III

A half-hour later, as Abdalla thrust his fingers into the dish and

handed Dicky a succulent cucumber filled with fried meat, the latter

said to him: “It is the wish of the Effendina, my friend. It comes as

the will of God; for even as Noor-ala-Noor journeyed to the bosom of God

by your will, and by your prayers, being descended from Mahomet as you

are, even then Ismail, who knew naught of your sorrow, said to me, ‘In

all Egypt there is one man, and one only, for whom my soul calls to go

into the desert with Gordon,’ and I answered him and said: ‘Inshallah,

Effendina, it is Abdalla, the Egyptian.’ And he laid his hand upon

his head--I have seen him do that for no man since I came into his

presence--and said: ‘My soul calls for him. Find him and bid him to

come. Here is my ring.’”

Dicky took from his pocket a signet-ring, which bore a passage from the

Koran, and laid it beside Abdalla’s drinking-bowl.

“What is Ismail to me--or the far tribes of the Soudan! Here are my

people,” was the reply. Abdalla motioned to the next room, where the

blind men ate their evening meal, and out to the dimly lighted streets

where thousands of narghilehs and cigarettes made little smoky clouds

that floated around white turbans and dark faces. “When they need me,

I will speak; when they cry to me, I will unsheathe the sword of Ebn

Mahmoud, who fought with Mahomet Ali and saved the land from the Turk.”

Renshaw watched the game with an eagerness unnoticeable in his manner.

He saw how difficult was the task before Dicky. He saw an Oriental

conscious of his power, whose heart was bitter, and whose soul, in its

solitude, revolted and longed for action. It was not moved by a pure

patriotism, but what it was moved by served. That dangerous temper,

which would have let Dicky, whom he called friend, and himself go down

under the naboots of the funeral multitude, with a “Malaish” on his

tongue, was now in leash, ready to spring forth in the inspired hour;

and the justification need not be a great one. Some slight incident

might set him at the head of a rabble which would sweep Cairo like a

storm. Yet Renshaw saw, too, that once immersed in the work his mind

determined on, the Egyptian would go forward with relentless force. In

the excitement of the moment it seemed to him that Egypt was hanging in

the balance.

Dicky was eating sweetmeats like a girl. He selected them with great

care. Suddenly Abdalla touched his hand. “Speak on. Let all thy thoughts

be open--stay not to choose, as thou dost with the sweetmeats. I will

choose: do thou offer without fear. I would not listen to Ismail; to

thee I am but as a waled to bear thy shoes in my hand.”

Dicky said nothing for a moment, but appeared to enjoy the comfit he

was eating. He rolled it over his tongue, and his eyes dwelt with a

remarkable simplicity and childlike friendliness on Abdalla. It was as

though there was really nothing vital at stake.... Yet he was probing,

probing without avail into Abdalla’s mind and heart, and was never

more at sea in his life. It was not even for Donovan Pasha to read the

Oriental thoroughly. This man before him had the duplicity or evasion of

the Oriental; delicately in proportion to his great ability, yet it was

there--though in less degree than in any Arab he had ever known. It

was the more dangerous because so subtle. It held surprise--it was an

unknown quantity. The most that Dicky could do was to feel subtly before

him a certain cloud of the unexpected. He was not sure that he deceived

Abdalla by his simple manner, yet that made little difference. The

Oriental would think not less of him for dissimulation, but rather more.

He reached over and put a comfit in the hand of Abdalla.

“Let us eat together,” he said, and dropped a comfit into his own mouth.

Abdalla ate, and Dicky dipped his fingers in the basin before them,

saying, as he lifted them again: “I will speak as to my brother. Ismail

has staked all on the Soudan. If, in the will of God, he is driven from

Berber, from Dongola, from Khartoum, from Darfar, from Kassala, his

power is gone. Egypt goes down like the sun at evening. Ismail will be

like a withered gourd. To establish order and peace and revenue there,

he is sending the man his soul loves, whom the nations trust, to the

cities of the desert. If it be well with Gordon, it will be well with

the desert-cities. But Gordon asks for one man--an Egyptian--who loves

the land and is of the people, to speak for him, to counsel with him,

to show the desert tribes that Egypt gives her noblest to rule and serve

them. There is but one man--Abdalla the Egyptian. A few years yonder in

the desert--power, glory, wealth won for Egypt, the strength of

thine arms known, the piety of thy spirit proven, thy name upon every

tongue--on thy return, who then should fear for Egypt!”

Dicky was playing a dangerous game, and Renshaw almost shrank from his

words. He was firing the Egyptian’s mind, but to what course he knew

not. If to the Soudan, well; if to remain, what conflagration might not

occur! Dicky staked all.

“Here, once more, among thy people, returned from conquest and the years

of pilgrimage in the desert, like a prophet of old, thy zeal would lead

the people, and once more Egypt should bloom like the rose. Thou wouldst

be sirdar, mouffetish, pasha, all things soever. This thou wouldst be

and do, thou, Abdalla the Egyptian.”

Dicky had made his great throw; and he sat back, perhaps a little paler

than was his wont, but apparently serene and earnest and steady.

The effect upon Abdalla could only be judged by his eyes, which burned

like fire as they fixed upon Dicky’s face. The suspense was painful,

for he did not speak for a long time. Renshaw could have shrieked with

excitement. Dicky lighted a cigarette and tossed a comfit at a pariah

dog. At last Abdalla rose. Dicky rose with him.

“Thou, too, hast a great soul, or mine eyes are liars,” Abdalla said.

“Thou lovest Egypt also. This Gordon--I am not his friend. I will not go

with him. But if thou goest also with Gordon, then I will go with thee.

If thou dost mean well by Egypt, and thy words are true, thou also wilt

go. As thou speakest, let it be.”

A mist came before Dicky’s eyes--the world seemed falling into space,

his soul was in a crucible. The struggle was like that of a man with

death, for this must change the course of his life, to what end God only

knew. All that he had been to Egypt, all that Egypt had been to him,

came to him. But he knew that he must not pause. Now was his moment,

and now only. Before the mist had cleared from his eyes he gave his hand

into Abdalla’s.

“In God’s name, so be it. I also will go with Gordon, and thou with me,”

he said.

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