Suddenly Budd rose and bent over the table, his cards clutched in a

shaking hand, his face distorted and malignant, his eyes burning at

Kells. Passionately he threw the cards down.

“There!” he yelled, hoarsely, and he stilled the noise.

“No good!” replied Kells, tauntingly. “Is there any other game you

play?”

Budd bent low to see the cards in Kells's hand, and then, straightening

his form, he gazed with haggard fury at the winner. “You've done me!...

I'm cleaned--I'm busted!” he raved.

“You were easy. Get out of the game,” replied Kells, with an exultant

contempt. It was not the passion of play that now obsessed him, but the

passion of success.

“I said you done me,” burst out Budd, insanely. “You're slick with the

cards!”

The accusation acted like magic to silence the bandits, to check

movement, to clamp the situation. Kells was white and radiant; he seemed

careless and nonchalant.

“All right, Budd,” he replied, but his tone did not suit his strange

look. “That's three times for you!”

Swift as a flash he shot. Budd fell over Gulden, and the giant with one

sweep of his arm threw the stricken bandit off. Budd fell heavily, and

neither moved nor spoke.

“Pass me the bottle,” went on Kells, a little hoarse shakiness in his

voice. “And go on with the game!”

“Can I set in now?” asked Beady Jones, eagerly.

“You and Jack wait. This's getting to be all between Kells an' me,” said

Gulden.

“We've sure got Blicky done!” exclaimed Kells. There was something

taunting about the leader's words. He did not care for the gold. It was

the fight to win. It was his egotism.

“Make this game faster an' bigger, will you?” retorted Blicky, who

seemed inflamed.

“Boss, a little luck makes you lofty,” interposed Jesse Smith in dark

disdain. “Pretty soon you'll show yellow clear to your gizzard!”

The gold lay there on the table. It was only a means to an end. It

signified nothing. The evil, the terrible greed, the brutal lust, were

in the hearts of the men. And hate, liberated, rampant, stalked out

unconcealed, ready for blood.

“Gulden, change the game to suit these gents,” taunted Kells.

“Double stakes. Cut the cards!” boomed the giant, instantly.

Blicky lasted only a few more deals of the cards, then he rose, loser of

all his share, a passionate and venomous bandit, ready for murder. But

he kept his mouth shut and looked wary.

“Boss, can't we set in now?” demanded Beady Jones.

“Say, Beady, you're in a hurry to lose your gold,” replied Kells. “Wait

till I beat Gulden and Smith.”

Luck turned against Jesse Smith. He lost first to Gulden, then to

Kells, and presently he rose, a beaten, but game man. He reached for the

whisky.

“Fellers, I reckon I can enjoy Kells's yellow streak more when I ain't

playin',” he said.

The bandit leader eyed Smith with awakening rancor, as if a persistent

hint of inevitable weakness had its effect. He frowned, and the radiance

left his face for the forbidding cast.

“Stand around, you men, and see some real gambling,” he said.

At this moment in the contest Kells had twice as much gold as Gulden,

there being a huge mound of little buckskin sacks in front of him.

They began staking a bag at a time and cutting the cards, the higher

card winning. Kells won the first four cuts. How strangely that radiance

returned to his face! Then he lost and won, and won and lost. The other

bandits grouped around, only Jones and Braverman now manifesting any

eagerness. All were silent. There were suspense, strain, mystery in the

air. Gulden began to win consistently and Kells began to change. It

was a sad and strange sight to see this strong man's nerve and force

gradually deteriorate under a fickle fortune. The time came when half

the amount he had collected was in front of Gulden. The giant was

imperturbable. He might have been a huge animal, or destiny, or

something inhuman that knew the run of luck would be his. As he had

taken losses so he greeted gains--with absolute indifference. While

Kells's hands shook the giant's were steady and slow and sure. It must

have been hateful to Kells--this faculty of Gulden's to meet victory

identically as he met defeat. The test of a great gambler's nerve was

not in sustaining loss, but in remaining cool with victory. The fact

grew manifest that Gulden was a great gambler and Kells was not. The

giant had no emotion, no imagination. And Kells seemed all fire and

whirling hope and despair and rage. His vanity began to bleed to death.

This game was the deciding contest. The scornful and exultant looks of

his men proved how that game was going. Again and again Kells's unsteady

hand reached for one of the whisky bottles. Once with a low curse he

threw an empty bottle through the door.

“Hey, boss, ain't it about time--” began Jesse Smith. But whatever

he had intended to say, he thought better of, withholding it. Kells's

sudden look and movement were unmistakable.

The goddess of chance, as false as the bandit's vanity, played with him.

He brightened under a streak of winning. But just as his face began to

lose its haggard shade, to glow, the tide again turned against him.

He lost and lost, and with each bag of gold-dust went something of his

spirit. And when he was reduced to his original share he indeed showed

that yellow streak which Jesse Smith had attributed to him. The bandit's

effort to pull himself together, to be a man before that scornful gang,

was pitiful and futile. He might have been magnificent, confronted by

other issues, of peril or circumstance, but there he was craven. He was

a man who should never have gambled.

One after the other, in quick succession, he lost the two bags of gold,

his original share. He had lost utterly. Gulden had the great heap of

dirty little buckskin sacks, so significant of the hidden power within.

Joan was amazed and sick at sight of Kells then, and if it had been

possible she would have withdrawn her gaze. But she was chained there.

The catastrophe was imminent.

Kells stared down at the gold. His jaw worked convulsively. He had the

eyes of a trapped wolf. Yet he seemed not wholly to comprehend what had

happened to him.

Gulden rose, slow, heavy, ponderous, to tower over his heap of gold.

Then this giant, who had never shown an emotion, suddenly, terribly

blazed.

“One more bet--a cut of the cards--my whole stake of gold!” he boomed.

The bandits took a stride forward as one man, then stood breathless.

“One bet!” echoed Kells, aghast. “Against what?”

“AGAINST THE GIRL!”

Joan sank against the wall, a piercing torture in her breast. She

clutched the logs to keep from falling. So that was the impending

horror. She could not unrivet her eyes from the paralyzed Kells, yet

she seemed to see Jim Cleve leap straight up, and then stand, equally

motionless, with Kells.

“One cut of the cards--my gold against the girl!” boomed the giant.

Kells made a movement as if to go for his gun. But it failed. His hand

was a shaking leaf.

“You always bragged on your nerve!” went on Gulden, mercilessly. “You're

the gambler of the border!... Come on.”

Kells stood there, his doom upon him. Plain to all was his torture,

his weakness, his defeat. It seemed that with all his soul he combated

something, only to fail.

“ONE CUT--MY GOLD AGAINST YOUR GIRL!”

The gang burst into one concerted taunt. Like snarling, bristling wolves

they craned their necks at Kells.

“No, damn--you! No!” cried Kells, in hoarse, broken fury. With both

hands before him he seemed to push back the sight of that gold, of

Gulden, of the malignant men, of a horrible temptation.

“Reckon, boss, thet yellow streak is operatin'!” sang out Jesse Smith.

But neither gold, nor Gulden, nor men, nor taunts ruined Kells at this

perhaps most critical crisis of his life. It was the mad, clutching,

terrible opportunity presented. It was the strange and terrible nature

of the wager. What vision might have flitted through the gambler's mind!

But neither vision of loss nor gain moved him. There, licking like a

flame at his soul, consuming the good in him at a blast, overpowering

his love, was the strange and magnificent gamble. He could not resist

it.

Speechless, with a motion of his hand, he signified his willingness.

“Blicky, shuffle the cards,” boomed Gulden.

Blicky did so and dropped the deck with a slap in the middle of the

table.

“Cut!” called Gulden.

Kells's shaking hand crept toward the deck.

Jim Cleve suddenly appeared to regain power of speech and motion.

“Don't, Kells, don't!” he cried, piercingly, as he leaped forward.

But neither Kells nor the others heard him, or even saw his movement.

Kells cut the deck. He held up his card. It was the king of hearts. What

a transformation! His face might have been that of a corpse suddenly

revivified with glorious, leaping life.

“Only an ace can beat thet!” muttered Jesse Smith into the silence.

Gulden reached for the deck as if he knew every card left was an ace.

His cavernous eyes gloated over Kells. He cut, and before he looked

himself he let Kells see the card.

“You can't beat my streak!” he boomed.

Then he threw the card upon the table. It was the ace of spades.

Kells seemed to shrivel, to totter, to sink. Jim Cleve went quickly to

him, held to him.

“Kells, go say good--by to your girl!” boomed Gulden. “I'll want her

pretty soon.... Come on, you Beady and Braverman. Here's your chance to

get even.”

Gulden resumed his seat, and the two bandits invited to play were eager

to comply, while the others pressed close once more.

Jim Cleve led the dazed Kells toward the door into Joan's cabin. For

Joan just then all seemed to be dark.

When she recovered she was lying on the bed and Jim was bending over

her. He looked frantic with grief and desperation and fear.

“Jim! Jim!” she moaned, grasping his hands. He helped her to sit up.

Then she saw Kells standing there. He looked abject, stupid, drunk. Yet

evidently he had begun to comprehend the meaning of his deed.

“Kells,” began Cleve, in low, hoarse tones, as he stepped forward with a

gun. “I'm going to kill you--and Joan--and myself!”

Kells stared at Cleve. “Go ahead. Kill me. And kill the girl, too.

That'll be better for her now. But why kill yourself?”

“I love her. She's my wife!”

The deadness about Kells suddenly changed. Joan flung herself before

him.

“Kells--listen,” she whispered in swift, broken passion. “Jim Cleve

was--my sweetheart--back in Hoadley. We quarreled. I taunted him. I said

he hadn't nerve enough--even to be bad. He left me--bitterly enraged.

Next day I trailed him. I wanted to fetch him back.... You remember--how

you met me with Robert--how you killed Roberts? And all the rest?...

When Jim and I met out here--I was afraid to tell you. I tried to

influence him. I succeeded--till we got to Alder Creek. There he went

wild. I married him--hoping to steady him.... Then the day of the

lynching--we were separated from you in the crowd. That night we

hid--and next morning took the stage. Gulden and his gang held up the

stage. They thought you had put us there. We fooled them, but we had to

come on--here to Cabin Gulch--hoping to tell--that you'd let us go....

And now--now--”

Joan had not strength to go on. The thought of Gulden made her faint.

“It's true, Kells,” added Cleve, passionately, as he faced the

incredulous bandit. “I swear it. Why, you ought to see now!”

“My God, boy, I DO see!” gasped Kells. That dark, sodden thickness of

comprehension and feeling, indicative of the hold of drink, passed away

swiftly. The shock had sobered him.

Instantly Joan saw it--saw in him the return of the other and better

Kells, how stricken with remorse. She slipped to her knees and clasped

her arms around him. He tried to break her hold, but she held on.

“Get up!” he ordered, violently. “Jim, pull her away!... Girl, don't do

that in front of me... I've just gambled away--”

“Her life, Kells, only that, I swear,” cried Cleve.

“Kells, listen,” began Joan, pleadingly. “You will not let that--that

CANNIBAL have me?”

“No, by God!” replied Kells, thickly. “I was drunk--crazy.... Forgive

me, girl! You see--how did I know--what was coming?... Oh, the whole

thing is hellish!”

“You loved me once,” whispered Joan, softly. “Do you love me still?...

Kells, can't you see? It's not too late to save my life--and YOUR

soul!... Can't you see? You have been bad. But if you save me now--from

Gulden--save me for this boy I've almost ruined--you--you.... God will

forgive you!... Take us away--go with us--and never come back to the

border.”

“Maybe I can save you,” he muttered, as if to himself. He appeared to

want to think, but to be bothered by the clinging arms around him. Joan

felt a ripple go over his body and he seemed to heighten, and the touch

of his hands thrilled.

Then, white and appealing, Cleve added his importunity.

“Kells, I saved your life once. You said you'd remember it some day.

Now--now!... For God's sake don't make me shoot her!”

Joan rose from her knees, but she still clasped Kells. She seemed to

feel the mounting of his spirit, to understand how in this moment he was

rising out of the depths. How strangely glad she was for him!

“Joan, once you showed me what the love of a good woman really was. I've

never seen the same since then. I've grown better in one way--worse

in all others.... I let down. I was no man for the border. Always that

haunted me. Believe me, won't you--despite all?”

Joan felt the yearning in him for what he dared not ask. She read his

mind. She knew he meant, somehow, to atone for his wrong.

“I'll show you again,” she whispered. “I'll tell you more. If I'd never

loved Jim Cleve--if I'd met you, I'd have loved you.... And, bandit or

not, I'd have gone with you to the end of the world!”

“Joan!” The name was almost a sob of joy and pain. Sight of his face

then blinded Joan with her tears. But when he caught her to him, in a

violence that was a terrible renunciation, she gave her embrace, her

arms, her lips without the vestige of a lie, with all of womanliness and

sweetness and love and passion. He let her go and turned away, and in

that instant Joan had a final divination that this strange man could

rise once to heights as supreme as the depths of his soul were dark.

She dashed away her tears and wiped the dimness from her eyes. Hope

resurged. Something strong and sweet gave her strength.

When Kells wheeled he was the Kells of her earlier experience--cool,

easy, deadly, with the smile almost amiable, and the strange, pale eyes.

Only the white radiance of him was different. He did not look at her.

“Jim, will you do exactly what I tell you?”

“Yes, I promise,” replied Jim.

“How many guns have you?”

“Two.”

“Give me one of them.”

Cleve held out the gun that all the while he had kept in his hand. Kells

took it and put it in his pocket.

“Pull your other gun--be ready,” said he, swiftly. “But don't you shoot

once till I go down!... Then do your best.... Save the last bullet for

Joan--in case--”

“I promise,” replied Cleve, steadily.

Then Kells drew a knife from a sheath at his belt. It had a long, bright

blade. Joan had seen him use it many a time round the camp-fire. He

slipped the blade up his sleeve, retaining the haft of the knife in his

hand. He did not speak another word. Nor did he glance at Joan again.

She had felt his gaze while she had embraced him, as she raised her

lips. That look had been his last. Then he went out. Jim knelt beside

the door, peering between post and curtain.

Joan staggered to the chink between the logs. She would see that fight

if it froze her blood--the very marrow of her bones.

The gamblers were intent upon their game. Not a dark face looked up as

Kells sauntered toward the table. Gulden sat with his back to the

door. There was a shaft of sunlight streaming in, and Kells blocked it,

sending a shadow over the bent heads of the gamesters. How significant

that shadow--a blackness barring gold! Still no one paid any attention

to Kells.

He stepped closer. Suddenly he leaped into swift and terrible violence.

Then with a lunge he drove the knife into Gulden's burly neck.

Up heaved the giant, his mighty force overturning table and benches and

men. An awful boom, strangely distorted and split, burst from him.

Then Kells blocked the door with a gun in each hand, but only the one

in his right hand spurted white and red. Instantly there followed a

mad scramble--hoarse yells, over which that awful roar of Gulden's

predominated--and the bang of guns. Clouds of white smoke veiled the

scene, and with every shot the veil grew denser. Red flashes burst from

the ground where men were down, and from each side of Kells. His form

seemed less instinct with force; it had shortened; he was sagging. But

at intervals the red spurt and report of his gun showed he was fighting.

Then a volley from one side made him stagger against the door. The clear

spang of a Winchester spoke above the heavy boom of the guns.

Joan's eyesight recovered from its blur or else the haze of smoke

drifted, for she saw better. Gulden's actions fascinated her, horrified

her. He had evidently gone crazy. He groped about the room, through the

smoke, to and fro before the fighting, yelling bandits, grasping with

huge hands for something. His sense of direction, his equilibrium, had

become affected. His awful roar still sounded above the din, but it was

weakening. His giant's strength was weakening. His legs bent and buckled

under him. All at once he whipped out his two big guns and began to fire

as he staggered--at random. He killed the wounded Blicky. In the melee

he ran against Jesse Smith and thrust both guns at him. Jesse saw the

peril and with a shriek he fired point-blank at Gulden. Then as Gulden

pulled triggers both men fell. But Gulden rose, bloody-browed, bawling,

still a terrible engine of destruction. He seemed to glare in one

direction and shoot in another. He pointed the guns and apparently

pulled the triggers long after the shots had all been fired.

Kells was on his knees now with only one gun. This wavered and fell,

wavered and fell. His left arm hung broken. But his face flashed white

through the thin, drifting clouds of smoke.

Besides Gulden the bandit Pike was the only one not down, and he was

hard hit. When he shot his last he threw the gun away, and, drawing a

knife, he made at Kells. Kells shot once more, and hit Pike, but did

not stop him. Silence, after the shots and yells, seemed weird, and the

groping giant, trying to follow Pike, resembled a huge phantom. With one

wrench he tore off a leg of the overturned table and brandished that. He

swayed now, and there was a whistle where before there had been a roar.

Pike fell over the body of Blicky and got up again. The bandit leader

staggered to his feet, flung the useless gun in Pike's face, and closed

with him in weak but final combat. They lurched and careened to and fro,

with the giant Gulden swaying after them. Thus they struggled until

Pike moved under Gulden's swinging club. The impetus of the blow

carried Gulden off his balance. Kells seized the haft of the knife still

protruding from the giant's neck, and he pulled upon it with all his

might. Gulden heaved up again, and the movement enabled Kells to pull

out the knife. A bursting gush of blood, thick and heavy, went flooding

before the giant as he fell.

Kells dropped the knife, and, tottering, surveyed the scene before

him--the gasping Gulden, and all the quiet forms. Then he made a few

halting steps, and dropped near the door.

Joan tried to rush out, but what with the unsteadiness of her limbs

and Jim holding her as he went out, too, she seemed long in getting to

Kells.

She knelt beside him, lifted his head. His face was white--his eyes were

open. But they were only the windows of a retreating soul. He did not

know her. Consciousness was gone. Then swiftly life fled.

20

Cleve steadied Joan in her saddle, and stood a moment beside her,

holding her hands. The darkness seemed clearing before her eyes and the

sick pain within her seemed numbing out.

“Brace up! Hang--to your saddle!” Jim was saying, earnestly. “Any moment

some of the other bandits might come.... You lead the way. I'll follow

and drive the pack-horse.”

“But, Jim, I'll never be able to find the back-trail,” said Joan.

“I think you will. You'll remember every yard of the trail on which you

were brought in here. You won't realize that till you see.”

Joan started and did not look back. Cabin Gulch was like a place in

a dream. It was a relief when she rode out into the broad valley. The

grazing horses lifted their heads to whistle. Joan saw the clumps of

bushes and the flowers, the waving grass, but never as she had seen them

before. How strange that she knew exactly which way to turn, to head, to

cross! She trotted her horse so fast that Jim called to say he could

not drive a pack-animal and keep to her gait. Every rod of the trail

lessened a burden. Behind was something hideous and incomprehensible and

terrible; before beckoned something beginning to seem bright. And it

was not the ruddy, calm sunset, flooding the hills with color. That

something called from beyond the hills.

She led straight to a camp-site she remembered long before she came to

it; and the charred logs of the fire, the rocks, the tree under which

she had lain--all brought back the emotions she had felt there. She grew

afraid of the twilight, and when night settled down there were phantoms

stalking in the shadows. When Cleve, in his hurried camp duties, went

out of her sight, she wanted to cry out to him, but had not the voice;

and when he was close still she trembled and was cold. He wrapped

blankets round her and held her in his arms, yet the numb chill and the

dark clamp of mind remained with her. Long she lay awake. The stars were

pitiless. When she shut her eyes the blackness seemed unendurable. She

slept, to wake out of nightmare, and she dared sleep no more. At last

the day came.

For Joan that faint trail seemed a broad road, blazoned through the wild

canons and up the rocky fastness and through the thick brakes. She led

on and on and up and down, never at fault, with familiar landmarks near

and far. Cleve hung close to her, and now his call to her or to the

pack-horse took on a keener note. Every rough and wild mile behind them

meant so much. They did not halt at the noon hour. They did not halt

at the next camp-site, still more darkly memorable to Joan. And sunset

found them miles farther on, down on the divide, at the head of Lost

Canon.

Here Joan ate and drank, and slept the deep sleep of exhaustion. Sunrise

found them moving, and through the winding, wild canon they made fast

travel. Both time and miles passed swiftly. At noon they reached the

little open cabin, and they dismounted for a rest and a drink at the

spring. Joan did not speak a word here. That she could look into the

cabin where she had almost killed a bandit, and then, through silent,

lonely weeks, had nursed him back to life, was a proof that the long

ride and distance were helping her, sloughing away the dark deadlock to

hope and brightness. They left the place exactly as they had found

it, except that Cleve plucked the card from the bark of the

balsam-tree--Gulden's ace--of--hearts target with its bullet--holes.

Then they rode on, out of that canon, over the rocky ridge, down into

another canon, on and on, past an old camp-site, along a babbling brook

for miles, and so at last out into the foot--hills.

Toward noon of the next day, when approaching a clump of low trees in a

flat valley, Joan pointed ahead.

“Jim--it was in there--where Roberts and I camped--and--”

“You ride around. I'll catch up with you,” replied Cleve.

She made a wide detour, to come back again to her own trail, so

different here. Presently Cleve joined her. His face was pale and

sweaty, and he looked sick. They rode on silently, and that night they

camped without water on her own trail, made months before. The single

tracks were there, sharp and clear in the earth, as if imprinted but a

day.

Next morning Joan found that as the wild border lay behind her so did

the dark and hateful shadow of gloom. Only the pain remained, and it had

softened. She could think now.

Jim Cleve cheered up. Perhaps it was her brightening to which he

responded. They began to talk and speech liberated feeling. Miles of

that back-trail they rode side by side, holding hands, driving the

pack-horse ahead, and beginning to talk of old associations. Again it

was sunset when they rode down the hill toward the little village of

Hoadley. Joan's heart was full, but Jim was gay.

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