CHAPTER V.

Bosio felt that if he remained in his room alone with the horror of his

position, he should go mad before night. He was weakly resolved not to

marry Veronica, but he knew and for the first time dreaded the power

Matilde had over his thoughts as well as his actions. He felt that if he

could avoid her, he could still cling to the remnant of honour, but that

she would tear it from him if she could and cast it to the winds. The

whole card-house of his ill-founded life was trembling under the breath

of fate, and its near fall seemed to threaten its existence.

He went out and walked slowly through sunny, unfrequented places, high

up in the city, trying to shake off the chill of his fear as a man hopes

to rid himself of an ague by sitting in the sun. But the chill was in

his heart, and it was his soul that shivered. He weakly wished that he

were wholly bad, that he might feel less.

Then, in true Italian humour, he tried to think of something which might

divert his thoughts from the duty of facing their own terrible

perplexity. If it had been evening, he would have strolled into the

theatre; had it been already afternoon, he would have had himself driven

out along the public garden towards Posilippo, to see the faces of his

friends go by. But it was morning. There was nothing but the club, and

he cared little for the men he might meet there. There was nothing to

do, and his eyes did not help him to forget his troubles. He wandered on

through ways broad and narrow, climbing up one steep lane and descending

again by the next, hardly aware of direction and not noticing whether he

went east or west, north or south, up or down.

At last, at a corner, he chanced to read the name of a street. It was

familiar enough to him, as a Neapolitan, but just now it reminded him of

something which might possibly help to distract his attention. He

stopped and got out his pocket-book, and found in it a card, glanced at

the address on it, and then once more at the name of the street. Then he

went on till he came to the right number, entered a gloomy doorway,

black with dampness and foul air, ascended four flights of dark stone

steps, and stopped before a small brown door. The card nailed upon it

was like the one he had in his pocket-book. The name was 'Giuditta

Astarita,' and under it, in another character, was printed the word

'Somnambulist.'

There was nothing at all unnatural in the name or the profession, in

Naples, where somnambulists are plentiful enough. And the name itself

was a Neapolitan one, and by no means uncommon. The card, however, was

white and clean, which argued either that Giuditta Astarita had not long

been a professional clairvoyante, or else that she had recently changed

her lodgings. Bosio knew nothing about her, except that she had suddenly

acquired an extraordinary reputation as a seer, and that many people in

society had lately visited her, and had come away full of extraordinary

stories about her power. He rang the little tinkling bell, which was

answered by a very respectably dressed woman servant with only one

eye,--a fact which Bosio noticed because it was the blind side of her

face which first appeared as the door opened.

The Signora Giuditta Astarita was at home, and there was no other

visitor. Bosio, without giving his name, was ushered into a small

sitting-room, of which the only window opened upon a narrow court

opposite a blank wall. The furniture was scant and stiff, and such of it

as was upholstered was covered with a cheap cotton corded material of a

spurious wine colour. There were small square antimacassars on the

chairs, and two of them, side by side, on the back of the sofa. The

single window had heavy curtains, now drawn aside, but evidently capable

of shutting out all light. A solid, square, walnut table stood before

the sofa, without any table-cloth, and upon it were arranged half a

dozen large books, bound with a good deal of gilding, and which looked

as though they had never been opened.

Bosio was standing before the window, looking out at the blank wall,

when he heard some one enter the room and softly close the door.

Giuditta Astarita came forward as he turned round.

He saw a heavy, phlegmatic woman, still very young, though abnormally

stout, with an unhealthy face, thin black hair and large weak eyes of a

light china blue. Her lips were parted in a sort of chronic sad smile,

which showed uneven and discoloured teeth. She wore a long trailing

garment of heavy black silk, not gathered to the figure at the waist,

but loose from the shoulders down, and buttoned from throat to feet in

front, with small buttons, like a cassock. From one of the upper

buttonholes dangled a thin gold chain, supporting a bunch of small

charms against the evil eye, a little coral horn, a tiny silver

hunchback, a miniature gilt bell, and two or three coins of gold and

silver, besides an Egyptian scarabee in a gold setting. The woman

remained standing before Bosio.

"You wish to consult me, Signore?" she inquired, in a professional tone,

through the chronic smile, as it were. Her voice was very hoarse.

Bosio bowed gravely, whereupon she pointed to a chair for him, drew

another into position for herself, opposite his, and at some distance

from it, and then fumbled in the curtains for the cord that pulled

them.

"If you will sit down," she said, "I will darken the room."

Bosio seated himself, and in a moment the light was shut out as the

heavy curtains ran together. Then he heard the rustle of the woman's

silk dress as she sat down opposite to him in the dark. He felt

unaccountably nervous, and her china blue eyes had made a disagreeable

impression upon him. He expected something to happen.

"I see a name over your head," said a clear, bell-like voice, certainly

not Giuditta Astarita's. "It is Veronica."

Bosio started uneasily, though like most Neapolitans, he had visited

somnambulists more than once.

"Who is speaking?" he asked quickly.

"It is the spirit," said the woman's hoarse tones. "That is his voice.

Is there such a person as Veronica in your life? Is it about her that

you wish to consult the spirits?"

"Yes," said the spirit voice, before Bosio could answer. "You are afraid

that they will murder her, if you do not marry her--or if she will not

marry you."

Bosio uttered a loud exclamation of alarm and astonishment, for this was

altogether beyond anything in his experience.

"Is it so?" asked Giuditta Astarita.

"Yes. It is true," said Bosio, in uncertain tones. "And I wish to

know--whether--" he stopped.

"Whether the grey-faced man and the handsome woman whose eyes are near

together will really kill her?" asked the spirit voice.

Bosio felt his soft hair rising on his head. "Do you know who I am?" he

asked nervously.

"No," replied the voice of Giuditta. "The spirits know everything, but I

do not. They only speak through me with another voice. I do not know

what they are going to say. You need have no apprehension. This is more

sacred than the confessional, Signore, more secret than the tomb."

The phrase sounded as though it had been carefully studied and often

repeated, but the dramatic tone in which it was uttered produced a

certain reassuring effect upon Bosio, in his half-frightened state.

"Do you wish to tell whether they will really kill Veronica?" inquired

Giuditta. "If you have any question to ask, you must put it quickly. I

cannot keep the spirits waiting. They exhaust me when they are

impatient."

"What shall I do to avoid marrying her?" asked Bosio, suddenly springing

to the main point of his doubts.

"The handsome woman whose eyes are near together will make you marry

Veronica," said the spirit voice.

"But if I refuse? If I say that I will not? What then? Is her life

really in danger?"

"Yes. They wish to kill her to get her money. The handsome woman has her

will leaving her everything if she dies."

"But will they really kill her?" insisted Bosio, half breathless in his

fear and nervous excitement.

The spirit voice did not answer. In the silence Bosio heard Giuditta

Astarita's breathing opposite to him.

"Will they really kill her?" he asked again.

Still there was silence, and Bosio held his breath. Then Giuditta spoke

hoarsely.

"The spirit is gone," she said. "He will not answer any more questions

to-day."

"Can you not call it back?" asked Bosio, anxiously, and peering into the

blackness before him, as though hoping to see something.

"No. When he is gone he never comes back for the same person. He

answered you many things, Signore. You must have patience."

He heard her rise, and a moment later the light dazzled him as he looked

up and met her china blue eyes. He was dazed as well as dazzled, for

there had been an extraordinary directness and accuracy about the few

questions and answers he had heard in the clear voice which was so

utterly unlike Giuditta's, though quite human and natural. He was

certain that he had not heard the door open after she had drawn the

curtains. He looked about the scantily furnished room, in search of

some corner in which some third person might have been hidden. Giuditta

Astarita's chronic smile was momentarily intensified.

"There was no one else here," she said, answering his unspoken question.

"You heard the spirit's voice through my ears."

"How can that be?"

"I do not know. But what the spirit says is true. You may rely upon it.

I do not know what it said, for when I return from the trance state I

remember nothing I have heard or seen while I have been in it. If you

wish to ask more, you must have the kindness to come again. It is very

fatiguing to me. You can see that I am not in good health. The hours are

from ten till three."

The smile had subsided within its usual limits, and the china blue eyes

stared coldly. She was evidently waiting to be paid.

"What do I owe you?" asked Bosio, with a certain considerateness of

tone, so to say.

"It is twenty-five lire," answered Giuditta Astarita. "I have but one

price. Thank you," she added, as he laid the notes upon the polished

walnut table. "Do you wish a few of my cards? For your friends, perhaps.

I shall be grateful for your patronage."

"Thank you," said Bosio, taking his hat and going towards the door. "I

have one of your cards. It is enough. Good morning."

As he opened the door, he found the one-eyed serving-woman in the

passage, ready to show him out. Instinctively he looked at the single

eye as he glanced at her face, and he was surprised to notice that it

was of the same uncommon china blue colour as Giuditta's own. The woman

who did duty as a servant to admit visitors was undoubtedly Giuditta's

mother or elder sister, or some very near relative. It would be natural

enough, amongst such people, as Bosio knew, but he wondered how many

more of the same family lived in the rooms beyond the one in which he

had received spirit-communications, and whether Giuditta Astarita

supported them all by her extraordinary talents.

He descended the damp stone stairs and passed out into the street again,

dazed and disturbed in mind. He had been to such people before, as has

been said, and he had generally seen or heard something which had either

interested or amused him. He had never had such an experience as this.

He had never heard a voice of which he had been so certain that it did

not come from any one in the room, and he had never found any

somnambulist who had so instantly grasped his most secret thoughts,

without the slightest assistance or leading word from himself. Yet at

the crucial test--the question of a certainty in the future, this one

had stopped short as all stopped, or failed in their predictions of what

was to come. He had been startled and almost frightened. Like many

Southern Italians, he was at once credulous and sceptical--a

superstitious unbeliever, if one may couple the two words into one

expression. His intelligence bade him deny what his temperament inclined

him to accept. Besides, on the present occasion, no theory which he

could form could account for the woman's knowledge of his life. She had

never seen him. He had no extraordinary peculiarity by which she might

have recognized him at first sight from hearsay, nor was he in any way

connected with public affairs. He had come quite unexpectedly and had

not given his name, and the spirit, or whatever it might be, had

instantly told him of Veronica, of her danger, of his brother and

sister-in-law and of the will. Moreover, the friends who had spoken to

him of Giuditta Astarita had told him similar tales within a few days.

The spirit had said that the handsome woman would make him marry

Veronica. But what had the silence meant, when he had asked more? That

was the question. Did it mean that the spirit was unwilling to affirm

that Veronica must die if he refused to marry her? He passed his hand

over his eyes as he walked. This was the end of the nineteenth century;

he was in Naples, in the largest city of an enlightened country. And

yet, the situation might have been taken from the times of the Medici,

of Paolo Giordano Orsini, of Beatrice Cenci, of the Borgia. There was a

frightful incongruity between civilization and his life--between broad,

flat, comfortable, every-day, police-regulated civilization, and the

hideous drama in which he was suddenly a principal actor.

More than once he told himself that he was mistaken and that such things

could not possibly be; that it was all a feverish dream and that he

should soon wake to see that there was a perfectly simple, natural and

undramatic solution before him. But turn the facts as he would, he could

not find that easy way. If he refused to marry Veronica and attempted to

get legal protection for her, the inevitable result would be the

prosecution, conviction, and utter ruin of his brother and of the woman

he loved. If he refused to marry Veronica and did nothing to protect

her, Matilde's eyes had told him what Matilde would do to escape public

shame and open infamy. If he married Veronica and saved his brother--he

was still man enough to feel that he could not do that. He could die.

That was a possibility of which he had thought. But would his death,

which would save him from committing the last and greatest baseness,

save Veronica? She would have one friend less in the world, and she had

not many.

With a half-childish smile on his pale face, he wondered what such a man

as Taquisara would do, if he were so placed, and the Sicilian's manly

face and bold eyes rose up contemptuously before him. To such a depth

as Bosio had already reached, Taquisara could never have fallen. Bosio's

instinct told him that.

If he had been able to find one friend in all his acquaintance to whom

he might turn and ask advice, it would have been an infinite relief. But

such friends were rare, he knew, and he had never made one. Pleasant

acquaintances he had, by the score and the hundred, in society, and

amongst artists and men of letters. But the life he had led had shut out

friendship. To have a friend would have been to let some one into his

life, and that would have meant, sooner or later, the betrayal of the

woman he loved.

Yet, though he felt that Taquisara was his enemy and not his friend, he

had such sudden confidence in the man's honour and truth that he was

insanely impelled to go to him and tell him all, and implore him to save

Veronica at any cost, no matter what, or to whom. Then of course, a

moment later, the thought seemed madness, and he only felt that he was

losing hold more quickly upon his saner sense. His visit to the

somnambulist, too, had helped to unnerve him, and as he wandered through

the streets he forgot that it was time to eat, so that physical

faintness came upon him unawares and suddenly.

He did not wish to go home; for if he did, the final decision would be

thrust upon him by Matilde, and he did not feel that he could face

another scene with her yet. When he found himself near the Palazzo

Macomer, he turned back, walking slowly, and went towards the sea, till

he came to the vast Piazza San Ferdinando, beyond San Carlo. He went

into a café and sat down in a corner to drink a cup of chocolate by way

of luncheon. The seat he had chosen was at the end of one of the long

red velvet divans close to a big window looking upon the square. There

were little marble tables in a row, and at the one before that which

Bosio chose, a priest was seated, reading, with an empty cup before him.

He was evidently near-sighted, for he held his newspaper so near his

eyes that Bosio could not have seen his face even had he thought of

looking at it. The priest had thrown back his heavy black cloak after he

had sat down, so that it fell in wide folds upon the seat, on each side

of him. His hands, which held up the paper, while he seemed to be

searching for something in the columns, were thin to emaciation, almost

transparent, and very carefully kept,--a fact which might have argued

that he was not an ordinary, hard-working parish priest of the people,

even if his presence in a fashionable café had not of itself made that

seem improbable. On the other hand, he wore heavy, coarse shoes; his

clothes, though well brushed, were visibly threadbare, and his clean

white stock was frayed at the edge and almost worn out. He had taken off

his three-cornered hat, and his high peaked head was barely covered with

scanty silver-grey hair. When he dropped his paper and looked about him

for the waiter, evidently wishing to pay for his coffee, he showed a

face sufficiently remarkable to deserve description. The prominent

feature was the enormous, beak-like nose--the nose of the fanatic which

is not to be mistaken amongst thousands, with its high, arching bridge,

its wide, sensitive nostrils, and its preternaturally sharp,

down-turning point. But the rest of the priest's face was not in keeping

with what was most striking in it. The forehead was not powerful,

narrow, prominent--but rather, broad and imaginative. The chin was round

and not enough developed; the clean-shaven lips had a singularly gentle

expression, and the very near-sighted blue eyes were not set deeply

enough to give strength to the look. The priest carried his head

somewhat bent and forward, in a sort of deprecating way, which made his

long nose seem longer, and his short chin more retreating. The skull was

unusually high and peaked at the point where phrenologists place the

organ of veneration. The man himself was tall and exceedingly thin, and

looked as though he fasted too often and too long. He was certainly a

very ugly man, judged according to the standards of human beauty; and

yet there was about him an air of kindness and sincerity which had in it

something almost saintly, together with a very unmistakable individual

identity. He was one of those men whom one can neither forget nor

mistake when one has met them once. Bosio did not notice him, being much

absorbed by his own thoughts. The waiter came to ask what he wished, and

was stopped on his way back by the priest, who desired to pay for what

he had taken. But Bosio had turned to the window again, and sat looking

out and watching the people in the broad semicircular Piazza.

The priest, having paid his little score, carefully folded his newspaper

and put it into the wide pocket of his cassock. Then he gathered up the

collar of his big cloak behind him, as he sat, and began to edge his way

out from behind the little marble table. But the long folds had fallen

far on each side--so far that Bosio had unawares sat down upon the

cloth, and as the priest tried to get out, he felt the cloak being

dragged from under him. The priest stopped and turned, just as Bosio

rose with an apology on his lips, which became an exclamation of

surprise, as he began to speak.

"Don Teodoro!" he cried. "You were next to me, and I did not see you!"

The priest's eyelids contracted to help his imperfect sight, and he

smiled as he moved nearer to Bosio.

"Bosio!" he exclaimed, when he had recognized him. "I am almost blind,

but I was sure I knew your voice."

"You are in Naples, and you have not let me know it?" said Bosio,

reproachfully and interrogatively.

"I have not been in Naples two hours, and have just left my bag at my

usual quarters with Don Matteo. Then I came here to get a cup of coffee,

and now I was going to you. Besides, it is the tenth of December. You

know that I always come on the tenth every year, and stay until the

twentieth, in order to be back in Muro four days before Christmas. But I

am glad I have met you here, for I should have missed you at the

Palazzo."

"Yes," said Bosio, "I am glad that we have met. Sit with me, now, while

I drink a cup of chocolate. Then we will do whatever you wish." He sat

down again. "I am glad you have come, Don Teodoro," he added

thoughtfully. "I am very glad you have come."

Don Teodoro produced a pair of silver spectacles as he reseated himself,

and proceeded to settle them very carefully on his enormous nose. Then

he turned to Bosio, and looked at him.

"Have you been ill?" he asked, after a careful scrutiny of the pallid,

nervous face.

"No." Bosio looked out of the window, avoiding the other's gaze. "I am

nervous to-day. I slept badly; and I have been walking, and have not

breakfasted. Oh! no--I am not ill. I am never ill. I have excellent

health. And you?" He turned to his companion again. "How are you? Always

the same?"

"Always the same," answered the priest. "I grow old, that is the only

change. After all, it is not a bad one, since we must change in some

way. It is better than growing young--better than growing young again,"

he repeated, shaking his head sadly. "Since the payment must be made, it

is better that the day of reckoning should come nearer, year by year."

"For me it has come," said Bosio, in a low voice, and his chin sank upon

his breast, as he leaned back, clasping his hands before him on the edge

of the marble table. The priest looked at him anxiously and in silence.

The two would certainly have met later in the day, or on the morrow, and

the accident of their meeting at the café had only brought them together

a few hours earlier. For the hard-working country parish priest came

yearly to Naples for a few days before Christmas, as he had said, and

the first visit he made, after depositing his slender luggage at the

house of the ecclesiastic with whom he always stopped, was to Bosio

Macomer, his old pupil.

In his loneliness, that morning, Bosio had thought of Don Teodoro and

had wished to see him. It had occurred vaguely to him that the priest

generally made a visit to the city about that time of the year, but he

had never realized that Don Teodoro always arrived on the same day, the

tenth of December, and had done so unfailingly for many years past.

Before he had been curate of the distant village of Muro, which belonged

to the Serra family, Don Teodoro had been tutor to Bosio Macomer. He had

lived in Naples as a priest at large, a student, and in those days, to

some extent, a man of the world. When Bosio was grown up, his tutor had

remained his friend--the only really intimate friend he had in the

world, and a true and devoted one. It was perhaps because he was too

much attached to Bosio that Matilde Macomer had induced him at last to

accept the parish in the mountains with the chaplaincy of the ancestral

castle of the Serra,--an office which was a total sinecure, as the

family had rarely gone thither to spend a few weeks, even in the days of

the late prince. Matilde hated the place for its appalling gloominess

and wild scenery, and Veronica, to whom it now belonged, had never seen

it at all. It had the reputation of being haunted by all manner of

ghosts and goblins, and during the first ten years following the Italian

annexation of Naples, the surrounding mountains had been infested by

outlaws and brigands. But Don Teodoro, as curate and chaplain, received

a considerable stipend which enabled him to procure for himself books at

his pleasure, when he could bring himself to curtail the daily and

yearly charities in which he spent almost all he received.

He was, indeed, a man torn between two inclinations which almost

amounted to passions,--charity and the love of learning,--and their

action was so evenly balanced that it was a real pain to him either to

deny himself the book he coveted, or to forfeit the pleasure of giving

the money it would cost to the poor. He had sometimes kept the last note

he had left at the end of the month for many days, quite unable to

decide whether he should send it to Naples for a new volume, or buy

clothes with it for some half-clad child. So sincere was he in both

longings, that after he had disposed of the money in one way or the

other, he almost invariably had an acute fit of self-reproach. His

common sense alone told him that when he had given away nine-tenths of

all he received, he had the right to spend the other tenth upon such

food for his mind as was almost more indispensable to him than bread.

But, besides this, he had been engaged for twenty years upon a history

of the Church, in compiling which he believed he was doing a work of the

highest importance to mankind; so that it appeared to him a duty to

expend, from time to time, a certain amount of money in order to procure

such books, old and new, as were necessary for his studies. As a matter

of fact, the seasons themselves decided his conduct in these

difficulties; for in cold weather, or times of scarcity, his charity

outran his desire for books; whereas, in the warm weather, and when

there was plenty, and no pitiful starved faces gathered about his door,

he bought books, instead of searching for the few who were still in

need.

In his youth, Don Teodoro had travelled much. He had accompanied a

mission to Africa at the beginning of his life, and had afterwards

wandered about Europe, being at that time, as yet, more studious than

charitable, and possessed of a small independence left him by his

father, who had been an officer in the Neapolitan army in the old days.

He had seen many things and known many men of many nations, before he

had at last settled in Muro, in the little priest's house, under the

shadow of the dismal castle, and close to the church. There he lived

now, all the year round, excepting the ten days which he annually spent

in Naples. The little house was full of books, and there was a big, old

shaky press, containing his manuscripts, the work of his whole life. He

had neither friends nor companions of his own class, but he was beloved

by all the people. Playing on his name, Teodoro, in their dialect, they

called him, O prevete d'oro'--'the priest of gold.' And many said that

he had performed miracles, when he had fasted in Lent.

This was practically Bosio Macomer's only intimate friend. For although

the intimacy had been interrupted for years, by circumstances, it had

never been checked by any action or word of either. It is true that

neither was, as a rule, in need of friendship, nor desirous of

cultivating it. Learning and charity absorbed the priest's whole life.

Bosio's existence, of which Don Teodoro knew in reality nothing, had

moved in the vicious circle of a single passion, which he could never

acknowledge, and which excluded, for common caution's sake, anything

like intimacy with other men. But Bosio had not ceased to look upon the

priest as the best man he had ever known, and in spite of his own

errings, he was still quite able to appreciate goodness in others; and

Don Teodoro had always remembered his pupil as one of the few men to

whom he had been accustomed to speak freely of his hopes, and

sympathies, and aspirations, feeling sure of appreciation from a nature

at once refined and reticent, though itself hard to understand. For Don

Teodoro was, strange to say, painfully sensitive to ridicule, though in

all other respects a singularly brave man, morally and physically. As a

child or as a boy, he had been laughed at by his companions for his

extraordinary nose and his short sight; and he had never recovered from

the childish suffering thus inflicted upon him by thoughtless children.

The fear of being ridiculous had largely influenced him through life,

and had really contributed much towards deciding him to accept the cure

of the wild mountain town.

Bosio's almost solemn words, as his chin fell upon his breast, and he

clasped his hands before him, suddenly recalled to the priest the years

they had spent together, the confidence there had been between them, the

interest he had once felt in Bosio's fortune,--as an object once daily

familiar, and fresh once and not without beauty, then long hidden for

years, and coming suddenly to sight again, moth-eaten, dusty, and all

but destroyed, is oddly painful to him who used it long ago, and then

sees it when it is fit only to be thrown away.

"You are suffering," said Don Teodoro, leaning forward upon the marble

table and peering through his silver-rimmed spectacles into Bosio's pale

face, and gentle, exhausted eyes.

The priest's nervous, emaciated hand softly pressed the sleeve of the

younger man's coat, and the fantastic features grew wonderfully gentle

and kind. It was the transformation that came over them whenever any one

was visibly poor, or starving, or sorrowing, or hurt,--the change which

a beautiful passion brings to the ugliest face in the world.

Bosio smiled faintly as he saw it, and a little hope was breathed into

his heart, as though somewhere, at some immeasurable distance, there

might be a possibility of salvation from the ruin and wreck of his

horrible life.

"Yes," he said. "I am suffering. It is a great suffering. I do not think

that I can live much longer."

"Can I do nothing?" asked Don Teodoro.

Bosio still smiled, as a man smiles in torture when one speaks to him of

peace.

"If I believed that anything could be done," he said, "I should not

suffer as I do. I have lived a bad life, and the time has come when I

must pay the score. But it is not my fault if things are as they are--it

is not all my fault."

The priest sighed, and looked away after a moment.

"We have all done some one great wrong thing in our lives," he said

gently. "The price may perhaps be paid to God in good, as well as to man

in pain."

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