CHAPTER XLIV.

SARAH.

Whilst doing a house-to-house work in one of our large coast towns,

also filling various pulpits whenever opportunity permitted, I was on

one occasion cordially invited to enter the lodging of a girl, who,

when I was seated, quickly turned the key in the lock, remarking as she

did so: "You're just the kind of a person I have been hoping this long

time to meet. Excuse me for locking you in, but I don't want to be

disturbed while you are here, where I'm truly ashamed to have you find

me. I want to tell you my situation and see if you can not immediately

get me out of this awful predicament."

Calling attention to the fact that there was no odor of liquor, no

signs of cigarettes about, and stating that in consequence she was

unpopular with the habitues of the other lodgings in the immediate

vicinity, she inquired:

"Do I look like a hardened sinner?"

"You certainly do not," was my reply.

"Oh! I'm so relieved," she rejoined, "so relieved to hear you say so,

because I want to get away from this life, and I am sure you can help

me."

"All that is in my power, dear girl," I assured her. "Now tell me your

story."

"I've a little brother and sister," she began. "My father, when I was

seventeen years of age, ran off with another woman and deserted poor

Mother, who took it so hard that she lived only two years. This left me

to provide for the children. I had to get some help from the county for

the funeral expenses, and it wasn't easy to make a good appearance and

provide properly for the little ones on what I was earning."

"What were you doing for a living, dear?" I asked.

"I was working in a laundry, from early morning till, many times, late

at night. I got a dollar a day and for over-time was paid extra." (If I

remember correctly, she said ten cents an hour.)

"Was that sufficient to provide food, clothing, and shelter for all

three of you?" I inquired.

"No, mam, though I managed somehow. I boarded them with an old friend

of mother's, who was very kind, and I felt she was never paid enough

for her trouble, so you may be sure I was constantly on the lookout for

a better-paying job. At last I thought I had struck one, but for a

while it would take me away from them, for it was away off in Nevada.

"I answered an ad in the morning paper for a situation in a hotel. The

man and woman wanted me right away, as they were leaving on the evening

train, and would take me with them, also two others. So I quickly made

all my arrangements. Two days later we were there, and it took me no

time to see that our principal work would be to wait on tables in the

saloon and gambling-hall. _I had no money, and was in debt. What could

I do but make the best of it? and it is surprising how soon one can_."

"Yes, my child. I've frequently heard others make the same sad

remark--but proceed with your story."

"I was making quite a bit, besides sending money home to keep the

children, when something happened which made me so despondent [she did

not say what it was] that one day I quit my job, and one of the girls

said, 'Go down to ----, Sarah. You'll be able to get plenty of honest

work there, at good wages.' So I left; and, believe me, I hadn't struck

---- before some one on the train recognized me as one of the girls who

had worked in the ---- Hotel. It was all up with me now. In my despair

I took this den, for which I pay one dollar and fifty cents a day. I

loathe, I hate the business. I am ready and willing to go into

anybody's kitchen and work, and work hard and well, for I know how. Do

you think you could get any one to hire me?"

As she had been brought up by a God-fearing mother, we knelt together

in that vile den, where we both prayed. With the tears streaming down

her cheeks, she prayed her mother's God and her God to forgive her for

having been so weak as to yield to the devil, all because she wanted

more money so as to be able to provide better for the little brother

and sister, and implored Him to give her employment where she could

have them near her until they were old enough to do for themselves.

Now listen to how God answered that prayer. On the next evening

(Sunday), whilst I was addressing a large audience in the

Congregational church, I related this girl's experience and then

requested honest work for her, emphasizing thus: "She claims to be

capable; she looks it; therefore she can earn good wages. Whoever is in

need of such a girl, please privately inform me at the close of this

service." In less than an hour, that girl could have had her choice of

five situations in responsible families. I chose one for her, and for

aught I know to the contrary, she may be there still. (Reader, it is

impossible to keep track of different ones, there are so many.) She

gave such excellent satisfaction that erelong her little brother and

sister were provided a good home in her immediate neighborhood, and

scarcely any one is the wiser for her unfortunate error.

Thus the rescue worker occasionally sees happy results of the travail

of soul for the lost ones; but would to God there were many more

Christian employers like the one Sarah found, who treat her so kindly,

as well as give her what she is capable of earning, that she makes

extra effort to prove her appreciation and gratitude. "But," you say,

"there are not many like Sarah." True; also there are not many

Christians like Sarah's employers. In fact, they are very, very rare.

Many a time have I wearied myself in vain in an endeavor to procure

honest employment for some young girl who has been convicted and

imprisoned a short time for her first offense and who has told me of

her capabilities and begged me to procure employment pending her

release, so that she would not have to return to her undesirable home

and surroundings, with their accompanying temptations.

"We dare say she means well enough now, but we could not think of

hiring her until some one has first tested and proved her trustworthy.

Besides, there are other members of our family; they must be taken into

consideration," is the frequent excuse. Thus the responsibility is

shifted, and, sick and sad at heart, we go away to inform the poor girl

who wants honest work that our efforts have proved futile. We then

implore her to make her home in one of the refuges until she can once

more become established, only to hear her say: "That would hoodoo me

for sure. You know as well as I do that scarcely any wages are offered

to a girl who is hired out of a rescue home, even if she is quite

capable." Reader, it is shamefully true. Oh! why will professed

Christians take so mean an advantage of the situation and expect girls

who have made some mistake, but _have the courage to live it down_, to

go to work at menial employment for little or nothing? Under such

circumstances, what inducement have they who, if encouraged, would do

better?

May the dear Lord as never before give us an introspective vision of

ourselves as he sees us. This will surely clothe us with the mantle of

Christ-like charity, in the event of our determination to live up to

our profession and numberless privileges.

[Illustration: SAN QUENTIN, PRISON YARD.]

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