But daffodils, after all, which would have been much the day before,

seemed insufficient in the light of new prosperity, and Kittrell bought

a large azalea, beautiful in its graceful spread of pink blooms.

"Where shall I send it?" asked the girl, whose cheeks were as pink as

azaleas themselves.

"I think I'll call a cab and take it to her myself," said Kittrell.

And she sighed over the romance of this rich young gentleman and the

girl of the azalea, who, no doubt, was as beautiful as the young woman

who was playing _Lottie, the Poor Saleslady_ at the Lyceum that very

week.

Kittrell and the azalea bowled along Claybourne Avenue; he leaned back

on the cushions, and adopted the expression of ennui appropriate to that

thoroughfare. Would Edith now prefer Claybourne Avenue? With ten

thousand a year they could, perhaps--and yet, at first it would be best

not to put on airs, but to go right on as they were, in the flat. Then

the thought came to him that now, as the cartoonist on the _Telegraph_,

his name would become as well known in Claybourne Avenue as it had been

in the homes of the poor and humble during his years on the _Post_. And

his thoughts flew to those homes where tired men at evening looked for

his cartoons and children laughed at his funny pictures. It gave him a

pang; he had felt a subtle bond between himself and all those thousands

who read the _Post_. It was hard to leave them. The _Post_ might be

yellow, but as the girl had said, yellow was a spiritual color, and the

_Post_ brought something into their lives--lives that were scorned by

the _Telegraph_ and by these people on the avenue. Could he make new

friends here where the cartoons he drew and the _Post_ that printed them

had been contemned, if not despised? His mind flew back to the dingy

office of the _Post_; to the boys there, the whole good-natured,

happy-go-lucky gang; and to Hardy--ah, Hardy!--who had been so good to

him, and given him his big chance, had taken such pains and interest,

helping him with ideas and suggestions, criticism and sympathy. To tell

Hardy that he was going to leave him, here on the eve of the

campaign--and Clayton, the mayor, he would have to tell him, too--oh,

the devil! Why must he think of these things now?

After all, when he had reached home, and had run up-stairs with the news

and the azalea, Edith did not seem delighted.

"But, dearie, business is business," he urged, "and we need the money!"

"Yes, I know; doubtless you're right. Only please don't say 'business

is business;' it isn't like you, and--"

"But think what it will mean--ten thousand a year!"

"Oh, Neil, I've lived on ten thousand a year before, and I never had

half the fun that I had when we were getting along on twelve hundred."

"Yes, but then we were always dreaming of the day when I'd make a lot;

we lived on that hope, didn't we?"

Edith laughed. "You used to say we lived on love."

"You're not serious." He turned to gaze moodily out of the window. And

then she left the azalea, and perched on the flat arm of his chair.

"Dearest," she said, "I am serious. I know all this means to you. We're

human, and we don't like to 'chip at crusts like Hindus,' even for the

sake of youth and art. I never had illusions about love in a cottage and

all that. Only, dear, I have been happy, so very happy, with you,

because--well, because I was living in an atmosphere of honest purpose,

honest ambition, and honest desire to do some good thing in the world. I

had never known such an atmosphere before. At home, you know, father and

Uncle James and the boys--well, it was all money, money, money with

them, and they couldn't understand why I--"

"Could marry a poor newspaper artist? That's just the point."

She put her hand to his lips.

"Now, dear! If they couldn't understand, so much the worse for them. If

they thought it meant sacrifice to me, they were mistaken. I have been

happy in this little flat; only--" she leaned back and inclined her head

with her eyes asquint--"only the paper in this room is atrocious; it's a

typical landlord's selection--McGaw picked it out. You see what it means

to be merely rich."

She was so pretty thus that he kissed her, and then she went on:

"And so, dear, if I didn't seem to be as impressed and delighted as you

hoped to find me, it is because I was thinking of Mr. Hardy and the

poor, dear common little _Post_, and then--of Mr. Clayton. Did you think

of him?"

"Yes."

"You'll have to--to cartoon him?"

"I suppose so."

The fact he had not allowed himself to face was close to both of them,

and the subject was dropped until, just as he was going down-town--this

time to break the news to Hardy--he went into the room he sarcastically

said he might begin to call his studio, now that he was getting ten

thousand a year, to look for a sketch he had promised Nolan for the

sporting page. And there on his drawing-board was an unfinished cartoon,

a drawing of the strong face of John Clayton. He had begun it a few days

before to use on the occasion of Clayton's renomination. It had been a

labor of love, and Kittrell suddenly realized how good it was. He had

put into it all of his belief in Clayton, all of his devotion to the

cause for which Clayton toiled and sacrificed, and in the simple lines

he experienced the artist's ineffable felicity; he had shown how good,

how noble, how true a man Clayton was. All at once he realized the

sensation the cartoon would produce, how it would delight and hearten

Clayton's followers, how it would please Hardy, and how it would touch

Clayton. It would be a tribute to the man and the friendship, but now a

tribute broken, unfinished. Kittrell gazed a moment longer, and in that

moment Edith came.

"The dear, beautiful soul!" she exclaimed softly. "Neil, it is

wonderful. It is not a cartoon; it is a portrait. It shows what you

might do with a brush."

Kittrell could not speak, and he turned the drawing-board to the wall.

When he had gone, Edith sat and thought--of Neil, of the new position,

of Clayton. He had loved Neil, and been so proud of his work; he had

shown a frank, naive pleasure in the cartoons Neil had made of him. That

last time he was there, thought Edith, he had said that without Neil the

"good old cause," as he called it, using Whitman's phrase, could never

have triumphed in that town. And now, would he come again? Would he ever

stand in that room and, with his big, hearty laugh, clasp an arm around

Neil's shoulder, or speak of her in his good friendly way as "the little

woman?" Would he come now, in the terrible days of the approaching

campaign, for rest and sympathy--come as he used to come in other

campaigns, worn and weary from all the brutal opposition, the

vilification and abuse and mud-slinging? She closed her eyes. She could

not think that far.

Kittrell found the task of telling Hardy just as difficult as he

expected it to be, but by some mercy it did not last long. Explanation

had not been necessary; he had only to make the first hesitating

approaches, and Hardy understood. Hardy was, in a way, hurt; Kittrell

saw that, and rushed to his own defense:

"I hate to go, old man. I don't like it a little bit--but, you know,

business is business, and we need the money."

He even tried to laugh as he advanced this last conclusive reason, and

Hardy, for all he showed in voice or phrase, may have agreed with him.

"It's all right, Kit," he said. "I'm sorry; I wish we could pay you

more, but--well, good luck."

That was all. Kittrell gathered up the few articles he had at the

office, gave Nolan his sketch, bade the boys good-by--bade them good-by

as if he were going on a long journey, never to see them more--and then

he went.

After he had made the break it did not seem so bad as he had

anticipated. At first things went on smoothly enough. The campaign had

not opened, and he was free to exercise his talents outside the

political field. He drew cartoons dealing with banal subjects, touching

with the gentle satire of his humorous pencil foibles which all the

world agreed about, and let vital questions alone. And he and Edith

enjoyed themselves: indulged oftener in things they loved; went more

frequently to the theater; appeared at recitals; dined now and then

downtown. They began to realize certain luxuries they had not known for

a long time--some he himself had never known, some that Edith had not

known since she left her father's home to become his bride. In more

subtle ways, too, Kittrell felt the change: there was a sense of larger

leisure; the future beamed with a broader and brighter light; he formed

plans, among which the old dream of going ere long to Paris for serious

study took its dignified place. And then there was the sensation his

change had created in the newspaper world; that the cartoons signed

"Kit," which formerly appeared in the _Post_, should now adorn the broad

page of the _Telegraph_ was a thing to talk about at the press club; the

fact of his large salary got abroad in that little world as well, and,

after the way of that world, managed to exaggerate itself, as most facts

did. He began to be sensible of attentions from men of prominence--small

things, mere nods in the street, perhaps, or smiles in the theater

foyer, but enough to show that they recognized him. What those children

of the people, those working-men and women who used to be his unknown

and admiring friends in the old days on the _Post_, thought of

him--whether they missed him, whether they deplored his change as an

apostasy or applauded it as a promotion--he did not know. He did not

like to think about it.

But March came, and the politicians began to bluster like the season.

Late one afternoon he was on his way to the office with a cartoon, the

first in which he had seriously to attack Clayton. Benson, the managing

editor of the _Telegraph_, had conceived it, and Kittrell had worked on

it that day in sickness of heart. Every line of this new presentation of

Clayton had cut him like some biting acid; but he had worked on, trying

to reassure himself with the argument that he was a mere agent, devoid

of personal responsibility. But it had been hard, and when Edith, after

her custom, had asked to see it, he had said:

"Oh, you don't want to see it; it's no good."

"Is it of--him?" she had asked.

And when he nodded she had gone away without another word. Now, as he

hurried through the crowded streets, he was conscious that it was no

good indeed; and he was divided between the artist's regret and the

friend's joy in the fact. But it made him tremble. Was his hand to

forget its cunning? And then, suddenly, he heard a familiar voice, and

there beside him, with his hand on his shoulder, stood the mayor.

"Why, Neil, my boy, how are you?" he said, and he took Kittrell's hand

as warmly as ever. For a moment Kittrell was relieved, and then his

heart sank; for he had a quick realization that it was the coward within

him that felt the relief, and the man the sickness. If Clayton had

reproached him, or cut him, it would have made it easier; but Clayton

did none of these things, and Kittrell was irresistibly drawn to the

subject himself.

"You heard of my--new job?" he asked.

"Yes," said Clayton, "I heard."

"Well--" Kittrell began.

"I'm sorry," Clayton said.

"So was I," Kittrell hastened to say. "But I felt it--well, a duty, some

way--to Edith. You know--we--need the money." And he gave the cynical

laugh that went with the argument.

"What does _she_ think? Does she feel that way about it?"

Kittrell laughed, not cynically now, but uneasily and with

embarrassment, for Clayton's blue eyes were on him, those eyes that

could look into men and understand them so.

"Of course you know," Kittrell went on nervously, "there is nothing

personal in this. We newspaper fellows simply do what we are told; we

obey orders like soldiers, you know. With the policy of the paper we

have nothing to do. Just like Dick Jennings, who was a red-hot

free-trader and used to write free-trade editorials for the _Times_--he

went over to the _Telegraph_, you remember, and writes all those

protection arguments."

The mayor did not seem to be interested in Dick Jennings, or in the

ethics of his profession.

"Of course, you know I'm for you, Mr. Clayton, just exactly as I've

always been. I'm going to vote for you."

This did not seem to interest the mayor, either.

"And, maybe, you know--I thought, perhaps," he snatched at this bright

new idea that had come to him just in the nick of time; "that I might

help you by my cartoons in the _Telegraph_; that is, I might keep them

from being as bad as they might--"

"But that wouldn't be dealing fairly with your new employers, Neil," the

mayor said.

Kittrell was making more and more a mess of this whole miserable

business, and he was basely glad when they reached the corner.

"Well, good-by, my boy," said the mayor, as they parted. "Remember me to

the little woman."

Kittrell watched him as he went on down the avenue, swinging along in

his free way, the broad felt hat he wore riding above all the other hats

in the throng that filled the sidewalk; and Kittrell sighed in deep

depression.

When he turned in his cartoon, Benson scanned it a moment, cocked his

head this side and that, puffed his briar pipe, and finally said:

"I'm afraid this is hardly up to you. This figure of Clayton, here--it

hasn't got the stuff in it. You want to show him as he _is_. We want the

people to know what a four-flushing, hypocritical, demagogical

blatherskite he is--with all his rot about the people and their damned

rights!"

Benson was all unconscious of the inconsistency of having concern for a

people he so despised, and Kittrell did not observe it, either. He was

on the point of defending Clayton, but he restrained himself and

listened to Benson's suggestions. He remained at the office for two

hours, trying to change the cartoon to Benson's satisfaction, with a

growing hatred of the work and a disgust with himself that now and then

almost drove him to mad destruction. He felt like splashing the piece

with India ink, or ripping it with his knife. But he worked on, and

submitted it again. He had failed, of course; failed to express in it

that hatred of a class which Benson unconsciously disguised as a hatred

of Clayton, a hatred which Kittrell could not express because he did not

feel it; and he failed because art deserts her devotees when they are

false to truth.

"Well, it'll have to do," said Benson, as he looked it over; "but let's

have a little more to the next one. Damn it! I wish I could draw. I'd

cartoon the crook!"

In default of which ability, Benson set himself to write one of those

savage editorials in which he poured out on Clayton that venom of which

he seemed to have such an inexhaustible supply.

But on one point Benson was right: Kittrell was not up to himself. As

the campaign opened, as the city was swept with the excitement of it,

with meetings at noon-day and at night, office-seekers flying about in

automobiles, walls covered with pictures of candidates, hand-bills

scattered in the streets to swirl in the wild March winds, and men

quarreling over whether Clayton or Ellsworth should be mayor, Kittrell

had to draw a political cartoon each day; and as he struggled with his

work, less and less the old joy came to cheer and spur him on. To read

the ridicule, the abuse, which the _Telegraph_ heaped on Clayton, the

distortion of facts concerning his candidature, the unfair reports of

his meetings, sickened him, and more than all, he was filled with

disgust as he tried to match in caricature these libels of the man he so

loved and honored. It was bad enough to have to flatter Clayton's

opponent, to picture him as a noble, disinterested character, ready to

sacrifice himself for the public weal. Into his pictures of this man,

attired in the long black coat of conventional respectability, with the

smug face of pharisaism, he could get nothing but cant and hypocrisy;

but in his caricatures of Clayton there was that which pained him

worse--disloyalty, untruth, and now and then, to the discerning few who

knew the tragedy of Kittrell's soul, there was pity. And thus his work

declined in value; lacking all sincerity, all faith in itself or its

purpose, it became false, uncertain, full of jarring notes, and, in

short, never once rang true. As for Edith, she never discussed his work

now; she spoke of the campaign little, and yet he knew she was deeply

concerned, and she grew hot with resentment at the methods of the

_Telegraph_. Her only consolation was derived from the _Post_, which of

course, supported Clayton; and the final drop of bitterness in

Kittrell's cup came one evening when he realized that she was following

with sympathetic interest the cartoons in that paper.

For the _Post_ had a new cartoonist, Banks, a boy whom Hardy had picked

up somewhere and was training to the work Kittrell had laid down. To

Kittrell there was a cruel fascination in the progress Banks was making;

he watched it with a critical, professional eye, at first with

amusement, then with surprise, and now at last, in the discovery of

Edith's interest, with a keen jealousy of which he was ashamed. The boy

was crude and untrained; his work was not to be compared with

Kittrell's, master of line that he was, but Kittrell saw that it had the

thing his work now lacked, the vital, primal thing--sincerity, belief,

love. The spark was there, and Kittrell knew how Hardy would nurse that

spark and fan it, and keep it alive and burning until it should

eventually blaze up in a fine white flame. And Kittrell realized, as the

days went by, that Banks' work was telling, and that his own was

failing. He had, from the first missed the atmosphere of the _Post_,

missed the _camaraderie_ of the congenial spirits there, animated by a

common purpose, inspired and led by Hardy, whom they all loved--loved as

he himself once loved him, loved as he loved him still--and dared not

look him in the face when they met!

He found the atmosphere of the _Telegraph_ alien and distasteful. There

all was different; the men had little joy in their work, little interest

in it, save perhaps the newspaper man's inborn love of a good story or a

beat. They were all cynical, without loyalty or faith; they secretly

made fun of the _Telegraph_, of its editors and owners; they had no

belief in its cause; and its pretensions to respectability, its parade

of virtue, excited only their derision. And slowly it began to dawn on

Kittrell that the great moral law worked always and everywhere, even on

newspapers, and that there was reflected inevitably and logically in the

work of the men on that staff the hatred, the lack of principle, the

bigotry and intolerance of its proprietors; and this same lack of

principle tainted and made meretricious his own work, and enervated the

editorials so that the _Telegraph_, no matter how carefully edited or

how dignified in typographical appearance, was, nevertheless, without

real influence in the community.

Meanwhile Clayton was gaining ground. It was less than two weeks before

election. The campaign waxed more and more bitter, and as the forces

opposed to him foresaw defeat, they became ugly in spirit, and

desperate. The _Telegraph_ took on a tone more menacing and brutal, and

Kittrell knew that the crisis had come. The might of the powers massed

against Clayton appalled Kittrell; they thundered at him through many

brazen mouths, but Clayton held on his high way unperturbed. He was

speaking by day and night to thousands. Such meetings he had never had

before. Kittrell had visions of him before those immense audiences in

halls, in tents, in the raw open air of that rude March weather, making

his appeals to the heart of the great mass. A fine, splendid, romantic

figure he was, striking to the imagination, this champion of the

people's cause, and Kittrell longed for the lost chance. Oh, for one day

on the _Post_ now!

One morning at breakfast, as Edith read the _Telegraph_, Kittrell saw

the tears well slowly in her brown eyes.

"Oh," she said, "it is shameful!" She clenched her little fists. "Oh, if

I were only a man I'd--" She could not in her impotent feminine rage say

what she would do; she could only grind her teeth. Kittrell bent his

head over his plate; his coffee choked him.

"Dearest," she said presently, in another tone, "tell me, how is he? Do

you--ever see him? Will he win?"

"No, I never see him. But he'll win; I wouldn't worry."

"He used to come here," she went on, "to rest a moment, to escape from

all this hateful confusion and strife. He is killing himself! And they

aren't worth it--those ignorant people--they aren't worth such

sacrifices."

He got up from the table and turned away, and then realizing quickly,

she flew to his side and put her arms about his neck and said:

"Forgive me, dearest, I didn't mean--only--"

"Oh, Edith," he said, "this is killing me. I feel like a dog."

"Don't dear; he is big enough, and good enough; he will understand."

"Yes; that only makes it harder, only makes it hurt the more."

That afternoon, in the car, he heard no talk but of the election; and

down-town, in a cigar store where he stopped for cigarettes, he heard

some men talking mysteriously, in the hollow voice of rumor, of some

sensation, some scandal. It alarmed him, and as he went into the office

he met Manning, the _Telegraph_'s political man.

"Tell me, Manning," Kittrell said, "how does it look?"

"Damn bad for us."

"For us?"

"Well, for our mob of burglars and second story workers here--the gang

we represent." He took a cigarette from the box Kittrell was opening.

"And will he win?"

"Will he win?" said Manning, exhaling the words on the thin level stream

of smoke that came from his lungs. "Will he win? In a walk, I tell you.

He's got 'em beat to a standstill right now. That's the dope."

"But what about this story of--"

"Aw, that's all a pipe-dream of Burns'. I'm running it in the morning,

but it's nothing; it's a shine. They're big fools to print it at all.

But it's their last card; they're desperate. They won't stop at

anything, or at any crime, except those requiring courage. Burns is in

there with Benson now; so is Salton, and old man Glenn, and the rest of

the bunco family. They're framing it up. When I saw old Glenn go in,

with his white side-whiskers, I knew the widow and the orphan were in

danger again, and that he was going bravely to the front for 'em. Say,

that young Banks is comin', isn't he? That's a peach, that cartoon of

his to-night."

Kittrell went on down the hall to the art-room to wait until Benson

should be free. But it was not long until he was sent for, and as he

entered the managing editor's room he was instantly sensible of the

somber atmosphere of a grave and solemn council of war. Benson

introduced him to Glenn, the banker, to Salton, the party boss, and to

Burns, the president of the street-car company; and as Kittrell sat down

he looked about him, and could scarcely repress a smile as he recalled

Manning's estimate of Glenn. The old man sat there, as solemn and

unctuous as ever he had in his pew at church. Benson, red of face, was

more plainly perturbed, but Salton was as reserved, as immobile, as

inscrutable as ever, his narrow, pointed face, with its vulpine

expression, being perhaps paler than usual. Benson had on his desk

before him the cartoon Kittrell had finished that day.

"Mr. Kittrell," Benson began, "we've been talking over the political

situation, and I was showing these gentlemen this cartoon. It isn't, I

fear, in your best style; it lacks the force, the argument, we'd like

just at this time. That isn't the _Telegraph_ Clayton, Mr. Kittrell." He

pointed with the amber stem of his pipe. "Not at all. Clayton is a

strong, smart, unscrupulous, dangerous man! We've reached a crisis in

this campaign; if we can't turn things in the next three days, we're

lost, that's all; we might as well face it. To-morrow we make an

important revelation concerning the character of Clayton, and we want to

follow it up the morning after by a cartoon that will be a stunner, a

clencher. We have discussed it here among ourselves, and this is our

idea."

Benson drew a crude, bald outline, indicating the cartoon they wished

Kittrell to draw. The idea was so coarse, so brutal, so revolting, that

Kittrell stood aghast, and, as he stood, he was aware of Salton's little

eyes fixed on him. Benson waited; they all waited.

"Well," said Benson, "what do you think of it?"

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