CHAPTER XV.--MR. RICHARD ANSDELL.

It was no light task to spend a vacation contentedly on the farm. There

were thousands of city people who did it, and seemed to enjoy it, but

Seth found it difficult to understand how they contrived to occupy

themselves. What work on a farm meant, he knew very well; but the trick

of idling in the country was beyond him. It was too hot, in these July

days, for driving much, and besides, Albert rarely invited him into the

buggy when the grays were brought around to the step. The two brothers

saw little of each other, in fact. It was not precisely a coolness,

but Albert seemed to have other things on his mind beside fraternal

entertainment. The old pastime of fishing, too, failed him. In

the renovation of the house his fine pole and tackle had somehow

disappeared, and he had no money wherewith to replace them. He had

entered upon his vacation unexpectedly, at a time when he happened to be

particularly short of cash--and there was something in Albert’s manner

and tone which rendered it impossible to apply to him, even if pride had

not forbidden it.

There was, it is true, the increasing delight of being in Isabel’s

company, but alongside this delight grew a doubt--a doubt which the

young man shrank from recognizing and debating, but which forced its

presence upon his mind, none the less--a doubt whether it was the part

of wisdom to encourage too much of a friendship with his sister-in-law.

This friendship had already reached a stage where Aunt Sabrina sniffed

at its existence, and she hinted dimly to Seth of the perils which

lurked in the lures of a citified siren, with an expression of face

and a pointedness of emphasis which clearly had a domestic application.

There was nothing in this, of course, but the insensate meddlesomeness

of a disagreeable old maid, Seth said to himself, but still it annoyed

him.

More serious, though, was his suspicion--lying dormant sometimes for

days, then suddenly awakened by a curt word or an intent glance--that

Albert disliked to see him so much with Isabel. Often this rendered him

extremely nervous, for Isabel had no discretion (so the young man put

it to himself) and displayed her pleasure in his society, her liking for

him, quite as freely in her husband’s presence as when they were alone.

There was nothing in this, either, only that it made him uneasy. Hence

it came about that, just when one set of inclinations most urgently

prompted him to stay about the house, another set often prevailed upon

him to absent himself. On these occasions he generally walked over to

Thessaly, and chatted with John.

“John and I have so much to talk about, you know, being both newspaper

men,” he used to say, with a feeling that he owed an explanation of some

sort to Isabel. “And then I can see the daily papers there. That gets to

be a necessity with a journalist--as much so as his breakfast.”

“I scarcely dare to read a paper now,” Isabel once replied. “It drives

me nearly mad with longing to get back among people again. I only read

heavy things, classic poetry and history--and then, thank Heaven, there

is this embroidery.”

It was at John’s, or rather on the way there, that Seth met one day

a man of whom he was in after life accustomed to say, “He altered the

whole bent of my career.” Perhaps this was an exaggerated estimate

of the service Richard Ansdell really rendered Seth; but it is so

difficult, looking back, to truly define the influence upon our fortunes

or minds by any isolated event or acquaintance, and moreover, gratitude

is so wholesome and sweet a thing to contemplate, and the race devotes

so much energy to civilizing it out of young breasts, that I have not

the heart to insist upon any qualification of Seth’s judgment.

Mr. Ansdell at this time was nearly forty years of age, and looked to be

under thirty. He was small, thin-faced, clean-shaven, dark of skin

and hair, with full, clear eyes, that by their calmness of expression

curiously modified the idea of nervousness which his actions and mode

of speech gave forth. He was spending his fortnight’s vacation in the

vicinity, and he was strolling with his friend the school-teacher,

Reuben Tracy, toward the village when Seth overtook them. Seth and

Reuben had been very intimate in the old farm days--and _here_ was

a young man to the latent influence of whose sobriety of mind and

cleanliness of tastes he never fully realized his obligation--but since

his return they had not met. After greetings had been exchanged, they

walked together to the village, and to the _Banner of Liberty_ office.

It was the beginning of the week, and publication day was far enough off

to enable John to devote all his time to his visitors. There was an

hour or more of talk--on politics, county affairs, the news in the city

papers, the humors and trials of conducting a rural newspaper, and so

forth. When they rose to go, John put on his hat, and said he would

“walk a ways” with them. On the street he held Seth back with a

whispered “Let us keep behind a bit, I want to talk to you.” Then he

added, when the others were out of hearing:

“I have got some personal things to say, later on. But--first of

all--has Albert said anything since to you about the farm?”

“Not a word.”

“Well, I have been thinking it all over, trying to see where the

crookedness comes in--for I feel it in my bones that there _is_

something crooked. But I am not lawyer enough to get on to it. I’ve had

a notion of putting the whole case to Ansdell, who’s a mighty bright

lawyer, but then again, it seems to be a sort of family thing that we

ought to keep to ourselves. What do you think?--for after all, it is

mostly your affair.”

“I can’t see that Albert isn’t playing fair. It must be pretty nearly as

he says--that he has put as much money in the farm as it was worth when

he took it. It’s true that father’s will leaves it to him outright--and

that wasn’t quite as Albert gave us to understand it should be--but

Albert pledges us that our rights in it shall be respected, and it seems

to me that that is better than an acknowledged interest in a bankrupt

farm would be, which we hadn’t the capital to work, and which was

worthless without it.”

“Perhaps you are right.” John paused for a moment, then began again in

a graver tone: “There’s something else. How are you getting on on the

_Chronicle?_”

“Oh, well enough; I get through my work without anybody’s finding fault.

I suppose that is the best test. A fellow can’t do any more.”

“That is where you are wrong. ‘A fellow’ can do a great deal more. And

when you went there I, for one, expected you were going to do a deuced

sight more. You have been there now--let’s see--thirteen months. You are

doing what you did when you went there--sawing up miscellany, boiling

down news notes, grinding out a lot of departments which the office boy

might do, if his own work weren’t more important. In a word you’ve just

gone on to the threshold, and you’ve screwed yourself down to the floor

there--and from all I hear you are likely to stay there all your life,

while other fellows climb over your head to get into the real places.”

“From all you _hear?_ What do you mean by that--who’s been telling you

about me?”

“That you shan’t know, my boy. It is enough that I _have_ heard. You

haven’t fulfilled your promise. I thought you had the makings of a big

man in you; I believed that all you needed was the chance, and you would

rise. You were given the chance--put right in on the ground floor, and

there you are, just where you were put. You haven’t risen worth a cent.”

“What do you expect a fellow to do? Get to be editor-in-chief in

thirteen months? What could I do that I haven’t done? There have been no

vacancies, so no one has climbed over my head. I’ve done the work I was

set to do--and done it well, too. What more can you ask?”

Seth spoke in an aggrieved tone, for this attack seemed as unjust as it

had been unexpected.

John replied, “Now keep cool, youngster! Nobody expected you to get to

be editor-in-chief in thirteen months, so don’t talk nonsense. And I

am not blaming you for not getting promotion, when there have been no

vacancies. What I do mean, if you want to know, is that you have failed

to make a good impression. You are not in the line of promotion. Workman

doesn’t say to himself when he thinks of you ‘There’s a smart, steady,

capable young man on whom we can count, who’s able to go as high as we

are able to put him.’ No! instead of that he says--but no, never mind. I

don’t want to hurt your feelings.”

“Oh, you are mighty considerate, all at once,” retorted Seth, angrily.

“Go on! Say what you were going to say! What is it that Workman says,

since you’ve been spying on me behind my back?”

“Now you are talking like a fool,” said the elder brother, keeping his

temper. “I haven’t been spying on you. I have only been commenting on

facts which have come to my knowledge without seeking and which were

brought to me by one who has your interests at heart. I have only been

talking to you as I ought to talk, with the sole idea of benefiting you,

helping you. If you don’t want to hear me, why I can shut up.”

Seth did not reply for a minute or so; then he growled moodily: “Go

ahead! Let’s hear it all.”

“The ‘all’ can be said in a few words. You have been wasting your time.

I grant that you have done your work well enough to escape blame--but

what credit is there in that? a million mechanics do that every day.

Instead of improving yourself, elevating and polishing yourself, by

good reading, by studying the art of writing, above all by choosing

your associates among men who are your superiors, and from whom you can

learn, you have settled down in a Dutch beer saloon, making associates

out of the commonest people in town, and having for your particular chum

that rattle-headed loafer Tom Watts. Do you suppose Mr. Workman doesn’t

know this? Do you suppose he likes it, or that it encourages him to hope

for your future?”

Seth was silent longer than ever, this time. When he spoke it was to

utter something which he instantly regretted: “I haven’t been able to

gather from your old friends that you were altogether a bigot, yourself,

on the subject of beer, when you were my age.”

Fortunately John did not get angry; Seth honestly admired and envied his

elder brother’s good temper as he heard the reply:

“That’s neither here nor there. Perhaps I did a good many things that I

want you to avoid. Besides, there was nothing in me. I am good enough as

far as I go, but if I had worked on a daily paper till my teeth all

fell out, I should never have got any higher than I was. With you it is

different; you can go up to the head of the class if you are a mind to.

But the beer saloon isn’t the way--and Tom Watts isn’t the guide.”

“He is the only friend I have got. What was I to do? It is easy enough

to talk, John, about my knowing good people and all that, but _how?_

That is the question? It isn’t fair to blame me as you do. All the men

like Workman and Samboye--I suppose you mean them--hold themselves miles

above me. Do you suppose I’ve ever seen the inside of their houses or of

their club? Not I! You dump a young countryman in a strange city, new at

his work, without knowing a solitary soul--and then you complain because

he gets lonesome, and makes friends with the only people who show any

disposition to be friendly with him. Do you call that fair play?”

“Well, there’s something in that,” John replied, meditatively. “Some

time I’m going to write a leader on the organized indifference of modern

city society to what becomes of young men who deserve its good offices

and drift into beer saloons because they are not forthcoming. It would

make the _Banner_ immensely solid with orthodox people.”

“You wouldn’t have wanted me to go to the Young Men’s Christian

Association, I suppose?”

“No-o, I don’t know that I would. I don’t know, after all, that you

could have done much differently. But you’ve done enough of it, do you

understand? You have served your time; you have taken your diploma. It

is time now to quit. And I can put you on to a man, now, who will help

you on the other tack. Do you see Ansdell, ahead there?”

“Yes;--is he the man who told you about Workman and me?”

John ignored the question. “Ansdell is one of the cleverest men going;

he’s head and shoulders over anybody else there is in Tecumseh, or in

this part of the State. For you to know him will be a college education

in itself. He is more than a big lawyer, he is a student and thinker;

more than that, he is a reformer; best of all, he is a man of the world,

who has sown more wild oats than would fill Albert’s new bins, and

there’s not an atom of nonsense about him. He knows about you. We’ve

talked you over together. He understands my idea of what you ought to

be, and he can help you more than any other man alive--and what is more

he will.”

“It was he who told you about me, wasn’t it?” Seth persisted.

“If you will know, it was and it wasn’t. All he said was that he had

heard Workman speak of you; that he had got the idea from his tone that

you were not making the most of your opportunities; that he thought this

was a great pity; and that if he could be of any use to you he would be

very glad. That is all--and not even your sulkiness can make anything

but kindness out of it.”

This practically ended the dialogue, for the others had stopped to let

the brothers come up, and John shortly after left the party.

The three men had a long stroll back to the hillside road, with a still

longer lounge on the grass under the elms by the bridge. Seth watched

and listened to this swarthy, boyish-looking mentor who had, so to

speak, thrust himself upon him, very closely, as was natural. Did he

like him? It was hard, he found, to determine. Mr. Ansdell was extremely

opinionated. He seemed to have convictions on almost every subject,

and he clung to them, defended them, expanded them, with almost tearful

earnestness. His voice was as strong and powerful as his figure was

diminutive; he talked now chiefly about the Tariff, which he denounced

with a vibrating intensity of feeling. Seth knew nothing about the

Tariff, or next to nothing, but he admired what Ansdell said, mainly

because it was said so well. But he grew quite enthusiastic in his

endorsement when he heard his Editor, Mr. Samboye, used as a typical

illustration of the dishonesty with which public men treated that

question. After that he felt that it would be easy to make friends with

Mr. Ansdell.

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