THE SICK MAN

One night Jones, the young O’Reilly, and myself were walking arm-in-arm

and briskly up and down the deck. Six bells had rung; a head-wind blew

chill and fitful, the fog was closing in with a sprinkle of rain, and the

fog-whistle had been turned on, and now divided time with its unwelcome

outcries, loud like a bull, thrilling and intense like a mosquito. Even

the watch lay somewhere snugly out of sight.

For some time we observed something lying black and huddled in the

scuppers, which at last heaved a little and moaned aloud. We ran to the

rails. An elderly man, but whether passenger or seaman it was impossible

in the darkness to determine, lay grovelling on his belly in the wet

scuppers, and kicking feebly with his outspread toes. We asked him what

was amiss, and he replied incoherently, with a strange accent and in a

voice unmanned by terror, that he had cramp in the stomach, that he had

been ailing all day, had seen the doctor twice, and had walked the deck

against fatigue till he was overmastered and had fallen where we found

him.

Jones remained by his side, while O’Reilly and I hurried off to seek the

doctor. We knocked in vain at the doctor’s cabin; there came no reply;

nor could we find any one to guide us. It was no time for delicacy; so

we ran once more forward; and I, whipping up a ladder and touching my hat

to the officer of the watch, addressed him as politely as I could—

‘I beg your pardon, sir; but there is a man lying bad with cramp in the

lee scuppers; and I can’t find the doctor.’

He looked at me peeringly in the darkness; and then, somewhat harshly,

‘Well, _I_ can’t leave the bridge, my man,’ said he.

‘No, sir; but you can tell me what to do,’ I returned.

‘Is it one of the crew?’ he asked.

‘I believe him to be a fireman,’ I replied.

I dare say officers are much annoyed by complaints and alarmist

information from their freight of human creatures; but certainly, whether

it was the idea that the sick man was one of the crew, or from something

conciliatory in my address, the officer in question was immediately

relieved and mollified; and speaking in a voice much freer from

constraint, advised me to find a steward and despatch him in quest of the

doctor, who would now be in the smoking-room over his pipe.

One of the stewards was often enough to be found about this hour down our

companion, Steerage No. 2 and 3; that was his smoking-room of a night.

Let me call him Blackwood. O’Reilly and I rattled down the companion,

breathing hurry; and in his shirt-sleeves and perched across the

carpenters bench upon one thigh, found Blackwood; a neat, bright, dapper,

Glasgow-looking man, with a bead of an eye and a rank twang in his

speech. I forget who was with him, but the pair were enjoying a

deliberate talk over their pipes. I dare say he was tired with his day’s

work, and eminently comfortable at that moment; and the truth is, I did

not stop to consider his feelings, but told my story in a breath.

‘Steward,’ said I, ‘there’s a man lying bad with cramp, and I can’t find

the doctor.’

He turned upon me as pert as a sparrow, but with a black look that is the

prerogative of man; and taking his pipe out of his mouth—

‘That’s none of my business,’ said he. ‘I don’t care.’

I could have strangled the little ruffian where he sat. The thought of

his cabin civility and cabin tips filled me with indignation. I glanced

at O’Reilly; he was pale and quivering, and looked like assault and

battery, every inch of him. But we had a better card than violence.

‘You will have to make it your business,’ said I, ‘for I am sent to you

by the officer on the bridge.’

Blackwood was fairly tripped. He made no answer, but put out his pipe,

gave me one murderous look, and set off upon his errand strolling. From

that day forward, I should say, he improved to me in courtesy, as though

he had repented his evil speech and were anxious to leave a better

impression.

When we got on deck again, Jones was still beside the sick man; and two

or three late stragglers had gathered round, and were offering

suggestions. One proposed to give the patient water, which was promptly

negatived. Another bade us hold him up; he himself prayed to be let lie;

but as it was at least as well to keep him off the streaming decks,

O’Reilly and I supported him between us. It was only by main force that

we did so, and neither an easy nor an agreeable duty; for he fought in

his paroxysms like a frightened child, and moaned miserably when he

resigned himself to our control.

‘O let me lie!’ he pleaded. ‘I’ll no’ get better anyway.’ And then,

with a moan that went to my heart, ‘O why did I come upon this miserable

journey?’

I was reminded of the song which I had heard a little while before in the

close, tossing steerage: ‘O why left I my hame?’

Meantime Jones, relieved of his immediate charge, had gone off to the

galley, where we could see a light. There he found a belated cook

scouring pans by the radiance of two lanterns, and one of these he sought

to borrow. The scullion was backward. ‘Was it one of the crew?’ he

asked. And when Jones, smitten with my theory, had assured him that it

was a fireman, he reluctantly left his scouring and came towards us at an

easy pace, with one of the lanterns swinging from his finger. The light,

as it reached the spot, showed us an elderly man, thick-set, and grizzled

with years; but the shifting and coarse shadows concealed from us the

expression and even the design of his face.

So soon as the cook set eyes on him he gave a sort of whistle.

‘_It’s only a passenger_!’ said he; and turning about, made, lantern and

all, for the galley.

‘He’s a man anyway,’ cried Jones in indignation.

‘Nobody said he was a woman,’ said a gruff voice, which I recognised for

that of the bo’s’un.

All this while there was no word of Blackwood or the doctor; and now the

officer came to our side of the ship and asked, over the hurricane-deck

rails, if the doctor were not yet come. We told him not.

‘No?’ he repeated with a breathing of anger; and we saw him hurry aft in

person.

Ten minutes after the doctor made his appearance deliberately enough and

examined our patient with the lantern. He made little of the case, had

the man brought aft to the dispensary, dosed him, and sent him forward to

his bunk. Two of his neighbours in the steerage had now come to our

assistance, expressing loud sorrow that such ‘a fine cheery body’ should

be sick; and these, claiming a sort of possession, took him entirely

under their own care. The drug had probably relieved him, for he

struggled no more, and was led along plaintive and patient, but

protesting. His heart recoiled at the thought of the steerage. ‘O let

me lie down upon the bieldy side,’ he cried; ‘O dinna take me down!’ And

again: ‘O why did ever I come upon this miserable voyage?’ And yet once

more, with a gasp and a wailing prolongation of the fourth word: ‘I had

no _call_ to come.’ But there he was; and by the doctor’s orders and the

kind force of his two shipmates disappeared down the companion of

Steerage No. 1 into the den allotted him.

At the foot of our own companion, just where I found Blackwood, Jones and

the bo’s’un were now engaged in talk. This last was a gruff,

cruel-looking seaman, who must have passed near half a century upon the

seas; square-headed, goat-bearded, with heavy blond eyebrows, and an eye

without radiance, but inflexibly steady and hard. I had not forgotten

his rough speech; but I remembered also that he had helped us about the

lantern; and now seeing him in conversation with Jones, and being choked

with indignation, I proceeded to blow off my steam.

‘Well,’ said I, ‘I make you my compliments upon your steward,’ and

furiously narrated what had happened.

‘I’ve nothing to do with him,’ replied the bo’s’un. ‘They’re all alike.

They wouldn’t mind if they saw you all lying dead one upon the top of

another.’

This was enough. A very little humanity went a long way with me after

the experience of the evening. A sympathy grew up at once between the

bo’s’un and myself; and that night, and during the next few days, I

learned to appreciate him better. He was a remarkable type, and not at

all the kind of man you find in books. He had been at Sebastopol under

English colours; and again in a States ship, ‘after the _Alabama_, and

praying God we shouldn’t find her.’ He was a high Tory and a high

Englishman. No manufacturer could have held opinions more hostile to the

working man and his strikes. ‘The workmen,’ he said, ‘think nothing of

their country. They think of nothing but themselves. They’re damned

greedy, selfish fellows.’ He would not hear of the decadence of England.

‘They say they send us beef from America,’ he argued; ‘but who pays for

it? All the money in the world’s in England.’ The Royal Navy was the

best of possible services, according to him. ‘Anyway the officers are

gentlemen,’ said he; ‘and you can’t get hazed to death by a damned

non-commissioned—as you can in the army.’ Among nations, England was the

first; then came France. He respected the French navy and liked the

French people; and if he were forced to make a new choice in life, ‘by

God, he would try Frenchmen!’ For all his looks and rough, cold manners,

I observed that children were never frightened by him; they divined him

at once to be a friend; and one night when he had chalked his hand and

clothes, it was incongruous to hear this formidable old salt chuckling

over his boyish monkey trick.

In the morning, my first thought was of the sick man. I was afraid I

should not recognise him, baffling had been the light of the lantern; and

found myself unable to decide if he were Scots, English, or Irish. He

had certainly employed north-country words and elisions; but the accent

and the pronunciation seemed unfamiliar and incongruous in my ear.

To descend on an empty stomach into Steerage No. 1, was an adventure that

required some nerve. The stench was atrocious; each respiration tasted

in the throat like some horrible kind of cheese; and the squalid aspect

of the place was aggravated by so many people worming themselves into

their clothes in twilight of the bunks. You may guess if I was pleased,

not only for him, but for myself also, when I heard that the sick man was

better and had gone on deck.

The morning was raw and foggy, though the sun suffused the fog with pink

and amber; the fog-horn still blew, stertorous and intermittent; and to

add to the discomfort, the seamen were just beginning to wash down the

decks. But for a sick man this was heaven compared to the steerage. I

found him standing on the hot-water pipe, just forward of the saloon deck

house. He was smaller than I had fancied, and plain-looking; but his

face was distinguished by strange and fascinating eyes, limpid grey from

a distance, but, when looked into, full of changing colours and grains of

gold. His manners were mild and uncompromisingly plain; and I soon saw

that, when once started, he delighted to talk. His accent and language

had been formed in the most natural way, since he was born in Ireland,

had lived a quarter of a century on the banks of Tyne, and was married to

a Scots wife. A fisherman in the season, he had fished the east coast

from Fisherrow to Whitby. When the season was over, and the great boats,

which required extra hands, were once drawn up on shore till the next

spring, he worked as a labourer about chemical furnaces, or along the

wharves unloading vessels. In this comparatively humble way of life he

had gathered a competence, and could speak of his comfortable house, his

hayfield, and his garden. On this ship, where so many accomplished

artisans were fleeing from starvation, he was present on a pleasure trip

to visit a brother in New York.

Ere he started, he informed me, he had been warned against the steerage

and the steerage fare, and recommended to bring with him a ham and tea

and a spice loaf. But he laughed to scorn such counsels. ‘I’m not

afraid,’ he had told his adviser; ‘I’ll get on for ten days. I’ve not

been a fisherman for nothing.’ For it is no light matter, as he reminded

me, to be in an open boat, perhaps waist-deep with herrings, day breaking

with a scowl, and for miles on every hand lee-shores, unbroken,

iron-bound, surf-beat, with only here and there an anchorage where you

dare not lie, or a harbour impossible to enter with the wind that blows.

The life of a North Sea fisher is one long chapter of exposure and hard

work and insufficient fare; and even if he makes land at some bleak

fisher port, perhaps the season is bad or his boat has been unlucky and

after fifty hours’ unsleeping vigilance and toil, not a shop will give

him credit for a loaf of bread. Yet the steerage of the emigrant ship

had been too vile for the endurance of a man thus rudely trained. He had

scarce eaten since he came on board, until the day before, when his

appetite was tempted by some excellent pea-soup. We were all much of the

same mind on board, and beginning with myself, had dined upon pea-soup

not wisely but too well; only with him the excess had been punished,

perhaps because he was weakened by former abstinence, and his first meal

had resulted in a cramp. He had determined to live henceforth on

biscuit; and when, two months later, he should return to England, to make

the passage by saloon. The second cabin, after due inquiry, he scouted

as another edition of the steerage.

He spoke apologetically of his emotion when ill. ‘Ye see, I had no call

to be here,’ said he; ‘and I thought it was by with me last night. I’ve

a good house at home, and plenty to nurse me, and I had no real call to

leave them.’ Speaking of the attentions he had received from his

shipmates generally, ‘they were all so kind,’ he said, ‘that there’s none

to mention.’ And except in so far as I might share in this, he troubled

me with no reference to my services.

But what affected me in the most lively manner was the wealth of this

day-labourer, paying a two months’ pleasure visit to the States, and

preparing to return in the saloon, and the new testimony rendered by his

story, not so much to the horrors of the steerage as to the habitual

comfort of the working classes. One foggy, frosty December evening, I

encountered on Liberton Hill, near Edinburgh, an Irish labourer trudging

homeward from the fields. Our roads lay together, and it was natural

that we should fall into talk. He was covered with mud; an inoffensive,

ignorant creature, who thought the Atlantic Cable was a secret

contrivance of the masters the better to oppress labouring mankind; and I

confess I was astonished to learn that he had nearly three hundred pounds

in the bank. But this man had travelled over most of the world, and

enjoyed wonderful opportunities on some American railroad, with two

dollars a shift and double pay on Sunday and at night; whereas my

fellow-passenger had never quitted Tyneside, and had made all that he

possessed in that same accursed, down-falling England, whence skilled

mechanics, engineers, millwrights, and carpenters were fleeing as from

the native country of starvation.

Fitly enough, we slid off on the subject of strikes and wages and hard

times. Being from the Tyne, and a man who had gained and lost in his own

pocket by these fluctuations, he had much to say, and held strong

opinions on the subject. He spoke sharply of the masters, and, when I

led him on, of the men also. The masters had been selfish and

obstructive, the men selfish, silly, and light-headed. He rehearsed to

me the course of a meeting at which he had been present, and the somewhat

long discourse which he had there pronounced, calling into question the

wisdom and even the good faith of the Union delegates; and although he

had escaped himself through flush times and starvation times with a

handsomely provided purse, he had so little faith in either man or

master, and so profound a terror for the unerring Nemesis of mercantile

affairs, that he could think of no hope for our country outside of a

sudden and complete political subversion. Down must go Lords and Church

and Army; and capital, by some happy direction, must change hands from

worse to better, or England stood condemned. Such principles, he said,

were growing ‘like a seed.’

From this mild, soft, domestic man, these words sounded unusually ominous

and grave. I had heard enough revolutionary talk among my workmen

fellow-passengers; but most of it was hot and turgid, and fell

discredited from the lips of unsuccessful men. This man was calm; he had

attained prosperity and ease; he disapproved the policy which had been

pursued by labour in the past; and yet this was his panacea,—to rend the

old country from end to end, and from top to bottom, and in clamour and

civil discord remodel it with the hand of violence.

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