I could put a name to my uneasiness. I felt that we were being watched.

* * * * *

It was a strange ship's company we made after that. I speak only of the

Crows and myself. We carried a scant crew of stokers, and there was also

a chief engineer. But we saw so little of him that he did not count. The

Crows and I gloomed on the quarterdeck from dawn to dark, silent,

irritable, working upon each other's nerves till the creak of a block

would make a man jump like cold steel laid to his flesh. We quarreled

over absolute nothings, glowered at each other for half a word, and each

one of us, at different times, was at some pains to declare that never

in the course of his career had he been associated with such a

disagreeable trio of brutes. Yet we were always together, and sought

each other's company with painful insistence.

Only once were we all agreed, and that was when the cook, a Chinaman,

spoiled a certain batch of biscuits. Unanimously we fell foul of the

creature with so much vociferation as fishwives till he fled the cabin

in actual fear of mishandling, leaving us suddenly seized with noisy

hilarity--for the first time in a week. Hardenberg proposed a round of

drinks from our single remaining case of beer. We stood up and formed an

Elk's chain and then drained our glasses to each other's health with

profound seriousness.

That same evening, I remember, we all sat on the quarterdeck till late

and--oddly enough--related each one his life's history up to date; and

then went down to the cabin for a game of euchre before turning in.

We had left Strokher on the bridge--it was his watch--and had forgotten

all about him in the interest of the game, when--I suppose it was about

one in the morning--I heard him whistle long and shrill. I laid down my

cards and said:

"Hark!"

In the silence that followed we heard at first only the muffled lope of

our engines, the cadenced snorting of the exhaust, and the ticking of

Hardenberg's big watch in his waistcoat that he had hung by the arm-hole

to the back of his chair. Then from the bridge, above our deck,

prolonged, intoned--a wailing cry in the night--came Strokher's voice:

"Sail oh-h-h."

And the cards fell from our hands, and, like men turned to stone, we sat

looking at each other across the soiled red cloth for what seemed an

immeasurably long minute.

Then stumbling and swearing, in a hysteria of hurry, we gained the deck.

There was a moon, very low and reddish, but no wind. The sea beyond the

taffrail was as smooth as lava, and so still that the swells from the

cutwater of the _Glarus_ did not break as they rolled away from the

bows.

I remember that I stood staring and blinking at the empty ocean--where

the moonlight lay like a painted stripe reaching to the horizon--stupid

and frowning, till Hardenberg, who had gone on ahead, cried:

"Not here--on the bridge!"

We joined Strokher, and as I came up the others were asking:

"Where? Where?"

And there, before he had pointed, I saw--we all of us saw--And I heard

Hardenberg's teeth come together like a spring trap, while Ally Bazan

ducked as though to a blow, muttering:

"Gord 'a' mercy, what nyme do ye put to' a ship like that?"

And after that no one spoke for a long minute, and we stood there,

moveless black shadows, huddled together for the sake of the blessed

elbow touch that means so incalculably much, looking off over our port

quarter.

For the ship that we saw there--oh, she was not a half-mile distant--was

unlike any ship known to present day construction.

She was short, and high-pooped, and her stern, which was turned a little

toward us, we could see, was set with curious windows, not unlike a

house. And on either side of this stern were two great iron cressets

such as once were used to burn signal-fires in. She had three masts with

mighty yards swung 'thwart ship, but bare of all sails save a few

rotting streamers. Here and there about her a tangled mass of rigging

drooped and sagged.

And there she lay, in the red eye of the setting moon, in that solitary

ocean, shadowy, antique, forlorn, a thing the most abandoned, the most

sinister I ever remember to have seen.

Then Strokher began to explain volubly and with many repetitions.

"A derelict, of course. I was asleep; yes, I was asleep. Gross neglect

of duty. I say I was asleep--on watch. And we worked up to her. When I

woke, why--you see, when I woke, there she was," he gave a weak little

laugh, "and--and now, why, there she is, you see. I turned around and

saw her sudden like--when I woke up, that is."

He laughed again, and as he laughed the engines far below our feet gave

a sudden hiccough. Something crashed and struck the ship's sides till we

lurched as we stood. There was a shriek of steam, a shout--and then

silence.

The noise of the machinery ceased; the _Glarus_ slid through the still

water, moving only by her own decreasing momentum.

Hardenberg sang, "Stand by!" and called down the tube to the

engine-room.

"What's up?"

I was standing close enough to him to hear the answer in a small, faint

voice:

"Shaft gone, sir."

"Broke?"

"Yes, sir."

Hardenberg faced about.

"Come below. We must talk." I do not think any of us cast a glance at

the Other Ship again. Certainly I kept my eyes away from her. But as we

started down the companion-way I laid my hand on Strokher's shoulder.

The rest were ahead. I looked him straight between the eyes as I asked:

"Were you asleep? Is that why you saw her so suddenly?"

It is now five years since I asked the question. I am still waiting for

Strokher's answer.

Well, our shaft was broken. That was flat. We went down into the

engine-room and saw the jagged fracture that was the symbol of our

broken hopes. And in the course of the next five minutes' conversation

with the chief we found that, as we had not provided against such a

contingency, there was to be no mending of it. We said nothing about the

mishap coinciding with the appearance of the Other Ship. But I know we

did not consider the break with any degree of surprise after a few

moments.

We came up from the engine-room and sat down to the cabin table.

"Now what?" said Hardenberg, by way of beginning.

Nobody answered at first.

It was by now three in the morning. I recall it all perfectly. The ports

opposite where I sat were open and I could see. The moon was all but

full set. The dawn was coming up with a copper murkiness over the edge

of the world. All the stars were yet out. The sea, for all the red moon

and copper dawn, was gray, and there, less than half a mile away, still

lay our consort. I could see her through the portholes with each slow

careening of the _Glarus_.

"I vote for the island," cried Ally Bazan, "shaft or no shaft. We rigs a

bit o' syle, y'know----" and thereat the discussion began.

For upward of two hours it raged, with loud words and shaken

forefingers, and great noisy bangings of the table, and how it would

have ended I do not know, but at last--it was then maybe five in the

morning--the lookout passed word down to the cabin:

"Will you come on deck, gentlemen?" It was the mate who spoke, and the

man was shaken--I could see that--to the very vitals of him. We started

and stared at one another, and I watched little Ally Bazan go slowly

white to the lips. And even then no word of the ship, except as it might

be this from Hardenberg:

"What is it? Good God Almighty, I'm no coward, but this thing is getting

one too many for me."

Then without further speech he went on deck.

The air was cool. The sun was not yet up. It was that strange, queer

mid-period between dark and dawn, when the night is over and the day not

yet come, just the gray that is neither light nor dark, the dim dead

blink as of the refracted light from extinct worlds.

We stood at the rail. We did not speak; we stood watching. It was so

still that the drip of steam from some loosened pipe far below was

plainly audible, and it sounded in that lifeless, silent grayness

like--God knows what--a death tick.

"You see," said the mate, speaking just above a whisper, "there's no

mistake about it. She is moving--this way."

"Oh, a current, of course," Strokher tried to say cheerfully, "sets her

toward us."

Would the morning never come?

Ally Bazan--his parents were Catholic--began to mutter to himself.

Then Hardenberg spoke aloud.

"I particularly don't want--that--out--there--to cross our bows. I don't

want it to come to that. We must get some sails on her."

"And I put it to you as man to man," said Strokher, "where might be your

wind."

He was right. The _Glarus_ floated in absolute calm. On all that slab of

ocean nothing moved but the Dead Ship.

She came on slowly; her bows, the high, clumsy bows pointed toward us,

the water turning from her forefoot. She came on; she was near at hand.

We saw her plainly--saw the rotted planks, the crumbling rigging, the

rust-corroded metal-work, the broken rail, the gaping deck, and I could

imagine that the clean water broke away from her sides in refluent

wavelets as though in recoil from a thing unclean. She made no sound. No

single thing stirred aboard the hulk of her--but she moved.

We were helpless. The _Glarus_ could stir no boat in any direction; we

were chained to the spot. Nobody had thought to put out our lights, and

they still burned on through the dawn, strangely out of place in their

red-and-green garishness, like maskers surprised by daylight.

And in the silence of that empty ocean, in that queer half-light between

dawn and day, at six o'clock, silent as the settling of the dead to the

bottomless bottom of the ocean, gray as fog, lonely, blind, soulless,

voiceless, the Dead Ship crossed our bows.

I do not know how long after this the Ship disappeared, or what was the

time of day when we at last pulled ourselves together. But we came to

some sort of decision at last. This was to go on--under sail. We were

too close to the island now to turn back for--for a broken shaft.

The afternoon was spent fitting on the sails to her, and when after

nightfall the wind at length came up fresh and favourable, I believe we

all felt heartened and a deal more hardy--until the last canvas went

aloft, and Hardenberg took the wheel.

We had drifted a good deal since the morning, and the bows of the

_Glarus_ were pointed homeward, but as soon as the breeze blew strong

enough to get steerageway Hardenberg put the wheel over and, as the

booms swung across the deck, headed for the island again.

We had not gone on this course half an hour--no, not twenty

minutes--before the wind shifted a whole quarter of the compass and took

the _Glarus_ square in the teeth, so that there was nothing for it but

to tack. And then the strangest thing befell.

I will make allowance for the fact that there was no centre-board nor

keel to speak of to the _Glarus_. I will admit that the sails upon a

nine-hundred-ton freighter are not calculated to speed her, nor steady

her. I will even admit the possibility of a current that set from the

island toward us. All this may be true, yet the _Glarus_ should have

advanced. We should have made a wake.

And instead of this, our stolid, steady, trusty old boat was--what shall

I say?

I will say that no man may thoroughly understand a ship--after all. I

will say that new ships are cranky and unsteady; that old and seasoned

ships have their little crochets, their little fussinesses that their

skippers must learn and humour if they are to get anything out of them;

that even the best ships may sulk at times, shirk their work, grow

unstable, perverse, and refuse to answer helm and handling. And I will

say that some ships that for years have sailed blue water as soberly and

as docilely as a street-car horse has plodded the treadmill of the

'tween-tracks, have been known to balk, as stubbornly and as

conclusively as any old Bay Billy that ever wore a bell. I know this has

happened, because I have seen it. I saw, for instance, the _Glarus_ do

it.

Quite literally and truly we could do nothing with her. We will say, if

you like, that that great jar and wrench when the shaft gave way shook

her and crippled her. It is true, however, that whatever the cause may

have been, we could not force her toward the island. Of course, we all

said "current"; but why didn't the log-line trail?

For three days and three nights we tried it. And the _Glarus_ heaved and

plunged and shook herself just as you have seen a horse plunge and rear

when his rider tries to force him at the steam-roller.

I tell you I could feel the fabric of her tremble and shudder from bow

to stern-post, as though she were in a storm; I tell you she fell off

from the wind, and broad-on drifted back from her course till the

sensation of her shrinking was as plain as her own staring lights and a

thing pitiful to see.

We roweled her, and we crowded sail upon her, and we coaxed and bullied

and humoured her, till the Three Crows, their fortune only a plain sail

two days ahead, raved and swore like insensate brutes, or shall we say

like mahouts trying to drive their stricken elephant upon the tiger--and

all to no purpose. "Damn the damned current and the damned luck and the

damned shaft and all," Hardenberg would exclaim, as from the wheel he

would catch the _Glarus_ falling off. "Go on, you old hooker--you tub of

junk! My God, you'd think she was scared!"

Perhaps the _Glarus_ was scared, perhaps not; that point is debatable.

But it was beyond doubt of debate that Hardenberg was scared.

A ship that will not obey is only one degree less terrible than a

mutinous crew. And we were in a fair way to have both. The stokers, whom

we had impressed into duty as A.B.'s, were of course superstitious; and

they knew how the _Glarus_ was acting, and it was only a question of

time before they got out of hand.

That was the end. We held a final conference in the cabin and decided

that there was no help for it--we must turn back.

And back we accordingly turned, and at once the wind followed us, and

the "current" helped us, and the water churned under the forefoot of the

_Glarus_, and the wake whitened under her stern, and the log-line ran

out from the trail and strained back as the ship worked homeward.

We had never a mishap from the time we finally swung her about; and,

considering the circumstances, the voyage back to San Francisco was

propitious.

But an incident happened just after we had started back. We were perhaps

some five miles on the homeward track. It was early evening and Strokher

had the watch. At about seven o'clock he called me up on the bridge.

"See her?" he said.

And there, far behind us, in the shadow of the twilight, loomed the

Other Ship again, desolate, lonely beyond words. We were leaving her

rapidly astern. Strokher and I stood looking at her till she dwindled to

a dot. Then Strokher said:

"She's on post again."

And when months afterward we limped into the Golden Gate and cast anchor

off the "Front" our crew went ashore as soon as discharged, and in half

a dozen hours the legend was in every sailors' boarding-house and in

every seaman's dive, from Barbary Coast to Black Tom's.

It is still there, and that is why no pilot will take the _Glarus_ out,

no captain will navigate her, no stoker feed her fires, no sailor walk

her decks. The _Glarus_ is suspect. She will never smell blue water

again, nor taste the trades. She has seen a Ghost.

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