CHAPTER XXXII.

"Like sounds that are no more, past is Erin's

Strife; and Ingall is returned with his fame."

Lord Arandale, the eldest brother of Mrs. Montgomery; his lady; their

daughter, Lady Susan Morven; their son, Lord Morven; and a nephew,

Colonel Morven, had all come from Scotland, on a visit to their

relative, and a tour to the lakes.

Mrs. Montgomery, in compliment to these friends, and also for the

purpose of affording some little society to her hitherto secluded

grand-daughters, had determined, though she never would herself go

out again, to see company at home, as before the death of Lady L.

In pursuance of this plan, a large and gay party was now assembled

in the drawing-room of Lodore House, awaiting the important summons

to that very dinner which we have just seen Mrs. Smyth so anxiously

preparing. There was also to be a dance in the evening, to which all

the neighbouring families for many miles round were invited.

Julia, now about eighteen, according to the account given us in the

last chapter by Mrs. Smyth, was endeavouring, for the whim of the

thing, to learn from Lady Susan Morven, the Scotch pronunciation of the

words of "Auld Lang Syne," of which she was playing the accompaniment

on the harp; Mrs. Montgomery and Lady Arandale were seated on a sofa,

engaged in conversation; Lord Arandale was talking politics in a window

with Mr. Jackson; Frances, Lord Morven, and Colonel Morven, were

standing near the harp, laughing at Julia's attempts at Scotch; and the

rest, in various groupes, were exerting their patience, or their wit,

to pass away the time till dinner.

"That is not right," said Lady Susan, "can't you say it as I do? We twa

ha'e climed aboot the hills."

Julia recommenced accordingly; "We twa ha'e climed"---- The unfinished

sentence died away on her lips, her hands ceased to move on the

strings, she arose slowly from her seat, stood some seconds motionless

as a statue, her colour mounting gradually, then darted past Frances

and the gentlemen. They turned to look after her, and beheld her

standing in the centre of the room; her hand in that of an extremely

handsome young man, in a travelling dress. The stranger appeared to be

about four-and-twenty, but was strikingly like the picture of a lad,

some three or four years younger, which hung over the chimney-piece.

In short, it was Edmund. The fleet had returned to England; the

Euphrasia wanted repairs, that must require some months for their

completion; and our hero had availed himself of the opportunity thus

afforded him of visiting Lodore House--setting out without even

delaying to write; and while the carriage in which he had arrived, was

driving round, he had entered the drawing-room, according to his old

custom, from the lawn, by one of the open glass doors. He had been

dazzled by the unexpected sight of a large company in rooms so long

devoted to mourning and quiet affections, while the first distinct

object which had fixed his eyes, (guided possibly by certain sweet

sounds,) was the glittering pillar of a harp, the chords of which,

were vibrating at the moment in harmony with the tones of a mellow,

yet almost infantine voice. A step more, and he beheld, seated at the

said harp ---- impossible!--it cannot be!--yet it must be, his darling

little Julia that was, but transformed from the child she had been

when he last saw her, into a seeming woman of perfect beauty, nay,

almost majesty; for Julia was not only tall of her age, but as fully

rounded as symmetry would permit. She was dressed too, preparatory to

the ball of the evening, in a much too fashionable full-dress (she

had not yet arrived at choosing for herself) sent from town by a

fashionable milliner, who wished to send also a long bill.

It was this artificial costume, in fact, though Edmund was not aware of

its power, which had, at first sight, added years to Julia's apparent

age, and inspired our amazed hero with absolute awe of his former

playfellow. In the crayon drawing he had of both sisters in one frame,

(full-length, age thirteen,) they wore each a frock, without flounce or

tucker, and their fair hair loose on their shoulders.

While lost in astonishment, he gazed, yet saw in the well-remembered

expression of the soft hazel eyes, so often raised to his in the

undisguised fondness of childhood; but it was indeed the same Julia;

a vivid recollection of their last meeting in that room, on that very

spot, and of the boat-cloak, in the folds of which he had then, without

hesitation, wrapped his little favourite, as he clasped her to his

heart, presented itself most inopportunely, to his imagination. Now the

very retrospect seemed presumption; yet the years that had intervened,

were to memory but as hours; while the pressure of the soft hand, which

kindly returned that of his, did not at all tend to the regulation of

his already confused ideas. Nor, indeed, had he any leisure whatever

afforded him for such an undertaking; for Frances, as soon as she

had turned and seen the cause of Julia's emotion, had flown towards

him; and Mrs. Montgomery, on hearing Frances' exclamation of--"Oh,

grandmamma, here's Edmund!" had called him to her; and Mr. Jackson, on

catching the same sounds, had left Lord Arandale and his politics, and

hastened to greet his young friend. In short, he was surrounded in a

moment, and overwhelmed with rejoicings, questionings, congratulations,

and, finally, introductions; being presented, in due form, to Lord and

Lady Arandale, and all the family party.

The low growl of the gong, preceding its fearful bellowings, was now

heard; and Mrs. Montgomery reminded our hero, that the ten minutes it

usually sounded was all the time he would have to make his preparations

for dinner. He retired accordingly, and changed his travelling dress

for one more suitable to the occasion.

On his return to the drawing-room, Julia was still engaged playing

Scotch airs, and learning the pronunciation of the words. Without

being conscious of the direction he gave his steps, he went as directly

towards her, as though he had been the bearer of a message which he

was about to deliver. He stopped short, however, when arrived within a

pace or two of the harp, where he remained standing. Julia continued

playing, but performed very badly; for she was wishing to speak to

Edmund in the kind manner that every recollection of her habitual

feelings towards him dictated. She had never, on any former occasion,

found the least difficulty in expressing those feelings. What an

awkward thing it is, she thought, to meet an old friend, after a long

absence, before so many strangers!

She returned in a playful manner to the song of "Auld lang syne," for

the sake of the reference the words have to old times, and old friends;

but, when she looked up, very innocently, intending, as a sort of

friendly welcome, to enforce the application by a kind smile, and met

the eyes of Edmund fixed upon her, she looked down, blushed, felt an

undefined uneasiness as if she had done something wrong, and did not

venture to look up again; though she said to herself, "It is only

Edmund!"

Edmund's gaze was so continued, that Mrs. Montgomery asked him if Julia

was much more grown than he expected.

"Yes, ma'am--oh, no!" answered Edmund. "That is, I always thought--that

Julia--but--but"---- He coloured and stammered.

"I always thought, myself, she would be tall," said Mrs. Montgomery;

"but you think her more grown than you could have supposed, perhaps?"

"Yes--ma'am--yes--I do," he replied, glad to be spared the task of

translating himself.

Dinner was at this moment announced; and, the next, Edmund heard

the words:--"Lady Julia L., allow me----" pronounced by Lord Morven,

who, at the same time, presented his arm to Julia. She accepted it,

and the couple fell into the rear of the battalion, marching towards

the dining-room. Edmund felt an odd sort of sensation, which he did

not wait to define, but, offering his arm to Frances, who was busy,

declaring that she wanted but half an inch of Julia's height; he

followed with her, and, on taking his seat at the table, between her

ladyship and Lady Susan Morven, found himself placed opposite to Julia

and Lord Morven.

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