CHAPTER XIV.

MAVIS PLACE CHAPEL.

It was on the corner of Merle Street and Mavis Place. The Reverend

Hilary Vireo, as I have told you, was the minister.

It might have been called, if anybody had thought of it, "The Chapel

of the New Song." For it was the very gospel of hope and gladness

that Hilary Vireo preached there, and had preached and lived for

twenty years, making lives to sing that would have moaned.

"Haven't you a song in your heart, somewhere?" was his word once, to

a man of hard life, who came to him in a trouble, and telling him of

it, passed to a spiritual confidence, such as Vireo drew out of

people without the asking. At the end of his story, the man had said

that "he supposed it was as good as he ought to expect; he hadn't

any business to look for better, and he must just bear it, for

_this_ life. He hoped there _was_ something afterwards for them that

could get to it, but he didn't know."

"Aren't you _glad_ of things, sometimes?" said Mr. Vireo. "Of a

pleasant day, even,--or a strong, fresh feeling in the morning?

Don't you touch the edge of the great gladness that is in the world,

now and then, in spite of your own little single worries? Well,

_that's_ what God means; and the worry is the interruption. He

_never_ means that. There's a great song forever singing, and we're

all parts and notes of it, if we will just let Him put us in tune.

What we call trouble is only his key, that draws our heart-strings

truer, and brings them up sweet and even to the heavenly pitch.

Don't mind the strain; believe in the _note_, every time his finger

touches and sounds it. If you are glad for one minute in the day,

that is his minute; the minute He means, and works for."

The man was a tuner of pianofortes. He went away with that lesson in

his heart, to come back to him repeatedly in his own work, day by

day. He had been believing in the twists and stretches; he began

from that moment to believe in the music touches, far apart though

they might come. He lived from a different centre; the growth began

to be according to the life.

"It's queer," he said once, long afterward, reminding Mr. Vireo of

what he had spoken in the moment it was given through him, and then

forgotten. "A man can put himself a'most where he pleases. Into a

hurt finger or a toothache, till it is all one great pain with him;

or outside of that, into something he cares for, or can do with his

well hand, till he gets rid of it and forgets it. There's generally

more comfort than ache, I do suppose, if we didn't live right in the

middle of the ache. But you see, that's the great secret to find

out. If ever we _do_ get it,--complete"--

"Ah, that's the resurrection and the life," said Mr. Vireo.

Among the crowd that waited about the open chapel doors, and through

the porches, and upon the stair-ways, one clear, sunny, October

morning, on which the congregation would not gather quietly to its

pews, stood this man, and many another man, and woman, and little

child, to whom a word from Hilary Vireo was a word right out of

heaven.

They would all have a first sight of him to-day,--his first Sunday

among them after the whole summer's absence in Europe. He might

easily not get into his pulpit at all, but give his gift in crumbs,

all the way along from the street curb-stones to the aisles in the

church above,--they waylaid him so to snatch at it from hand, face,

voice, as he should come in. It would not be altogether unlike

Hilary Vireo, if seeing things this way, he stopped right there

amongst them, to deal out heart-cheer and sympathy right and left,

face to face, and hand to hand,--the Gospel appointed for that day.

"What a crowd there'll be in heaven about some people!" said a tall,

good-looking man to Hilary Vireo, in an undertone, as he came up the

sidewalk with him into the edge of these waiting groups.

"May be. There'll be some scattering, I fancy, that we don't look

for. We shall find _all_ our centres there," returned Mr. Vireo,

hastily, as his people closed about him and the hand-shaking began.

Christopher Kirkbright made his way to the stairs, as the passage on

one side became cleared by the drifting of the parish over to the

western door, by which the minister was entering. A little way up he

found his sister, sitting with a young woman in the deep window

ledge at the turn, whence they could look quietly down and watch the

scene. Overhead, the heavy bell swung out slow, intermitted peals,

that thrilled down through all the timbers of the building, and

forth upon the crisp autumn air.

"My brother--Miss Ledwith," said Miss Euphrasia, introducing them.

Desire Ledwith looked up, The intensity that was in her gray eyes

turned full into Christopher Kirkbright's own. It was like the

sudden shifting of a lens through which sun-rays were pouring. She

had been so absorbed with watching and thinking, that her face had

grown keen and earnest without her knowing, as it had been always

wont to do; only it was different from the old way in this,--that

while the other had been eager, asking, unsatisfied, this was simply

deep, intent; a searching outward, that was answered and fed

simultaneously from within and behind; it was the _transmitted_

light by which the face of Moses shone, standing between the Lord

and the people.

She was not beautiful now, any more than she had been as a very

young girl, when we first knew her; in feature, that is, and with

mere outward grace; but her earnestness had so shaped for itself,

with its continual, unthwarted flow, a natural and harmonious outlet

in brow and eyes; in every curve by which the face conforms itself

to that which genuinely animates it, that hers was now a countenance

truly radiant of life, hope, purpose. The small, thin, clear cut

nose,--the lip corners dropped with untutored simplicity into a rest

and decision that were better than sparkle and smile,--the coolness,

the strength, that lay in the very tint and tone of her

complexion,--these were all details of character that had asserted

itself. It had changed utterly one thing; the old knitting and

narrowing of the forehead were gone; instead, the eyes had widened

their spaces with a real calm that had grown in her, and their outer

curves fell in lines of largeness and content toward the contour of

the cheeks, making an artistic harmony with them.

It was not a face, so much as a living soul, that turned itself

toward Miss Euphrasia's brother, as Miss Kirkbright spoke his name

and Desire's.

For some reason, he found himself walking into the church beside

them afterward, thinking oddly of the etymology of that

word,--"introduced."

"Brought within; behind the barriers; made really known. Effie gave

me a glimpse of that girl,--her _self_. I don't think I was ever so

really introduced before."

He did not know at all who Miss Ledwith was; she might have been one

of the chapel protégées; from Hanover or Neighbor Street, or where

not; they all looked nice, in their Sunday dress; those who were

helped to dress were made to look as nice as anybody.

Desire Ledwith had on a dark maroon-colored serge, made very simply;

bordered, I believe, with just a little roll binding of velvet

around the upper skirt. Any shop-girl might have worn that; any

shop-girl would perhaps have been scarcely satisfied to wear the

plain black hat, with just one curly tip of ostrich feather tucked

in where the velvet band was folded together around it.

Desire sat with her class; it was her family, she said; her

church-family, at any rate; she had chosen her scholars from those

who had no parents to come with, and sit by; they were all glad of

their home-place weekly, at her side.

Miss Kirkbright and her brother went into the minister's pew. Miss

Kirkbright did not usually come to the service; the school, in which

she taught, met in the afternoon; but this was Mr. Vireo's first

Sunday, and his friend, her brother Christopher, had just come home

with him across the Atlantic.

There was singing, in which nearly every voice joined; there was

praying, in which one voice spoke as to a Presence felt close

beside; and all the people felt at least that _he_ felt it, and that

therefore it must be there. They believed in it through him, as we

all believe in it through Christ, who is in the bosom of the Father.

That they might some time come where he stood now, and know as he

knew, many of them were simply, carefully, daily striving to "do the

Will."

He spoke to them of "journeyings;" of how God was everywhere in the

whole earth; of how Abraham had the Lord with him, as he travelled

up through a land he knew not, as he dwelt in Padan Aram, as he

crossed the desert and came down through the hill-country into

Canaan. Of how the Lord met Jacob at Bethel, when he was on his way

through strange places, to go and serve his uncle Laban; how he went

with Joseph into Egypt, and afterwards led out the children of

Israel through forty years of wandering, showing them signs, and

comforting them all the way; how "He leadeth me" is still the

believer's song, still the heart-meaning of every human life.

"Whether we go or stay, as to place, we all move on; from our

Mondays to our Saturdays; from one experience to another; and before

us and beside us, passes always and abides near that presence

of _the Lord_. Do you know what 'the Lord' means? It is the

bread-giver; the feeder; the provider of every little thing. That is

the name of God when He comes close to humanity. In the beginning,

_God_ created the heavens and the earth; but _the Lord_ spoke unto

Adam; _the Lord_ appeared unto Abraham; _the Lord_ was the God of

Israel.

"God is _our_ Lord; our daily leader; our bread-giver, from meal to

meal, from mouthful to mouthful. The Angel of his Presence saves us

continually. And in these latter days, the 'Lord' is 'Christ;' the

human love of Him come down into our souls, to take away our

sins,--to give us bread from heaven to eat; to fulfill in the inward

kingdom every type and sign of the old leading; through need and

toil, through strange places, through tedious waitings, through the

long wilderness, and over the river into the Land that is beautiful

and very far off."

The four walked away from the church together; they stopped on the

corner of Borden Street. Here Desire and Mr. Vireo would leave

them,--their way lying down the hill.

"I liked your doctrine of the Lord," said Miss Euphrasia to the

minister. "That is true New Church interpretation, as I receive it."

"How can any one help seeing it? It shines so through the whole,"

said Desire.

"Leader and Giver; it is the one revelation of Scripture, from

beginning to end," said Mr. Vireo. "'Come forth into the land that I

shall show thee.' 'Follow Me, and I will give unto you everlasting

life.' The same call in the Old Testament and in the New."

"'One Lord, one faith, one baptism,'" repeated Miss Euphrasia.

"Leading--_by the hand_; giving--_morsel by morsel_," said Mr.

Kirkbright, emphasizing the near and dear detail.

"That makes me think," said Miss Euphrasia, suddenly. "Desire," she

went on, without explaining why, "we are going up to Brickfield

Farms next week, Christopher and I. Why shouldn't you go too,--and

bring her home, you know?"

As true as she lived, Miss Euphrasia hadn't a thought--whatever

_you_ may think--of this and that, or anything, when she said it.

Except the simple fact, that it was beautiful October weather, and

that _she_ should like it, and that Sylvie and Desire would get

acquainted.

"It will do you good. You'd better," said Mr. Vireo, kindly.

Christopher Kirkbright said nothing, of course. There was nothing

for him to say. He did not think very much. He only had a passing

feeling that it would be pleasant to see this grave-faced girl

again, and to understand her, perhaps, a little.

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