CHAPTER XIX.

THE FLIGHT.

Mrs. Major Wheatly was a very fine lady, and lived in a very fine house

two or three miles out of town. Having secured a traveling companion and

a governess for her daughter, in the person of Miss Rose, the little

Speckport school-mistress, she had desired that young person to come out

to their place immediately, and assist in the packing and other

arrangements, preparatory to starting. Miss Rose had obeyed, and being

out of town had heard nothing of the inquest and the verdict until that

night, when the major drove in, after dusk, with the news. Mrs. Major

Wheatly, like any other fine lady, was greatly addicted to news, and

received a severe shock in her nervous system by the manner in which her

paid companion received the intelligence. They were all sitting at tea

when the major blurted out the story, and his conviction that "the young

scamp would be hung, and serve him right," and Miss Rose had fallen

suddenly back in her chair in a violent tremor and faintness. All the

next day she had gone about so pale and subdued that it gave Mrs.

Wheatly the fidgets to look at her; but whatever she felt, she had

wisely kept to herself, and made her moan inwardly, as dependents who

know their places always should. "Sufficient unto the day is the evil

thereof"--that day brought its own evil tidings. The major returning at

his usual hour of the evening from town, announced the astounding

intelligence that Miss Nathalie Marsh was disinherited, and the broad

lands of Redmon given to another. Mrs. Major Wheatly sipped her tea and

ate her buttered toast, and was deeply sympathetic. She had met the

pretty, golden-haired, violet-eyed heiress often in society, and had

admired and liked her, as most people did, and was as sorry for her as

was consistent with the dignity of so great a lady.

"Of course Captain Cavendish must recede now," she said: "he paid her

very marked attentions, but of course he will not marry a penniless

bride. Were they engaged, I wonder?"

"Cavendish is a fortune-hunter," said the major. "Miss Marsh is a very

nice girl, and a very pretty one, and altogether too good for him. No

fear of his marrying her, my dear; he wouldn't marry the Venus Celestis

herself, without a handsome dowry."

"Mrs. Wheatly," Miss Rose said, "I must go into town to-morrow morning,

to see my friends and say good-bye."

She was so pale and tremulous saying this, that the lady hastened to

assent, nervously, lest she should make another scene.

"I am going in about nine o'clock," the major said, "and will drive you.

Harris will take you back."

"And you must not stay long, Miss Rose," his lady languidly said;

"remember we start at half-past two, and there is so much to be done."

The clock on the sitting-room mantel of that silent house on Cottage

Street was pointing to half-past nine, when Betsy Ann, with fuzzy hair

and sleepy face, hastened to answer a knock at the front door. She

stared sleepily at her visitor, who came hurriedly in.

"Is she here, Betsy Ann?--Miss Marsh?"

"Yes'm," Betsy Ann said, "she's up in your room, and Miss Laura Blair

and Midge, they've been and sot up with her all night, and me and Miss

Jo Blake we've been sitting up with Mrs. Marsh. Midge, she's gone to bed

now, and you'd better go up-stairs."

Miss Rose ascended the stairs, and tapped at the door that had been her

own. It was opened by Laura Blair, looking pale and fagged.

"Is it you, Miss Rose?" she said, in a low voice, kissing her. "I was

afraid you were not coming to say good-bye."

"I could not come sooner, and can stay only an hour now. How is she?"

"There is no change. She has lain all night as she lying now."

Miss Rose looked at the bed, tears slowly swelling up and filling her

soft brown eyes. Nathalie lay among the white pillows, her amber tresses

trailing and falling loose all about, her hands clasped over her head,

her haggard face turned to the window overlooking the bay, her wide-open

blue eyes staring blankly at the dim gray sea melting away into the low

gray sky.

"She lies like that," Laura softly said, "all the time. We sat up with

her all night, but she never slept, she hardly moved; whenever we went

near the bed, we found her eyes wide open and vacant, as they are now.

If she could only talk or cry, she would be better, but it makes one's

heart ache to look at her."

"Does she not talk?"

"She will answer you if you speak to her, but that is all. She is quite

conscious, but she seems to be in a sort of torpor. I will leave you

with her, and lie down for half an hour. She was very fond of you, and

perhaps you can do more with her than I could."

Laura departed; and Miss Rose, going over to the bed, stooped down and

kissed the cold, white face, leaving two bright tears upon it.

"Nathalie, dearest," she said, "do you know me?"

Her large, melancholy eyes turned upon her sweet, tender face.

"Yes," she said, in that voice so unlike her own, that it startled her

hearer. She seemed so unlike herself every way, that Miss Rose's tears

rained down far faster than they would have done at any outbreak of

grief.

"You are ill, my darling," Miss Rose faltered through her tears. "I wish

I could stay and nurse you back to health, but I am going away

to-day--going, perhaps, never to come back."

"Going away? Oh, yes. I remember!"

She turned wearily on the pillow, still gazing out over the wide sea, as

if her thoughts were far away.

"I am very sorry for you, dear, dear Nathalie! Very, very sorry for you!

It seems to me, sometimes, there is nothing in all this world but

suffering, and sorrow, and death."

"Death!" Nathalie echoed, catching with sudden and startling vehemence

at the word. "Miss Rose, are you afraid to die?"

The question was so sudden and so strange, that Miss Rose could not for

a moment answer. A wild gleam of light had leaped into the sick girl's

eyes, and irradiated her face so unnaturally, that it struck her

companion with terror.

"Afraid to die?" she faltered. "To die, Nathalie?"

"Yes," Nathalie repeated, that abrupt energy yet in her voice; "you are

good and charitable, better than any other girl I know, and you ought

not to be afraid to die. Tell me, are you?"

She laid hold of Miss Rose's wrist, and looked wildly into her

frightened face. The girl tried to still her beating heart and answer.

"I am not good, Nathalie. I am an erring and sinful creature; but,

trusting in the great mercy of God, I think I shall not be afraid to die

when it shall please him to call me. We must rely on his mercy,

Nathalie, on that infinite compassion for our misery that made him die

for us. If we thought of his justice, we might all despair."

Nathalie turned away, and looked out again over the dark, tossing bay.

The sweet voice of Miss Rose broke the stillness.

"To the just, Nathalie, there is no such word as death! To quit this

world, to them, is only passing from earth to Heaven in the arms of

angels. Why should we ever grow to love this world, when day after day

it is only passing from one new trouble and sorrow to another?"

"Sorrow!" Nathalie repeated, in a voice sadder than any tears. "Yes,

sorrow, sorrow, sorrow! There is nothing left now but that."

"Heaven is left, my darling," Miss Rose whispered, her fair face

radiant. "Oh, look up, Nathalie! When all the world deserts us, there

is One left who will never turn away when we cry out to him. We may turn

our backs upon him and forget him in the hour of our happiness and

prosperity, but when the world darkens around us, and all earthly love

fails, he will never leave us or forsake us, but will lead us lovingly

back to a better and purer bliss. Remember, Nathalie, the way to heaven

is the way of the Cross. It is a hard and thorny one, perhaps; but think

of the divine feet that have trodden it before us."

"Stop, stop, stop!" Nathalie impatiently cried out, "why do you talk to

me like this! I am not good--I am only miserable and despairing, and I

want to die, only I am afraid!"

She moved away her face; but Miss Rose, bending over her still, kissed

once more the averted face.

"There was a time, Nathalie," she said softly, "when I was almost as

miserable as you are now, when, God forgive me, I prayed in my

passionate and wicked rebellion to die too. There was a time, Nathalie,

when I was rich and flattered, and beloved and happy--as happy as we can

ever be with the blind happiness of a lotus-eater when we never think or

thank the good God from whom that happiness comes. I thought myself an

heiress as you did, Nathalie; my father was looked upon as a rich and

honorable man, and his only daughter the most enviable girl in all the

city of Montreal. It was balls and parties, and the theater and the

opera, every night; and riding and driving, and dressing and shopping

all day long. I had my carriage to ride in, a fine house to live in,

servants to wait on me, and rich dresses and jewels to wear; and I

thought life was one long holiday, made for dancing and music, and

sunshine and joy. I had a lover, too, whom I thought loved me, and to

whom I had given my whole heart, and we were on the verge of being

married. Are you listening to me, Nathalie?"

"Yes," Nathalie said. She had been listening intently, forgetting for

the first time her own sorrows, to hearken to the story, so like her

own.

"Well, Nathalie, in one day, almost as you have done, I lost

all--father, lover, fortune, honor. My father went out from breakfast,

hale and well, and was carried home two hours afterward, struck dead.

Congestion of the brain they said it was. I was so frantic at first, I

could realize nothing but his death, but I was soon sternly compelled to

listen to other bitter facts. Instead of being an heiress, I was a

beggar. I was far poorer than you, for I was motherless and without a

home to shelter me. The creditors seized everything--house, furniture,

carriages, horses, plate, pictures--and turned me, in point of fact,

into the street. I had been educated in a convent, and the good nuns

gave me a home; but for that, I might have gone to the almshouse, for

the friends of prosperity are but frail reeds to lean upon in adversity.

He whom I was to have wedded, Nathalie, cast me off; he could never

disgrace his English friends by bringing to them as his wife the

daughter of a wretched defaulter. Dearest Nathalie, I need not tell you

what I suffered--you are feeling the same anguish now--and I was

rebellious and despairing, and wished impiously for nothing but death.

The nuns, with the sweetness and patience of angels, as they are, used

to sit by me for hours, telling me that blessed are they who mourn and

are chastened; but I could not listen. Oh! it was a miserable, miserable

time! and there seemed no light for me either in earth or heaven. If I

had been 'cursed with the curse of an accomplished evil prayer,' and

died then in my wicked despair, I shudder to think of what would have

been my fate. But that merciful and loving Father had pity on me in

spite of myself, and it is all over now, and I am happy. Yes, Nathalie,

happy, with a far better and more rational happiness than I ever felt in

the most joyous days of my prosperity; and I have learned to thank God

daily, now, for what I then thought the greatest misery that could ever

befall me. I wished to take the vail; but the nuns knew the wish

proceeded from no real vocation, but from that weary heart-sickness that

made me so disgusted with the world, and would not consent, at least not

then. I was to go out into the world again, and mingle in its ceaseless

strife once more; and if at the end of a year the desire was as strong

as ever, I was to go back to that peaceful haven, like the dove to the

ark, and be sheltered from the storms of life forever. So I came here,

Nathalie; and I am happy, as I say--happy, as with Heaven's help you

will one day be. I labor for a sacred cause, and until that is

accomplished, I shall enter no convent--it is to pay my father's debts.

They are not so very large now; and in three or four years, if life and

health be granted me, I hope to accomplish my task.

"And now, Nathalie, you have heard my story; it is not a very romantic

one, but in many ways it is similar to your own. This fever of

wretchedness will pass, as mine has done, if you only pray. All the

secret lies there, pray; and he who has said 'Seek and ye shall find,'

will not refuse you peace."

Her face was like the face of an angel. Nathalie looked into the

inspired eyes, and felt how sinful and lost she was beside this heroic

girl--this simple, womanly martyr, kissing meekly the rod which struck

her--this patient, humble soul, rebelling not, but thanking God alike

for the joy and suffering it pleased him to send. She felt, through all

the dull torpor of suffering, how unworthy she was beside her; but she

could not, in that first bitter hour, imitate her. She could not; she

only turned away again in gloomy silence.

"You will think of all this, dearest Nathalie," the soft, tender voice

went on; "for all this pain, like every other earthly pain, must pass

away. The great lesson of life is endurance; and all, from the king to

the beggar, must learn it."

She rose, as she spoke, to go, for more than an hour had passed, and

kissed the cold and averted face again.

"I must leave you, Nathalie," she said, her tears falling on that

colorless face. "Good-bye, and God bless and comfort you."

"Good-bye," was the only response; and Miss Rose left the room. Laura

Blair met her in the lower hall.

"Are you going?" she asked; "the gig is waiting for you."

"Yes; but I think I should like to see Mrs. Marsh, to say good-bye."

"She is asleep, and so is Miss Blake. I will say it to both of them for

you. I am very sorry you are going, Miss Rose. Do you think you will

ever come back?"

"Oh, yes, I hope so! If I send you my address, Miss Blair, will you

write and tell me how--how all my friends get on?"

"Yes, with pleasure."

Betsy Ann came out to bid farewell, and Laura kissed her, and watched

her as she entered her gig and was driven away. Miss Rose had no time to

bid good-bye to any one else; but when she reached the station early in

the afternoon, in the carriage, with Major and Mrs. and Miss Wheatly,

she found all her pupils assembled, in Sunday attire, waiting to say

farewell. Mrs. Wheatly shrugged her shoulders at the scene, and stared

through her eye-glass, and was relieved when they were all seated in the

car and the scene was over. As they took their place, a gentleman on the

platform leaned his elbow on the window, and lifted his hat in

salutation to the ladies.

"Hallo, Blake!" said the major, nodding familiarly, "come to see us

off?"

"No," said Val; "I've come to see myself off. I'm going to take a couple

of holidays and look at the country. Keep a place for me, Miss Rose; I

want to talk to you. I'll be in in a brace of shakes."

It is probable a brace of shakes meant fifteen minutes, for at the

expiration of that period of time, and just as the train was in motion,

Mr. Blake lounged in, laden with oranges, peaches, and newspapers, which

he distributed promiscuously, and then took a seat beside Miss Rose. It

was pleasant to have Val for a traveling companion, for he knew every

inch of the country, and was so full of stories and anecdotes as to be

perfectly fascinating. He talked of the murder, asserted his belief in

Charley's innocence, in spite of any amount of circumstantial evidence,

and his firm conviction that the mystery would be speedily cleared up;

his present journey, he hinted, being taken to bring about that

desirable result. The fact was, Mr. Blake had of his own choice turned

amateur detective, and was on the track of Miss Cherrie Nettleby, and

positively resolved never to stop until he had hunted that young lady

down. A telegram had been dispatched to Greentown the day before, and

the answer Val had expected returned; Cherrie had never been near her

relations in Greentown at all. The reply threw the family at the cottage

into consternation, but Val reassured them by expressing his resolution

to find her, if she was above ground. From his inquiries at the station,

he had found out from the clerk, who knew her (who did not know

Cherrie?) that she had taken a through ticket to the terminus, thirty

miles beyond Greentown. The conductor remembered very well the pretty

girl with the dark eyes and curls, and rosy cheeks; had found her dozing

every time through the night he had passed in that car; remembered her

ticket was for S----, the terminus, but was positive she had got out

before they reached the final station. Where or when she had left, he

could not say; it was after night, and passengers were getting out and

coming in at every station, and she could easily depart among them

unnoticed. He did not know whether she had gone as far as Greentown; but

he did not remember seeing her after they passed that place. Val got out

at nearly every station where they made any stop, and inquired for the

pretty girl with the dark eyes and curls, but without success. At

Greentown, he bade Miss Rose farewell; told her to take care of herself

and not be sea-sick, and not to go and marry an Englishman before she

returned to them; and, carpet-bag in hand, and the address of Cousin

Ellen in his pocket, strolled along through the gray twilight to pursue

his inquiries. He found the farmhouse easily enough, but not Cherrie.

She had never been seen there, and no one who had been at the station

that night had seen any young lady whatever alight.

Val remained in Greentown that night, and went on pursuing his inquiries

next day, but with the like result. He went on to S----; it was just

possible she had gone on there, and taken the steamer for Quebec. He

inquired at all the hotels, but no one answering to her description had

stopped at any of them, and her name was not on the list of passengers

by the last steamer.

Mr. Blake spent three days in the search, and was then compelled by

business to return to town. Short as had been his absence, Speckport had

received a new shock--no less than the escape of the prisoner from jail.

Charley Marsh had broken prison and fled! How, could not very clearly be

ascertained, though the bars had been wrenched from his window and the

casement found wide open, his quilts torn into strips, and dangling from

it. But the window was high, and there was a wall to be got over

afterward, and how he had accomplished that last feat, puzzled

Speckport. He had accomplished it, however, and was flown; and the

police were after him, scouring the woods. Rewards were offered for his

capture. Mr. Blake put his hands in his pockets and whistled, when he

heard it. The recollection of a certain fact, not known to all Speckport

as it was to him, rushed upon his memory. In the days gone by, when the

late Mr. Marsh had been a wealthy man, and the jailer of the prison (not

jailer then) sued for a debt he could not pay, Mr. Marsh had come to his

relief, paid the debt, and freed him. It was hardly probable the man had

forgotten this obligation, and the bread cast then upon the waters had

returned after many days. But the jailer was not suspected, and he and

Val kept their own counsel.

"I hope he'll get clear off," thought Val; "for if ever he's caught now,

unless the real criminal turns up, there will be nothing to save him.

This flight of his is enough to hang him, in itself."

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