LETTER 455 TO MR. MURRAY.

"Ravenna, September 20. 1821.

"You need not send 'The Blues,' which is a mere buffoonery, never

meant for publication.[53]

"The papers to which I allude, in case of survivorship, are

collections of letters, &c. since I was sixteen years old,

contained in the trunks in the care of Mr. Hobhouse. This

collection is at least doubled by those I have now here, all

received since my last ostracism. To these I should wish the editor

to have access, _not_ for the purpose of _abusing confidences_, nor

of _hurting_ the feelings of correspondents living, nor the

memories of the dead; but there are things which would do neither,

that I have left unnoticed or unexplained, and which (like all such

things) time only can permit to be noticed or explained, though

some are to my credit. The task will, of course, require delicacy;

but that will not be wanting, if Moore and Hobhouse survive me,

and, I may add, yourself; and that you may all three do so, is, I

assure you, my very sincere wish. I am not sure that long life is

desirable for one of my temper and constitutional depression of

spirits, which of course I suppress in society; but which breaks

out when alone, and in my writings, in spite of myself. It has been

deepened, perhaps, by some long-past events (I do not allude to my

marriage, &c.--on the contrary, that raised them by the persecution

giving a fillip to my spirits); but I call it constitutional, as I

have reason to think it. You know, or you do _not_ know, that my

maternal grandfather (a very clever man, and amiable, I am told)

was strongly suspected of suicide (he was found drowned in the Avon

at Bath), and that another very near relative of the same branch

took poison, and was merely saved by antidotes. For the first of

these events there was no apparent cause, as he was rich,

respected, and of considerable intellectual resources, hardly forty

years of age, and not at all addicted to any unhinging vice. It

was, however, but a strong suspicion, owing to the manner of his

death and his melancholy temper. The _second had_ a cause, but it

does not become me to touch upon it: it happened when I was far too

young to be aware of it, and I never heard of it till after the

death of that relative, many years afterwards. I think, then, that

I may call this dejection _constitutional_. I had always been told

that I resembled more my maternal grandfather than any of my

_father's_ family--that is, in the gloomier part of his temper, for

he was what you call a good-natured man, and I am not.

"The Journal here I sent to Moore the other day; but as it is a

mere diary, only _parts_ of it would ever do for publication. The

other Journal, of the Tour in 1816, I should think Augusta might

let you have a copy of.

"I am much mortified that Gifford don't take to my new dramas. To

be sure, they are as opposite to the English drama as one thing can

be to another; but I have a notion that, if understood, they will

in time find favour (though _not_ on the stage) with the reader.

The simplicity of plot is intentional, and the avoidance of _rant_

also, as also the compression of the speeches in the more severe

situations. What I seek to show in 'The Foscaris' is the

_suppressed_ passions, rather than the rant of the present day. For

that matter--

"Nay, if thou'lt mouth,

I'll rant as well as thou--

would not be difficult, as I think I have shown in my younger

productions--_not dramatic_ ones, to be sure. But, as I said

before, I am mortified that Gifford don't like them; but I see no

remedy, our notions on that subject being so different. How is

he?--well, I hope? let me know. I regret his demur the more that he

has been always my grand patron, and I know no praise which would

compensate me in my own mind for his censure. I do not mind

_Reviews_, as I can work them at their own weapons.

"Yours, &c.

"Address to me at _Pisa_, whither I am going. The reason is, that

all my Italian friends here have been exiled, and are met there for

the present, and I go to join them, as agreed upon, for the

winter."

[Footnote 53: This short satire, which is wholly unworthy of his pen,

appeared afterwards in the Liberal.]

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