CHAPTER XXXII

A TRAGEDY

How long it was before I fell asleep I cannot say. The humming of the

wake racing away close outside was noisy; the light cargo in the

steerage creaked and strained, and the thump of the rudder was frequent,

and sometimes startling. I was aroused by a continuous knocking on the

bulkhead. It was pitch-dark, despite a small sliding dance of stars in

the porthole glass. I thought the knocking was upon my door, and cried

out, ‘What is it?’ It did not cease; and gathering by this time that it

proceeded from the bulkhead that divided the cabins, I jumped out of my

bunk and beat upon the boards to let Miss Temple know I heard her.

I called; but though I caught her voice, I could not distinguish her

utterance. I had turned in partially clothed, and groping my way to the

door, stepped forth and knocked upon her cabin. The handle was touched

and I was sensible that the girl’s door was ajar.

‘Are you there, Mr. Dugdale?’

‘Yes. What is the matter?’

‘Did not you hear a pistol-shot?’

‘No,’ I cried.

‘I am certain a firearm has been discharged,’ she exclaimed.

‘Stay a bit,’ said I. ‘I will see if anything is wrong, and let you

know.’

After some groping, I succeeded in lighting the candle in my lantern;

and then slipping on my shoes, I made for the hatch ladder, which I was

able to see by leaving my cabin door open. I entered the cuddy and

listened. The lamp had been extinguished; but a sort of spectral

illumination of stars and white water came sifting through the skylight

and the port-holes and the little windows in the cuddy front, and I was

able to determine the outline of objects. All was right in this

interior, so far as I could tell. I listened; but not so much as a

footfall sounded upon the upper deck, not a note of human voice or

movement of men forward. The barque was sweeping through the seas

bravely, and the atmosphere of the cuddy was vibratory with the resonant

cries of the wind up aloft.

I made for the cuddy door and looked out; nothing stirred on the

quarter-deck that ran pallid into the impenetrable shadow past the

waist. I returned to the companion steps, which I mounted, and stood in

the hatch a moment or two. There was nobody on the poop saving the man

at the helm. I stepped over to him and said, ‘Where’s the captain?’

‘He’s gone below,’ he answered; ‘he told me he wouldn’t be long.’

‘When did he leave the deck?’

‘Seven or eight minutes ago, belike.’

‘Did you hear a noise just now that resembled a pistol-shot?’ I

inquired.

‘No, sir,’ he answered. ‘But who’s to hear anything atop of this here

shindy of wind and water?’

‘That’s true,’ I exclaimed. ‘I doubt if the noise will have meant more

than a fall of something below. It is the lady who heard the sound, and

I’ve just stepped up to see what it might mean. It’s to be hoped the

captain won’t linger. This is not a breeze in which to leave a ship in

charge of her helmsman only.’

And indeed the little craft wanted too much watching on the part of the

fellow to suffer him to talk or to permit of my calling off his

attention from his duty. I resolved to wait, that there might be some

sort of lookout kept whilst the captain stayed below. The breeze had

freshened, I thought, since I left the deck; there was a dim windy look,

moreover, all away out to starboard; and the barque close hauled was

making the wind to come as hard again as it was blowing, in fact,

through her thrusting, plunging, nimble manner of looking up into it.

The mainsail is too much for her, thought I; it should be furled. There

is a staysail or two too many, also; and that top-gallant sail will have

to come in anon, if the look of the sky out yonder means what it

threatens.

Five minutes passed, but the captain did not make his appearance. The

sound that Miss Temple had heard was beginning to work an ugly fancy in

my mind. I stepped aft to the wheel.

‘Did the captain tell you why he was going below?’

‘No, sir,’ was the answer. ‘He’d been standing for about a quarter of an

hour stock still; then he comes soddenly in a sort o’ run to the

binnacle, takes a look at the card, and says: “Keep her as she goes;

nothing off: see to it! I shan’t be long.” That was all.’

At that instant the wind breezed up in a gust that came in a long howl

over the weather rail, and the little vessel bowed down to it till the

smother alongside looked to be up to the covering-board.

‘No use waiting for the captain,’ said I, made irritable by anxiety; ‘we

shall have the masts out of her if we don’t mind our eye;’ and running

forward, I shouted at the top of my voice: ‘Lay aft and haul up the

mainsail!’

In a moment the watch came tumbling out of the darkness forward. Their

manner of rushing gave me to know that they had been standing by for the

order to shorten sail, and were wondering why it had not been delivered

sooner.

‘Furl it, lads,’ I shouted, ‘when you’ve hauled it up; but first get

your maintopgallant staysail hauled down. I must find out what has

become of the captain.’

Without losing another moment, I ran into the cuddy and knocked upon the

door of the captain’s cabin. No answer was returned. I knocked again,

thundering with my fist; then tried the handle, and found the door

locked. ‘Good God!’ thought I, ‘the man has shot himself. _That_ will be

the meaning of the sound Miss Temple heard.’ As I turned for a moment,

utterly at a loss how to act, the girl rose through the hatch close to

where I stood. She held in her hand the lantern I had left alight in my

berth.

‘What has happened?’ she cried.

‘I have no notion as yet,’ I responded; ‘but I fear the captain has shot

himself. Let me take that lantern from you.’

I swiftly hitched it by its laniard to a hook in a stanchion, noticing

as I did so that she had completely dressed herself.

‘Remain here for the present, will you?’ I went on. ‘I must go on

deck—there is no one to give orders to the men.’

I ran up the steps, and perceived the shadowy shapes of the seamen

ascending the shrouds to lay out upon the main yard.

‘Who is that there?’ I called, observing a dark figure standing near the

main hatch.

‘Me—Wilkins, sir.’

‘Jump forward, Wilkins,’ I shouted, ‘and call Mr. Lush. Tell him I want

him aft—that I’m afraid something serious has happened; in fact, rout up

all hands. We shall be having to reef down shortly.’

The fellow sped forwards. It had been no passing gust that had bowed the

barque down, but a real increase in the weight of wind; and by this

time, knowing fairly well how the gear led, I let go the maintopgallant

halliards, and then ran aft to the mizzen topmast staysail halliards,

and was dragging with my single pair of hands upon the downhaul, when

the carpenter came up to me, followed by the rest of the watch below.

‘What’s gone wrong?’ he said.

‘I believe the captain has shot himself. His cabin door is locked, and

we have yet to discover that he has committed suicide. The wind

freshens, the ship wants watching, and there is nobody to see to her.

Will you take charge? I’ll wait for you in the cabin.’

What expression a light cast upon his countenance might have shown my

news produced in it I know not; there was a pause in him, as of sulky

astonishment, but he said nothing. He mounted the poop ladder; and I

entered the cuddy, catching the sound as I did so of the men on the main

yard chorusing as they triced up the bunt of the sail, along with a

sudden roar from the carpenter to clew up the main-topgallant-sail and

furl it. The candle end burning in the lantern made but a wretched

light, as you will suppose. Close beside it, in such radiance as it

emitted, stood Miss Temple, white as stone, and her eyes wide and

luminous with alarm.

‘Is the vessel in danger?’ she asked.

‘Oh dear, no,’ I replied; ‘the breeze has freshened considerably, and

the men are shortening sail. But this light is truly abominable. We

shall require to be able to see clearly presently.’ And with that I took

out the candle and lighted the cabin lamp with it.

‘I have been every moment expecting to see that door open, and _his_

figure creep out!’ said Miss Temple, pointing with a shudder, and

without looking, towards the captain’s berth. ‘Do you believe he has

shot himself?’

‘Not a doubt of it. Why should his door be locked? I should know he has

destroyed himself without being able to make a guess at his method of

doing so, but for your saying that you heard the report of a pistol.’

‘I assuredly heard it, Mr. Dugdale. I was awake. I have not slept since

I lay down. The sound was like the crack of a whip over my head.’

Just then the carpenter roared out some fresh orders. The barque,

relieved of her mainsail and topgallant-sail, had recovered from her

perilous heel, and was thrashing through it with what seemed a stubborn

erectness of spar after the recent wild slope of her masts. The sea was

rising, and the vessel was beginning to pitch with some spite in the

chopping and smiting shear of her clipper bows, from which the surge

recoiled in thunder, washing aft in boiling spume with a sound like the

fall of the hail and rain of an electric storm. I could tell without

needing to look that Mr. Lush’s latest order concerned the reefing of

the foretopsail. At all events, he had his little ship well in hand, and

the whole of the vessel’s small crew were on deck to run about to his

directions, and there was some comfort to be got out of knowing this.

To satisfy a small doubt that had arisen, I stepped once again over to

the captain’s cabin and hammered loud and long upon the door, shouting

out his name, and then trying the handle; but to no purpose.

‘For what new horrors are we reserved?’ cried Miss Temple. ‘Shall we

ever escape with our lives? How much has been compressed within the last

few days: the dead body on the wreck—the drowning of the poor

lieutenant—the loss, perhaps, of Mr. Colledge and the sailors in the

man-of-war’s boat—and now this!’ she cried, bringing her hands to her

face with a sudden convulsive, tearless sob; then looking at me she

said: ‘If Captain Braine has killed himself, what is to follow?’

‘Rio,’ I answered. ‘I shall carry the ship there straight. Thank God for

such knowledge of navigation as I possess! I trust the captain may not

have killed himself; but if he has done so, it will make for our good.

He was a madman, and it was impossible from hour to hour to be sure of

his intentions.’

‘But, Mr. Dugdale, there will be no head to the ship if the captain be

dead. Who, then, is to control the crew—this crew of convicts and

mutineers and—and?’——

‘It was a madman who drew that picture,’ said I. ‘I suspect he is as

correct in his description of his crew as in his description of his

treasure. The men are without a navigator; they can do nothing without

me. If they are true Jacks, they are already sick of the voyage, and

will be glad to have a port under their lee, with the promise of a jaunt

ashore and fresh articles to sign on another ship’s capstan.’

We continued talking thus; presently I heard the seamen chorusing at the

foretopsail halliards, and later on the carpenter Lush entered the cabin

by the cuddy door.

‘She’ll be snug at this,’ he exclaimed in his gruff voice; ‘there’s no

more weight of wind, and the whole main-topsail won’t be too much for

her if it don’t freshen yet. What’s this about the capt’n, sir?’

As he spoke, I observed the glimmering faces of the crew, the whole body

of them, saving the fellow at the wheel, crowding to take a peep through

the cuddy windows and doorway. I saw Miss Temple glance with terror

towards them; but there was nothing more natural than that the fellows

should desire to obtain all news of an event that concerned them so

closely as the suicide of their captain. I repeated what little I knew

to the carpenter, who at once stalked to the captain’s door and tried

the handle for himself, shaking it viciously.

‘I suppose it’ll have to be broke open?’ he exclaimed, looking round.

‘Certainly,’ I answered, ‘and the sooner the better. This suspense is

intolerable.’

‘I’ll go forrards and get some tools,’ he said.

He returned after a few minutes, and two seamen accompanied him, one of

them being Joe Wetherly. The others, heedless of all custom, in their

devouring curiosity came shouldering one another into the cuddy,

thrusting inch by inch to the centre of it, where they stood staring—a

wild and rugged group, indeed, in that light; hairy breasts, naked,

weather-darkened nervous arms liberally scored with blue devices, bare

feet, gleaming eyes, sheath-knives on their hips—I could scarcely wonder

that Miss Temple shrank from them, and clung to my side with her hand in

my arm! They did not need the character the captain had given them to

make her do that!

Lush forced the door of the berth; it flew open to a heavy blow, and I

advanced to take a view of the interior, Miss Temple letting go of my

arm with an exclamation, rather choosing to remain alone near the

sailors than take a peep at the horror her imagination bodied forth. A

small bracket lamp was burning brightly. In the centre of the deck of

the cabin lay the body of Captain Braine. He was on his breast, his arms

were outstretched, one leg was crooked, as though broken under the

other. A pistol of a pattern somewhat similar to the one I had

discovered in Mr. Chicken’s locker lay beside his right hand. These

details we immediately witnessed; but we had to look a little before we

could distinguish the great stain of blood upon the square of drugget

under the cheek of the poor creature, and showing in a black line from a

hole on a level with his eye.

‘He has shot himself, as you said,’ exclaimed the carpenter in a hoarse

note, and backing half a pace to the right.

‘Turn him over, Bill,’ said Wetherly to the other sailor.

‘Not me! Handle him yourself, Joe.’

Wetherly fell upon a knee, and got the corpse on its back. After my

experience with the body on the wreck, I should have deemed myself equal

to any sort of ghastly sight-seeing; but that dead captain’s face was

more than I could bear, and I was forced to look away and to keep my

gaze averted, to rally my nerves from the shock the spectacle had given

them.

The crew had come shoving right to the very cabin door, and stood in a

crowd, staring open-mouthed with a sort of groaning of exclamations

breaking out from amongst them.

‘A bad job this, sir,’ said Wetherly, looking round to me.

‘He’ll be stone-dead, I suppose?’ said the carpenter.

‘O God, yes!’ I exclaimed.

The carpenter seemed to wait, as if he expected me to give directions.

‘Better get the body into the bunk, Mr. Lush,’ said I, ‘and cover it up

for to-night.’

‘Ay, hide it as soon as ye will, Joe,’ exclaimed the carpenter; and as

he said these words, I observed that he rolled his eyes with an

expression in them of keen and thirsty scrutiny over the cabin.

Wetherly and the other man who had entered with him lifted the body,

placed it in the bunk, and threw a blanket over it. We then quitted the

cabin, leaving the lamp burning, though, I fancy, nobody noticed that

but myself; and the carpenter put a little wedge of wood under the door

to keep it shut. The sailors slowly walked away out on to the

quarter-deck, casting inquisitive glances around them, and at Miss

Temple, as they withdrew. The carpenter came to a stand at the table,

and turning his surly face upon me, exclaimed in his deep-sea,

bad-tempered voice: ‘What’s to be done now?’

‘There’s nothing for it,’ I answered, ‘but to make for the nearest port,

and Rio will be that.’

‘Ay; but that ain’t the question just at present,’ he exclaimed. ‘What I

mean is, what’s the discipline agoing to be?’

‘Why, of course,’ I exclaimed, ‘I must render all the assistance I

possibly can. If the crew consent, I shall be happy to keep watch and

watch with you. In any case, I’ll navigate the ship. Very fortunately, I

can do so.’

‘It’ll be a matter for the crew,’ said he, talking with his eyes upon

the deck and speaking after a pause. ‘To-morrow morning will be time

enough to settle what’s to be done. I kep’ a lookout from eight to

twelve to-night; and if you’ll stand this here middle watch, I’ll be a

relieving of ye at four; and arter breakfast, giving you time to get

some sleep, I’ll call the crew aft, and we’ll see what they’ve got to

say, now there ain’t neither mate nor capt’n left.’

‘But you are the mate; the acting second mate,’ I cried, sensible of an

indefinable misgiving that grew rapidly into an emotion of cold and

heart-sickening consternation.

‘I tell ye _no_, sir!’ he shouted; ‘I’m no second mate. I signed on as

ship’s carpenter, and I’ve told ye so. Since Mr. Chicken died, I’ve been

treated by that man there’—he pointed with a square forefinger to the

cabin door—‘worse than any mongrel dog that e’er a blunderbuss was

brought to bear on. _Me_ a second mate?’ He struck his breast in a sort

of frenzy with his clenched fist and grinned in my face.

‘Very well,’ said I, forcing a note of composure into my voice; ‘it is a

mere detail of routine, which we can settle to-morrow, as you say.’

‘All right,’ he exclaimed; and pulling his skin cap down over his head,

he trudged on his rounded legs out of the cuddy.

‘I must go on deck, Miss Temple,’ said I.

She was eyeing me, as though bereft of speech, when I addressed her.

‘I will accompany you,’ she exclaimed.

‘No! It is out of the question.’

‘Why?’ she cried imperiously, with the irritability of dismay and dread

in her manner.

‘I shall be on deck till four. Such a spell of exposure it will be

needless for you to undergo. You are perfectly safe in your cabin.’

‘How _dare_ you ask me to return to that horrible lonely part of the

ship?’ she cried, with wrath and alarm brilliant in her eyes.

‘Then take some rest upon that locker there.’

‘You ask me to remain here _alone_ with the dead body close to in that

cabin?’

‘Miss Temple,’ said I firmly, ‘if you decline to return to your cabin,

you will at least oblige me by staying in this cuddy. I have no time to

reason with you. You must obey me, if you please. Give me your hand.’

She extended it, and I conducted her to the sofa locker, on which I

gently but resolutely compelled her to seat herself. ‘You can rest here

with perfect safety,’ I went on. ‘I am astonished that a woman of your

spirit should find anything to render you uneasy, in the face of the

real difficulties which confront us, in the neighbourhood of a harmless

corpse. I can command a view of you and of this interior through that

skylight. But you must not come on deck.’

She watched me in a motionless posture with an air of haughty resentment

upon her lips, to which a kind of awe in her gaze gave the lie. I left

her, and had my foot upon the companion steps, when a thought occurred

to me. Going to the door of the captain’s berth, I withdrew the wedge,

and entered and picked up the pistol that lay upon the deck. It was a

heavy single-barrelled concern, but a firearm all the same, and I thrust

it into my breast. I perceived no materials for loading it; but I had

what was necessary in that way below; and now I was possessed, as I did

not doubt, of the only two pistols in the ship.

I extinguished the lamp, wedged the door afresh, and responding to Miss

Temple’s appealing stare with a smile, I went on deck. The night was a

clear dusk, with a great plenty of shining stars, over which many small

clouds were driving swiftly; and the wind still continued to blow

strong, though it had not gained in force since sail had last been

shortened, and the sea was now running steadily on the bow in regular

heaps of dark waters melting at their heads, so that the motion of the

barque, by being rhythmic, was comparatively easy. I gained the weather

deck; and after a peep at the compass and a glance at the

indistinguishable face of the figure at the wheel, I started off on the

traditionary pendulum walk of the sea-watch, to and fro, to and fro,

from the wheel to the break of the poop, constantly directing looks to

windward or up aloft, and frequently at Miss Temple, as she showed,

seated as I had left her, visible to me through the glass of the

skylight. It was out of the question that she should pace the deck with

me throughout that long watch. The pouring wind came with an edge of

cold damp that made itself felt after a brief term of exposure to it.

Then, again, it was not to be thought of that the sailors should find

the lady on deck throughout this night watch, as though we were both in

mortal fear, and kept together to hearten each other. Now that it had

come to there being no head to the ship, it was of vital importance that

Miss Temple should remain as private as possible, but little seen by the

men. I had clear ideas as to the extraordinary situation in which we

were placed; and as I glanced at her through the skylight window, I made

up my mind to subdue her to my views, to conquer the insolence of her

spirit, even should it come to my having to act in a manner that might

be deemed brutal, never to humour her by giving her reasons, but to

peremptorily insist in such a fashion as to make her perceive that

whilst we were thus together, I was her master, and she must instantly

acquiesce in my decisions; for unless this was to be managed, her

temper, her want of tact, her pettish character as that of a person

whose nature had been injured by admiration and indulgence, might end in

the destruction of us both.

What a midnight watch was that! I was sick at heart, and miserable with

misgiving. My distrust of the carpenter, a feeling that had all along

possessed me, was strong even to a conviction that he was equal to the

acting of a hellish part, and that being free, and at the head, so to

speak, of a gang of men, of whom one only—I mean Wetherly—seemed worthy

of confidence, he might be presently hatching some plot of deadly menace

to Miss Temple and me. I asked myself what form could such a plot take?

I knew not: I could but forebode: I could only keep before me the

circumstance of a little ship afloat on a wide sea without captain or

mates, full to the hatches with commodities of value, a handsome fabric

of herself, virtually in the possession of an irresponsible body of men,

into whose keeping she had come through the merest effect of fortune,

without the least stroke of rascality on their part. I say I had only to

consider this, and then to think of the character of the crew as it had

been represented to me by Captain Braine, to forebode some action on

their part that might extinguish my project of reaching Rio—with so much

to follow that I durst not give my mind to speculating upon it.

Shocking as had been the suddenness and the unexpectedness of the

captain’s suicide, the thing sat lightly as a horror upon my

imagination, so profoundly agitated was I by the indeterminable fears

that had been raised in me by the few words the carpenter had let fall.

I could not be sure; but it seemed to me, by the haze of light which

hung about the forecastle hatch, called the forescuttle, and by an

occasional stirring of shadows amidst it, as though to the movements of

the men below, or to figures coming on deck and descending again, that

all hands were awake forward. There should have been nothing to

particularly disturb me in this suspicion, for enough lay in the

captain’s death to account for the men keeping awake and talking; still,

the belief that the sailors were conversing in their gloomy little sea

parlour, with Lush’s growling tongue sulkily active amongst them,

greatly increased my uneasiness.

I continued to pace the deck, keeping a close eye upon the ship, with

watchful regard also of the compass, for every hour of this sailing was

bringing us by so many miles nearer to the South American seaboard.

Shortly before two o’clock, on looking through the skylight, I observed

Miss Temple lying back upon the cushion of the locker in a sound sleep.

Her hat was upon her knees, her cheek was pillowed upon her arm; thus

she rested in sideways posture. Whilst I stood looking at her, as at a

picture of a beautiful sleeping woman framed in the square of the

skylight, and touched with the soft illumination of the oil-lamp

swinging hard by her couch, a man struck four bells on the forecastle,

and a minute or two later the dark figure of a seaman came along to

leeward to relieve the wheel. I waited a little, and then stepped to the

binnacle under pretence of inspecting the card.

‘Are the watch below up forward?’ said I.

‘All hands are awake,’ he answered, and I recognised him by his voice,

though I could not discern his features. He was a young sailor named

Forrest, a fellow I had often taken notice of for the elastic suppleness

of his body, the peculiar swing of his walk, an amazing agility aloft,

and an air of mutinous impudence in his manner of going about any job he

might be put to.

‘I suppose they have been talking about the captain’s death?’ said I.

‘They’ve been talking of a many things,’ he responded with a sort of

chuckle in his voice, as though he had been drinking.

‘Is Mr. Lush among them?’

‘Oh, ay.’

‘Well, keep your luff,’ said I; ‘she’s a couple of points off her course

as it is.’

‘Her course for where?’ said the man.

‘For Rio,’ I answered.

He made no answer, and I resumed my pacing of the planks.

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