CHAPTER XIII

GERALDINE GIVES HER OPINION

'We must be as courteous to a man as we are to a picture, which we

are willing to give the advantage of a good light.'--EMERSON.

'She has a most winning manner and a soft voice.'--_The Abbot_.

Audrey was able to fulfil her promise to Mollie the very next day, when

she encountered Mrs. Blake unexpectedly some little way from the town.

She was just turning down a lane where one of her _protegees_, a little

lame seamstress, lived, when Zack suddenly bounded round the corner and

jumped on her, with one of his delighted barks, and the next moment she

saw a lady in black walking very quickly towards her. She wore a large

shady hat that completely hid her face, but there was no mistaking that

graceful figure. Mrs. Blake had a peculiar walk: it was rapid, decided,

and had a light skimming movement, that reminded Audrey of some bird

flying very near the ground; and she had a singular habit as she walked

of turning her head from side to side, as though scanning distant

objects, which deepened this resemblance.

'What a charming surprise!' she exclaimed, quickening her pace until it

became a little run; 'who would have thought of meeting you, my dear

Miss Ross, in this out-of-the-way corner? Some errand of mercy has

brought you, of course,' with a glance at Audrey's basket. 'That dainty

little white cloth reminds me of Red Riding Hood; I would wager anything

that under it there are new-laid eggs and butter. Down, Zack! you are

sniffing at it just as though you were that wicked wolf himself.'

'I am going to see Rhoda Williams,' returned Audrey; 'she is lame, poor

girl! and has miserable health besides, but she works beautifully.

Geraldine and I employ her as much as possible. I suppose you and Zack

have been having a walk.

'My dear Miss Ross,' with extreme gravity, 'I am not taking an ordinary

constitutional--I have come out in the hope of preserving my reason. I

have been enacting a new version of Hood's "Song of the Shirt"; for the

last two days it has been "Stitch, stitch, stitch,"--how do the words

run on?--until I was on the brink of delirium. An hour ago I said to

Mollie: "If you have any love for your mother, carry away that basket

and hide it; do not let me see it again for twenty-four hours--nature is

exhausted;" and then I put on my hat, and, at the risk of spoiling my

complexion, came out into this blessed sunshine.'

Audrey laughed; there was something so droll, so mirth-provoking in Mrs.

Blake's tone. Any other woman would have said, in a matter-of-fact way:

'I was tired of work, and so I put on my bonnet;' but Mrs. Blake liked

to drape her sentences effectively.

'It is very fortunate that we have met,' returned Audrey, when she had

finished her laugh, 'for I want to ask you a great favour;' and she

detailed her little scheme for Mollie.

Mrs. Blake was evidently surprised, but she testified her gratitude in

her usual impulsive way.

'How good, how kind of you, my dear Miss Ross! Indeed, I do not know how

to thank you; no one has ever taken so much notice of my poor Mollie

before, except that droll old creature Miss Foster; but she could not

bear me--a compliment I reciprocated; so we always quarrelled when we

met.'

'And you will spare Mollie to me for an hour or so twice a week?'

'Will I not! Do you suppose I am such an unnatural mother that I could

refuse such a generous offer? I really am ashamed to tell you, Miss

Ross, that I do not know a note of music. When I was a girl I was very

perverse, and refused to learn, because I said I had no ear; but in

reality I hated the trouble of all those scales and exercises. Of course

I am sorry for it now: Cyril is so musical, and has such a delightful

voice, and even poor little Mollie has picked up her notes as cleverly

as possible.'

'I am so glad you have not refused me. I am sure I shall enjoy teaching

Mollie. I think we had better begin as soon as possible. Let me see:

this is Friday; will you ask her to come to me on Monday morning? I will

be ready for her by half-past eleven.'

'Thank you a thousand times! I will certainly give her your message.

What a blessing that new cambric is finished! Cyril will be so pleased

when I tell him about your kindness. He worries dreadfully about Mollie

sometimes: he says her education is so desultory; but I tell him he

cannot alter his mother's nature. I never was methodical; it drives me

crazy to do things by rule. Mollie sometimes says to me: "Mamma, I do so

wish I had a fixed hour for lessons, that I knew exactly when you could

read with me;" and my invariable answer is, "Good gracious, Mollie!

don't you know me by this time? am I that sort of person?" I wish for my

children's sake that I were different; but they must just put up with me

as I am. You can't make a silk purse out of a sow's ear.'

'My dear Mrs. Blake, what an odd comparison!'

'Oh, it just came into my head, you know; it is rather strong, but it is

very expressive. By the bye, I was going to ask you something. Have you

any idea on which day your mother and sister intend to call on me?'

'I believe Geraldine said Tuesday or Wednesday; I really forget

which--Wednesday, I think.'

'But it might be Tuesday. Thanks. I would not willingly be out, so I

will keep in those two days. Now, I positively must not keep you

standing under this hedge any longer; but I feel all the better for this

nice little talk.' And after a few more parting words Mrs. Blake went on

her way, and Audrey unlocked the gate of Mrs. Williams' cottage.

The short interview with Mrs. Blake had been satisfactory; her request

had been granted without demur or difficulty. Mrs. Blake had shown

herself in a sensible light. Audrey's benevolence had now a new object;

she would spare no pains or trouble with this poor neglected child. To

meditate fresh acts of kindness always stirred Audrey's pulses as though

she had imbibed new wine. Her sympathetic temperament felt warmed,

vivified, exhilarated, as she stooped to enter the low room where Rhoda

Williams was expecting her.

Audrey looked forward rather anxiously to her mother and Geraldine's

visit. She watched them set out with secret perturbation. They were to

call at one or two places besides, but Mrs. Ross assured her very

seriously that they would be back to tea; and as Geraldine seemed to

consider this as a matter of course, Audrey got over her own business as

soon as possible, so as to be back at Woodcote at the same time.

Michael had gone up to town for two or three days, and was not expected

home until Monday. Dr. Ross rarely made his appearance in his wife's

drawing-room until late in the evening, and, as no casual visitors

dropped in, Audrey would be able to cross-examine them to her heart's

content. But she knew her mother well enough to be sure that no

questions would be needed. Even if Geraldine were inclined to be

reserved, to keep her opinions for her husband's ear, Mrs. Ross would be

sure to discourse very readily on her own and Geraldine's doings.

'Well, my dear,' she said in her cheery way, as she entered the room,

'here we are, as punctual as possible, and quite ready for a nice cup of

tea. Of course Mrs. Fortescue was out--she always is--and Mrs. Cardell

was just going out, so we would not detain her; and Mrs. Charrington had

her room full of visitors, so we would not stay long there.'

'Of course, as Lady Mountjoy was there, no one else had a chance of

getting a word with Mrs. Charrington,' observed Geraldine, with rather a

discontented air.

'My love, I am sure Mrs. Charrington was as nice as possible to you; you

know what a favourite you are with her. But a person like Lady Mountjoy

is always so embarrassing to a hostess. She is so very big, Audrey, and

seems to take up so much more room than other people; and, then, she is

such a talker!'

'So she is, mother. I don't wonder poor Mrs. Charrington found herself

unable to talk to Gage.'

'No; so we did not stay long. What was the use? Well, my dear, I daresay

you wonder how we got on at the Gray Cottage? We had a very pleasant

visit, on the whole--an exceedingly pleasant visit.'

Audrey's face brightened; this was better than she expected.

'Mrs. Blake was in. I think, from her manner, that she was expecting

us.'

'Yes; certainly we were expected,' put in Geraldine, in rather a decided

voice.

'She was in the drawing-room, and everything was as nice as possible;

and the old servant is very respectable-looking. Mrs. Blake was doing

some lovely embroidery in a frame. How exquisitely she works, Audrey!

and she selects her own shades, too. That dear little Mollie was reading

to her--French history, I think. They did look so comfortable! You are

certainly right, my dear: Mrs. Blake is a most charming woman; she has

very taking manners, and is altogether so bright and expressive.'

'She is certainly very handsome,' observed Geraldine--'a most

striking-looking person, as Edith says. Mother and I agreed that her son

is very like her; but, for my own part, I prefer Mr. Blake's quiet

manners.'

'But you like her, Gage?' and Audrey looked a little anxiously at her

sister.

'I am not quite sure,' was the cautious answer. 'Mother liked her; but,

then, mother likes everyone. She was friendly and pleasant--pointedly

so; but, in my opinion, she is too impulsive, too outspoken altogether.

It is not quite good form. A grown-up person should have more reticence.

To me, Mrs. Blake is wanting in dignity.'

'I think you are rather severe on her, Gage. You and Mrs. Blake are very

different people.'

'You need not tell me that. Mrs. Blake and I are at the antipodes as far

as temperament and sympathy are concerned. You are very impulsive

yourself, Audrey, and often speak without thought; but I do not think

you are quite so outspoken as Mrs. Blake.'

'Well, perhaps not.'

'It was so unnecessary for her to tell mother, for example, that she was

too poor to indulge her social tastes, and that she hoped her Rutherford

neighbours would be very sparing of their invitations. It was not as

though we had led up to it. Nothing of the sort had been said to prompt

such an extraordinary statement. I am sure Percival would have called

that bad form.'

'How I do hate that expression!' exclaimed Audrey, rather pettishly. She

thought Geraldine more than usually trying this afternoon.

'Still, I am sure you would have agreed with me that it was most

uncalled for. Mother was quite taken aback for a moment. She told me so

afterwards--did you not, mother?'

'Yes, dear; and, of course, it put me in a difficult position. I am sure

I do not know what we were talking about, Audrey. I think I was saying

something about Rutherford being a sociable little place.'

'Yes; and then she interrupted you, mother, and said, in an abrupt sort

of way, that its sociability would matter very little to her, for,

dearly as she loved gaiety, she could not afford to indulge in it. "So I

hope no kind neighbours will ask me to dinner, or to any kind of evening

entertainment, for I should be obliged to refuse." Now, do you call that

quite in good taste, Audrey?'

'I think that it was, at any rate, very honest. I can see none of that

pretentiousness that Edith Bryce led us to expect.'

'I don't know,' rather doubtfully. 'Mrs. Blake is certainly not a humble

person; she thinks a great deal of herself. At times her manner was

almost patronising. She talks a great deal too much about her son. Of

course she has a right to be proud of him; but it was a pity to be quite

so gushing.'

'It is useless to talk to you, Gage,' returned Audrey impatiently.

'Edith Bryce has prejudiced you too much. You are judging Mrs. Blake

very unfairly.'

'I hope not. I do not wish to be unfair to anyone; but I must own that I

am sorry that you have such an infatuation for her.'

'I don't know about that; but I am certainly very much interested in the

whole family.'

'Yes; and I could not help observing to mother that I thought it a great

pity. They evidently look upon you as a close friend. It was "dear Miss

Ross" every minute from one or other of them.'

'Audrey has been so good to them, you see,' returned Mrs. Ross, whose

soft heart had been much touched by her daughter's praises. 'I am quite

sure, Geraldine, that Mrs. Blake meant every word she said; there were

tears in her eyes once when she mentioned how unused they were to such

kindness. Audrey, my dear, I have asked Mrs. Blake to waive ceremony and

come to us on Monday, and I assure you she was quite pleased. She said

it was such a treat to her to watch tennis, and that she loved to see

her son play. And now, of course, we must ask Mr. Blake.'

'Oh yes, I suppose so.' Audrey spoke with studied indifference. 'It is a

pity you are engaged'--turning to her sister--'for we shall have quite a

large party.'

'Yes, I am thoroughly vexed about it,' returned Geraldine, 'for Mrs.

Charrington is coming too. I wish Mrs. Sheppard would not always fix

Monday;' and then, after a little more talk about the arrangements for

the tennis-party, she took her leave--Audrey, as usual, accompanying her

to the gate.

'I suppose Michael will be back for it?' was her parting question.

Audrey supposed so too, but she was not quite certain of Michael's

movements. He had said something about his intention of coming back on

Monday, but he might alter his mind before that. Michael had not seemed

quite like himself the day before he went to town; she was sure

something had harassed him. Geraldine hoped fervently that this was not

the case; she never liked dear old Michael to be troubled about

anything. And then the two sisters kissed each other very

affectionately. Audrey always forgave Geraldine her little vexing

proprieties and tiresome habit of managing everyone when she felt her

loving kiss on her cheek.

'After all, there are only we two,' she thought, as she walked back to

the house. 'I must not magnify Gage's little faults, for she is a dear

woman.'

And Geraldine's thoughts were quite as affectionate.

'I hope I have not vexed her too much about this new _protegee_ of

hers,' she said to herself, 'but one cannot pretend to like a person.

Audrey is a darling, and I would not hurt her for the world. After all,

she is a much better Christian than I am;' and then she had a long,

comfortable talk with her husband, in which she indemnified herself for

any previous restraint.

'It is so nice to be able to tell you everything, Percy dear!' she

exclaimed, as the dressing gong warned her to close the conversation.

'That is the good of having a husband,' he replied, as he put his books

together and prepared to follow her.

Michael did not return in time for the tennis-party, but Audrey could

only give him a regretful thought--so many people were coming that her

hands were quite full. She was busy until luncheon time, and Geraldine

good-naturedly came down from Hillside to offer her help, and had to

submit to an anxious lecture from her mother on her imprudence in coming

out in the heat. Audrey had scarcely time to change her dress before the

first guest arrived. Mrs. Blake came early; her son was still engaged

with his scholastic duties, and would make his appearance later; but he

had not allowed her to wait for him. Audrey saw her coming through the

gate, and went at once to meet her.

'Well, Miss Ross, I am making my debut,' she said gaily; 'have I come

too early? Do tell me which is the schoolroom window; I want to know

where my boy sits; he said he should look out for me.'

Audrey suggested rather gravely that they should walk along the terrace:

her mother was on the lawn with Mrs. Charrington. She thought Mrs. Blake

looked exceedingly nice in her thin black dress and little close bonnet;

nothing could be simpler, and perhaps nothing would have suited her

half so well. Audrey felt sure that everyone would admire her; and she

was right. Mrs. Charrington fell in love with her at first sight, and to

Audrey's great amusement her father paid her the most marked attention.

'My dear, do tell me who that lady in black is,' inquired Gertrude

Fortescue, catching hold of Audrey's arm; 'she is perfectly lovely. What

magnificent hair she has, and what a sweet smile! Papa is talking to her

now, and Mrs. Charrington is on her other side.'

'Oh, that is Mrs. Blake--you know her son, Gertrude.'

'Mr. Blake's mother! why, she looks quite young enough to be his sister.

I wish you would introduce me, Audrey; I have quite lost my heart to

her.'

'I have brought you another admirer, Mrs. Blake,' observed Audrey

mischievously, while Gertrude Fortescue turned red and looked foolish.

Mrs. Blake received the young lady with one of her charming smiles.

'Everyone is so kind,' she murmured; 'I am having such a happy

afternoon, Miss Ross. I won't tell you what I think of Dr. Ross--I

positively dare not; and Mrs. Charrington, too, has been as nice as

possible.'

'And now Gertrude means to be nice, too,' returned Audrey brightly.

'Good-bye for the present; I have to play with Mr. Blake, and he is

waiting for me;' and she hurried away.

What a successful afternoon it was! Mrs. Blake was certainly making her

mark among the Rutherford people; no one in their senses could have

found fault with her manners. She was perfectly good-humoured and at her

ease; she had a pleasant word and smile for everybody.

'One would have imagined that all these strangers would have made her

nervous,' thought Audrey; but it needed a close observer to detect any

mark of uneasiness in Mrs. Blake's voice or manner. Now and then there

might be a slight flush, an involuntary movement of the well-gloved

hands, a quick start or turn of the head, if anyone suddenly addressed

her; but no one would have noticed these little symptoms.

'Your mother seems to be enjoying herself,' observed Audrey, as she

joined Cyril and they walked across the lawn together.

'Yes,' he returned, with a pleased look; 'she is quite happy.'

'Let us sit where we can see my son and Miss Ross play!' exclaimed Mrs.

Blake, rising as she spoke. 'Look! there are chairs on that side of the

lawn. What a well-matched couple they are!--both play so well. Miss Ross

is not as handsome as her sister--Mrs. Harcourt is an exceedingly fine

young woman, and one seldom sees such a complexion in the present

day--but, in my humble opinion, Miss Ross is far more charming.'

'Do you think so? We are all very fond of Geraldine, and--oh yes, Audrey

is very nice too,' returned Miss Fortescue a little absently. She was

considered handsome herself, and it struck her with some degree of

wonderment that the afternoon was half over and Mr. Blake had not asked

her to play tennis.

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