CHAPTER XXI.

THE DRUMCONDRA FIGHT.

That night we left Fleming’s about 11 o’clock. In case we had been seen

entering and were still being shadowed we left by the back. It was a

bright moonlight night. From the back of the house we got out to Botanic

Avenue. There Sean and I debated for a few minutes whether we should

go round to our friend Mrs. Fitzgerald, in Hollybank Road, or go on to

Professor Carolan’s, and we turned to the right and came up to the bridge

over the Tolka. Curfew was at 12 o’clock, and the streets were already

deserted. As we stood for a moment on the bridge to look round and listen

we heard the rumbling in the distance of military lorries preparing to go

on curfew patrol.

From the bridge to Carolan’s is about seven minutes’ walk. It is the

main road to Belfast, and a well-to-do residential quarter. On the left

is the great Training College for National Teachers, and on the right,

some distance back from the road, is another well-known institution—All

Hallows Ecclesiastical College.

We had a latchkey of Professor Carolan’s house, “Fernside.” It was one of

the many latchkeys we had at the time, all given us by friends to whose

houses we were welcome whenever we might wish to call at any hour.

I had already stayed a few nights at “Fernside,” having been introduced

to the family by Peter Fleming. I well remember how heartily I was

received on that first occasion by the family, and how thoughtfully Mr.

Carolan himself showed me over the whole house, and especially the back

garden. He pointed out a low wall to me as the best means of escape in

case of a raid. “I don’t expect you’ll need it,” he said, “but it is no

harm to know your way about.” He was a kindly, lovable man whose clear

earnest eyes would inspire one with confidence.

The house is one of a type common enough in middle-class suburban

districts in Dublin. It is a two-storeyed brick building of eight or nine

apartments. There is a small plot in front facing the road, and on the

left, as one enters, is a tradesman’s side door, leading to the back.

Over this door it would be easily possible for an active man to climb

into the yard.

At the back there is a long garden, separated from the adjoining garden

by a wall about seven feet high. Close up to the house, and almost under

the window was a conservatory.

Every time that we had availed ourselves of Mr. Carolan’s hospitality

we had reached the house before 11 o’clock at night. On this occasion

we did not arrive until about 11.30 p.m., and as there was no light to

be seen we concluded the family had retired, and we let ourselves in

as noiselessly as possible, making our way to the bedroom which had

been reserved for us on the second floor at the back, overlooking the

conservatory. It is certain, of course, that no member of the family was

aware of our presence in the house that night.

We went to bed almost at once, both of us sleeping together. Still we

did not feel very sleepy and for a while we chatted about our plans for

the future and our return to Tipperary. Then our conversation lagged.

My mind became possessed of a strange presentiment. Perhaps it was the

after-effects of my few recent adventures with the murder gang. I tried

to sleep, but for once sleep would not come. Sean, too, was still awake,

though not inclined to talk.

I felt half inclined to tell him of the queer feeling that had come over

me, but he was himself the first to speak:

“Dan,” he said, “do you find any queer feeling coming over you? I can’t

sleep. Can you?”

He had, in fact, put the very questions I was trying to frame. I told him

so and we both laughed.

“We may have a raid to-night, Sean,” I said, half joking. “I wonder

is there any danger we were shadowed to-night coming here? If we were

surrounded in this place we’d have a very poor chance of escaping.”

Sean did not reply for a minute. “Somehow I wouldn’t mind if we were

killed now, Dan,” he said. “The war is going to go on whatever happens,

and if we’re killed I hope we will die together.”

Another moment’s silence and we both dozed off.

Suddenly we sat up in the bed. Outside in the street was the heavy tramp

of marching men. Voices were whispering in the back. Through our window

came the flare of a dazzling searchlight. It was about 1 a.m. We had been

over an hour in the house.

There was a crash of glass in the front. A door opened. From the stairs

came the sound of rushing footsteps.

We sprang out of bed together. Simultaneously our hands gripped our

revolvers. I took a gun in each hand. A hand was groping on our door

outside. I never spoke. Sean pressed my arm and whispered “Goodbye, Dan,

we’ll meet above.”

Crack! crack! Two bullets came whizzing through the door. Crack! crack!

My German Mauser pistol was replying.

There was no light save the flash of the shots. Outside on the landing

an English voice was shouting, “Where is Ryan? Where is Ryan?”

Bullets were now flying on all sides, our door was partly open. I blazed

away on to the landing. Blood was flowing freely from my right thumb

where a flying bullet struck me, but I felt no pain. Outside I heard

a thud as if a man had fallen on the carpet. Suddenly I realised that

Sean’s gun had missed fire. With my Mauser still raking the landing and

the stairs I shouted to Sean to get back to the window. He stepped back,

just as another bullet from outside buried itself in the wardrobe. The

firing from the stairs had momentarily ceased. There was a hurried rush

of retreating footsteps down towards the hall. In the back I could hear

rifle shots ringing out.

I dashed out of the room on to the landing and saw half a dozen soldiers

making another attempt to come up the stairs, their electric torches

making me an almost certain target for their bullets. Into that khaki

group my pistol poured bullet after bullet. I knew now that the house was

surrounded and that there was little hope of escape for me. But the rage

of battle had taken possession of me. I was going to be killed; but I

would sell my life dearly.

As I blazed into the soldiers there was a hurried rush for safety. They

had now evacuated the top landing and I was pursuing them down the

stairs. When I got to the first floor they had all disappeared—some had

taken shelter in the rooms underneath, others had retreated headlong into

the street. There was no other target for my bullets, but now and again I

heard the sharp report of a rifle from the back, mingled with occasional

groans and cries.

I rushed back to my room. At the door I tripped over two dead officers

and a wounded Tommy. I had to pull each of them out of the way before I

could close my door. I don’t know how I had missed tripping over them

when I had first rushed out of the room. In the heat of the battle one

does not see everything.

Once back in my room I banged the door and turned the lock. I knew I

had not a moment to spare; for with the hundreds of troops they had

apparently brought on the raid they were bound to make another attack. I

sprang to the window. A searchlight played for a moment on the back of

the house and a shower of bullets came whizzing through the glass. A few

of them struck me, but a couple of wounds more or less did not matter

very much, for I had already been hit more than once in the exchange.

The lower half of the window was already open. Sean had got out that

way. I stepped on to the window-sill, and dropped into the roof of the

conservatory. In the clear moonlight I could discern countless steel

helmets all round the house. The Tommies were blazing at me. Before I

could drop from the conservatory I saw I would have to get away through

them.

With the revolver which I held in my left hand I smashed a hole in the

roof of the conservatory. Then I gripped a beam and swung down, my German

pistol still seeking a mark on the enemy. Right well did it accomplish

its task, for within a minute there was not a soldier to be seen—they had

disappeared.

I was still dangling from the roof of the glass-house. When I had

silenced the enemy I swung back on the roof and then jumped to the ground.

I looked around for my comrade. There was no sign of him. I called out

his name, but got no reply. I lay flat on the ground to avoid offering a

target to any venturesome Tommy who might put his head over the garden

wall. I continued to call out for Sean.

“Sean! Sean! Where are you?” But there was no reply. I thought he might

have been struck getting through the window and might have been lying

wounded in the conservatory. Now I began to fear he had fallen into their

hands. Then I consoled myself with the thought that after all he had got

away, though the chance was a poor one. I knew I had been fighting on the

landing and stairs for nearly half an hour, and when I did not return

to the room Sean may have concluded I was killed while he was trying to

settle his revolver.

As I lay on the ground I realised I was getting weak. I had neither hat,

boots nor overcoat. I had only barely time to slip on trousers and coat.

I saw that I was wounded in five or six places and was bleeding from head

to foot, but I had to move quickly. Strangely enough, I was beginning to

feel that I would escape after all.

While I was still rapidly thinking what course to take the enemy returned

to the attack. Several grenades burst around me near the conservatory.

I made another effort and rose to move. A short distance from me I saw

that low dividing wall that my host had been so careful to point out on

my first visit. Now I appreciated his foresight as I made for the wall.

A little distance beyond the conservatory in the garden I found the dead

bodies of two soldiers. Then I knew Sean had passed that way.

He might have escaped, I thought; but there was still the danger that he

had been shot further down the garden.

Just as I reached the wall a soldier’s head appeared outside. He saw

me and levelled his rifle, at the same time shouting “Halt! halt!” He

fired and missed me. I fired too. When I dropped over the wall, clear of

Carolan’s garden, I stumbled over his body. I don’t know whether he was

dead or wounded.

Another group of soldiers close at hand opened fire on me, and I blazed

at them in return as I rushed for the nearest wall. I got over but did

not recognise my surroundings. All I knew was that I was on the road.

Suddenly I ran right into an armoured car. There was nothing for it but

to get in the first shot. I hit one of their men before the occupants of

the car had time to take aim, and I rushed by as their bullets knocked

splinters out of the roadway and the walls around me, but never once

struck me. By this time I had recognised my surroundings. I was out on

the main road between Carolan’s house and Drumcondra Bridge. It would be

madness to keep on along the road, for if the armoured car did not pursue

me I was almost certain to run into some of their outposts near the

bridge.

On my right as I ran towards the city was the limestone wall surrounding

St. Patrick’s Training College. Could I once scale that and get into

the college grounds my chances of escape were good. But it was about 18

feet high. I had neither boots nor socks; one toe on my right foot was

broken and giving me terrible pain; I had at least five bullet holes in

my side, from my hip to my foot, besides several less serious wounds.

But when a man is fighting for his life he gets strength that he has not

at ordinary times. I scrambled to the top of that wall. How I did it I

often wondered afterwards as I passed it by. When I got to the top I felt

almost happy. My hopes grew stronger, though my body grew weaker from

the terrible excitement and the loss of blood. I slid down carefully on

the inside and faced for the west, leading towards Glasnevin or Finglas

direction. But I was still within a few hundred yards of “Fernside,” and

at any moment I might again run into a group of soldiers. I crawled along

as noiselessly as I could. At this stage I think it was instinct that

was guiding me. I was dazed and as near to unconsciousness as a man can

be while he still has the power to walk. I lost all sense of time and

distance.

At last I found myself on the banks of a river. I knew it must be the

Tolka. I had no place to seek shelter. My one aim was to put some

distance between me and my pursuers. I could not go out on the road to

seek a bridge. I had to cross the river, and there was only one way of

doing it. Fortunately it was not deep and as I waded through the cold

piercing water I could feel it trickling through my leg where some of the

bullets had made a clear passage through my flesh. I cannot say that I

felt the cold too keenly. I suppose there are times when nature is dead

to minor feelings.

When I got to the other side of the river I saw that I was close to some

houses. I knew they must be the houses in Botanic Avenue and that I was

at the back. I could struggle no further. Blood was pouring from me all

the time. My only hope, if I was not to drop down and die of exhaustion

and exposure, was to seek the shelter of some one of these roofs.

I do not know what instinct impelled me, but I selected one particular

back door. It was as if an angel whispered that that door and that only

held out hope to me.

I knocked. I realised well enough what a spectacle I must present now, at

3 or 4 o’clock in the morning, half-clad, dishevelled and covered with

blood.

A second time I knocked. A man opened the door. My appearance was

sufficient explanation, but I mumbled a few words to say that I needed

shelter.

He did not ask me who I was, or how I had received my wounds. He simply

said, “Come in. Whatever we can do for you we’ll do it.”

He and his wife took me in. The latter quickly summoned Nurse Long, who

lived nearby. They dressed my wounds and gave me some stimulant, which

the nurse procured from my friends, the Flemings, at imminent danger to

her own life, having to pass twice through the excited cordon of soldiers

in the small hours of that morning.

Then I learned who my good Samaritan was. He was Mr. Fred Holmes, whose

sympathies, I believe, were on the other side.

But he and his wife tended me that morning with care and attention that

they might have bestowed upon a son or brother. There was no need to tell

them how I had come to be in that plight. Yet they took me in and saved

my life.

Gratitude is but a poor word to express my feelings towards that family.

In the morning I told them who I was. They assured me that everything in

their power would be done to enable me to recover and to get to a place

of safety, for I knew I could not stay long in a house which was not half

a mile from the scene of the battle.

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