CHAPTER XIX.

THE RACES.

Although we have hitherto only seen Ussher as a guest at Ballycloran,

or figuring as a lion at Mary Brady's wedding, he was, nevertheless,

in the habit of frequenting much better society, and was not

unfrequently a guest at the houses of certain gentlemen in the

neighbourhood of Carrick-on-Shannon.

For Ussher could assume the manners of a gentleman when he chose, and

moreover, be a lively and agreeable companion; and this, perhaps,

quite as much as the attribute, made him somewhat of a favourite

among many of the surrounding gentry. He was, however, more intimate

at Brown Hall than at any other house; and he had now been asked over

there, to spend the few days previous to his final departure from

County Leitrim.

The establishment at Brown Hall consisted of Jonas Brown, the

father--an irritable, overbearing magistrate, a greedy landlord, and

an unprincipled father--and his two sons, who had both been brought

up to consider sport their only business; horses and dogs their only

care; grooms and trainers the only persons worthy of attention, and

the mysteries of the field and the stable the only pursuits which

were fit to be cultivated with industry or learnt with precision.

They could read, as was sufficiently testified by their intimate

knowledge of the information contained in "Nimrod upon Horses," and

the Veterinary Magazine; and the Clerk of the Course at the Curragh

could prove that they could write, by the many scrawls he had

received from them--entering horses, and giving their particulars as

to age, colour, breeding, qualifications, &c., but beyond this they

had no acquirements. For the elder son, who was only intended to be a

landlord and a magistrate, and to spend about a thousand a year, this

did not signify; but for the younger it afforded but a melancholy

prospect, had his eyes been open to see it.

For the estate, which was all set at a rack rent, was strictly

entailed; and as Jonas had always lived beyond his income, there

would be little to leave to a younger son. When their mother died the

two young men, together with a sister, had been left to the father's

care. She also had learnt to ride, and ride hard--to go to the stable

and see that her own horse was made up--and to rate her groom in

no gentle terms, if things in that department were not as they

should be. She also could be eloquent on thrush, sand-cracks, and

overreaches--could detect a splint or a spavin at a glance--knew all

the parts and portions and joints of a horse much more accurately

than she did of a sheep, and was a thorough judge of condition.

Rumour also not unfrequently hinted, among the tabbies of

Carrick-on-Shannon, that Miss Julia could not only ride with her

brothers in the morning, but that she was also occasionally not ill

inclined to drink with them of an evening.

Things were in this state, when it occurred to Jonas and his

favourite son Fred, that it were well for all parties if they could

get Miss Julia off from Brown Hall, as there was reason to fear she

was coming out a little too fast; and that if they did not get rid

of her now, she might in a short time become a card somewhat hard to

play. They consequently invited a squireen of three or four hundred

a year to the house, who had rather unequivocally expressed his

admiration for Di Vernon; and under the fostering auspices of father

and brother, the two soon made up matters together, though the

lady was unable to follow her prototype's example, by wooing her

lover over the pages of Dante. However, though Dante was wanting,

opportunity was not, which for one so well inclined as Miss Julia

was sufficient; and before the young gentleman had been three weeks

in the house, Fred was enabled to hint to him one day, as he was

pulling off his boots before dinner, that of course he presumed his

intentions to his sister were honourable and explicit, now that

things had gone so far. Toby Armstrong--for such was the name of Di

Vernon's admirer--not relishing pistols and coffee, made no objection

to the young lady; but he absolutely refused to take her empty

handed, and, in consequence, Jonas and Fred had to hand him over

their joint bond for two thousand pounds, before he would be

induced to make her mistress of Castle Armstrong. There she now

reigned supreme, and it is to be hoped, for the sake of the future

generation, that she had by this time learnt to transfer her

attention from the stable to the nursery.

The Browns were at any rate quit of the young lady, and had Brown

Hall now wholly to themselves; and this was a satisfaction. Still

the hundred a year which they had to pay their dear brother-in-law,

Toby, was a great loss to them, and made it more improbable that when

the old man should be gathered to his fathers, George should have

anything to subsist on except his brother's affection and bounty.

As Fred inherited all his father's love of money, joined to an

irresistible passion for everything that he called pleasure; and as

he was already continually quarrelling with his younger brother, who

was as continually impertinent to him, George's prospect in life

was not particularly bright. As to turning his mind to any useful

pursuit--studying for any profession, or endeavouring in any way to

earn his own bread honestly--he would have been as angered and felt

as insulted by such a proposition, as though any one had asked him to

turn cobbler, and sit cross-legged at the window of one of the little

shops at Carrick-on-Shannon.

As, however, he at present had food to eat, wine to drink, horses to

ride, and usually cash to bet with, he concerned himself but little

for the future; and we, therefore, may fairly be equally apathetic

respecting it. It would not, however, be difficult to foretell his

fate. Should he not break his neck before his father's death, he will

quarrel with and slander his brother; he will ride for those who are

young and green enough to trust their horses to him, and pay him for

mounting them; he will spunge upon all his acquaintance till he is

turned out of their houses; he will be a hanger on at the Curragh and

all race-courses; he will finally become a blackleg and swindler; and

will die in the Marshalsea, if he does not, as he most probably will,

break his neck by a fall from the saddle; for, to the last, George

will preserve his pluck--the only quality on which he could ever

pride himself.

On the morning of the races the two brothers and Ussher were sitting

over a very late breakfast at Brown Hall. The father had long since

been out; careful to see that he got the full twelve hours' work from

the unfortunate men whom he hired at five pence a day, and who had

out of that to feed themselves and families, and pay their rent; we

will not talk about clothing them, it would be a mockery to call the

rags with which the labouring poor in that part of the country are

partially covered, clothes, or to attach value to them, though I

suppose they must once have cost something.

"Why, what nonsense, Ussher," said Fred, "to be sending that mare

of yours down to Munster; she'd never be fast enough for that

country--not the thing at all for Tipperary fences--all gaps and

breaks; besides the expense of sending her, and the chances that

she's lamed on the road. You'd better let me have her; she's only fit

for this country. I'll tell you what I'll do: I'll give you the horse

and gig you're to take that girl of yours to Longford in to-morrow

for her."

"Hush, man, for G----d's sake! If the servants hear you talking that

way, I'm dished. If it once got abroad about my taking her off, I'd

have the devil to pay before I got out of the country."

"I believe Ussher thinks," said George, "no one ran away with a girl

before himself. Why if you were going to seize a dozen stills, you

couldn't make more row about it."

"I shouldn't make any about that, for it would come natural to me;

and I'd a deal sooner be doing that, than what I have to do to-morrow

night. I'm d----d, but I'd sooner take a score of frieze-coats, with

only five or six of my own men to back me, than drive twenty miles in

a gig with a squalling girl."

"If you're sick of the job, I'll take her off your hands," said the

good-natured Fred.

"Thank ye, no; as I've got so far with it, I believe I'll go on now."

"Well, if you won't take a kind offer about the girl, will you take

the one I made about the mare? To tell the truth, I'd sooner have the

mare than the girl myself."

"Thank ye, no; I believe I'll keep both."

"I'll tell you what I'll do," said Fred, getting anxious in

his hankering after the mare, "I'll throw the harness into the

bargain--spick and span new from Hamilton's. I paid eight pound ten

for it not a month since. All the new fashion--brass fittings and

brass haines. You could have the crests taken out, and new ones put

in, for a few shillings; only send me down the old ones."

"What would I do with a gig and horse? Besides, the gig's shook, the

shafts are all loose, and the boxes are battered; and the horse was

saying his prayers lately, by the look of his knees."

"Never down in his life, by G----d," said George, willing to help his

brother in a matter of horseflesh; "it's only a knock he got when I

was trying to put him over the little wall beyond the lawn there; but

I couldn't make the brute jump, though he's the sweetest horse in

harness I ever sat behind."

Ussher was not to be done; and Fred consoled himself by assuring

him that he'd be sorry for it, when he found the mare was not the

least use in life down in Munster, and that no one would give him a

twenty-pound note for her.

A drag now came round to the door. George was making his toilet

before the fire, having eaten about half an ounce of dry toast after

his morning exercise under the three great-coats. He was adjusting

his boots and breeches--and George was not a little proud of his

appearance in his riding costume; the jacket and cap were carried

loose; and after many exclamations from Fred, that they would be

late, and that as he had backed Conqueror, it was a shame for his

brother to give the stewards the chance of starting the horses

without him, which were answered by rejoinders from George that they

wouldn't dare to do so--showing that he didn't care how much all

the rest might be inconvenienced by his delay, so long as he didn't

suffer himself, the three got into the conveyance at the door, about

an hour after the time at which the horses were advertised to start

punctually; and Fred drove them to the course, which was not above a

mile distant.

I cannot say that the ground displayed much that was elegant in

the way of equipages, or anything very refined in the countenances

belonging to the race-course.

The weighing stand consisted of the scales in which potatoes and

oats were usually weighed in the market-place in Carrick, and were

borrowed from the municipality for the occasion. The judge's chair

was formed of a somewhat more than ordinary high stool, with a kind

of handle sticking up at one corner, by holding on to which he was

barely able to keep his place, so constantly were the mob pressing

round him.

There was a stand, from which a tolerable view of the race could

be obtained, admission one shilling; but few ascended it, and long

before the start, the price had fallen to sixpence.

There were two or three carriages; one containing Counsellor Webb's

family. He himself was one of the stewards, and, consequently

appeared on horseback in a red coat. Another belonged to Sir Michael

Gipson, who owned the greater part of the town, and who drawing about

six thousand a year from this county and the next, had given ten

pounds, to be run for by farmers' horses, contriving thereby to show

them that he thought they ought to indulge in expensive amusements,

and to stimulate them to idleness and gambling. As, however, the land

in the country was chiefly let in patches under twenty acres each,

and to men who were unable to feed the sorry beast necessary to keep

them in tillage, Sir Michael's generosity had not the effect which

it might be presumed to cause; and his ten pound was annually won by

some large tenant, who might call himself a farmer, but who would

make a desperate noise if another man presumed to call him anything

but a gentleman. Of cars there were plenty, crowded with pretty

faces, all evidently intending to be pleased; not invariably,

however, for there was Mrs. Keegan in one of those altogether

abominable affairs called inside cars, not because you had any of

the comforts of an inside place in case of rain, for they have no

covering, but because the inmates, sitting on each side, have full

power to kick each other's shins, and no liberty to stretch their

legs. There she sat alone, as sour as at the moment when she had

first seen her Hyacinth as he was deposited by the hotel waiter on

the mat inside her hall-door.

She looked little as if she was there for amusement, and, in truth,

she was not. After a time, Hyacinth had come to himself; and by dint

of continual scolding, much soda-water, and various lavations, he had

enabled himself to make a very sickly appearance on horseback; but

the wife of his bosom was determined that he should not escape from

thence to another ordinary, or even to any hospitable table where

he might get drunk for nothing; and, consequently, she was there to

watch him.

There was but one other there that did not seem bent on enjoyment,

and this was poor Feemy. There she was, sitting on the same side of

the car with Lyddy McKeon; and the good-natured mother had taken care

that this should be the side facing the horses; but Feemy took no

interest in them. She had given over crying and sobbing; but she was

silent, and apparently sullen, and would much have preferred her own

little room at Ballycloran.

There were to be three races. Had there been a prospect of thirty,

and among them a trial of speed between all the favourites of the

Derby, there could not have been a greater crowd, or more anxiety;

every ragged, bare-footed boy there knew the names of each horse,

and to whom he belonged, and believed in the invincibility of some

favourite beast,--probably from attachment to its owner,--and were

as anxious as if the animals were their own. Among this set, McKeon

or little Larry Kelly were booked to win;--they were kind, friendly

masters, and these judges thought that kind men ought to have winning

horses.

"Shure thin," said one half-naked urchin, stuck up in a small tree,

growing just out of one of the banks over which the horses were to

pass; "shure thin, Playful's an illigant swate baste entirely. I'll

go bail there's nothin 'll come nigh her this day!"

"That Tony may win the day thin!" said another. "It's he is the fine

sportsman."

"Bedad, ye're both out," said a third, squatting as close on the

bank as the men would let him; "it's Mr. Larry 'll win, God bless

him!--and none but him--and he the weight all wid him, and why not?

There's none of 'em in the counthry so good as the Kellys. Hoorroo

for the Kellys! them's the boys."

"They do say," said the second speaker, who was only half way up the

tree, "that Conqueror 'll win. By Jasus, av he do, won't young Brown

be going it!"

"Is it Conqueror?" said the higher, and more sanguine votary of

McKeon. "Is it the Brown Hall horse? He can't win, I tell ye! I saw

him as Paddy Cane was leading him down, and he didn't look like

winning; he hasn't got it in him. That he may fall at the first lep,

and never stir again! Tony 'll win, boys! Hurroo for Tony McKeon."

The weighing was now accomplished, and jockeys mounted. Major

McDonnell had to look after this part of the business, of which

he knew as much as he did of Arabic. However, he was shoved about

unmercifully for half an hour--had his toes awfully trodden on, for

he was told he should dismount to see the weighing--narrowly escaped

a half-hundredweight, which was dropped within three inches of his

foot, and did, I daresay, as much good as stewards usually do on such

occasions.

Counsellor Webb was to start them, and, though a counsellor, he was

an old hand at the work. He always started the horses at the Carrick

races, and usually one of his own among the lot. The Counsellor, by

the by, was a great favourite with all parties, and what was more, he

was a good man and a gentleman.

Major Longsword from Boyle was the third steward, and he, like his

military colleague, was rather out of his element. He was desired

to keep the populace back and preserve the course; but it seemed to

Major Longsword that the populace didn't care a button for him and

his red coat, and though he valiantly attempted to ride in among

men, women, and children, he couldn't move them; they merely pushed

the horse back with their hands, and the brute, frightened by their

numbers, wouldn't go on. They screamed, "Arrah, sir! go asy; shure

you're on my foot; musha thin, can't you be quiet with the big horse?

faix I'm murdhered with you, sir,--is you going to ride over us?

shure, yer honer, won't you go over there? look how the boys is

pressing in there." The Major soon saw he could do no good, so he

rode out of the crowd, mentally determining that the jockeys might,

if they could, clear the course for themselves.

And now they were off--at least seven of them; for when the important

morning came, the Captain had in vain used every exertion to get a

rider for Kickie-wickie. His ambition had at first soared so high

that he had determined to let no one but a gentleman jockey mount

her; but gradually his hopes declined, and at the ordinary he was

making fruitless inquiries respecting some proper person; but in

vain, and now he had been from twelve to one searching for any groom

in possession of the necessary toggery. He would have let the veriest

tailor in Carrick get on his mare if he had merely been legitimately

dressed. Really, his exertions and his misery were distressing, for

at last he was obliged to send her back to Boyle, after having paid

the stakes and the stable charges for her, and console himself by

telling his friends that the gentleman from Galway, who was to ride

for him, had deceived him, and that he could not possibly have put

any one he did not know upon Kickie-wickie.

But the seven are off. There they go, gently cantering, looking so

pretty, and so clean--the riders so steady--the horses so eager. How

different they will look when three or four, or more probably only

two, are returning to the post! The horses jaded, the men heated,

with whip speedily raised, and sharply falling--spurs bloody--and

jackets soiled, by perhaps more than one violent fall; and yet in ten

minutes this will be their appearance.

"There they go--Hurroo! they're off. Faix, there's Playful at her

tricks already--by dad she'll be over the ropes! steady, Bob--steady,

or she'll back on you--give it her, Gayner, my boy, give it her,

never spare her--laws! did you see that? Well if he gets her over

the course, he'd ride the very divil. Well done, Bob, now you've

got her--Hurroo, Tony, my boy, you're all right now:"--and the

mare, after a dozen preliminary plunges, joined the other horses.

"Faix, they're all over that--did you see that big brown horse? He's

Thunderer--he's a good horse intirely; did you see the lep he took

at the wall?"--and now they had come to a big drain; all the horses

being well together as far as this, excepting Crom-a-boo, who having

been forced through a breach made by some other of the horses in the

first wall, had baulked at a bank which came next, and never went any

further. Some one told poor Stark on the course that the horse didn't

run to-day nearly so well as his owner did last night; and it was

true enough.

"There goes Conqueror--he's over! Faith then, George is

leading.--Brown Hall against the field!"

"Never mind," said some knowing fellow, "he's a deal too fond of

leading--he's a deal oftener seen leading than winning."

"There's little Larry--my! how sweet the mare went over the water.

There's Brickbat in it;--no, he's out. He's an awkward beast. That's

Thunderer--Holy Virgin, what a leap! He goes at everything as if

there were twenty foot to cross, and a six foot wall in the middle."

"There's Playful at it again--he'll never get her round. Bad cess

to you, you vixen--what made me bet on you? There, she's over--no

she's not;--there's Diana--did you see Pat walk her through? Faith,

she'd crawl up a steeple, and down the other side. There's Playful

over--no, she's not;--right in the middle, by heavens!"

"And Bob under her--come away. My God, he'll be drowned!"

"Gracious glory! did you see that? He's up again;--d----n it but he

dived under her; well, I never saw the like of that; she's out."

"And look, look! Bob's in the seat--you'll win your money now. Well,

Bob Gayner, afther that you'll never live till you're drowned! Come

away to the double ditch; that's where they'll show what they're

made of--the mare'll be cooled now, and she'll run as easy as a

coach-horse."

And the two rode away to the big fence mentioned, which consisted

of a broad flat-topped bank between two wide dry ditches; while the

horses went the round of the course over four or five intermediate

banks.

"Here they come! there's Blake leading. What a stride that horse has!

but you'll see he'll die away now. Larry's second--no, George is

second, but Larry's well up."

"Faith, and he's been down too--he and the mare. There's Playful, how

she pulls--where's Brickbat? now then!"

And the Galway horse came at the big fence--Blake pulling him off

a little as he came to it, then stuck his spurs into his horse's

flank--gave a lift at his head, and threw his left hand to the tree

of the saddle. The horse gave a terrific leap on the bank--paused for

a moment--and clearing the second ditch, came down safe on his legs

with a shock that seemed to shake the field.

"Hurroo! well done! beat that George--now for Brown Hall; no, by

Jasus, little Larry's next,--now, Larry, the Virgin send you safe

over!" The mare with the light weight on her back made nothing of

what seemed in the horse so tremendous a jump, and without losing her

running, skimmed on to the bank and off it, and collared the horse

before he had regained his stride.

"Good luck to you, masther Larry, it's you that can ride. Hurroo

for the Kellys!--Oh, by the holy, they're both dead!" This last

exclamation referred to Conqueror, who had come up to the fence

much heated, but at a great pace. George, never attempting to pull

him off, or give him a moment of breath, using his whip and riding

forward over his horse's neck, hurried him on. The gallant brute

leapt with all his force, but not being able to master the height,

breasted it violently, sending his rider a dozen feet into the next

field, and falling himself into the ditch, his head on to the field,

with a broken heart, and dead! George, however, was soon on his feet,

for his head was hard and he was used to tumbling.

Before he was on his legs, however, up came Playful, awfully

rushing, her neck out--her nose forward--her nostrils open--her eye

eager--covered with foam, but showing no sign of fatigue, nor any

further inclination to baulk. Gayner was sitting her beautifully, not

attempting to hold her, for he knew that if he stopped her, whipcord

wouldn't make her run again; but with a firm, steady pull on her

mouth--his hands low, and both on the reins, and his legs well tucked

in. There she came, on at the leap without easing her pace for a

moment, and going over the carcass of the dying animal, cleared it

all, bank and ditches at one leap--two and thirty feet at one stride!

There are the marks to this day, for Tony McKeon, in his pride,

measured the ground, and put in stakes to point out the spot where

his mare showed herself so worthy of all his trouble.

Brickbat had quarrelled with some of his namesakes at a wall, and was

now nowhere; Diana still persevered, and got well over the big fence,

but her chance was out, unless some unaccountable accident happened

to the three other horses that were still running. On they went;

there were only three more fences, two small banks, and a five foot

wall. Thunderer and Miss Fidget neck and neck took the two banks, the

big horse making awfully high leaps at them, Playful nearing them

at every stride, galloping over the banks as though they were but a

part of the level field. Now for the wall. "Now, Nicholas Blake, now,

show them how little they think of a five foot wall in Galway. Faith

though, Larry's first--bravo, Roscommon!" He's over, and a couple of

bricks only falling show how lightly Miss Fidget touched it with her

hind feet; not so Thunderer; again the horse made an awful leap, but

the pace had been too much for him, he struck the wall violently

with his knees, and, bursting through, gave Blake a fall over his

shoulders. Galway, however, was soon in his saddle again, but not

before Bob was over, and had long passed him.

And now there was a beautiful race in between the two mares; and

oh! how charmingly both were ridden! But though Miss Fidget was so

favoured in weight, and had begun with the lead, her elder rival

collared her, and beat her at the post by a head. "And why shouldn't

she win?" as Tony said in triumph to his friends, "for hadn't she the

dhrop in her? wasn't she by Coriander, out of Pink, by Highflyer? Of

course she'd win--hadn't he known it all the time?"

"That's all very well," said Larry, as he stood with his saddle in

his hand, waiting till Bob got out of the scales, "it was only her

d----d long nose and neck that won after all, fur I'll swear my head

was past the post before Bob's."

"Well then, Larry, we'll make a case for the stewards, whether it's

your head or the horse's the judge should go by."

"There's two of 'em," whispered Gayner, "wouldn't know if you were to

ask 'em."

Thunderer came in third, and a couple of minutes afterwards,

Diana;--and Pat Conner, when he was laughed at as to his place, truly

boasted that at any rate he was the only one that had been able to

ride round the course without a fall.

The chief and most exciting race of the day being over, the more

aristocratic of the multitude seemed with one accord to turn their

attention to luncheon. The ladies began to unpack the treasures with

which the wells of their cars had been loaded--cold hams--shoulders

of mutton--pigeon pies--bottles of sherry--and dozens of porter soon

made their appearance; and pretty girls putting cork-screws and

carving knives into the hands of their admirers, bid them work for

their food before they ate. Woe betide the young man there who had

no female friends on the course--no one to relieve the pangs of his

hunger, or to alleviate that intolerable delay which seems always

necessary between races.

Then were made engagements for the ball; quadrilles and waltzes were

given in exchange for sandwiches and ale--Lieutenants were to be had

for sherry--a glass of champagne would secure a Captain.

Great was the crowd round Mrs. McKeon's car, and plentiful the

partners who solicited the honour of dancing with Lyddy, Louey, and

Feemy. McKeon was there in all his glory, shaking hands with every

one--praising his mare with his mouth full of ham, and uttering

vehement eulogiums on Gayner between the different tumblers of

porter, which in his joy he seemed to swallow unconsciously. Then

Bob came up himself, glowing with triumph, for he knew that he had

acquitted himself more than ordinarily well. He had changed all

his clothes, for he had been completely drenched by his fall in

the brook; and now, having nearly altogether fasted for the last

forty-eight hours, was not at all disinclined to assist at Mrs.

McKeon's banquet.

He shook hands with her, and all the three girls round, and with

Tony--although he had already done that three times before; and he

began a full history of the race, which we needn't repeat.

"I knew Brickbat was as fat as a bullock; he couldn't keep the pace

up; but I'll tell you what, Tony, if any horse there could beat

Playful, it was Conqueror. But George can't wait--I win fifteen pound

from him--he's made a bad thing of it--lost his horse and all."

"Did you see the horse, Bob, when you came to the big ditch?"

"By my honour, then, I didn't see anything from the time I got out of

the brook. I'd enough to do to sit where I was, and keep the mare's

head straight. When she made the great leap, I hardly felt her feet

come to the ground, she came down so lightly."

While he was speaking, Ussher came up to the car, and began

congratulating them. He had now openly stated that he was to leave

the country altogether, and that he had been ordered to Cashel. Mrs.

McKeon was therefore no longer at a loss to account for Feemy's

melancholy; and whilst she felt a cordial dislike to the man, who she

thought had so basely deceived Feemy and was now going to desert her,

she was heartily glad for her sake he was going, and reflected that

as he was to be off to-morrow, it was useless for her now to begin to

be uncivil to him.

"I'm glad to congratulate you, Mr. McKeon--I'm glad you won, as my

friend Brown didn't; a bad thing his losing his horse, isn't it?"

"Thank ye, Captain; and I'm to congratulate you too. I hear you're

promoted, and going away from us--very glad for one, sorry for

t'other. Take a bit of cold pie; d----n it, I forgot--the pie's all

gone, but there's cold mutton and plenty of sherry. Lyddy, give

Captain Ussher a glass of sherry."

And Ussher went round to the side of the car where Feemy was sitting,

and shook hands with her and the other girls. It was the first time

through the whole long morning he had come near her; indeed, it

was the first time he had seen her since his short visit at Mrs.

McKeon's, and very cruel poor Feemy had thought such conduct. Yet

now, when he merely came to speak a few words, it was a relief to

her, and she took it actually for a kindness. She felt herself so

fallen in the world--so utterly degraded--she was so sure that soon

every one else would shun her, that she shuddered at the idea of

his ill-treating or deserting her. He soon left her, having got an

opportunity of desiring her in a whisper to dance the first quadrille

with him, as he didn't think he should remain late at the ball.

As for Ussher himself, he would now have been glad if he had been

able to have got rid of Feemy altogether. As I said before, when he

started for Ballycloran on the day that he heard he had to remove his

quarters, he had by no means made up his mind as to what he would do:

it was not at that time at all his purpose to induce Feemy to leave

her home, or go with him in the scandalous manner he had at last

proposed. It was the warmth of her own affection, and the vanity

which this had inspired, or rather strengthened in his breast, that

had at the moment induced him to do so; and now he could not avoid

it. He had told his sporting friends of his intention, and if even he

could have brought himself to endure their ridicule by leaving her

behind him, he had gone so far that he could not well break off with

Feemy herself.

He was considerably bothered, however, by his position; he felt that

she would be a dreadful chain round his neck at the place he was

going to, and he began already to dislike her. Poor Feemy! she had

already lost that for which she had agreed to sacrifice her pride,

her family, her happiness, and herself.

Ussher now returned to his two friends, whose tempers were by no

means improved by the calamity which had occurred. Fred declared it

was all George's fault--that he had ridden his horse too fast or too

slow--that he had been too forward, or not forward enough. His temper

was by far too much soured by the loss of his own bets, to allow him

to console his brother for the more serious injury he had suffered.

At length, however, the three got into the drag, and returned to

Brown Hall. After dinner, each endeavoured to solace himself by no

stinted application to the bottle. George declared, that as he had

been able to drink nothing for the last three days, he'd make up for

it now, and that he wouldn't allow himself to be disturbed to dress

for the best ball that could be given in Ireland. Fred, however, was

not so insatiable, and at about eleven he and Ussher dressed and

again drove into Carrick.

The ball at Carrick passed off as such balls always do. There was but

little brilliancy, but a great deal of good humour. The dresses were

not the most costly, nor possibly the most fashionable, but the faces

were as pretty, and the figures as good, as any that could be adorned

for Almack's by a Parisian head-dresser or milliner. The band was

neither numerous nor artistic, but it played in good time, and never

got tired. The tallow candles, fixed in sconces round the walls of

the room, in which a short time since we saw some of our friends

celebrating the orgies of Bacchus, gave quite sufficient light for

the votaries of the nimble-footed muse to see their partners, mind

their steps, and not come in too rude collision with one another.

Quadrilles succeeded waltzes, and waltzes quadrilles, with most

unceasing energy; and no one dreamt of giving way to fatigue, or

supposed that it was at all desirable to sit down for a single dance.

From ten to two they kept it up without five minutes' pause, and then

went joyfully to supper--not to drink half a glass of wine, and eat

a mouthful of jelly or _blanc-manger_ standing--but to sit down with

well-prepared appetite to hot joints--ham and chicken, veal pies,

potatoes, and bottled porter. And then the songs that were sung!

It would have done your heart good to hear young Fitzpatrick sing

the "Widow Machree;" and then all the punch that was mixed! and the

eloquence that was used, not in vain, to induce the fairer portion of

the company to taste it!

This state of things was not, however, allowed to remain long. It

was not at all the thing that men--at any rate unmarried men--should

waste their time in drinking when they had come there to dance; and

after the ladies had left them about ten minutes, messages came hot

and thick from the ball-room, desiring their immediate presence;

nor were they so bold as to neglect these summonses, excepting some

few inveterate sinners, who, having whiskey and hot water in their

possession, and looking forward to a game at loo, neglected the

commands which were brought to them.

Soon again the fiddles sounded, and quick feet flew round the floor

with more rapidity than before. The tedium of the quadrille was found

to be too slow, and from three till six a succession of waltzes,

reels, and country dances, kept the room in one whirl of confusion,

and at last sent the performers home, not from a feeling of satiety

at the amusement, but because, from very weariness, they were no

longer able to use their feet.

Feemy, early in the evening, had danced with Ussher, and received his

final instructions respecting their departure on the morrow. He was

to leave Brown Hall early for Mohill, and Fred's gig and horse were

to be sent over to him there. He was to send his heavy luggage on by

the car, and leaving Mohill about seven, when it would be dusk, drive

by the avenue at Ballycloran and pick Feemy up as he passed, and

they would then reach Longford in time for the mail-coach during the

night.

Ussher calculated that Feemy would not be missed till he had had

two hours' start, and that then it would be impossible to catch him

before he reached Dublin.

"But, Myles," said Feemy, "how am I to get home? You know I am at

Mrs. McKeon's now."

"Why how helpless you are," replied he; "can't you easily make some

excuse to get home? say you are ill--and sick--and want to be at

home. Or if it must come to that, say you will go home; who's to stop

you?"

"But I wouldn't like to quarrel with them, Myles; just now, too, when

they've been so kind to me."

"Well, dearest, you needn't quarrel with them; say you're ill, and

wish to be at home; but don't make difficulties, love; don't look

so unhappy; you'll be as happy as the day is long, when we're once

away--that is, if you still love me, Feemy. I hope, after all I'm

doing for you, you'll not be sullen and cold to me because you're

leaving such a hole as Ballycloran. If you don't love me, Feemy, say

so, and you may stay where you are."

"Oh! Myles, how can you say such words now! you know I love you--how

much I love you--else I wouldn't be leaving my home for you this way!

And though Ballycloran is--"

Here the poor girl could say no more; for she was using all her

energies to prevent herself from sobbing in the ball-room.

"Good G----d! you're not going to cry here; come out of the room,

Feemy;" and he led her into the passage, where, under the pretence of

looking at the moon, they could turn their faces to the window. "What

are you crying for now?"

"Don't you know I love you? why else would I be going with you?"

"Well, don't cry then; but mind, I shan't see you again before the

time, for I'm going out of this at once now. I shall be at the avenue

at a quarter before eight; don't keep me waiting. If you are there

first, as you will be, walk a few steps along the Mohill road, so as

to meet me; no one will know you, if you should meet any one, for it

will be nearly if not quite dark; the moon won't rise till past ten;

do you understand, Feemy?"

"Oh, yes, I understand!"

"Well, good night then, my own love, for I must be off."

"But, Myles, I want to say one thing."

"Hurry then, dear, what is it?"

"What 'll I do about my things?"

"What things?"

"Why, Myles, I must bring some things with me; clothes, you know, and

things of that sort."

This puzzled Ussher rather; he had considered that he should have

enough trouble with Feemy herself; he had quite forgotten the

concomitant evils of the bandboxes, bundles, and draperies which it

would be necessary for Feemy to take with her.

"Ah! you can get clothes in Dublin; you can't want to take much with

you; you can bring a bundle in your hand just that distance. Can't

you, eh, Feemy?"

Feemy could not but think that a week since he would not have asked

her to carry all her travelling wardrobe in a bundle, in her hand.

However, she only said,

"Why, not well, Myles; I shall have so many things to think of; but

I shan't have much, and if you'll let me, I'll send Biddy to meet you

with what I must take. She'll meet you on the road, and put it into

the gig."

"Good heavens! what do you mean! would you tell the girl what you're

going to do? Why she'll tell your father, and Thady, and raise the

whole country on me."

"No, she wouldn't, Myles; she wouldn't tell anybody a word, when I

told her not. You don't know those sort of people; she'd not say

a word; so if you'll let me, I'll send her on to meet you with my

things."

With a good deal of reluctance Ussher agreed to this; and then, again

enjoining Feemy not to keep him and the gig waiting in the road, he

took his leave, and departed, with his friend Fred, for Brown Hall;

first of all taking Feemy into the refreshment-room, and making her

drink a glass of sherry. This did her much good, and when she got

back into the ball-room, she was able to dance with tolerable spirit;

and Mrs. McKeon, who had been watching her, and had seen her dance

with Ussher, was glad to think that her _protegee_ had made up her

mind to part with her lover in good spirits, and before the evening

was over she assured Louey, with great glee, that, in spite of all

that had been said, she foresaw that as soon as that horrid man had

been gone three or four days, Feemy would be as well and as cheerful

as ever.

Feemy was, nevertheless, very glad when she was told to get her

cloak on, and found herself on the car going to Drumsna. She then

told her friend that she wanted to be home with her father on the

morrow,--that she had promised to be home the day after the ball.

She even pretended that she had received a message that evening from

her father, begging her return. Mrs. McKeon did not think much about

it, supposing that Feemy's presence might be necessary for household

purposes at Ballycloran, and she readily promised her the loan of the

car, at four in the afternoon, on condition that she would return to

Drumsna at least in a day or two. This Feemy promised, rejoicing that

her expected difficulties as to getting to Ballycloran were so easily

overcome, and going to bed, she slept more soundly than she had yet

done since she had given her fatal consent to Ussher's proposal.

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