Three Months Later

The kangaroo still continues to grow, which is very strange and

perplexing. I never knew one to be so long getting its growth. It has

fur on its head now; not like kangaroo fur, but exactly like our hair,

except that it is much finer and softer, and instead of being black is

red. I am like to lose my mind over the capricious and harassing

developments of this unclassifiable zoological freak. If I could catch

another one—but that is hopeless; it is a new variety, and the only

sample; this is plain. But I caught a true kangaroo and brought it in,

thinking that this one, being lonesome, would rather have that for

company than have no kin at all, or any animal it could feel a nearness

to or get sympathy from in its forlorn condition here among strangers

who do not know its ways or habits, or what to do to make it feel that

it is among friends; but it was a mistake—it went into such fits at the

sight of the kangaroo that I was convinced it had never seen one

before. I pity the poor noisy little animal, but there is nothing I can

do to make it happy. If I could tame it—but that is out of the

question; the more I try, the worse I seem to make it. It grieves me to

the heart to see it in its little storms of sorrow and passion. I

wanted to let it go, but she wouldn’t hear of it. That seemed cruel and

not like her; and yet she may be right. It might be lonelier than ever;

for since I cannot find another one, how could it?

Extracts from Adam's Diary, translated from the original ms. · 第 29 / 35 题