III.

I am something of an antiquary, and not entirely without experience of

MS. older even than this appeared to be. Having convinced myself by a

cursory inspection that the matter was worth looking into, I lost no

time in composing myself to its perusal.

It was written in Latin--a fortunate circumstance, since there was none

of the difficulty attendant upon old-fashioned bad spelling to contend

with. The substance of the writing consisted, so far as I was able to

make out, of extracts from a number of private letters, supplemented

by passages from the pages of a journal and by occasional observations

made apparently in the transcriber's own person. The combination formed

a tolerably consecutive and logical history of three individuals--a

woman and two men--who lived and loved and hated with the antiquated

vehemence of a century and a half ago.

An odd circumstance which was immediately noticeable in the compilation

was a systematic omission of the names of all the actors in the events

narrated. A blank space of some length was left for each one, as though

the writer had intended filling them in afterwards, but, for whatever

cause, had failed to do so. Even the scribe himself--he was a friend

or confidential adviser, as it seemed, of the principal figure in the

narrative--had suffered himself to remain as nameless as the rest.

This omission affected me strangely. So far from alienating my interest,

it greatly augmented it; and although the body of the writing was

couched in terms sufficiently dry and matter-of-fact, the blank spaces

gave rein to the imagination, and lent the story a present and almost

a personal vitality and significance. It almost seemed to me that the

matter was, in some way or other, my individual concern--that I was, or

had been, involved in the incidents here set forth, and had still to

look forward to the catastrophe. The potent port, I fancy, must have a

little o'ercrowed my spirit; but I believe I ascribed it, at the same

time, to the peculiar influence exerted over me by the portrait of my

reverend ancestor. He seemed positively to be alive, and preparing to

come down from his frame and take the MS. into his own possession.

I spent a long time in trying to find out whence the MS. came, and

why it had been sent to me. But to this problem there was no apparent

clue--no tangible evidence, external or internal. Of course I was sure

that the secret lay in the blank spaces; and was half inclined to cut

the knot by filling them up with my own name and with those of the first

three friends of mine that happened to come into my head. However, after

quite working myself into a fever, and ruining the flavour of my Cabana

by letting it go out and then relighting it, I finally contented myself

by stopping the pregnant gaps with the first four letters of the

alphabet; and thus furnished forth, I buckled earnestly and steadily to

my work, progressing so rapidly that in less than three hours' time I

had mastered the whole narrative.

It was an unpleasant story, certainly, but there was nothing

particularly weird or remarkable, after all, in the incidents related.

From a literary point of view, it was greatly lacking in point and

completeness; for though it ended with the death of the chief character

and the marriage of the other two, yet the interest of the reader

advanced beyond the written limits, and demanded a more definite

conclusion. Things were left at such loose ends, in spite of death and

marriage, that it was hard not to believe that more remained behind.

In the heated and excited condition of my imagination, I felt strongly

tempted to snatch up my pen and improvise an ending on my own

responsibility.

The longer I mused over the matter the more convinced did I become that

all had not been told. Moreover, I could almost fancy that I had some

occult perception of what the true and ultimate conclusion really

was; nay, even that the authorship of this very MS., which had been

penned considerably more than a hundred years before I was born, was

nevertheless mystically my own. I repeat, there seemed to be something

of myself in it; and the events had an inexplicable sort of familiarity

to my mind, as though they were long forgotten, rather than now known

for the first time. And all the while that alchemic progenitor of mine

kept up his mysterious winking and nodding.

It would be too long and tedious to transcribe the tale as I read it; I

will therefore give, as briefly as possible, an abstract of the leading

points round which it was woven.

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