Chapter XXXIV
Chapter XXXVI
BLIND MICE
I
The suburban train was crowded and the stops were frequent.
Two young men, who had secured seats near the end of their car, were
occupied, one in reading an evening paper and the other in making
some calculations in a note book. The one reading stopped often to
quote a news item to his companion, or to make some remark. This was
John Winter. He was rather short and well nourished, one of the men
who indicate that in later years they will grow stout. He had very
blue eyes and fair hair and his clear skin was smoothly shaven. His
cheeks were pink and white, his lips very red. His clothing, which
was of the latest cut, was dark blue. He wore, as was his invariable
custom, a necktie the exact color of his eyes, which was for him a most
becoming combination. With this exception, however, his dress showed a
noticeable lack of care. He had a somewhat boisterous and affectionate
manner, and a rather loud voice. When excited or interested he had a
boyish way of removing his hat and running his fingers through his hair.
His friend, James Sprague, did not seem to mind John’s interruptions
and replied good naturedly. Both appeared in the best of spirits and
the good understanding between them was evident.
Sprague was tall and slender, with large hands and feet. An even color
glowed through his darkly tinted skin. He had deep set brown eyes.
The other features were large; the mouth straight. A brown moustache,
closely cut as was his dark hair, shaded his heavy upper lip. He
wore fastidiously selected clothing that displayed an exaggeratedly
quiet taste; the cravat chosen in stripes too minute for good general
effect, and the cuffs, shoes, and other details of attire immaculate
and suggestive of extreme thought for appearance. Sprague’s voice was
low pitched and subdued. He spoke slowly and smiled occasionally in an
extraordinarily attractive manner.
It was raining. At one of the stations a pretty girl entered the car,
her mackintosh and umbrella dripping. John Winter, although farthest
from the aisle, jumped quickly to his feet to offer her his place.
Sprague moved next to the window, to allow her to sit down without
passing him, and at once resumed his figuring. Winter hung to a strap
and continued the reading of his paper and his frequent remarks to
his friend, glancing now and then at the girl’s profile which was
particularly pleasing. She looked demurely at her gloves, smiling
slightly at some of John’s conspicuously uttered sallies to Jim. After
three stations were passed she arose, and, with a hasty glance at the
pleasant boyish face of the young man standing, left the car. Winter’s
gaze followed her to the door.
“Why don’t you sit down, John?” asked Sprague without lifting his eyes
from his work. Winter sat down rather suddenly. “We ought to put cement
into that cellar wall of Howland’s house,” Sprague continued. “I told
him so today and it was included in the estimates.”
“I didn’t know he came to the office,” returned Winter. “When was he
there?”
“Just before you got back from lunch,” answered his companion.
“I was looking at some designs for art tiles,” explained John, “and so
I was late. I wanted to see Howland badly. Did he say anything about my
decoration scheme for the interior?”
“I showed it to him,” responded Sprague, “but he said he couldn’t
afford it.”
“I’m sorry we ever touched his rotten house!” exclaimed Winter. “He has
no more taste than a billy goat.”
“He’s coming in again tomorrow.” Sprague smiled a little. “So you can
talk with him yourself.” Then, after a pause, “Lucy is expecting her
mother, you said. When does she get here?”
“Tomorrow,” replied John with a grimace, taking up his paper again.
Jim resumed his figuring.
“Here, wake up,” he said a few minutes later, glancing out of the
window as the train slowed down at a small station. “This is Rosedene.
Suppose we get off here.” And the two alighted from the car.
When they turned into the street where John lived the rain had ceased
falling, and they saw Mrs. Winter and Dimmie waiting at the gate in
front of the pretty yard.
Lucy Winter’s smile was of the slow but warming kind. Her child’s
was also warm, but quicker, like his father’s. As Lucy kissed John,
Dimmie (who was named for Sprague, “Jimmie” having been corrected
into “Dimmie” by the young gentleman himself at a fabulously tender
age) attacked Jim with such demonstrations of esteem as would have
disconcerted a less robust and self-contained individual.
Lucy was of medium size, with hands and feet not too small. She had a
rather generous figure, the waist large and bosom low. Her hair, fine
in texture and not abundant, was of a nondescript shade of brown, and
was arranged low over her ears. Her nose was extremely shapely, her
mouth large, but so well cut as to be beautiful. Her grey eyes had
a wonderful clarity and frankness of gaze. She could not be called
pretty, partly because the impression of her personality suggested too
much seriousness, and partly because the line from her ear to her chin
was too long. She wore a simple house dress of wash goods. The gingham
sleeve apron, which she had taken off before going to the front gate,
hung over one arm. While not over strong physically Lucy suggested an
atmosphere of wholesomeness. And she was direct, almost abrupt, in
speech.
Dimmie was a slim child of four with features and complexion like
John’s, but he had his mother’s fine grey eyes. Dressed in clean white
blouse and breeches, white shoes and socks, his yellow hair bobbed in
Dutch fashion, he made a picture of health and buoyancy.
“What a glorious rain, Lucy.” John chuckled exuberantly. “The train
went through it like a ship in a storm.”
“Did it?” She smiled, feeling his coat sleeve to see if it was damp.
“Are your feet wet, John? And you too, Jim?” shaking hands warmly with
Sprague.
“No,” they both answered. “Just like chorus girls,” John added, at
which they all laughed.
“Don’t step in the water, dear,” Lucy cautioned Dimmie as they turned
to go into the house.
* * * * *
The first thing Jim did, after hanging his hat and rain coat in the
hall, was to offer to help put the dinner on, as this was his usual
task on such occasions.
“I don’t need any help,” said Lucy briskly, leading him back into the
dining room. “You two boys fix yourselves some near cocktails while I
finish. It’ll only take me a minute. You know where the ingredients
are, Jim.”
Jim mixed the cocktails, going out in the kitchen to the refrigerator
for ice, and swearing when he could not find the shaker.
“Where is it, Lucy?” he asked.
“Why don’t you look for it?”
“I have,” he protested.
“Here it is.” She brought it from the pantry where he had just been.
“If it had been a snake it would have bitten you.”
“Say, but that soup smells good,” he exclaimed as she removed a cover
and placed a tureen on the kitchen table. “What kind of soup is it?”
“Wait and see,” she replied. “You go and fix that cocktail or the soup
will get cold--and call John.”
Jim obeyed. John came in from the living room, where he had been
playing “The Evening Star” from _Tannhäuser_ on the piano, with many
mistakes in the execution, and Lucy put the soup on.
“Sit down,” she commanded. “You know your place, Jim. Where’s Dimmie?”
“I’ll get him,” offered Jim, going out through the kitchen. “There’s
some cocktail left for you,” he called back.
Lucy took up the glass and tasted its contents gingerly. “I don’t like
it,” she objected to John, making a face.
“Oh, women usually don’t like dry cocktails,” he laughed. “That’s a
Martini. We make Manhattans for the ladies. But it’s almost as good as
a real one. Old Jim’s supply of alcohol and synthetic flavors won’t
last much longer though.”
Jim came in with Dimmie, and dinner was begun.
“I’ve been thinking a long time,” Jim looked alternately at Lucy and
John as he spoke, “that we ought to combine with some such firm as
Layard’s occasionally so that we can swing bigger things. They are
close to all the supply companies.”
“Have some more soup,” urged Lucy.
“Believe I will.” Jim handed her his soup plate. “It’s as good as I
suspected. What kind of soup is it anyway?”
“If you cant tell after eating it, I think its name would be wasted on
you,” said Lucy, laughing.
“Now that contract for the new incinerator,” Jim continued unruffled,
“might just as well have come our way. In fact it was offered to me,
but we couldn’t consider it because we weren’t in touch with people
handling the materials, and hadn’t capital to tackle it alone.”
“Do you mean going into partnership with Layard’s?” inquired Lucy,
cutting up Dimmie’s meat for him.
“Oh, no.” Jim smiled. “We’re too small fry for that. Just an
understanding, so we can have more leeway, agreeing of course to let
them supply us in our other projects.”
“I see,” Lucy nodded. “Aren’t you hungry, dear?” she asked John. “You
didn’t finish your soup.”
“Oh, I’m all right,” John assured her. “I was thinking out a color
combination for Howland’s house. I don’t like the shade of the slate
roof he wants. It doesn’t go well with Milwaukee brick.”
“Well, eat your dinner, dearie. You’ll have a headache if you don’t.”
John began to eat with appetite.
“What was that you were spouting about?” he asked Jim.
“The incinerator,” repeated his friend. “I want to get hold of such
things. Otherwise we will have to stick to small dwellings, and there’s
very little in them under present conditions, except of course on a
large scale.”
“Incinerator!” John ran his fingers through his hair. “What a dream for
an architect! I suppose you’d decorate it with conventionalized garbage
cans.”
“Well,” insisted Jim, “there’s money in such things, and that’s what
we’re after.”
“It sure is,” Lucy put in. Then, turning to Dimmie, “Don’t eat with
your knife, baby. That’s not nice. Let mother show you. Hold your fork
so. That’s right.”
“Money’s all right, but it’s not everything!” exclaimed John. “An
artist has dreams that are more than meat and raiment. But it’s some
job to achieve anything artistic in this country!”
“Or in any other country,” amended Jim.
“Well, ours is the limit,” John retorted. “That’s the reason I wanted
to go to Europe--to drink in an atmosphere. To live and study where the
almighty dollar isn’t supreme! I’ve tried to hang on to ideals, but
grubbing for bread first drags you down to designing ugly cottages for
fools and ends by offering you an incinerator. We’ll probably wind up
on packing houses and the city dump yard.”
Jim laughed.
“Let’s get hold of the money, and then you can swim in early Tuscan and
post-impressionism and dabble in water colors all you want to.”
“Yes, money means opportunity to do the things we want to--for us and
for Dimmie,” Lucy added more seriously.
“You two will have us running a contracting and jobbing concern before
long, instead of an architect’s studio.”
“I’d run a fertilizer plant if there was money in it,” declared Jim.
“Well I wouldn’t, and I don’t think my boy would want advantages
purchased at the cost of his father’s soul. Would you, son?” John
rumpled Dimmie’s hair.
“I want a balloon,” remarked Dimmie.
“Heredity,” chuckled Jim, and Lucy laughed.
“You’re all atavism,” John retorted.
“What’s atavizzen?” queried Dimmie.
“Ask your uncle Jim, son.”
Dimmie looked at Jim who said, “I’ll bring you some next time I come
out, Dimmie.”
“By the way, Lucy,” resumed John, “that reminds me. What train does
your mother come on tomorrow?”
“On the seven o’clock, I think.” Lucy rose and took a letter from a
drawer in the table by the kitchen door. “Seven ten C. and W.,” she
corrected, consulting the letter.
“Morning or evening?”
“She didn’t say.” Lucy glanced again through the letter. “We’ll have to
get a time table.”
“Now isn’t that just like a woman?” John looked at Lucy teasingly.
“It’s the morning train,” Jim informed them. “There’s no through
evening train on the C. and W. at seven ten and there is in the
morning.”
“By George, you must be taking Professor Forgetproof’s correspondence
course for strengthening the memory, Jim. You certainly do carry around
a bunch of useless facts in your head.”
“This one wasn’t,” said Lucy smiling.
“I thought it wasn’t till night.” John sighed and lighted a cigarette.
“He wanted all day to talk Howland into a Byzantine decoration scheme
for his interior,” Jim explained to Lucy, getting out his pipe
meanwhile.
“That’s right,” admitted John, blowing smoke rings and poking his
finger through them.
There was a moment’s silence. Jim’s pipe seemed to be out of order.
“I want to get down,” announced Dimmie, and a slight tension was broken.
“Let mother untie your bib first, dear. Where are you going, baby?”
“I’m goin’ to sit in Uncle Jim’s lap.”
“Why Uncle Jim hasn’t had his coffee yet, son.”
“Come on, kid,” invited Jim, moving his chair sidewise to the table. “I
can attend to coffee and you too.”
“There’s no use getting self conscious about this matter of your
mother, Lucy.” John returned to the unwelcome subject. “We’ve no desire
to keep anything from Jim.”
“Of course not,” Lucy agreed quickly.
“This is our last evening alone, Jim.” John ran his fingers through his
hair. “It’s all right for Lucy’s mother to forgive me, I suppose, but
as my chief crime seems to have been marrying her daughter, I’m not so
grateful as she probably imagines.”
“She felt unkindly toward me long before I ever met you, John,” Lucy
said seriously, looking at Dimmie.
“But more since,” John insisted.
“To be sufficient for yourselves is the greatest crime toward other
people,” remarked Jim, straightening Dimmie’s collar. “Believe it’s
begun to rain again,” he added, glancing toward the window.
“You’ll be surprised when you see mother,” averred Lucy irrelevantly.
Jim laughed.
“I shouldn’t feel much anxiety about anybody kin to Lucy.”
“Joking aside,” interrupted John, “to be blamed as I was has been a
pretty painful experience.”
Lucy smiled at him.
“I don’t think anybody was to blame,” she decided.
“You never do, Lucy,” returned Jim.
“That’s a fact,” John complained. “Now I think there are times when
it’s up to a man’s self-respect to blame the other fellow a little.”
Jim puffed at his pipe, staring at the ceiling.
“Well, John, if Lucy can overlook things you ought to be able to. She’s
the one who has been up against it. You shouldn’t kick.”
“Yes, he should, Jim,” put in Lucy hastily. “Anybody but John would
feel resentment still.”
John lighted another cigarette.
“Oh, that’s nothing, Lucy. I couldn’t very well feel hard toward anyone
who seems as cut up as your mother in--in her present situation.”
“Plenty of people could,” insisted Lucy.
“I guess she resented your father’s having been here,” said John,
laughing uncomfortably.
“Well, Papa has done so much for me that nothing can make me turn
against him,” declared Lucy.
John rumpled his hair again.
“Hang it all, you can’t blame me for not being crazy to have a stranger
in the house indefinitely, no matter how nice she might prove to be!”
“Especially one who neglected to seek your acquaintance until she was
in trouble,” put in Lucy with an unaccustomed approach to bitterness.
Jim knocked the ashes from his pipe.
“I don’t blame you for feeling a little sore toward your mother, Lucy,”
he remarked.
“I try not to,” said Lucy impatiently, “but----”
Jim smiled.
“If it had been anyone else but John, eh?”
“If it had been anyone else but John,” she repeated; “exactly.”
“He’s an honor to the family,” Jim declared, reaching over and pulling
John’s rebellious hair.
“He is.” Lucy was emphatic.
John arose and went around the table to Lucy.
“You’re a good kid, Lucy,” he said, leaning down and kissing her
forehead.
She stood up and smoothed his rumpled hair.
“Where’s Dimmie gone to?” she asked.
“Here I am, Mamma,” Dimmie called from the floor on the opposite side
of the table.
“Come and help Mother clear off the table, Sonny.”
“I’ll help too,” offered Jim.
“You can wipe the dishes,” she conceded.
II
It was eight o’clock in the morning.
In the dining room of the Winter home Lucy sat at the breakfast table
with Jim who had remained at Rosedene overnight. John had gone to catch
the early suburban train in order to bring Lucy’s mother from the
station. Dimmie was out under an old elm tree in the yard, swinging.
Lucy had been up since half past five, had served John’s breakfast at
six, and disposed of Dimmie’s bath and appetite, preparing a second
meal for herself and Jim. She now contemplated the disheveled table.
“I must get cleaned up before they come!” She rose and settled her
apron more precisely, then began to clear away the dishes and brush the
crumbs from the cloth.
Jim took out his pipe and filled it.
“Maybe your mother won’t have had breakfast,” he said.
Lucy shook her head.
“John is going to take her some place in town. It would make it too
late for her to wait until she got out here.”
Jim rose to help with the remaining plates.
“You go on with something else,” he insisted. “I can finish these
things in a jiffy.”
“No, you can’t!” Lucy motioned him away. “You must go on with the work
you brought in the portfolio. John said he found you hard at it when he
went after you yesterday evening.”
“All right, Lucy. Just as you say. I’m making some calculations on our
new contract.” Jim moved toward the next room.
“I won’t disturb you in there but you’d better shut Dimmie out,” Lucy
called after him.
“I’m nearly through with the estimates.” Jim turned in the doorway.
Lucy had stopped her work and was gazing out the window with an
abstraction unusual to her.
“You don’t see them?”
Lucy shook her head, her profile half averted.
“Lucy--you’re not crying?” Jim’s voice showed astonishment and more
feeling than he commonly expressed. He had never before seen Lucy in
tears.
She faced him, smiling uncertainly.
“Jim, I try so hard to be just to everybody!” she explained
irrelevantly.
“Nothing infuriates people like receiving justice, Lucy.”
She glanced at him appreciatively.
“You can put things into words, Jim. When I was a little girl I used to
think and think, trying to explain things to myself.” Her voice trailed
off. “I know Mamma’ll want me to blame Papa, Jim, and I can’t.”
An automobile horn was heard outside and the sound of a machine
stopping. Lucy started.
“Hello!” Jim turned to face Dimmie who ran into the room crying,
“They’re here! They’re here!” and scurried out again.
Lucy seemed bewildered.
“Why the train never gets to Rosedene at this hour!”
Jim smiled encouragingly.
“Don’t borrow trouble, Lucy,” he said. “John’s brought your mother out
in a machine. They can’t have made a very bad impression on each other.”
Lucy started for the hall but hesitated. There was the sound of a door
opening and of several footsteps.
“Come right in, Nannie,” John’s voice was heard saying, and then, in
direction to the chauffeur, “put the things inside.” In an instant John
and Lucy’s mother entered the dining room followed by Dimmie who was
unnoticed and looking rather rueful.
The new arrival, Mrs. Merwent, was petite, with quick undecided
gestures. While giving an impression of prettiness and studied
femininity, her features, with the exception of her eyes, were
not remarkable. These eyes were the color of Lucy’s and unusually
prominent. She was attired in a faultless traveling costume of a cut
and shade too youthful for her, and she was conscientiously powdered,
rouged, and penciled. She would have passed for thirty-odd years old
among the unobservant.
She and Lucy regarded one another a moment in silence. They appeared
not to know how to greet each other.
“Surprised you, did we?” John was almost boisterous.
Mrs. Merwent gave a tinkly nervous laugh.
“Aren’t you going to kiss me, Lucy?” she asked. Her lightness of manner
was uncertain. Her eyes strayed over Lucy’s shoulder to Jim who leaned
against the mantel shelf.
Lucy kissed her mother silently. Their lips barely brushed. In order
to conceal her agitation Mrs. Merwent gave Lucy’s hair and shoulders
meaningless pats.
“I’m glad you’ve come, Mamma.” Lucy’s voice was almost inaudible.
“Oh, dear, such a journey!” Mrs. Merwent twittered.
Lucy’s clear eyes looked at her mother steadfastly. John turned to Jim.
“Nannie, this is Jim Sprague, the best friend in the world, and the
worst enemy.”
Jim came forward and shook hands.
“Forewarned is forearmed,” she said, smiling up at him. “I hope we’ll
not be enemies.”
“No fear of it, Mrs. Merwent.” Jim smiled in reply.
“She says we must all call her Nannie, Jim,” broke in John. “That’s
what everybody calls her.”
Jim bowed and smiled again.
Mrs. Merwent glanced first at Jim and then at her daughter.
“We thought you’d gone out,” she observed to Lucy.
Lucy answered quickly.
“I started for the door, but you came in so suddenly I didn’t get there
in time. I didn’t expect you in an automobile, you know, and so didn’t
pay any attention till you actually opened the door.”
“Were you upstairs?” John inquired.
“No, I was here,” returned Lucy.
Mrs. Merwent put her hand on her son-in-law’s arm.
“It’s all right,” she murmured; then to her daughter, “Now, Lucy,
I think I’ll go up to my room, if you don’t mind, and make myself
presentable after my journey.”
“Of course,” acquiesced Lucy. “Your things are in the hall, aren’t
they? We’ll just----”
At this juncture Dimmie, who had slipped around to Lucy and hidden his
face in her dress, began to cry. Lucy stooped down.
“What’s the matter, darling?” she inquired.
“She d--d--didn’t e--e--even----,” he sobbed.
“Why of course!” put in Mrs. Merwent. “How stupid of me! Come and kiss
your Nannie now.”
Lucy pushed Dimmie forward.
“Come on.” He hung back.
“I’m afraid you’re a very sensitive little boy,” smiled Mrs. Merwent.
John frowned.
“Dimmie, kiss Nannie. What makes you act that way?”
“Don’t, John,” expostulated Mrs. Merwent. “It’s because I’m strange.
He’ll be all right bye-and-bye.” Then, to the child, “Won’t you,
Jimmie?”
Dimmie continued to cling to his mother’s hand and did not reply.
“Dimmie,” ordered John sternly, “answer Nannie.”
“Now, John,” put in Mrs. Merwent again, “let the poor child be. It’s
such a trifle.”
“I’ll show you to your room now, Mamma,” Lucy offered quietly.
Mrs. Merwent glanced questioningly at John and then followed her
daughter. Dimmie accompanied them, still holding his mother’s hand.
“You sure did it up in style,” Jim remarked as the two women mounted
the stairs.
“Yes,” admitted John. “It seemed so mean to bring her in the train
after such a long trip. You know she’s been used to all sorts of
things--comforts I mean.”
Jim relighted his pipe in silence.
The men smoked and discussed their new contract until the women
reappeared. Both avoided any further reference to the addition to
their circle. When Lucy and her mother came down, the elder woman was
tastefully arrayed in a charming house dress of some pale green sheer
material that was a miracle in its sophisticated simplicity. John
expressed his admiration and Mrs. Merwent gave a silvery laugh.
“Oh, this! It’s an old easy dress I wear around the house. Mr. Sprague
will have to get used to seeing me in such things. I hear he’s quite
one of the family.”
Jim, who had been watching Lucy as she passed to and fro from the
kitchen, answered, “I’m sure it’s very becoming, Mrs. Merwent.”
Nannie made a little _moue_ at John while Jim continued:
“We’d better get down town, John. You know Howland is coming at ten
o’clock to look over the final plans for his house and sign the papers,
and you especially wanted to talk to him about that decoration scheme
of yours.”
“Do you think my trunks are safe with that express company, John?”
interrupted Mrs. Merwent.
“Why, yes, perfectly, Nannie. They’ll probably be here before night.”
“Well, would you mind going to the express office and asking if they’ve
been sent? I’m so worried about them.”
“Sure. I’ll call them up as soon as I get to the office,” agreed John
heartily.
Nannie sighed a trifle resignedly.
* * * * *
When the two men were seated in a car of the train bound for the city
John commented enthusiastically on the incidents of Mrs. Merwent’s
arrival.
“I’m glad the strained feeling is over with. It’ll be fine for Lucy to
have her mother with her,” he said.
Jim did not answer.
“Mrs. Merwent’s all alone now,” pursued John. “She’s been very badly
treated. A woman needs a man to look after her.”
For reply Jim grunted.
III
Mrs. Merwent had watched John and Jim until they turned the corner.
When they were out of sight she came and sat by the kitchen table where
Lucy was washing the breakfast dishes.
“Let me help you, dear,” Nannie offered.
“No, thank you, Mamma. It isn’t much and it’ll be done in a minute.”
“Now you mustn’t hesitate to ask me to do anything I can,” went on the
older woman. “I don’t want to be a burden on John and you. I want you
to realize that I am willing to help and that I cherish no ill feeling
about anything that has happened.”
Lucy looked at her in surprise.
“Well, you rest up today from your journey,” she answered after a
moment. She was placing dishes in the china cupboard. “You must be
tired.”
“I never saw such a poor service on any railway,” resumed Mrs. Merwent,
having interrupted the conversation by going into the dining room and
bringing a rocking chair out into the kitchen for herself. “There were
no sterilized drinking cups and no electric lights in the berths. I
don’t think they should be allowed to run such old, out-of-date cars.”
Lucy worked a moment in silence.
“But I must say the service on the diner was good,” pursued Nannie. “I
had some fried spring chicken that was so tender and juicy it fairly
melted in your mouth.”
“I haven’t been on any but a suburban train since our wedding journey,”
Lucy observed.
“Oh, Lucy, what a terrible time that was for me!” Mrs. Merwent drew out
her handkerchief.
“I thought you said in your letter that we wouldn’t discuss what
happened, Mamma,” Lucy accused gently.
“Oh, Lucy, anyone who went through what I did can’t forget it all at
once,” Mrs. Merwent protested.
Lucy was silent again.
“But I cherish no hard feelings,” Nannie went on, “although poor Mother
never got over your going away.”
After a few moments Nannie returned to the subject of travel.
“Don’t you ever go away from the city, Lucy? I should think it would be
dull staying in one place so long.”
“We can’t afford travelling.” Lucy spoke emphatically.
“Well, I can’t either, now.” Mrs. Merwent settled herself more
comfortably in the rocking chair. “It was only the kindness of my dear
friend, Professor Walsh, that made it possible for me to have any
comfort at all on the way. He came part way with me and arranged that I
was to be looked after until the end of my journey.”
Lucy busied herself with the preparations for luncheon.
“I do wonder if my trunks are safe!” exclaimed Nannie after a short
pause. “I didn’t like the looks of the man who took the checks.”
“They’re safe,” Lucy assured her. “Don’t worry about them.”
“Have you got a cup of coffee made, Lucy?” her mother then asked,
surveying the kitchen.
“Why, I thought you and John had had breakfast,” Lucy apologised.
“We did, but it was so early and I was so excited I hardly ate a bite.
If you could let me have a cup of coffee and a tea cake or two--I’m
afraid it will give me the headache if I eat nothing until luncheon.”
“Why, of course, Mamma. It’ll only take me a minute to make coffee.”
Lucy measured the water as she spoke.
“I thought it was already fixed or I wouldn’t have asked for it,”
protested Nannie. “I don’t want to make any extra work.”
“Oh, that’s nothing.” Lucy put cup, saucer, spoon, and plate on the
kitchen table.
“Now you must let me wait on myself,” Mrs. Merwent objected as Lucy
placed the sugar bowl and cream pitcher before her.
“It’s all ready, Mamma.”
“I had no idea you’d do all this,” Nannie remarked as she resigned
herself to the consumption of coffee, cookies, and some muffins left
from breakfast.
“We’ll be all alone for luncheon. John never comes home at midday,”
Lucy informed her mother. An inviting odor rose from the range as she
raised the lid of a pot.
“Let’s have strawberries and ice cream,” suggested Nannie. “I just love
strawberries. It makes me fairly tremble with delight when they go down
my throat.”
“I don’t know whether they’re in yet,” said Lucy.
“Oh, yes, they are. I saw some in a big fruit store in the city, and
John got me some for breakfast.”
“I doubt whether we can get any out here, but I’ll send Dimmie to the
store around the corner with a note to see.”
“Now don’t let me interfere with your arrangements. It doesn’t make any
difference what I eat. I don’t want to make any bother while I’m here.”
“It’s no bother,” disclaimed Lucy.
She had already planned the dessert but did not know what else to say.
When Dimmie returned from the fruiterer’s he came into the kitchen and,
with great pride, delivered the parcel to his mother.
“The man only had two boxes,” he announced, “an’ he said the money
wasn’t enough for ’em, but it was all right. It’s all wrote in the
note.”
“Thank you, darling,” said Lucy, kissing him.
“You should wipe your feet before you come into the house, Jimmie,”
remonstrated his grandmother. “See how you have brought dirt into the
kitchen. Little boys should learn to be thoughtful of others and not
make work unnecessarily. That’s not helping.”
“Oh, it’s not mud. It will sweep out easily,” explained Lucy, smiling
at Dimmie whose face had grown troubled.
“Well, I’m sure I didn’t mean to interfere, Lucy,” said Nannie. “I was
only trying to help. You’re the one who has to clean up after him, not
I. You are so different from what you used to be. We never used to have
the slightest difference of opinion.”
Lucy continued to smile.
“I don’t think I am any different,” she replied.
“Yes, you are,” insisted her mother. “Getting married has changed you.
I must say, though, I was agreeably surprised in your husband. John is
really delightful, so kind and considerate. I overlooked everything and
we became friends in no time. How much does he make?”
Lucy opened her eyes wide.
“He and Mr. Sprague are in partnership in business for themselves. Some
months they make more than others.”
“What a sweet little house you have,” went on Nannie, whose
conversation consisted mostly of beginnings. “How I long to have a home
again!”
“John and Jim and I planned it out together,” explained Lucy, ignoring
the last remark. “All those water colors in the dining room and
sitting room are John’s. I think they make the house look intimate and
homelike.”
“This Mr. Sprague seems to be quite at home here,” Nannie interrupted.
“Aren’t you afraid people will say things?”
Lucy gazed at her mother a moment without answering.
“Let me tell you about the house,” she suggested finally.
“You really must have a sideboard in your dining room, Lucy. It looks
so bare. Do you remember the rosewood sideboard that Papa bought for
Mamma when I was born? Cousin Minnie has gotten a table and chairs from
an antique store and they match it beautifully.”
Lucy’s sense of humor came to her rescue.
“When we get rich we’ll have rosewood sideboards and lots of other
things,” she said laughingly.
“Now you’re making fun of me, Lucy,” her mother complained in a
hurt tone. “I only thought you might have a little interest in the
furnishings of my old home. I didn’t mean that you could get one like
it.”
Lucy went up and put her arms around Nannie.
“No, I wasn’t making fun of you, Mamma. Come into the sitting room and
I’ll show you Dimmie’s baby pictures.” “Really I’m so tired I think
I’ll look at them later. I think I’ll lie down till luncheon is ready,
if you don’t mind. I always make it a point to rest thoroughly for a
few minutes during each day. You have no idea what a difference it
would make in your looks, Lucy. You ought to make that a rule which
nothing should interfere with. I think we owe it to others to keep
ourselves attractive.”
“I’m afraid that’s easier said than done, Mamma. But try to get your
nap. It will refresh you. I’ll call you when luncheon is ready.” Lucy
spoke with determined good humor.
“Are you sure those trunks of mine are in safe hands, Lucy?” Nannie
questioned again as she rose to go. “I have a presentiment that
something will happen to them.”
“Now please don’t worry any more about them, Mamma. John wouldn’t
employ any firm that was not perfectly reliable.”
“Well, I hope so,” sighed Nannie, moving toward the hall.
* * * * *
When, at six o’clock, the gate clicked and John’s step sounded on the
walk, Lucy was occupied in making a gravy that Nannie had suggested,
and so was unable to run with Dimmie to meet him as she usually did.
She was conscious of a queer feeling of being left out as she heard him
and Nannie come into the dining room together.
Mrs. Merwent had on a gown of lavender organdie, open at the throat,
and a net fichu was draped about her shoulders. In the less trying
light she looked more out of place in her maternal rôle than on the
occasion of her arrival in the morning.
“Where’s Lucy?” John asked. He appeared to be tired and there was
perspiration on his forehead. He smiled on Nannie’s fresh appearance.
“In the kitchen, I believe,” Nannie answered. “I’ve been busy getting
the table ready.” She held some flowers in her hand, and as she spoke
she was occupied in placing them in a vase. One half-opened rose she
laid by John’s plate.
He went into the kitchen and kissed Lucy as usual. Her muslin dress
was covered by an apron. Her face was flushed and a loose strand of
hair brushed her cheek as she bent over her cooking. She replied to his
greeting without stopping her work. Instead of sitting across the old
rush bottomed kitchen chair with his arms over the back and talking
about his experiences in the city, as was his custom, he returned at
once to the dining room.
Notwithstanding John’s water colors on the walls, it was rather a bare
little place, as Nannie had said. The twilight entered between the
muslin curtains, however, and the modest array of silver and glassware
glittered on the table. A breeze scattered the odor of the small
bouquet of flowers.
As John entered Nannie switched on the electric light.
Lucy placed the food on the dishes and Nannie carried them to the table.
“My, that smells good!” John exclaimed boyishly. “What have you got for
us?” He and Nannie had seated themselves.
“It’s a steak _en casserole_ with mushrooms,” explained Nannie, picking
a tiny bit of lint from his sleeve. “I hope you enjoy it. Poor boy, how
hungry you must be working until this hour of the day!”
“I’m hungry, too,” announced Dimmie, who had come in and seated himself
unnoticed.
Lucy now appeared, her apron removed. “Are you, dear?” She hesitated by
the table without seating herself.
“Why don’t you sit down, Lucy?” John asked.
Lucy seated herself.
“Will you hand me my napkin ring, Mamma,” she requested, at the same
time passing a folded napkin without a ring to her mother.
“Why, is this your place?” exclaimed Nannie, rising. “Come, let’s
change. I didn’t notice.”
“It makes no difference, Nannie,” put in John. “Sit down and let’s have
dinner.”
“No, it makes no difference,” acquiesced Lucy, and Mrs. Merwent
reseated herself.
“Well, as I’m here, I might as well serve the plates,” remarked Nannie.
“I want to do _something_ to help.”
During the meal John talked of art, his manner youthfully eager, and
his hair falling over his forehead from which he pushed it back with
the graceful gesture peculiar to him.
“I have to design cheap houses, Nannie,” he bewailed whimsically,
“instead of listening to the voices of the unseen that are calling to
me.”
“It’s a pity you haven’t money so you could follow your natural bent
and be an artist,” said Nannie.
“I am an artist,” John rejoined, rather warmly. “One doesn’t need to
hold oneself aloof from common life to be an artist. On the other hand
one must learn not to despise common things, but to see beauty in them.”
“I only meant I wished you didn’t have to worry about money,” she
persisted.
“Of course, I know you understand, Nannie, but one doesn’t need to
crowd his soul with small things just because he’s poor. If he will he
can see beauty that is not for the eye of his senses.” John glanced up
at his pictures.
“Lucy tells me all these beautiful water colors are yours, John.”
Nannie let her gaze travel about the room. “They’re simply exquisite.”
“Well,” John’s tone was deprecating, “if I’d had a chance I might have
done something at it.”
“It’s too bad you don’t have time to be more with artistic people,
John,” Lucy put in with an affectionate look at her husband.
“I love pretty things too, John,” Nannie said quickly. Lucy glanced at
her mother, who was regarding John.
“I’ll have to play for you after dinner,” Nannie offered a few minutes
later.
“I remember Lucy told me you played,” he answered. “We got the piano
over a year ago, but Lucy never has time to touch it, and I can’t do
anything but drum.”
“It takes a lot of will power to practice regularly,” replied Nannie,
“but then I love my music so. I never let a day go by without
practicing.”
“We’ll have to go to some concerts next winter,” John continued.
“How nice,” Nannie smiled, “but I don’t know whether I shall be here
next winter. There may be somebody else who’ll have something to say
about that.” She glanced down demurely.
“Listen to that, Lucy!”
“Of course you’ll be here next winter, Mamma.” Lucy spoke with an
effort.
“And we’ll go to the symphony concerts.” John was enthusiastic. “It’ll
be great, Nannie. Lucy and I went to some of them, but it’s hard to
drag her out of the house in cold weather. You remember, Lucy, we heard
Beethoven’s Symphony in C Minor. It was simply grand, Nannie.”
“It must have been,” Nannie agreed sweetly.
“The allegro makes me think of the human soul struggling against
its fate.” John’s gaze was rapt. “The andante is--is the doubt and
questionings of the heart--and their answer.” His face was flushed.
Dimmie, his mouth open, stared at his father with a fascinated look.
“Music makes me feel just that way, John,” Nannie confided, “but I
can’t express myself as well as you.”
“It takes me right off my feet, Nannie. There’s the scherzo of that
C Minor. There’s where the struggle gets breathless. The trio and
recapitulation sort of wonder about the struggle and tragedy. Then
there’s a little pianissimo that is near the answer. Then the finale
comes along and takes it up till it winds up in a kind of shout of
victory. It’s great, Nannie!”
Lucy watched John admiringly.
“You ought to have been a critic, John,” Nannie declared. “Music means
so much to me, too.”
“I’m nutty about it, Nannie,” John vowed boisterously. “We’ll go to all
the concerts that come along and have a general good time.”
Lucy said nothing.
“Can I have a good time, too?” asked Dimmie suddenly.
“Sure, Son,” John agreed. “Now Nannie’s here we’ll all have a good
time, won’t we?”
* * * * *
After dinner John and Nannie went into the living room where John
smoked while she played to him. The Winters had a good piano but
Lucy played indifferently and, being very busy and not strong, had
discontinued practice. They had often talked of buying a player piano,
but the amount asked by the dealer above the value of their own
instrument had put the luxury out of their reach.
Dimmie helped his mother clear the table and wash the dishes, and when
the tasks were done these two joined John and Nannie. However, Dimmie
soon grew sleepy and Lucy led him away to bed, remaining with him to
tell stories and sing lullabies until he was sound asleep.
When she returned to the living room John and her mother were talking
earnestly.
“Come here, Lucy,” John called from the lounge. “Nannie has been
telling me more about her trouble with your father. I had no idea how
badly he had treated her. It’s a real shame!”
“I can’t talk about Papa, John. I thought we weren’t going to discuss
the past, Mamma.” Lucy’s tone was strained.
“She wasn’t accusing anyone.” John drew Lucy to the lounge beside him.
“Don’t be so touchy,” and he put his arm around her and kissed her
forehead.
Lucy began to smooth back his disheveled hair.
“Cooing doves,” murmured Nannie, smiling. “I certainly hope it will
always be so with you.” She put her hand to her eyes. “My life has
turned into nothing but unhappiness--nothing but a tragedy--that is if
it had not been for the friendship and understanding of--the person
whom neither of you know----” She stopped.
“Poor Nannie!” John reached and took her hand.
“I want some affection, too,” she pleaded, pressing his hand. John drew
her from her chair and down to the lounge, so that he was between her
and Lucy.
“You will be happy here with us and forget your trouble. We must go out
more, Lucy, now that Nannie is here. It will take her mind off the past
and keep her from dwelling on it.”
Lucy gently disengaged herself from John’s embrace and rose.
“Where are you going, Lucy?” he asked.
“I forgot to count the clothes. The washerwoman is coming for them
early in the morning.”
“Poor Lucy! She don’t realize that this is your only time to relax,
John. I could easily have counted the clothes before dinner if she had
told me about it,” remarked Nannie when she and John were alone.
After some time Lucy was heard ascending the stairs and John called
out, “Why don’t you come in here, Lucy?”
“I am going to bed early,” she answered. “I’ve a lot to do tomorrow. Is
there anything I can do for you, Mamma? You know where everything is,
don’t you?”
“Why of course I do,” responded her mother, coming out into the hall.
“I can look after myself. I don’t want you to ever worry about me. Kiss
me good night.” Lucy leaned over the balustrade and kissed her.
“I hope you rest well. You’ve been working too hard. I’m glad I’m here
to help you now. I used to think when we were separated how much you
needed my care. Poor Mother often spoke of it. You must get strong
again.”
“I’ll be up in a little while,” called John.
Lucy undressed herself and lay down. The murmur of the voices of her
mother and her husband came to her faintly. She lay and thought.
When John came to bed he supposed her to be asleep, and tip-toed about
the room, undressing in silence without a light and getting into bed
with the greatest gentleness to avoid waking her. Before reclining on
his pillow he leaned over her and saw her eyes wide open.
“Why, Lucy, I thought you had gone to bye-bye,” he said, and, lying
down, took her in his arms.
She drew away from him.
“Why, Lucy, what’s the matter?” he asked in a hurt tone.
She made no answer but he could feel that she was silently sobbing. He
took her in his arms again. This time she did not resist.
“Tell me what it is, darling,” he pleaded.
“Oh, John, do you want anybody but me?” She wept.
“Of course I don’t,” he returned vehemently. “What made you think that?”
“I don’t know,” she answered evasively, vaguely comforted by his ardent
denial.
“Was that what you were crying about?” he asked.
“No.”
“Well, what was it? Won’t you tell me, sweetheart?”
“Oh, John, it wasn’t anything--except I’m--so tired.”
“I know you must be,” he whispered. “It’s been an exciting day for you.
But now that Nannie’s here she can take a lot of things off your hands.
It will make things easier for you. You poor little girl, you have had
to work so hard, and you aren’t strong.”
“I don’t think so, John.”
“Don’t think what?”
“That she will make it easier.”
He considered a minute.
“Lucy.”
“Yes?”
“Were you crying because I stayed and talked with Nannie instead of
coming upstairs with you?”
“No--not that alone. I----”
He caught her tightly to him.
“You dear, sweet, foolish, jealous little thing,” he whispered,
laughing. “The idea! Why you precious darling, I was only trying to be
nice to your mother on her first day for your sake. Lucy, don’t you
ever, ever dream for a second that any one could take _your_ place
for a tiny instant. Why, sweetheart, I _love_ you. I only like other
people.”
Lucy kissed him.
Soon they were asleep in each other’s arms.
IV
Mrs. Merwent’s maiden name was Anna Lockhart. She was born in a
southern state, of a family that was considered to be aristocratic
and distinguished. None of its members had ever accomplished anything
noteworthy, but they had lived a long time in Russellville, there were
a large number of them, and they had usually raised sugar and cotton
instead of corn and tobacco.
Her earliest memories were of a large, square, white house with a front
porch supported by Corinthian pillars, a long drive-way lined with
great trees on either side, and much display of lavish hospitality.
From early childhood her whims were gratified and it never occurred to
her that the numerous things given to her, the clothes, the pony, the
negress who nursed her, the rings and brooches, were not a part of her
own charm and importance.
Her first pleasure was to attract attention; whether by doing things
that earned her the name of “Tomboy,” by being able to show dresses and
ribbons finer than her playmates, or by any other device her ingenuity
could discover.
She liked negroes because they were obsequious, and she was saucy to
white children supposed not to be her social equals whom, in imitation
of her elders, she designated as “trash.”
Anna, or Nannie as she was called, delighted in showing her power, and
was relentless in exacting notice and recognition of her position. She
stuck pins into the arms of Aunt Martha, her nurse, while the old
negress was dressing her; she stepped on the bare toes of the small
black children on her father’s place, and invented punishments for the
dogs, cats, and other domestic animals that happened to be at her mercy.
Especially she enjoyed her tyranny over Troupe, as the large family dog
was named. It pleased her to see him grovel before her when she scolded
him. She often played a game that she called “circus.” She would tie
the dog with a rope that had a loop which she could slip over a stake
driven into the ground, and with a buggy whip she would make him run
round and round. He would look back at her with pleading eyes, his tail
clamped to his body, but she did not pity him. When he was completely
exhausted he would lie down, his tongue lolling and the saliva dripping
from his mottled black gums. After she untied him he would run about,
crazy with joy, barking and licking at her hands and ankles. She paid
no attention to these demonstrations.
Nannie was called stingy, as she seldom divided her sweetmeats or other
good things with her playmates, and would not allow them to touch her
toys. But occasionally, when glory could be gotten out of giving, she
would bestow some old or broken plaything, always demanding profuse
expressions of gratitude, however, from the recipient.
No attempt was made to teach Nannie any useful occupation, and, as she
cared neither for stories nor for books, the task of amusing her became
no sinecure.
As she grew older she loved to go shopping with her mother in the
little town. They always went in the family carriage and Mrs. Lockhart,
who considered that she could insult salespeople with impunity,
invariably asked for the best in a haughty voice and inquired the price
after she had decided on the article.
Nannie’s desire to attract notice increased with the years. She was
fond of having her picture taken in fancy dress in imitation of various
popular actresses. One, in which she was represented as Iphigenia, was
most flattering and was displayed for some months in the windows of the
establishment of the local photographer.
She begged a riding horse from her father, and she liked to be seen in
elegant riding habits, and at parties in sumptuous gowns too old for
her. She adopted a pertness and flippancy of speech that was described
as “smart” and assumed a domineering manner toward the servants which
was, it is true, less marked as regarded the “house boy” who was a
handsome young mulatto.
She also picked out for condescending notice an admiring girl friend
at the private school which they both attended and made a chum of her.
This girl, Roberta White, was far from pretty, and could be patronized,
but was not unintelligent, and possessed considerable personality.
Unfortunately Nannie’s first boy admirer soon transferred his callow
devotion to “Bob White,” as Nannie had dubbed Roberta. There was a
curious scene in which Bob White was forever disowned, and Nannie ever
after, in referring to it, spoke of Roberta’s “ingratitude.”
Nannie was eighteen years old when she left school. It was a disastrous
year for her father. He had inherited money which he invested and spent
with equal display and absence of judgment, but he awoke one day to
find that creditors were impervious both to the dignity of the Lockhart
name and the impressiveness of the ancestral mansion. Mrs. Lockhart was
an efficient person, however, and brought to bear upon the situation
many of the practical qualities in which her husband was lacking. The
same could not be said of Nannie, who had absorbed from those around
her what seemed a tacit recognition of divine right as regarded the
members of her family. If she had been subject to her father alone
it is probable that only the jolt of an absolute downfall would have
aroused her to an appreciation of financial values, but fortunately
Mrs. Lockhart exercised her authority as decisively as was her custom
and gave Nannie to understand that, for the time being at least, she
might enjoy few dresses and fewer parties.
Not to be cut out of the gaieties in which the once envious Bob White
was participating, Nannie astonished no one more than her mother by
displaying considerable taste and talent in the improvization of
very effective frocks with the simplest means. Nannie was not a good
seamstress. The hastily devised costumes were never neatly made and
were often in actual danger of falling apart, but a ribbon here or a
flower there was applied with a discrimination that Russellville was
not too provincial to recognize as “chic.”
Though such haphazard dressmaking was her only contribution to the
household economy, it had a value that was more than apparent, and Mrs.
Lockhart recognized it. She had determined that Nannie should find
salvation for the family by attracting a husband whose pretensions to
that distinction should rest on a solid financial basis.
* * * * *
It seemed almost a divine intervention to insure the Lockharts’ future
when Arthur Merwent, a young lawyer from the north, came to the home
town.
Young Merwent rented an office and bought some furniture. He purchased
steel engravings of famous jurists to decorate his walls, unpacked his
law books, and had a sign painted and hung over his door.
Mrs. Lockhart knew, by hearsay at least, that Merwent held expectations
of inheriting some money, and, as the young man was attractive and a
stranger, it was soon arranged that Arthur should live at the Lockhart
home. He insisted on paying for his board and, after some perfunctory
objections which embarrassed Nannie and Mr. Lockhart but did not
disturb the mother, this was agreed to.
Arthur was agreeable but uncommunicative. His reserve pleased Nannie’s
father, who was pompous of manner and weak of purpose, but invariably
inclined to be enthusiastic about a new acquaintance.
“That young man can keep his mouth shut. He’ll rise,” Mr. Lockhart
often said.
From the beginning Nannie assumed a light and jesting attitude toward
Arthur. She was saucy and capricious, demanding services and attentions
calculated to convince him of her superior birth and position, and
suggesting with unconscious skill potentialities that she neither
possessed nor appreciated. He said little, as was his wont, but Nannie
was clever enough to perceive the favorable impression she was making.
Thrown into a continuous semi-intimacy the two young people reacted
as might have been expected and soon the imperturbable Arthur gravely
declared himself. Mrs. Lockhart preserved a grim neutrality in the
affair. True, his financial prospects were inclined to soften her,
but with all that he was a Yankee and there existed a grave doubt as
to the aristocracy of his connections. Her husband, who had visited
the Merwents and had been considerably impressed by the prosperity
evinced in their domestic establishment, was, however, positive in
his approbation. This did not alter his wife’s opinion or change
her attitude, for she was not accustomed to take his point of view
seriously; but when a friend made a self imposed pilgrimage to the
Merwent home and returned with enthusiastic corroboration of Mr.
Lockhart’s report, Mrs. Lockhart relented and her negative aloofness
became encouragement.
Nannie, who shared the common conviction that Arthur was a rising young
lawyer and a desirable catch, consented to become engaged.
This did not hinder her from indulging in coquettish tricks of a number
and variety that her fiancé found disconcerting.
Finally he brought things to an issue, refusing to be played with
longer, and, after exhausting her ingenuity in the endeavor to gain
more delay, she fixed the wedding day for a date four months ahead.
Twice in the midst of the work on the extensive trousseau, Nannie and
Arthur quarrelled, and on each occasion she returned his ring. But the
misunderstandings were adjusted and the wedding morning finally arrived.
Nannie had shown much interest in the more obvious preparations for
the ceremony, insisting that her gowns must be of such and such a
price, that her bridesmaids outnumber those of her previously married
friends, and that the affair as a whole be conducted with an _éclat_
which strained the resources of the Lockharts’ reduced finances to the
uttermost.
Nevertheless, on the day before the wedding she showed herself to the
household in a state of extraordinary depression, wandering listlessly
from room to room, striking discordant notes on the piano, and finally,
having fled from Arthur’s presence, she was discovered face downwards
on an old horsehair sofa in a violent paroxysm of weeping.
Mrs. Lockhart, who had gone to seek her, was unable to elicit any
explanation of her distress and called Merwent. But it was a mistake.
Nannie turned on him with a storm of accusations.
“You’ve wrecked my life! I don’t know what’s to become of me!” she
wailed.
“It’s not too late yet, Nannie,” Arthur answered. His voice was
slightly unsteady and his eyes shone dangerously, but his manner was
quiet.
“Oh! Oh! How dare you! I was never so insulted in my life! You don’t
care how much disgrace and humiliation you heap on me! It doesn’t make
any difference to _you_ what they say about me!”
Arthur was left alone. He sat on the sofa Nannie had quitted and held
his head in his hands. After a few moments he rose and lighted a cigar.
He was smoking when Mrs. Lockhart came in search of him a quarter of an
hour later. She brought with her a glass of hot eggnog which she had
made to comfort him.
“It’s all the perfectly natural result of her high strung state,”
remarked Mrs. Lockhart emphatically. “You must remember this is the
last day of her girlhood,” she added in a significant manner.
Arthur drank the eggnog and said nothing.
* * * * *
The next day, however, Nannie was radiant. Her mother and her cousin,
Mrs. Sheldon, had helped to dress her. The wedding gown bore the mark
of an expensive Louisville house, the bouquet was of white orchids, and
the diamond pendant which Arthur had given her, though modestly small
and fragile, glittered becomingly on her plump throat.
Arthur entered the church gravely, his head bent, and even as Nannie
came toward him at the chancel rail he did not lift his eyes. It was
only as they stood side by side that he glanced at her face. Every
trace of depression had vanished. She held her head high with the
slightly insolent air that she had so often been told was aristocratic,
and she really looked prettier than he had ever seen her.
The recessional was played. As the bridal couple emerged from the
church he turned slightly toward her.
“Well, Nannie,” he whispered, smiling a little.
They were close to the carriage steps. Arthur moved back to assist her.
By some chance awkwardness his heel caught in a loop of satin. There
was a tearing sound and Nannie flung herself from his grasp.
“I’m sorry,” he murmured.
An impassioned but enigmatic “Ah!” was her only reply, and until the
house was reached she sat far away from him on the carriage cushions,
replying in monosyllables until Arthur relapsed into moody silence.
When they arrived at their destination Nannie left the carriage
hurriedly and unassisted.
A supper had been planned but the hour of the departure of the train
they were to take prevented their presence. There was, however, no
way to escape the brief reception. At this function Nannie, who had
looked almost defiantly spirited during the ceremony, assumed a sudden
appearance of disconcerting melancholy. The pair stood under an arch
of smilax, and Nannie could see herself quite plainly in the long pier
glass opposite and appreciated how large and dark her eyes seemed in
the shadows that fell on her face.
The affair as a whole was not gay. Mrs. Lockhart shed a few impressive
tears, glancing somewhat apprehensively from time to time at her
daughter’s unresponsive features. Bob White had come to the reception,
being herself engaged. Nannie greeted her with effusive sadness and
clasped her in an embrace that was like a despairing renewal of
devotion. The two girls talked in low tones, and Arthur was conscious
of being ignored. A few moments later Nannie went off to prepare for
travel and he was able to excuse himself.
* * * * *
It was half past eleven at night. The Pullman was dimly lighted.
Merwent had avoided a stateroom and every appearance that might
indicate that he and Nannie were a bridal couple, but he felt that
the fresh modishness of Nannie’s costume betrayed them. They sat down
in a vacant seat while the beds were being made up. Arthur kept an
unresponsive profile turned to his wife. He had resolved not to make
any more advances.
The two swayed stiffly with the motion of the car. The woodwork
creaked. Long shadows moved up and down at the end of the passage.
Snoring from a curtained berth was audible.
Nannie touched Arthur’s arm lightly. He looked down at her in surprise.
She was regarding him with a new and softened expression.
“Arthur!” Her voice shook slightly.
His face cleared.
“Nannie!” They kissed stealthily.
When the conductor came down the aisle they were sitting consciously
far apart and Arthur’s face was flushed.
V
Lucy was born about a year after the Merwent wedding.
Although everything was normal and the baby a fine healthy child,
Nannie persistently vowed that she had gone through an experience never
before equalled and that she could never have another child.
Toward the end of their wedding journey, over some slight
misunderstanding at a hotel, Nannie had given way to a hysterical fit
of passion that amazed and dismayed her husband, but this was nothing
compared with the scene when she discovered that she was pregnant.
Tears, screams, striking Arthur in the face, with threats of killing
herself, him, and the child were only the beginnings of the drama.
However, Arthur had by this time begun to perfect his attitude of
non-reaction to the stimuli she employed, and went to his office
unworried.
Nannie afterward in a thousand ways suggested that the coming of the
child was in the nature of a crime and a calamity, and that Arthur was
to blame for it. Nannie’s father died a month before her confinement
and she even implied that Arthur was responsible for this coincidence.
To add to her sense of disappointment and injury Mr. Merwent senior,
who had been ill for some time, died also, leaving an involved estate,
and the hope that Nannie had secretly treasured of inheriting his
money died with him. Arthur’s future, from the Lockhart standpoint,
had ceased to be. Mrs. Lockhart, calling to ascertain the truth of the
rumor already circulated by gossiping neighbors, met Nannie’s tearful
announcement with, “I always thought so!” and when Arthur entered the
house a few moments later, she greeted him with marked coldness. After
her mother’s departure Nannie turned on him with fresh reproaches.
“Now we are penniless and you don’t seem to care!” she exclaimed.
Arthur did not reply. “I seem to be the only one who ever thinks about
the baby’s future. You haven’t opened your mouth since we got the
letter!”
Arthur took out a cigar and lighted it.
“O--oh! _Why_ don’t you say something? I’ll go crazy!” she almost
screamed.
“I don’t see just what there is to say,” Arthur answered quietly, and
left the room.
Nannie’s bitterness was accentuated by the fact that Arthur could not
afford to buy the Lockhart residence which had to be sold to clear
her own father’s estate, and she was forced to see the property pass
into the hands of “Cousin Minnie Sheldon” whom she cordially hated.
The spirit of rivalry between Nannie and her cousin, the fruit of
a childhood antipathy, had reached its climax in a contest for the
affections of the well-to-do young business man who afterward became
Minnie’s husband, and when he and his wife took formal possession of
Nannie’s ancestral home she felt it as the cruel affirmation of her
first defeat.
Mrs. Lockhart, who on previous occasions had not hesitated to express
her own disapproval of “Cousin Minnie,” after feeble and unconvincing
protestations to the effect that she did not wish to inconvenience her
prosperous relatives, accepted a grudging offer which allowed her to
remain in the old place on the bounty of its new owner.
Little Lucy was weaned soon after she was born, for Nannie declared
that she could not nurse a baby. By great good fortune, however,
sterilized cow’s milk agreed with the child and she thrived, thanks to
the devoted care of old Martha who came to live with Nannie and Arthur
and “bring up” their baby. Nannie continually quarreled with the old
negress but Aunt Martha stayed on, partly from a habit of allegiance to
the family and partly from real devotion to little Lucy.
Nannie gave scant attention to her baby until other people began
to notice and praise the child, when she promptly asserted her
proprietorship, pointing out with great pride the little thing’s
remarkable feats and insisting that Lucy be given to her whenever
visitors were present. Nevertheless, the child preferred Aunt Martha
and even Arthur, as the latter often held his daughter during the
evenings and sang lullabies to her. Nannie resented this deeply, and it
made her secretly furious to see Lucy toddle toward him as he came into
the room. She often said things to drive Arthur out of the house so
that he need not divide the child’s affections.
Lucy did not begin to go to school until she was eight years old. Even
then her mother objected to the separation, and in the little girl’s
absence wandered restlessly about the house. Lucy, on her return, was
covered with kisses. Acquaintances remarked on the unusual affection
between the two, although Nannie spoke crossly and often cruelly to
the child when they were alone, and not infrequently struck her. In
attitude she placed herself on an equality with Lucy and at times
depended on the little girl’s judgment and ideas.
Nannie could never help Lucy with her lessons at night, saying that
the figures in the book made her head ache, and if Arthur attempted to
offer any assistance a situation was usually precipitated that resulted
in driving him from the house. Left alone with the little girl, Nannie
played and sang, or produced candy from some hiding place, while she
persuaded the child to talk to her about teachers and schoolmates. She
enjoyed giving her piano lessons because Arthur knew nothing of music.
However, she never wanted Lucy to try to sing and always insisted that
her daughter had no voice for singing.
Nannie, however, resented Lucy’s growing self-sufficiency as the girl
became graver of manner and expressed herself positively on all sorts
of subjects.
Arthur’s law practice did not increase and, as there were no more
expectations from his father’s estate, it was decided to discharge Aunt
Martha. After the old woman had gone Nannie made a few half-hearted
experiments at cooking, but soon relegated this undertaking to her
daughter, who at sixteen was virtually the head of the domestic
establishment.
But, though Lucy was responsible under this arrangement for the
selection and quantity of food bought for the family, Mrs. Merwent
reserved for herself the prerogative of giving orders to the
groceryman. The young solicitor, who always made a punctual appearance,
had soft brown eyes and a beautiful complexion. Nannie never opened the
back door to him without first looking into the mirror.
“Are you sure your eggs are fresh today?” she would ask coquettishly.
She tapped him on the arm with the pencil she held as she objected to
the exorbitant price of bacon.
Lucy, who was annoyed by his habit of staring, expressed her dislike.
“Well, _you_ don’t have to give the orders to him!” was her mother’s
pettish answer.
Lucy worked too hard and, as a result, became ill. Arthur was away at
the time. Nannie called the family physician and annoyed the girl with
useless attentions. The doctor telegraphed Merwent that his daughter’s
condition was serious. Arthur returned on the first train and, arriving
at the house, found Nannie walking the floor with senseless gestures.
He went into the sick room and seated himself beside Lucy’s bed. His
quiet, emotionless manner seemed to drive Nannie to distraction. Her
chief resentment, however, seemed to arise from the fact that he did
not comfort her but only concerned himself with Lucy.
“Are you going to eat your dinner, or sit there all night?” she asked,
her voice trembling with vindictiveness.
Arthur went into the dining room without answering. Nannie shut the
door between them. She would not eat because she did not want to leave
Arthur and Lucy alone together, and the doctor was obliged to order her
to begin her meal. When she did go, however, her appetite was as hearty
as usual.
After a few critical days Lucy’s condition improved and on the fourth
morning, when the crisis was passed, she smiled at Arthur. Nannie, in
the room at the time, bent over the bed.
“Why don’t you smile at Nannie?” she asked accusingly, and Lucy smiled
at her mother too.
Arthur, as was his wont when he saw the approach of a useless scene,
left the room.
During the convalescence Nannie invented a thousand meaningless
attentions with which she endeavored to fix upon herself the regard of
the invalid, but as Lucy grew stronger and began to walk about Nannie
forgot to flutter around her and their life together resumed its former
course.
VI
Even after reaching the age when young girls begin to notice the
opposite sex, Lucy preferred girls to men. She also delighted in caring
for younger children and babies. Nannie laughed at Lucy for not having
beaux.
“I had dozens at your age,” she would say.
The most common cause of misunderstanding between the mother and
daughter was Nannie’s trick of regarding every remark about other
people, or about human nature in general, as a covert slur on herself.
Each mention of an ignoble quality brought forth, “That’s just like
me,” from Nannie, while any reference to an admirable characteristic
was greeted with, “I haven’t got that.”
“I wish Mamma wasn’t that way,” Lucy confided to her father one night,
after a number of irritating experiences with this mania. “It makes
things so unpleasant.” The evening had ended in a quarrel and Nannie
had gone upstairs to cry.
“Your mother has every defect of character that can be mentioned,”
Arthur replied, “so I suppose she shouldn’t be blamed for being
sensitive.”
Lucy was surprised by the bitter feeling in the tone of her usually
silent and impassive father, and remembered his remark.
Nannie spent a great deal of time in beauty culture. She tried all
sorts of exercises and devices for preserving her figure and warding
off wrinkles. Every recipe she saw in the women’s columns of the
newspapers she tested carefully. Each day a large part of the morning
was devoted to a faithful observance of these rites, and she never
neglected to take her “beauty nap” during the afternoon. Often she
would gaze with envy at Lucy’s charming color and clear eyes.
“I don’t want to grow old and ugly, Lucy,” she would say. “I’m so
afraid of growing old! Do you think I am beginning to show my age?”
“Why, Mamma, what nonsense! You look like a girl,” Lucy would reply,
for Nannie’s efforts were not without a certain kind of effect.
“Do you really think so?” she would ask happily. “Don’t tell anybody I
use rouge, will you?”
“I won’t,” Lucy always promised.
After taking up her residence with “Cousin Minnie Sheldon” Mrs.
Lockhart seldom visited her daughter.
One summer afternoon, however, a carriage stopped before the Merwents’
gate.
“Why, I believe that’s Mamma coming here,” Nannie whispered excitedly,
as the carriage door was opened. “There’s a young man with her!” she
added. “Who in the world can it be? You stay here to receive them,
Lucy. Tell Mamma I’ll be down in a minute,” and she ran upstairs to
change her dress and improve her complexion.
“Well, well, is this my grandbaby?” Mrs. Lockhart ejaculated as she
entered the hall and offered her cheek for Lucy to kiss. “You’re a
young lady already,” and she surveyed Lucy’s reddened cheeks and well
developed figure with approval.
The young man remained in the background, ill at ease.
“This is Kingsley Dodd,” Mrs. Lockhart announced, waving him forward.
“He saw you at your father’s office and has given me no peace till I
brought him over to call on you.”
Young Dodd, red to his hair, bowed and shook hands awkwardly.
“Where’s Nannie?” Mrs. Lockhart asked, entering the parlor and seating
herself. “Sit down, Kingsley,” she commanded her follower.
“Mamma will be down in a minute,” explained Lucy.
Nannie delayed many minutes, and Lucy became more and more
self-conscious under the influence of her grandmother’s continued
scrutiny and the confusion of the new acquaintance, answering briefly
his timid observations and Mrs. Lockhart’s peremptory questions.
At last Nannie appeared on the stairs in her best afternoon frock.
“Why, Mamma,” she exclaimed, “how nice of you! I’m so glad to see you.”
“You kept us waiting long enough if you _are_ glad.”
“I was in my bath,” lied Nannie, “and couldn’t come sooner.”
Lucy looked at her mother.
“Well, I’m glad you still take baths,” remarked Mrs. Lockhart as Nannie
kissed her.
Nannie laughed.
“We’re not that poor,” she tittered.
“This is Mr. Kingsley Dodd.” Mrs. Lockhart motioned her companion
forward again. “Judge Dodd’s only son. You remember Judge Dodd, Nannie.”
“Yes indeed!” Nannie smiled her sweetest and shook hands with Kingsley.
“We’re delighted to know you, too,” she declared as she beamed on the
youth.
“Nannie, I want to see that old dresser your father gave you. We’re
furnishing a guest room in antiques and maybe it will just fit in.
If it does, I’ll give you another,” said Mrs. Lockhart after a brief
conversation.
“But, Mamma----” Nannie began.
Mrs. Lockhart frowned at her meaningly.
“All right,” Nannie acquiesced hastily, and the two women ascended the
stairs.
“Young Kingsley is greatly taken with Lucy,” explained Mrs. Lockhart,
coming to the point at once as soon as they were out of hearing of Lucy
and her guest. “You know all Judge Dodd’s money will go to Kingsley.
It’s Lucy’s great chance. I don’t know how she did it. He’s just come
back from college and all the girls in town have set their caps for
him. Now I am going to look to you to see that Lucy doesn’t do anything
foolish.”
Nannie nodded obediently.
“I’ll do all I can,” she agreed, “but Lucy is hard to manage. She----”.
“Nonsense!” interrupted Mrs. Lockhart. “If you will only use sense and
firmness she will do anything you want her to. You made a mess of your
own marriage. If you marry your daughter to the heir of Judge Dodd it
isn’t too late to get back where you ought to be.”
“I will,” put in Nannie enthusiastically.
“Well, let’s go down again,” ordered her mother, after a few minutes
further consultation. “We shouldn’t make things too marked the first
visit.”
“We must go, Kingsley.” Mrs. Lockhart spoke imperatively as she
reëntered the room where the two young people were seated.
The docile youth rose.
“You must come again.” Nannie smiled invitingly.
“Thank you,” he replied, glancing first at her and then at Lucy. “I’ve
had a mighty nice time. What evening can I come?” He glanced at Lucy
again.
“You haven’t anything for Thursday evening, have you, Lucy?” inquired
Nannie, assisting him.
“No,” returned Lucy, who indeed had no engagements for any evening.
“Thanks,” Dodd said quickly, “then I’ll come Thursday.”
“Come early and have tea with us,” urged Nannie in response to a nod
from her mother.
“Thanks,” he repeated, “I will. Good-bye,” shaking hands with Lucy.
Then, “Good-bye, Mrs. Merwent. Thank you so much.”
“Oh, the pleasure will be ours,” Nannie declared.
Mrs. Lockhart kissed Nannie and Lucy, pinching the latter’s cheek.
“We’ll have to give a little party for my grandbaby. She’s the picture
of her grandpapa,” the old lady declared, smiling.
“Did you hear what she said, Lucy?” Nannie asked delightedly as soon as
their callers were gone.
“Yes,” answered Lucy.
“Isn’t it just grand?” continued Nannie with enthusiasm.
“What? The party?”
“Why, no--yes--the party and everything.”
“I don’t think so, Mamma. As for the party, I won’t have it. So far as
the rest goes, you already have been invited to Cousin Minnie’s and I
don’t want to be invited, so I don’t see what you have gained.”
“I!” exclaimed Nannie indignantly. “Why, Lucy, I wasn’t thinking of
myself at all. It’s you I’m glad for.”
“But I don’t see what I have to do with it, Mamma. Cousin Minnie and
Grandmamma have never paid any attention to me before and I wouldn’t
thank them for their attention now.”
“But, Lucy----”
“What, Mamma?”
“Lucy, it isn’t only Mamma and Cousin Minnie. It means that--it
means----” Lucy’s steady eyes were upon Nannie, “It means that
others--that we will be----”
“If you mean that you want me to go around with Kingsley Dodd so as
to be taken up by the people who dropped us when Papa failed to make
money, I won’t do it, that’s all.”
“Why, Lucy!”
“Our own relatives have treated Papa like dirt and the others have
followed them, so I, for one, don’t want anything to do with them.”
Nannie assumed a maternal and authoritative tone.
“Lucy, you don’t realize what you are saying. I won’t allow you to ruin
your chances in any such manner. You told Kingsley Dodd that he could
come Thursday night and----”
“You mean you invited him, Mamma.”
“Well, you agreed and it’s the same thing.”
“I’ll see him when he comes Thursday,” Lucy conceded, “but I won’t
again, and I won’t go to the party, so you had better tell Grandmamma
not to count on it.”
“What in the world have you got against Kingsley?” Nannie demanded, now
on the defensive.
“I don’t like him, and if I did I wouldn’t have anything to do with him
under the circumstances.”
Nannie lost her temper.
“You shan’t act this way!” she almost screamed.
Lucy’s gaze did not waver. “Yes, I shall,” she said steadily.
Nannie burst into tears. Lucy hesitated a moment before she continued.
“I’m sorry, Mamma, but I can’t help feeling this way,” she said at last.
Nannie made no reply and went on sobbing. Looking rather miserable,
Lucy left her and went to the kitchen to prepare supper.
* * * * *
The day after Kingsley Dodd’s presentation Nannie paid a visit to her
mother.
“Lucy, your grandmother wants you to go over and see her in the
morning,” Nannie announced on her return.
“All right, Mamma,” Lucy acceded without hesitation.
The following morning Lucy made her appearance at the Sheldon home with
her customary punctuality.
“Well, well, it’s a long time since my grandbaby came to see me,” began
Mrs. Lockhart kindly as Lucy entered the library where she sat tatting.
“It’s been a long time since I was asked,” Lucy answered simply.
“Yes, of course,” agreed her grandmother hastily. “I haven’t a home of
my own, as you know, Lucy, and can’t always do as I would like to.”
Lucy did not reply to this but continued to regard her grandmother
expectantly.
“You remember what I said yesterday?” resumed Mrs. Lockhart briskly.
“Well, we’ve begun to make the arrangements for a little dance in your
honor. It’s high time you were introduced to society.”
“I don’t know whom you want to introduce me to, Grandmamma. Everybody
in town knows me already.”
“Oh, you know what I mean, Lucy. You ought to take your place as a
young lady, and this is the nicest way to do it.”
“Thank you, Grandmamma, but I’d rather not have the dance.”
“Stuff and nonsense! I never saw a young girl yet who didn’t love
parties and attentions. We’ll consider it all settled then.”
“No, we won’t, Grandmamma. I am not going to have a party of any kind.”
“Lucy, you’re crazy, my child. Why people will think you’re queer. I’ve
already told several people of our plans.” “I don’t dance, Grandmamma.”
“What? Well, Nannie must have paid lots of attention to your education!
I’ll have a little talk with her. The idea of a young lady who can’t
dance! Well, we’ll have a little bridge party then.”
“I don’t play bridge, either.”
“Don’t play bridge!” Mrs. Lockhart eyed her granddaughter quizzically.
“Then we’ll have just an old fashioned party,” she said at length.
“Thank you, Grandmamma, but I don’t want the party,” reiterated Lucy.
“I really believe you don’t,” admitted Mrs. Lockhart with a grim smile,
“but we’ll have it anyway. What night next week shall we decide on?”
“I don’t want to seem ungrateful, Grandmamma, but I’m not coming to any
party.”
Mrs. Lockhart stared at Lucy only to encounter a gaze as firm as her
own.
“Very well, Lucy,” she said at last in an icy tone. “I had intended
to do a great many things for you, but if you want to throw away your
chances like this I can do nothing. You evidently don’t want either
friends or relations. You must excuse me now as I’m going out.” And
Mrs. Lockhart rose and left the room.
Lucy made her way through the hall alone and went into the street.
* * * * *
Thursday evening came and Kingsley Dodd appeared very promptly. The
day had been rainy and the remaining clouds were tinged crimson by
the setting sun. The windows of the Merwents’ house were open and as
the visitor went up the walk he saw Lucy lighting the gas jets in the
parlor. She was the only one ready to receive him, for Nannie had not
yet completed her careful toilette and Arthur was away from home, being
engaged on a legal case out of town.
Nannie soon descended the stairs, however, and the three sat down to
supper. During the meal she and young Dodd became such friends that
it was with an obvious effort that she excused herself, when they had
risen from the table, and returned to her bedroom, leaving the young
people together.
“We’re going to have an all-day picnic out at Dad’s country place next
Saturday,” Dodd observed, after some ordinary conversation, “and I want
you to come. Your grandmother and Colonel and Mrs. Mainter and Dad and
Aunt Sally are going to be the chaperones, and we’ll have a great time.
I’ll come around with a single buggy and my bays and drive you out. The
rest are going in surreys and on horseback. We better start early so as
to----”
“Thank you, Mr. Dodd,” Lucy stopped him, “but I shan’t be able to go.”
“Why, have you got something on for Saturday?” he asked. “Well, I’ll
have the thing put off till next week.”
“No, it’s not another engagement but I can’t go because----”
“Because you don’t like picnics,” he laughed. “All right. We’ll get up
something at the house here in town. What shall it be?”
Lucy opened her lips to speak, but hesitated. At the same instant a
gust of wind blew through the room and one of the window curtains
fluttered out and threatened to overturn some ornaments on a nearby
table. She hastened to secure the drapery.
“Let me fix it!” he offered, starting toward her. Lucy turned to face
him as he reached her side.
“It’s fixed, thank you,” she began, then hesitated, flushing painfully.
“Mr. Dodd,” she met his eyes steadily, “I know you mean to be nice in
giving me the picnic, and coming here to see me, and all that. We are
glad to have you and I hope we shall always be friends, but Grandmamma
is trying to throw us at each other’s heads, and I won’t have it!”
Kingsley stared at her a moment. His glance fell.
“I couldn’t help it,” she resumed, finally. “I had to say it. I hope we
will be friends, but if you are angry I can’t help that either.”
“I guess I’d better go.” Kingsley’s face was a dull brick red. Lucy
stood in the same place while he took his hat from the hall tree, and
she did not move until the front door had closed behind him.
“Lucy! Lucy!” Nannie called almost instantly, as she leaned over the
stair rail in the upper hall, “Are you and Mr. Dodd going out?”
“He’s gone,” Lucy announced, coming out of the parlor and looking up
into her mother’s anxious face.
“Why, what in the world’s the matter?” Nannie asked agitatedly,
descending the stairs as she spoke.
“Nothing’s the matter, Mamma, except that I don’t intend to let you and
Grandmamma dispose of me as though I were an animal.”
“Did you say such an awful thing to Kingsley?” gasped Nannie, wringing
her hands.
“Not exactly,” replied Lucy, almost smiling in spite of herself. “I
told him we were being thrown at each other and I wouldn’t permit it.”
“Why, how could you say such a thing as that!” she protested. “Was he
mad?” Then, before Lucy could answer, “Why couldn’t you have waited
till you saw whether you liked him or not?”
“I don’t need to wait, Mamma.”
“But, Lucy, there are other things to be considered.”
“No, there aren’t, Mamma.”
Nannie’s tone changed.
“Well, I think you might consider me a little at any rate!”
Lucy eyed her mother squarely.
“I don’t, Mamma--not in this matter. I’m willing to work for you.”
“You are certainly an ungrateful child, Lucy!” Lucy winced. “Nobody
knows what I sacrificed when I married your father. He has done nothing
and nobody pays any attention to him. His father died with everything
in a muddle and he’s never made anything for himself. All the society
or notice I get is through my own people, and now when they are
disposed to take you up, and give us a chance to be somebody, you won’t
even look at one of their friends! I should think you would be glad of
the chance to help your family. You would if you had any feelings at
all!”
Lucy was white. Without answering she walked past her mother and went
upstairs to her room.
VII
Late on the night of Kingsley Dodd’s visit Arthur returned from his
trip, and the next morning he had only time for a hasty greeting to his
family before leaving to keep an early appointment with the out-of-town
client who engaged his services at the moment. An hour after his
departure Lucy appeared in the hall with her hat on and her gloves and
sun-shade in her hand.
“Where are you going, Lucy?” Nannie demanded.
“I’m going to Papa’s office,” replied Lucy as she passed out the door.
When Lucy reached her father’s place of business she found Mr. Merwent
alone. As his daughter entered he was reading a letter. He put it into
a drawer in his desk and turned the lock.
“Well, Lucy?” He leaned back in his chair and smiled his slow smile as
he spoke.
She gazed around on the dingy furniture, the old books, the discolored
steel engravings, the dusty floor, and other signals of her father’s
run-down law practice. Her heart almost failed her, but the memory of
the preceding day rushed back upon her.
“Papa,” she began, “I want to earn my own living.”
Her father scrutinized her face kindly.
“I don’t blame you, speaking in general,” he observed, “but why have
you so suddenly decided it?”
“Mamma and Grandmamma are trying to marry me to Kingsley Dodd in spite
of myself, and Mamma thinks I am ungrateful because I object. I don’t
think I ought to be dependent on any one any longer.”
“You seem to have all the self respect in the family, Lucy,” Mr.
Merwent commented, “but what can you do?”
“I can learn book binding,” she responded without hesitation. “The pay
for fine tooled hand binding is good. Mamie Willis, who used to be in
my class at high school, has been to Chicago Art School to learn it. I
think I should like to go there. I want to go right away.”
“Let me think, Daughter,” he said meditatively. “I have a friend I
should like to consult about it. It is very possible that it may be the
best thing. We’ll talk it over again tomorrow. Come down here about
this time and we’ll decide.”
Lucy kissed her father, amazed at his complaisance.
“I wonder who the friend he spoke of is,” she said to herself as she
went back to the house. “Papa’ll probably have to borrow money of him
to send me away.”
* * * * *
The following day Mrs. Merwent preserved an air of gentle sadness and
grief, replying softly to her daughter’s remarks but avoiding any
reference to what had happened. When Lucy went out a little before the
hour appointed for the conference at the office, Nannie did not ask her
errand, but returned the girl’s kiss and volunteered a statement that
she would not be gone long, with a look of patient melancholy.
“Well, it is all arranged,” were Arthur’s first words, as he greeted
Lucy. “You are to go to Chicago where I have planned for you to stay
with the relative of a friend. We agree--that is, I agree that you
couldn’t do better than go to the Art School, as it is a recognized
institution and the courses are reliable.”
“Oh, Papa, thank you so much!”
“The thanks are due to someone else, Lucy, and I hope some day you can
thank the friend who has made it possible.”
“Who is it, Papa? Is it someone I know?”
Mr. Merwent looked at her a moment before replying.
“It’s a woman friend, Lucy, Mrs. Ellen Low.”
He continued to regard his daughter. Lucy’s face turned pink.
“I didn’t know you knew her, Papa,” she said.
Mr. Merwent, though he did not take his eyes from the young girl’s,
seemed, in his turn, somewhat embarrassed.
“Yes, I’ve known her quite a while. When her husband died I was
retained with Mr. Blair to settle up the estate,” he answered.
“Oh!” Lucy relapsed into thoughtful silence.
She knew Mrs. Low by sight and in spite of herself rather liked the
pleasant homely face with its strongly marked features, though she had,
almost against her will, absorbed some of the prejudiced tone in which
she had heard her mother and grandmother make occasional references to
the woman.
Mrs. Low was the widow of a handsome man, who had been very fond of
the ladies, and she had not lived happily with him. She appeared, in
a whimsical way, to hold men in little awe. The unpopularity of her
outspoken manner, which voiced a point of view that Russellville found
unbecoming in a lady, had sent her to seek a more congenial atmosphere
with relatives in Chicago. However, she continued to spend several
months of each year in her native town.
“I expect you have accepted the family’s hostility to Mrs. Low, Lucy,”
Arthur went on after a minute.
“I’ve hardly ever heard Mamma speak of her,” Lucy returned, her glance
drooping before the bitter, slightly amused expression that crept into
her father’s face.
“Mrs. Low is too big a woman for her environment. She’s got too much
self respect to be understood by the people in this place. It’s because
she’s too big-hearted to be prudent, she’s let herself be unpleasantly
criticised!” Mr. Merwent’s manner was warm.
Lucy, surprised at her father’s outburst, stared at him in silence,
her lips slightly parted. He rose from his chair and walked over to
the open window. He stood there for a moment with his back turned, and
when he finally reseated himself he appeared as self-contained and
emotionless as usual.
“Are--are the people you want me to stay with Mrs. Low’s friends?” Lucy
paused, once more embarrassed by her father’s calm scrutiny.
“Her cousin, Miss Storms,” he explained. “She is very well known in
Chicago and could do a lot for you, we think.” This time he used the
plural pronoun without hesitation. “You haven’t told your mother
anything about this yet?”
“No, Papa, I’m afraid Mamma won’t like it.”
“So am I, Daughter. We’ll have to talk it over with her tonight.”
Lucy looked troubled.
“I’m afraid she won’t consent.”
“Yes, she will. You go on back now, and we’ll see after supper.”
Lucy was very thoughtful as she walked home. She had been much
astonished to learn that Mrs. Low and her father were acquainted.
“Lucy is going to Chicago to school,” Mr. Merwent announced that night
without preamble, toward the end of the evening meal.
Nannie looked up from her plate with a startled expression.
“What in the world are you talking about, Arthur?”
“About Lucy going away to school, as my words implied,” returned Mr.
Merwent.
“But who said Lucy was going away?” insisted Nannie.
“I did,” responded her husband shortly.
“Lucy, what is all this about?” asked Nannie, appealing to her daughter.
“It’s about Lucy going away to school. Do you think you can manage to
understand or shall I repeat it a few more times?” interrupted Arthur
almost menacingly.
Nannie studied the face of her long silent husband and read in it
something that experience taught her to be the signal of an occasion
when tears, arguments, and tantrums would avail nothing. She rose
suddenly and left the table and not long after they heard the front
door close as she went out.
“A council of war,” remarked Arthur with a wry smile.
Lucy shut herself in her room and cried.
About nine o’clock Nannie returned from the “big house” as the Sheldon
home was called, where she had received neither comfort nor suggestion.
“Don’t ask me to take over the management of your husband too, Nannie!”
Mrs. Lockhart had exclaimed with asperity. “Any effort to help you is
wasted because you make no attempt to coöperate.” And Nannie had left
in tears.
When it became apparent that both Arthur and her daughter must be taken
at their word, curiosity got the better of the secret resolve Nannie
had made to show no interest in the matter of Lucy’s future.
“Of course it’s none of my business, Lucy, but I should think you and
your father would at least tell me where you are going to stay when you
get to Chicago. You don’t know a soul there and you’ve never been away
from home in your life.”
“I told you I was going to stay with Miss Storms,” replied Lucy,
repeating information she had previously offered, to which Nannie,
being in a temper at the time, had refused to listen. “She is the
friend of somebody Papa knows,” Lucy hesitated and flushed, “and he
wrote and asked her if she’d take me.”
“I don’t know what your father is thinking about to let you go off like
this to people he knows nothing of. She may be as common as dirt for
all we know. I’d like to find out who the mutual friend is. I notice he
don’t mention his name,” Nannie finished with a sneering intonation.
Lucy, her cheeks still scarlet, glanced away but said nothing.
* * * * *
During the days in which Lucy was preparing for departure Nannie
relapsed into tearful silence and repelled her daughter’s advances and
demonstrations until the girl, still not much more than a child in
experience, was almost ill and about to relinquish her plan.
At this point a note came from Mrs. Lockhart which spurred Nannie to
more decisive speech.
“I want to tell you something,” she announced, calling Lucy to her.
“You had better think carefully before you leave home for if you go you
can’t come back here! It will be final.”
“But, Mamma, Papa----” Lucy began.
“This is my final decision,” interrupted Nannie in a manner almost
ludicrously like Mrs. Lockhart’s.
“Very well, Mamma,” replied Lucy, hardly able to keep back the tears,
and choking with a sense of injustice.
Arthur came in at this juncture.
“What’s this, Anna?” he inquired peremptorily.
Nannie was silent and avoided his gaze. He turned to Lucy who told him
what had taken place.
“My child shall come to my home as often and as long as she pleases,”
he declared. “Lucy, come upstairs. I want to talk with you.”
The father and daughter left the room together.
Aunt Martha had been called in to help with the arrangements for Lucy’s
departure. Nannie heard the old negress’s voice, then the voices of
Arthur and Lucy, and the sound of a trunk being moved. Shut in her own
room she was conscious of the feet that hurried past her door and the
general bustle of packing for a journey. When there was no one about
she stepped into the hall and listened. She convinced herself that Lucy
would not really take this step but that the appearance of unusual
preparation was arranged to deceive and punish her.
After a time, the father and daughter went out, Lucy locking her
door. Aunt Martha went home at the same time. Nannie, from a window,
watched them until they were out of sight and, notwithstanding her
determination to discredit all evidences of Lucy’s decision, began to
feel very forlorn.
She prepared herself some luncheon, eating as heartily as usual, but
she was convinced that she was heartbroken. She was indeed bothered by
the uncertainty and, most of all, by the fact that her daughter and
husband were together.
Late in the afternoon Lucy and her father returned with a number of
packages.
“Where did he get the money to buy all those things? I wonder what they
are?” Nannie said to herself.
She could hear the murmur of their voices in Lucy’s room as they opened
the packages and arranged the contents of the trunk and valises. When
Lucy descended to the kitchen to prepare supper Nannie tip-toed to
the open door of the bedroom and peered in at the still scattered
belongings of her daughter. She saw a pair of new shoes and an
unfamiliar hat which were a concrete affirmation of all that she had
tried to deny.
“Lucy leaves in the morning on the nine fifteen,” volunteered Arthur
when the three were seated at their evening meal.
Nannie was speechless. She gave him one scathing look and fled to her
room.
Lucy followed her and knocked but Nannie would not open the door. She
could be heard sobbing. What disturbed the girl was that the supper she
carried up on a tray and left outside her mother’s door was not eaten.
At bed time Nannie had not appeared. Lucy kissed her father good night,
but when she lay down she could not sleep.
* * * * *
When Arthur and Lucy were eating breakfast the next morning an
expressman came for the trunk. Nannie had not yet descended to the
dining room and still refused to open her door though Lucy had been to
her several times and asked for admittance. When Mrs. Merwent saw the
baggage carried away, however, her tragic resolution was broken, and,
after hesitating at the head of the stairs, she composed her face to
what seemed an appropriate expression of her state of mind and went
down.
It was a beautiful late summer morning. The lawn was visible through
the half open front door. The grass was parched, and the vines on
the porch were beginning to turn yellow. There was a tinge of autumn
crispness in the air, but the sunshine that flooded the hall was golden.
Lucy came out of the dining room and laid her gloves, coat, and a
little hand bag on the hat stand. She had on the new hat, which was
very becoming, and wore a new blue serge frock. She was excited by the
unusual prospect of a journey and looked exceptionally pretty.
“Lucy!” Nannie began in an ominous voice. The girl, a little startled,
turned to face her mother.
Mrs. Merwent wore a soiled lace négligée. Her hair hung down her back,
loose and uncombed. Her habitual precautions to ward off wrinkles and
retain her good looks had been neglected. She seemed much older than on
the previous day when Lucy had seen her carefully dressed, rouged and
with well ordered hair.
“You wicked, selfish, cruel girl!” continued Nannie in high pitched
strident tones. “You mean, hard hearted, wretched beast!” She suddenly
advanced toward Lucy who retreated in frightened astonishment.
Arthur appeared in the hall doorway.
“That is enough!” he said sternly.
Nannie suddenly lost all self control.
“Get out of my house!” she screamed. “You stinking----!” and a stream
of awful invectives that seemed from a brothel poured from her lips.
She picked up Lucy’s belongings from the hat stand and threw them
against the front door where they fell on the threshold.
“Anna!” Arthur spoke calmly, but he only succeeded in evoking another
paroxysm of screams and vile words directed at himself.
“Put your things on, Lucy,” he said, and in a moment the two fairly
fled into the street, leaving Nannie in a state of hysteria bordering
on madness.
“I can’t go on this way, Papa!” exclaimed Lucy, looking back at the
house after they had walked half a block.
“All right. Do as you wish,” he responded without emotion.
“Yes, it’s better that I should go,” she decided as if to herself, and
they did not speak again until they reached the station.
As they stood waiting for the train Lucy studied Arthur’s set face
furtively.
“I don’t want my going to make more trouble between you and Mamma,” she
ventured at last, timidly.
Arthur’s eyes sought hers slowly.
“Don’t worry,” he replied heavily in his deep voice. “What you saw
today is only a fair sample of what I’ve enjoyed for years. In the
beginning I used to hold a quarter of an hour’s argument to get two
minutes’ peace. Then I quit that and she tried to punish me with long
periods of curdled gloom. Finally I took to staying away from the house
in self defense. Long before you grew up things were as bad as they
could be, so don’t blame yourself, Daughter. You have had nothing to do
with it.”
Lucy was surprised by this unprecedentedly long speech.
“Don’t you think that maybe when I’m gone you and Mamma----” she did
not know how to proceed.
“I wouldn’t ask her for a drink of water if I were dying,” Arthur
answered. Lucy had never heard such suppressed hatred and vehemence in
his tone. “There’s the train,” he added in his ordinary manner, and
they moved toward the platform.
“Here are your tickets, and here is your money,” explained Arthur as
they entered the Pullman. “Miss Storms will meet you. She will wear a
bunch of white carnations. Here is a white carnation for you to wear.
Miss Storms knows all about your plans.” He removed a flower that was
in his button hole and Lucy fastened it on her jacket. They kissed. The
train began to move.
“Good-bye, Daughter. Write often. I will try to get up there to see you
soon,” he called.
The journey began.
* * * * *
It was late at night and rain was falling when Lucy arrived in Chicago.
Leaving the train she was bewildered by the people, noises, and bustle
about her. As she stood looking around the thronged platform misted by
the radiance of many lights, a very tall woman, dressed in a grey linen
tailored suit with a grey hat, and holding some white carnations in her
hand, came up and spoke.
“I think you are Lucy.”
“Are you Miss Storms?”
“I am. Where are your baggage checks, dear?”
Lucy handed over her single check and pointed out her smaller baggage
which Miss Storms entrusted to a leather coated chauffeur. In a few
minutes Lucy found herself in a luxurious limousine gliding through the
crowded streets of the city.
* * * * *
A few evenings later, at a small dinner to which Miss Storms had
invited some young people of her acquaintance, Lucy found herself
between a red haired girl and a fresh faced young man, both from the
Art School.
“Lucy, this is Nora Stimpson,” began Miss Storms, and Lucy bowed to the
red haired girl. “Your right hand partner is John Winter,” continued
Miss Storms.
Lucy, following Miss Storms’ direction, looked into the smiling blue
eyes of John. He rose and reached out his hand to take hers.
Lucy’s romance had begun.
VIII
After Lucy’s departure the Merwent home went from bad to worse. In
times past her presence had often sufficed to prevent the more sordid
expressions of the disgust and contempt which Arthur felt for Nannie,
and of Nannie’s feeling of fear and distrust toward him. He now avoided
being at home alone with his wife until he became almost a stranger in
the house.
The scandal loving people of Russellville, like the inhabitants of all
small towns when similar opportunity is afforded, began to talk, and
Arthur’s name was linked with that of Mrs. Low. This, in time, came to
Nannie’s ears.
Arthur’s law practice, now that he was put to extra expense for Lucy’s
maintenance and education, barely supported the family, and Nannie
began to feel the pinch of poverty more keenly, especially in the
matter of her wardrobe. Mrs. Lockhart was bitter toward her daughter
and made no effort toward consolation. In short, Nannie felt herself
hardly used by the world.
She exerted all her ingenuity, however, in making an appearance that
belied her pocket book, and achieved a certain amount of success.
“You could turn a good many pennies dressmaking, if you only had horse
sense, Anna. Minnie could get you work among her friends. She could put
it to them that it was a kind of favor, and if you’d keep your mouth
shut nobody would be the worse for it,” remarked Mrs. Lockhart one day,
eyeing one of Nannie’s costumes with reluctant approval.
But Nannie was very much hurt by such a suggestion. She had no desire
to use her arts to teach other and more prosperous women to dress
becomingly.
It was evident, nevertheless, that something must be done to supplement
Arthur’s earnings. She still attended social events at the “big house”
as often as she could squeeze an invitation from “Cousin Minnie,” and
it was to “Cousin Minnie’s” influence, rather languidly exerted in her
behalf, that she applied for a solution of her problem.
It came in the shape of a position in a small private school in
Russellville.
The school, which had existed precariously for several generations, was
usually referred to as “The Academy.” A short while previously it had
appeared to be almost moribund, but it had lately been taken over by
one Mr. Walsh, called “Professor Walsh,” though he held no degree or
official position; and it had, for the time being at least, awakened to
unwonted patronage.
Though Professor Walsh was from a nearby town, no one seemed to
know much of his antecedents. He was a large slow-spoken man with a
low-pitched pleasant voice. He had fat features and was rather pale.
His hair, parted in the middle, was wetly and thinly combed over
a glistening scalp. He had thick curveless lips. His eyes were a
nondescript blue and he wore nose glasses which glittered inscrutably.
He had an air of decorum and responsibility, and his smile, which
displayed double rows of perfect teeth, was full of warmth and
condescension. He was peculiarly apt as a listener, showed a subdued
but flattering appreciation of the broad talk of men, and was earnestly
sympathetic, though somewhat noncommittal, when he gave ear to the
ladies.
His personality was such that he impressed one, in his genial
restraint, as being responsible for the group.
He was enough of an enigma to overawe people and acquired the
reputation of being learned. The teachers in the school were afraid
of him. By patronizing some and snubbing others, and by frequent
vague allusions to distinguished acquaintances and remote but exalted
relations, the Professor forced the first families of Russellville, so
styled by themselves, into receiving him. At the institution over which
he presided Nannie gave piano lessons to the younger pupils. She rather
enjoyed than disliked her task, for her position allowed her to remind
Arthur that he could not support her, and besides Professor Walsh soon
became interested in her and was, as she told herself, exceedingly kind
and sympathetic.
She also found it pleasant to meet the grown boys, or “young
gentlemen,” as they were called, who attended some of the higher
classes. Professor Walsh left her little opportunity to talk with these
youths but their presence lent a piquancy to his attentions.
She was rather afraid of him, but the envy with which the teachers
looked on such signal favor as she received from this august person
reconciled her to those things in his make-up which she found
incomprehensible. She was further led to encourage his attentions
by the fact that there was no one to contest with him the rôle of
exclusive admirer.
Professor Walsh, being of ambiguous antecedents, realized fully the
advantages of a connection with some family which exemplified the
southern tradition. He easily perceived that Nannie Merwent was
susceptible to influence, and he hoped through her to cement an
alliance with the Sheldons, the most prosperous and dictatory citizens
of Russellville.
Professor Walsh’s plans were not laid in a day; but, without her
realizing it, he considered each circumstance of Nannie’s life as she
presented it to him, and decided on its possible relation to his own
future.
At one of the few receptions which Arthur had felt bound to attend in
Russellville, he met Professor Walsh.
“I am honoured to know you, Mr. Merwent,” remarked the educator
affably, when they were introduced. “I have the deepest admiration for
your profession. A--ah--distant connection of mine--though our names
are not spelt the same--James K. Walshe of Chicago. You may have heard
of him?”
“Every lawyer knows the reputation of your relative, Mr. Walsh,”
replied Arthur. “In criminal cases he has few equals.”
“In case you ever go to Chicago I shall be most happy to give you a
letter of introduction to him,” offered the Professor.
“Thank you,” returned Arthur, “I hardly think----” Then he appeared to
reconsider. “It is true that I shall probably go to Chicago in the near
future, and I should be very glad to go to see your relative.”
“Well, sir, you shalt have the letter.” The Professor compressed
his lips, put the tips of his fingers together and regarded Arthur
curiously. “Without fail. I will send it to your office tomorrow,” he
added.
“Thank you,” repeated Arthur. And the two separated.
* * * * *
Nannie, on one of the rare occasions when Arthur was at home,
sneeringly alluded to his attentions to Mrs. Low.
“You will kindly not interfere with the conduct of my personal affairs
while you are so careless of your own,” he requested in a tone that
closed the conversation.
A few days later the gossips of Russellville were informing their
friends that Mrs. Low had gone to Chicago for an indefinite stay.
Nannie at once wrote furiously to Lucy accusing her of plotting with
deliberate intent to wreck her mother’s life.
Nannie’s accusations were so obviously ill founded that the only
recourse left for Lucy’s wounded pride was silence, and she made no
reply to a succession of violently worded letters.
Arthur appreciated in part the difficult situation in which his
daughter was placed, and did his best to prevent her being drawn into
this conflict. It was not long after Mrs. Low’s arrival in Chicago that
Lucy learned that her father was spending most of his time in the state
capital, where he was making important legal affiliations. In this
way Nannie, left almost entirely to herself, began to depend more and
more on the benevolent Professor, who showed a reserved but unfailing
interest in her affairs.
He had a way of regarding her enigmatically through his twinkling
glasses that made her always a little afraid of him, but he was also
always able to impress other people, and her cautious instincts
prompted her to lean toward his poise and aplomb while her vanity still
further urged her to his conquest. Nannie was not unaware of the fact
that the town had begun to comment on her association with him but her
terror of being alone was greater than her habit of caution.
One evening after leaving school, a note from the Professor was
delivered to her, in which he suggested that she come to the school
building that night, as he had heard some rumors of Arthur’s doings
which he thought she should know.
Nannie dressed herself and went out without hesitation, but she was
careful to find her way along obscure streets and hoped fervently that
neither “Cousin Minnie” nor her other relatives would hear of the visit.
The Academy was a large old fashioned red brick building with
many additions and one wing which had a private entrance in a
little-frequented lane where the Professor’s office was situated.
As Nannie came up the walk she could see his large shadow as he bent
over his desk between the window and the light. She rang the bell
at the side door and he himself admitted her. For some reason which
she could not explain she felt at first an unusual discomfort in his
presence, and, when he leaned forward and took her hand in a kind but
casual manner, her heart gave a sudden leap and she glanced up at him
suspiciously. However, he patted her shoulder comfortingly, and, as he
repeated to her in a low tone some incidents of gossip about Arthur
which had lately come to his ears, she was completely reassured. She
was certain that he admired her tremendously, and she was determining
in her heart that she would use his devotion as a weapon of defense
against the continual disapprobation of “Cousin Minnie.”
Professor Walsh talked so long and so comfortingly that Nannie was
startled when she looked at a clock on his book shelf and realized that
she had allowed herself to remain until an hour which Russellville
would consider scandalous. When Professor Walsh offered to escort her
home she protested vehemently. If he were seen walking with her at such
a time it might rob her of the position of an injured party which was
what she desired the world to permit her in view of Arthur’s neglect.
It was a terrible moment for Nannie when she had told the Professor
good night and walked into the street, only to find herself confronted
at the very gate by a strange man who stepped up to her with an air of
quiet determination and inquired if she were Mrs. Merwent.
“Y--yes,” stammered Nannie doubtfully, terror clutching her throat,
though she was unable to conceive of what was about to happen.
“Why yes, this is Mrs. Merwent,” affirmed a brisk masculine voice as,
from the deep shadow thrown by the Academy walls, Mr. Blair, Arthur’s
colleague in several law cases, stepped out, followed by Arthur himself
and another strange man.
Nannie, though technically guiltless of wrongdoing, was almost in
a state of collapse and, scarcely knowing what she did, agreed to
coöperate in the arrangements Arthur desired for a divorce.
Only once during the conversation, which was carefully listened to by
all of Arthur’s companions, did she weakly demur; whereupon he coldly
declared he would bring suit on a graver charge, would not shrink from
publicity and would use the incident of the night to prove his case, as
the two men unknown to her were reputable witnesses.
Nannie was conquered.
* * * * *
After a few days of reflection, however, Mrs. Merwent persuaded herself
that her husband could never bring himself to the point of taking the
step he contemplated.
The scene which followed the actual filing of Arthur’s suit for
divorce, therefore, was no worse than numerous other scenes to which
she had treated her husband at frequent intervals throughout their
married life, many of them precipitated by trifles.
When she perceived that rage, abuse, and sarcasms all failed to
affect Arthur’s calm, she grew really frightened and began to weep
hysterically.
Arthur gazed at her still unmoved.
As a last resort she referred pathetically to their life together.
“You can’t mean that you will carry this thing through, Arthur!” she
moaned. “For Lucy’s sake you can’t do such awful things.”
His sudden cold fury was terrible.
“For Lucy’s sake,” he repeated slowly and gratingly, “after you have
driven her out of the house and poisoned her youth! Yes, it would be
highly appropriate for us to stay together for Lucy’s sake.”
“Arthur, I can’t believe that you hate me that much!” Nannie pleaded.
“You don’t hate me, do you?” “I can’t put my feelings into words,” he
answered mercilessly. “You poison the air. I wonder the flowers don’t
die as you pass by.” His tone was coldly implacable and he did not
raise his voice.
She gazed at him an instant with silent and helpless animosity.
“You cruel monster!” she shrieked, springing suddenly from her chair.
Arthur turned on his heel and went out.
Nannie’s first act following this interview with her husband was to
see Professor Walsh. Since Lucy’s rebellion she had grown afraid of
Mrs. Lockhart’s comments on family difficulties. Nannie felt that the
Professor’s accidental rôle in her embarrassment constituted a sort of
obligation on his part.
Their meetings of late had been slightly constrained. But once in his
private office he listened gravely and kindly to her agitated story.
Without much having been said on either side Professor Walsh had
understood for some time from Mr. Sheldon that the family would not
look unkindly on the prospect of some one eventually taking Nannie off
their hands.
“My advice is that you do not contest the suit,” he said, when she had
finished, “but I should try to get him to agree to something for your
support if I were you, Anna. This could be done amicably and out of
court. It is no more than right that he should do something for you
financially.”
Nannie had not noticed that he called her by her given name and broke
in with, “But, Professor Walsh----”
“Call me Edward, Anna,” he interrupted, taking her hand.
She tried to withdraw her hand but he retained it.
“We are such good friends,” he continued. “Aren’t we, Anna?”
“Yes,” she admitted uncomfortably.
“Well, it is agreed then. I should refuse to talk about it to others if
I were you. And anything new that may come up you will let me know at
once, won’t you, dear?”
“Yes--Edward,” answered Nannie, hesitating slightly, somewhat
bewildered by the new aspect which her affairs had taken.
IX
After the scene in which he announced the beginning of his divorce
proceedings Arthur never entered his house again. He had established a
residence in the state capital but was still compelled, in the course
of various suits and details of the legal practice he was disposing of,
to make frequent visits to Russellville. On such occasions he slept in
his office and ate his meals at the local hotel.
Nannie, who was always panic stricken when alone, less from fear than
from lack of resources within herself, went, on her own initiative
and despite a grudging welcome, to live with Mrs. Lockhart at “Cousin
Minnie’s.”
The divorce was granted in due time and all Russellville was agog with
the news. Nannie considered it a matter of propriety that she should
stay in semi-retirement for a while, and so went out very little.
However, when she did leave the sanctum which “Cousin Minnie” had
provided, she always managed to see Professor Walsh, to whom she came
to look for advice and help in every situation.
* * * * *
It was the same season, the second of Lucy’s attendance at the Art
School, that Lucy and John Winter were married. On account of Nannie’s
violent reproaches at the time of the divorce Lucy had not communicated
with her mother for many months, but when she decided to marry John she
immediately wrote to Nannie.
“John is only beginning business and we shall have to be very
economical for a while at least,” the letter said. “Miss Storms has
asked us to be married at her flat, but we shall have a very simple
wedding. I would be glad to have you come here but I suppose you had
rather not under the circumstances. We have rented some furnished rooms
that will be convenient for light housekeeping but I hope soon we can
get out in the suburbs where it will be cheaper and healthier.”
Although Professor Walsh had questioned Nannie closely regarding Lucy
and the girl’s attitude toward family affairs, Nannie replied to her
daughter’s letter without consulting him.
“I am only your mother,” Nannie wrote, “so of course it would be
preposterous to consider _me_ in regard to the step you are taking. I
have suffered a great deal at the hands of your father but I have not
lost my pride and self respect yet, and if there was anything more you
could do to further alienate me, this was it. You forfeited all right
to my affection when you deserted me in my hour of trial in order to
pursue your own selfish aims, but this marriage to a man I know nothing
about, who may be a nobody from Heaven knows where, is the climax. I
think from now on there is not much use in our writing to one another.”
Arthur was still engaged in an important case at the capital and could
not be present at the wedding.
“I am sorry I can not be there,” his letter read. “All the advice I can
give you, Lucy, is don’t let your mother intrude on your happiness.”
John sent an invitation to his parents, but Dr. Winter, a clergyman,
was old and in ill health, and was not able to bear the double strain
of the journey and the cold weather. Mrs. Winter, a kindly sentimental
lady who would never have thought of leaving her husband, sent tearful
regrets, and bemoaned the fact that John and Lucy did not come to the
home town and so make it possible for Dr. Winter himself to officiate
at the wedding of his only son.
In the end only Jim Sprague and Miss Storms witnessed the quiet affair.
These two had liked each other since the day of their first meeting.
Miss Storms’ interest in Jim had risen from the fact that he was John’s
business associate and intimate. Later she gave him her friendship for
his own sake and often referred to him affectionately as “our Jim.”
There was an unanalysable and very subtle comprehension between the
two, though Miss Storms remained quite as kindly aloof from him in her
manner as she did with John and Lucy; and Jim, as in all his relations,
was ungiven to self-revealing speech. “Well, Jim, Lucy has good taste
in friends as well as in husbands,” Miss Storms remarked, smiling at
him with quizzical complaisance when the wedding ceremony was over.
“I hate all the immodest fol-de-lol of church weddings,” she went on,
changing the subject, “but it is a shame that anything as pretty as
Lucy in those new togs should be wasted on the desert air. For you and
I don’t count.”
While she was speaking Lucy came up. Miss Storms took her hand.
“Well, dear?”
Lucy’s eyes swam with tears. She clasped Miss Storms’ hand in both her
own and squeezed it impulsively. Miss Storms kissed her forehead.
“I’m jealous, child,” the older woman declared.
“So am I,” John laughed.
“Neither of you need be.” Lucy smiled unsteadily.
“What about you, Jim?” Miss Storms turned to the other guest.
“I’ve always been jealous of John,” Jim answered, flushing a little as
he spoke.
* * * * *
Arthur and Mrs. Low, for reasons best known to themselves, were not
married in Chicago as expected, but at the state capital where Arthur’s
new practice had begun to flourish. When the notice of the wedding was
copied by the _Russellville Weekly Clarion_, another outburst of gossip
occurred, but, as neither of them returned to the place after their
marriage, it did not disturb them. Arthur made two visits to Chicago,
and on one of these, not long after Dimmie’s birth, he spent a night
at Rosedene. Here he met Jim Sprague for whom he afterward expressed a
strong liking.
Nannie had no means of escape from the public attention attracted to
herself and her interests, and the wounds to her vanity were keenly
felt. The protest of her self-esteem was her conspicuous appearance
in frequented places with Professor Walsh. Again Russellville talked,
but not for long. Nannie’s persistent recklessness of opinion in this
matter palled. She ceased to be a popular object of criticism. Events
settled into the routine that is characteristic of small communities.
The years glided by without any outward change in Nannie’s life. Of
Arthur’s doings, she knew nothing except an occasional hint. Mrs.
Lockhart had issued an ultimatum on Lucy’s marriage by forbidding any
further relation with such an undutiful daughter, and Nannie, overawed
by the old lady and more or less dependent on her, dared not disobey.
Professor Walsh was often at the “big house” and, chiefly through his
universally acknowledged friendship with the Sheldons, was yearly
becoming more and more a power in the community. He paid much special
and flattering attention to Mrs. Lockhart, who was rapidly growing deaf
and would otherwise have been lonely.
Although the professor’s interest in Nannie was tacitly recognized by
the family, Mrs. Lockhart employed all the ingenuity of a jealous and
neglected old woman to curb impatience on the part of her niece and
nephew, while Professor Walsh, who was already receiving for nothing
the benefits that Nannie represented, constantly abetted the old
lady’s wiles in so subtle a manner that Nannie hardly realized her own
position.