CHAPTER XVIII

ADRIFT

There was a small deck-house standing abaft the jagged ends of the

stump of the mainmast, a low-pitched, somewhat narrow, and rather long

structure, with a door facing the wheel, or where the wheel had stood,

and a couple of small windows on either hand, the glass of which was

entirely gone.

‘The lonely watchman of this wreck is still at home, doubtless waiting

to receive us,’ said the lieutenant, pointing to the little building.

‘Shall we pay him a visit?’

‘Oh yes; let us see everything that there may be to look at,’ answered

Colledge, who had not yet recovered his breath, but who was working

hard, I could see, to regain his late air of vivacity, though he was

pale, and shot several uneasy glances around him as he spoke.

‘I would rather not look,’ said Miss Temple; ‘it will make me dream.’

‘You will have nothing to talk about, then,’ said Colledge.

‘It is the most natural object in the world,’ exclaimed the lieutenant;

‘if he could be stuffed, preserving the posture he is in, and exhibited

in London, thousands would assemble to view him.’

I left them to persuade Miss Temple if they could, and walking aft,

opened the door, and peeped in. It was just a plain, immensely strong,

roughly furnished deck erection, with a small hatch close against the

entrance, conducting, as I supposed, to the cabin beneath. On either

side went a row of lockers; in the centre was a short narrow table,

supported by stanchions; and at this table sat the figure of a man. He

was in an attitude of writing; his right hand grasped a long feather

pen; his left elbow was on the table, and his cheek was supported by

his hand. He was dressed in white jean breeches, the ends of which were

stuffed into a pair of yellow leather half-boots. There was a large

belt round his waist, clasped by some ornament resembling a two-headed

eagle, of a shining metal, probably silver. His shirt was a pale red

flannel, over which was a jacket cut in the Spanish fashion; his hair

was long, and flowed in black ringlets upon his back. His hat was a

large sombrero, and I had to walk abreast of him to see his face. I was

prepared to witness a ghastly sight. Instead, I beheld a countenance

of singular beauty. It was as if the hand of death had moulded some

faultless human countenance out of white wax. The lids of the eyes

drooped, and the gaze seemed rooted upon the table, as though the man

lay rapt and motionless in some sweet and perfect dream. His small

moustache was like a touch of delicate pencilling. He looked to have

been a person of some three or four and twenty years of age.

As I stood surveying the figure, the interior was shadowed. Miss Temple

and the others stood in the doorway. The lieutenant and Colledge

entered; the girl would not approach.

‘Here, Miss Temple,’ said I, ‘is the handsomest man I have ever seen.’

‘Can he be dead?’ exclaimed Colledge in a subdued voice of awe.

‘He’ll never be deader,’ said the lieutenant, peering curiously into

the face of the corpse. ‘_Handsome_, do you consider him, sir? Well,

we all have our tastes, to be sure. He looks like a woman masquerading.’

‘Who was he, I wonder?’ asked Miss Temple in a low tone, standing in a

half-shrinking attitude at the door.

‘Very hard to say,’ said I. ‘Too young for the captain, I should think.

Probably the mate.’

‘A pirate, anyway,’ said the lieutenant.

‘Hark!’ cried Miss Temple; ‘this ship is tolling his knell.’

The mellow chime floated past the ear. The effect was extraordinary, so

clear was the note as it rang through the soft sounds of the weltering

waters; so ghostly, wild, and unreal, too, the character it gathered

from the presence of that silent, stirless penman.

‘I say, we’ve seen enough of him, I think,’ exclaimed Colledge.

‘Shall we bury him?’ said I.

‘Oh no, sir,’ exclaimed the lieutenant; ‘this sheer hulk is his coffin.

Leave the dead to bury their dead. Now for a glimpse of the cabin.’

Miss Temple entered with some reluctance; the lieutenant handed her

through the hatch down the short ladder, and Colledge and I followed.

We found ourselves in a moderately-sized state-room of the width of the

little vessel, with bulkheads at either end, each containing a couple

of cabins. There was a small skylight overhead, all the glass of it

shattered, but light enough fell through to enable us to see easily.

Colledge had plucked up heart, and now bustled about somewhat manfully,

opening the cabin doors, starting as if he saw horrible sights,

cracking jokes as in the boat, and calling to Miss Temple to look here

and look there, and so on.

‘Hallo!’ cried the lieutenant, putting his head into one of the

cabins at the fore-end of the state-room; ‘I missed this room when I

overhauled her. What have we here? A pantry is it, or a larder?’

I looked over his shoulder, and by the faint light sifting through the

bull’s-eye in the deck, made out the contents of what was apparently

a storeroom. There were several shelves containing crockery, cheeses,

hams, and other articles of food. Under the lower shelf, heaped upon

the deck, were stowed several dozens of bottles in straw.

‘The corsairs,’ said the lieutenant, ‘will always be memorable for the

excellence of their tipple. What is this, now?’

He picked up a bottle, knocked off the head, and taking a little tin

drinking-vessel from a shelf, half filled it, then smelled, and tasted.

‘An exquisite Burgundy,’ he cried. ‘Try it, Mr. Dugdale.’

It was indeed a very choice sound wine. The lieutenant half filled a

pannikin for Colledge, who emptied it with a sigh of enjoyment. ‘What

would my father give for such stuff as this!’ said he.

The lieutenant found a wine-glass, which he carefully cleansed with

the liquor, and then filling it, he asked Miss Temple to drink to the

confusion of all pirates. She laughed, and declined.

‘Oh, you must sip it, if you please,’ cried Colledge, ‘if only to

heighten the romance of this adventure. Think of the additional colour

your story will get out of this incident of drinking perdition to the

corsairs in wine of their own!’

She was about to answer, when the hull rolled heavily. The lieutenant

slipped; the wine-glass fell to the deck, and was shivered; Colledge,

grasping me to steady himself, threw me off my balance, and the pair of

us went rolling to the bottles. The young fellow scrambled on to his

legs with a loud laugh.

‘I believe this vessel is tipsy,’ said he.

‘Do you mark the increase in the weight of the swell?’ I exclaimed as I

regained my legs.

The roll of the vessel the other way had been severe, and now she was

dipping her sides regularly with an oscillation extravagant enough to

render standing very inconvenient.

‘We must be off, I think,’ said the lieutenant.

‘Miss Temple hasn’t drunk confusion to the pirates,’ exclaimed Colledge

with the persistency of brains flushed with wine.

‘I would rather not do so,’ she answered, her fine face looking

curiously pale in that dull light, whilst she glanced restlessly

towards the state cabin. She pulled out a little watch. ‘It is

certainly time to return to the Indiaman,’ she added.

‘Oh, but don’t let us leave all this noble drink to go down to the

bottom of the sea,’ cried Colledge. ‘Is there nothing that we can pack

some of the bottles in? If we could only manage to get away with a

couple of dozen--twelve for ourselves and twelve for my cousin?’--and

with red face and bright eyes he went staggering with the heave of the

hull to the shelves and stood holding on, looking about him.

‘It might be managed, I think,’ said the lieutenant, who seemed all

anxiety to oblige him.

‘I wish to be gone,’ exclaimed Miss Temple with a strong hint of the

imperiousness that had been familiar to me in the Indiaman in the air

with which she looked at and addressed the lieutenant. ‘What is the

meaning of this increased rolling? I shall not be able to enter the

boat.’

‘No fear of that, madam,’ answered the lieutenant; ‘a dismasted

egg-shell like this will roll to the weakest heave. A trifle more swell

has certainly set in, but it is nothing.’

I was not so sure of that. What he was pleased to describe as

a trifling increase was to my mind, and very distinctly too,

a heightening and broadening of the undulations, of which the

significance was rendered strong by the suddenness of the thing. It

meant wind close at hand, I could swear.

‘I’ll go on deck and see how things are,’ said I.

‘Take me with you, Mr. Dugdale,’ exclaimed Miss Temple.

‘You will suffer me to assist you?’ said the lieutenant.

‘Oh, I say, _don’t_ leave all this wine here,’ cried Colledge. ‘Mr.--I

mean Lieutenant--upon my word, I must apologise for not having asked

your name--can’t we manage to find some old basket’----

‘What is that down in the corner there, Mr. Colledge?’ said the

lieutenant, laughing.

‘Pray, take me on deck, Mr. Dugdale?’ exclaimed Miss Temple haughtily

and with temper, and she came to my side and passed her arm through

mine.

The swaying of the light hull without top-hamper to steady her so

hindered one’s movements by the staggering lurches it flung one into,

that it cost me no small effort to steer a fair course with Miss Temple

hanging to me, to the cabin steps. I helped her up the ladder, and felt

in her arm the shudder that swept through her as she sent a single

swift glance at the dead figure at the table.

The moment I emerged I cried out: ‘My God! see there! Why, if we are

not quick’---- And putting my head into the doorway again, I roared

down the hatch: ‘For heaven’s sake, come on deck, or we shall lose both

ships!’

Indeed, all away in the north-west was a white blankness of vapour

bearing right down upon the hull, with a long and heavy swell rolling

out of it, the heads of which as they came washing from under the base

of the thickness were dark with wind. The sky overhead was of a sort

of watery ashen colour, going down to the eastern sea-line in a weak,

dim blue, so obscure with the complexion of the approaching vaporous

mass that the corvette on the left hand and the Indiaman on the right

appeared as little more than pallid smudges, with a kind of looming

out of their dull, distorted proportions that made them show as though

they hung upon the very verge of the ocean. I told Miss Temple to hold

to the side of the deck-house to steady herself, and rushed to the

quarter. The cutter lay there to the scope of her painter, rising and

falling in a manner bewildering to see to one who knew that she had to

be entered from these perilously sloping decks. The moment my head was

seen, one of the sailors bawled out: ‘The Indiaman’s fired two guns,

sir.’

‘Why the deuce,’ I shouted in a passion, ‘didn’t one of you jump aboard

to report what was coming? Haul alongside, for God’s sake.’

At this moment the lieutenant appeared, followed by Colledge. He took

one look, and came in a bound to the sheer edge of the deck, where the

remains of the line of crushed bulwarks stood like fangs. ‘Lively now!’

he cried; ‘hand over hand with it.’

‘We shall be smothered out of sight in a few minutes,’ I exclaimed;

‘shall we be acting wisely in quitting this hull? We may lose both

ships in that weather there, and what will there be to do then?’

‘Don’t frighten the lady, sir,’ he answered, turning upon me with a

frown. ‘Miss Temple, there is nothing to be alarmed at. We shall get

you into the boat simply enough, and the vapour will speedily clear. I

know these waters.’

Colledge stood gazing round him, looking horribly frightened. The boat

was dragged alongside: one moment she was above the level of the naked

edge of the deck; the next she was sliding away out of sight into the

hollow, with the wreck rolling heavily off from her.

‘Now, Miss Temple,’ cried the lieutenant. ‘Help me to steady the lady,

Mr. Dugdale. Stand by, two of you men there, to receive her.’

Miss Temple set her lips, and her eyes were on fire with anger and

fear. ‘I shall not be able to enter that boat,’ said she.

‘Oh, madam, be persuaded,’ cried the lieutenant, speaking irritably

out of his clear perception of the danger of delay and of the peril of

passing her into the cutter. ‘Mr. Dugdale, take Miss Temple’s arm.’

She shrank back, with a firmer grip of the deck-house, against which

she had set her shoulder to steady herself. ‘You will kill me!’ she

cried.

‘Mr. Dugdale,’ exclaimed the lieutenant wildly, ‘for God’s sake, jump

into the boat, that Miss Temple may see how easily it is to be done. I

must be the last to leave.’

‘Let Mr. Colledge jump first,’ said I. ‘I may probably be more useful

to you and the lady than he.’

‘Jump, Mr. Colledge!’ cried the lieutenant.

The young fellow went to the edge of the deck. ‘I shall break my neck,’

he shouted; ‘I shall fall into the sea; I shall be drowned.’

‘No, sir! no, sir!’ roared one of the seamen; ‘jump as the boat lifts;

we’ll catch you.’

‘_Now!_’ cried the lieutenant.

Colledge sprang; down sank the boat out of sight; then up she soared

again with Colledge safe in the embrace of one of the most powerful of

the sailors.

‘Here it comes!’ said I.

As the words left my lips, the wind, with a long fierce howl, swept

over the deck of the hull, and a moment later the fog was boiling

all about us. It was like a mighty burst of steam; and in a breath

the ocean vanished, and there was nothing to see but the wool-white

blankness and a space of thirty or forty feet of water beyond the

wreck. All on a sudden, the lieutenant, who had gone to the edge of

the deck, perhaps to see how it was with Colledge, or to bawl some

further directions to the seamen, staggered to a deep and swinging heel

of the hull and went overboard. It happened in a second. My instant

impression was that he had jumped for the boat; but I knew better when

I heard the men roaring out.

‘For heaven’s sake, Miss Temple,’ I cried, ‘keep a firm hold, and do

not attempt to stir, or the angle of the decks will certainly rush you

over the side.’

So saying, I staggered to the quarter where there were some eight or

ten feet of bulwarks still standing, and looked over. The men had

let go the painter of their boat, and were shouting instructions to

one another as some of them flung their oars over into the rowlocks,

whilst others overhung the gunwale eagerly with pale faces and looks

of consternation and dread, searching the round volumes of the swell,

which the wind was now whipping into yeast, for any signs of their

officer.

‘Keep alongside!’ I bellowed; ‘he will rise near.’

But the fellows were distracted, unnerved, and there was nobody to give

them orders. The howling of the wind, the sudden leaping down upon them

of this blindness of white vapour, the violent upheavals and sinkings

of the cutter upon the run of the liquid hills, heavily increased the

distraction raised in them by their lieutenant’s disappearance. They

had three oars out, possessed, I suppose, by some mad fancy of merely

paddling whilst they stared round the water; and even whilst I watched

them, and whilst I yelled to them to get their six oars over, and to

pull for their lives to alongside the wreck, the boat, yielding to the

full weight of the blast and to the long irresistible heavings of the

swell, faded out of sight in the flying thickness; and ere I could

fully realise what had occurred, the narrow space of foam-freckled

pouring waters showed blank to where the flying vapour seemed to hang

like a wall of white smoke.

I continued to stare, occasionally bringing my eyes away from the spot

where the boat had vanished to the water alongside; but the lieutenant

had sunk. There could be no doubt that the poor fellow on rising from

his first dive had struck the bends of the hull as she rolled heavily

over to the trough where he had vanished, and so had been drowned,

struck down again into the depths, to rise no more. I could not realise

the truth. I felt as if I had fallen crazy, and was imagining dreadful

horrors. It was but a minute or two before that he had turned to me

with a frown--it was but a little while before that he was full of

jokes and laughter in the cabin--and now he lay a dead man, sinking and

yet sinking under our heaving and plunging keel, dead as the figure

yonder in that little cabin, of whom he had spoken jestingly so lately

that the words and tone of his voice were still in my ear!

‘Where is the boat, Mr. Dugdale?’

I turned slowly round and looked at the girl with an air of

stupefaction, then stared again into the blankness, and with shuddering

heart swept my eyes over the water alongside, brimming in humpbacked

rounds to the very line of the deck, and sweeping away into the near

thickness with a spitting and seething and flashing of foam off each

long slant to the fierce shrill smiting of the wind.

‘Has the boat left us, Mr. Dugdale?’

With a desperate effort I rallied myself, and watching for my chances

betwixt the wild slopings of the deck, I reached the deck-house, and

held on by the girl’s side.

‘The boat has been blown away. The men fell imbecile, I do believe,

when they saw their officer drop overboard. What madmen to let go the

painter, to manœuvre with three oars in a heavy cutter in the teeth of

such a wind as this, and on the top of that swell!’

‘Did they recover the lieutenant?’ she asked.

‘No.’

‘Oh, Mr. Dugdale,’ she shrieked, ‘do you tell me he is drowned?’

‘Yes--yes--he is drowned,’ I answered, scarce able to articulate for

the sudden fit of horror that came upon me again.

‘Drowned!’ she exclaimed. ‘Oh no--not so suddenly! He may be struggling

close against the vessel now’--she moved as if to go to the side to

look. I grasped her arm.

‘Do not stir,’ I cried; ‘the slope of the deck will carry you

overboard. It is all open to the water abreast of us.’

‘Shocking! It is unendurable! Drowned so swiftly! And the boat--the

boat, Mr. Dugdale?’

The cruel distress in her voice, the anguish of mind expressed in her

parted lips, her heaving breast, her strained, brilliant, wide-open

staring looks about her, obliged me to recollect myself by forcing me

to understand my obligations as a man.

‘Miss Temple, this fog may prove but a passing thickness. There is a

clear sky over it, and when the vapour settles away, the sea will open

to its confines. The Indiaman knows we are here. We were watched, too,

from the corvette, no doubt, and she must regain her boat besides. The

cutter is a powerful little fabric, and there is nothing as yet in this

weather or in that sea to hurt her. It is a hard experience for you;

but it will prove a brief one only, I am sure. Let me assist you to a

seat in this deck-house. Your having to hold on here is fatiguing and

dangerous.’

‘I could not enter whilst that man is there,’ she exclaimed. ‘Oh, hark

to that bell!’ she cried hysterically; ‘it is tolling for _us_ now!’

‘You must be sheltered,’ I exclaimed; ‘and that body must come out of

it. Will you sit on the deck? You will be safer so.’

She sank down; and to still further secure her, I went sliding and

clawing like a monkey to the quarter, where, with my knife, I severed

an end of rope--a piece of gear belayed to a pin--with which I

returned to her side. I passed the line round her waist, and firmly

attached the ends to one of several iron uprights which supported the

structure; and begging her to compose her mind, and not to doubt of our

deliverance within the next two or three hours, I entered the little

building.

It was a loathsome job; but the girl must be sheltered, and it was not

to be borne that she should have such a companion as that corpse, when

there was the great graveyard of the sea within an easy drag to receive

the body. Yet I must own to coming to a stand with a long look at the

silent figure before I could muster up stomach enough to lay hands upon

him. Indeed, as I now fixed my eyes on the body, I wondered whether

he could be really dead, so startlingly lifelike was his posture, so

pensive his air, so vital the aspect of him to the minutest feature,

down to the pen betwixt his fingers, and the reposeful position of his

small wax-white hand upon the table. How could I tell but that he might

be in some sort of trance, and that my heaving him overboard would be

the same as murdering him? However, after a spell of staring, I shook

off these alarms and conjectures, and grasping him by the arm, got him

upon the deck; and presently I had him abreast of that part of the

brig’s side where the bulwarks were gone; and trembling as violently as

though I were about to drown a living being, I waited for a roll of the

hull, then gave the body a heave, and away it went, striking the swell

in a diving attitude, and floating off and down into it, as if it swam.

This done, I crept back to Miss Temple and squatted beside her.

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