a melancholy mood, which none

of his ball-room recollections had the power to dispel.

For, truth to tell, he was not satisfied with himself--he was changed.

He was not exactly negligent of business, but it gave him no

pleasure--his work was a task. Sometimes, in writing letters, he had

forgotten the most important clauses; nay, once or twice he had made

mistakes as to prices, and Jordan had handed him them back to re-write.

He fancied, too, that the principal had not noticed him for some time

past, and that Sabine's greeting had grown colder. Even the good-natured

Karl had asked him, ironically he thought, whether he, as well as Fink,

had a pass-key. It was in this mood that he now sat down to look over

his own accounts, which of late he had omitted to keep punctually. He

was horrified to find that his debts amounted to more than he could pay

without mortgaging his little inheritance. He felt very unhappy and out

of tune; but fate willed that the discord should increase.

Two or three evenings later, the merchant, returning early from his

club, answered Sabine's greeting dryly, and paced up and down the room.

"What is the matter, Traugott?" asked she.

He threw himself into a chair. "Would you like to know how Fink got his

protégé introduced into Frau von Baldereck's circle? You were so ready

to admire this proof of his friendship! He has concocted a whole system

of lies, and made the inexperienced Wohlfart play the part of a mere

adventurer." And he went on to narrate all that we already know.

"But is it certain that Fink has done this?"

"Not a doubt of it. It is exactly like him. It is the same reckless,

unscrupulous spirit, that neither heeds the life nor the reputation of a

friend."

Sabine fell back in her chair, and again her heart swelled with

indignation. "Oh, how sad it is!" cried she; "but Wohlfart is innocent,

that I am convinced of. Such falsehoods are not in his nature."

"I shall know to-morrow," said the merchant; "for his own sake, I hope

you are right."

The next day the principal summoned Anton to his own apartment, and

telling him the rumors that had arisen, asked him what he had done to

contradict them.

Anton replied in much amazement, "That he knew nothing of such rumors as

these; that sometimes, indeed, he had been joked with as to his means,

but that he had always avowed how small they were."

"Have you spoken decidedly?" asked the merchant, severely.

"I believe that I have," was the honest reply.

"These idle tales would not signify," continued the principal, "but that

they expose you to the charge of having sought, by unworthy means, to

gain a position to which you are not entitled, and also that they tend

to degrade your parents' reputation, for it is given out that you are

the son of a man of very high rank."

"Oh my mother!" cried Anton, wringing his hands, and the tears rolling

down his cheeks. As soon as he could control his emotion, he said,

"The most painful part of all this is, that you should have supposed me

capable of circulating these falsehoods. I implore you to believe that I

never knew of them till now."

"I am glad to believe it," said the merchant; "but you have done much to

substantiate them. You have appeared in a circle and incurred expenses

which were alike unsuited to your position and your fortune."

Anton felt that he would greatly prefer the centre of the earth to its

surface. At length he cried, "I know it--you are right--nay, I knew it

all the time; and especially since I found that I had run into

debt"--here the merchant smiled almost imperceptibly--"I have felt that

I was on the wrong road altogether, though I did not know how to retrace

my steps. But now I will lose no more time."

"Was it not Fink who introduced you to that circle? Perhaps," said the

merchant, "he may be able to throw some light on the affair."

"Allow me to call him," said Anton, "and let him be witness as to

whether I knew of this."

"Certainly, if it be any satisfaction to you;" and Fink was summoned. On

entering, he looked with astonishment at Anton's excited aspect, and

cried, without particularly heeding the principal's presence, "The

devil! you have been weeping!"

"Over calumnies," said the merchant, gravely, "which affect his own

character as a respectable man of business, and the honor of his

family." And he proceeded to state the whole affair.

"He is quite innocent," said Fink, good-naturedly: "innocent and

harmless as the violet that blows in the shade. He knew nothing of this

ridiculous affair; and, if any one be to blame, it is I, and the

babbling fools who have spread the story. Don't torment yourself, Anton;

since it annoys you, we will soon set it all to rights."

"I shall go once more," declared Anton, "to Frau von Baldereck, and tell

her that I can no longer attend the dancing-parties."

"As you like," said Fink. "At all events, you have learned to dance, and

to hold your hat like a gentleman."

Before dinner, the merchant said to his sister, "You were right,

Wohlfart had nothing to do with it; it was all Fink's invention."

"I knew it," cried Sabine, drawing out her needle vehemently.

Anton worked hard all day, said little, and, when evening came, went up

stairs to dress, like a man whose mind is made up.

If Fink could have seen into his heart, he would have been shocked at

the sorrow there. It was not alone wounded self-love, mortification,

shame, but the anguish of bidding farewell to Lenore. As it was, "I

say," cried he, "I have a notion that you take this nonsense a great

deal too tragically. Are you angry with me?" holding out his hand.

"Neither with you nor with any one else; but let me for once act for

myself."

"What are you going to do?"

"Do not ask me. I have but one thing to do."

"So be it, then," was the good-humored reply; "but do not forget that

any thing like a scene would only amuse those people."

"Trust me," said Anton, "I shall make none."

It happened to be a very gay meeting, and there were more gentlemen

present than usual. Anton at once went up to Lenore, who came to meet

him more lovely than ever, in her first ball-dress, saying, "How late

you are! Come, papa is here, and I want to introduce you to him. But

what is the matter, you look so grave?"

"Dear lady," returned Anton, "I do indeed feel sad. I can not dance the

next dance with you, and am only come to apologize to you, and to the

lady of the house, for my abrupt departure."

"Mr. Wohlfart!" cried Lenore, clasping her hands.

"Your good opinion is more to me than that of all others," said he,

blushing; and proceeded rapidly to state the whole story, assuring her

that he had known nothing of it.

"I believe you," said Lenore, cordially; "and, indeed, papa said that it

was all most probably an idle tale. And because of this you will give up

our dancing-parties!"

"I will," said Anton; "for, if I do not, I run a risk of being

considered an intruder or an impostor."

Lenore tossed her little head. "Go, then, sir!" and she turned away.

Anton stood like one annihilated. Had he been ten years older, he might

have interpreted her anger more favorably. As it was, a bitter pang

thrilled through him. But the thought of what was still to be done

nerved him to overcome it, and he walked steadily, nay, proudly to where

Frau von Baldereck was doing the honors. All the most distinguished

members of the party were around her. The gaunt old countess sat

drinking a cup of tea. The baroness was there; and near her a tall,

handsome man, whom Anton knew instinctively to be Lenore's father. As he

advanced to make his bow to the lady of the house, his glance took in

the whole scene at once. Years have passed since then; but still he

knows the color of every dress, could count the flowers in the bouquet

of the baroness, ay, and remembers the gilt pattern on the countess's

tea-cup. Frau von Baldereck received his obeisance with a gracious

smile, and was about to say something flattering, when Anton interrupted

her, and in a voice that shook a little, perhaps, but was audible

throughout the room, began his address, which was soon listened to in

profound silence. "Madam, I have this day heard that a rumor has been

spread of my possessing lands in America, and exciting an interest in

certain high quarters. I now declare that this is all false. I am the

son of a late accountant in Ostrau, and I inherit from my parents hardly

any thing beyond an unsullied name. You, madam, have been kind enough to

invite me, an insignificant stranger, to take part in your _réunions_

this winter. After what I have just heard, I dare do so no longer, lest

I should thus substantiate the idle reports I have mentioned, and be

suspected of imposing upon your hospitality. Therefore I have only to

thank you sincerely for your past kindness, and to take my leave."

The whole party was struck dumb. Anton bowed, and turned to go.

Just then there flew out from the paralyzed circle a brilliant form, and

taking both his hands in hers, Lenore looked at him with tearful eyes,

and said, in a broken voice, "Farewell!" The door closed, and all was

over.

When life returned in the room he had left, the first words audible were

the baroness's whisper to her daughter, "Lenore, you have forgotten

yourself."

"Do not blame her," said the baron, aloud, with great presence of mind;

"the daughter only did what the father should have done. The young man

has behaved admirably, and we can not but esteem him."

A murmur, however, began to arise from different groups. "Quite a

dramatic scene," said the lady of the house; "but who then said--"

"Ay, who was it that said," interposed Von Tönnchen. All eyes turned to

Fink.

"It was you, Herr von Fink, who--" Frau von Baldereck majestically

began.

"I, my dear lady!" said Fink, with the composure of a just man unjustly

accused. "What have I to do with the report? I have always contradicted

it as much as possible."

"Yes," said several voices; "but then you used to hint--"

"And you certainly did say--" interpolated Frau von Baldereck.

"What?" coldly inquired the imperturbable Fink.

"That this Mr. Wohlfart was mysteriously connected with the Czar."

"Impossible!" cried Fink, earnestly; "that is a complete

misunderstanding. In describing the appearance of the gentleman, then

unknown to you, I may possibly have mentioned an accidental likeness,

but--"

"But the American property," chimed in Herr von Tönnchen; "why, you

yourself made it over to him, and requested us to keep the transaction a

profound secret."

"As you have kept my secret so well," replied Fink, "as to tell it every

where, and now in my presence, before all assembled here, you and

Zernitz are evidently answerable for the whole foolish rumor. And now

listen, gentlemen; my friend Wohlfart having once expressed a playful

wish to have land in America, I amused myself by making him a

Christmas-box of a certain possession of mine on Long Island, near New

York, which possession consists of a few sand-hills and a tumble-down

hut, built for wild-duck shooting. It was natural that I should ask you

not to mention this, and I am very sorry that, from such a trifle, you

should have spun a web that excludes a delightful man from our circle."

And then a cold irony spreading over his features, he went on: "I

rejoice to see how strongly you all share my feeling, and despise the

low snobbishness of soul which could consider a man more fitted for

society because a foreign potentate had evinced an interest in him. And,

since we have begun this evening's dance with explanations, let me

further explain, that Mr. Anton Wohlfart is the son of a late accountant

in Ostrau, and that I shall consider any further allusion to this

misunderstanding as an insult to my most intimate friend. And now, my

dear lady, I am engaged to your daughter for the first quadrille, and

can positively wait no longer."

In the course of the evening Lieutenant von Zernitz came up and said,

"Fink, you have made fun of us, and I am sorry to be under the necessity

of demanding satisfaction."

"Be rational, and do nothing of the kind," replied Fink. "We have shot

together so often, it would be a pity now to take each other for a

mark."

Fink being by far the best shot in the room, Herr von Zernitz allowed

himself to be convinced.

Anton had vanished from the fashionable circle like a falling star, and

he never reappeared therein. True, it did occur to Frau von Baldereck,

rather late in the day, that it would be proper occasionally to invite

the young man, to prove that he had not been tolerated merely as--what

he was not, and some other families thought the same; but as these

invitations came, as before said, rather late, and as Anton declined

them, his fate was that of many a greater man--society forgot him. For a

short time the two chief hatchers of the grand report, Messrs. von

Tönnchen and von Zernitz, spoke to him when they met him in the street;

for a whole year they bowed, then they too knew him no more.

The following day Anton told the merchant all that had passed, begged

him to forgive his late remissness, and promised greater attention in

future.

"I have no fault to find," replied the merchant, kindly. "And now let me

see the amount of your debts, that we may get your affairs in order."

Anton drew a slip of paper from his pocket, the cashier was called, the

sum paid, and put down to Anton's account, and that was settled.

In the evening Fink said to Anton, "You went off with flying colors; the

oldest man there declared aloud that you had behaved admirably."

"Who said that?" Fink told him it was the Baron Rothsattel, and did not

appear to remark his deep blush. "It would have been better," continued

he, "if you had not taken such a decided step. Why avoid the whole

circle, in which there are some who have a strong personal regard for

you?"

"I have done what my own feelings prompted," said Anton; "perhaps one

older and more experienced might have managed better; but you can not

blame me for not taking _your_ advice in this matter."

"It is singular," thought Fink, as he went down stairs, "what different

events teach different men to have and exert wills of their own. This

boy has become independent in one night, and whatever Fate may now have

in store for him, he is sure to acquit himself well."

It spoke highly, both for Anton and his friend, that their intimacy was

by no means decreased by the circumstances just related. On the

contrary, it was deepened. Fink behaved with more consideration, and

Anton gained more freedom, both of opinion and action. The influence of

the younger of the friends weaned the elder from many an evil habit.

Anton being more than ever zealous in his office duties, and more

obliging to his colleagues, Fink insensibly accustomed himself to

greater application and punctuality. There was only one subject that he

never touched upon, though he well knew that it was always uppermost in

Anton's mind, and that was the lovely young girl who had shown so much

heart and spirit on the occasion of his last dancing-lesson.

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