CHAPTER IV.

"O gloriously upon the deep

The gallant vessel rides,

And she is mistress of the winds,

And mistress of the tides."

--_Miss Landon_.

Meanwhile Edward had taken his sister on board the steamer, and she,

greatly exhausted by grief, anxiety, and fatigue, had at once retired to

her berth.

Edward also was weary and in need of sleep, so presently went to his

state-room, leaving Ben to attend to the luggage and watch for Mrs.

Conly's arrival.

Faithful Ben waited patiently about for a couple of hours, then began to

grow uneasy lest Mrs. Conly should not arrive in season. Another hour

passed, and he reluctantly roused his young master to ask what could be

done.

"What's wanted?" Edward asked, waked by Ben's loud rap on the state-room

door.

"Miss Louise she hasn't come yet, Marse Ed'ard," he said, "and de

steamah'll be startin' fo' long. I don' know whar to go to look her up, so

please excuse me for rousin' ye, sah."

"Hasn't come yet, do you say, Ben? and the vessel about to sail?"

exclaimed Edward in dismay, springing from his berth to open the door.

"Why, yes," looking at his watch, "there's barely half an hour left, and I

don't see what we can do."

"No time now fo' me to go an' hunt up Miss Louise, Marse Ed'ard? Ise berry

sorry, sah, dat I didn't come soonah to ax you 'bout it, but I didn't like

to 'sturb you," said Ben, looking much distressed.

"Never mind, Ben," Edward answered kindly, "you couldn't have gone for

her, because she gave me no address, and I have not the least idea where

to send for her."

"Den what am to be done, sah?"

"We will have to sail without her. I could not think of asking my sister

to wait for the next steamer," Edward said, more as if thinking aloud than

talking to Ben.

The latter bowed respectfully and withdrew, but only to come hurrying back

the next moment with a telegram from Virginia.

"Mother taken suddenly ill. Remains with me. Send luggage to No. ----

street."

This news of his aunt's illness caused Edward regret not wholly unmingled

with satisfaction in the thought of being spared her companionship on the

voyage and afterward.

He read the message aloud to Ben. "You see it would have done no good if

we could have gone for her," he remarked. "But go, make haste to have the

baggage sent ashore to the address given here."

Elsie's state-room adjoined her brother's. She too had been roused by

Ben's knock and overheard a part of what passed between him and his young

master. Dinah also was listening.

"What dat dey say, Miss Elsie?" she queried in a startled tone, "Miss

Louise sick?"

"I think that was what Master Edward said; but go to his door, Dinah, and

ask."

Edward came himself with his answer and bringing a second telegram; this

time from their grandfather, saying the children were decidedly better,

all the rest of the family well.

"Oh, what good news!" exclaimed Elsie. "But poor Aunt Louise! I wish we

knew her exact condition. Do you not think it must have been a sudden

seizure?"

"Yes, of either illness or desire to remain behind. Don't let it worry

you, sister dear. You have already quite enough of anxiety to endure."

"No," she said, with a sweet, patient smile, "I am trying not to be

anxious or troubled about anything, but to obey the sweet command,

'casting all your care upon Him.'"

"'For He careth for you,'" added Edward, completing the quotation. "It

is, as you say, a sweet command, most restful to those who obey it. Have

you slept?"

"Yes, I have had a long and very refreshing nap; still I have not

recovered from my fatigue, and shall not leave my state-room for some time

yet."

"Let me send in your supper," he said. "I hope it will refresh you still

more, and that after it you may feel equal to a turn on deck with me. It

will be moonlight, and if you wrap up well you will not find the air more

than bracingly keen."

"Thank you," she said. "It is altogether likely I shall find the exercise

of a short promenade rather restful than otherwise, after being so long

cramped up in the cars. You are a dear, good brother to me, Ned," she

added, laying her hand affectionately on his arm as he sat on the edge of

the berth close by her side. "But how strange it seems that we two are

starting off on this long voyage alone!"

"I'm so proud to be trusted to take care of you, Elsie," he returned,

bending over her and tenderly smoothing her luxuriant hair. "I used to

look up to you years ago, but now----"

"You look down on me?" she interrupted sportively. "No great feat, Master

Ned, while I lie here."

"Nor when we stand side by side," he returned in the same tone, 'seeing I

have grown to be a full head taller than you. But truth compels me to

acknowledge that I am your superior in nothing else except physical

strength."

"You might add knowledge of the world, you have had to rely on your own

judgment so much oftener than I who have so seldom left mamma's side.

Dear, dear mamma! Oh, Ned, how long will it be before I see her again?"

She wept as she spoke, and Edward felt for the moment strongly inclined to

join her. But instead he tried to cheer her.

"We will hope Cousin Arthur may prescribe a sea voyage for grandpa and the

children before long, and then we shall have the whole family joining us

in Italy."

"How delightful that would be, Ned!" she said, smiling through her tears.

"And do you know," he went on gayly, "it is strongly impressed upon me

that we shall find Lester convalescent, and by good nursing and our

cheering companionship so help it on that we shall have him a well man in

a few weeks."

"Ah, if it might be so!" she sighed. "'But He doeth all things well,' and

oh how precious are His promises! 'As thy days thy strength shall be.' 'I

will never leave thee nor forsake thee.' 'When thou passest through the

waters I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not

overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be

burned; neither shall the flames kindle upon thee.' And then that glorious

assurance, 'We _know_ that all things work together for good to them that

love God.' Oh, Ned, our one great need is more and stronger faith!"

"Yes, the faith which worketh by love! Let me read you that eighth chapter

of Romans. I do not know what could be more comforting," he said, taking a

small Testament from his pocket.

"Thank you," she said when he had finished. "Ah, what could be sweeter

than those concluding verses! 'For I am persuaded that neither death, nor

life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor

things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be

able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our

Lord!'"

"Elsie, I think if our mother had never done anything else for her

children," remarked Edward earnestly, "they would owe her an eternal debt

of gratitude for storing their minds as she has with the very words of

inspiration."

"Yes, 'the entrance of Thy words giveth light, it giveth understanding to

the simple.' 'The law of Thy mouth is better unto me than thousands of

gold and silver.'"

Ben came to the door. "Dey says dey's goin' to fotch up de anchor and

start de wessel, Marse Ed'ard. Don't you and Miss Elsie want for to see

it?"

"Yes, sister, do you not wish to see the last you may, for the present, of

your dear native land?" queried Edward in a lively tone. "'Twill take but

a moment to don hat and shawl, and I shall be proud to give you the

support of my arm."

"Yes, I do," she said, rising with alacrity and hastily making the needful

preparations.

Ben preceded them to the deck and found comfortable seats for them in the

front rank of those who were there on the same errand.

Elsie's tears began to fall as she saw the shore receding.

"Oh," she murmured very low and sadly, leaning on her brother's shoulder

and clinging more closely to him, "shall we ever return? ever see again

the dear land of our birth and all our loved ones left behind?"

"There is every reason to hope so, dear sister," he whispered in return.

"A voyage to Europe is not the great and perilous undertaking it used to

be; and we are under the same protecting care here as on land. 'And the

Lord, he it is that doth go before thee, he will be with thee, he will

not fail thee, neither forsake thee: fear not, neither be dismayed.'"

She looked her thanks. "'Fear not;' sweet command! I must, I will obey it.

Oh, how true it is that in keeping His commands there is great reward! I

am fully convinced that in the perfect keeping of them all perfect

happiness would be found."

A gentleman standing near turned suddenly round. The tones of Elsie's

voice had reached him, though very few of the words.

"Ah, I thought I could not be mistaken in that voice," he said

delightedly, and offering his hand in cordial greeting. "How are you, Miss

Elsie? and you, Ned? Really you are the last people I expected to meet

here, though the very ones I should prefer above all others as _compagnons

de voyage_."

It was Philip Ross, Jr.

Neither of those addressed had ever enjoyed his society, and they were too

sincere and true to reciprocate his expressions of gratification at the

unexpected meeting. They accepted his offered hand, made kind inquiries in

regard to his health and that of the other members of the family, and

asked if any of them were on board.

"No," he said, "it's merely a business trip that I take quite frequently.

But ma and the girls are in Paris now, went last June and expect to stay

for another six months or longer. You two aren't here alone, eh?"

"Yes," Edward said.

"You don't say so!" cried Philip, elevating his eyebrows. "Who'd ever have

believed your careful mother--not to speak of your grandfather--would ever

trust you so far from home by yourselves!"

"Mr. Ross," Edward said, reddening, "I shall reach my majority a few

months hence, and have been considered worthy of trust by both mother and

grandpa, for years past."

"Mamma did not show the slightest hesitation in committing me to his

care," added Elsie in her sweet, gentle tones.

"Glad to hear it! didn't mean any insinuation that I didn't consider you

worthy of all trust, Ned; only that Mrs. Travilla and the old governor

have always been so awfully strict and particular."

Elsie, to whom the slang term was new, looked at the speaker with a

slightly puzzled expression; but Edward, who fully understood it, drew

himself up with offended dignity.

"Permit me to remark, Mr. Ross, that so disrespectful an allusion to my

honored grandfather can never be other than extremely offensive to me, and

to all his children and grandchildren."

"Beg your pardon, Nod, and yours, Miss Elsie" (he would have liked to

drop the Miss, but something in her manner prevented him), "I call my own

father the governor--behind his back you know--and meant no offence in

applying the term to Mr. Dinsmore."

His apology was accepted, and the talk turned upon the various objects of

interest within sight as they passed through the harbor.

When there was little more to see but sky and water, Elsie retired to her

state-room, where she stayed until evening. Then Edward came for her, and

they passed an hour very enjoyably in promenading the deck or sitting side

by side, looking out upon the moonlit waters.

"I wish we hadn't happened upon Phil Ross," Edward remarked in an

undertone far from hilarious. "I fear he will, according to custom, make

himself very disagreeable to you."

"I have been thinking it over, Ned," she answered, "and have come to the

conclusion that the better plan will be for you to take the first

favorable opportunity to tell him of my engagement and what is the object

of our journey."

"I presume such a course will be likely to save you a good deal of

annoyance," Edward said; "and as we are old acquaintances, and he

evidently full of a curiosity that will assuredly lead to his asking some

questions, I think it will be no difficult matter to give him the

information without seeming to thrust it upon him."

At that moment Philip came up and joined them, helping himself to a seat

on Elsie's other side. He seemed to be, as of old, on the best of terms

with himself and very graciously disposed toward Elsie.

He, too, had been thinking of the, to him, fortunate chance (Elsie would

have called it providence) which had thrown them together where for some

days they were likely to see much of each other. He had heard a report of

her engagement, but refused to credit it. "She had always been fond of him

and it wasn't likely she would throw herself away on somebody else." And

now he had come to the decision to offer her his hand, heart, and fortune

without delay. He was rich enough, and why should he keep her in suspense

any longer?

He indulged in a few trivial commonplaces, then invited her to take a turn

with him on the deck.

But she declined with thanks, "he must excuse her for she was greatly

fatigued and must retire at once." And with a kindly "Good-night," she

withdrew to her state-room, Edward again giving her the support of his

arm.

Philip was literally struck dumb with surprise, and did not recover his

speech until she was gone.

Edward returned presently, and as he resumed his seat by Philip's side the

latter asked, "Is your sister out of health, Ned?"

"No; but we are just off a long and fatiguing journey; she was not at her

best state either when we left home, because of care and nursing of the

sick children. And in addition to all that she is enduring much grief and

anxiety."

"May I ask on what account?"

"Yes; I have no objection to telling you the whole story, considering what

old acquaintances we are, and the life-long friendship of our mothers.

Lester Leland, Elsie's betrothed, is lying very ill in Rome, and we are

making all haste to join him there."

"Her betrothed!" cried Philip, starting to his feet, "her betrothed did

you say? why--why, I've always expected to marry her myself; thought it

was an understood thing in both families, and----"

"I am sure I do not know upon what grounds you entertained such an idea,"

returned Edward in a tone of mingled indignation and disgust.

"Grounds, man! I'm sure it would seem the most natural thing in the

world--each the eldest child of intimate and dear friends--and I have

never made any secret of my preference for her----"

"Which amounts to nothing unless it had been reciprocated."

"Reciprocated! I've always thought it was, and delayed speaking out

plainly only because I considered myself safe in waiting to grow a little

richer."

"In which you were egregiously mistaken. Now let me assure you once for

all, that Elsie never has and never will care for any man in that way but

Lester Leland."

At that Philip turned and walked rapidly away. "I'd rather have lost all

I'm worth!" he muttered to himself. "Yes; every cent of it. But as to her

never caring for anybody else if that fellow was out o' the way, I don't

believe it. And he may die; may be dead now. Well, if he is I'll keep a

sharp look-out that nobody else gets ahead of me."

His self-love and self-conceit had received a pretty deep wound, his eyes

were opened to the fact that Elsie avoided being alone with him, never

appearing on deck without her brother, and he did not trouble her much

during the remainder of the voyage, did not make his intended offer.

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