CHAPTER VIII

COUNCIL OF WAR

Dad lay on a bed a little too short for him and looked up wide-eyed at

the rafters above his head.

The room to which Marcia had assigned him was under the eaves and had

not yet been ceiled. Through its one window poured in a flood of summer

moonlight.

To the old campaigner the bare quarters were not physically

uncomfortable. He had slept--and slept snug--in worse beds, and indeed

in no bed at all.

But his thoughts were stretching him on a couch of fire.

Now that the miserable day was over, he had time to think, time to

realize. And his reflections turned him heart-sick. At times he would

sink into an apathy of misery. Again a wave of angry shame would scourge

him.

This was his post of responsibility, of protectorship--to be assigned to

the office of unpaid servant and unwelcome hanger-on in the house of his

own son! To endure weeks, perhaps months of snubs, of petty insults, of

orders worse than insults. To have his cronies of the Eagle see him

pottering around town on household errands such as in those days were

usually performed in Ideala by negro servants.

He could hear in anticipation old Stage’s disgusting toothful chuckle.

To drink he had turned for refuge, in every crisis or bitterness, for

the past fourteen years. And to drink and its nepenthe his mind now

rushed. He was prompted to get up and dress and go to the Eagle. The

barroom there would not be closed for another half-hour.

Then he remembered that Marcia, following her nightly custom, had locked

the lower doors and had put their keys into her housewife-bag. The lower

windows, too, were lock-shuttered.

There was, clearly, no egress by the ordinary route.

As difficulties arose, his thirst increased with them, and grew to a

gnawing, sentient thing. And with added desire came calculation.

Before going to bed he had looked out of the window at the moonlit town

below. And subconsciously he had noted the stout iron waterpipe--nearly

a foot wide, including its supports--that ran transversely down the

eaves, crossing just under the window and extending at the same angle to

within a few feet of the ground, before turning and going directly

downward.

An agile and cool-headed man might readily descend by means of this

pipe. Whether or not he could return by the same route was quite another

problem and one that the man’s rapidly wakening drink-lust did not

trouble to take into account.

At worst he would be but anticipating a disgrace that was morally

certain to come, soon or late.

Dad raised himself on his elbow. As he did so the door of his room

opened and closed in utter noiselessness, and a square-shouldered little

figure clad in white stood beside his bed.

“I knew I’d find you awake,” whispered Jimmie, perching on the bed’s

edge. “Oh, I’m so sorry, Dad. I wanted to tell you before. But mother

kept me in the room all the time the folks were here. It’s awful hard

lines.”

“It can’t be helped,” said Dad, with an effort at philosophy.

“I got a hint of how it was going to be,” said the boy. “I heard mother

and father talking. But I didn’t have the sand to tell you when you were

so tickled at being asked here. And, anyway, I didn’t know how bad it

would turn out. Mother is--”

“Mother is mother, Jim. Let’s try to remember that. She’s a good woman.

She means it all for the best.”

“You told me once that Uncle Zach Taylor said the hot place was paved

with the failures of folks who ‘meant it all for the best,’ Dad.”

“He never meant people like your mother, son. She does what she thinks

is right. Remember we’re soldiers, you and I. And when soldiers are

expecting a square meal and the commissary train gets lost they don’t

whine. They just buckle their belts tighter and keep on the best they

can. That’s the way it’s got to be with me for a while. It can’t be

helped, and--”

“It _can_ be helped, Dad. That’s why I sneaked in here to-night. We got

to hold a council of war, you and I. And I guess I’m the one with the

only idea.”

“Fire away, general, but make it brief. It’s time little boys--I mean

little generals--were asleep.”

“No,” contradicted Jimmie. “It’s time they woke up, if they’re going to

save Colonel Brinton. Listen, Dad: how far did you tell me you tramped

in one day when you went on that hunting trip last April? Twenty-two

miles, wasn’t it?”

“Yes, about twenty-two. Why?”

“Tuckered out after it?”

“Not a bit. You see, I’m used to exercise. And the work I do in my

garden keeps me in pretty good shape. But why--”

“Dad, you can’t stay here.”

“What? Has your mother--”

“She hasn’t said a thing. I guess there’s nothing left for her to say.

She’s said about everything already. But you can’t. It will be like

being in jail. You saw how it was to-day. Well, it’ll be like that

to-morrow and the next day and the next day after that and all the days.

And it’ll keep getting worse.”

The old man shuddered involuntarily at the prospect.

Jimmie pressed his advantage.

“There’s just one thing you got to do, colonel,” he declared, “you got

to break prison.”

“To--”

“Yep. To--to absquatulate. To run away.”

“Jimmie! I--”

“Wait a second. I’m the general and this is a council of war. You got to

run away. I’ve planned it all out. And I’ve planned where you’ve got to

run away to.”

“Where, general?” asked Dad in mild amusement as the boy paused for

dramatic effect. “To sea, or the North Pole, or--”

“To the front!”

“Don’t, son!” expostulated Dad in sharp pain. “Don’t talk that way.”

“Why not? You said you’d stay here because you thought you could be of

use to mother. Well, you see what kind of use you are to her and how

much she’d miss you if you were gone. Say, Dad--colonel--honest, I hate

like poison to hurt your feelings by talking like that, but it’s true.

So why don’t you hike out for the front? You’re crazy to go to the war.

Just as I am. Only, you can do it and I can’t. No one’s got the right to

stop _you_ or pack you back to school.”

Dad fell back on the hard pillow, again staring wide-eyed up at the bare

rafters. The drink-longing had left him, driven out by a fifty-fold

stronger yearning.

“To go to the front!” he muttered.

“That’s it,” encouraged Jimmie. “That’s the idea, Dad. Why don’t you?”

Dad sighed, the bright vision fading.

“I can’t, boy,” he said simply.

“Because--” began Jimmie with a queer shyness, “because you think maybe

they wouldn’t take you back?”

“You’ve guessed it, son.”

Jimmie reached forward and patted the man’s cheek in rough sympathy.

“I know,” he answered. “It’s a rotten shame. But I’ve thought all that

out, too. I got the idea to-night when Uncle Cephus was telling how a

boy up at Cleveland ran away to the war--under another name.”

“Another name?” repeated Dad, a confused hope jumping into life within

him.

“That’s it. Now the gov’ment was silly enough not to want

Lieutenant-Colonel Brinton back in the army. Even as a private, most

likely. But how is the gov’ment going to know you’re Lieutenant-Colonel

James Brinton unless you tell ’em so? Why, there ain’t a chance in a

billion you’ll run across anyone you used to know. And if you did--well,

a man changes a whole lot in fourteen years. I know _I_ have.”

The veteran’s mind blazed with the new thought--a plan so simple, so

safe, so feasible that he marveled at his own drink-dulled brain for not

sooner seizing upon it.

Details were still in a jumble; but the basic thought possessed him to

the very soul.

“I read in the _Herald_,” went on Jimmie, his voice cracking with

excitement, “that there’s a new recruiting camp at Cincinnati. Go there.

It’s only forty miles. You can make it in two days easy. And there you

won’t run into any of the home folks. They’re all enlisting at

Columbus.”

Dad was sitting bolt upright in bed, his every nerve tense. Twenty years

had tumbled from his suddenly straightened shoulders.

“Jimmie!” he gasped. “Jimmie! Oh, son, you’re a wonder!”

“You--you’ll _do_ it, Dad?” cried the boy.

“Do it?” echoed Brinton. “_Yes!_”

The boy gave his grandfather a rapturous hug and squealed aloud in glee.

“Mother won’t be very nice about it,” he said presently, “but--”

“No,” agreed Dad, a shade of his elation ebbing. “She won’t. I hadn’t

thought of that. That’ll be the only hard part of it all. Somehow, son,

I’m such a rank old coward I’d rather face a dozen crazy men armed with

knives than one terribly good woman armed with a righteous temper. But

I’ll have to go through with it some way. I’ll speak to her the first

thing in the morning.”

“You don’t have to.”

“But how--”

“Remember the night I went cat-fishing with you? Well, how do you s’pose

I got out of the house? By that window just behind you. I shinned down

the water-pipe. It’s dead easy. _I_ did it. I stump _you_ to. Right this

very night. It isn’t twelve o’clock yet. You could be ten miles out of

town before to-morrow morning at sunrise.”

Dad was on his feet, drawing on his clothes with the careful haste of a

veteran.

“I’ll do it!” he said, feeling delightfully like a runaway schoolboy.

“I’ll do it, Jimmie. Oh, lad, you’re such a little brick!”

“Don’t go off half-cocked,” adjured Jimmie. “There’s something else

you’ve got to think of. What name are you going to have them call you?”

“Any name will do,” said Brinton impatiently as he bent to lace his

shoes. “John Smith is as good as another, I suppose.”

“Well, you s’pose wrong,” chided Jimmie. “S’pose an off’cer or one of

the men says: ‘Hey, there, Smith!’ Half the time you won’t remember

you’re John Smith at all, and you won’t know enough to answer. And then

everybody’ll know it isn’t your own name.”

“That’s so!” laughed Brinton. “I’ll have to teach myself my new name as

I go along. That’ll be the way to get around _that_!”

“It takes an awful long time to get used to a name,” philosophized

Jimmie. “Even now, when mother calls me ‘James’ I don’t always catch on,

because I’m so much useder to being Jimmie.

“But I’ve thought out that, too. You’re name is Dadd. D-A-D-D. You

pronounce it just the same as D-A-D. James Dadd. It ain’t as swell a

name as Claude Reginald de Montmorency. But it’s safer.

“You see,” he explained, “when anyone calls you ‘James,’ then, or

‘Dadd,’ why, you’ll be so used to both names that you’ll answer to

either of ’em right straight off without having to stop to think about

it at all. That’s the idea. Do you see what I mean?”

“Jimmie,” said Dad, with heartfelt conviction, “if you had one speck

more sense your brain would explode! I take off my hat to you. You’re

not a wonder. You’re two wonders--even three. James Dadd it shall be.”

Fully dressed now, he paused, and, dropping his hands on his grandson’s

shoulders, looked down at the ugly, earnest little face upturned to his

own in the white moonshine that filtered into the room.

“My boy,” he said very tenderly, very earnestly, “the Book of Books says

something about ‘out of the mouths of babes.’ And, as usual, the Book is

right. For fourteen years I’ve been wandering off the path and into

dirtier sloughs than you’d understand about if I were to tell you.

To-night you’ve put my feet on the firm, hard road again. And, please

God, they’ve strayed from it for the last time.

“I’m no hand at sermonizing, and this is no time to preach. But I’m

going to make up for what I’ve lost. I’m going to make you proud of me.

I’m going to serve this dear country of ours as only a man who loves her

as I do _can_ serve her. I’m going to break with the worthless sot I’ve

been for fourteen years. And I’m going to win back so help me! I’m going

to be a man--a _man_!”

He paused, his clasp tightening on his little grandson’s shoulders, the

expression in his eyes as he looked down into the still rigidly

upturned face before him softening to warmer tenderness.

“And, son, it’s you who have shown me the way. Just remember that

always. And--if it turns out that I shouldn’t happen to come back, just

remember it’s the cleanest, whitest way a man could wish to die. And

remember, then, that it’ll some day be your turn to take the place

that’s come down to you through the generations--to be a Fighting

Brinton.”

His voice choked. Stooping down, he kissed the boy; then, lightly as a

man of twenty, he swung over the sill and let himself down to the pipe

below.

* * * * *

Dad halted in his long, nervous stride; turned and looked back.

He had reached the highest ground in the lowland region; the top of a

low, rolling hillock. Five miles away, in the valley, lay Ideala, the

town he had quitted less than an hour and a half earlier.

Under the flood of summer moonlight it lay, it’s ugly lines almost

beautiful in the soft radiance.

Dad gazed long and earnestly at the town that had been his home since

babyhood; the town whose foremost merchant and leading citizen he had

once been; the town that had laughingly witnessed his disgrace and had

for fourteen miserable years been the scene of his daily degradation.

He looked back at the place with much the feeling wherewith a released

soul might view the twisted and crippled body that had so long been its

prison-house.

The disgrace, the sneers, the shame, dulled by liquor--all were things

of the past. Ahead--somewhere to the southward--lay a new world, a new

career, a new chance under a new name. The shackles had been struck

away. The convict was free.

Dad’s keen eyes traced the bulk of a big house on a rise of ground at

the town’s northern end. In a room of that house a boy was lying awake,

praying for the good fortune of his grandfather. A boy--the only being

on earth who loved James Brinton and whom James Brinton loved.

Unwitting his own quick impulse, the man fell heavily to his knees,

gripped his hands tight across his chest, and stared up into the

moon-illumined sky.

“God bless him and keep him!” he muttered incoherently.

“God bless my little boy and make me halfway the man he thinks I am!”

A spasm as of physical pain seized and shook the kneeling man. The very

depths were stirred.

Something to which he had long been a stranger possessed and mastered

him. His eyes still upraised, the white moon glare beating upon his

face, he spoke aloud--spoke as though addressing a visible friend, not

an unseen God.

“You’ve lifted me out of the mire,” he breathed. “You have shown me the

light after all these black years. You have given me the chance to

strike for this country that You made free and great. Make my deeds

thank You as my words can’t!”

The voice ceased; then continued once more, firm yet vibrant with mighty

emotion:

“You have made good Your promise that ‘a little child shall lead them.’

A child has been Your instrument in starting me in the right direction.

Keep me on that road, nor let my grosser self triumph over my manhood

again. I offer my life to You--it is all I have to offer in atonement.

Make it clean and strong as once it was. Give me the chance to lay it on

Your altar as a sacrifice to liberty and patriotism. Oh, teach me to

deserve the chance that has come to me this night!”

He rose to his feet, full of a strange, exalted calm. He felt that every

word of his heart-wrung prayer had reached beyond the frontier of the

star country overhead and to the very throne of the Hearer and Answerer.

Somewhere on that dusty, moonlit road Dad Brinton, town drunkard, was

forever left behind.

And hastening blithely to his country’s service marched James Dadd, army

recruit!

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