LETTER 498. TO MR. ELLICE.

"Montenero, Leghorn, June 12. 1822.

"My dear Ellice,

"It is a long time since I have written to you, but I have not

forgotten your kindness, and I am now going to tax it--I hope not

too highly--but _don't_ be alarmed, it is _not_ a loan, but

_information_ which I am about to solicit. By your extensive

connections, no one can have better opportunities of hearing the

real state of _South_ America--I mean Bolivar's country. I have

many years had transatlantic projects of settlement, and what I

could wish from you would be some information of the best course to

pursue, and some letters of recommendation in case I should sail

for Angostura. I am told that land is very cheap there; but though

I have no great disposable funds to vest in such purchases, yet my

income, such as it is, would be sufficient in any country (except

England) for all the comforts of life, and for most of its

luxuries. The war there is now over, and as I do not go there to

_speculate_, but to settle, without any views but those of

independence and the enjoyment of the common civil rights, I should

presume such an arrival would not be unwelcome.

"All I request of you is, not to _dis_courage nor _en_courage, but

to give me such a statement as you think prudent and proper. I do

not address my other friends upon this subject, who would only

throw obstacles in my way, and bore me to return to England; which

I never will do, unless compelled by some insuperable cause. I have

a quantity of furniture, books, &c. &c. &c. which I could easily

ship from Leghorn; but I wish to 'look before I leap' over the

Atlantic. Is it true that for a few thousand dollars a large tract

of land may be obtained? I speak of _South_ America, recollect. I

have read some publications on the subject, but they seemed violent

and vulgar party productions. Please to address your answer[81] to

me at this place, and believe me ever and truly yours," &c.

[Footnote 81: The answer which Mr. Ellice returned was, as might be

expected, strongly dissuasive of this design. The wholly disorganised

state of the country and its institutions, which it would take ages,

perhaps, to restore even to the degree of industry and prosperity which

it had enjoyed under the Spaniards, rendered Columbia, in his opinion,

one of the last places in the world to which a man desirous of peace and

quiet, or of security for his person and property, should resort to as

an asylum. As long as Bolivar lived and maintained his authority, every

reliance, Mr. Ellice added, might be placed on his integrity and

firmness; but with his death a new æra of struggle and confusion would

be sure to arise.]

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About this time he sat for his picture to Mr. West, an American artist,

who has himself given, in one of our periodical publications, the

following account of his noble sitter:--

"On the day appointed, I arrived at two o'clock, and began the picture.

I found him a bad sitter. He talked all the time, and asked a multitude

of questions about America--how I liked Italy, what I thought of the

Italians, &c. When he was silent, he was a better sitter than before;

for he assumed a countenance that did not belong to him, as though he

were thinking of a frontispiece for Childe Harold. In about an hour our

first sitting terminated, and I returned to Leghorn, scarcely able to

persuade myself that this was the haughty misanthrope whose character

had always appeared so enveloped in gloom and mystery; for I do not

remember ever to have met with manners more gentle and attractive.

"The next day I returned and had another sitting of an hour, during

which he seemed anxious to know what I should make of my undertaking.

Whilst I was painting, the window from which I received my light became

suddenly darkened, and I heard a voice exclaim 'è troppo bello!' I

turned, and discovered a beautiful female stooping down to look in, the

ground on the outside being on a level with the bottom of the window.

Her long golden hair hung down about her face and shoulders, her

complexion was exquisite, and her smile completed one of the most

romantic-looking heads, set off as it was by the bright sun behind it,

which I had ever beheld. Lord Byron invited her to come in, and

introduced her to me as the Countess Guiccioli. He seemed very fond of

her, and I was glad of her presence, for the playful manner which he

assumed towards her made him a much better sitter.

"The next day, I was pleased to find that the progress which I had made

in his likeness had given satisfaction, for, when we were alone, he

said that he had a particular favour to request of me--would I grant it?

I said I should be happy to oblige him; and he enjoined me to the

flattering task of painting the Countess Guiccioli's portrait for him.

On the following morning I began it, and, after, they sat alternately.

He gave me the whole history of his connection with her, and said that

he hoped it would last for ever; at any rate, it should not be his fault

if it did not. His other attachments had been broken off by no fault of

his.

"I was by this time sufficiently intimate with him to answer his

question as to what I thought of him before I had seen him. He laughed

much at the idea which I had formed of him, and said, 'Well, you find me

like other people, do you not?' He often afterwards repeated, 'And so

you thought me a finer fellow, did you?' I remember once telling him,

that notwithstanding his vivacity, I thought myself correct in at least

one estimate which I had made of him, for I still conceived that he was

not a happy man. He enquired earnestly what reason I had for thinking

so, and I asked him if he had never observed in little children, after a

paroxysm of grief, that they had at intervals a convulsive or tremulous

manner of drawing in a long breath. Wherever I had observed this, in

persons of whatever age, I had always found that it came from sorrow. He

said the thought was new to him, and that he would make use of it.

"Lord Byron, and all the party, left Villa Rossa (the name of their

house) in a few days, to pack up their things in their house at Pisa.

He told me that he should remain a few days there, and desired me, if I

could do any thing more to the pictures, to come and stay with him. He

seemed at a loss where to go, and was, I thought, on the point of

embarking for America. I was with him at Pisa for a few days; but he was

so annoyed by the police, and the weather was so hot, that I thought it

doubtful whether I could improve the pictures, and, taking my departure

one morning before he was up, I wrote him an excuse from Leghorn. Upon

the whole, I left him with an impression that he possessed an excellent

heart, which had been misconstrued on all hands from little else than a

reckless levity of manners, which he took a whimsical pride in opposing

to those of other people."

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