CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN.

For a few moments Kate Wilton was passive in Garstang's arms. The

suddenness of the act--the surprise, stunned her, and his words seemed

so impossible that she could not believe her hearing. Then horror and

revulsion came; she knew it was the truth, and like a flash it dawned

upon her that all that had gone before, the chivalrous behaviour, the

benevolence and paternal tenderness, were the clever acting of an

unscrupulous man--the outcome of plans and schemes, and for what? To

obtain possession of the great fortune by which she felt more than ever

that she was cursed.

With a faint cry of horror she thrust him back with both hands upon his

breast, and struggled wildly to escape from his embrace.

But the effort was vain; he clasped her tightly once again, in spite of

her efforts, and covered her face, her neck, her hair, with his kisses.

"Silly, timid little bird!" he whispered, as he held her there,

horrified and panting; "what ails you? The first kisses, of course.

There, don't be so foolish, my darling child; they are the kisses of him

who loves you, and who is going to make you his wife. Come, have I not

been tender and patient, and all that you could wish, and is not this an

easy solution of the difficulties by which you are surrounded?"

"Mr Garstang, loose me, I insist!" she cried. "How dare you treat me

so!"

"I have told you, my beautiful darling. Come, come, be sensible; surely

the love of one who has worshipped you from the first time he met you is

not a thing to horrify you. Am I so old and repulsive, that you should

go on like this? Only a few hours ago you were pressing my hands,

holding your face to mine for my kisses; while now that I declare myself

you begin struggling like a newly-captured bird. Why, Kate, my darling,

I am talking to you like a poetic lover in a sentimental play. Really,

dry lawyer as I am, I did not know that I could rise to such a flow of

eloquence. Yes, pet, and you are acting too. There, that is enough for

appearances, and there is no one to see, so let's behave like two

sensible matter-of-fact people. Come and sit down here."

"I wish to go--at once," she cried, striving hard to be firm, feeling as

she did that everything, in her hopeless state, depended upon herself.

"We'll talk about that quietly, when you have seated yourself. No--you

will not?" he cried playfully. "Then you force me to show you that you

must," and raising her in his arms, he bore her quickly to the couch,

and sat beside her, pinioning her firmly in his grasp.

"There," he said, "man is the stronger in muscles, and woman must obey;

but woman is stronger in the silken bonds with which she can hold man,

and then he obeys."

She sat there panting heavily, ceasing her struggles, as she tried to

think out her course of action, for she shrank from shrieking aloud for

help, and exposing her position to the two women in the house.

"That's better," he said; "now you are behaving sensibly. Don't pretend

to be afraid of me. Now listen--There, sit still; you cannot get away.

If you cry out not a sound could reach the servants, for I have sent

them to bed; and if a dozen men stood here and shouted together their

voices could not be heard through curtains, shutters, and double

windows. There, I am not telling you this to frighten you, only to show

you your position."

She turned and gazed at him wildly, and then dragged her eyes away in

despair as he said, caressingly.

"How beautiful you are, Kate! That warm colour makes you more

attractive than ever, and tells me that all this is but a timid girl's

natural holding back from the embraces of the man whom she has enslaved.

There is no ghastly pallor, your lips are not white, and you do not

turn faint, but are strong and brave in your resistance; so now let's

talk sense, little wifie. You fancy I have been drinking; well, I have

had a glass or two more than usual, but I am not as you think, only calm

and quiet and ready to talk to you about what you wished."

"Another time--to-morrow. Mr Garstang, I beg of you; pray let me go to

my own room now."

"To try the front door on the way, and seek to do some foolish thing?

There, you see I can read your thoughts, my darling. So far from having

exceeded, I am too sensible for mat; but you could not get out of the

house, for the door is locked, and I have the key here. There; to

begin; you would like to leave here to-night?"

"Yes, yes, Mr Garstang; pray let me go."

"Where? You would wander about the streets, a prey to the first ruffian

who meets you. To appeal to the police, who would not believe your

story; and even if they did, where would you go? To-morrow back to

Northwood, to be robbed of your fortune; to go straight to that noble

cousin's arms. No, no, that would not do, dear. Now, let's look the

position in the face. I am double your age, my child. Well, granted;

but surely I am not such a repellent monster that you need look at me

like that I love you, my pretty one, and I am going to marry you at

once. As my wife, you will be free from all persecution by your uncle.

He will try to make difficulties, and refuse to sign papers, and do

plenty of absurd things; but I have him completely under my thumb, and

once you are my wife I can force him to give up all control of you and

yours."

"To-morrow--to-morrow," she said, pleadingly, as she felt how hopeless

it was to struggle. "I am sick and faint, Mr Garstang; pray, pray let

me go to my room now."

"Not yet," he said playfully, and without relaxing his grasp; "there is

a deal more to say. You have to make me plenty of promises, that you

will act sensibly; and I want these promises, not from fear, but because

you love me, dear. Silent? Well, I must tell you a little more. I

made up my mind to this, my child, when I came to you that night. `I'll

marry her,' I said; `it will solve all the difficulties and make her the

happiest life.'"

"No, no, it is impossible, Mr Garstang," she cried. "There, you have

said enough now. You must--you shall let me go. Is this your conduct

towards the helpless girl who trusted you?"

"Yes," he said laughingly, "it is my conduct towards the helpless girl

who trusted me; and it is the right treatment of one who cannot help

herself."

"No," she cried desperately; "and so I trusted to you, believing you to

be worthy of that trust."

"And so I am, dear; more than worthy. Kate, dearest, do you know that I

am going to make you a happy woman, that I give you the devotion of my

life? Every hour shall be spent in devising some new pleasure for you,

in making you one of the most envied of your sex. I am older, but what

of that? Perhaps your young fancy has strayed toward some hero whom

your imagination has pictured; but you are not a foolish girl. You have

so much common sense that you must see that your position renders it

compulsory that you should have a protector."

"A protector!" she cried bitterly.

"Yes; I must be plain with you, unless you throw off all this foolish

resistance. Come, be sensible. To-morrow, or the next day, we will be

married, and then we can set the whole world at defiance."

"Mr Garstang, you are mad!" she cried, with such a look of repugnance

in her eyes that she stung him into sudden rage.

"Mad for loving you?" he cried.

"For loving me!" she said scornfully. "No, it is the miserable love of

the wretched fortune. Well, take it; only loose me now; let me go. You

are a lawyer, sir, and I suppose you know what to do. There are pens

and paper. Loose me, and go and sit down and write; I promise you I

will not try to leave the room; lock the door, if you like, till you

have done writing."

"It is already locked," he said mockingly; and he smiled as he saw her

turn pale.

"Very well," she said calmly; "then I cannot escape. Go and write, and

I will sign it without a murmur. I give everything to you; only let me

go. It is impossible that we can ever meet again."

"Indeed!" he said, laughing. "Foolish child, how little you know of

these things! Suppose I do want your money; do you think that anything

I could write, or you could sign, would give it me without this little

hand? Besides, I don't want it without its mistress--my mistress--the

beautiful little girl who during her stay here has taught me that there

is something worth living for. There, there, we are wasting breath.

What is the use of fighting against the inevitable? Love me as your

husband, Kate. I am the same man whom you loved as your guardian.

There, I want to be gentle and tender with you. Why don't you give up

quietly and say that you will come with me like a sensible little girl,

and be my wife?"

"Because I would sooner die," she said, firmly.

"As young ladies say in old-fashioned romances," he cried mockingly.

"There, you force me to speak very plainly to you. I must; and you are

wise enough to see that every word is true. Now listen. You have not

many friends; I may say I, your lover, am the only one; but when you

took that step with me one night, eloping from your bedroom window,

placing yourself under my protection, and living here secluded with me

in this old house for all these months, what would they say? Little

enough, perhaps nothing; but there is a significant shrug of the

shoulders which people give, and which means much, my child, respecting

a woman's character. You see now that you must marry me."

"No," she said calmly; "I trusted myself to the guardianship of a man

almost old enough to be my grandfather. He professed to be my father's

friend, and I fled to him to save myself from insult. Will the world

blame me for that, Mr Garstang?"

"Yes, the world will, and will not believe."

"Then what is the opinion of the world, as you term it, worth? Now,

sir, I insist upon your letting me go to my room."

As she spoke, she struggled violently, and throwing herself back over

the head of the couch made a snatch at the bell-pull, with such success

that the smothered tones of a violent peal reached where they were.

Garstang started up angrily, and taking advantage of her momentary

freedom, Kate sprang to the door and turned the key, but before she

could open it he was at her side.

"You foolish child!" he said, in a low angry voice; "how can you act--"

Half mad with fear, she struck at him, the back of her hand catching him

sharply on the lips, and before he could recover from his surprise, she

had passed through the door and fled to her room, where she locked and

bolted herself in, and then sank panting and sobbing violently upon her

knees beside her bed.

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