A LITTLE TALE.

It was in the days of his golden dreams that he first saw her, and she

immediately became one of them--made them glow with a new rosy fire. The

first night, on leaving the theatre in his breathless ecstasy, he could

scarce compose himself to go home: he wandered over the town, murmuring

to himself "I want, oh I want to write something for her!" He went again

and again to see her--he was always there, and after each occasion, and

even as the months and years rolled by, kept repeating to himself, and

even to others, what he _did_ want to. Now one of these others was his

great friend, who irritated and probably jealous, coldly and cynically

replied: "You may want to, but you won't. No, you will never write

anything."

"I will!" he vehemently insisted. And he added in presumptuous

confidence: "Just wait till she asks me!" And so they kept it up, and he

said _that_ too often for the G.F., who, exasperated, ended by

retorting:

"She never will!"

"Well, you see if she doesn't!"

"You must think--" said the G.F. scathingly.

"Well, what?"

"Why, that she thinks you're somebody."

"She'll find out in time that I _am_. _Then_ she'll ask me."

"Ask _who_ you are?"

"No"--with majesty. "To write something."

"Then I shall be sorry for her. Because you won't."

"Why not?"

"Because you _can't_!"

"Oh!" But the months and years revolved and at last his dream came true;

also it befell that, just at the same moment, the G.F. reappeared; to

whom he broke out ecstatically: "I told you so! She _has_ found out! She

_has_ asked me."

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