Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.
[Illustration: _"No Talent."—Frontispiece._
Amity told her story, and the men clustered round to look at the dog.]
NO TALENT.
A GOLDEN TEXT STORY.
AND
PHIL'S PANSIES.
A GOLDEN TEXT STORY.
BY
LUCY ELLEN GUERNSEY
AUTHOR OF
"IRISH AMY," "OPPOSITE NEIGHBORS," "TWIN ROSES," ETC.
PHILADELPHIA:
AMERICAN SUNDAY-SCHOOL UNION,
NO. 1122 CHESTNUT STREET.
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CONTENTS.
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NO TALENT. A GOLDEN TEXT STORY.
CHAP. I.—IN THE SUMMER-HOUSE
CHAP. II.—PUG
CHAP. III.—PATCHWORK
CHAP. IV.—KNITTING
CHAP. V.—THE KNITTING FINISHED
PHIL'S PANSIES. A GOLDEN TEXT STORY.
CHAP. I.—THE SEEDS
CHAP. II.—SEEDS BY THE WAYSIDE
CHAP. III.—THE WEEDS
CHAP. IV.—FLOWERS
CHAP. V.—THE FRUIT
NO TALENT.
A GOLDEN TEXT STORY.
BY
LUCY ELLEN GUERNSEY
AUTHOR OF
"IRISH AMY," "OPPOSITE NEIGHBORS," "TWIN ROSES," ETC.
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"Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren,
ye have done it unto me."—Matt. 25:40.
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In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington.
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NO TALENT.
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CHAPTER FIRST.
IN THE SUMMER-HOUSE.
AMITY BOGARDUS sat in the little summer-house, which stood on the top
of the great pile of rocks in her grandfather's grounds. To speak with
precision they were her grounds, for this little plain Amity, who
was sitting in such a mournful posture coiled up on the rustic sofa,
was the owner of this great place with its grand old stone house,
its beautiful gardens and great trees, and lawns shaven as smooth as
velvet, with gray, mossy rocks sticking up through the turf here and
there. The greenhouses, and hot-houses, and grape-houses, the carriages
and horses, and high-bred Alderney cows, and all the rest belonged to
her. Yes, the prettiest and grandest place in all Brookvale belonged to
this little plain girl, and thousands upon thousands of dollars beside.
"An heiress!" says somebody. "Oh, then we know all about her. She is a
vain, proud girl, who looks down on every one, and thinks nothing of
people who are not rich. And then she is going to lose all her property
somehow, and get good all of a sudden. That is always the way with
heiresses."
I confess that is very apt to be the way with heiresses in books; but
it was not at all the way with Amity Bogardus. A more humble-minded
child, one who thought less of herself and more of her neighbors, it
would be hard to find. Indeed, the mean opinion she had of herself,
her looks, her manners, her talents, often made her very unhappy, as
was the case just now. She was apt to steal away by herself, and sit
and think how very sad it was to be a poor, homely little girl, with
a round Dutch face all of a color, grayish hazel eyes, and straight
hair, which was only light—not golden, nor flaxen, nor auburn, nor even
red—which would have been something.
"It is just the color of the light part of Aunt Julia's Pug," said
Amity, pulling a lock of the offending hair round into the light, with
a spiteful little twitch, as if the poor hair could help its color.
"And, to make the matter better, I must have dark eyebrows coming
together over my nose and green eyes."
And then Amity pushed the offending hair off her forehead and laid her
head down on the window seat, and cried a little, as she reflected how
delightful it would be to be as handsome and accomplished as her aunt
Julia, till from dreaming awake she came to dreaming in earnest. She
was waked from her nap by the sound of voices near by.
"Shall we take the trouble to climb up to the summer-house?" said Aunt
Julia. "It is so hazy I am afraid the view would hardly pay us for the
labor."
"Suppose we sit down here in the shade," said another voice, which
Amity knew at once to be that of Mrs. Paget, a lady whom Amity had
often admired at a distance, but with whom she had been too shy to make
acquaintance.
"And what about Amity?" said Mrs. Paget. "Is she like her father?"
"Oh, not a bit—just her mother over again," said Miss Julia, decidedly.
"If she is her mother over again, she must be a very good child," said
Mrs. Paget. "A more blameless person than Anna Van Schoonhoven I never
knew."
"Oh, the child is good enough—that is, I have never seen anything to
the contrary," answered Miss Julia, carelessly. "But the trouble is she
is so totally uninteresting. She has no talent."
"Of any kind?" asked Mrs. Paget. And Amity knew by the tone of her
voice just how her eyebrows went up as she spoke.
"Why no," answered Miss Julia. "She has no ear for music; in fact she
can hardly tell one tune from another. She has no talent for drawing,
and I don't believe she will ever pronounce French decently. And then
she is so hopelessly common looking. Her figure might be improved by
proper corsets, I think, but she complains that they hurt her, and so
papa won't let her wear them. Such absurd ideas men have! But it don't
make much difference. No dressing will ever make anything of her but a
dowdy Dutch doll. It is really a great disappointment."
"I dare say," said Mrs. Paget.
"I want papa to send her to Mrs. Green's," continued Miss Julia: "I am
sure she will make something of the child, if any one can; but he has
taken up the most singular prejudice against Mrs. Green, and won't let
her go. He says Mrs. Green has no reality in herself, and takes all
they have out of her pupils. I wish you would use your influence with
him."
"I am afraid I do not like Mrs. Green any better than Mr. Bogardus
does," said Mrs. Paget. "But where is Amity? I have not seen her at
all."
"Oh, she is moping about the place somewhere, I suppose," said Aunt
Julia. "She is given to that kind of thing. See, there is a carriage.
Shall we go in?"
"I don't think I will. I don't care about meeting strangers," said Mrs.
Paget, glancing at her deep mourning. "I will climb up on the rocks and
look at the view—I should like to see the summer-house again."
Mrs. Paget was a light, active little body, and she did not seem to
find the steep path up the side of the ledge at all fatiguing. She
had another object in the climb besides the view. She had seen the
flutter of a little black dress, and she was quite sure she had heard
a suppressed sob; and the idea crossed her mind that Amity might have
overheard the talk below, and been hurt by it.
She was quite right. Amity had overheard her aunt's remarks, and been
cruelly hurt by them. To be sure she had said the same thing to herself
a hundred times, but nobody had ever spoken it out in plain English
before. It seemed somehow to make matters a great deal worse.
"'A dowdy Dutch doll!'"
Yes, that was all she was, or ever would be, and there was no use in
trying. She wished she were a Roman Catholic, so that she might go
into the great convent down by the river, and hide herself from the
relations that were ashamed of her. Or else she wished she could die;
then they would have the money and the fine place, and she would be
with her mother, who loved her dearly, and had never been mortified
because her little girl was not a beauty nor a genius. These were
foolish thoughts, and rather naughty besides, but Amity was a poor,
lonely, unhappy little girl, with nobody to whom she could tell her
troubles; so it is no great wonder that she gave way to impatience.
"Poor little thing! I imagined as much," thought Mrs. Paget; but she
did not say a word.
She was one to whom God had given a great many talents, and among them
was that of sympathy. She knew how to comfort others with the comfort
wherewith she herself was comforted of God, as the apostle indicates (2
Cor. 1:4). She saw that Amity was greatly hurt and excited, and not in
any state to hear reason; so she just sat down, and lifting the little
girl's head from the hard bench laid it in her lap, on her cool, soft
cambric handkerchief, and stroked the hair as gently as if it had been
the most beautiful wavy auburn hair in the world—stroked it as no one
had ever done since the child's mother died.
Somehow her very touch calmed and comforted Amity. Presently she raised
her tear-stained face.
"I am afraid it was very naughty to listen," said she, in a quivering
voice; "I didn't mean to, but I was caught here, and did not know what
to do at first."
"I understand," said Mrs. Paget; "I don't think you were at all to
blame, so don't fret about it, my dear. Was that what you were crying
about?"
"Yes, ma'am."
"But, my dear, you must not let idle words hurt you so much. There are
plenty of them always flying about, and if we let them sting us every
time they come near, we might as well live in a wasps' nest."
"If they had not been true, I would not have minded," said Amity. "But
it is all so. I am just what Aunt Julia called me, and I shall never be
anything else. Even 'a Dutch doll' is good to play with, and I am not
that."
"Are you sure?" asked Mrs. Paget.
"Every one says so," answered Amity.
"How many is 'every one'? I am sure your grandfather never said so."
"No: grandpapa is so polite he would never hurt any one's feelings; but
I am sure he is disappointed because I don't look like his family. I
suppose when I am of age I shall have ever so much money, and perhaps I
can do some good with that," continued Amity, who somehow felt as if it
would be a comfort to tell all her thoughts to her new friend. "But I
don't think it is always easy to do good with money either."
"Very true and besides, you would have a good while to wait. Eleven
years is a long time to live in the world without doing any good in it;
don't you think so?"
"Yes, ma'am," answered Amity, slowly. "I don't know what I can do
though. It is just as Aunt Julia says: I have no talent. I don't like
music, at least I don't care about any but hymn tunes, and such like. I
can't draw one bit—not even a straight line."
"Few people can the first time they try," said Mrs. Paget.
"And I am very slow about learning," continued Amity, "especially
French. I can't catch the sounds somehow, and I hate the sound of it.
It is just like a wagon rattling over a rough road."
Mrs. Paget smiled.
"You make out a hard case, Amity. But now will you let me ask you two
or three serious questions?"
"Yes, ma'am."
"Why do you suppose God made you and set you in this world?"
"I don't know," answered Amity, rather doubtfully.
"Doesn't it seem as if he must have meant you to do something?"
"I suppose so," answered Amity. "The trouble is to find out what he
wants me to do."
"If you really wish to work for him, I don't think you will fail in
finding work," said Mrs. Paget. "I never knew any of his children to
suffer in that way. The difficulty often is that they are not willing
to do the work which he provides, but they want to do something
else—something which shall make a great figure in the eyes of the
world, or perhaps of the church; something which will be pleasant and
easy, or for which they fancy they have a particular genius, which
nobody appreciates. A young lady thinks it would be a fine thing to
be a 'Sister of Charity,' though she cannot possibly sit up at night
with a sick neighbor, or help to lay out a dead child. She wants to go
on a foreign mission, but she can't take a class in Sunday-school or
sewing-school."
"That reminds me of something," said Amity, eagerly. "I heard you
say the other day that you wanted some patchwork basted for the
sewing-school, and I thought perhaps you would let me do it. Mother
taught me to sew when I was very little, and I like patchwork. I have
made a whole bed-quilt for a lady in the hospital since I came here."
"Then it seems you have one talent, and a very useful one. As to the
patchwork, I assure you I shall be glad to turn the whole basket over
to you, if only I can depend on your having the work ready—if you won't
get tired of it after a week or two."
"I don't think I shall," said Amity modestly. "I almost always do stick
to what I begin, because I hate to leave things half done."
"Then there is another talent."
"But, after all, I am a homely little thing," said Amity, recurring to
her first grievance. "If only my eyebrows were not so ugly, I don't
think I should mind the rest."
"The ancient Greeks would have considered your eyebrows a great
beauty," said Mrs. Paget. "I am not going to flatter you, Amity,
by telling you that you are pretty, or to say that beauty is of no
account. I don't think so. Beauty is like other gifts of God, to be
used for his service and glory. He has not seen fit to give it to
you, and you must try to be content without it. Your duty toward your
neighbors requires you to be neat and tidy, and to dress so as not to
offend the taste of those about you. After that, the less you think of
your looks the better.
"As to the rest, do whatever comes in your way; help when you can
and comfort when you can, and do all in the name of the Lord Jesus,
remembering his words, 'It is more blessed to give than to receive,'
and 'Whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones a cup
of cold water only in the name of a disciple, verily I say unto you, he
shall in no wise lose his reward.' Do you love him, my dear?"
Amity looked down on the floor, and a color came to her face which made
her look lovely for the moment.
"Yes, ma'am," she whispered. "I love him because he died on the cross
for my salvation."
"And have you asked him to show you what he would have you do?"
"I don't think I have," said Amity. "I never thought of it in that way."
"Then let that be your first work. Now we have talked enough; only
remember this, my child: every person has at least one talent given
him, for which he must answer to him who gave it. Remember, too, that
the man who had one talent was the man who hid it away, and was judged
and punished accordingly. Now let us go up to the house."
CHAPTER SECOND.
PUG.
MRS. PAGET did not go back to the house after all. At the turn of the
road she met her carriage, with a note from her daughter telling her of
the arrival of friends from a distance; so she got into the carriage
and went home, leaving with Amity a note for Miss Julia.
Amity, left alone, turned out of the broad gravel road into a little
path which went winding among the shrubs and trees. She knew she would
not be wanted at the house, and she felt as if she would like to think
over what she had heard.
She thought to such good purpose that her eyes grew bright, her head
was raised, and the corners of her mouth lifted themselves up as if
somebody had put little pulleys in them. Before she had finished her
walk, she had come to the wise conclusion that she had been making
herself very unhappy for nothing, and that after all she had a great
deal to be thankful for. Every one was good to her—even Aunt Julia,
who, after all, had not meant to hurt her feelings, since she could not
know that any one was in the summer-house. She had books and flowers,
and grandpapa let her have as many pets as ever she liked, and had
promised her a pony.
"And if I am not handsome, why, then I am not, and that is all about
it," said Amity, very wisely. "Miss Lilly Paget is not handsome either,
and every one likes her quite as well as they do Aunt Julia, for aught
I know. And if I can't play or paint, or do any of the grand things, I
must be content with the little ones, that's all."
And then Amity fell into a still graver way of thinking. She was a
thoughtful little girl; she had been her mother's only companion and
comfort for years. Mrs. Bogardus had not been a happy woman. I cannot
tell you all about it here, but there had been a sad family quarrel,
which lasted for years. It grew out of the fact that Mr. Henry Bogardus
married the daughter of his father's half-brother, against the will of
the parents and other friends on both sides. There was a great deal of
money involved, and many lawsuits grew up, and, as I said, the quarrel
lasted for years, long after poor foolish young Henry Bogardus was
lying in his far-away grave in South America, whither he had gone in
hopes of doing something for his wife and child.
But the feud was made up in the last year of Mrs. Bogardus's life, and
Grandfather von Schoonhoven, seeing that he could not possibly take his
great property into the grave with him, gave it all to little Amity.
She was left to the guardianship of old Judge Bogardus, and all the
family had come to spend the summer at Pine Ridge.
Amity, having been for some years her mother's only companion, was
old—rather too old—for her years.
"The child needs young society," Mrs. Paget said to Miss Julia.
And Miss Julia replied, "That is another reason for sending her to Mrs.
Green's."
At which, Mrs. Paget tossed up her beautiful chin in way she had, and
said nothing more.
Amity turned aside once more to a little rustic seat around the trunk
of a great chestnut, and sat some little time leaning her head on
her hands. Then she arose and went down a somewhat steep path with
something like a dancing step till she came to a little bridge which
was thrown over a deep hollow or chasm in the ground, at the bottom
of which was a small pond. There was a way to get down to the water,
but it was steep and rather dangerous. Amity was about to cross the
bridge when she heard a pitiful whine, and looking down she saw an old
friend—or I might better say an old enemy—in great trouble.
"Why, Pug!" she exclaimed. "How in the world did you get down there?"
Pug raised his little black nose and gave a pitiful howl, as if he
would say, "The question is how I am to get up again."
He had fallen into the pond and seemed to be hurt, for he could hardly
keep his head above water; and though he was close to the edge of the
pond, he could not scramble out.
Now Amity had no reason to like Pug, who Was a sadly-spoiled dog. He
would never be friends with her; he often barked and snapped at her;
and he expected her to get up and open the door for him twenty times in
an hour, if he chose to go in and out as often.
But she could not see the poor little fellow in danger of drowning
without feeling sorry for him. At first she thought she would call one
of the men; but it was a long way to the house or barn, and she felt
sure that Pug would be drowned before she could get back. She looked at
the path.
"It is pretty steep; but after all, I have been up and down a great
deal worse places than that, in Vermont," said she. "I can't go and
leave him there. Yes, poor fellow, yes, Mite is coming!"
"Mite" had been Mrs. Bogardus's pet name for her little girl, and Amity
loved it dearly; but nobody called her by it now. She went slowly and
safely down the path, and holding fast by a stout bush, stooped down,
and, by the aid of Pug's collar, she succeeded in landing him safely on
the bank.
The poor dog yelped piteously, and Amity rather expected he would snap
at her; but instead of that, he licked her hand. He was very much
hurt—so that he could not stand; one of his paws was cut, and Amity
thought his leg was broken.
"You poor little thing! How did you get into such a scrape?" said Amity.
Pug whined and licked her hand again, but he could not tell his
story. The fact was he had seen a water-rat, and being a rash and
inconsiderate, as well as a brave, dog, he had jumped after the rat
without even thinking how or where he was to land. The result was that
he did not land at all, but fell first on a sharp ridge of rock, and
then tumbled into the water.
"Now I should like to know how in the world I am to get you up," said
Amity. "I don't see how it is to be done, unless I carry you in my
apron—if only you won't bite me!"
But Pug had no notion of biting. He was a sensible dog, with all his
faults, and he perceived that Amity was trying her best to help him,
so he submitted patiently when Amity gathered him up in her apron. And
though the journey up the bank hurt him cruelly, he only whined to
himself, and never offered to bite.
"You are a darling dog, so you are!" said Amity, patting the poor,
piteous little black nose which Pug held up to her. "I suppose I had
better take you straight to Aunt Julia. She must be very uneasy about
you."
Aunt Julia was standing out on the lawn with some visitors, and she
looked—like a queen, Amity thought, with her lace shawl, and her shady
hat with a long white feather curling round the crown. In her interest
for the dog, Amity quite forgot to be shy of the strange ladies. She
had draggled her frock in the wet bushes, and the blood from Pug's
wound had soaked through her white apron, so that she made rather an
untidy figure.
"You unlucky child!" said Aunt Julia. "What have you done now?"
"Have you hurt yourself?" asked one of the ladies, in a kindly voice.
"No, ma'am," answered Amity: "it is Pug who is hurt. He has fallen down
the bank by the pond, Aunt Julia, and I am afraid his leg is broken.
Just see!"
But Aunt Julia drew back with a little scream of dismay.
"Don't bring him near me, child! I never can bear the sight of blood. I
dare say he will go mad and bite somebody. Take him away, and tell some
one to drown him."
"Drown Pug!" said Amity: she could hardly believe her ears.
"Oh, I wouldn't do that!" said the lady who had spoken to Amity. "I
dare say he can be cured."
"I don't believe it," said Miss Julia: "he will be limping about, a
horrid object for ever so long. Little wretch! After my giving forty
dollars for him, to go and spoil himself so."
"It was very inconsiderate in him," said Mrs. Barnard dryly.
"Well there, do take him away, and relieve our eyes and ears," said
Miss Julia. "You should never have brought him here."
"I shouldn't have done so, only I thought you loved him, Aunt Julia,"
said Amity; and she walked away without another word.
Mrs. Barnard followed her a few steps.
"Take him down to the stable, my dear, and ask my man Lewis what to do
with him," said she. "Lewis knows all about animals, and he is a famous
dog-doctor. He will tell you whether the poor little fellow can be
cured, or whether it will be more merciful to put him out of pain. You
are a dear little girl, I think. Will you come some day and make me a
visit?"
"Yes, ma'am," said Amity. She would hardly have answered "Yes" so
readily if she had not been thinking more about Pug than herself.
She hurried away to the stable, her heart boiling over with anger and
pity.
"To think that she would not even look at the poor thing!" said she. "I
don't believe she can love anything."
Amity was nearly right. Miss Julia had lived for amusement so long
that she really cared for very little else. She had bought Pug because
he was of a very pure and rare breed, and because it was the fashion
to have such a dog; and also because another lady wanted him. He had
amused her for a while with his tricks for he was an accomplished dog,
but she had grown tired of him lately.
"Pugs were growing common, like everything else," she said.
She thought she must have a Japanese spaniel.
Lewis, Mrs. Barnard's coachman, was sitting on a block by the stable
door talking to William, her grandfather's man. He started at the sight
of Amity and the pug-dog.
"What in the world brings you down here, Miss Amity? Has anything
happened?"
Amity told her story, and the men clustered round to look at the dog.
"Stand away, can't you, and don't crowd the young lady," said Lewis,
who was a very genteel colored man indeed. "'Pears like you ain't no
manners at all. Haven't you got a basket or something to put him in,
William?"
William produced a basket, and folded an old blanket in the bottom. Pug
was laid in his bed, and Lewis proceeded to examine his hurts.
"His leg is broke, but it can be set," he said presently. "He is a good
deal bruised, too, but he'll get over that. Oh yes, miss, he'll do well
enough, and be as good as a new dog yet! I'll whittle out some splints
for his leg directly; but you had better go away, for I shall have to
hurt him some, and little ladies are mostly so soft-hearted they don't
like to see things hurt."
Amity patted and stroked Pug while Lewis was contriving and cutting out
his splints, and explained to him that his leg was going to be set, in
order that it might get well; and that he must be a good dog and not
bite Lewis, but try to bear the pain patiently. She was so busy with
her pet that she did not see any one coming, until she was startled by
hearing her grandfather say, in a tone of displeasure,—
"Amity, is this you? What are you doing here at the barn? This is not a
proper place for you at all!"
A few days before, Amity would have crept away without a word, to hide
in some corner; but she was not thinking of herself now.
"It was Pug brought me, grandpapa," said she. "He has fallen down and
hurt himself dreadfully; but Mrs. Barnard said Lewis might tell whether
he could be cured, so I brought him down to see."
"Oh, very well! If it is a work of mercy, I have nothing to say,"
answered Judge Bogardus, smiling. "What does Lewis think of his
patient?"
"I think he can be cured, sir, though like as not he'll go a little
lame."
"Very well; do your best for him. Come, my dear; you had better walk up
to the house with me."
"So you went down to the pond," said the Judge, as they walked along.
"Were you not afraid?"
"Oh no, grandpapa! I used to climb about everywhere when I lived in the
Green Mountains."
"So much the better for you. And do you like it here as well as you did
in the mountains?"
"I should if mother was here," said Amity, in a voice which shook a
little.
The Judge pressed Amity's little fat hand warmly, but he did not speak
just then. Presently he said in a cheerful tone:
"If you like mountains so well, we will go over to the Mountain House
some time and spend a week. Would that please you?"
"Oh yes, grandpapa!"
"Very well; we will consider it an engagement then. Now it is time for
you to dress for dinner. Put on a white frock. I like to see little
girls in white."
Amity ran up stairs to her room determined to make herself look as
nicely as possible. She brushed her hair till it shone like satin, and
took pains with the tie of her neck and sash ribbons as she had never
done before. Since grandpapa really cared how she looked, she would try
to please him.
"Well, how did you leave your patient?" said Mrs. Barnard to Amity,
near whom she sat at lunch. "Does Lewis think he can be cured?"
"Oh yes, ma'am! He thinks he will be lame a good while though."
"You owe Amity a great debt for saving the life of your favorite,
Julia," said the Judge. "She showed a good deal of courage and presence
of mind in the way she saved Pug."
"I think she would have done quite as well to let him alone," said Miss
Julia. "I told her to let the men drown him, but it seems she has taken
her own way about the matter. There, I am not blaming you, child," she
added, good-naturedly, seeing that Amity blushed.
Miss Julia was almost always good-natured, unless she was
uncomfortable. She was "pleasant when she was pleased," as the saying
goes, and that was something, for a good many people are not even that.
"May I have Pug, if you don't want him when he gets well?" asked Amity,
when she had a chance of speaking to her aunt after dinner.
"To be sure, if you want him, child," answered Miss Julia, in some
surprise; "but I thought you and Pug were not very good friends."
"We never have been, but he was just as grateful as he could be when I
took him out of the water; and besides," said Amity, sighing a little,
"you know he will want some one to like him."
Miss Julia stooped down and kissed her little niece—a thing she had
hardly ever done before of her own accord. "You are a good little
soul," said she. "Yes, you may have him and welcome. I dare say you
will make an excellent mistress for him."
"Oh, thank you, Aunt Julia! And there is one other thing: Mrs. Paget
wants me to baste the patchwork for the sewing-school girls. May I?"
"Mrs. Paget has sewing-school on the brain, I think," said Miss Julia.
"Yes, to be sure, if you like to do it. Why do you ask?"
"I always asked mamma before I did any such thing," said Amity.
"And a very good plan it is, when one has a mamma to ask. Yes, baste
as much patchwork as you please. Tell Anna to give you my old pink and
white cambric; that will make you some very pretty pieces. I like to
help people amuse themselves in their own way, even when that way is
not mine. But remember, if I find you bent into a heap over your work,
I shall take it away from you."
"I will remember, Aunt Julia. Good night."
"What a pleasant day this has been!" said Amity to herself. "I am so
glad I saw Mrs. Paget. I think she is right: I won't think about my
looks, only to try to be nice and dress as grandpapa likes to see me;
and I will try to be useful and pleasant. After all, Aunt Julia is very
kind to me, and all people can't be alike; only I do think it is queer
that she shouldn't care anything about Pug."
CHAPTER THIRD.
PATCHWORK.
THE next morning Lewis came with a note and a large Fayal basket, both
directed to Amity. Perhaps you have never seen one of these baskets.
They are brought from Fayal, in the Azores Islands. They are made of
wide thin strips of cedar plaited together, and are very pretty and
convenient. The note was as follows:—
"DEAR AMITY: I send you the basket of patchwork, which you will find
in a sad state of confusion. There are hardly two blocks of a size in
the whole concern. So much for people not doing what they undertake. I
shall be very glad if you can put enough to rights for us to begin upon
next Saturday: a dozen good-sized blocks will do. I am going to give
you a 'Golden Text' to go with this work and any other you may have to
do. There are only a few words in it, but they mean a great deal:
"'YE HAVE DONE IT UNTO ME!'
"I dare say you know where it is to be found.
"I hope Pug is better. Lewis says he has as much sense about being sick
as a man—which is not saying a great deal.
"Faithfully yours,
"HELEN PAGET."
Amity knew very well where to find the words of her Golden Text, and
she repeated them to herself:
"'And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you,
Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren,
ye have done it unto me.'" (Matt. 25:40).
"Then I can do this for him," thought Amity—"even such little common
work as this. He will know it and be pleased with it."
And Amity waited a minute before opening the basket, while she asked
that she might have help to do the work faithfully. There is no kind of
good work in which we cannot ask his help.
"But I can't think what any one could be thinking about to cut
patchwork like that," said Amity as she spread out the pieces on the
floor. "Just see here, Anna, what work! There are no two pieces alike."
"That comes from cutting one piece by another," said Anna, who was an
excellent seamstress and a very good girl beside. "You must have a
stiff paper pattern and measure by that. Keep to your pattern all the
time: that is a good rule for more things than patchwork. But what is
it all for, Miss Amity?"
Amity told her the story.
"Dear heart, how very nice!" said Anna, who was an English girl. "Where
I came from, we all learned to sew in school. I think it would be good
for you to have a class, Miss Amity; it would be a very nice diversion
for you."
"I am hardly old enough for that," said Amity, smiling. "I'm afraid the
girls wouldn't respect me, and I should be dreadfully afraid of them.
And besides, Anna, I don't think I should quite like to do such work
for a diversion."
"Many ladies do it," said Anna.
"Perhaps that is the reason they get tired and leave off so soon."
"I shouldn't wonder if you were right, miss. Well, I'll get you the red
wrapper Miss Bogardus said you were to have; it will be very pretty to
put your stripes together with."
Amity found her work more difficult than she expected; but she was
very persevering, and she had Anna to appeal to in any difficulty. By
Saturday she had a large number of pieces basted and ready for use.
"Ah! That is something like," said Mrs. Paget as she looked over the
box which Amity brought her. "If you can do as much for us every week,
it will be a very great help. Did you find a roll of aprons in the
basket? I have mislaid one somewhere."
"Yes, ma'am," answered Amity: "I will go and bring it down."
"How very neatly the child has done them! Do you see, Julia?" said Mrs.
Paget.
"I dare say she has. She seems a persevering little body. I think it
will be a very good thing if she takes a fancy to that kind of work, as
she has really no talent for anything else."
"A talent for being useful is about as good a talent as any one can
have in this world," said Mrs. Paget, "and perhaps in the other also.
There seems, at least, some ground for thinking so."
Miss Julia only smiled. She was used to such remarks from her friend,
and did not mind them in the least.
"Papa," said Miss Julia at dinner, a fortnight afterward, "Mrs. Roby
called here this morning. She has taken a cottage at Long Branch,
and wishes us to come down and spend a month with them. Have you any
objection?"
"None in the least to your going, if you like it," answered Judge
Bogardus. "As for me, I have another engagement, and with a young lady
too: so that my going is out of the question, even if I wished it—which
I don't."
"What engagement can you possibly have with a young lady?" asked Miss
Julia, in surprise.
"I have engaged to take Miss Amity Bogardus to the mountains. We spoke
first of the Catskills; but, if it is all the same to her, I think we
will go to the White Mountains instead—eh, miss?"
Amity grew scarlet to the root of her light hair.
"Oh, grandpapa! Did you really mean it?"
"When you know grandpapa better, my dear, you will know that he never
says anything he does not mean. So you think you will like the White
Mountains, and perhaps a bit of Lake George, quite as well as the
Catskills?"
"Yes, indeed! I always did want to see them near, so much."
"I wish you would learn not to color so at every little thing, Amity,"
said Miss Julia, a little pettishly: "it is very well for a dark girl,
but it does not suit your style. Papa, do you really mean to take the
child about with you in that way? Who will take care of her clothes and
keep her decent?"
"We must try to do that between us, eh, Amity? Do you think you can do
your part?"
"Oh yes, grandpapa!"
"Well, I dare say you can. You are such an old-fashioned little body,"
said Aunt Julia, getting back her good humor, which indeed was seldom
lost long at a time. "I must look over your clothes and see what you
need. I suppose a flannel suit and two or three calicos, with a nice
frock or two, will be best for the mountains."
"You must settle all that," said the Judge: "only we won't have any
finery."
"There is no great room for finery in such mourning as Amity's; and,
besides, nobody puts it on children now. When will you set out?"
"Some time next week, I think. Will that give time for all you have to
do?"
Amity thought her grandfather spoke to her.
"Oh yes, sir!" she answered. "I have nothing to do except to finish my
French Reader and baste up enough patchwork to last to the end of the
school."
"Eh, what's that? Have you set up school?"
"Mrs. Paget has drawn Amity into working for the sewing-school," said
Miss Julia. "Fancy her wanting me to take a class!"
"Well, why shouldn't you?"
"I haven't any talent for that kind of thing," said Miss Julia,
shrugging her shoulders; "and I can't endure smells of boiled cabbage
and onions, like Mrs. Paget."
"It seems rather a good thing that there are people who can," said
Judge Bogardus. "Well then, we will consider the matter settled. Please
see that she has everything needful, Julia."
"I will attend to it," answered Miss Julia. "I think we will go down to
the city for two or three days; and then we can finish all our shopping
at once. Will you like that, Amity?"
"Oh yes, Aunt Julia, ever so much!"
"You have one talent, I will say for you, and a very good one,"
remarked Aunt Julia—"that of being easily pleased."
"I ought to be pleased when everybody is so good to me," said Amity.
"A great many people ought to be what they are not, my dear. Don't you
want to run out in the garden and find some pretty buds for my hair? I
am going to a little party at Mrs. Barnard's."
"She is a dear little thing, after all," said Miss Julia to her father,
when they were alone. "I never saw a child who made so little trouble;
and she has brightened up quite wonderfully lately. If only she were
not so dreadfully homely."
"Handsome is that handsome does," said the Judge, as he left the table.
Aunt Julia and Amity paid their visit to New York.
"Now we will have some lunch, and after that we will go up to the Park
for a drive," said Miss Julia.
They had been shopping all the morning and all the day before; Miss
Julia had bought a good many beautiful things for herself, and some
nice ones for Amity—among others a very pretty and convenient Russian
leather writing-case and travelling inkstand.
"That is my present," said she. "I shall expect you to write me a
letter telling me all about your journey and adventures."
"I think I have too many nice presents," said Amity.
"Oh, the other things are not presents—they come out of your own purse."
"It does not seem as if I had any purse," said Amity. "I cannot get
used to the thought that I shall have plenty of money of my own. Mamma
had to be so careful and saving."
"Well, well, we won't think about that any more," said Miss Julia,
hastily. "'Let by-gones be by-gones' is an excellent rule. What will
you have for your lunch?"
"Please choose for me, Aunt Julia. I never know what I do want when
there are so many things."
"You will soon get over that, my dear. I suppose something substantial,
with an ice cream, will suit you."
Aunt Julia gave her orders, and then leaned back in her corner of the
nice little sofa, reading a French book she had just bought, while
Amity amused herself with looking about her at the gayly-dressed groups
of ladies and children who filled the large restaurant dining-rooms.
Presently a lady came in with a little boy who walked rather feebly
with two crutches. She set him up in a comfortable chair, and, saying
something which Amity did not hear, went out and left him. The child,
who was about eight years old, sat very contentedly for a while, and
then began playing with some marbles which he took out of his pocket.
By and by two of them fell on the floor. The boy looked at them
wistfully, but made no effort to pick them up.
"Aunt Julia, may I pick up that lame boy's marbles for him?" whispered
Amity. "He cannot get them himself."
Miss Julia nodded, and Amity picked up the marbles, and laid them on
the table.
"Thank you," said the boy. "I won't let them fall again."
"I will make a fence, so they can't roll off so easily," said Amity;
and taking a napkin she rolled it up and laid it on the edge. "There,
that will make a nice fence—now they won't roll off."
"I like you," said the child, looking up in Amity's face. "You are not
pretty, but you are lovely. Why do you wear black? Is your mother dead?"
"Yes," said Amity, her lip quivering a little.
"Mine is dead, too. Who takes care of you now?"
"Grandpapa and Aunt Julia."
"Mrs. Franklin takes care of me. She is good, but she is not like
mother. Is that your aunt?"
"Yes, that is Aunt Julia. What is your name?"
"My name is John—John Hamilton."
"And mine is Amity Bogardus."
"Say it again—slow, please. Amity Bogardus," he repeated once or
twice. "There now, I sha'n't forget. I don't know much, you see, but
when people are good to me, I like to remember them. Thank you, 'Amity
Bogardus.'"
"What did that child say his name was?" asked Miss Julia, when they had
finished their lunch and were in the carriage again.
"'John Hamilton,' aunt; and wasn't it funny? He said he didn't know
much, but he liked to remember people that were good to him."
"He looked as if there were something peculiar about him," said Aunt
Julia. "I wonder whether he can be Mrs. John Hamilton's son. I heard
she left a boy who was quite deficient in mind and body."
"He said his mother was dead, and that Mrs. Franklin took care of him.
Did you notice how dull his eyes were, aunt, as if there were a veil
over them?"
"I did not like to look very closely at him," answered Miss Julia. "It
is not kind to seem to stare at a person who is unfortunate in any way.
See what a pretty pony that little girl is driving! I must have you
learn to drive when you come home again."
"Oh, I know how," said Amity. "Old Deacon Bradshaw taught me; and he
used to lend me his old white horse and the buckboard to take mamma out
riding."
Miss Julia began to talk of something else. She did not like to think
of the time when her sister-in-law was teaching a little school in
Vermont, to support her worse than useless husband and her only child.
A month later Amity was standing in the long drawing-room at Congress
Hall, in Saratoga. She had had, as she said, "a lovely time" in the
mountains with her grandfather. They had come to Saratoga by the
way of Lake George, and they were now expecting Miss Julia, who was
coming from Long Branch to meet her father, and spend some time at the
springs. Amity was very much tanned, which did not improve her beauty;
but still she looked much better than when we saw her first. The sad,
downcast look was gone from her face; she held up her head; and the
little pulleys in the corners of her mouth had drawn it into quite a
different shape.
So when people said of her, "What a very homely child!" they usually
added, "but she has a pleasant face, after all."
Amity had been in the great hotel only two or three days, but she had
made several acquaintances among the little girls, and to two or three
of these she was now talking.
"Did you hear Johnny Hamilton cry last night?" said one of the girls,
Emma Fairchild by name. "Poor little fellow, how he did scream!"
"Johnny Hamilton!" repeated Amity. She was trying to remember where she
had heard the name.
"Hear him? I should think I did," said another girl, very much "dressed
up" with a sash and scarlet stockings. "I never heard such a noise. Ma
says it is a shame to have such a wretched object about the house, and
she means to speak to Mr. H. about it."
"Who is he?"
"Oh, he is a miserable little idiot! He doesn't know anything at all."
"My mother says it is wrong to call 'an idiot,'" said Emma Fairchild.
"He can talk plain, and sensibly too, only he is so very slow, and
can't seem to think of what he wants to say. He likes to be read to,
and you never saw any one so fond of music. Mrs. Franklin told mother
that was one reason she staid here—because Johnny liked to hear the
band and see the people. He has very bad attacks of pain sometimes, and
then he cries as he did last night; but generally he is very good and
pleasant."
"He hasn't sense enough to be anything else," said Maud, with the usual
toss of her head.
"It takes very little sense to be disagreeable," remarked Emma,
demurely. "See, there he comes! Let's go and speak to him. He always
likes that."
Amity looked at the pale lame little boy, whom a kind-looking lady was
carefully placing in an arm chair by the window. Yes, it was the same
little boy she had seen in New York.
"Just see him!" said Maud, in a loud whisper. "Now doesn't he look like
an idiot?"
"No, I don't think he does; and anyway, Maud, we ought not to stare
at him. Aunt Julia says it is very rude to stare at a person who has
anything odd or unfortunate about him. I have seen this little boy
before. I wonder if he will know me!"
"Of course he won't. Come, let us go out on the veranda."
"I am going to speak to Johnny first," said Emma. "Come, Amity."
"She just wants to show how good she is, and that Amity is just such
another," said Maud to her companions, as they went out of the room.
"She knows she is homely, and she means to try the good dodge."
To do Maud justice, this spiteful speech was not original with her. She
had heard it from her mother, who did not much believe in goodness,
except for the sake of display. Mrs. Wickford was an unhappy woman. She
loved the world dearly, and the world did not like her at all.
Johnny smiled as the girls spoke to him, and answered Emma's kind "How
do you do to-day, Johnny?" slowly but distinctly.
Then, as he looked at Amity, his dull eyes brightened.
"I know you," he said quite eagerly; "I know your name: I say it in my
prayers every night. Amity Bogardus," he repeated slowly. "I remember
your eyebrows like a bridge."
"Why, where did you see Amity?" asked Emma.
"She picked up my marbles for me," answered Johnny. "It was in a place
where you go to have lunch."
"In a restaurant in New York," said Amity. "I did not think you would
know me again, Johnny. You have a good memory."
Johnny looked pleased.
"I can remember some things," said he. "You picked up my marbles and
made a fence for them, and you spoke pleasantly to me. What is 'an
idiot,' Emma?"
"An idiot is a person who does not know anything—not even his own name,
or the days of the week," answered Emma. "Why do you ask, Johnny?"
"A lady said I was 'an idiot,'" replied Johnny, with a quivering lip:
"I heard her just now; and she said I ought not to be here, because
people did not like to see me, and it made it unpleasant. It was that
girl's mother who wears the red stockings."
"Just like her!" said Emma, who was a kindhearted little thing, but
rather too hasty and outspoken. "My mother says she is a horrid, vulgar
woman. Never mind, Johnny; you are not an idiot at all, and I am sure
you know lots of things."
"And you like to stay here, don't you?" said Amity.
"Yes; I like to see the pretty ladies, and to hear the music, and watch
the water come out of the ground over there," and he pointed toward the
park. "It acts as if it was glad to come out into the light. Do you
think it is?"
"Perhaps so," said Amity. "And what else do you like?"
"I like to hear stories, and verses, and hymns," said Johnny, "and
to go to church, only I can't understand what the minister says very
well. I used to like to knit, but I forgot how when I was so sick. Mrs.
Franklin says she will get some one to teach me again when we get home."
"I don't think you are one bit like 'an idiot,'" said Emma. "Amity, I
must go now: I have to take my bath at eleven."
"I will sit with Johnny a little while, till his nurse comes back,"
said Amity, who was considering whether it would be possible for her to
teach Johnny to knit again. "It would be 'doing something for the Lord
Jesus,' as Mrs. Paget says," she thought.
"Talk to me," said Johnny; "I like to hear you."
"What shall I talk about?" asked Amity.
"Oh, tell me something that happened at your home."
"Well, I will tell that happened: I will tell you how Pug fell into the
water."
And so she did, making a long story about the matter.
Johnny listened with great interest for a while, but presently grew
sleepy and began to nod.
Amity was just considering what she had better do when Mrs. Franklin
came in. Johnny roused up a little.
"Did I go to sleep? That wasn't—wasn't—"
"Polite, you mean," said Mrs. Franklin, as Johnny stammered and tried
to think of the word he wanted. "Never mind, my dear: the young lady
will excuse you when she knows how little sleep you had last night. You
shall lie down on this sofa and have a good nap, and I will sit by you.
Poor little man! I am very glad to see him sleep," she added, as Johnny
laid his head down and dropped off again. "I am very much obliged to
you, Miss—"
"My name is Amity Bogardus," said Amity, as Mrs. Franklin paused. "I
saw Johnny only once, in New York, but he knew me again directly."
"Yes, he has a good memory for those people who are kind to him. He has
often spoken of you."
"Has he always been as he is now?" Amity ventured to ask.
"He has always been a little peculiar, but he has been much worse since
his mother died. He was very sick with the same fever that killed her,
and since then, his mind has failed a great deal."
"He told me he used to know how to knit," said Amity.
"Yes, and I mean to try to have him taught again, but I am not a
knitter myself, I am sorry to say."
"Perhaps I could teach him," said Amity. "I know how to knit pretty
well, and I have taught two or three children. I would not mind trying,
if you liked."
"You are very kind," said Mrs. Franklin, looking much pleased, "but I
am afraid you would find it a great deal of trouble."
"I don't mind trouble, if only I could do it," said Amity; "but there
would be no harm in trying—would there, do you think?"
"None at all, if your parents are willing; but you must ask them first."
"My father and mother are dead, but I will ask my grandfather," said
Amity, "and if he is willing, I will begin after breakfast to-morrow.
Grandpapa reads his papers then, and does not want me."
CHAPTER FOURTH.
KNITTING.
"I HAVE no objections," said Judge Bogardus, when Amity spoke to him
about her plans; "only you know, my little girl, if you begin, you must
keep on. It won't do to disappoint the poor little fellow because you
get tired sometimes and want to do something else."