CHAPTER XV.

Colonel Piercey arrived next day in the afternoon, Gervase having gone

away in a state of the most uproarious spirits in the morning. Margaret

had been made to accompany him to the railway, to see that his ticket

was taken properly, and that he got the right train, and was not too

late so as to miss it, or too early so as to be lingering about the

station; in which latter circumstance it seemed quite possible to his

mother that “that girl” might become aware that her prey was slipping

from her fingers, and appear upon the scene to recover him. She might

save herself the trouble, Lady Piercey thought, for the boy’s brain was

full of London, and a country lass was not likely to get much hold of

him; but still, it’s best to be on the safe side. No suggestion of

Patty’s real intentions had occurred to any one; not even in the Seven

Thorns, where they suspected much less than at Greyshott. In the little

inn it was supposed that the Softy had been, after all, too clever for

her, and had got clean away; and in the Manor it was also believed that

he had escaped from her vulgar attractions. He had got London in his

blood, he was thinking of how to enjoy himself as much as he was capable

of thinking of anything, and the Rev. Gregson would take care of that,

his mother reflected with a grim smile. And to have him safely away,

transferred to some one else’s responsibility, no longer for the moment

a trouble to any one belonging to him, filled Greyshott in general, and

his parents in particular, with a heavenly calm. The only one who was

not perfectly at ease was Mrs. Osborne, who endeavoured in vain to make

out what he meant by many of his broken expressions. Margaret was sure

that Gervase meant something which was not suspected by his family: but

she, too, believed that he had somehow cut himself adrift from Patty,

and that whatever his meaning was, in that quarter he was safe; which

showed that though she was very different from the rest of the

household, her mind, even when awakened into some anxiety and alarm, had

little more insight than theirs.

She was met upon the road by Osy and his nurse, and the little boy was

delighted to be lifted into the carriage, an unusual privilege. His

chatter was sweet to his mother’s ears. It delivered her for the moment

from those anxieties which were not hers, which she was compelled to

share without any right to them; without being permitted any real

interest. Osy was her refuge, the safeguard of her individuality as a

living woman with concerns and sentiments of her own. To put her arms

round him, to hear the sound of his little babbling voice, was enough at

first; and then she awoke with a start to the consciousness that Osy was

saying something in which there was not only meaning, but a

significance of a most alarming kind--“Movver, Movver!” the little boy

had been saying, calling her attention, which was so satisfied with him,

that it was scarcely open to what he said. He beat upon her knee with

his little fist, then climbed up on the seat and seized her by the

chin--a favourite mode he had of demanding to be listened to: “Movver!

has Cousin Gervase don to be marrwed? Where has he don to be

marrwed--tell me; tell me, Movver!”

Mrs. Osborne started with a sudden perception of what he meant at last.

“Osy, you must not be so silly; Gervase has gone to London to see all

the fine things--the shops, don’t you remember? and the theatres, and

the beautiful horses, and the beautiful ladies in the park.”

“Yes, I wemember; there was one beau’ful lady with an organ, that singed

in the street. But you said I couldn’t marrwey her, I was too little.

Will Cousin Gervase marrwey a lady like that?”

“Hush, child! he is not going to marry at all.”

“Oh yes, yes, Movver! for he telled me. He made me dive him my big

silver penny that Uncle Giles dave me, and he said, ‘I’m doing to be

marrwed, Osy.’ I dave it to him for a wedding present, like you dave

Miss Dohnson your silver bells.”

“Osy, don’t say such things! It is nurse that has put this nonsense into

your head.”

“’Tisn’t nurse, and ’tisn’t nonsense, Movver!” cried the child with

indignation. “Will he bring home the beau’ful lady, or will he do away

with her, and live in another place? I hope he will go and live in

another place.”

“Osy, this is all an invention, my little boy. You must be dreaming.

Don’t say such things before any one, or you will make Uncle Giles and

Aunt Piercey very unhappy. It is one of your little stories that you

make up.”

“It isn’t no story, Movver! I never make up stories about Cousin

Gervase; and he tooked my big silver penny, and then I dave it him for a

wedding present; for he said ‘I’m doing to be marrwed.’ He did; he

did--Movver! I hope he’ll do away and live in another house. I dave it

to him,” said Osy, with a little moisture on his eyelashes. “But he

tooked it first. It was my big, big, silver penny, that is worth a

great lot. I hope----”

“Hush, Osy: don’t you know, my little boy, that Cousin Gervase is to his

mother what you are to me? She would not like him to go away.”

“I heard Uncle Giles say, ‘T’ank God, we’ve dot a little time to

breathe,’ and Aunt Piercey dave a great, great, big puff, and sat down

as if she was t’ankful, too. It is only you, Movver, that looks sad.”

“Osy, did you ever hear of the little pitchers that have long ears?”

“I know what it means, too,” said the child. “It means me; but I tan’t

help it when people say fings. Movver, are you fond of Cousin Gervase,

that you looks like that? like you were doing to cry?”

Was she fond of Gervase, poor boy? Margaret could not even claim that

excuse for being sad. Was she fond of any of the people by whom she was

surrounded, who held her in subjection? At least, she was terribly

perturbed by the cloud that hung over them--the possible trouble that

was about to befall them. Poor Gervase was not very much to build hopes

or wishes upon, but he was all they had; and if it were possible that he

was meditating any such steps, what a terrible blow for his father and

mother!--a stroke which they would feel to the bottom of their hearts.

For himself, was it, indeed, so sad? Was it not, perhaps, the best thing

he could do? Her mind went over the possibilities as by a lightning

flash. Patty--if it was Patty--if there was anything in it--was probably

the best wife he could get. She was energetic and determined; she would

take care of him for her own sake. And who else would marry the Softy?

Margaret’s mind leapt on further to possible results, and to a sudden

perception that little Osy, had he ever had any chance of succession,

would be hopelessly set aside by this step, and the only possible reward

of her own slavery be swept from her horizon. This forced itself upon

her, through the crowd of other thoughts, with a chill to her heart. But

what chance had Osy ever had? And who could put any confidence in the

statement of Gervase to the child? Perhaps it was only “his fun.” The

little theft of the money was nothing remarkable; for Gervase, who never

had any money, was always on the look-out for unconsidered trifles,

which he borrowed eagerly. Perhaps this was all. Perhaps the half-witted

young man meant nothing but a joke--one of his kind of jokes--for why

should he have betrayed himself to little Osy? On the other hand, there

were those allusions to some one who was to meet him, which he had

laughed at so boisterously, and which she could not imagine referred to

Dr. Gregson. Margaret’s bewilderment grew greater the more she thought.

“Osy,” she said, as they turned up the avenue, “you must forget all

this, for it is nonsense.”

“About my big, big, silver penny?” said the child, the water now

standing in his eyes; for the more he thought of his loss, which he had

carried off in childish pride with a high hand at first, the more Osy

felt it. “It is not nonsense, Movver,” he said, “for it is true.”

“About what Cousin Gervase said? It was very wrong of him, but that is

not true, Osy. He must have said it for a joke. Don’t say anything.

Promise me, dear! Not a word.”

“Not to you, Movver?” said the little boy, two big tears dropping from

his eyes; “for I tan’t, tan’t bear to lose my silver penny, and I would

not mind if it was a wedding present. I want my silver penny back!”

“We’ll find you another one, dear, that will be just as good.”

“But it won’t be my own one, and I want my own one,” Osy said. He was

still sobbing with long-drawn childish reverberation of woe when they

got to the door; but there he took a great resolution. “I’ll fink it was

a wedding present,” he cried, “and then I sha’n’t mind. I’ll fink he is

going to be marrwed, and I’ll never say a word, because nobody knows but

me.”

This valorous resolve exercised a great control, and yet was very hard

to keep up during the long afternoon which followed. It rained in the

later part of the day, and Sir Giles could not go out, so that Osy,

restored to all the privileges which had been a little curtailed during

Gervase’s temporary reign, became once more a leading member of the

party. And how often that important secret came bursting to the little

fellow’s lips! But he kept his word, like a gentleman. Margaret heard

him singing it to himself as he capered about the room on Sir Giles’

stick, “Doing to be marrwed, doing to be marrwed,” which relieved his

mind without betraying his knowledge. It even attracted Sir Giles’

attention, who called to him to know what he was singing.

“It’s a silly rhyme he has just picked up,” said Margaret, interposing,

which was a thing the old people did not like.

“He can tell me himself,” said Sir Giles; “he’s quite clever enough.”

“No, it isn’t a silly rhyme,” said little Osy; “it’s me myself, that am

a gweat prince riding upon a noble steed, and I’m doing to be

marrwed--I’m doing to be marrwed!”

“And who’s the bride, Osy; who’s the bride?” said Sir Giles, in high

good humour.

“It is a beau’ful lady in London that singed in the streets, with a big

napkin on her head. But Movver said I was too little to marrwey her. I’m

a man now, and a soldier and a gweat, gweat knight; and I can marrwey

any one I please.”

“That’s the thing!” said old Sir Giles; “don’t you be tied to your

mother’s apron-strings, my boy. The ladies always want to rule over us

men, don’t they? and some of us must make a stand, you know.” The old

gentleman laughed at his joke till he cried, the old lady sitting grimly

by. But she, too, smiled upon the little rebel: “You’ll not find him

such an easy one to guide when he grows up, Meg,” she said, nodding her

head. “He’s got the Piercey temper, for all it’s so amusing now. It

ain’t amusing when they grow up,” said Lady Piercey, shaking her head.

But she, too, encouraged Osy to defy his mother. He was a pretty sight

careering round the dim library like a stray sunbeam, his little

laughing face flushed with play and praise. Had the child been clever

enough to invent that little fiction, innocent baby as he looked?--or

had he really forgotten, as children will, and believed himself the hero

of his little song? But this was one of the mysteries that seven years

can hide from everybody as well as seventy, and Margaret could not tell.

Now that Gervase was gone the boy seemed to fall into his place again,

the darling of everybody, the centre of all their thoughts. And who

could tell what might happen? Osy was not the next in succession, but he

was not far out of the line. Margaret tried to put all such thoughts out

of her mind, but it was difficult to do so, with the sight of Osy’s

triumph and sway over them--two old people who were so fond of him and

could do so much for him--before their eyes.

There came a moment, however, no further off than that evening, when

every furtive hope of this description died at a blow out of Margaret

Osborne’s heart. It was not that Osy was less admired and petted, or

that he had offended or transgressed in any way. It was simply the

arrival at Greyshott of Colonel Gerald Piercey that had this effect. It

was she who met him first as he came into the hall, springing down from

the dogcart that had brought him from the station, and at the first

glance her heart had died within her. Not that there was anything

alarming in his aspect. He had attained, with his forty years, to an air

of distinction which Margaret did not remember in him; and a look of

command, of easy superiority, of the habit of being obeyed. This habit

is curiously impressive to those who do not possess it. The very sound

of his step as he came in was enough. Not a man to lose anything on

which his hand had once closed, not one to risk or relinquish his

rights, whatever they might be. Osy, by the side of this man! Her hopes,

which had never ventured to put themselves into words, died on the

moment a natural death. She advanced to meet the stranger, as in duty

bound, being the only valid member of the family, and said, holding out

her hand with a smile which she felt to be apologetic: “You are welcome

to Greyshott, Cousin Gerald. My uncle and aunt are neither of them very

well, and Gervase is from home. You don’t remember me. I am Margaret

Osborne, your cousin, too.”

“I remember you,” he said, “very well; but pardon me if I did not

remember your face. I fear that is a bad compliment for a lady.”

“Not at all,” she said; “a good compliment: for I am more, I hope, than

my face.”

He did not understand the look she gave him, a wondering look with an

appeal in it. Would he be good to Osy? Margaret felt as if this man were

coming in like a conqueror--sweeping all the old, and feeble, and

foolish of the house away before him, that he might step in and reign.

He, on his side, had no such thought. He had come to pay a duty visit,

moved thereto by his father. He had not been at Greyshott for many

years; he remembered little, and thought less, of Gervase, who had been

a child on his previous visit. That he should ever be master of the

place, or sweep anybody away, was far from his thoughts. He followed

into the library the slim, serious figure of this middle-aged woman in a

black gown, horrified to think that this was Meg Piercey, the lively

girl of his recollection. This Meg Piercey! It was true that he

remembered her very well, a madcap of a girl, ready for any mischief;

but this was certainly not the face he remembered, the young, daring,

buoyant figure. It might have wounded Margaret, accustomed as she was to

be considered as nobody, if she had been aware of the consternation with

which he regarded her. A middle-aged woman! though not so old by a good

many years as himself, who was still conscious of being young.

The visit, however, began very successfully. As he had no _arrière

pensée_, he was quite at his ease with the old people whom he neither

meant to sweep away nor to succeed. He received, quite naturally, the

long and elaborate apologies of Lady Piercey in respect to her son.

“Gervase will be very sorry to miss you, Gerald,--he’s in town; there is

not much to amuse a young man in the country at this season of the year.

He’s not fond of garden parties and so forth, the only things that are

going on, and not many of them yet. He prefers town. Perhaps it isn’t to

be wondered at. We have all liked to see a little life in our day.”

What “life” could it have been that Lady Piercey in her day had liked to

see? the new-comer asked himself, with an involuntary smile. But he took

the explanation with the easiest good humour, thinking no evil.

“Lucky fellow!” he said; “he has the best of it. I was out in India all

my young time, and saw only a very different kind of life.”

“Come,” said Sir Giles, “you amuse yourselves pretty well out there.

Don’t give yourself airs, Gerald.”

“Oh, yes; we amuse ourselves more or less,” he said, with a pleasant

laugh. “Enough to make us envy a young swell like Gervase, who, I

suppose, has all the world at his feet and nothing to do.”

There was a strange pause in the room; a sort of furtive look between

the ladies; a sound--he could not tell what--from Sir Giles. Colonel

Piercey had a faint comprehension that he had, as he said to himself,

put his foot in it. What had he said that was not the right thing to

say? He caught Margaret’s eye, and there was a warning in it, a sort of

appeal; but he had not an idea what its meaning was.

“I am sure,” said Lady Piercey, with a voice out of which she vainly

endeavoured to keep the little break and whimper which was habitual to

her when she was moved, “my boy might have all the world at his feet--if

he was that kind, Gerald. But he’s not that kind; he’s of a different

sort. He takes things in a---- in a kind of philosophical way.”

“Humph!” said Sir Giles, pushing back his chair. “Meg, Gerald will not

mind if I have my backgammon. I’m an old fogey, you see, my boy, with

long days to get through, and not able to get out. I’m past amusement. I

only kill the time as well as I can now.”

“I’m very fond of a game of backgammon, too, Uncle Giles.”

“Are you, boy? why, that’s something like. Meg, I’ll give you a holiday.

Ladies are very nice, but they never know the rules of a game,” the

ungrateful old gentleman said.

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