CHAPTER XX.

Barbara had scarcely entered the street with her father when they were

stopped by Master Adrian, the Emperor’s valet. He came from his Majesty

to inform Blomberg that the regent could not spare Sir Wolf Hartschwert,

and the captain might choose another companion for his ride. The Emperor

expected him to select only a loyal, trustworthy, and vigorous nobleman

who had taken the oath of fealty to his Majesty. If he should be in the

military service, the necessary leave of absence was granted in advance;

only he must present himself to the Lord Bishop of Arras that very day.

Sir Wolf Hartschwert must depart for Brussels in the regent’s train

early the next morning.

This news by no means pleased the old soldier, yet, before the valet had

finished the message, his features smoothed--he thought he had already

found the right man.

After assuring himself that the imperial messenger had fulfilled his

commission, he took a hasty leave of him and his daughter.

His kind heart impelled him to show his chosen companion his friendly

remembrance of him, and thereby atone for the offence which had been

inflicted upon him in his house. To Barbara’s inquiry whom he would take

with him, he hurriedly replied that he should not decide until he joined

his military comrades in the Black Bear. As soon as this important

matter was settled he would return home, for it had now become

unnecessary to inform Wolf. The maid-servant could be sent to summon

him to the Golden Cross. Barbara might go herself at once to Ursel and

soothe her--anxiety about her beloved young knight weighed heavily upon

her soul.

During this conversation? Master Adrian had gone to her side; but as

soon as Blomberg had retired, he informed Barbara, in his master’s name,

that he should expect her after vespers in the apartments of the Queen

of Hungary. He longed to hear her voice. The regent desired to know

whether she had any special wishes concerning the Prebrunn house. She

need not restrict herself on the score of expense; the Prebrunn steward

would be authorized to pay everything. True, most of the furniture was

supplied and the necessary servants had been obtained, but her Majesty

the Queen advised her to take with her a maid or companion whom she

personally liked.

Barbara’s face crimsoned as she listened, and then asked anxiously

whether the Emperor Charles knew of these arrangements.

He had no doubt of it, the man replied, for he had heard his Majesty

remark that, if the marquise’s companion was not to become the toy

of her caprices, she must be enabled to obtain what she desired

independently of the old lady. He was anxious to make Barbara’s life in

Prebrunn a pleasant one.

The latter, with downcast eyes, thanked Master Adrian and turned away;

but he detained her with the inquiry whether he should probably find Sir

Wolf Hartschwert at home, and received the answer that he had gone to

Syndic Hiltner’s.

The valet then hastily took his leave, because just at that time his

royal master needed him. Any one else could summon the knight to the

regent in his place.

In the corridor of the Golden Cross he met Brother Cassian, the body

servant of the Confessor de Soto, a middle-aged Swabian, who had

formerly as a lay brother worked as a bookbinder in the Dominican

monastery at Cologne. He was clad in a half-secular, half-priestly

garb, and was an humble, extremely devout man, whose yielding nature had

rendered him popular among the servants at the court. His bullet-shaped

head was unusually large, and his face, with its narrow brow and small,

lustreless eyes, showed that he was not prone to thinking. Yet he

fulfilled every order precisely according to directions, and possessed

his full share of the cunning which is often a characteristic of narrow

minds.

He willingly undertook to summon Sir Wolf Hartschwert, whom he knew, to

the presence of the Queen of Hungary. No special haste was needful, and,

as he loved good wine and did not lack gifts from those who desired an

audience with his master, he went first to the English Greeting, where

the travelling clergy lodged and often deigned to accost him.

Barbara had returned home with bowed head, and threw herself into her

father’s arm-chair in his workshop. She gazed into vacancy with a sore

and anxious heart, and, as an insane violinist lures the same tone from

the instrument again and again, she constantly returned to the same

thought, “Lost! lost!--too late! too late!”

Barbara gave herself up to this mood for several minutes, but at last

she remembered her lover’s summons for that evening.

He longed to hear her voice, Master Adrian had said.

Surely, surely he himself had clothed the expression in a totally

different, a hundred times warmer form. How bewitchingly he, the great

Emperor, understood how to flatter, and, with the memory of the charm

of his manner, the thought of the blissful hours which she had enjoyed

through his love returned to her mind. It was in his power to bestow the

highest happiness which earth can give; after all, his love outweighed

everything that she must sacrifice for it. To enjoy it, though but for a

brief season, she ought not to refuse to bear the hardest, most terrible

things, and, if what was now her secret became rumoured among the

people, to accept humiliation, shame, and scorn. Let the respectable

women of Ratisbon, in their pride of virtue, maliciously cast stones at

her; they could not look down upon her, for, as the object of the most

illustrious sovereign’s love, she was raised far above them.

Meanwhile, with a feeling of defiant self-confidence, she was again

braiding her hair. But the mental firmness which she had regained did

not last; more than once her hand faltered while the comb was dividing

the wealth of her golden tresses. How ardently Charles had praised their

luxuriant beauty!-and to-day he was to rejoice in it again. But why had

not even one poor word from his own hand accompanied the summons?

Why had his messenger been only a valet? Why had he wounded her so

deeply the night before?

Why did leaden weights seem to hang upon her soul when she attempted to

soar upward?

Oh, what a state of things!

Who had given the regent, to whom nothing attracted her, the right to

dispose of her as though she were a chattel or her captive?

Had she, with her heart and her honour, also resigned her freedom to her

lover?

If she had only possessed one, one single person to whom she could utter

her thoughts!

Then her glance fell upon the knapsack, and she remembered Wolf. He was

to set out on his journey early the next morning; her lover expected her

after vespers; so perhaps she would not be permitted to see him again,

for she scarcely dared to hope that, after the rebuff which he had

experienced, he would seek her again. Yet she longed once more to clasp

the hand of the man for whom she felt a sister’s affection and yet had

so deeply wounded.

Without one kind farewell word from him, the bitterest drop of all would

fall into the wormwood which already mingled in her happiness. It seemed

incomprehensible that he who from childhood had given her his whole

heart would henceforth deny her every friendly feeling. For her own

sake, and also for his, this should not be.

How many had sought her love! But perhaps the time would soon come when,

on account of the one who must supply the place of all others, no one

would care for her. Then she wished at least to be sure of the sympathy,

the friendship of this good loyal man.

There were still many things for her to do, but to seek Wolf she left

them all, even the visit to Frau Lerch, whom she wished to ask to devote

herself exclusively to her service in Prebrunn.

Full of anxious cares, lofty anticipations, and the ardent desire to

conciliate Wolf, she took the by no means lengthy walk to the Hiltners.

Not until she reached the doctor’s house did it occur to her that she

had forgotten to execute her father’s commission and relieve Ursel’s

anxiety about her darling.

How did it happen that, if any affair of her own interested her, she

always forgot what she owed to others?

Barbara was obliged to wait in the broad, lofty hall of the syndic’s

house for the maid-servant, who announced her; and the stout man with

the big head, who had seized the knocker just before she entered, shared

her fate.

He was now leaning with bowed head against the wall, both hands clasped

under his beardless chin, and might have been taken for a monk repeating

his prayers. The long, brown doublet fastened around his hips by a

Hemp rope, instead of a girdle, made him resemble a Franciscan. But his

thick, flaxen hair lacked the tonsure, the rope the rosary, and he wore

coarse leather shoes on his large feet.

Barbara fancied that she had seen this strange figure somewhere, and

he, too, must have recognised her, for he bowed when she looked at him.

There was not the slightest movement of the body except the small eyes,

which wandered restlessly around the spacious room as if they missed

something.

The inquiry what he found lacking here was already rising to Barbara’s

lips when the syndic’s wife came toward her, preceded by her daughter

Martina, who, radiant with joy at seeing the ardently admired singer in

her own house, kissed her with fervent affection.

The mother merely extended her hand to Barbara, yet the whole manner of

the gentle, reserved woman showed that she was a welcome guest.

Frau Sabina loved and understood music, still enjoyed singing hymns with

the members of her household, and had done everything in her power to

aid the establishment of the Convivium musicum and foster its progress.

Interest in music had also united her to Dr. Martin Luther, her

husband’s friend, and mane a composition of the Wittenberg ecclesiastic

had first been performed at the Hiltners.

The old faith offered so much more to charm the senses than the new one!

Therefore it seemed a special cause for thanksgiving that singing and

playing upon the organ occupied a prominent place in the Protestant

religious service, and that Luther most warmly commended the fostering

of music to those who professed the evangelical belief. Besides, her

adopted son Erasmus, the new Wittenberg master of arts, had devoted

himself eagerly to music, and composed several hymns which, if Damian

Feys permitted it, would be sung in the Convivium musicum.

Frau Sabina Hiltner had often met Barbara there, and had noticed with

admiration and pleasure the great progress which this richly gifted

young creature had made under the direction of the Netherland master.

Other members of the Convivium, on the contrary, bore Barbara a grudge

because she remained a Catholic, and many a mother of a daughter whom

Barbara, as a singer, had cast too far into the shade, would gladly have

thrust her out of the circle of music-loving citizens.

Frau Sabina and Master Feys, who, like the much-envied girl, was a

professor of the old faith, interceded for her all the more warmly.

Besides, it afforded Frau Hiltner scarcely less pleasure to hear Barbara

than it did Martina, and she could also fix her eyes with genuine

devotion upon the girl’s wonderfully beautiful and nobly formed

features. The mother and daughter owed to this peerless singer the best

enjoyment which the Collegium afforded them, and, when envy and just

displeasure approached Frau Sabina to accuse Barbara of insubordination,

obstinacy, pride, and forwardness, which were unseemly for one so young,

as well as exchanging coquettish glances with the masculine members of

the choir, the profoundly respected wife of the syndic and her young

daughter warmly defended the persecuted girl.

In this her husband strongly supported her, for, when necessary, he

dealt weighty blows and upheld what he deemed just without fear of man

and with the powerful aids of his strong intellect and the weight of the

esteem he had won by a stainless, industrious life.

Doubtless Frau Sabina also perceived something unusual in Barbara’s

nature and conduct, traits of defiance, almost rebellion, which would

have troubled her in her Martina, who, though no beauty, was a pretty

girl, with the most winning, childlike charm; but she secretly asked

herself whether she would not accept it gratefully if, in exchange, her

girl could possess such a wonderful gift of God; for, sharply as the eye

of envy followed Barbara’s every act, she had never given cause to doubt

her chastity, and this Frau Hiltner considered greatly in her favour;

for what tremendous temptations must have assailed this marvellously

beautiful creature, this genuine artist, who had grown to womanhood

without a mother, and whose only counsellor and protector was a

crippled, eccentric old soldier.

As Martina opened the door of the sitting room a loud conversation in

men’s voices became audible, and with the deep, resonant tones of the

syndic Barbara recognised the higher, less powerful ones of the man whom

she was seeking.

The kiss of the scarcely unfolded bud of girlhood, the child of a

mother whose presence in the Convivium had often helped her to curb an

impetuous impulse, pleased Barbara, and yet awakened the painful feeling

that in accepting it without resistance she was guilty of a deception.

Besides, she had not confessed, and it seemed as if, in feeling the

young heretic’s kiss an honour, she were adding to the burden which had

not yet been removed from her conscience.

Yet she could not overcome an emotion of rare pleasure when Frau Sabina,

after beckoning to her husband, took her hand and led her into the

reception room. Erasmus Eckhart, the adopted son of the house, hastened

toward Barbara to greet her as an acquaintance of his school days,

flushing deeply in his surprise at her great beauty as he did so.

But the mistress of the house gave him no time to renew the relations

of childhood, and led her away from him to her husband and her

mother-in-law, a woman of ninety, to whom she presented her with kind,

nay, with extremely flattering, words. Barbara lowered her eyes in

confusion, and did not see how, at her entrance, Wolf’s face had

blanched and old Frau Hiltner had sat up in her cushioned arm-chair at

the window to look her sharply and fixedly in the eyes with the freedom

of age.

Meanwhile the man from the hall had stationed himself beside the door

in the same attitude, with his hands clasped under his chin and his cap

between his breast and arm, and stood motionless. He did not appear to

be at ease, and gnawed his thick lower lip with a troubled look as he

occasionally cast a glance at the strong countenance of Martin Luther,

whose portrait, the size of life, gazed at him from its gilt frame on

the opposite wall.

Barbara did not regain complete self-control until the syndic asked his

errand.

The man in the brown doublet was Brother Cassian, the body servant of

the Emperor’s confessor. He now unclasped his hands to grasp the cap

under his arm, which he twirled awkwardly in his fingers while saying,

in a rapid, expressionless tone, as though he were repeating a lesson,

that he had come to summon Wolf Hartschwert to the Queen of Hungary,

with whom he must set out for Brussels early the next morning.

Barbara then remarked in a subdued tone that she had come here for the

same purpose, and also for another-to shake hands with the playmate of

her childhood, because she probably would not see him again before his

departure.

Wolf listened to this statement in surprise, and then told the messenger

that he would obey her Majesty’s command.

“Obey the command,” Cassian repeated, according to his servant custom.

Then he was about to retire, but Frau Sabina had filled a goblet with

wine for him, and Martina, according too an old custom of the family,

offered it to the messenger.

But, much as Cassian liked the juice of the grape, he waved back the

kindly meant gift of the mistress of the house with a hoarse “No, no!”

and shaking his head, turned on his heel, and without a word of thanks

or farewell left the room.

“The heretic’s wine,” observed Dr. Hiltner, shrugging his shoulders

regretfully, and then asked Wolf, “Do you know the queer fellow?”

“The body servant of the almoner, Pedro de Soto,” was the reply. The

bang of the closed outer door was heard at the same moment, for Cassian

had rushed into the open air as fast as his feet would carry him. After

leaving part of the street behind him, he stopped, and with a loud

“B-r-r-r!” shook himself like a poodle that has just come out of the

water.

Into what an abominable heretic house Master Adrian had sent him!

To despatch a good Christian to such an unclean hole!

No images of the Virgin and the saints, no crucifix nor anything else

that elevates a human soul in the whole dwelling, but the portrait of

the anti-Christ, the arch-heretic Luther, in the best place in the room!

However he turned his eyes away, the fat heretic face had forced him to

look at it. Meanwhile he had felt as if the devil himself was already

stretching out his arm from the ample sleeve to seize him by the collar.

“B-r-r-r!” he repeated, and hurried off to Saint Leonhard’s chapel in

the Golden Cross, where he sprinkled himself eagerly with holy water,

and then sought Master Adrian. But the valet was with the Emperor,

and so he went to his master and told him where he had unexpectedly

wandered.

The latter lent a willing ear and shook his sagacious head indignantly

when he learned that, besides Sir Wolf Hartschwert, Cassian had also

met “the singer” at the house of the syndic, the soul of the evangelical

movement in Ratisbon.

Meanwhile Barbara was taking leave of the friend of her youth at the

Hiltner house.

The others, with the exception of the deaf old dame, had considerately

left the room.

Wolf felt it gratefully, for a dark suspicion, which Barbara’s

information of her father’s long ride as a messenger only confirmed,

weighed heavily upon his heart.

The man for whose sake the woman he loved had given him up must be Baron

Malfalconnet.

It was well known how recklessly this gay, gallant noble trifled with

women’s hearts, and he had mentioned Barbara in his presence in a way

that justified the conjecture.

Therefore, ere Wolf clasped her hand, he told her the suspicions which

filled him with anxiety about her.

But he was soon to discover the baselessness of this fear.

Whatever the truthful girl so positively and solemnly denied must be far

from her thoughts, and he now clasped her right hand in both his.

The heavy anxiety that his “queen” had fallen into the baron’s hands as

a toy had been removed. The thought of the Emperor Charles was as far

removed from his mind as heaven from earth, though Barbara emphasized

the fact that the man whom she loved would be sure of his respect. She

also, with deep emotion, assured him that she wished him the best and

most beautiful life, and would always retain her friendship for him

whatever Fate might have in store for both.

The words sounded so truthful and loyal that Wolf’s heart was moved to

its inmost depths, and he now, in his turn, assured her that he would

never forget her, and would treasure her image in his heart’s core to

the end. True, he must endure the keenest suffering for her sake, but he

also owed her the greatest happiness life had granted him.

The eyes of both were dim, but when he began to talk in the old pathetic

way of the magic of love, which would at last bring together those whom

Heaven destined for one another, she tore herself away, hastily begged

him to say farewell to Fran Hiltner for her, and then went into the

hall; but here Martina overtook the departing guest, threw herself

impetuously into her arms, and whispered the question whether she would

permit her to pay her a visit at Prebrunn when she was with her old

marquise, she had so much, so very much, to tell her.

But the wish, of which her mother was ignorant, remained unfulfilled,

for Barbara, scarcely able to control her voice in her embarrassment,

hurriedly replied that while with the lady in waiting she would no

longer be her own mistress, pressed a hasty kiss upon the innocent

child’s brow, released herself from her embrace, and rushed through the

door, which Wolf was holding open for her, into the street.

The former gazed after her with a troubled heart, and, after she was out

of sight, returned to the others. He conscientiously delivered Barbara’s

farewell, and the praise which Frau Sabina lavished upon her pleased

him as much as if nothing had come between them. Finally he made an

engagement to see Erasmus Eckhart that evening in his lodgings, and then

went to the Queen of Hungary.

After he had left the Hiltners Frau Sabina bent down to her

mother-in-law’s ear--though she had lost her quickness of hearing, she

had retained her sight perfectly--and, raising her voice, told her the

name of the young lady who had just left them. Then she asked if she,

too, did not admire Barbara’s beauty, and what she thought of her.

The grandmother nodded, exclaiming in a low tone, “Beautiful,

beautiful--a wonderfully beautiful creature!” Then she gazed

thoughtfully into vacancy, and at last asked whether she had heard

correctly that Jungfrau Blomberg was also a remarkable singer.

Her daughter-in-law eagerly nodded assent to this question.

The aged woman silently bowed her head, but quickly raised it again, and

there was a faint tinge of regret in her voice as she began: “Too much,

certainly too much. Such marvels are rare. But one thing or the

other. For women of her stamp there are only two conditions, and no

other--rapturous happiness and utter misery. She will be content with no

average. It does not suit such natures.”

Here she paused abruptly, for Martina entered the room, and with

affectionate solicitude said to her granddaughter: “Young Trainer was

here just now. Has anything happened between you? I see by your eyes

that you have been weeping.”

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