Whether Mrs. Maloney’s tent door opened south or east I think she
never discovered, for it is quite certain she always slept with the
flap tightly fastened; I only know that my own little “five by seven,
all silk” faced due east, because next morning the sun, pouring in as
only the wilderness sun knows how to pour, woke me early, and a moment
later, with a short run over soft moss and a flying dive from the
granite ledge, I was swimming in the most sparkling water imaginable.
It was barely four o’clock, and the sun came down a long vista of blue
islands that led out to the open sea and Finland. Nearer by rose the
wooded domes of our own property, still capped and wreathed with smoky
trails of fast-melting mist, and looking as fresh as though it was the
morning of Mrs. Maloney’s Sixth Day and they had just issued, clean and
brilliant, from the hands of the great Architect.
In the open spaces the ground was drenched with dew, and from the sea a
cool salt wind stole in among the trees and set the branches trembling
in an atmosphere of shimmering silver. The tents shone white where the
sun caught them in patches. Below lay the lagoon, still dreaming of
the summer night; in the open the fish were jumping busily, sending
musical ripples towards the shore; and in the air hung the magic of
dawn--silent, incommunicable.
I lit the fire, so that an hour later the clergyman should find good
ashes to stir his porridge over, and then set forth upon an examination
of the island, but hardly had I gone a dozen yards when I saw a figure
standing a little in front of me where the sunlight fell in a pool
among the trees.
It was Joan. She had already been up an hour, she told me, and had
bathed before the last stars had left the sky. I saw at once that the
new spirit of this solitary region had entered into her, banishing the
fears of the night, for her face was like the face of a happy denizen
of the wilderness, and her eyes stainless and shining. Her feet were
bare, and drops of dew she had shaken from the branches hung in her
loose-flying hair. Obviously she had come into her own.
“I’ve been all over the island,” she announced laughingly, “and there
are two things wanting.”
“You’re a good judge, Joan. What are they?”
“There’s no animal life, and there’s no--water.”
“They go together,” I said. “Animals don’t bother with a rock like this
unless there’s a spring on it.”
And as she led me from place to place, happy and excited, leaping
adroitly from rock to rock, I was glad to note that my first
impressions were correct. She made no reference to our conversation of
the night before. The new spirit had driven out the old. There was no
room in her heart for fear or anxiety, and Nature had everything her
own way.
The island, we found, was some three-quarters of a mile from point
to point, built in a circle, or wide horseshoe, with an opening of
twenty feet at the mouth of the lagoon. Pine-trees grew thickly all
over, but here and there were patches of silver birch, scrub oak, and
considerable colonies of wild raspberry and gooseberry bushes. The two
ends of the horseshoe formed bare slabs of smooth granite running into
the sea and forming dangerous reefs just below the surface, but the
rest of the island rose in a forty-foot ridge and sloped down steeply
to the sea on either side, being nowhere more than a hundred yards wide.
The outer shore-line was much indented with numberless coves and bays
and sandy beaches, with here and there caves and precipitous little
cliffs against which the sea broke in spray and thunder. But the inner
shore, the shore of the lagoon, was low and regular, and so well
protected by the wall of trees along the ridge that no storm could ever
send more than a passing ripple along its sandy marges. Eternal shelter
reigned there.
On one of the other islands, a few hundred yards away--for the rest of
the party slept late this first morning, and we took to the canoe--we
discovered a spring of fresh water untainted by the brackish flavour of
the Baltic, and having thus solved the most important problem of the
Camp, we next proceeded to deal with the second--fish. And in half an
hour we reeled in and turned homewards, for we had no means of storage,
and to clean more fish than may be stored or eaten in a day is no wise
occupation for experienced campers.
And as we landed towards six o’clock we heard the clergyman singing as
usual and saw his wife and Sangree shaking out their blankets in the
sun, and dressed in a fashion that finally dispelled all memories of
streets and civilisation.
“The Little People lit the fire for me,” cried Maloney, looking natural
and at home in his ancient flannel suit and breaking off in the middle
of his singing, “so I’ve got the porridge going--and this time it’s
_not_ burnt.”
We reported the discovery of water and held up the fish.
“Good! Good again!” he cried. “We’ll have the first decent breakfast
we’ve had this year. Sangree’ll clean ’em in no time, and the Bo’sun’s
Mate----”
“Will fry them to a turn,” laughed the voice of Mrs. Maloney, appearing
on the scene in a tight blue jersey and sandals, and catching up the
frying-pan. Her husband always called her the Bo’sun’s Mate in Camp,
because it was her duty, among others, to pipe all hands to meals.
“And as for you, Joan,” went on the happy man, “you look like the
spirit of the island, with moss in your hair and wind in your eyes,
and sun and stars mixed in your face.” He looked at her with delighted
admiration. “Here, Sangree, take these twelve, there’s a good fellow,
they’re the biggest; and we’ll have ’em in butter in less time than you
can say Baltic island!”
I watched the Canadian as he slowly moved off to the cleaning pail.
His eyes were drinking in the girl’s beauty, and a wave of passionate,
almost feverish, joy passed over his face, expressive of the ecstasy of
true worship more than anything else. Perhaps he was thinking that he
still had three weeks to come with that vision always before his eyes;
perhaps he was thinking of his dreams in the night. I cannot say. But
I noticed the curious mingling of yearning and happiness in his eyes,
and the strength of the impression touched my curiosity. Something in
his face held my gaze for a second, something to do with its intensity.
That so timid, so gentle a personality should conceal so virile a
passion almost seemed to require explanation.
But the impression was momentary, for that first breakfast in Camp
permitted no divided attentions, and I dare swear that the porridge,
the tea, the Swedish “flatbread,” and the fried fish flavoured with
points of frizzled bacon, were better than any meal eaten elsewhere
that day in the whole world.
The first clear day in a new camp is always a furiously busy one, and
we soon dropped into the routine upon which in large measure the real
comfort of every one depends. About the cooking-fire, greatly improved
with stones from the shore, we built a high stockade consisting of
upright poles thickly twined with branches, the roof lined with moss
and lichen and weighted with rocks, and round the interior we made low
wooden seats so that we could lie round the fire even in rain and eat
our meals in peace. Paths, too, outlined themselves from tent to tent,
from the bathing places and the landing stage, and a fair division of
the island was decided upon between the quarters of the men and the
women. Wood was stacked, awkward trees and boulders removed, hammocks
slung, and tents strengthened. In a word, Camp was established, and
duties were assigned and accepted as though we expected to live on
this Baltic island for years to come and the smallest detail of the
Community life was important.
Moreover, as the Camp came into being, this sense of a community
developed, proving that we were a definite whole, and not merely
separate human beings living for a while in tents upon a desert island.
Each fell willingly into the routine. Sangree, as by natural selection,
took upon himself the cleaning of the fish and the cutting of the wood
into lengths sufficient for a day’s use. And he did it well. The pan
of water was never without a fish, cleaned and scaled, ready to fry
for whoever was hungry; the nightly fire never died down for lack of
material to throw on without going farther afield to search.
And Timothy, once reverend, caught the fish and chopped down the
trees. He also assumed responsibility for the condition of the boat,
and did it so thoroughly that nothing in the little cutter was ever
found wanting. And when, for any reason, his presence was in demand,
the first place to look for him was--in the boat, and there, too, he
was usually found, tinkering away with sheets, sails, or rudder and
singing as he tinkered.
Nor was the “reading” neglected; for most mornings there came a sound
of droning voices from the white tent by the raspberry bushes, which
signified that Sangree, the tutor, and whatever other man chanced to be
in the party at the time, were hard at it with history or the classics.
And while Mrs. Maloney, also by natural selection, took charge of
the larder and the kitchen, the mending and general supervision of
the rough comforts, she also made herself peculiarly mistress of the
megaphone which summoned to meals and carried her voice easily from one
end of the island to the other; and in her hours of leisure she daubed
the surrounding scenery on to a sketching block with all the honesty
and devotion of her determined but unreceptive soul.
Joan, meanwhile, Joan, elusive creature of the wilds, became I know
not exactly what. She did plenty of work in the Camp, yet seemed to
have no very precise duties. She was everywhere and anywhere. Sometimes
she slept in her tent, sometimes under the stars with a blanket. She
knew every inch of the island and kept turning up in places where she
was least expected--for ever wandering about, reading her books in
sheltered corners, making little fires on sunless days to “worship by
to the gods,” as she put it, ever finding new pools to dive and bathe
in, and swimming day and night in the warm and waveless lagoon like a
fish in a huge tank. She went bare-legged and bare-footed, with her
hair down and her skirts caught up to the knees, and if ever a human
being turned into a jolly savage within the compass of a single week,
Joan Maloney was certainly that human being. She ran wild.
So completely, too, was she possessed by the strong spirit of the
place that the little human fear she had yielded to so strangely on
our arrival seemed to have been utterly dispossessed. As I hoped and
expected, she made no reference to our conversation of the first
evening. Sangree bothered her with no special attentions, and after
all they were very little together. His behaviour was perfect in that
respect, and I, for my part, hardly gave the matter another thought.
Joan was ever a prey to vivid fancies of one kind or another, and this
was one of them. Mercifully for the happiness of all concerned, it had
melted away before the spirit of busy, active life and deep content
that reigned over the island. Every one was intensely alive, and peace
was upon all.
* * * * *
Meanwhile the effect of the camp-life began to tell. Always a searching
test of character, its results, sooner or later, are infallible, for
it acts upon the soul as swiftly and surely as the hypo bath upon the
negative of a photograph. A readjustment of the personal forces takes
place quickly; some parts of the personality go to sleep, others wake
up: but the first sweeping change that the primitive life brings about
is that the artificial portions of the character shed themselves one
after another like dead skins. Attitudes and poses that seemed genuine
in the city, drop away. The mind, like the body, grows quickly hard,
simple, uncomplex. And in a camp as primitive and close to nature as
ours was, these effects became speedily visible.
Some folk, of course, who talk glibly about the simple life when it
is safely out of reach, betray themselves in camp by for ever peering
about for the artificial excitements of civilisation which they miss.
Some get bored at once; some grow slovenly; some reveal the animal in
most unexpected fashion; and some, the select few, find themselves in
very short order and are happy.
And, in our little party, we could flatter ourselves that we all
belonged to the last category, so far as the general effect was
concerned. Only there were certain other changes as well, varying with
each individual, and all interesting to note.
It was only after the first week or two that these changes became
marked, although this is the proper place, I think, to speak of them.
For, having myself no other duty than to enjoy a well-earned holiday,
I used to load my canoe with blankets and provisions and journey forth
on exploration trips among the islands of several days together; and
it was on my return from the first of these--when I rediscovered the
party, so to speak--that these changes first presented themselves
vividly to me, and in one particular instance produced a rather curious
impression.
In a word, then, while every one had grown wilder, naturally wilder,
Sangree, it seemed to me, had grown much wilder, and what I can only
call unnaturally wilder. He made me think of a savage.
To begin with, he had changed immensely in mere physical appearance,
and the full brown cheeks, the brighter eyes of absolute health, and
the general air of vigour and robustness that had come to replace his
customary lassitude and timidity, had worked such an improvement that I
hardly knew him for the same man. His voice, too, was deeper and his
manner bespoke for the first time a greater measure of confidence in
himself. He now had some claims to be called nice-looking, or at least
to a certain air of virility that would not lessen his value in the
eyes of the opposite sex.
All this, of course, was natural enough, and most welcome. But,
altogether apart from this physical change, which no doubt had also
been going forward in the rest of us, there was a subtle note in his
personality that came to me with a degree of surprise that almost
amounted to shock.
And two things--as he came down to welcome me and pull up the
canoe--leaped up in my mind unbidden, as though connected in some way
I could not at the moment divine--first, the curious judgment formed
of him by Joan; and secondly, that fugitive expression I had caught in
his face while Maloney was offering up his strange prayer for special
protection from Heaven.
The delicacy of manner and feature--to call it by no milder term--which
had always been a distinguishing characteristic of the man, had been
replaced by something far more vigorous and decided, that yet utterly
eluded analysis. The change which impressed me so oddly was not easy
to name. The others--singing Maloney, the bustling Bo’sun’s Mate, and
Joan, that fascinating half-breed of undine and salamander--all showed
the effects of a life so close to nature; but in their case the change
was perfectly natural and what was to be expected, whereas with Peter
Sangree, the Canadian, it was something unusual and unexpected.
It is impossible to explain how he managed gradually to convey to my
mind the impression that something in him had turned savage, yet this,
more or less, is the impression that he did convey. It was not that
he seemed really less civilised, or that his character had undergone
any definite alteration, but rather that something in him, hitherto
dormant, had awakened to life. Some quality, latent till now--so
far, at least, as we were concerned, who, after all, knew him but
slightly--had stirred into activity and risen to the surface of his
being.
And while, for the moment, this seemed as far as I could get, it was
but natural that my mind should continue the intuitive process and
acknowledge that John Silence, owing to his peculiar faculties, and the
girl, owing to her singularly receptive temperament, might each in a
different way have divined this latent quality in his soul, and feared
its manifestation later.
On looking back to this painful adventure, too, it now seems equally
natural that the same process, carried to its logical conclusion,
should have wakened some deep instinct in me that, wholly without
direction from my will, set itself sharply and persistently upon the
watch from that very moment. Thenceforward the personality of Sangree
was never far from my thoughts, and I was for ever analysing and
searching for the explanation that took so long in coming.
“I declare, Hubbard, you’re tanned like an aboriginal, and you look
like one, too,” laughed Maloney.
“And I can return the compliment,” was my reply, as we all gathered
round a brew of tea to exchange news and compare notes.
And later, at supper, it amused me to observe that the distinguished
tutor, once clergyman, did not eat his food quite as “nicely” as he did
at home--he devoured it; that Mrs. Maloney ate more, and, to say the
least, with less delay, than was her custom in the select atmosphere
of her English dining-room; and that while Joan attacked her tin
plateful with genuine avidity, Sangree, the Canadian, bit and gnawed
at his, laughing and talking and complimenting the cook all the while,
and making me think with secret amusement of a starved animal at its
first meal. While, from their remarks about myself, I judged that I had
changed and grown wild as much as the rest of them.
In this and in a hundred other little ways the change showed, ways
difficult to define in detail, but all proving--not the coarsening
effect of leading the primitive life, but, let us say, the more direct
and unvarnished methods that became prevalent. For all day long we
were in the bath of the elements--wind, water, sun--and just as the
body became insensible to cold and shed unnecessary clothing, the mind
grew straightforward and shed many of the disguises required by the
conventions of civilisation.
And in each, according to temperament and character, there stirred the
life-instincts that were natural, untamed, and, in a sense--savage.