CHAPTER VI

From this hour Ellen Jorth bent all of her lately awakened intelligence

and will to the only end that seemed to hold possible salvation for

her. In the crisis sure to come she did not want to be blind or weak.

Dreaming and indolence, habits born in her which were often a comfort

to one as lonely as she, would ill fit her for the hard test she

divined and dreaded. In the matter of her father’s fight she must

stand by him whatever the issue or the outcome; in what pertained to

her own principles, her womanhood, and her soul she stood absolutely

alone.

Therefore, Ellen put dreams aside, and indolence of mind and body

behind her. Many tasks she found, and when these were done for a day

she kept active in other ways, thus earning the poise and peace of

labor.

Jorth rode off every day, sometimes with one or two of the men, often

with a larger number. If he spoke of such trips to Ellen it was to

give an impression of visiting the ranches of his neighbors or the

various sheep camps. Often he did not return the day he left. When he

did get back he smelled of rum and appeared heavy from need of sleep.

His horses were always dust and sweat covered. During his absences

Ellen fell victim to anxious dread until he returned. Daily he grew

darker and more haggard of face, more obsessed by some impending fate.

Often he stayed up late, haranguing with the men in the dim-lit cabin,

where they drank and smoked, but seldom gambled any more. When the men

did not gamble something immediate and perturbing was on their minds.

Ellen had not yet lowered herself to the deceit and suspicion of

eavesdropping, but she realized that there was a climax approaching in

which she would deliberately do so.

In those closing May days Ellen learned the significance of many things

that previously she had taken as a matter of course. Her father did

not run a ranch. There was absolutely no ranching done, and little

work. Often Ellen had to chop wood herself. Jorth did not possess a

plow. Ellen was bound to confess that the evidence of this lack

dumfounded her. Even old John Sprague raised some hay, beets, turnips.

Jorth’s cattle and horses fared ill during the winter. Ellen

remembered how they used to clean up four-inch oak saplings and aspens.

Many of them died in the snow. The flocks of sheep, however, were

driven down into the Basin in the fall, and across the Reno Pass to

Phoenix and Maricopa.

Ellen could not discover a fence post on the ranch, nor a piece of salt

for the horses and cattle, nor a wagon, nor any sign of a

sheep-shearing outfit. She had never seen any sheep sheared. Ellen

could never keep track of the many and different horses running loose

and hobbled round the ranch. There were droves of horses in the woods,

and some of them wild as deer. According to her long-established

understanding, her father and her uncles were keen on horse trading and

buying.

Then the many trails leading away from the Jorth ranch—these grew to

have a fascination for Ellen; and the time came when she rode out on

them to see for herself where they led. The sheep ranch of Daggs,

supposed to be only a few miles across the ridges, down in Bear Canyon,

never materialized at all for Ellen. This circumstance so interested

her that she went up to see her friend Sprague and got him to direct

her to Bear Canyon, so that she would be sure not to miss it. And she

rode from the narrow, maple-thicketed head of it near the Rim down all

its length. She found no ranch, no cabin, not even a corral in Bear

Canyon. Sprague said there was only one canyon by that name. Daggs

had assured her of the exact location on his place, and so had her

father. Had they lied? Were they mistaken in the canyon? There were

many canyons, all heading up near the Rim, all running and widening

down for miles through the wooded mountain, and vastly different from

the deep, short, yellow-walled gorges that cut into the Rim from the

Basin side. Ellen investigated the canyons within six or eight miles of

her home, both to east and to west. All she discovered was a couple of

old log cabins, long deserted. Still, she did not follow out all the

trails to their ends. Several of them led far into the deepest,

roughest, wildest brakes of gorge and thicket that she had seen. No

cattle or sheep had ever been driven over these trails.

This riding around of Ellen’s at length got to her father’s ears. Ellen

expected that a bitter quarrel would ensue, for she certainly would

refuse to be confined to the camp; but her father only asked her to

limit her riding to the meadow valley, and straightway forgot all about

it. In fact, his abstraction one moment, his intense nervousness the

next, his harder drinking and fiercer harangues with the men, grew to

be distressing for Ellen. They presaged his further deterioration and

the ever-present evil of the growing feud.

One day Jorth rode home in the early morning, after an absence of two

nights. Ellen heard the clip-clop of, horses long before she saw them.

“Hey, Ellen! Come out heah,” called her father.

Ellen left her work and went outside. A stranger had ridden in with

her father, a young giant whose sharp-featured face appeared marked by

ferret-like eyes and a fine, light, fuzzy beard. He was long, loose

jointed, not heavy of build, and he had the largest hands and feet

Ellen had ever seen. Next Ellen espied a black horse they had

evidently brought with them. Her father was holding a rope halter. At

once the black horse struck Ellen as being a beauty and a thoroughbred.

“Ellen, heah’s a horse for you,” said Jorth, with something of pride.

“I made a trade. Reckon I wanted him myself, but he’s too gentle for

me an’ maybe a little small for my weight.”

Delight visited Ellen for the first time in many days. Seldom had she

owned a good horse, and never one like this.

“Oh, dad!” she exclaimed, in her gratitude.

“Shore he’s yours on one condition,” said her father.

“What’s that?” asked Ellen, as she laid caressing hands on the restless

horse.

“You’re not to ride him out of the canyon.”

“Agreed.... All daid black, isn’t he, except that white face? What’s

his name, dad?

“I forgot to ask,” replied Jorth, as he began unsaddling his own horse.

“Slater, what’s this heah black’s name?”

The lanky giant grinned. “I reckon it was Spades.”

“Spades?” ejaculated Ellen, blankly. “What a name!... Well, I guess

it’s as good as any. He’s shore black.”

“Ellen, keep him hobbled when you’re not ridin’ him,” was her father’s

parting advice as he walked off with the stranger.

Spades was wet and dusty and his satiny skin quivered. He had fine,

dark, intelligent eyes that watched Ellen’s every move. She knew how

her father and his friends dragged and jammed horses through the woods

and over the rough trails. It did not take her long to discover that

this horse had been a pet. Ellen cleaned his coat and brushed him and

fed him. Then she fitted her bridle to suit his head and saddled him.

His evident response to her kindness assured her that he was gentle, so

she mounted and rode him, to discover he had the easiest gait she had

ever experienced. He walked and trotted to suit her will, but when

left to choose his own gait he fell into a graceful little pace that

was very easy for her. He appeared quite ready to break into a run at

her slightest bidding, but Ellen satisfied herself on this first ride

with his slower gaits.

“Spades, y’u’ve shore cut out my burro Jinny,” said Ellen, regretfully.

“Well, I reckon women are fickle.”

Next day she rode up the canyon to show Spades to her friend John

Sprague. The old burro breeder was not at home. As his door was open,

however, and a fire smoldering, Ellen concluded he would soon return.

So she waited. Dismounting, she left Spades free to graze on the new

green grass that carpeted the ground. The cabin and little level

clearing accentuated the loneliness and wildness of the forest. Ellen

always liked it here and had once been in the habit of visiting the old

man often. But of late she had stayed away, for the reason that

Sprague’s talk and his news and his poorly hidden pity depressed her.

Presently she heard hoof beats on the hard, packed trail leading down

the canyon in the direction from which she had come. Scarcely likely

was it that Sprague should return from this direction. Ellen thought

her father had sent one of the herders for her. But when she caught a

glimpse of the approaching horseman, down in the aspens, she failed to

recognize him. After he had passed one of the openings she heard his

horse stop. Probably the man had seen her; at least she could not

otherwise account for his stopping. The glimpse she had of him had

given her the impression that he was bending over, peering ahead in the

trail, looking for tracks. Then she heard the rider come on again,

more slowly this time. At length the horse trotted out into the

opening, to be hauled up short. Ellen recognized the buckskin-clad

figure, the broad shoulders, the dark face of Jean Isbel.

Ellen felt prey to the strangest quaking sensation she had ever

suffered. It took violence of her new-born spirit to subdue that

feeling.

Isbel rode slowly across the clearing toward her. For Ellen his

approach seemed singularly swift—so swift that her surprise, dismay,

conjecture, and anger obstructed her will. The outwardly calm and cold

Ellen Jorth was a travesty that mocked her—that she felt he would

discern.

The moment Isbel drew close enough for Ellen to see his face she

experienced a strong, shuddering repetition of her first shock of

recognition. He was not the same. The light, the youth was gone.

This, however, did not cause her emotion. Was it not a sudden

transition of her nature to the dominance of hate? Ellen seemed to

feel the shadow of her unknown self standing with her.

Isbel halted his horse. Ellen had been standing near the trunk of a

fallen pine and she instinctively backed against it. How her legs

trembled! Isbel took off his cap and crushed it nervously in his bare,

brown hand.

“Good mornin’, Miss Ellen!” he said.

Ellen did not return his greeting, but queried, almost breathlessly,

“Did y’u come by our ranch?”

“No. I circled,” he replied.

“Jean Isbel! What do y’u want heah?” she demanded.

“Don’t you know?” he returned. His eyes were intensely black and

piercing. They seemed to search Ellen’s very soul. To meet their gaze

was an ordeal that only her rousing fury sustained.

Ellen felt on her lips a scornful allusion to his half-breed Indian

traits and the reputation that had preceded him. But she could not

utter it.

“No,” she replied.

“It’s hard to call a woman a liar,” he returned, bitterly. But you

must be—seein’ you’re a Jorth.

“Liar! Not to y’u, Jean Isbel,” she retorted. “I’d not lie to y’u to

save my life.”

He studied her with keen, sober, moody intent. The dark fire of his

eyes thrilled her.

“If that’s true, I’m glad,” he said.

“Shore it’s true. I’ve no idea why y’u came heah.”

Ellen did have a dawning idea that she could not force into oblivion.

But if she ever admitted it to her consciousness, she must fail in the

contempt and scorn and fearlessness she chose to throw in this man’s

face.

“Does old Sprague live here?” asked Isbel.

“Yes. I expect him back soon.... Did y’u come to see him?”

“No.... Did Sprague tell you anythin’ about the row he saw me in?”

“He—did not,” replied Ellen, lying with stiff lips. She who had sworn

she could not lie! She felt the hot blood leaving her heart, mounting

in a wave. All her conscious will seemed impelled to deceive. What

had she to hide from Jean Isbel? And a still, small voice replied that

she had to hide the Ellen Jorth who had waited for him that day, who

had spied upon him, who had treasured a gift she could not destroy, who

had hugged to her miserable heart the fact that he had fought for her

name.

“I’m glad of that,” Isbel was saying, thoughtfully.

“Did you come heah to see me?” interrupted Ellen. She felt that she

could not endure this reiterated suggestion of fineness, of

consideration in him. She would betray herself—betray what she did

not even realize herself. She must force other footing—and that

should be the one of strife between the Jorths and Isbels.

“No—honest, I didn’t, Miss Ellen,” he rejoined, humbly. “I’ll tell

you, presently, why I came. But it wasn’t to see you.... I don’t deny

I wanted ... but that’s no matter. You didn’t meet me that day on the

Rim.”

“Meet y’u!” she echoed, coldly. “Shore y’u never expected me?”

“Somehow I did,” he replied, with those penetrating eyes on her. “I put

somethin’ in your tent that day. Did you find it?”

“Yes,” she replied, with the same casual coldness.

“What did you do with it?”

“I kicked it out, of course,” she replied.

She saw him flinch.

“And you never opened it?”

“Certainly not,” she retorted, as if forced. “Doon’t y’u know anythin’

about—about people?... Shore even if y’u are an Isbel y’u never were

born in Texas.”

“Thank God I wasn’t!” he replied. “I was born in a beautiful country

of green meadows and deep forests and white rivers, not in a barren

desert where men live dry and hard as the cactus. Where I come from

men don’t live on hate. They can forgive.”

“Forgive!... Could y’u forgive a Jorth?”

“Yes, I could.”

“Shore that’s easy to say—with the wrongs all on your side,” she

declared, bitterly.

“Ellen Jorth, the first wrong was on your side,” retorted Jean, his

voice fall. “Your father stole my father’s sweetheart—by lies, by

slander, by dishonor, by makin’ terrible love to her in his absence.”

“It’s a lie,” cried Ellen, passionately.

“It is not,” he declared, solemnly.

“Jean Isbel, I say y’u lie!”

“No! I say you’ve been lied to,” he thundered.

The tremendous force of his spirit seemed to fling truth at Ellen. It

weakened her.

“But—mother loved dad—best.”

“Yes, afterward. No wonder, poor woman!... But it was the action of

your father and your mother that ruined all these lives. You’ve got to

know the truth, Ellen Jorth.... All the years of hate have borne their

fruit. God Almighty can never save us now. Blood must be spilled.

The Jorths and the Isbels can’t live on the same earth.... And you’ve

got to know the truth because the worst of this hell falls on you and

me.”

The hate that he spoke of alone upheld her.

“Never, Jean Isbel!” she cried. “I’ll never know truth from y’u....

I’ll never share anythin’ with y’u—not even hell.”

Isbel dismounted and stood before her, still holding his bridle reins.

The bay horse champed his bit and tossed his head.

“Why do you hate me so?” he asked. “I just happen to be my father’s

son. I never harmed you or any of your people. I met you ... fell in

love with you in a flash—though I never knew it till after.... Why do

you hate me so terribly?”

Ellen felt a heavy, stifling pressure within her breast. “Y’u’re an

Isbel.... Doon’t speak of love to me.”

“I didn’t intend to. But your—your hate seems unnatural. And we’ll

probably never meet again.... I can’t help it. I love you. Love at

first sight! Jean Isbel and Ellen Jorth! Strange, isn’t it?... It

was all so strange. My meetin’ you so lonely and unhappy, my seein’

you so sweet and beautiful, my thinkin’ you so good in spite of—”

“Shore it was strange,” interrupted Ellen, with scornful laugh. She had

found her defense. In hurting him she could hide her own hurt.

“Thinking me so good in spite of— Ha-ha! And I said I’d been kissed

before!”

“Yes, in spite of everything,” he said.

Ellen could not look at him as he loomed over her. She felt a wild

tumult in her heart. All that crowded to her lips for utterance was

false.

“Yes—kissed before I met you—and since,” she said, mockingly. “And I

laugh at what y’u call love, Jean Isbel.”

“Laugh if you want—but believe it was sweet, honorable—the best in

me,” he replied, in deep earnestness.

“Bah!” cried Ellen, with all the force of her pain and shame and hate.

“By Heaven, you must be different from what I thought!” exclaimed

Isbel, huskily.

“Shore if I wasn’t, I’d make myself.... Now, Mister Jean Isbel, get on

your horse an’ go!”

Something of composure came to Ellen with these words of dismissal, and

she glanced up at him with half-veiled eyes. His changed aspect

prepared her for some blow.

“That’s a pretty black horse.”

“Yes,” replied Ellen, blankly.

“Do you like him?”

“I—I love him.”

“All right, I’ll give him to you then. He’ll have less work and kinder

treatment than if I used him. I’ve got some pretty hard rides ahead of

me.”

“Y’u—y’u give—” whispered Ellen, slowly stiffening. “Yes. He’s

mine,” replied Isbel. With that he turned to whistle. Spades threw up

his head, snorted, and started forward at a trot. He came faster the

closer he got, and if ever Ellen saw the joy of a horse at sight of a

beloved master she saw it then. Isbel laid a hand on the animal’s neck

and caressed him, then, turning back to Ellen, he went on speaking: “I

picked him from a lot of fine horses of my father’s. We got along

well. My sister Ann rode him a good deal.... He was stolen from our

pasture day before yesterday. I took his trail and tracked him up

here. Never lost his trail till I got to your ranch, where I had to

circle till I picked it up again.”

“Stolen—pasture—tracked him up heah?” echoed Ellen, without any

evidence of emotion whatever. Indeed, she seemed to have been turned

to stone.

“Trackin’ him was easy. I wish for your sake it ’d been impossible,”

he said, bluntly.

“For my sake?” she echoed, in precisely the same tone,

Manifestly that tone irritated Isbel beyond control. He misunderstood

it. With a hand far from gentle he pushed her bent head back so he

could look into her face.

“Yes, for your sake!” he declared, harshly. “Haven’t you sense enough

to see that?... What kind of a game do you think you can play with me?”

“Game I ... Game of what?” she asked.

“Why, a—a game of ignorance—innocence—any old game to fool a man

who’s tryin’ to be decent.”

This time Ellen mutely looked her dull, blank questioning. And it

inflamed Isbel.

“You know your father’s a horse thief!” he thundered.

Outwardly Ellen remained the same. She had been prepared for an

unknown and a terrible blow. It had fallen. And her face, her body,

her hands, locked with the supreme fortitude of pride and sustained by

hate, gave no betrayal of the crashing, thundering ruin within her mind

and soul. Motionless she leaned there, meeting the piercing fire of

Isbel’s eyes, seeing in them a righteous and terrible scorn. In one

flash the naked truth seemed blazed at her. The faith she had fostered

died a sudden death. A thousand perplexing problems were solved in a

second of whirling, revealing thought.

“Ellen Jorth, you know your father’s in with this Hash Knife Gang of

rustlers,” thundered Isbel.

“Shore,” she replied, with the cool, easy, careless defiance of a Texan.

“You know he’s got this Daggs to lead his faction against the Isbels?”

“Shore.”

“You know this talk of sheepmen buckin’ the cattlemen is all a blind?”

“Shore,” reiterated Ellen.

Isbel gazed darkly down upon her. With his anger spent for the moment,

he appeared ready to end the interview. But he seemed fascinated by

the strange look of her, by the incomprehensible something she

emanated. Havoc gleamed in his pale, set face. He shook his dark head

and his broad hand went to his breast.

“To think I fell in love with such as you!” he exclaimed, and his other

hand swept out in a tragic gesture of helpless pathos and impotence.

The hell Isbel had hinted at now possessed Ellen—body, mind, and soul.

Disgraced, scorned by an Isbel! Yet loved by him! In that divination

there flamed up a wild, fierce passion to hurt, to rend, to flay, to

fling back upon him a stinging agony. Her thought flew upon her like

whips. Pride of the Jorths! Pride of the old Texan blue blood! It

lay dead at her feet, killed by the scornful words of the last of that

family to whom she owed her degradation. Daughter of a horse thief and

rustler! Dark and evil and grim set the forces within her, accepting

her fate, damning her enemies, true to the blood of the Jorths. The

sins of the father must be visited upon the daughter.

“Shore y’u might have had me—that day on the Rim—if y’u hadn’t told

your name,” she said, mockingly, and she gazed into his eyes with all

the mystery of a woman’s nature.

Isbel’s powerful frame shook as with an ague. “Girl, what do you mean?”

“Shore, I’d have been plumb fond of havin’ y’u make up to me,” she

drawled. It possessed her now with irresistible power, this fact of

the love he could not help. Some fiendish woman’s satisfaction dwelt

in her consciousness of her power to kill the noble, the faithful, the

good in him.

“Ellen Jorth, you lie!” he burst out, hoarsely.

“Jean, shore I’d been a toy and a rag for these rustlers long enough. I

was tired of them.... I wanted a new lover.... And if y’u hadn’t give

yourself away—”

Isbel moved so swiftly that she did not realize his intention until his

hard hand smote her mouth. Instantly she tasted the hot, salty blood

from a cut lip.

“Shut up, you hussy!” he ordered, roughly. “Have you no shame?... My

sister Ann spoke well of you. She made excuses—she pitied you.”

That for Ellen seemed the culminating blow under which she almost sank.

But one moment longer could she maintain this unnatural and terrible

poise.

“Jean Isbel—go along with y’u,” she said, impatiently. “I’m waiting

heah for Simm Bruce!”

At last it was as if she struck his heart. Because of doubt of himself

and a stubborn faith in her, his passion and jealousy were not proof

against this last stab. Instinctive subtlety inherent in Ellen had

prompted the speech that tortured Isbel. How the shock to him

rebounded on her! She gasped as he lunged for her, too swift for her

to move a hand. One arm crushed round her like a steel band; the

other, hard across her breast and neck, forced her head back. Then she

tried to wrestle away. But she was utterly powerless. His dark face

bent down closer and closer. Suddenly Ellen ceased trying to struggle.

She was like a stricken creature paralyzed by the piercing, hypnotic

eyes of a snake. Yet in spite of her terror, if he meant death by her,

she welcomed it.

“Ellen Jorth, I’m thinkin’ yet—you lie!” he said, low and tense

between his teeth.

“No! No!” she screamed, wildly. Her nerve broke there. She could no

longer meet those terrible black eyes. Her passionate denial was not

only the last of her shameful deceit; it was the woman of her,

repudiating herself and him, and all this sickening, miserable

situation.

Isbel took her literally. She had convinced him. And the instant held

blank horror for Ellen.

“By God—then I’ll have somethin’—of you anyway!” muttered Isbel,

thickly.

Ellen saw the blood bulge in his powerful neck. She saw his dark, hard

face, strange now, fearful to behold, come lower and lower, till it

blurred and obstructed her gaze. She felt the swell and ripple and

stretch—then the bind of his muscles, like huge coils of elastic rope.

Then with savage rude force his mouth closed on hers. All Ellen’s

senses reeled, as if she were swooning. She was suffocating. The

spasm passed, and a bursting spurt of blood revived her to acute and

terrible consciousness. For the endless period of one moment he held

her so that her breast seemed crushed. His kisses burned and braised

her lips. And then, shifting violently to her neck, they pressed so

hard that she choked under them. It was as if a huge bat had fastened

upon her throat.

Suddenly the remorseless binding embraces—the hot and savage

kisses—fell away from her. Isbel had let go. She saw him throw up

his hands, and stagger back a little, all the while with his piercing

gaze on her. His face had been dark purple: now it was white.

“No—Ellen Jorth,” he panted, “I don’t—want any of you—that way.” And

suddenly he sank on the log and covered his face with his hands. “What

I loved in you—was what I thought—you were.”

Like a wildcat Ellen sprang upon him, beating him with her fists,

tearing at his hair, scratching his face, in a blind fury. Isbel made

no move to stop her, and her violence spent itself with her strength.

She swayed back from him, shaking so that she could scarcely stand.

“Y’u—damned—Isbel!” she gasped, with hoarse passion. “Y’u insulted

me!”

“Insulted you?...” laughed Isbel, in bitter scorn. “It couldn’t be

done.”

“Oh!... I’ll KILL y’u!” she hissed.

Isbel stood up and wiped the red scratches on his face. “Go ahead.

There’s my gun,” he said, pointing to his saddle sheath. “Somebody’s

got to begin this Jorth-Isbel feud. It’ll be a dirty business. I’m

sick of it already.... Kill me!... First blood for Ellen Jorth!”

Suddenly the dark grim tide that had seemed to engulf Ellen’s very soul

cooled and receded, leaving her without its false strength. She began

to sag. She stared at Isbel’s gun. “Kill him,” whispered the

retreating voices of her hate. But she was as powerless as if she were

still held in Jean Isbel’s giant embrace.

“I—I want to—kill y’u,” she whispered, “but I cain’t.... Leave me.”

“You’re no Jorth—the same as I’m no Isbel. We oughtn’t be mixed in

this deal,” he said, somberly. “I’m sorrier for you than I am for

myself.... You’re a girl.... You once had a good mother—a decent home.

And this life you’ve led here—mean as it’s been—is nothin’ to what

you’ll face now. Damn the men that brought you to this! I’m goin’ to

kill some of them.”

With that he mounted and turned away. Ellen called out for him to take

his horse. He did not stop nor look back. She called again, but her

voice was fainter, and Isbel was now leaving at a trot. Slowly she

sagged against the tree, lower and lower. He headed into the trail

leading up the canyon. How strange a relief Ellen felt! She watched

him ride into the aspens and start up the slope, at last to disappear

in the pines. It seemed at the moment that he took with him something

which had been hers. A pain in her head dulled the thoughts that

wavered to and fro. After he had gone she could not see so well. Her

eyes were tired. What had happened to her? There was blood on her

hands. Isbel’s blood! She shuddered. Was it an omen? Lower she sank

against the tree and closed her eyes.

Old John Sprague did not return. Hours dragged by—dark hours for

Ellen Jorth lying prostrate beside the tree, hiding the blue sky and

golden sunlight from her eyes. At length the lethargy of despair, the

black dull misery wore away; and she gradually returned to a condition

of coherent thought.

What had she learned? Sight of the black horse grazing near seemed to

prompt the trenchant replies. Spades belonged to Jean Isbel. He had

been stolen by her father or by one of her father’s accomplices.

Isbel’s vaunted cunning as a tracker had been no idle boast. Her

father was a horse thief, a rustler, a sheepman only as a blind, a

consort of Daggs, leader of the Hash Knife Gang. Ellen well remembered

the ill repute of that gang, way back in Texas, years ago. Her father

had gotten in with this famous band of rustlers to serve his own

ends—the extermination of the Isbels. It was all very plain now to

Ellen.

“Daughter of a horse thief an’ rustler!” she muttered.

And her thoughts sped back to the days of her girlhood. Only the very

early stage of that time had been happy. In the light of Isbel’s

revelation the many changes of residence, the sudden moves to unsettled

parts of Texas, the periods of poverty and sudden prosperity, all

leading to the final journey to this God-forsaken Arizona—these were

now seen in their true significance. As far back as she could remember

her father had been a crooked man. And her mother had known it. He

had dragged her to her ruin. That degradation had killed her. Ellen

realized that with poignant sorrow, with a sudden revolt against her

father. Had Gaston Isbel truly and dishonestly started her father on

his downhill road? Ellen wondered. She hated the Isbels with

unutterable and growing hate, yet she had it in her to think, to

ponder, to weigh judgments in their behalf. She owed it to something

in herself to be fair. But what did it matter who was to blame for the

Jorth-Isbel feud? Somehow Ellen was forced to confess that deep in her

soul it mattered terribly. To be true to herself—the self that she

alone knew—she must have right on her side. If the Jorths were

guilty, and she clung to them and their creed, then she would be one of

them.

“But I’m not,” she mused, aloud. “My name’s Jorth, an’ I reckon I have

bad blood.... But it never came out in me till to-day. I’ve been

honest. I’ve been good—yes, GOOD, as my mother taught me to be—in

spite of all.... Shore my pride made me a fool.... An’ now have I any

choice to make? I’m a Jorth. I must stick to my father.”

All this summing up, however, did not wholly account for the pang in

her breast.

What had she done that day? And the answer beat in her ears like a

great throbbing hammer-stroke. In an agony of shame, in the throes of

hate, she had perjured herself. She had sworn away her honor. She had

basely made herself vile. She had struck ruthlessly at the great heart

of a man who loved her. Ah! That thrust had rebounded to leave this

dreadful pang in her breast. Loved her? Yes, the strange truth, the

insupportable truth! She had to contend now, not with her father and

her disgrace, not with the baffling presence of Jean Isbel, but with

the mysteries of her own soul. Wonder of all wonders was it that such

love had been born for her. Shame worse than all other shame was it

that she should kill it by a poisoned lie. By what monstrous motive

had she done that? To sting Isbel as he had stung her! But that had

been base. Never could she have stooped so low except in a moment of

tremendous tumult. If she had done sore injury to Isbel what bad she

done to herself? How strange, how tenacious had been his faith in her

honor! Could she ever forget? She must forget it. But she could

never forget the way he had scorned those vile men in Greaves’s

store—the way he had beaten Bruce for defiling her name—the way he

had stubbornly denied her own insinuations. She was a woman now. She

had learned something of the complexity of a woman’s heart. She could

not change nature. And all her passionate being thrilled to the

manhood of her defender. But even while she thrilled she acknowledged

her hate. It was the contention between the two that caused the pang in

her breast. “An’ now what’s left for me?” murmured Ellen. She did not

analyze the significance of what had prompted that query. The most

incalculable of the day’s disclosures was the wrong she had done

herself. “Shore I’m done for, one way or another.... I must stick to

Dad.... or kill myself?”

Ellen rode Spades back to the ranch. She rode like the wind. When she

swung out of the trail into the open meadow in plain sight of the ranch

her appearance created a commotion among the loungers before the cabin.

She rode Spades at a full run.

“Who’s after you?” yelled her father, as she pulled the black to a

halt. Jorth held a rifle. Daggs, Colter, the other Jorths were there,

likewise armed, and all watchful, strung with expectancy.

“Shore nobody’s after me,” replied Ellen. “Cain’t I run a horse round

heah without being chased?”

Jorth appeared both incensed and relieved.

“Hah!... What you mean, girl, runnin’ like a streak right down on us?

You’re actin’ queer these days, an’ you look queer. I’m not likin’ it.”

“Reckon these are queer times—for the Jorths,” replied Ellen,

sarcastically.

“Daggs found strange horse tracks crossin’ the meadow,” said her

father. “An’ that worried us. Some one’s been snoopin’ round the

ranch. An’ when we seen you runnin’ so wild we shore thought you was

bein’ chased.”

“No. I was only trying out Spades to see how fast he could run,”

returned Ellen. “Reckon when we do get chased it’ll take some running

to catch me.”

“Haw! Haw!” roared Daggs. “It shore will, Ellen.”

“Girl, it’s not only your runnin’ an’ your looks that’s queer,”

declared Jorth, in dark perplexity. “You talk queer.”

“Shore, dad, y’u’re not used to hearing spades called spades,” said

Ellen, as she dismounted.

“Humph!” ejaculated her father, as if convinced of the uselessness of

trying to understand a woman. “Say, did you see any strange horse

tracks?”

“I reckon I did. And I know who made them.”

Jorth stiffened. All the men behind him showed a sudden intensity of

suspense.

“Who?” demanded Jorth.

“Shore it was Jean Isbel,” replied Ellen, coolly. “He came up heah

tracking his black horse.”

“Jean—Isbel—trackin’—his—black horse,” repeated her father.

“Yes. He’s not overrated as a tracker, that’s shore.”

Blank silence ensued. Ellen cast a slow glance over her father and the

others, then she began to loosen the cinches of her saddle. Presently

Jorth burst the silence with a curse, and Daggs followed with one of

his sardonic laughs.

“Wal, boss, what did I tell you?” he drawled.

Jorth strode to Ellen, and, whirling her around with a strong hand, he

held her facing him.

“Did y’u see Isbel?”

“Yes,” replied Ellen, just as sharply as her father had asked.

“Did y’u talk to him?”

“Yes.”

“What did he want up heah?”

“I told y’u. He was tracking the black horse y’u stole.”

Jorth’s hand and arm dropped limply. His sallow face turned a livid

hue. Amaze merged into discomfiture and that gave place to rage. He

raised a hand as if to strike Ellen. And suddenly Daggs’s long arm

shot out to clutch Jorth’s wrist. Wrestling to free himself, Jorth

cursed under his breath. “Let go, Daggs,” he shouted, stridently. “Am

I drunk that you grab me?”

“Wal, y’u ain’t drunk, I reckon,” replied the rustler, with sarcasm.

“But y’u’re shore some things I’ll reserve for your private ear.”

Jorth gained a semblance of composure. But it was evident that he

labored under a shock.

“Ellen, did Jean Isbel see this black horse?”

“Yes. He asked me how I got Spades an’ I told him.”

“Did he say Spades belonged to him?”

“Shore I reckon he, proved it. Y’u can always tell a horse that loves

its master.”

“Did y’u offer to give Spades back?”

“Yes. But Isbel wouldn’t take him.”

“Hah!... An’ why not?”

“He said he’d rather I kept him. He was about to engage in a dirty,

blood-spilling deal, an’ he reckoned he’d not be able to care for a

fine horse.... I didn’t want Spades. I tried to make Isbel take him.

But he rode off.... And that’s all there is to that.”

“Maybe it’s not,” replied Jorth, chewing his mustache and eying Ellen

with dark, intent gaze. “Y’u’ve met this Isbel twice.”

“It wasn’t any fault of mine,” retorted Ellen.

“I heah he’s sweet on y’u. How aboot that?”

Ellen smarted under the blaze of blood that swept to neck and cheek and

temple. But it was only memory which fired this shame. What her

father and his crowd might think were matters of supreme indifference.

Yet she met his suspicious gaze with truthful blazing eyes.

“I heah talk from Bruce an’ Lorenzo,” went on her father. “An’ Daggs

heah—”

“Daggs nothin’!” interrupted that worthy. “Don’t fetch me in. I said

nothin’ an’ I think nothin’.”

“Yes, Jean Isbel was sweet on me, dad ... but he will never be again,”

returned Ellen, in low tones. With that she pulled her saddle off

Spades and, throwing it over her shoulder, she walked off to her cabin.

Hardly had she gotten indoors when her father entered.

“Ellen, I didn’t know that horse belonged to Isbel,” he began, in the

swift, hoarse, persuasive voice so familiar to Ellen. “I swear I

didn’t. I bought him—traded with Slater for him.... Honest to God, I

never had any idea he was stolen!... Why, when y’u said ‘that horse

y’u stole,’ I felt as if y’u’d knifed me....”

Ellen sat at the table and listened while her father paced to and fro

and, by his restless action and passionate speech, worked himself into

a frenzy. He talked incessantly, as if her silence was condemnatory

and as if eloquence alone could convince her of his honesty. It seemed

that Ellen saw and heard with keener faculties than ever before. He had

a terrible thirst for her respect. Not so much for her love, she

divined, but that she would not see how he had fallen!

She pitied him with all her heart. She was all he had, as he was all

the world to her. And so, as she gave ear to his long, illogical

rigmarole of argument and defense, she slowly found that her pity and

her love were making vital decisions for her. As of old, in poignant

moments, her father lapsed at last into a denunciation of the Isbels

and what they had brought him to. His sufferings were real, at least,

in Ellen’s presence. She was the only link that bound him to long-past

happier times. She was her mother over again—the woman who had

betrayed another man for him and gone with him to her ruin and death.

“Dad, don’t go on so,” said Ellen, breaking in upon her father’s rant.

“I will be true to y’u—as my mother was.... I am a Jorth. Your place

is my place—your fight is my fight.... Never speak of the past to me

again. If God spares us through this feud we will go away and begin

all over again, far off where no one ever heard of a Jorth.... If we’re

not spared we’ll at least have had our whack at these damned Isbels.”

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