V.

I was now standing on the bank of a stream which, coming from the west,

took its course past my feet eastwards. For some distance its approach

was between gradually rising walls of rock, which were highest just

where I stood. Thence was a precipitous descent into a small gorge about

one hundred paces in length, whose steep sides opened out towards the

east, their meeting-point being my present station. Through the natural

gateway which it had cut for itself in the face of the precipice, the

stream fell cataract-wise into a deep pool below, whence overflowing

it rushed down a rugged incline, and, having leapt another fall, raced

along the middle of the little glen, and so hurried with foam and noise

onward to the sea.

There were vestiges of a rude bridge, long since broken down, across the

natural gateway just mentioned; and I even fancied that I could detect

traces of an ancient footpath which had its beginning somewhere in the

west, and, crossing the stream at this point, had then clambered down

the slope to the bottom of the gorge. The bridge had not been entirely

of stone; but a stout plank had probably spanned the flood, secured

at either end by rough masonry. It must have been a ticklish passage

without a handrail, for a false step, followed by a plunge over the

cataract, would have been almost certain death. If Master Peter had

tumbled in here instead of at the other pool miles lower down, not

Poyntz, nor Agatha, nor I, nor all the luck in the world could have got

him out alive.

The hollow of the gorge was much overgrown with bushes and brambles, and

along the margin of the noisy stream the grass was high and rank. At the

opening of the little valley farthest from where I stood rose an immense

oak-tree--the only tree of anything like its size to be seen within a

mile--whose wide-spreading branches cast a deep shadow on the earth

beneath. So thickly clustered the leaves on the stalwart boughs, and so

dark was their tint of green, the whole great tree seemed to have been

steeped in night. The gorge, though full of sunlight and verdure, and

vocal with the splash of the cataracts, wrought on me even at the first

glance an impression of loneliness and desolation. The blue sky seemed

farther away from this than from other parts of the earth's surface, and

methought the sun shone upon it rather in mockery than in love.

Nearly midway down the hollow, and just under the second cataract, hung

a huge water-wheel. It hung there motionless, and plainly many a year

had passed since it had revolved upon its ponderous axle. It was

built of wood, on a clumsy and old-fashioned model, and had become so

blackened by age and weather that one might have fancied it charred

by fire. Its parts were fastened together with great nails and clamps

of iron, the strength of which, however, was now but a deceptive

appearance, for the metal was eaten away by red rust, so that a hearty

shake would probably have caused the whole structure to tumble into

ruin. The rain and snow of unrecorded seasons had spread the rust in

streaks and blotches over the swarthy rottenness of the woodwork until I

could almost have believed it dabbled with unsightly stains of blood.

Side by side with these ominous discolorations, however, were growing

patches of tender green moss; and thick tufts of grass bent gracefully

over the heavy rim of the wheel, where it impended above the rushing

water. A delicate vine of convolvulus had become rooted somewhere

above, and had wreathed itself in and out among the rigid spokes. It

seemed as though Nature were striving, with but partial success, to win

back to her own fresh bosom this gaunt relic of man's handiwork. With

but partial success; for all the magic of her beautiful adornments

could not annul the odd feeling of repulsion--or was it perverted

fascination?--with which this sullen wheel began to affect me. I

know not how to interpret, even to my own mind, the nature of this

impression. Solitary as I stood there, I yet could not rid myself of

the notion that I was not (in the ordinary sense of the word) alone.

That wheel--there was something about it more than belongs to mere

negative brute matter. It seemed not devoid of a low and evil form

of consciousness--almost of personality. I recognised the morbid

extravagance of the idea at the same time that I was powerless to do

away with it. Everyone, probably, has had some similar experience; and

the fact that reason cannot account for the sensation does not lessen

its impressiveness.

The wheel had caught my eye from the first, and, as it were, commanded

my main attention. But after a few minutes I looked away from it, not

without a conscious effort of will, and gave a closer examination to

other objects in the glen. The mill to which the wheel appertained

stood on the right bank of the stream, but was now little more than

a heap of ruins. The wooden part was wholly decayed, and the stone

foundations were displaced and shattered, and covered with weeds

and rubbish. A few paces farther back, huddled against the southern

acclivity of the gorge, was the carcase of a dismantled and deserted

house. The roof had fallen in, the window frames and sashes were gone,

and the lifeless rooms stood open to the air. The stone walls had

formerly been overlaid with plaster, but this had mostly fallen away,

and what patches remained here and there were stained with greenish

mould. A tall clump of barberry bushes was growing just within the

threshold of the doorway, as if to dispute the entrance of any chance

intruder; and a vigorous plantation of some species of yellow flowers

was waving above the remains of the chimney. The spectacle was in every

respect forlorn and depressing; no barren desert, that had never been

trodden by the foot of man, could have so repelled and saddened the

observer. Man feels no sympathy for what has never known life; but

that which once has lived and now is dead, yet retains in death some

semblance of its extinct vitality,--that it is which brings the true

feeling of desolation home to us.

After a time I climbed cautiously down from my coign of vantage, and

making my way between loose stones and tangled shrubbery, I passed

the black wheel and arrived at length beneath the shadow of the great

oak. And here, for the first time, I began to feel very weary, with a

weariness as much of the mind as of the body. In fact, what with my

adventure with Peter, my long walk, and the excitement produced by

old Jack Poyntz's strange yarn, I had been through a good deal for an

invalid, and had earned the right to a little rest. Looking about me for

a seat, my eye fell upon a small mound which lay between me and the base

of the oak, with a bit of gray stone jutting out from one end of it. It

might once have been a bench; at all events it would serve my turn, so

I threw myself down at full length and pillowed my head and shoulders

against it. As I lay, my face was turned towards the open end of the

gorge, and away from the house and mill-wheel. These, however, dwelt in

my memory; and on closing my eyes, I found that the scene of the ruin

stood distinctly before my mental sight, more weird than the reality,

because the phantom sunshine appeared pallid and ineffective.

The sound of a breeze stirring amid the thick leaves over my head

mingled with the gurgle of the stream, until it seemed as if some voice

were speaking in a low minor key--a tone without passion and without

hope. As I listened, and fancifully attempted to fashion words and

sentences out of the inarticulate murmur, that odd sensation of not

being alone (which had all along been hovering about me) suddenly

intensified itself to the pitch of conviction. Sitting up with something

of a start, I glanced nervously towards the mill, and at once had the

pleasure of seeing my conviction justified. The figure of a man was

actually standing on the opposite side of the stream, one hand resting

upon the wheel, while he fixed upon me the gaze of a pair of black eyes.

He had probably been there from the first, or if not precisely there,

then in the near vicinity; there were hiding-places enough amongst the

ruins. Nevertheless I felt an unreasonable anger against him. He had

come upon me unawares; and a surprise, if it be not agreeable, is apt to

be very much the reverse.

He was a person of medium height, perhaps a little below it, and was

clad in a shabby old-fashioned coat and small-clothes. He wore no hat,

and the black hair which grew thickly upon his high head was curiously

variegated with large patches of white. His countenance showed

refinement and sensitiveness but the expression stamped upon it was

singularly painful. I cannot better describe it than by saying that it

seemed to indicate loss, loss beyond remedy either in this world or

the next. Its effect upon me resembled that wrought by the desolate

house, but was more potent, because humanised. The man seemed beyond

middle-age, judging from the furrows on his brow and the stoop on his

shoulders; and yet there was a kind of immaturity in his aspect. He was

as one whose intellectual much outweighed his actual experience; who had

dwelt amidst theories and eschewed reality. Such a combination of age

and youth needs a strong seasoning of sincerity and simplicity to make

it palatable; but in the present case these qualities were wanting, and

instead there was an indefinable flavour of moral perversion.

When we had regarded each other for several moments, the man crossed the

mill-race and advanced towards me, making a gesture of greeting with his

hand. His manner was well-bred and quiet, and left no doubt that he was

a gentleman; notwithstanding which I felt an antipathy against him, and

was half-minded to admonish him that his presence was unwelcome. That I

did not yield to this impulse was due, perhaps, less to courtesy than to

the strong sentiment of curiosity with which the stranger had already

inspired me. In other words, he was a magnet that attracted me with one

pole while repelling me with the other; and the attraction was, for the

moment, the stronger force of the two.

At this juncture it occurred to me--I know not how I had failed to

think of it before--that these ruins must be what was left of the

Laughing Mill, to which Poyntz had made allusion in his interrupted

yarn. The recognition gave me a thrill of a kind not altogether

agreeable; I was glad that the sun shone instead of the moon. Nor did

I, under these changed conditions, so much regret the presence of a

companion. I was in a nervous and abnormal state, and though far from

superstitious--no lawyer could venture to be that--I preferred society

to solitude in a place which had the reputation of being haunted.

It was healthier to converse about such follies--even with an

unsympathetic interlocutor--than to brood over them in private. This

old-fashioned personage, moreover, had the air of being familiar with

the neighbourhood; perhaps he was in the habit of coming here, and

could give me some information about its former inhabitants--Scholar

Gloam and the rest. I repented my former rude intentions, and resolved

to be friends with him, and draw him out. Accordingly I returned his

salute, and commanded my features to an expression of affability.