LETTER 458. TO MR. MURRAY.

"September 28. 1821.

"I add another cover to request you to ask Moore to obtain (if

possible) my letters to the late Lady Melbourne from Lady Cowper.

They are very numerous, and ought to have been restored long ago,

as I was ready to give back Lady Melbourne's in exchange. These

latter are in Mr. Hobhouse's custody with my other papers, and

shall be punctually restored if required. I did not choose before

to apply to Lady Cowper, as her mother's death naturally kept me

from intruding upon her feelings at the time of its occurrence.

Some years have now elapsed, and it is essential that I should have

my own epistles. They are essential as confirming that part of the

'Memoranda' which refers to the two periods (1812 and 1814) when my

marriage with her niece was in contemplation, and will tend to show

what my real views and feelings were upon that subject.

"You need not be alarmed; the 'fourteen years[56]' will hardly

elapse without some mortality amongst us; it is a long lease of

life to speculate upon. So your calculation will not be in so much

peril, as the 'argosie' will sink before that time, and 'the pound

of flesh' be withered previously to your being so long out of a

return.

"I also wish to give you a hint or two (as you have really behaved

very handsomely to Moore in the business, and are a fine fellow in

your line) for your advantage. _If_ by your own management you can

extract any of my epistles from Lady ----, (* * * * * * *), they

might be of use in your collection (sinking of course the _names_

and _all such circumstances_ as might hurt _living_ feelings, or

_those_ of _survivors_); they treat of more topics than love

occasionally.

"I will tell you who may _happen_ to have some letters of mine in

their possession: Lord Powerscourt, some to his late brother; Mr.

Long of--(I forget his place)--but the father of Edward Long of the

Guards, who was drowned in going to Lisbon early in 1809; Miss

Elizabeth Pigot, of Southwell, Notts (she may be _Mistress_ by this

time, for she had a year or two more than I): _they_ were _not_

love-letters, so that you might have them without scruple. There

are, or might be, some to the late Rev. J.C. Tattersall, in the

hands of his brother (half-brother) Mr. Wheatley, who resides near

Canterbury, I think. There are some of Charles Gordon, now of

Dulwich; and some few to Mrs. Chaworth; but these latter are

probably destroyed or inaccessible.

"I mention these people and particulars merely as _chances_. Most

of them have probably destroyed the letters, which in fact are of

little import, many of them written when very young, and several at

school and college.

"Peel (the _second_ brother of the Secretary) was a correspondent

of mine, and also Porter, the son of the Bishop of Clogher; Lord

Clare a very voluminous one; William Harness (a friend of Milman's)

another; Charles Drummond (son of the banker); William Bankes (the

voyager), your friend: R.C. Dallas, Esq.; Hodgson; Henry Drury;

Hobhouse you were already aware of.

"I have gone through this long list[57] of

"'The cold, the faithless, and the dead,'

because I know that, like 'the curious in fish-sauce,' you are a

researcher of such things.

"Besides these, there are other occasional ones to literary men and

so forth, complimentary, &c. &c. &c. not worth much more than the

rest. There are some hundreds, too, of Italian notes of mine,

scribbled with a noble contempt of the grammar and dictionary, in

very English Etruscan; for I _speak_ Italian very fluently, but

write it carelessly and incorrectly to a degree."

[Footnote 56: He here adverts to a passing remark, in one of Mr.

Murray's letters, that, as his Lordship's "Memoranda" were not to be

published in his lifetime, the sum now paid for the work, 2100_l_. would

most probably, upon a reasonable calculation of survivorship, amount

ultimately to no less than 8000_l_.]

[Footnote 57: To all the persons upon this list who were accessible,

application has, of course, been made,--with what success it is in the

reader's power to judge from the communications that have been laid

before him. Among the companions of the poet's boyhood there are (as I

have already had occasion to mention and regret) but few traces of his

youthful correspondence to be found; and of all those who knew him at

that period, his fair Southwell correspondent alone seems to have been

sufficiently endowed with the gift of second-sight to anticipate the

Byron of a future day, and foresee the compound interest that Time and

Fame would accumulate on every precious scrap of the young bard which

she hoarded. On the whole, however, it is not unsatisfactory to be able

to state that, with the exception of a very small minority (only one of

whom is possessed of any papers of much importance), every distinguished

associate and intimate of the noble poet, from the very outset to the

close of his extraordinary career, have come forward cordially to

communicate whatever memorials they possessed of him,--trusting, as I am

willing to flatter myself, that they confided these treasures to one,

who, if not able to do full justice to the memory of their common

friend, would, at least, not willingly suffer it to be dishonoured in

his hands.]

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