CHAPTER XVI

DARK DAYS FOR THE ALLIES

_To Edward M. House_

June 30, 1915.

MY DEAR HOUSE:

There's a distinct wave of depression here--perhaps I'd better say

a period of setbacks has come. So far as we can find out only the

Germans are doing anything in the war on land. The position in

France is essentially the same as it was in November, only the

Germans are much more strongly entrenched. Their great plenty of

machine guns enables them to use fewer men and to kill more than

the Allies. The Russians also lack ammunition and are yielding more

and more territory. The Allies--so you hear now--will do well if

they get their little army away from the Dardanelles before the

German-Turks eat 'em alive, and no Balkan state comes in to help

the Allies. Italy makes progress-slowly, of course, over almost

impassable mountains--etc., etc. Most of this doleful recital I

think is true; and I find more and more men here who have lost hope

of seeing an end of the war in less than two or three years, and

more and more who fear that the Germans will never be forced out of

Belgium. And the era of the giant aeroplane seems about to come--a

machine that can carry several tons and several men and go great

distances--two engines, two propellers, and the like. It isn't at

all impossible, I am told, that these machines may be the things

that will at last end the war--possibly, but I doubt it.

At any rate, it is true that a great wave of discouragement is

come. All these events and more seem to prove to my mind the rather

dismal failure the Liberal Government made--a failure really to

grasp the problem. It was a dead failure. Of course they are waking

up now, when they are faced with a certain dread lest many soldiers

prefer frankly to die rather than spend another winter in

practically the same trenches. You hear rumours, too, of great

impending military scandals--God knows whether there be any truth

in them or not.

In a word, while no Englishman gives up or will ever give

up--that's all rot--the job he has in hand is not going well. He's

got to spit on his hands and buckle up his belt two holes tighter

yet. And I haven't seen a man for a month who dares hope for an end

of the fight within any time that he can foresee.

I had a talk to-day with the Russian Ambassador[16]. He wished to

know how matters stood between the United States and Great Britain.

I said to him: "I'll give you a task if you have leisure. Set to

and help me hurry up your distinguished Ally in dealing with our

shipping troubles."

The old man laughed--that seemed a huge joke to him; he threw up

his hands and exclaimed--"My God! He is slow about his own

business--has always been slow--can't be anything else."

After more such banter, the nigger in his wood-pile poked his head

out: "Is there any danger," he asked, "that munitions may be

stopped?"

The Germans have been preparing northern France for German

occupation. No French are left there, of course, except women and

children and old men. They must be fed or starved or deported. The

Germans put them on trains--a whole village at a time--and run

them to the Swiss frontier. Of course the Swiss pass them on into

France. The French have their own and--the Germans will have

northern France without any French population, if this process goes

on long enough.

The mere bang! bang! frightful era of the war is passed. The

Germans are settling down to permanent business with their great

organizing machine. Of course they talk about the freedom of the

seas and such mush-mush; of course they'd like to have Paris and

rob it of enough money to pay what the war has cost them, and

London, too. But what they really want for keeps is

seacoast--Belgium and as much of the French coast as they can win.

That's really what they are out gunning for. Of course, somehow at

some time they mean to get Holland, too, and Denmark, if they

really need it. Then they'll have a very respectable seacoast--the

thing that they chiefly lack now.

More and more people are getting their nerves knocked out. I went

to a big hospital on Sunday, twenty-five miles out of London. They

showed me an enormous, muscular Tommy sitting by himself in a chair

under the trees. He had had a slight wound which quickly got well.

But his speech was gone. That came back, too, later. But then he

wouldn't talk and he'd insist on going off by himself. He's just

knocked out--you can't find out just how much gumption he has left.

That's what the war did for him: it stupefied him. Well, it's

stupefied lots of folks who have never seen a trench. That's what's

happened. Of all the men who started in with the game, I verily

believe that Lloyd George is holding up best. He organized British

finance. Now he's organizing British industry.

It's got hot in London--hotter than I've ever known it. It gets

lonelier (more people going away) and sadder--more wounded coming

back and more visible sorrow. We seem to be settling down to

something that is more or less like Paris--so far less, but it may

become more and more like it. And the confident note of an earlier

period is accompanied by a dull undertone of much less

cheerfulness. The end is--in the lap of the gods.

W.H.P.

_To Arthur W. Page_

American Embassy, London,

July 25, 1915.

DEAR ARTHUR:

... Many men here are very active in their thought about the future

relations of the United States and Great Britain. Will the war

bring or leave them closer together? If the German machine be

completely smashed (and it may not be completely smashed) the

Japanese danger will remain. I do not know how to estimate that

danger accurately. But there is such a danger. And, if the German

wild beast ever come to life again, there's an eternal chance of

trouble with it. For defensive purposes it may become of the very

first importance that the whole English-speaking world should stand

together--not in entangling alliance, but with a much clearer

understanding than we have ever yet had. I'll indicate to you some

of my cogitations on this subject by trying to repeat what I told

Philip Kerr[17] a fortnight ago--one Sunday in the country. I can

write this to you without seeming to parade my own opinions.--Kerr

is one of "The Round Table," perhaps the best group of men here for

the real study and free discussion of large political subjects.

Their quarterly, _The Round Table_, is the best review, I dare

say, in the world. Kerr is red hot for a close and perfect

understanding between Great Britain and the United States. I told

him that, since Great Britain had only about forty per cent. of the

white English-speaking people and the United States had about sixty

per cent., I hoped in his natural history that the tail didn't wag

the dog. I went on:

"You now have the advantage of us in your aggregation of three

centuries of accumulated wealth--the spoil of all the world--and in

the talent that you have developed for conserving it and adding to

it and in the institutions you have built up to perpetuate it--your

merchant ships, your insurance, your world-wide banking, your

mortgages on all new lands; but isn't this the only advantage you

have? This advantage will pass. You are now shooting away millions

and millions, and you will have a debt that is bound to burden

industry. On our side, we have a more recently mixed race than

yours; you've begun to inbreed. We have also (and therefore) more

adaptability, a greater keenness of mind in our masses; we are

Old-World men set free--free of classes and traditions and all that

they connote. Your so-called democracy is far behind ours. Your

aristocracy and your privileges necessarily bring a social and

economic burden. Half your people look backward.

"Your leadership rests on your wealth and on the power that you've

built on your wealth."

When he asked me how we were to come closer together--"closer

together, with your old-time distrust of us and with your

remoteness?"--I stopped him at "remoteness."

"That's the reason," I said. "Your idea of our 'remoteness.'

'Remoteness' from what? From you? Are you not betraying the only

real difficulty of a closer sympathy by assuming that you are the

centre of the world? When you bring yourself to think of the

British Empire as a part of the American Union--mind you, I am not

saying that you would be formally admitted--but when you are

yourselves in close enough sympathy with us to wish to be admitted,

the chief difficulty of a real union of thought will be gone. You

recall Lord Rosebery's speech in which he pictured the capital of

the British Empire being moved to Washington if the American

Colonies had been retained under the Crown? Well, it was the Crown

that was the trouble, and the capital of English-speaking folk has

been so moved and you still remain 'remote.' Drop 'remote' from

your vocabulary and your thought and we'll actually be closer

together."

It's an enormous problem--just how to bring these countries closer

together. Perhaps nothing can do it but some great common danger or

some great common adventure. But this is one of the problems of

your lifetime. England can't get itself clean loose from the

continent nor from continental mediævalism; and with that we can

have nothing to do. Men like Kerr think that somehow a great push

toward democracy here will be given by the war. I don't quite see

how. So far the aristocracy have made perhaps the best showing in

defence of English liberty. They are paying the bills of the war;

they have sent their sons; these sons have died like men; and their

parents never whimper. It's a fine breed for such great uses as

these. There was a fine incident in the House of Lords the other

day, which gave the lie to the talk that one used to hear here

about "degeneracy." Somebody made a perfectly innocent proposal to

complete a list of peers and peers' sons who had fallen in the

war--a thing that will, of course, be done, just as a similar list

will be compiled of the House of Commons, of Oxford and Cambridge

Universities. But one peer after another objected vigorously lest

such a list appear immodest. "We are but doing our duty. Let the

matter rest there."

In a time like this the aristocracy proves its worth. In fact, all

aristocracies grew chiefly out of wars, and perhaps they are better

for wars than a real democracy. Here, you see, you run into one of

those contradictions in life and history which make the world so

hard to change....

You know there are some reasons why peace, whenever it may come,

will bring problems as bad as the problems of the war itself. I can

think of no worse task than the long conferences of the Allies with

their conflicting interests and ambitions. Then must come their

conferences with the enemy. Then there are sure to be other

conferences to try to make peace secure. And, of course, many are

going to be dissatisfied and disappointed, and perhaps out of these

disappointments other wars may come. The world will not take up its

knitting and sit quietly by the fire for many a year to come....

Affectionately,

W.H.P.

One happiness came to Mr. and Mrs. Page in the midst of all these war

alarums. On August 4, 1915, their only daughter, Katharine, was married

to Mr. Charles G. Loring, of Boston, Massachusetts. The occasion gave

the King an opportunity of showing the high regard in which Page and his

family were held. It had been planned that the wedding should take place

in Westminster Abbey, but the King very courteously offered Miss Page

the Royal chapel in St. James's Palace. This was a distinguished

compliment, as it was the first time that any marriage, in which both

bride and bridegroom were foreigners, had ever been celebrated in this

building, which for centuries has been the scene of royal weddings. The

special place which his daughter had always held in the Ambassador's

affections is apparent in the many letters that now followed her to her

new home in the United States. The unique use Page made of the initials

of his daughter's name was characteristic.

_To Mrs. Charles G. Loring_

London, September 1, 1915.

MY DEAR K.A. P-TAIN:

Here's a joke on your mother and Frank: We three (and Smith) went

up to Broadway in the car, to stay there a little while and then to

go on into Wales, etc. The hotel is an old curiosity shop; you sit

on Elizabethan chairs by a Queen Anne table, on a drunken floor,

and look at the pewter platters on the wall or do your best to look

at them, for the ancient windows admit hardly any light. "Oh!

lovely," cries Frank; and then he and your mother make out in the

half-darkness a perfectly wonderful copper mug on the mantelpiece;

and you go out and come in the ramshackle door (stooping every

time) after you've felt all about for the rusty old iron latch, and

then you step down two steps (or fall), presently to step up two

more. Well, for dinner we had six kinds of meat and two meat pies

and potatoes and currants! My dinner was a potato. I'm old and

infirm and I have many ailments, but I'm not so bad off as to be

able to live on a potato a day. And since we were having a

vacation, I didn't see the point. So I came home where I have seven

courses for dinner, all good; and Mrs. Leggett took my place in the

car. That carnivorous company went on. They've got to eat six

kinds of meat and two meat pies and--currants! I haven't. Your

mother calls me up on the phone every morning--me, who am living

here in luxury, seven courses at every dinner--and asks anxiously,

"And how _are_ you, dear?" I answer: "Prime, and how are _you_?" We

are all enjoying ourselves, you see, and I don't have to eat six

kinds of meat and two meat pies and--currants! They do; and may

Heaven save 'em and get 'em home safe!

[Illustration: Col. Edward M. House. From a painting by P.A.

Laszlo]

[Illustration: The Rt. Hon. Herbert Henry Asquith, Prime Minister

of Great Britain, 1908-1916]

It's lovely in London now--fine, shining days and showers at night

and Ranelagh beautiful, and few people here; but I don't deny its

loneliness--somewhat. Yet sleep is good, and easy and long. I have

neither an ocean voyage nor six kinds of meat and two meat pies and

currants. I congratulate myself and write to you and mother.

You'll land to-morrow or next day--good; I congratulate you. Salute

the good land for me and present my respectful compliments to

vegetables that have taste and fruit that is not sour--to the

sunshine, in fact, and to everything that ripens and sweetens in

its glow.

And you're now (when this reaches you) fixing up your home--your

_own_ home, dear Kitty. Bless your dear life, you left a home

here--wasn't it a good and nice one?--left it very lonely for the

man who has loved you twenty-four years and been made happy by your

presence. But he'll love you twenty-five more and on and

on--always. So you haven't lost that--nor can you. And it's very

fit and right that you should build your own nest; that adds

another happy home, you see. And I'm very sure it will be very

happy always. Whatever I can do to make it so, now or ever, you

have only to say. But--your mother took your photograph with her

and got it out of the bag and put it on the bureau as soon as she

went to her room--a photograph taken when you were a little girl.

Hodson[18] came up to see me to-day and with tears of gratitude in

his voice told me of the present that you and Chud had made him. He

is very genuinely pleased. As for the rest, life goes on as usual.

I laugh as I think of all your new aunts and cousins looking you

over and wondering if you'll fit, and then saying to one another as

they go to bed: "She is lovely--isn't she?" I could tell 'em a

thing or two if I had a whack at 'em.

And you'll soon have all your pretty things in place in your pretty

home, and a lot more that I haven't seen. I'll see 'em all before

many years--and you, too! Tell me, did Chud get you a dinner book?

Keep your record of things: you'll enjoy it in later years. And

you'll have a nice time this autumn--your new kinsfolk, your new

friends and old and Boston and Cambridge. If you run across Mr.

Muffin, William Roscoe Thayer, James Ford Rhodes, President

Eliot--these are my particular old friends whose names occur at the

moment.

My love to you and Chud too,

Affectionately,

W.H.P.

The task of being "German Ambassador to Great Britain" was evidently not

without its irritations.

_To Arthur W. Page_

September 15, 1915.

DEAR ARTHUR:

Yesterday was my German day. When the boy came up to my room, I

told him I had some official calls to make. "Therefore get out my

oldest and worst suit." He looked much confused; and when I got up

both my worst and best suits were laid out. Evidently he thought he

must have misunderstood me. I asked your mother if she was ready to

go down to breakfast. "Yes."--"Well, then I'll leave you." She

grunted something and when we both got down she asked: "What _did_

you say to me upstairs?" I replied: "I regard the incident as

closed." She looked a sort of pitying look at me and a minute or

two later asked: "What on earth is the matter with you? Can't you

hear at all?" I replied: "No. Therefore let's talk." She gave it

up, but looked at me again to make sure I was all there.

I stopped at the barber shop, badly needing a shave. The barber got

his brush and razor ready. I said: "Cut my hair." He didn't talk

for a few minutes, evidently engaged in deep thought.

When I got to my office, a case was brought to me of a runaway

American who was caught trying to send news to Germany. "Very

good," said I, "now let it be made evident that it shall appear

therefore that his innocence having been duly established he shall

be shot."

"What, sir?"

"That since it must be evident that his guilt is genuine therefore

see that he be acquitted and then shot."

Laughlin and Bell and Stabler were seen in an earnest conference in

the next room for nearly half an hour.

Shoecraft brought me a letter. "This is the most courteous

complaint about the French passport bureau we have yet had. I

thought you'd like to see this lady's letter. She says she knows

you."

"Do not answer it, then."

He went off and conferred with the others.

Hodson spoke of the dog he sold to Frank. "Yes," said I, "since he

was a very nice dog, therefore he was worthless."

"Sir?"

And he went off after looking back at me in a queer way.

The day went on in that fashion. When I came out to go to lunch,

the stairs down led upward and I found myself, therefore, stepping

out of the roof on to the sidewalk--the house upside down. Smith

looked puzzled. "Home, Sir?"

"No. Go the other way." After he had driven two or three blocks, I

told him to turn again and go the other way--home!

Your mother said almost as soon as I got into the door--"What was

the matter with you this morning?"

"Oh, nothing. You forget that I am the German Ambassador."

Now this whole narrative is a lie. Nothing in it occurred. If it

were otherwise it wouldn't be German.

Affectionately,

W.H.P.

_To Mrs. Charles G. Loring_

London, 6 Grosvenor Square.

Sunday, September 19, 1915.

DEAR KITTY:

You never had a finer autumnal day in the land of the free than

this day has been in this old kingdom--fresh and fair; and so your

mother said to herself and me: "Let's go out to the Laughlins' to

lunch," and we went. There never was a prettier drive. We found out

among other things that you pleased Mrs. Laughlin very much by your

letter. Her garden changes every week or so, and it never was

lovelier than it is now.--Then we came back home and dined alone.

Well, since we can't have you and Chud and Frank, I don't care if

we do dine alone sometimes for some time to come. Your mother's

monstrous good company, and sometimes three is a crowd. And now is

a good time to be alone. London never was so dull or deserted since

I've known it, nor ever so depressed. The military (land)

operations are not cheerful; the hospitals are all full; I see more

wounded soldiers by far than at any previous time; the Zeppelins

came somewhere to this island every night for a week--one of them,

on the night of the big raid, was visible from our square for

fifteen or twenty minutes--in general it is a dull and depressing

time. I have thought that since you were determined to run off with

a young fellow, you chose a pretty good time to go away. I'm afraid

there'll be no more of what we call "fun" in this town as long as

we stay here.

Worse yet: in spite of the Coalition Government and everybody's

wish to get on smoothly and to do nothing but to push the war,

since Parliament convened there's been a great row, which doesn't

get less. The labour men give trouble; people blame the

politicians: Lloyd George is saving the country, say some; Lloyd

George ought to be hanged, say others. Down with Northcliffe! They

seem likely to burn him at the stake--except those who contend that

he has saved the nation. Some maintain that the cabinet is too

big--twenty-two. More say that it has no leadership. If you favour

conscription, you are a traitor: if you don't favour it, you are

pro-German. It's the same sort of old quarrel they had before the

war, only it is about more subjects. In fact, nobody seems very

clearly to know what it's about. Meantime the Government is

spending money at a rate that nobody ever dreamed of before. Three

million pounds a day--some days five million. The Germans,

meantime are taking Russia; the Allies are not taking the

Dardanelles; in France the old deadlock continues. Boston at its

worst must be far more cheerful than this.

Affectionately and with my love to Chud,

W.H.P.

_To the President_

London, September 26, 1915.

DEAR MR. PRESIDENT:

The suppression of facts about the military situation is more

rigorous than ever since the military facts have become so

discouraging. The volume of pretty well authenticated news that I

used to hear privately has become sensibly diminished. Rumours that

reach me by the back door, in all sorts of indirect ways, are not

fewer, but fewer of them are credible. There is great confusion,

great fear, very great depression--far greater, I think, than

England has felt, certainly since the Napoleonic scare and probably

since the threat of the Armada. Nobody, I think, supposes that

England herself will be conquered: confidence in the navy is

supreme. But the fear of a practical defeat of the Allies on the

continent is become general. Russia may have to pay a huge

indemnity, going far to reimburse Germany for the cost of the war;

Belgium may be permanently held unless Germany receive an indemnity

to evacuate, and her seaports may be held anyhow; the Germans may

reach Constantinople before the Allies, and Germany may thus hold,

when the war ends, an open way to the East; and France may have to

pay a large sum to regain her northern territory now held by the

Germans. These are not the convictions of men here, but they have

distinctly become the fears; and many men's mind are beginning to

adjust themselves to the possible end of the war, as a draw, with

these results. Of course such an end would be a real German

victory and--another war as soon as enough men grow up to fight it.

When the more cheerful part of public opinion, especially when any

member of the Government, affects to laugh at these fears, the

people say: "Well, make known the facts that you base your hope on.

Precisely how many men have volunteered? Is the voluntary system a

success or has it reached its limit? Precisely what is the

situation in the Dardanelles? Are the allied armies strong enough

to make a big drive to break through the German line in France?

Have they big guns and ammunition enough? What are the facts about

the chance in the Dardanelles? What have we done with reference to

the Balkan States?" Thus an angry and ominous political situation

is arising. The censorship on war news apparently becomes severer,

and the general fear spreads and deepens. The air, of course,

becomes heavily charged with such rumours as these: that if the

Government continue its policy of secrecy, Lloyd George will

resign, seeing no hope of a real victory: that, if he do resign,

his resignation will disrupt the Government--cause a sort of

earthquake; that the Government will probably fall and Lloyd George

will be asked to form another one, since he is, as the public sees

it, the most active and efficient man in political life; that, if

all the Balkan States fail the Allies, Sir Edward Grey will be

reckoned a failure and must resign; and you even now hear talk of

Mr. Balfour's succeeding him.

It is impossible to say what basis there is for these and other

such rumours, but they show the general very serious depression and

dissatisfaction. Of that there is no doubt. Nor is there any doubt

about grave differences in the Cabinet about conscription nor of

grave fear in the public mind about the action of labour unions in

hindering the utmost production of ammunition, nor of the

increasing feeling that the Prime Minister doesn't lead the nation.

Except Lloyd George and the Chancellor of the Exchequer[19] the

Cabinet seems to suffer a sort of paralysis. Lord Kitchener's

speech in the House of Lords, explaining the military situation,

reads like a series of month-old bulletins and was a great

disappointment. Mr. Asquith's corresponding speech in the House

seemed to lack complete frankness. The nation feels that it is

being kept in the dark, and all the military information that it

gets is discouraging. Sir Edward Grey, as philosophic and enduring

a man as I know, seems much more depressed than I have ever known

him to be; Bryce is very very far from cheerful; Plunkett[20], whom

also you know, is in the dumps--it's hard to find a cheerful or a

hopeful man.

The secrecy of official life has become so great and successful

that prophecy of political changes must be mere guess work. But,

unless good news come from the Dardanelles in particular, I have a

feeling that Asquith may resign--be forced out by the gradual

pressure of public opinion; that Lloyd George will become Prime

Minister, and that (probably) Sir Edward Grey may resign. Yet I

cannot take the prevailing military discouragement at its face

value. The last half million men and the last million pounds will

decide the contest, and the Allies will have these. This very

depression strengthens the nation's resolution to a degree that

they for the moment forget. The blockade and the armies in the

field will wear Germany down--not absolutely conquer her, but wear

her down--probably in another year.

In the meantime our prestige (if that be the right word), in

British judgment, is gone. As they regard it, we have permitted

the Germans to kill our citizens, to carry on a world-wide underhand

propaganda from our country (as well as in it), for which they have

made no apology and no reparation but only vague assurances for the

future now that their submarine fleet has been almost destroyed.

They think that we are credulous to the point of simplicity to

accept any assurances that Bernstorff may give--in a word, that the

peace-at-any-price sentiment so dominates American opinion and the

American Government that we will submit to any indignity or

insult--that we will learn the Germans' real character when it is

too late to save our honour or dignity. There is no doubt of the

definiteness or depth of this opinion.

And I am afraid that this feeling will show itself in our future

dealings with this government. The public opinion of the nation as

well as the Government accepts their blockade as justified as well

as necessary. They will not yield on that point, and they will

regard our protests as really inspired by German influence--thus

far at least: that the German propaganda has organized and

encouraged the commercial objection in the United States, and that

this propaganda and the peace-at-any-price sentiment demand a stiff

controversy with England to offset the stiff controversy with

Germany; and, after all, they ask, what does a stiff controversy

with the United States amount to? I had no idea that English

opinion could so quickly become practically indifferent as to what

the United States thinks or does. And as nearly as I can make it

out, there is not a general wish that we should go to war. The

prevalent feeling is not a selfish wish for military help. In fact

they think that, by the making of munitions, by the taking of

loans, and by the sale of food we can help them more than by

military and naval action. Their feeling is based on their

disappointment at our submitting to what they regard as German

dallying with us and to German insults. They believe that, if we

had sent Bernstorff home when his government made its

unsatisfactory reply to our first _Lusitania_ note, Germany would

at once have "come down"; opportunist Balkan States would have come

to the help of the Allies; Holland and perhaps the Scandinavian

States would have got some consideration at Berlin for their losses

by torpedoes; that more attention would have been paid by Turkey to

our protest against the wholesale massacre of the Armenians; and

that a better settlement with Japan about Pacific islands and

Pacific influence would have been possible for the English at the

end of the war. Since, they argue, nobody is now afraid of the

United States, her moral influence is impaired at every capital;

and I now frequently hear the opinion that, if the war lasts

another year and the Germans get less and less use of the United

States as a base of general propaganda in all neutral countries,

especially all American countries, they are likely themselves to

declare war on us as a mere defiance of the whole world and with

the hope of stirring up internal trouble for our government by the

activity of the Germans and the Irish in the United States, which

may hinder munitions and food and loans to the Allies.

I need not remark that the English judgment of the Germans is

hardly judicial. But they reply to this that every nation has to

learn the real, incredible character of the Prussian by its own

unhappy experience. France had so to learn it, and England, Russia,

and Belgium; and we (the United States), they say, fail to profit

in time by the experience of these. After the Germans have used us

to the utmost in peace, they will force us into war--or even flatly

declare war on us when they think they can thus cause more

embarrassment to the Allies, and when they conclude that the time

is come to make sure that no great nation shall emerge from the war

with a clear commercial advantage over the others; and in the

meantime they will prove to the world by playing with us that a

democracy is necessarily pacific and hence (in their view)

contemptible. I felt warranted the other day to remark to Lord

Bryce on the unfairness of much of the English judgment of us (he

is very sad and a good deal depressed). "Yes," he said, "I have

despaired of one people's ever really understanding another even

when the two are as closely related and as friendly as the

Americans and the English."

You were kind enough to inquire about my health in your last note.

If I could live up to the popular conception here of my labours and

responsibilities and delicate duties (which is most flattering and

greatly exaggerated), I should be only a walking shadow of a man.

But I am most inappreciately well. I imagine that in some year to

come, I may enjoy a vacation, but I could not enjoy it now. Besides

since civilization has gone backward several centuries, I suppose

I've gone back with it to a time when men knew no such thing as a

vacation. (Let's forgive House for his kindly, mistaken

solicitude.) The truth is, I often feel that I do not know

myself--body or soul, boots or breeches. This experience is making

us all here different from the men we were--but in just what

respects it is hard to tell. We are not within hearing of the guns

(except the guns that shoot at Zeppelins when they come); but the

war crowds itself in on us sensibly more and more. There are more

wounded soldiers on the streets and in the parks. More and more

families one knows lose their sons, more and more women their

husbands. Death is so common that it seems a little thing. Four

persons have come to my house to-day (Sunday) in the hope that I

may find their missing kinsmen, and two more have appealed to me on

the telephone and two more still have sent me notes. Since I began

this letter, Mrs. Page insisted on my going out on the edge of the

city to see an old friend of many years who has just lost both his

sons and whose prospective son-in-law is at home wounded. The first

thing he said was: "Tell me, what is America going to do?" As we

drove back, we made a call on a household whose nephew is

"missing."--"Can't you possibly help us hear definitely about him?"

This sort of thing all day every day must have some effect on any

man. Then--yesterday morning gave promise of a calm, clear day. I

never know what sensational experience awaits me around the next

corner. Then there was put on my desk the first page of a reputable

weekly paper which was filled with an open letter to me written by

the editor and signed. After the usual description of my

multitudinous and delicate duties, I was called on to insist that

my government should protest against Zeppelin raids on London

because a bomb might kill me! Humour doesn't bubble much now on

this side the world, for the censor had forbidden the publication

of this open letter lest it should possibly cause American-German

trouble! Then the American correspondents came in to verify a

report that a news agency is said to have had that I was deluged

with threatening letters!--More widows, more mothers looking for

lost sons!... Once in a while--far less often than if I lived in a

sane and normal world--I get a few hours off and go to a lonely

golf club. Alas! there is seldom anybody there but now and then a

pair of girls and now and then a pair of old fellows who have

played golf for a century. Yet back in London in the War Office I

hear they indulge in disrespectful hilarity at the poor game I

play. Now how do they know? (You'd better look to your score with

Grayson: the English have spies in America. A major-general in

their spy-service department told Mrs. Page that they knew all

about Archibaldi[21] before he got on the ship in New York.)

All this I send you not because it is of the slightest permanent

importance (except the English judgment of us) but because it will

prove, if you need proof, that the world is gone mad. Everything

depends on fighting power and on nothing else. A victory will save

the Government. Even distinctly hopeful military news will. And

English depression will vanish with a turn of the military tide. If

it had been Bernstorff instead of Dumba--_that_ would have affected

even the English judgment of us. Tyrrell[22] remarked to me--did I

write you? "Think of the freaks of sheer, blind Luck; a man of

considerable ability like Dumba caught for taking a risk that an

idiot would have avoided, and a fool like Bernstorff escaping!"

Then he added: "I hope Bernstorff will be left. No other human

being could serve the English as well as he is serving them." So,

you see, even in his depression the Englishman has some humour

left--e.g., when that old sea dog Lord Fisher heard that Mr.

Balfour was to become First Lord of the Admiralty, he cried out:

"Damn it! he won't do: Arthur Balfour is too much of a gentleman."

So John Bull is now, after all, rather pathetic--depressed as he

has not been depressed for at least a hundred years. The nobility

and the common man are doing their whole duty, dying on the

Bosphorus or in France without a murmur, or facing an insurrection

in India; but the labour union man and the commercial class are

holding hack and hindering a victory. And there is no great

national leader.

Sincerely yours,

WALTER H. PAGE.

FOOTNOTES:

[Footnote 16: Count Beckendorff.]

[Footnote 17: Afterward private secretary to Premier Lloyd George.]

[Footnote 18: A messenger in the American Embassy.]

[Footnote 19: The Rt. Hon. Reginald McKenna.]

[Footnote 20: Sir Horace Plunkett.]

[Footnote 21: It was Archibald's intercepted baggage that furnished the

documents which caused Dumba's dismissal.]

[Footnote 22: Sir William Tyrrell, private secretary to Sir Edward

Grey.]

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