LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
Vivienne and Judy were having afternoon tea in their room, when the lame
girl, who was amusing herself by twirling round and round on the piano
stool while she ate her bread and butter, burst into a cackling laugh.
“Oh, Vivienne, mamma said such a hateful thing about you—so hateful that
I must tell you.”
Vivienne laid her head on her chair back and calmly looked at her.
“She said,” went on Judy with a chuckle, “she said, ‘Throw a
handkerchief over her head and you will see the peasant.’”
Vivienne’s eyes glittered as they went back to the fire, and Judy
continued, “It was such a detestable thing to say, because she knows
that you are more like a princess than a peasant. Fancy comparing you to
one of the Frenchwomen that one sees down in the market.”
Vivienne made no reply to her, and Judy went on talking and grumbling to
herself until she heard footsteps in the hall outside.
“Who is that coming up here?” she said, peering through the half-open
door. “As I am a miserable gossip, it’s Stargarde at last, the
mysterious Stargarde, about whom your serene highness is so curious.”
Vivienne rose and gazed straight before her in polite fascination. Mr.
Armour stood in the doorway, and behind him was a magnificently
developed woman who might be any age between twenty-five and thirty. She
held her cap in her hand, and the little curls in her masses of golden
hair shone round about her head like an aureole. A mantle muffled the
upper part of her figure, but Vivienne caught a glimpse of a neck like
marble and exquisitely molded hands.
The girl as she stood criticising her visitor did not know that there
was anything wistful in her attitude, she had not the remotest idea of
bidding for sympathy; therefore it was with the utmost surprise that she
saw Stargarde’s arms outstretched, and the mantle spreading out like a
cloud and descending upon her.
“Poor little girl—shut up in the house this lovely weather,” and other
compassionate sentences she heard as she went into the cloud and was
enveloped by it.
When she emerged, shaking her head and putting up her hands to her coils
of black hair to feel that they were not disarranged, Stargarde was
smiling at her.
“Did I startle you? Forgive me, I was too demonstrative; but do you
know, I fell in love with you before I saw you?”
“Did you?” responded Vivienne, then turning to Mr. Armour, who was
loitering about the door as if uncertain whether to come in or not, she
invited him to sit down.
“Is your cold any better?” he asked stiffly as he came in.
“Yes, thank you,” she replied. “Dr. Camperdown is driving it away.”
“Stanton,” exclaimed Vivienne’s beautiful visitor, flashing a smile at
him, “why don’t you introduce me?”
“I thought it scarcely necessary,” he said, his glance brightening as he
turned from Vivienne to her, “after the warmth of your greeting. Yet, if
you wish it—this, Miss Delavigne, is our friend Miss Stargarde Turner——”
“Of Rockland Street,” she added gravely.
Vivienne tried to hide her astonishment. This woman looked like an
aristocrat. Could it be that she lived in one of the worst streets of
the city?
Stargarde smiled as if reading her thoughts. “It isn’t so bad as you
think,” she said consolingly. “Wait till you see it.” Then she turned to
reply to a sharply interjected question by Judy.
While her attention was distracted from her, Vivienne’s glance wandered
in quiet appreciation over the classic profile and statuesque figure of
her guest as she sat slightly bent forward with hands clasped over her
knees, her loose draperies encircling her and making her look like one
of the Greek statues, rows and rows of which the girl had seen in
foreign art galleries.
Who was she? What was she? And how did it happen that she had the
extraordinary strength of mind to dress and comport herself so
differently from the ordinary woman of the world? There was about her
also a radiance that she had never before seen in the face of any human
being. She did not understand then as she did later on that it was the
spirit of love that glorified Stargarde Turner’s face. Her great heart
beat only for others. She was so permeated and suffused with a sweet
charity toward all men that it shone constantly out of every line of her
beautiful countenance.
Vivienne’s eyes went from Stargarde to Mr. Armour. He had a wonderful
amount of self-control, yet he could not hide the fact that he admired
this charming woman, that he listened intently to every word that fell
from her lips.
“I am glad that there is some one he is interested in,” thought
Vivienne. “Usually he seems like a man of stone, not of flesh and
blood.”
It occurred to her that he had brought Miss Turner up to her room that
he might have a chance to listen, without interruption, to the clear,
sweet tones of her voice. She imagined that he was in love with her and
that his family threw obstacles in the way of their meeting. In this she
made a mistake as she soon found out. Stanton Armour was at liberty to
pay Miss Turner all the attention he chose, and the whole family
welcomed her as an honored guest.
“You and I are going to be friends,” said Stargarde turning to her
suddenly. “I feel it.”
“I hope so,” murmured Vivienne.
“Will you have some tea, Israelitess without guile?” asked Judy abruptly
flinging an arm over Stargarde’s shoulder.
“Yes, dear,” and Stargarde turned her face toward her. “Why don’t you
come to see me?”
“Oh, you worry me with your goodness and perfections,” was the impatient
retort. “You’re too faultless for ordinary purposes. I get on better
with that young lady there, who is good but human.”
“Have you found some faults in Miss Delavigne already?” asked Stargarde
gleefully.
“Yes, plenty of them,” said Judy reaching down to the hearth for the
teapot.
“What are they?” asked Mr. Armour soberly.
“I haven’t time to tell you all now,” said Judy. “Come up some day when
I’m alone and I’ll go over them. You needn’t smile, Vivienne, I will.
What have you been doing with yourself lately, Stargarde? We haven’t
seen you for an age.”
“I’ve been in the country finding homes for some of my children.”
“This young person hasn’t the good fortune to be married,” said Judy to
Vivienne; “and by children she means orphans and starvelings that she
amuses herself by picking out of gutters.”
“I hope that you will be interested in my work,” said Stargarde
enthusiastically to Vivienne.
“No, she won’t,” said Judy. “That sort of thing isn’t in her line.”
“Judy,” said Mr. Armour, “it seems to me that you are monopolizing the
conversation. Suppose you come over to this window seat and talk to me
for a while?”
She followed him obediently, and after they were seated burst out with a
brisk, “Thank heaven for family privileges! You wouldn’t have dared say
that to a stranger.”
“No,” he said, “I don’t suppose I would.”
“You’re pretty plain-spoken though with everybody,” said Judy
critically; “that is, when you want your own way. When you don’t you let
people alone. Why are you in such a good temper to-day? Have you been
making some money?”
“A little.”
“That’s all you care for, isn’t it?” pursued the girl.
“What do you mean?” he asked, a slight cloud on his face.
“Money is your god,” she said coolly.
He made no reply to her and she went on, “What a pity that you have
never married like other men. You’re almost forty, aren’t you?”
“Almost.”
“Just Brian Camperdown’s age; only there is this difference between you,
he would get married if he could, and you could if you would. I know
some one that would have made a nice, proud wife for you.”
“Judy,” he exclaimed, holding himself a little straighter than he
usually did, “what are you talking about?”
“Something that you might have done if you had been as sensible as some
people.”
“You are impertinent,” he said angrily.
“This is a long room, and we are some distance from the fireplace,” said
Judy in velvet tones, “yet if you raise your voice our two darlings
yonder will hear what you are saying.”
Mr. Armour gave her an annoyed glance.
“It isn’t worth your while to quarrel with me,” said Judy smoothly, “the
only person in the house that can get on with you. And what have I done?
Merely hinted that a charming girl of twenty-one would have done a
pretty thing to sacrifice herself to an old bachelor of forty. You ought
to feel flattered.”
“I don’t,” he returned sullenly.
“No; because you are a—a—because you are foolish. You ought to feel
willing to pay six thousand dollars a year to some one who would make
you laugh.”
“What has that to do with Miss Delavigne?” he said.
“Why she amuses you—can’t you see it?—you, a regular grum-growdy of a
man, with care sitting forever on your brow.”
“Judy,” he said, “your chatter wearies me.”
“I daresay,” she replied; “it shows you ought to have more of it. You’ll
probably go mad some day from business worries.”
Mr. Armour picked up a book that he found on the window seat and began
to read it, while Judy turned her back on him and stared out at the
peaceful waters of the Arm.
Stargarde was looking earnestly into Vivienne’s face. “You dear child!
if I had known you were ill I would have come to you sooner.”
“I have not suffered extremely,” said Vivienne gratefully, yet with
dignity.
Stargarde shook her head gently. “Do you care to tell me how you get on
with Mrs. Colonibel?”
“We rarely come in contact,” said Vivienne; “we have nothing in common.”
“You do not like her,” said Stargarde sadly; “I know you do not; yet
have patience with her, my child. There is a woman who has lived half
her life and has not learned its lesson yet. She cannot bear to be
contra—opposed; she will have her own way.”
Some hidden emotion caused Stargarde’s face to contract painfully, and
Vivienne seeing it said generously, “Let us make some excuse for her.
She has reigned here for some years, has she not?”
“Yes; ever since her husband died.”
“And she is jealous of all interference?”
“Yes; and she looks upon you as a usurper. Be as patient as you can with
her, dear child, for she thinks that Stanton’s object in bringing you
here is to make you mistress over her head.”
“Do you mean that I should become the housekeeper here?”
“Yes; I do.”
Vivienne started. “Oh, I am only here for a short time; I could not
think of remaining.” Stargarde looked at her affectionately and with
some curiosity, and seeing this the girl went on hastily, “Mrs.
Colonibel’s husband is dead, is he not?”
“Yes; he was much older than she was.”
“And her stay here depends upon her cousin, Mr. Armour?”
“Yes; he gives her a handsome salary.”
“It is rather surprising then that she does not try to please him in
every respect.”
Stargarde’s eyes lighted up with brilliant indignation. “You bring me to
one of my hobbies,” she exclaimed. “I think that if there is one class
of people on whom the wrath of God rests more heavily than on others, it
is on the good Christian people who, wrapped around in their own
virtues, bring up their children in an atmosphere of pagan idolatry. In
not one single particle is the child taught to control itself. The very
moon and stars would be plucked from the sky if the parent had the power
to gratify the child in that way. Nothing, nothing is denied it. And
what happens? The parent dies, the child with its shameless disregard of
the rights of others is let loose in the world. With what disastrous
results we see in the case of Flora Colonibel. Oh, pity her, pity her,
my child,” and Stargarde gazed imploringly at Vivienne, her blue eyes
dimmed with tears.
Vivienne witnessed Stargarde’s emotion with a kind of awe, and by a
gentle glance essayed to comfort her. The woman smiled through her
tears, held up her golden head bravely, like a child that has
accomplished its season of mourning and is willing to be cheerful, and
said steadily: “I rarely discuss Flora—it is too painful a subject—but
you are gentle and good; I wish to enlist your sympathies in her favor.
You understand?”
“I will try to like her,” said Vivienne with great simplicity, “for your
sake.”
“Dear child,” murmured Stargarde, “to do something for others is the way
to forget one’s own trouble.”
Vivienne assented to this remark by a smile, and Stargarde fixing her
eyes on the fire fell into a brown study. After a time she turned her
head with one of her swift, graceful movements, and reading Vivienne’s
thoughts with a readiness that rather disconcerted her, said: “You wish
to know something about me, don’t you?”
“Yes,” said the girl frankly.
“Good, as Dr. Camperdown says,” replied Stargarde. “I will tell you all
that I can. First, I spent the first twelve years of my life as the
eldest daughter of a poor parson and his wife. What do you think of
that?”
“It is easy to imagine that your descent might be clerical,” said
Vivienne innocently.
Stargarde laughed at this with such suppressed amusement that Vivienne
knew she must have some _arrière pensée_. “They were not my real
parents,” said her new friend at last.
“Indeed,” said Vivienne, measuring her with a glance so pitying that
Stargarde hastened to say, “What does it matter? They loved me better I
think for being a waif. The Lord knows all about it, so it is all right.
You want to know who my parents are, don’t you?”
“Yes; but do not tell me unless you care to do so.”
“I can’t tell you, child,” said Stargarde, gently pinching her cheek. “I
will not say that I do not know; I will simply say that I prefer not to
tell anything I may know. Would it make any difference to you if I were
to tell you that my father had been—well, say a public executioner?”
“I do not know; I cannot tell,” said Vivienne in bewilderment. “I could
never imagine that you would spring from such a source as that.”
“Suppose I did; you would not punish the child for the father’s dreadful
calling, would you?”
“Most persons would.”
“Yes, they would,” said Stargarde. “We punish the children for the sins
of the fathers, and we are always pointing our fingers at our neighbors
and saying, ‘I am better than thou,’ as regards lineage. And yet, in the
beginning we were all alike.
‘When Adam delved and Eve span,
Who was then the gentleman?’”
“That was years ago,” said Vivienne in amusement; “blood trickling
through the veins of generations has become blue.”
“My dear, we go up and down. The aristocrats of to-day are the paupers
of to-morrow, except in rare instances. I do not think any the more of
you for a possible existence in your veins of a diluted drop of the
blood royal of France. I can understand your sentiment in regard to it,
if you say, ‘I must never commit a mean action because I come of a line
of distinguished ancestry’; though I think a better sentiment is, ‘Here
I stand as noble in the sight of God as any creature of earth; I owe it
to him and to myself to keep my record clean.’”
An alarming suspicion crept into Vivienne’s mind. “Are you an
anarchist?” she asked anxiously.
“Oh, no, no,” laughed Stargarde; “a socialist if you will, in the broad
sense of the term, a Christian socialist; but an anarchist never.”
“Are you a loyal subject to the Queen?”
Stargarde bent her beautiful head. “I am, God bless her! Not loyalty
alone do I give her, but tender love and reverence. May all her
descendants rule as wisely as she has done.”
Stargarde when she spoke used as many gestures as Vivienne herself. Then
she was brimful of personal magnetism, catching her hearers by the
electric brilliance of her bright blue eyes and holding them by the pure
and silvery tones of her voice. Vivienne felt her blood stir in her
veins as she listened to her. She was loth to have her visitor go, and
as she saw her glance at the clock she said hurriedly, “We have wandered
from the subject of your up-bringing.”
“Come and see me in my rooms,” said Stargarde rising, “and I will tell
you all about myself and how I went to live with the Camperdowns when I
was twelve. They are all gone now but Brian,” and she sighed. “How I
miss them! Family life is such an exquisite thing. You, poor child, know
little of it as yet. Some day you will marry and have a home of your
own. You have a lover now, little girl, haven’t you?” and she tilted
back Vivienne’s head and looked searchingly into her eyes.
“Yes,” said Vivienne gently.
Stargarde smiled. “Before he takes you away I wish you would come and
stay with me for a long time. Now I must fly, I have an appointment at
six.”
“Good-bye, Miss Turner,” murmured Vivienne, as her caller took her by
the hand.
“Good-bye, Stargarde,” corrected her friend.
“Stargarde—it is a beautiful name,” said the girl.
“It is a great worry to people; they ask me why I was so named, and I
never can tell them. I only know that it is German, and is occasionally
used in Russia.”
“Are you going? are you going?” called Judy, limping briskly from the
other end of the room. “Wait a minute. I want to show you some clothes
that I will give you for your poor children.”
“I haven’t time, I fear.”
“I will send you home in a sleigh,” said Mr. Armour, strolling toward
them.
“Oh, in that case I can give you a few minutes,” said Stargarde.
“This is what we might call a case of love at first sight, isn’t it?”
said Judy, fluttering like a kindly disposed blackbird between Vivienne
and Stargarde.
Stargarde laughed merrily as she went into the bedroom.
Vivienne was left behind with Mr. Armour. Ever since her interview in
the library with him he had regarded her with some friendliness and with
decided curiosity. Now he asked with interest,
“Did you ever see any one like Miss Turner?”
“No,” said Vivienne warmly, “never; she is so devoted, so enthusiastic;
her _protégés_ must love her.”
“They do,” he said dryly.
“It is not my way to plunge into sudden intimacies,” said Vivienne with
a little proud movement of her neck; “yet with Miss Turner I fancy all
rules are set aside.”
“She is certainly unconventional,” said Mr. Armour.
“I wish I were like that,” said Vivienne. “I wish that I had it in me to
live for others.”
“You have a different mission in life,” he said. “You are cut out for a
leader in society rather than a religious or philanthropic enthusiast.
By the way, Macartney wants your marriage to take place as soon as
possible. Of course you concur in his opinion.”
“Yes,” said Vivienne absently, “I will agree to anything that he
arranges. As I told you the other day,” she went on with some
embarrassment, “I think it is advisable for me to leave here as soon as
possible. However, I spoke too abruptly to you. I have been wishing for
an opportunity to tell you so.”
“Have you?” he said, twisting the corners of his moustache and trying
not to smile at the lofty manner in which she delivered her apology. “It
really did not matter.”
“No, I dare say not,” she replied with a quick glance at him; “but I was
not polite.”
“I mean it did not matter about me,” he said. “A business man must get
used to knocks of various kinds.”
How conceited he was, how proud of his business ability! Vivienne
shrugged her shoulders and said nothing.
“About this engagement of yours,” he went on; “if you please we will
allow its length to remain undetermined for a time. I may as well
confess that I brought you here for a purpose. What that purpose is I do
not care to tell, and I beg that you will not speculate about it. Do you
think that you can make up your mind to remain under my roof for a few
weeks longer?”
“I wounded his self-love so deeply that he will never recover from it,”
said the girl to herself. Then she went on aloud in a constrained voice.
“It is scarcely necessary for you to ask me that question. To stay here
for as long a time as you choose is a small favor for me to grant when
you have been kind enough to take care of me for so many years.”
“Ah thank you,” said Mr. Armour aloud. To himself he added, “Proud,
passionate, restless girl. She will never forgive me for not liking her.
She has her father’s face and her mother’s disposition.”