We played “Hernani” that night to a full house. The seats had been sold

to the highest bidders, and considerable prices were obtained for them.

We gave fifteen performances at Boston at an average of 19,000 francs

for each performance. I was sorry to leave that city, as I had spent two

charming weeks there, my mind all the time on the alert when holding

conversations with the Boston women. They are Puritans from the crown of

the head to the sole of the foot, but they are indulgent and there is no

bitterness about their puritanism. What struck me most about the women

of Boston was the harmony and softness of their gestures. Brought up

among the severest and harshest of traditions, the Bostonian race seems

to me to be the most refined and the most mysterious of all the American

races. As the women are in the majority in Boston, many of the young

girls will remain unmarried. All their vital forces which they cannot

expend in love and in maternity they employ in fortifying and making

supple the beauty of their body, by means of exercise and sports,

without losing any of their grace. All the reserves of heart are

expended in intellectuality. They adore music, the theater, literature,

painting, and poetry. They know everything and understand everything,

are chaste and reserved, and neither laugh nor talk very loudly.

They are as far removed from the Latin race as the North Pole is from

the South Pole, but they are interesting, delightful, and captivating.

[Illustration: SARAH BERNHARDT AS _DOÑA SOL_ IN “HERNANI.”]

It was, therefore, with a rather heavy heart that I left Boston for New

Haven, and to my great surprise on arriving at the hotel at New Haven, I

found Henry Smith there, the famous whale man. “Oh, heavens!” I

exclaimed, flinging myself into an armchair, “what does this man want

now with me?”

I was not left in ignorance very long for the most infernal noise of

brass instruments, drums, trumpets, and I should think saucepans, drew

me to the window. I saw an immense carriage surrounded by an escort of

negroes dressed as minstrels. On this carriage was an abominable,

monstrous, colored advertisement representing me standing on the whale,

tearing away its blade while it struggled to defend itself. Some

sandwich men followed with posters on which were written the following

words: “Come and see the enormous cetacea which Sarah Bernhardt killed

by tearing out its whalebone for her corsets. These are made by Mme.

Lily Noé who lives, etc.” Still other sandwich men carried posters with

these words: “The whale is just as flourishing (sic) as when it was

alive. It has five hundred dollars’ worth of salt in its stomach, and

every day the ice upon which it was resting is renewed at a cost of one

hundred dollars!”

My face turned more livid than that of a corpse and my teeth chattered

with fury on seeing this. Henry Smith advanced toward me and I struck

him in my anger, and then rushed away to my room, where I sobbed with

vexation, disgust, and utter weariness. I wanted to start back to Europe

at once, but Jarrett showed me my contract. I then wanted to take steps

to have this odious exhibition stopped and in order to calm me, I was

promised that this should be done, but in reality nothing was done at

all. Two days later I was at Hartford and the same whale was there. It

continued its tour as I continued mine. They gave it more salt, and

renewed its ice, and it went on its way, so that I came across it

everywhere. I took proceedings about it, but in every state I was

obliged to begin all over again, as the law varied in the different

states. And every time I arrived at a fresh hotel I found there an

immense bouquet awaiting me with the horrible card of the showman of the

whale. I threw his flowers on the ground and trampled on them, and much

as I love flowers, I had a horror of these. Jarrett went to see the man

and begged him not to send me any more bouquets, but it was all of no

use as it was the man’s way of avenging the box on the ears I had given

him. Then, too, he could not understand my anger. He was making any

amount of money and had even proposed that I should accept a percentage

of the receipts. Ah! I would willingly have killed that execrable Smith,

for he was poisoning my life. I could see nothing else in all the

different cities I visited, and I used to shut my eyes on the way from

the hotel to the theater. When I heard the minstrels I used to fly into

a rage and turn green with anger. Fortunately, I was able to rest when

once I reached Montreal, where I was not followed by this show. I should

certainly have been ill if it had continued, as I saw nothing but that,

I could think of nothing else, and my very dreams were about it. It

haunted me, it was an obsession and a perpetual nightmare. When I left

Hartford, Jarrett swore to me that Smith would not be at Montreal as he

had been taken suddenly ill. I strongly suspected that Jarrett had found

a way of administering to him some violent kind of medicine which had

stopped his journeying for the time. I felt sure of this, as the

ferocious gentleman laughed so heartily _en route_, but anyhow I was

infinitely grateful to him for ridding me of the man for the present.

For a long time, ever since my earliest childhood, I had dreamed about

Canada. I had always heard my godfather regret, with considerable fury,

the surrender of that territory by France to England.

I had heard him enumerate, without very clearly understanding them, the

pecuniary advantages of Canada, the immense fortune that lay in its

lands, etc. ... and that country had seemed to my imagination the

far-off promised land.

Awakened some considerable time previous by the strident whistle of the

engine, I asked what time it was. Eleven o’clock, I was informed. We

were within fifteen minutes of the station. The sky was black and

smooth, like a steel shield. Lanterns placed at distant intervals caught

the whiteness of the snow heaped up there for how many days!... The

train stopped suddenly and then started again with such a slow and timid

movement that I fancied that there might be a possibility of its running

off the rails. But a deadened sound, growing louder every second, fell

upon my attentive ears. This sound soon resolved itself into music ...

and it was in the midst of a formidable “Hurrah! Long live France!”

shouted by ten thousand throats, strengthened by an orchestra playing

the “Marseillaise” with a frenzied fury, that we made our entry into

Montreal.

The place where the train stopped in those days was very narrow. A

somewhat high bank served as a rampart for the slight platform of the

station.

Standing on the small step of my carriage, I looked with emotion upon

the strange spectacle I had before me. The bank was packed with bears

holding lanterns. There were hundreds and hundreds of them. In the

narrow space between the bank and the train which had come to a stop,

there were more bears, large and small ... and I wondered with terror

how I should manage to reach my sleigh.

Jarrett and Abbey caused the crowd to make way and I got out. But a

deputy whose name I cannot make out in my notes (what commendation for

my writing!)—a deputy advanced toward me and handed me an address signed

by the notabilities of the city. I returned thanks as best I could, and

took the magnificent bouquet of flowers that was tendered in the name of

the signatories to the address. When I lifted the flowers to my face in

order to smell them, I hurt myself slightly with their pretty petals

frozen by the cold.

However, I began to feel both arms and legs were getting benumbed. The

cold crept over my whole body. That night, it appears, was one of the

coldest that had been experienced for many years past.

The women who had come to be present at the arrival of the French

company had been compelled to withdraw into the interior of the station,

with the exception of Mrs. Joseph Doutre, who handed me a bouquet of

rare flowers and gave me a kiss. It was twenty-two degrees below zero. I

whispered low to Jarrett:

“Let us continue our journey, I am turning into ice. In ten minutes I

shall not be able to move a step.”

Jarrett repeated my words to Abbey who applied to the chief of police.

The latter gave orders in English and another police officer repeated

them in French. And we were able to proceed for a few yards. But the

station was still some way off. The crowd grew bigger, and at one time I

felt as though I were about to faint. I took courage, however, holding

or rather hanging on to the arms of Jarrett and Abbey. Every minute I

thought I should fall, for the platform was covered with ice.

We were obliged, however, to stay further progress. A hundred lanterns,

held aloft by a hundred students’ hands, suddenly lit up the place.

A tall young man separated himself from the group and came straight

toward me holding a wide unrolled piece of paper, and in a loud voice

exclaimed: “To Sarah Bernhardt....” And these are the lines he read:

A SARAH BERNHARDT

Salut, Sarah! salut, charmante Doña Sol!

Lorsque ton pied mignon vient fouler notre sol,

Notre sol tout couvert de givre,

Est-ce un frisson d’orgueil ou d’amour? je ne sais;

Mais nous sentons courir dans notre sang français,

Quelque chose qui nous enivre!

Femme vaillante au cœur saturé d’idéal,

Puisque tu n’as pas craint notre ciel boréal,

Ni redouté nos froids sévères,

Merci! De l’âpre hiver pour longtemps prisonniers,

Nous rêvons à ta vue aux rayons printaniers

Qui font fleurir les primevères!

Oui, c’est au doux printemps que tu nous fais rêver!

Oiseau des pays bleus, lorsque tu viens braver

L’horreur de nos saisons perfides,

Aux clairs rayonnements d’un chaud soleil de Mai,

Nous croyons voir, du fond d’un bosquet parfumé,

Surgir la reine des sylphides.

Mais non: de floréal ni du blond Messidor,

Tu n’est pas, ô Sarah, la fée aux ailes d’or

Qui vient répandre l’ambroisie,

Nous saluons en toi l’artiste radieux

Qui sut cueillir d’assaut dans le jardin des dieux

Toutes les fleurs de poésie!

Que sous ta main la toile anime son réseau;

Que le paron brillant vive sous ton ciseau,

Ou l’argile sous ton doigt rose;

Que sur la scène, au bruit délirant des bravos,

En types toujours vrais, quoique toujours nouveaux,

Ton talent se métamorphose;

Soit que, peintre admirable ou sculpteur souverain,

Toi-même oses ravir la muse au front serein,

A te sourire toujours prêtée!

Soit qu’aux mille vivate de la foule à genoux,

Des grands maîtres anciens ou modernes, pour nous

Ta voix se fasse l’interprète;

Des bords de la Tamise aux bords du Saint-Laurent,

Qu’il soit enfant du peuple ou brille au premier rang,

Laissant glapir la calomnie,

Tour à tour par ton œuvre et ta grâce enchanté

Chacun courbe le front devant la majesté

De ton universel génie!

Salut donc, ô Sarah! salut, ô Doña Sol!

Lorsque ton pied mignon vient fouler notre sol,

Te montrer de l’indifférence

Serait à notre sang nous-mêmes faire affront;

Car l’étoile qui luit la plus belle à ton front,

C’est encore celle de la France!

He read very well, it is true, but those lines, read with a temperature

of twenty-two degrees of cold, to a poor woman dumfounded through

listening to a frenzied “Marseillaise,” stunned by the mad hurrahs from

ten thousand throats delirious with patriotic fervor, were more than my

strength could bear, made me feel dizzy, and caused my head to reel.

I made superhuman efforts at resistance, but was overwhelmed with

fatigue. Everything appeared to be turning round in a mad farandole. I

felt myself raised from the ground and heard a voice which seemed to

come from far away—“Make room for our French lady....” Then I heard

nothing further and only recovered my senses in my room at the Hotel

Windsor.

My sister Jeanne had become separated from me by the movement of the

crowd. But the poet Fréchette, a French-Canadian, became her escort and

brought her several minutes after, safe and sound, but trembling on my

account, and this is what she told me—“Just imagine. When the crowd was

pressing against you, seized with terror on seeing your head fall back

with closed eyes on to Abbey’s shoulder, I shouted out ‘Help. My sister

is being killed.’ I had become mad. A man of enormous size who had

followed us for a long time worked his elbows and hips to make the

enthusiastic but overwrought mob give way, with a quick movement placed

himself before you, just in time to prevent you from falling. The man,

whose face I could not see on account of its being hidden beneath a fur

cap, the ear flaps of which covered almost his entire face, raised you

up as though you had been a flower, and held forth to the crowd in

English. I did not understand anything he said, but the Canadians were

struck with it, for the pushing ceased, and the crowd separated into two

compact files in order to let you pass through. I can assure you that it

made me feel quite impressed to see you so slender, with your head back

and the whole of your poor frame borne at arms’ length by that Hercules.

I followed as fast as I could, but having caught my foot in the flounce

of my skirt I had to stop for a second, and that second was enough to

separate us completely.

“The crowd having closed up after your passage, formed an impenetrable

barrier. I can assure you, dear sister, that I felt anything but at

ease, and it was Mr. Fréchette who saved me.”

I shook the hand of that worthy gentleman and thanked him this time as

well as I could for his fine poem, then I spoke to him of his other

poems, a volume of which I had obtained at New York, for, alas! to my

shame I must acknowledge it, I knew nothing about Fréchette up to the

time of my departure from France, and yet he was already known a little

in Paris.

He was very touched with the several lines I dwelt upon as the finest of

his work. He thanked me for doing so. We remained friends.

The day following, nine o’clock had hardly struck, when a card was sent

up to me on which were written these words: “He who had the joy of

saving you, madame, begs that your kindness will grant him a moment’s

interview.” I directed that the man be shown into the drawing-room, and

after notifying Jarrett, went to waken my sister. “Come with me,” I

said. She slipped on a Chinese dressing gown and we went in the

direction of the huge, immense drawing-room of my apartment, for a

bicycle would have been necessary to traverse my rooms, drawing-rooms

and dining-room, for the whole length without fatigue. On opening the

door I was struck with the beauty of the man who was before me. He was

very tall, with wide shoulders, small head, a hard look, hair thick and

curly, tanned complexion. The man was fine looking but seemed uneasy. He

blushed slightly on seeing me. I expressed my gratitude and asked to be

excused for my foolish weakness. I received joyfully the bouquet of

violets he handed me. On taking leave he said in a low tone: “If ever

you hear who I am, swear that you will only think of the slight service

I have rendered you.” At that moment Jarrett entered with white face. He

went up to the stranger and spoke to him in English. I could, however,

catch the words: “detective ... door ... assassination ...

impossibility ... New Orleans....”

His sunburnt complexion became chalky, his nostrils quivered as he

looked toward the door. Then, as flight appeared impossible, he looked

at Jarrett and in a peremptory tone, as cold as flint, said “Well” as he

went toward the door. My hands, which had opened under the stupor, let

fall his bouquet which he picked up, looking at me with a supplicating

and appealing air. I understood and said to him in a loud tone of voice,

“I swear to it, monsieur.” The man disappeared with his flowers. I heard

the uproar of people behind the door, and of the crowd in the street. I

did not wish to listen to anything further.

When my sister, of a romantic and foolish turn of mind, wished to tell

me about the horrible thing, I closed my ears.

Four months afterwards, when an attempt was made to read aloud to me an

account of his death by hanging I refused to hear anything about it. And

now after twenty-six years have passed and I know, I only wish to

remember the service rendered and my pledged word. This incident left me

somewhat sad. The anger of the Bishop of Montreal was necessary to

enable me to regain my good humor. That prelate, after holding forth in

the pulpit against the immorality of French literature, forbade his

flock to go to the theater. His charge was violent and spiteful against

modern France. As to Scribe’s play, “Adrienne Lecouvreur,” he tore it

into shreds, as it were, disclaiming against the immoral love of the

_comedienne_ and of the hero and against the adulterous love of the

_Princess of Bouillon_. But the truth showed itself in spite of all, and

he cried out with fury intensified by outrage—“In this infamous

lucubration there are French authors, a court abbé who, thanks to the

unbounded licentiousness of his expressions, constitutes a direct insult

to the clergy.” Finally, he pronounced an anathema against Scribe, who

was already dead, against Legouvé, against me, and against all my

company. The result was that crowds came from everywhere, and the four

presentations, “Adrienne Lecouvreur,” “Froufrou,” “La Dame aux Camélias”

(afternoon performance), and “Hernani,” had a colossal success and

brought in fabulous receipts.

[Illustration: CORNER IN SARAH BERNHARDT’S PARIS HOME, SHOWING PORTRAIT

BY CHARTRAN.]

I was invited by the poet Fréchette and a banker whose name I do not

remember to make a visit to Ottawa. I accepted with joy, and went there

accompanied by my sister, Jarrett, and Angelo, who was always ready for

a dangerous excursion; I felt in safety in the presence of that artist,

full of bravery and composure, and gifted with herculean strength. The

only thing he lacked to make him perfect was talent. He had none then

and never did have any.

The St. Lawrence River was frozen over almost entirely; we crossed it in

a carriage along a route indicated on the river by two rows of branches

fixed in the ice. We had four carriages; the distance between Ottawa and

Montreal is one hundred and twenty-five kilometers.

This visit to the Iroquois was deliciously enchanting. I was introduced

to the chief, father, and mayor of the Iroquois tribes. Alas! this

former chief, son of “Big White Eagle,” surnamed during his childhood

“Sun of the Nights,” now clothed in sorry European rags, was selling

liquor, thread, needles, flax, pork fat, chocolate, etc. All that

remained of his mad rovings through the old wild forests—when he roamed

naked over a land free of all allegiance—was the stupor of the bull held

prisoner by the horns. It is true he also sold brandy and that he

quenched his thirst, as did all of them, at that source of

forgetfulness.

“Sun of the Nights” introduced me to his daughter, a girl of eighteen to

twenty years of age, insipid and devoid of beauty and grace. She sat

down at the piano and played a tune that was popular at the time—I do

not remember what. I was in a hurry to leave the store—the home of these

two victims of civilization.

I visited Ottawa, but found no pleasure in it. The same compression of

the throat, the same retrospective anguish caused me to revolt against

man’s cowardice which hid under the name of civilization the most unjust

and most protected of crimes.

I returned to Montreal somewhat sad and tired. The success of our four

performances was extraordinary, but what gave them a special charm in my

eyes was the infernal and joyous noise made by the students. The doors

of the theater were opened every day one hour in advance for them. They

then arranged matters to suit themselves. Most of them were gifted with

magnificent voices. They separated into groups according to the

requirements of the songs they wished to sing. Then they prepared by

means of a strong string worked by a pulley the aërial route that was to

be followed by the flower-bedecked baskets which descended from their

paradise to where I was. They tied ribbons round the necks of doves

bearing sonnets and wishes.

These flowers and birds were sent off during the “calls,” and by a happy

disposition of the strings the flowers fell at my feet, the doves flew

where their astonishment led them, and every evening these messages of

grace and beauty were repeated. I experienced considerable emotion the

first evening. The Marquis of Lorne, son-in-law of Queen Victoria,

Governor of Canada, was of royal punctuality. The students knew it. The

house was noisy and quivering. Through an opening in the curtain I gazed

on the composition of this assembly. All of a sudden a silence came over

it without any outward reason for it, and the “Marseillaise” was sung by

three hundred warm, young, male voices. With a courtesy full of grandeur

the governor stood up at the first notes of our national hymn. The whole

house was on its feet in a second, and the magnificent anthem echoed in

our hearts like a call from the mother country. I do not believe I ever

heard the “Marseillaise” sung with keener emotion and unanimity. As soon

as it was over, the plaudits of the crowd broke out three times over,

then, upon a sharp gesture from the governor, the band played “God Save

the Queen.”

I never saw a prouder and more dignified gesture than that of the

governor when he motioned to the leader of the band. He was quite

willing to allow these sons of submissive Frenchmen to feel a regret,

perhaps even a flickering hope. The first on his feet, he listened to

that fine plaint with respect, but he smothered its last echo beneath

the English national anthem. Being English, he was incontestably right

in doing so.

I gave for the last performance, on the 25th December, Christmas Day,

“Hernani.”

The Bishop of Montreal again thundered against me, against Scribe and

Legouvé, and the poor _artistes_ who had come with me who could not help

it. I do not know whether he did not even threaten to excommunicate all

of us, living and dead. Lovers of France and French art, in order to

reply to his abusive attack, unyoked my horses, and my sleigh was almost

carried by an immense crowd among which were the deputies and

notabilities of the city.

One has only to consult the daily papers of that period to realize the

crushing effect caused by such a triumphant return to my hotel.

The day following, Sunday, I left the hotel at seven o’clock in the

morning with Jarrett and my sister, for a promenade on the banks of the

St. Lawrence River. At a given moment I ordered the carriage to stop

with the object of walking a little way.

My sister laughingly said, “What if we climb on to the large piece of

ice that seems ready to crack?” No sooner thought of than done. And

behold, both of us walking on the ice trying to break it loose. All of a

sudden, a loud shout from Jarrett made us understand that we had

succeeded. As a matter of fact, our ice bark was already floating free

in the narrow channel of the river that remained always open through the

force of the current. My sister and I sat down, for the piece of ice

rocked about in every direction, making both of us laugh inordinately.

Jarrett’s cries caused people to gather. Men armed with boat hooks

endeavored to stop our progress, but it was not easy, for the edges of

the channel were too friable to bear the weight of a man. Ropes were

thrown out to us. We caught hold of one of them with our four hands, but

the sudden pull of the men in drawing us toward them cast our raft so

suddenly against the icy edges that it broke in two, and we remained,

full of fear this time, on one small part of our skiff. I laughed no

longer, for we were beginning to travel somewhat fast, and the channel

was opening out in width. But in one of the turns it made, we were

fortunately squeezed in between two immense blocks, and to this fact we

owed being able to escape with our lives. The men who bad followed our

very rapid ride with real courage, climbed on to the blocks. A harpoon

was thrown with marvelous skill on to our icy wreck so as to retain us

in our position, for the current, rather strong underneath, might have

caused us to move. A ladder was brought and planted against one of the

large blocks, and its steps afforded us means of delivery. My sister was

the first to climb up and I followed, somewhat ashamed at our ridiculous

escapade.

During the length of time required to regain the bank, the carriage,

with Jarrett in it, was able to rejoin us. He was pallid, not from fear

of the danger I had undergone, but at the idea that if I died the tour

would come to an end. He said to me quite seriously, “If you had lost

your life, madam, you would have been dishonest, for you would have

broken your contract of your own free will.”

We had just enough time to get to the station where the train was ready

to take me to Springfield.

An immense crowd was waiting and it was with the same cry of love,

underlined with _au-revoirs_, that the Canadian public wished us

good-by.

CHAPTER XXVIII

MY TOUR OF THE WESTERN STATES

After our immense and noisy success at Montreal, we were somewhat

surprised with the icy welcome of the public at Springfield.

We played “La Dame aux Camélias,” in America “Camille”—why? No one was

ever able to tell me. This play, that the public rushed to see in

crowds, shocked the overstrained Puritanism of the small American

states. The critics of the large cities discussed this modern Magdalene.

But those of the small towns began by throwing stones at her. This

stilted reserve on the part of the public, prejudiced against the

impurity of _Marguerite Gautier_, we met with from time to time in the

small cities. Springfield at that time had barely thirty thousand

inhabitants.

During the day I passed at Springfield I called at a gunsmiths to

purchase a Colt gun. The salesman showed me into a long and very narrow

courtyard where I tried several guns. On turning round, I was surprised

and confused to see two gentlemen taking an interest in my shooting. I

wished to withdraw at once, but one of them came up to me—“Would you

like, madam, to come and fire off a cannon?” I almost fell to the ground

with surprise, and did not reply for a second. Then I said, “Yes, I

would.”

An appointment was made with my strange questioner, who was the director

of the Colt gun factory. An hour afterwards I went to the rendezvous.

More than thirty people were there already who had been hastily invited.

It got on my nerves a trifle. I fired off the newly invented

quick-firing cannon. It amused me very much without procuring me any

emotion, and that evening, after the icy performance, we left for

Baltimore with a vertiginous rush, the play having finished later than

the hour fixed for the departure of the train. It was necessary to catch

it at any cost. The three enormous carriages that made up my special

train went off under full steam. Having two engines we bounded over the

rails but stayed on, thanks to some miracle.

We finally succeeded in catching up with the express that (having been

warned by telegram) knew we were on its track; it made a short stop—just

long enough to couple us to it—and in that way we reached Baltimore,

where I stayed four days and gave five performances.

Two things struck me in that city—the deadly cold in the hotels and the

theater, and the loveliness of the women. I felt a profound sadness at

Baltimore for it was the first time I had spent the first of January far

from everything that was dear to me. I wept all night and underwent that

moment of discouragement that makes one wish for death.

The success, however, had been colossal in that charming city, which I

left with regret to go to Philadelphia, where we were to remain a week.

That handsome city I do not care for. I received an enthusiastic welcome

there in spite of a change of programme the first evening. Two

_artistes_ having missed the train we could not play “Adrienne

Lecouvreur” and I had to replace it by “Phèdre,” the only piece in which

the absentees could be replaced. The receipts averaged 20,000 francs for

the seven performances given in six days. My sojourn was saddened by a

letter announcing the death of my friend Gustave Flaubert, the writer

who had the beauty of our language most at heart.

From Philadelphia we proceeded to Chicago.

At the station I was received by a deputation of Chicago ladies, and a

bouquet of rare flowers was handed to me by a delightful young lady,

Madam Lily ——. Jarrett then led me into one of the rooms of the station

where the French delegates were waiting.

A very short but highly emotional speech from our consul spread

confidence and friendly feelings among all, and after having returned

heartfelt thanks, I was preparing to leave the station, when I remained

stupefied—and it seems that my features assumed such an intense

expression of suffering that everybody ran toward me to offer

assistance. For a sudden anger electrified all my being, and I walked

straight toward the horrible vision that had just appeared before me—the

whale man! He was alive, that horrible Smith—enveloped in furs, with

diamonds on all of his fingers. He was there with a bouquet in his hand,

the horrible brute! I refused the flowers and repulsed him with all my

strength increased tenfold by anger, and a flood of confused words

escaped my pallid lips. But this scene charmed him, for it was repeated

and spread about, magnified, and the whale had more visitors than ever.

I went to the Palmer House, one of the most magnificent hotels of that

day, whose proprietor, Mr. Palmer, was a perfect gentleman, courteous,

kind, and generous, for he filled the immense apartment I occupied with

the rarest flowers, and taxed his ingenuity in order to have me served

in the French style, a rare thing at that time.

We were to remain a fortnight in Chicago. Our success exceeded all

expectations. This fortnight at Chicago seemed to me the most agreeable

days I had had since my arrival in America. First of all there was the

vitality of the city in which men pass each other without ever stopping,

with knitted brows, with one thought in mind, “the end to attain.” They

move on and on, never turning for a cry or prudent warning. What takes

place behind them, matters little. They do not wish to know why a cry

was raised; and they have no time to be prudent, “the end to attain”

awaits them.

Women here, as everywhere else in America, do not work, but they do not

stroll about the streets as in other cities; they walk quickly; they

also are in a hurry to seek amusement. During the daytime I went some

distance into the surrounding country in order not to meet the sandwich

men advertising the whale.

One day I went to the pig-slaughtering house. Ah, what a dreadful and

magnificent sight! There were three of us—my sister, myself, and an

Englishman, a friend of mine. On arrival, we saw hundreds of pigs

hurrying, bunched together, grunting and snorting, file off along a

small, narrow, raised bridge.

Our carriage passed under this bridge and stopped before a group of men

who were waiting for us. The manager of the stockyards received us and

led the way to the special slaughterhouses. On entering into the immense

shed, which was dimly lighted by windows with greasy and ruddy panes, an

abominable smell gets into one’s throat, a smell that only leaves one

several days afterwards. A sanguinary mist rises everywhere like a light

cloud floating on the side of a mountain and lit up by the setting sun.

An infernal hubbub drums itself into one’s brain; the almost human cries

of the pigs being slaughtered, the violent strokes of the hatchets,

lopping off the limbs, the successive “Han!” of the “ripper” who, with a

superbly sweeping gesture lifts the heavy hatchet, and with one stroke

opens from top to bottom the unfortunate, quivering animal hung on a

hook. During the terror of the moment, one hears the continuous grating

of the revolving razor, which, in one second, removes the bristles from

the trunk thrown to it by the machine that has cut off the four legs.

The whistle by which escapes the steam from the hot water in which the

head of the animal is scalded; the rippling of the water that is

constantly renewed; the cascade of the waste water; the rumbling of the

small trains carrying under wide arches trucks loaded with hams,

sausages, etc. ... all that sustained by the sounds of the bells of the

engines warning of the danger of their approach, and which in this spot

of terrible massacre seem to be the perpetual knell of wretched agonies.

Nothing was more Hoffmanesque than this slaughter of pigs at the period

I am speaking about, for since then, a sentiment of humanity has crept,

although still somewhat timidly, into this temple of porcine hecatombs.

I returned from this visit quite ill. That evening I played in “Phèdre.”

I went on to the stage quite unnerved and trying to do everything to get

rid of the horrible vision of a little while ago. I threw myself heart

and brain into my rôle, so much so that at the end of the fourth act I

absolutely fainted on the stage.

On the day of my last performance, a magnificent collar of camellias in

diamonds was handed me on behalf of the ladies of Chicago. I left that

city fond of everything in it—its people, its lake as big as a small

inland sea, its audiences who were so enthusiastic, everything,

everything, but its stockyards.

I did not even bear any ill-will toward the bishop who also, as had

happened in other cities, had denounced my art and French literature. By

the violence of his sermons he had as a matter of fact advertised us so

well that Mr. Abbey, the manager, wrote the following letter to him:

HIS GRACE: Whenever I visit your city I am accustomed to spend $400 in

advertising. But as you have done the advertising for me, I send you

$200 for your poor.

HENRY ABBEY.

We left Chicago to go to St. Louis, where we arrived after having

covered two hundred and eighty-three miles in fourteen hours.

In the drawing-room of my car, Abbey and Jarrett showed me the statement

of the sixty-two performances that had been given since our departure;

the gross receipts were $227,459, that is to say 1,137,295 francs—an

average of 18,343 francs per performance. This gave me great pleasure on

Henry Abbey’s account, who had lost everything in his previous tour with

an admirable _troupe_ of Opera _artistes_, and greater pleasure still on

my own account, for I was to receive a good share of the receipts.

We stayed at St. Louis all the week from the 24th to the 31st of

January. I must admit that this city, which was specially French, was

less to my liking than the other American cities, as it was dirty and

the hotels were not very comfortable. Since then St. Louis has made

great strides, but it was the Germans who planted there the bulb of

progress. At the time of which I speak, the year 1881, the city was

repulsively dirty. In those days, alas! we were not great at colonizing,

and all the cities where French influence preponderated, were poor and

behind the times. I was bored to death at St. Louis, and I wanted to

leave the place at once, after paying the indemnity to the manager, but

Jarrett, the upright man, the stern man of duty, the ferocious man, said

to me, holding the contract in his hand: “No, madame, you must stay; you

can die of _ennui_ here, if you like, but stay you must.”

By way of entertaining me, he took me to a celebrated grotto, where we

were to see some millions of fish without eyes. The light had never

penetrated into this grotto, and as the first fish who lived there had

no use for their eyes, their descendants had no eyes at all. We went

down and groped our way to the grotto, very cautiously, on all fours

like cats. The road seemed to me interminable; but, at last, the guide

told us that we had arrived at our destination. We were able to stand

upright again, as the grotto itself was higher. I could see nothing, but

I heard a match being struck, and the guide then lighted a small

lantern. Just in front of me, nearly at my feet, was a rather deep

natural basin: “You see,” remarked our guide phlegmatically, “that is

the pond, but just at present there is no water in it, neither are there

any fish; you must come again in three months’ time.”

Jarrett made such a fearful grimace that I was seized with an

uncontrollable fit of laughter, of that kind of laughter which borders

on madness; I was suffocated with it, and I hiccoughed and laughed till

the tears came. I then went down into the basin of the pond in search of

a relic of some kind, a little skeleton of a dead fish, or anything, no

matter what. There was nothing to be found, though, absolutely nothing.

We had to return on all fours as we came. I made Jarrett go first, and

the sight of his big back in his fur coat as he walked along on hands

and feet, grumbling and swearing as he went, gave me such delight that I

no longer regretted anything, and I gave ten dollars to the guide to his

ineffable surprise.

[Illustration: LIBRARY IN MADAME BERNHARDT’S HOUSE, PARIS.]

We returned to the hotel, and I was informed that a jeweler had been

waiting for me more than two hours. “A jeweler!” I exclaimed; “but I

have no intention of buying any jewelry; I have too much as it is.”

Jarrett, however, winked at Abbey, who was there as we entered. I saw at

once that there was some understanding between the jeweler and my two

_impresarii_. I was told that my ornaments needed cleaning, that the

jeweler would undertake to make them look like new, repair them if they

required it and, in a word ... exhibit them. I rebelled, but it was of

no use. Jarrett assured me that the ladies of St. Louis were

particularly fond of shows of this kind. He said it would be an

excellent advertisement, that my jewelry was very much tarnished, that

several stones were missing, and that this man would replace them for

nothing. “What a saving,” he added; “just think of it!”

I gave up, for discussions of that kind bore me to death, and two days

later the ladies of St. Louis went to admire my ornaments in this

jeweler’s showcases under a blaze of light. Poor Mme. Guérard, who also

wanted to see them, came back horrified:

“They have added to your things,” she said, “sixteen pairs of earrings,

two necklaces, and thirty rings; a lorgnette all diamonds and rubies, a

gold cigarette holder set with turquoises, a small pipe, the amber

mouthpiece of which is encircled with diamond stars, sixteen bracelets,

a toothpick studded with sapphires, and a pair of spectacles with gold

mounts ending with small acorns of pearls.”

“They must have been made specially,” said poor Guérard, “for there

can’t be anyone who would wear such glasses, and on them were written

the words: ‘Spectacles which Madame Sarah Bernhardt wears when she is at

home.’” I certainly thought that this was exceeding all the limits

allowed to advertisement. To make me smoke pipes and wear spectacles was

going rather too far, and I got into my carriage and drove at once to

the jeweler’s. I arrived just in time to find the place closed. It was

five o’clock on Saturday afternoon, the lights were out, and everything

was dark and silent. I returned to the hotel and spoke to Jarrett of my

annoyance: “What does it all matter, madame?” he said tranquilly; “so

many girls wear spectacles, and as to the pipe, the jeweler tells me he

has received five orders from it, and that it is going to be quite the

fashion. Anyhow, it is of no use worrying about the matter, as the

exhibition is now over, your jewelry will be returned to-night, and we

leave here the day after to-morrow.” That evening the jeweler returned

all the objects I had lent him, and they had been polished and repaired,

so that they looked quite new. He had included with them a gold

cigarette holder set with turquoises, the very one that had been on

view. I simply could not make that man understand anything, and my anger

cooled down when confronted by his pleasant manner and his joy.

This advertisement, though, came very near costing my life. Tempted by

the thought of this huge quantity of jewelry, the greater part of which

did not belong to me, a little band of sharpers planned to rob me,

believing that they would find all these valuables in the large handbag

which my steward always carried.

On Sunday, the 30th of January, we left St. Louis at eight o’clock in

the morning for Cincinnati. I was in my magnificently appointed Pullman

car, and I had requested that my car should be put at the end of our

special train, so that from the platform I might enjoy the beauty of the

landscape which passes before one like a continually changing living

panorama.

We had scarcely been more than ten minutes _en route_ when the guard

suddenly stooped down and looked over the little balcony. He then drew

back quickly, and his face turned pale. Seizing my hand, he said in a

very anxious tone, in English, “Please go inside, madame.” I understood

that we were in danger of some kind. He pulled the alarm signal, made a

sign to another guard, and, before the train had quite come to a

standstill, the two men sprang down and disappeared under the train. The

guard had fired a revolver in order to attract everyone’s attention, and

Jarrett, Abbey, and the _artistes_ hurried out into the narrow corridor.

I found myself in the midst of them, and to our stupefaction, we saw the

two guards dragging out from underneath my compartment a man armed to

the teeth. With a revolver held to his temple on either side he decided

to confess the truth of the matter. The jeweler’s exhibition had excited

the envy of all the tribes of thieves, and this man had been despatched

by an organized hand at St. Louis to relieve me of my jewelry. He was to

unhook my carriage from the rest of the train between St. Louis and

Cincinnati, at a certain spot known as the “Little Incline.” As this was

to be done during the night, and my carriage was the last, the thing was

comparatively easy, as it was only a question of lifting the enormous

hook and drawing it out of the link. The man was a veritable giant and

he was fastened on to my carriage. We examined his apparatus and found

that it consisted of merely very thick, wide straps of leather, about

half a yard wide. By means of these, he was fastened firmly to the under

part of the train with his hands perfectly free. The courage and the

_sang froid_ of that man were admirable. He told us that seven armed men

were waiting for us at the “Little Incline” and that they certainly

would not have injured us if we had not attempted to resist, for all

they wanted was my jewelry, and the money which the secretary carried,

$2,300. Oh! he knew everything, he knew everyone’s name, and he gabbled

on in bad French: “Oh! as for you, madame, we should not have done you

any harm in spite of your pretty little revolver; we should even have

let you keep it.”

And so this man and his band knew that the secretary slept at my end of

the train and that he was not to be dreaded much, poor Chatterton, that

he had with him $2,300, and that I had a very prettily chased revolver,

ornamented with cats’ eyes. The man was firmly bound and taken in charge

by the two guards, and the train was then backed to St. Louis—we had

started away only a quarter of an hour before. The police were informed

and they sent us five detectives. A goods train, which should have gone

on half an hour after us, was sent on ahead. Eight detectives traveled

on this goods train and received orders to get out at the “Little

Incline.” Our giant was handed over to the police authorities, but I was

promised that he should be dealt with mercifully on account of the

confession he had made. Later on, I learned that this promise had been

kept, as the man was sent back to his native country, Ireland.

From this time forth, my compartment was always placed between two

others every night. In the daytime I was allowed to have my carriage at

the end on condition that I would agree to have an armed detective on my

bridge, whom I was to pay, by the way, for his services. We started

about twenty-five minutes after the goods train. All the men were

requested to have their revolvers in readiness and some white sticks

like pastry rollers were given to the women and to the men who had not

any revolvers. Our dinner was very gay and everyone was rather excited.

As to the guard who had discovered the giant hidden under the train,

Abbey and I had rewarded him so lavishly that he was intoxicated, and

kept coming on every occasion to kiss my hand and weep his drunkard’s

tears, repeating all the time: “I saved the French lady, I’m a

gentleman.”

When, finally, we approached the “Little Incline,” it was dark. The

engine driver wanted to rush along at full speed, but we had not gone

five miles when petards exploded under the wheels, and we were obliged

to slacken our pace. We wondered what new danger there was awaiting us,

and we began to feel anxious. The women were nervous and some of them

were in tears. We went along slowly, peering into the darkness, trying

to make out the form of a man or of several men by the light of each

petard. Abbey suggested going at full speed, because these petards had

been placed along the line by the bandits, who had probably thought of

some way of stopping the train in case their giant did not succeed in

unhooking the carriage. The engine driver refused to go more quickly,

declaring that these petards were the signals placed there by the

railway company, and that he could not risk everyone’s life on a mere

supposition. The man was quite right and he was certainly very brave.

“We can certainly settle a handful of ruffians,” he said, “but I could

not answer for anyone’s life if the train went off the lines, or

collided with something, or went over a precipice.”

We continued, therefore, to go slowly. The lights had been turned off in

the car, so that we might see as much as possible without being seen

ourselves. We had tried to keep the truth from the _artistes_, except

from three men whom I had sent for to come to my carriage. The

_artistes_ really had nothing to fear from the robbers, as I was the

only person at whom they were aiming. To avoid all unnecessary questions

and evasive answers we sent the secretary to tell them that as there was

some obstruction on the line the train had to go slowly. They were also

told that one of the gas pipes had to be repaired before we could have

the light again. The communication was then cut between my car and the

rest of the train. We had been going along like this for ten minutes,

perhaps, when everything was suddenly lighted up by a fire, and we saw a

gang of railway men hastening toward us. It makes me shudder now when I

think how nearly these poor fellows were to being killed. Our nerves had

been in such a state of tension for several hours that we imagined at

first that these men were the wretched friends of the giant. Some one

fired at them, and if it had not been for our plucky engine driver

calling out to them to stop, with the addition of a terrible oath, two

or three of these poor men would have been wounded. I, too, had seized

my revolver, but before I could have drawn out the ramrod which serves

as a cog to prevent it from going off, anyone would have had time to

seize me, bind me, and kill me a hundred times over. And still any time

I go to a place where I think there is danger, I invariably take my

pistol with me, for it is a pistol and not a revolver. I always call it

a revolver, but, in reality, it is a pistol, and of a very old-fashioned

make, too, with this ramrod and the trigger so hard to pull that I have

to use my other hand as well. I am not a bad shot, for a woman, provided

that I may take my time, but this is not very easy when one wants to

fire at a robber. And yet, I always have my pistol with me; it is here

on my table and I can see it as I write. It is in its case, which is

rather too narrow, so that it requires a certain amount of strength and

patience to pull it out. If an assassin should arrive at this particular

moment I should first have to unfasten the case, which is no easy

matter, then to get the pistol out, pull out the ramrod, which is rather

too firm, and press the trigger with both hands. And yet, in spite of

all this, the human animal is so strange that this little ridiculously

useless object here before me seems to me an admirable protection. And

nervous and timid as I am, alas! I feel quite safe when I am near to

this little friend of mine, who must roar with laughter inside the

little case out of which I can scarcely drag it.

Well, everything was now explained to us. The goods train which had

started before us ran off the line, but no great damage was done, and no

one was killed. The St. Louis band of robbers had arranged everything,

and had prepared to have this little accident two miles from the “Little

Incline,” in case their comrade, crouching under my car, had not been

able to unhook it. The train left the rails, but when the wretches

rushed forward believing that it was mine, they found themselves

surrounded by the band of detectives. It seems that they fought like

demons. One of them was killed on the spot, two more wounded, and all

the others taken prisoners. A few days later the chief of this little

band was hanged. He was a Belgian, named Albert Wirbyn, twenty-five

years of age.

I did all in my power to save him, for it seemed to me that

unintentionally I had been the instigator of his evil plan. If Abbey and

Jarrett had not been so rabid for advertisement, if they had not added

more than 600,000 francs’ worth of jewelry to mine, this man, this

wretched youth, would not perhaps have had the stupid idea of robbing

me.

[Illustration: CORNER IN SARAH BERNHARDT’S LIBRARY, SHOWING MADAME

BERNHARDT’S WRITING TABLE ON THE LEFT.]

Who can say what schemes had floated through the minds of the poor

fellow, who was perhaps half starved or perhaps excited by a clever,

inventive brain? Perhaps when he stopped and looked at the jeweler’s

window, he said to himself: “There is jewelry there worth 1,000,000

francs. If it were all mine I would sell it and go back to Belgium. What

joy I could give to my poor mother who is blinding herself with work by

gaslight, and I could help my sister to get married.” Or perhaps he was

an inventor, and he thought to himself: “Ah! if only I had the money

which that jewelry represents, I could bring out my invention myself,

instead of selling my patent to some highly esteemed rascal, who will

buy it from me for a crust of bread. What would it matter to the

_artiste_? Ah, if only I had the money!” Ah, if I had the money!...

Perhaps the poor fellow cried with rage to think of all this wealth

belonging to one person. Perhaps the idea of crime germinated in this

way in a mind which had hitherto been pure.

CHAPTER XXIX

FROM THE GULF TO CANADA AGAIN

We arrived at Cincinnati safe and sound. We gave three performances

there and set off once more for New Orleans. Now, I thought, we shall

have some sunshine and we shall be able to warm our poor limbs,

stiffened with three months of mortal cold. We shall be able to open our

windows, and breathe fresh air instead of the suffocating and

anæmia-giving steam heat. I fell asleep and dreams of warmth and sweet

scents lulled me in my slumber. A knock at my door roused me suddenly,

and my dog with ears erect sniffed at the door, but as he did not growl

I knew it was some one of our party. I opened the door and Jarrett,

followed by Abbey, made signs to me not to speak. Jarrett came in on

tiptoes and closed the door again.

“Well, what is it now?” I asked.

“Why,” replied Jarrett, “the incessant rain during the last twelve days

has swollen the river to such a height that the bridge across the bay of

St. Louis threatens to give way. If we go back we shall require three or

four days.”

I was furious. Three or four days and to go back to the snow again. Ah,

no, I felt I must have sunshine!

“Why can we not pass? Oh, heavens, what shall we do!” I exclaimed.

“Well, the engine driver is here. He thinks that he might get across,

but he has only just married, and he will try the crossing on condition

that you give him $2,500, which he will at once send to Mobile where his

father and wife live. If we get safely to the other side he will give

you back this money, but if not it will belong to his family.”

“Yes, certainly, give him the money and let us cross.”

As I have said, I generally traveled by special train. This one was made

up of only three carriages and the engine. I never doubted for a moment

as to the success of this foolish and criminal attempt, and I did not

tell anyone about it except my sister, my beloved Guérard, and my

faithful Félicie and her husband Claude. The comedian, Angelo, who was

sleeping in Jarrett’s berth on this journey, knew of it, but he was

courageous and had faith in his star. The money was handed over to the

engine driver who sent it off to Mobile. It was only just as we were

actually starting that I had the vision of the responsibility I had

taken upon myself, for it was risking without their consent the lives of

twenty-seven persons. It was too late then to do anything, the train had

started and at a terrific speed it touched the bridge. I had taken my

seat on the platform and the bridge bent and swayed like a hammock under

the dizzy speed of our wild course. When we were half way across it gave

way so much that my sister grasped my arm and whispered: “Ah, we are

drowning!” I certainly thought as she did that the supreme moment had

arrived.

My last minute was not inscribed, though, for that day in the Book of

Destiny. The train pulled itself together and we arrived on the other

side of the water. Behind us we heard a terrible noise. The bridge had

given way. For more than a week the trains from the East and the North

could not enter the city.

I left the money to our brave engine driver but my conscience was by no

means tranquil and for a long time my sleep was disturbed by the most

frightful nightmares.

When getting out of the train I was more dead than alive. I had to

submit to receiving the friendly but fatiguing deputation of my

compatriots. Then, loaded with flowers, I climbed into the carriage that

was to take me to the hotel. The roads were rivers and we were on an

elevated spot. The lower part of the city, the coachman explained to us

in Marseilles French, was inundated up to the tops of the houses. The

negroes had been drowned by hundreds. “Ah, hussy!” he cried as he

whipped up his horses. At that period the hotels in New Orleans were

squalid—dirty, uncomfortable, black with cockroaches, and as soon as the

candles were lighted, the bedrooms became filled with large mosquitoes

that buzzed around and fell on one’s shoulders, sticking in one’s hair.

Oh, I shudder still when I think of it!

At the same time there was an opera company in the city, the “star” of

which was a charming woman, Emilie Ambre, who at one time came very near

being Queen of Holland. The country was poor, like all the other

American districts where the French were to be found preponderating. Ah,

we are hardly good colonists!

The opera did a very poor business and we did not do excellently,

either. Six performances would have been ample in that city; we gave

eight.

Nevertheless, my sojourn pleased me immensely. An infinite charm was

evolved from it. All these people, so different, black and white, had

smiling faces. All the women were graceful. The shops were attractive

from the cheerfulness of their windows. The open-air traders under the

arcades challenged one another with joyful flashes of wit. The sun,

however, did not show itself once. But these people had the sun within

themselves.

I could not understand why boats were not used. The horses had water up

to their hams, and it would have been impossible even to get into a

carriage if the pavements had not been a meter or more high.

Floods being as frequent as the years, it would be of no use thinking of

banking up the river or arm of the sea. But walking was made easy by the

high pavements and small, movable bridges. The dark children amused

themselves catching crayfish in the streams. Where did they come from?

And they sold them to passersby. Now and again, we would see a whole

family of water serpents speed by. They swept along with raised head and

undulating body like long, starry sapphires.

I went down toward the lower part of the town. The sight was

heartrending. All the cabins of the colored inhabitants had fallen into

the muddy waters. They were there in hundreds squatting upon these

moving wrecks, with eyes burning from fever, their white teeth

chattering. Right and left, everywhere, were dead bodies floating about,

knocking up against the wooden piles. Many ladies were distributing

food, endeavoring to lead away the unfortunate negroes, but they refused

to go. And the women would slowly shake their heads. One child of

fourteen years of age had just been carried off to the hospital with his

foot cut clean off at the ankle by an alligator. His family were howling

with fury. They wished to keep the youngster with them. The negro quack

doctor pretended that he could have cured him in two days and that the

white quacks would leave him for a month in bed.

I left this city with regret, for it resembled no other city I had

visited up to then. We were surprised to find that none of our party was

missing though we had gone through—so they all said—various dangers. The

hairdresser alone, a man called Ibé, could not recover his equilibrium,

having become half mad from fear the second day of our arrival. At the

theater he generally slept in the trunk in which he stored his wigs.

However strange it may seem, the fact is quite true. The first night,

everything passed off as usual, but during the second night he woke up

the whole neighborhood by his shrieks. The unfortunate fellow had got

off soundly to sleep, when he woke up with a feeling that his mattress,

which hung over his collection of wigs, was being raised up by some

inconceivable movements. He thought that some cat or dog had got into

the trunk and he lifted up the feeble rampart. Two serpents were within,

actively moving about, of a size sufficient to terrify the people that

the shouts of the poor Figaro had caused to gather round.

He was still very pale when I saw him embark on board the boat that was

to take us to our train. I called him and begged him to relate to me the

odyssey of his terrible night. As he told me the story he showed me his

heavy leg. “They were as thick as that, madame. Yes, like that....” And

he quaked with fear as he recalled the dreadful girth of the reptiles. I

thought that they were about one-quarter as thick as his leg, and that

would have been enough to justify his fright, but the serpents in

question were inoffensive water snakes that bite out of pure

viciousness, but have no venom fangs.

We reached Mobile somewhat late in the day. We had stopped at that city

on our way to New Orleans, and I had had a real attack of nerves caused

by the “cheek” of the inhabitants who, in spite of the lateness of the

hour, had got up a deputation to wait upon me. I was dead with fatigue

and was dropping off to sleep in my bed on the car. I therefore

energetically declined to see anybody. But these people knocked at my

windows, sang about my carriage, and finally exasperated me. I quickly

threw up one of the windows and emptied a jug of water on their heads.

Women and men, among whom were several journalists, were splashed. Their

fury was great.

I was returning to that city, preceded by the above story embellished in

their favor by the drenched reporters. But on the other hand there were

others who had been more courteous and had refused to go and disturb a

lady at such an unearthly hour of the night. These latter were in the

majority and took up my defense.

It was therefore in this warlike atmosphere that I appeared before the

public of Mobile. I wanted, however, to justify the good opinion of my

defenders and confound my detractors. Yes, but the Gnome who had decided

otherwise was there.

Mobile was a city that was generally quite disdained by _impresarii_.

There was only one theater. It had been let to the tragedian Barrett,

who was to appear six days after me. All that remained was a miserable

place, so small that I know of nothing that can be compared to it. We

were playing “La Dame aux Camélias.” When _Marguerite Gautier_ orders

supper to be served, the servants who were to bring in the table ready

laid tried to get it in through the door. But this was impossible.

Nothing could be more comical than to see those unfortunate servants

adopt every expedient.

The public laughed. Among the laughter of the spectators was one that

became contagious. A negro of twelve or fifteen who had got in somehow

was standing on a chair, and with his two hands holding on to his knees,

his body bent, head forward, mouth open, he was laughing with such a

shrill and piercing tone, and with such even continuity, that I caught

it, too. I had to go out while a portion of the back scenery was being

removed to allow the table to be brought in.

I returned somewhat composed, but still under the domination of

suppressed laughter. We were sitting round the table and the supper was

drawing to a close as usual. But just as the servants were entering to

remove the table, one of them caught the scenery that had been badly

adjusted by the scene shifters in their haste, and the whole back scene

fell on our heads. As the scenery was nearly all made of paper in those

days, it did not fall on our heads and remain there, but round our

necks, and we had to remain in that position without being able to move.

Our heads having gone through the paper, our appearance was most comical

and ridiculous. The young negro’s laughter started again more piercing

than ever, and this time my suppressed laughter ended in a crisis that

left me without any strength.

The money paid for admission was returned to the public. It exceeded

15,000 francs.

This city had a fatality for me and came very near proving so during the

third visit I paid to it.

That very night we left Mobile for Atlanta, where, after playing “La

Dame aux Camélias,” we left again the same evening for Nashville.

We stayed for an entire day at Memphis and gave two performances. At one

in the morning we left for Louisville.

We were beginning the dizzy round of the smaller towns, arriving at

three, four, and sometimes six o’clock in the evening, and leaving

immediately after the play. I left my car only to go to the theater and

returned as soon as the play was over to retire to my elegant but

diminutive bedroom. I sleep well on the railway. I felt an immense

pleasure in traveling that way at high speed, sitting outside on the

small platform or rather reclining in a rocking-chair, gazing on the

ever-changing spectacle, that passed before me, of American plains and

forests. Without stopping, we went through Louisville, Cincinnati, for

the second time, Columbus, Dayton, Indianapolis, St. Joseph that has the

best beer in the world, and where, we were obliged to go to an hotel on

account of repairs to one of the wheels of the car. Supper was served.

What a supper! Fortunately, the beer was light in both color and

consistency and enabled me to swallow the dreadful things that were

served up.

We left for Leavenworth, Quincy, Springfield—not the Springfield in

Massachusetts—the one in Illinois.

During the journey from Springfield to Chicago, we were stopped by the

snow in the middle of the night. The sharp and deep groanings of the

locomotive had already awakened me. I summoned my faithful Claude and

learned that we were to stop and wait for help. Aided by my Félicie, I

dressed in haste and tried to descend, but it was impossible. The snow

was as high as the platform of the car. I remained wrapped up in furs,

contemplating the magnificent night. The sky was hard, implacable,

without a star, but all the same translucent. Lights extended as far as

the eye could see along the rails before me, for I had taken refuge on

the rear platform. These lights were to warn the trains that followed.

Four of them came up and stopped when the first fog-signals went off

beneath their wheels, then crept slowly forward to the first light where

a man who was stationed there explained the incident. The same lights

were lit immediately for the following train, as far off as possible,

and a man proceeding beyond the lights placed detonators on the rails.

Each train that arrived followed that course.

We were blocked by the snow. The idea came to me of lighting the kitchen

fire and I thus got enough boiling water to melt the top coating of snow

on the side where I wanted to get down. Having done this, Claude and the

negroes got down and cleared away a small portion as well as they could.

I was at last able to get down myself and tried to remove the snow to

one side. My sister and I finished by throwing snowballs at each other

and the _mêlée_ became general. Abbey, Jarrett, the secretary, and

several of the _artistes_ joined in and we were warmed up through this

small battle with white cannon balls.

When dawn appeared we were to be seen firing a revolver and Colt rifle

at a target made from a champagne case. A distant sound, deadened by the

cotton wool of the snow, at length made us realize that help was

approaching. As a matter of fact, two engines with men who had shovels,

hooks, and spades, were coming at full speed from the opposite

direction. They were obliged to slow down on getting to one kilometer of

where we were, and the men got down, clearing the way before them. They

finally succeeded in reaching us, but we were obliged to go back and

take the western route. The unfortunate _artistes_ who had counted on

getting breakfast in Chicago, which we ought to have reached at eleven

o’clock, were lamenting, for with the new itinerary that we were forced

to follow, it would be half past one before we could get to Milwaukee,

where we were to give a matinée at two o’clock—“La Dame aux Camélias.” I

therefore had the best lunch I could prepared and my negroes carried it

to my company, the members of which showed themselves very grateful.

The performance did not begin till three and finished at half past six

o’clock; we started again at eight with “Froufrou.”

Immediately after the play was over we left for Grand Rapids, Detroit,

Cleveland, and Pittsburg, in which latter city I was to meet an American

friend of mine who was to help me to realize one of my dreams—at least I

fancied so. In partnership with his brother, my friend was the owner of

a large steel works and several petroleum wells. I had known him in

Paris, and had met him again at New York, where he offered to conduct me

to Buffalo so that I could visit, or rather where he could show me, the

Falls of Niagara, for which he entertained a lover’s passion.

Frequently, he would start off quite unexpectedly, like a madman, and

take a rest at a place just near the Niagara Falls. The deafening sound

of the cataracts seemed like music after the hard, hammering, strident

noise of the forges at work on the iron, and the limpidity of the

silvery cascades rested his eyes and refreshed his lungs, saturated as

they were with petroleum and smoke.

My friend’s buggy, drawn by two magnificent horses, took us along in a

bewildering whirlwind of mud splashing over us and snow blinding us. It

had been raining for a week and Pittsburg in 1881 was not what it is at

present, although it was a city which impressed one on account of its

commercial genius. The black mud ran along the streets and everywhere in

the sky rose huge patches of thick, black, opaque smoke; but there was a

certain grandeur about it all, for work was king there. Trains ran

through the streets laden with barrels of petroleum or piled as high as

possible with charcoal and coal. That fine river, the Ohio, carried

along with it steamers, barges, and loads of timber fastened together

and forming enormous rafts which floated down the river alone to be

stopped on the way by the owner for whom they were destined. The timber

is marked and no one else thinks of taking it. I am told that the wood

is not conveyed in this way now and it is a pity.

The carriage took us along through streets and squares in the midst of

railways, under the enervating vibration of the electric wires which ran

like furrows across the sky. We crossed a bridge which shook under the

light weight of the buggy. It was a suspension bridge. Finally, we drew

up at my friend’s home. He introduced his brother to me, a charming man

but very cold and correct, and so quiet that I was astonished.

[Illustration: THÉÂTRE SARAH BERNHARDT, PARIS.]

“My poor brother is deaf,” said my companion, after I had been exerting

myself for five minutes to talk to him in my gentlest voice. I looked at

this poor millionaire who was living in the most extraordinary noise and

who could not even hear the faintest echo of the outrageous uproar. He

could not hear anything at all, and I wondered whether he was to be

envied or pitied. I was then taken to visit his incandescent ovens and

his vats in a state of ebullition. I went into a room where some steel

disks were cooling, which looked like so many setting suns. The heat

from them seemed to scorch my lungs, and I felt as though my hair would

take fire. We then went down a long, narrow street through which small

trains were running to and fro. Some of those trains were laden with

incandescent metals which irised the air as they passed. We walked in

single file along the narrow passage reserved for foot passengers

between the rails. I did not feel at all safe and my heart began to beat

fast. Blown each way by the wind from the two trains coming in opposite

directions and passing each other, I drew my skirts closely round me so

that they should not be caught. Perched on my high heels, at every step

I took I was afraid of slipping on this narrow, greasy, coal-strewn

pavement. To sum up briefly, it was a very unpleasant moment, and very

delighted I was to come to the end of that interminable street which led

to an enormous field stretching away as far as the eye could see. There

were rails lying all about here which men were polishing and filing,

etc. I had had quite enough, though, and I asked to be allowed to go

back and rest. So we all three returned to the house.

On arriving there, valets arrayed in livery opened the doors, took our

furs, walking on tiptoes as they moved about. There was silence

everywhere and I wondered why, as it seemed to me incomprehensible. My

friend’s brother scarcely spoke at all and when he did his voice was so

low that I had great difficulty in understanding him. When we asked him

any question by gesticulating, and we had to listen most attentively to

catch his reply, I noticed that an almost imperceptible smile lighted up

for an instant his stony face. I understood very soon that this man

hated humanity and that he avenged himself in his own way for his

infirmity.

Lunch had been prepared for us in the winter conservatory, a nook of

magnificent verdure and flowers. We had not taken our seats at the table

when the songs of a thousand birds burst forth like a veritable fanfare.

Underneath some large leaves whole families of canaries were imprisoned

by invisible nets. They were everywhere, up in the air, down below,

under my chair, on the table behind me, all over the place. I tried to

quiet this shrill uproar by shaking my napkin and speaking in a loud

voice, but the little feathered tribe began to sing in a maddening way.

The deaf man was leaning back in a rocking-chair and I noticed that his

face had lighted up. He laughed aloud in an evil, spiteful manner. Just

as my own temper was getting the better of me, a feeling of pity and

indulgence came into my heart for this man whose vengeance seemed to me

as pathetic as it was puerile. Promptly deciding to make the best of my

host’s spitefulness, and assisted by his brother, I took my tea into the

hall at the other end of the conservatory. I was nearly dead with

fatigue and when my friend proposed that I should go with him to see his

petroleum wells, a few miles out of the city, I gazed at him with such a

scared, hopeless expression that he begged me in the most friendly and

polite way to forgive him.

It was five o’clock and quite dusk, and I wanted to go back to my hotel.

Mr. Th—— asked if I would allow him to take me back by the hills. The

road was rather longer, but I should be able to have a bird’s-eye view

of Pittsburg, and he assured me that it was quite worth while. We

started off in the buggy with two fresh horses and a few minutes later I

had the wildest dream. It seemed to me that he was Pluto, the god of the

infernal regions, and I was Proserpine. We were traveling through our

empire at a quick trot, drawn by our winged horses. All around us we

could see fire and flames. The blood-red sky was burning with long,

black trails that looked like widows’ veils. The ground was covered with

long arms of iron stretched heavenward in a supreme imprecation. These

arms threw forth smoke, flames, or sparks which fell again in a shower

of stars. The carriage carried us on up the hills, and the cold froze

our limbs, while the fires excited our brain. It was then that my friend

told me of his love for the Niagara Falls. He spoke of them more like a

lover than an admirer, and told me he liked to go to them alone. He

said, though, that for me he would make an exception. He spoke of the

rapids with such intense passion that I felt rather uneasy and began to

wonder whether the man was not mad. I grew alarmed, for he was driving

along over the very tops of the hills, jumping the stone heaps. I

glanced at him sideways; his face was calm, but his underlip twitched

slightly, and I had noticed this peculiarity with his deaf brother, too.

By this time I was quite nervous. The cold and the fires, this

demoniacal drive, the sound of the anvil ringing out mournful chimes

which seemed to come from under the earth, and then the deep forge

whistle sounding like a desperate cry rending the silence of the night;

the chimney stacks, too, with their worn-out lungs spitting forth their

smoke with a perpetual death rattle, and the wind which had just risen

twisting the streaks of smoke into spirals which it sent up toward the

sky or beat down all at once on to us—altogether this wild dance, of the

natural and the combined elements, affected my whole nervous system so

that it was quite time for me to get back to the hotel. I sprang out of

the carriage quickly on arriving and arranged to see my friend at

Buffalo, but, alas! I was never to see him again. He took cold that very

day and could not meet me there, and the following year I heard that he

had been dashed against the rocks when trying to boat in the rapids. He

died of his passion, for his passion.

At the hotel all the _artistes_ were awaiting me, as I had forgotten we

were to have a rehearsal of “La Princesse Georges” at half past four. I

noticed a face that was unknown to me among the members of the company,

and on making inquiries about this person found that he was an

illustrator who had brought an introduction from Jarrett. He asked to be

allowed to make a few sketches of me, and after giving orders that he

should be taken to a seat, I did not trouble any more about him. We had

to hurry through the rehearsal in order to be at the theater in time for

the performance of “Froufrou,” which we were giving that night. The

rehearsal was accordingly rushed and gabbled through so that it was soon

over, and the stranger took his departure, refusing to let me look at

his sketches on the plea that he wanted to do them up before showing

them. My joy was great the following day when Jarrett arrived at my

hotel perfectly furious, holding in his hand the principal newspaper of

Pittsburg in which our illustrator, who turned out to be a journalist,

had written an article giving at full length an account of the dress

rehearsal of “Froufrou.” “In the play of ‘Froufrou,’” wrote this

delightful imbecile, “there is only one scene of any importance and that

is the one between the two sisters. Mme. Sarah Bernhardt did not impress

me greatly and, as to the _artistes_ of the Comédie Française, I

considered they were mediocre. The costumes were not very fine, and in

the ball scene the men did not wear dress suits.”

Jarrett was wild with rage, and I was wild with joy. He knew my horror

of reporters and he had introduced this one in an underhand way, hoping

to get a good advertisement out of it. The journalist imagined that we

were having a dress rehearsal of “Froufrou,” and we were merely

rehearsing Alexandre Dumas’ “Princesse Georges” for the sake of

refreshing our memories. He had mistaken the scene between the

_Princesse Georges_ and the _Comtesse de Terremonde_ for the scene in

the third act between the two sisters in “Froufrou.” We were all of us

wearing our traveling costumes and he was surprised at not seeing the

men in dress coats and the women in evening dress. What fun this was for

our company, and for all the town, and I may add, what a subject it

furnished for the jokes of all the rival newspapers!

CHAPTER XXX

END OF MY AMERICAN TOUR

I had to play two days at Pittsburg, and then go on to Bradford, Erie,

Toronto, and arrive at Buffalo on Sunday. It was my intention to give

all the members of my company a day’s entertainment at the Falls, but

Abbey, too, wanted to invite them. We had a discussion on the subject

which was extremely animated. He was very dictatorial and so was I, and

we both preferred giving the whole thing up rather than yield to each

other. Jarrett, however, pointed out the fact to us that our autocracy

would deprive the _artistes_ of a little festivity about which they had

heard a great deal and to which they were looking forward. We therefore

gave in finally, and in order to settle the matter we agreed to share

this fête between us. The _artistes_ accepted our invitations with the

most charming good grace, and we took the train for Buffalo, where we

arrived at ten minutes past six in the morning. We had telegraphed

beforehand for carriages and coffee to be in readiness and to have food

provided for us, as it is simply madness for thirty-two persons to

arrive on Sunday in an American town without giving notice of such an

event. We had a special train going at full speed over the lines that

were entirely free on Sundays, and it was decorated with festoons of

flowers. The younger _artistes_ were as delighted as children, those who

had already seen everything before, told about it; then there was the

eloquence of those who had heard of it, etc., etc., and all this

together with the little bouquets of flowers distributed among the women

and the cigars and cigarettes presented to the men, made everyone

good-humored, so that all appeared to be happy. The carriages met our

train and took us to the Hotel d’Angleterre which had been kept open for

us. There were flowers everywhere and any number of small tables upon

which were coffee, chocolate, or tea. Every table was soon surrounded

with guests. I had my sister, Abbey, Jarrett, and the principal

_artistes_ at my table. The meal was of short duration and very gay and

animated. We then went to the Falls, and I remained more than an hour on

the balcony hollowed out of the rock. My eyes filled with tears as I

stood there for I was deeply moved by the splendor of the sight. A

radiant sun made the air around us iridescent. There were rainbows

everywhere lighting up the atmosphere with their soft silvery colors.

The _coulées_ of hard ice hanging down along the rocks on each side

looked like enormous jewels. I was sorry to leave this balcony, and we

went down in narrow cages which glided gently into a tube arranged in

the cleft of the enormous rock. We arrived in this way under the

American Falls. They were there almost over our heads, sprinkling us

with their blue, pink, and mauve drops. In front of us, protecting us

from the Falls, were a heap of icicles forming quite a little mountain.

We climbed over this to the best of our ability. My heavy fur mantle

tired me and about half way down I took it off and let it slip over the

side of the ice mountain to take it again when I reached the bottom. I

was wearing a dress of white cloth with a satin blouse and everyone

screamed with surprise on seeing me. Abbey took off his overcoat and

threw it over my shoulders. I shook this off quickly and Abbey’s coat

went to join my fur cloak below. The poor _impresario’s_ face looked

very blank. As he had taken a fair quantity of cocktails he staggered,

fell down on the ice, got up and immediately fell again to the amusement

of everyone. I was not at all cold as I never am when out of doors. I

only feel the cold inside houses or in any place where I am inactive.

Finally, we arrived at the highest point of the ice and the cataract was

really most threatening. We were covered by the impalpable mist which

rises in the midst of the tumultuous noise. I gazed at it all,

bewildered and fascinated by the rapid movement of the water which

looked like a wide curtain of silver, unfolding itself to be dashed

violently into a rebounding, splashing heap with a noise unlike any

sound I had ever heard. I very easily turn dizzy and I know very well

that if I had been alone I should have remained there forever with my

eye fixed on the sheet of water hurrying along at full speed, my mind

lulled by the fascinating sound, and my limbs numbed by the treacherous

cold which encircled us. I had to be dragged away, but I am soon myself

again when confronted by an obstacle.

[Illustration: FOYER IN MADAME BERNHARDT’S THEATER, PARIS.]

We had to go down again and this was not as easy as it had been to climb

up. I took the walking stick belonging to one of my friends and then sat

down on the ice. By putting the stick under my legs I was able to slide

down to the bottom. All the others imitated me and it was a comical

sight to see forty people descending this ice hill in this way. There

were several somersaults and collisions and plenty of laughter. A

quarter of an hour later we were all at the hotel where luncheon had

been ordered.

We were all cold and hungry; it was warm inside the hotel and the meal

smelled good. When luncheon was over, the landlord of the hotel asked me

to go into a small drawing-room, where a surprise awaited me. On

entering, I saw on a table protected under a long glass box, the Niagara

Falls in miniature with the rocks looking like pebbles. A large glass

represented the sheet of water and glass threads represented the Falls.

Here and there was some foliage of a hard, crude green. Standing up on a

little hillock of ice was a figure intended for me. It was enough to

make anyone howl with horror, it was all so hideous. I managed to raise

a broad smile for the benefit of the hotel keeper by way of

congratulating him on his good taste, but I was petrified on recognizing

the man servant of the Th—— brothers of Pittsburg. They had sent this

monstrous caricature of the most beautiful thing in the world. I read

the letter which their domestic handed me and all my disdain melted

away; they had gone to so much trouble in order to explain what they

wanted me to understand and they were so delighted at the idea of giving

me any pleasure. I dismissed the valet after giving him a letter for his

masters, and I asked the hotel keeper to send the work of art to Paris

packed carefully. I hoped that it might arrive in fragments. The thought

of it haunted me, though, and I wondered how my friend’s passion for the

Falls could be reconciled with the idea of such a gift. While admitting

that his imaginative mind might have hoped to be able to carry out his

idea, how was it that he was not indignant at the sight of this

grotesque imitation? How had he dared to send it to me? How was it that

my friend loved the Falls, and what had he understood of their marvelous

grandeur? Since his death I have questioned my own memory of him a

hundred times, but all in vain. He died for them, rolling about in their

waters, killed by their caresses, and I cannot think that he could ever

have seen how beautiful they really were. Fortunately, I was called

away, as the carriage was there and everyone waiting for me. The horses

started off with us, trotting in that weary way peculiar to tourists’

horses.

When we arrived on the Canadian shore we had to go underground and array

ourselves in black or yellow mackintoshes. We looked like so many heavy,

dumpy sailors who were wearing these garments for the first time. There

were two large cells to shelter us, one for the women and the other for

the men. Everyone undressed more or less in the midst of wild confusion,

and making a little package of our clothes we gave this into the keeping

of the woman in charge. With the mackintosh hood drawn tightly under the

chin hiding the hair entirely, an enormous blouse much too wide covering

the whole body, fur boots with rough soles to prevent broken legs and

heads, and immense mackintosh breeches in Zouave style, the prettiest

and slenderest woman was at once transformed into a huge, cumbersome,

awkward bear. An iron-tipped cudgel to carry in the hand completed this

becoming costume. I looked more ridiculous than the others for I would

not cover my hair, and in the most pretentious way I had fastened some

roses into my mackintosh blouse. The women went into raptures on seeing

me. “How pretty she looks like that!” they exclaimed. “She always finds

a way to be chic, _quand-même_!” The men kissed my bear’s paw in the

most gallant way, bowing low and saying in low tones: “Always and

_quand-même_ the queen, the fairy, the goddess, the divinity,” etc.,

etc.... And I went along purring with content and quite satisfied with

myself until, as I passed by the counter where the girl who gives the

tickets was sitting, I caught sight of myself in the glass. I looked

enormous and ridiculous with my roses pinned in and the curly locks of

hair forming a kind of peak to my clumsy hood. I appeared to be stouter

than all the others because of the silver belt I was wearing round my

waist, as this drew up the hard folds of the mackintosh round my hips.

My thin face was nearly covered by my hair which was flattened down by

my hood. My eyes could not be seen and only my mouth, which is rather

large, served to show that this barrel was a human being. Furious with

myself for my pretentious coquetry and ashamed of my own weakness for

having been so content with the pitiful, insincere flattery of people

who were making fun of me, I decided to remain as I was as a punishment

for my stupid vanity. There were a number of strangers among us who

nudged each other, pointing to me and laughing slyly at my absurd

get-up, and this was only what I deserved.

We went down the flight of steps cut in the block of ice in order to get

underneath the Canadian Falls. The sight there was most strange and

extraordinary. Above me I saw an immense cupola of ice hanging over in

space, attached only on one side to the rock. From this cupola thousands

of icicles of the most varied shapes were hanging. There were dragons,

arrows, crosses, laughing faces, sorrowful faces, hands with six

fingers, deformed feet, incomplete human bodies, and women’s long locks

of hair. In fact, with the help of the imagination, and by fixing the

gaze when looking with half-shut eyes, the illusion is complete, and in

less time than it takes to describe all this, one can evoke all the

pictures of nature and of our dreams, all the wild conceptions of a

diseased mind or the realities of a reflective brain.

In front of us were small steeples of ice, some of them proud and erect,

standing out against the sky, others ravaged by the wind which gnaws the

ice, looking like minarets ready for the muezzin. On the right a cascade

was rushing down as noisily as on the other side, but the sun had

commenced its evolution toward the west and everything was tinged with a

rosy hue. The water splashed over us and we were suddenly covered with

small silvery waves that fell over us, and which when shaken slightly

stiffened against our mackintoshes. It was a shoal of very small fish

which had had the misfortune to be driven into the current and which had

come to die in the dazzling brilliancy of the setting sun. On the other

side there was a small block which looked like a rhinoceros entering the

water.

“I should love to mount on that,” I exclaimed.

“Yes, but it is impossible,” replied one of my friends.

“Oh, as to that, nothing is impossible!” I said. “There is only the

risk, the crevasse to be covered is not a yard long.”

“No, but it is deep,” remarked an _artiste_ who was with us.

“Well,” I said, “my dog is just dead. We will bet a dog of my choice

that I go.”

Abbey was fetched immediately, but he arrived only in time to see me

there. I came very near falling into the crevasse, and when I was on the

back of the rhinoceros I could not stand up. It was as smooth and

transparent as artificial ice. I sat down on its back holding on to the

little hump, and I declared that if no one came to fetch me I should

stay where I was, as I had not the courage to move a step on this

slippery back and then, too, it seemed to me as though it moved

slightly. I began to lose my self-possession. I felt dizzy, but I had

won my dog. My excitement was over and I was seized with fright.

Everyone gazed at me in a bewildered way and that increased my terror.

My sister went into hysterics, and my dear Guérard groaned in a

heartrending way: “O God, my dear Sarah! O God!” The artist was making

sketches and fortunately the company had gone on up in order to get to

the rapids in time. Abbey besought me to return; poor Jarrett besought

me. But I felt dizzy and I could not and would not cross again. Angelo

then sprang across the crevasse and remaining there called for a plank

of wood and a hatchet.

“Bravo! Bravo!” I exclaimed from the back of my rhinoceros.

The plank was brought. It was an old, black-looking piece of wood and I

glanced at it suspiciously. The hatchet cut into the tail of my

rhinoceros and the plank was fixed firmly by Angelo on my side and held

by Abbey, Jarrett, and Claude, on the other. I let myself slide over the

crupper of my rhinoceros and I then started, not without terror, along

the rotten plank of wood which was so narrow that I was obliged to put

one foot in front of the other, the heel over the toe. I returned in a

very feverish state to the hotel, and the artist brought me the droll

sketches he had made.

After a light luncheon I was to start again by the train which had been

waiting for us twenty minutes. All the others had taken their places

some time before. I was leaving without having seen the rapids in which

my poor Pittsburg friend met his death.

Our great voyage was drawing toward its close. I say great voyage for it

was my first one. It lasted for eight months. The voyages I have since

undertaken were always from eleven to sixteen months.

From Buffalo we went to Rochester, Utica, Syracuse, Albany, Troy,

Worcester, Providence, Newark, making a short stay in Washington, an

admirable city, but which at that time had a sadness about it that

affected one’s nerves. It was the last large city I visited.

After two admirable performances and a supper at the Embassy we left for

Baltimore, Philadelphia, and New York, where our tour was to come to a

close. In that city I gave a grand matinée at the general demand of the

_artistes_ of New York. The piece chosen was the “Princesse Georges.”

Oh, what a fine and never-to-be-forgotten performance! Everything was

applauded by the _artistes_. Nothing escaped the particular state of

mind of that audience made up of actors and actresses, painters and

sculptors. At the end of the play a gold hair comb was handed to me on

which was engraved the names of a great number of persons present. From

Salvini, I received a pretty casket of lapis, and from Mary Anderson, at

that time in the striking beauty of her nineteen years, a small medal

bearing a forget-me-not in turquoise. In my dressing-room I counted one

hundred and thirty bouquets.

That evening we gave our last performance with “La Dame aux Camélias.” I

had to return and bow to the public fourteen times.

Then I had a moment’s stupefaction, for in the tempest of cries and

bravos, I heard a shrill cry shouted by thousands of mouths and which I

did not in the least understand. After each recall I asked in the wings

what the meaning of the word was that struck on my ears like a dreadful

sneeze, beginning again time after time. Jarrett appeared and

enlightened me. “They are calling for a speech.” I looked at him

abashed.... “Yes, they want you to make them a little speech.” “Ah, no!”

I exclaimed, as I again went on to the stage to make a bow. “No.” And in

making my bow to the public I murmured: “I cannot speak. But I can tell

you, thank you, with all my heart!” It was in the midst of a thunder of

applause, underscored with “Hip! hip! hurrah! Vive la France!” that I

left the theater.

On Wednesday, the 4th of May, I embarked on the same transatlantic

steamer, _L’Amérique_, the phantom vessel to which my journey had

brought good luck. But it had no longer the same commander. The new

one’s name was Santelli. He was as little and fair complexioned as the

other was big and dark. But he was as charming and a nice

conversationalist.

My cabin had been newly fitted up, and this time the woodwork had been

covered in sky-blue material. On going on the steamer I turned toward

the friendly crowd and threw them a last adieu. “_Au revoir_,” they

shouted back.

I then went toward my cabin. Standing at the door in an elegant

iron-gray suit, wearing pointed shoes, hat in the latest style, and

wearing dogskin gloves, stood Henry Smith, the showman of whales. I gave

a cry like that of a wild beast. He kept his joyful smile and held out a

jewel casket which I took with the object of throwing it into the sea

through the open porthole. But Jarrett caught hold of my arm and took

possession of the casket which he opened. “It is magnificent!” he

exclaimed, but I had closed my eyes. I stopped up my ears and cried out

to the man: “Go away! you knave! you brute! go away. I hope you will die

under atrocious suffering! Go away!”

I half opened my eyes. He had gone. Jarrett wanted to talk to me about

the present. I would not hear anything about it.

“Ah, for God’s sake, Mr. Jarrett, leave me alone! Since this jewel is so

fine, give it to your daughter and do not speak to me about it any

more.” And this was done.

The evening before my departure from America I had received a long

cablegram signed Grosos, President of the Life Saving Society at Hâvre,

asking me to give a performance for the benefit of the families of the

society upon my arrival. I accepted with unspeakable joy. On regaining

my native land I should assist in drying tears.

After the decks had been cleared for departure, our ship oscillated

slightly, and we left New York on Thursday, the 5th of May.

Detesting as I usually do sea traveling I set out this time with a light

heart and smiling face, disdainful of the horrible discomfort caused by

the voyage.

We had not left New York forty-eight hours when the boat stopped. I

sprang out of my berth and was soon on deck fearing some accident to our

boat, _Phantom_, as we had nicknamed it. In front of us a French boat

had raised, lowered, and again raised its small flags. The captain, who

had given the replies to these signals, sent for me and explained to me

the working and the orthography of the signals. I could not remember

anything he told me, I must confess to my shame. A small boat was

lowered from the ship opposite us and two sailors and a young man, very

poorly dressed and with a pale face, embarked. Our captain had the steps

lowered, the small boat accosted, and the young man escorted by two

sailors came on deck. One of them handed a letter to the officer who was

waiting at the top of the steps. He read it and, looking at the young

man, he said quietly, “Follow me.” The small boat and the sailors

returned to the ship, the boat was hoisted, the engine shrieked, and

after the usual salute the two ships continued their way. The

unfortunate young man was brought before the captain. I went away after

asking the captain to tell me afterwards what was the meaning of it all

unless it should prove to be something which had to be kept secret.

The captain came himself and told me some time after. The young man was

a poor artist, a wood engraver who had managed to slip aboard a steamer

bound for New York. He had not a cent of money for his passage, as he

had not even been able to pay for an immigrant’s ticket. He had hoped to

get through without being noticed, hiding under the bales of various

kinds. He had, however, been taken ill and it was this illness which had

betrayed him. Shivering with cold and feverish he had talked aloud in

his sleep, uttering the most incoherent words. He was taken into the

infirmary and when there he had confessed everything. The captain

undertook to make him accept what I sent him for his journey to America.

The story soon spread and other passengers made a collection so that the

young engraver found himself very soon in possession of a fortune of

£48. Three days later he brought me a little wooden box, manufactured,

carved, and engraved by him. This little box is now nearly full of

petals of flowers for every year on the 7th of May I receive a small

bouquet of flowers with these words, always the same ones, year after

year: “Gratitude and Devotion.” I always put the petals of the flowers

into the little box, but for the last seven years I have not received

any. Is it forgetfulness or death which has caused the artist to

discontinue this graceful little token of gratitude? I have no idea, but

the sight of the box always gives me a vague feeling of sadness as

forgetfulness and death are the most faithful companions of the human

being. Forgetfulness takes up its abode in our mind, in our heart, while

Death is always here laying traps for us, watching all we do, and

jeering gayly when sleep closes our eyes, for we give him then the

illusion of what he knows will some day be a reality.

[Illustration: SARAH BERNHARDT IN “L’AIGLON”—PAINTING BY G. CLAIRIN.]

Apart from the above incident, nothing particular happened during the

voyage. I spent every night on deck, gazing at the horizon, hoping to

draw toward me that land on which were the loved ones. I turned in

toward morning and slept all day to kill the time.

The boats in those days did not perform the crossing with the speed of

to-day. The hours seemed to me to be wickedly long. I was so impatient

to land that I called for the doctor and asked him to send me to sleep

for eighteen hours. He gave me twelve hours’ sleep with a strong dose of

chloral and I felt stronger and calmer for confronting the shock of

happiness.

Santelli had promised that we should arrive on the evening of the 14th.

I was ready and had pawed the ground distractedly for an hour when an

officer came to ask whether I would not go on to the bridge with the

commander who was waiting for me.

With my sister I went in haste on to the bridge, and soon understood

from the embarrassed circumlocutions of the amiable Santelli that we

were too far off to hope to make the harbor that night.

I began to cry. I thought we should never arrive. I imagined that the

Gnome was going to triumph and I wept those tears that were like a brook

that runs on and on without ceasing.

The commander did what he could to bring me to a rational state of mind.

I descended from the bridge with both body and soul like limpid rags.

I lay down on a straw deck chair and when dawn came was benumbed and

sleepy. It was five in the morning. We were still twenty miles off land.

The sun, however, began joyously to brighten up the small white clouds,

light as snowflakes. The look of the loved one gave me courage again. I

ran toward my cabin. I spent a long while over my toilet in order to

kill time. At seven o’clock I made inquiries from the captain. “We are

twelve miles off,” he said. “In two hours we shall land.” “You swear to

it?” “Yes, I swear.” I returned on deck, where, leaning on the bulwark,

I scanned the distance. A small steamer appeared on the horizon. I saw

it without looking at it, expecting every minute to hear the cry “Over

there! Over there!” All at once I noticed masses of small white flags

being waved on the small steamer. I got hold of my glass ... and let it

fall with a joyous cry that left me without any strength, without

breath. I wanted to speak. I could not. My face, it appears, became so

pale that it frightened the people who were about. My sister Jeanne wept

as she waved her arms toward the distance. They wanted to make me sit

down. I would not. Hanging on to the bulwarks, I smell the salts that

are thrust under my nose. I allow friendly hands to wipe my temples, but

I am gazing over there whence the vessel is coming. Over there lies my

happiness! my joy! my life! my everything! dearer than everything!

The _Diamond_ (the vessel’s name) comes near. A bridge of love is formed

between the small and large ship, a bridge placed under the beatings of

our hearts, under the weight of the kisses that have been kept back for

how many days. Then comes the reaction that takes place in our tears

when the young being that one worships is pressed to one’s bosom under

the spell of an undefinable emotion.

The big ship is invaded. Everyone is there, my dear and faithful

friends. They have accompanied my young son Maurice. Ah, what a

delicious time! Answers get ahead of questions. Laughter is mingled with

tears. Hands are pressed, lips are kissed, only to begin over again. One

is never tired of this repetition of tender affection. During this time,

our boat is moving. The _Diamond_ has disappeared carrying away the

mails. The farther we advance, the more small boats are met with, decked

with flags, plowing the sea. There are a hundred at least. Here are

others.

“Is it a public holiday?” I asked Georges Boyer, the correspondent of

the _Figaro_, who with friends had come to meet me.

“Oh, yes, madame, a great fête day to-day at Hâvre, for they are

expecting the return of a fairy who left seven months ago!”

“Is it really in my honor that all these pretty boats have spread their

wings and beflagged their masts. Ah, how happy I am!” At this moment we

go alongside the jetty. There are perhaps twenty thousand people there

who cry out: “Vive Sarah Bernhardt!”

I am dumfounded. I do not expect any triumphant return. I am well aware

that the performance given for the Life Saving Society has won the

hearts of the people of Hâvre, but I learn that trains have come from

Paris, packed with people, to welcome my return.

I feel my pulse.... It is I.... I am not dreaming....

The boat stops opposite a red velvet tent and an invisible orchestra

strikes up an air from the _Châlet_: “Arrêtons-nous ici.”

I smile at this quite French childishness. I get off ... and walk

through the midst of a hedge of smiling, kind faces of sailors who offer

me flowers.

Within the tent all the life savers are waiting for me, wearing on their

broad chests the medals they have so well deserved.

Mr. Grosos, the president, reads to me the following address:

“Madame, as president, I have the honor to present to you a delegation

from the Life Saving Society of Hâvre, who have come to welcome you

and express their gratitude for the sympathy you have so warmly worded

in your transatlantic dispatch.

“We have also come to congratulate you on the immense success that you

have met with at every place you have visited during your adventurous

journey. You have now conquered in two worlds an incontestable

popularity and artistic celebrity, and your marvelous talent, added to

your personal charms, has affirmed abroad that France is always the

land of art and the birthplace of elegance and beauty.

“A yet distant echo of the words you spoke in Denmark, evoking a deep

and sad souvenir, still strikes on our ears. It repeats that your

heart is as French as your talent, for in the midst of the feverish

and burning successes of the theater you have never forgotten to unite

your patriotism to your artistic triumphs.

“Our life savers have charged me with expressing to you their

admiration for the charming benefactor whose generous hand has

spontaneously stretched itself out toward their poor but noble

society. They wish to offer you these flowers, gathered from the soil

of the mother country, on the land of France, where you will find them

everywhere under your feet. They are worthy that you should accept

them with favor, for they are presented to you by the bravest and most

loyal of our life savers.”

It is said that my reply was very eloquent, but I cannot affirm that

that reply was really made by me. I had lived for several hours in a

state of overexcitement from successive emotions. I had taken no food,

had no sleep. My heart had not ceased beating a moving and joyous

charge. My brain had been filled with a thousand facts that had been

piled up for seven months and narrated in two hours. This triumphant

reception, that I was far from expecting after what had happened just

before my departure, after having been so badly treated by the Paris

press, after the incidents of my journey that had been always badly

interpreted by several French papers—all these coincidences were of such

different proportions that they seemed hardly credible. I preferred to

remain in the latter dream that was so flattering to me.

The performance furnished a fruitful harvest for the life savers. As for

me, I played “La Dame aux Camélias” for the first time in France. God

had come. I affirm that those who were present at that performance

experienced the quintessence of what my personal art can give.

I spent the night at my place at Ste. Addresse. The day following I left

for Paris. A most flattering ovation was awaiting me on my arrival.

Then, three days afterwards, installed in my hotel in the Avenue de

Villiers, I received Victorien Sardou in order to hear the reading of

his magnificent piece “Fédora.”

Ah, what a great artist! What an admirable actor! What a marvelous

author! He read that play to me right off, playing every rôle, giving me

in one second the vision of what I should do.

“Ah!” I exclaimed after the reading was over. “Ah, dear master, thanks

for this beautiful part! Thanks for the fine lesson you have just given

me!”

That night left me without sleep, for I wished to catch a glimpse in the

darkness of the small star in which I had faith. I saw it as dawn was

breaking, and fell asleep thinking over the new era that it was going to

lighten up.

My artistic journey lasted seven months. I visited fifty cities and gave

156 representations as follows:

“La Dame aux Camélias” 65 performances

“Adrienne Lecouvreur” 17 „

“Froufrou” 41 „

“La Princesse Georges” 3 „

“Hernani” 14 „

“L’Etrangère” 3 „

“Phèdre” 6 „

“Le Sphinx” 7 „

Total receipts 2,667,600 francs

Average receipts 17,100 „

I conclude these memories of mine here, for this is really the first

halting place in my life; the real evolution of my physical and moral

being.

I had run away from the Comédie Française, from Paris, from France, from

my family, and from my friends.

I had thought of having a wild ride across mountains, seas, and space,

and I came back in love with the vast horizon, but calmed down by the

feeling of responsibility which for seven months had been weighing on my

shoulders.

The terrible Jarrett, with his implacable and cruel wisdom, had tamed my

wild nature by a constant appeal to my probity.

In those few months my mind had matured and the brusqueness of my will

was softened.

My life, which I thought at first was to be so short, seemed now likely

to be very, very long, and that gave me a great mischievous delight

whenever I thought of the infernal displeasure of my enemies.

I resolved to live. I resolved to be the great _artiste_ that I longed

to be.

And from the time of this return I gave myself entirely up to my life.

THE END

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TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES

1. P. 244, changed “leave on the bench” to “leave on the beach”.

2. Silently corrected obvious typographical errors and variations in

spelling.

3. Retained archaic, non-standard, and uncertain spellings as printed.

4. Enclosed italics font in _underscores_.

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