I.

The clangour of metal upon metal filling the low, dark workshop,

pulsating out into the hot sunshine of the courtyards behind, and the

hot shadow of the narrow street in front. Pulsating musically, yet with

an undercurrent of jarring vibration like a north-country burr on a

woman's tongue. The whole best described, perchance, in the native name

for the copper which the workmen were hammering and welding into pots

and pans--_tambur_.

_Tam bur, tam-burr-urr-ur_.

Thus endlessly through afternoon sunshine and afternoon shade, as the

shine fell full on a woman who was sitting silently beside a row of mud

cooking-places in the first courtyard. So still, so silent; it seemed

as if the waves of sound must break baffled upon the carven folds of

the coarse, whitey brown veil which, covering her almost from head to

foot, was drawn tight over the forehead to conceal the hair, and wound

tight under the chin so as to hide all save the oval face barred by

level black brows, and the brown curves of a wide mouth. Only about her

feet a voluminous petticoat showed its dingy red and green borderings

like a frill. The typical dress of a widow in Northern India, and the

face matched it. More indifferent than sad; the lack of vitality,

inseparable from the conviction that the life is not worth living,

written on every feature, blurring its beauty. For Durga-dei had been

beautiful a year ago when sunsetting had sent the master coppersmith to

tell her so, and praise the order of a well-kept house. Now the shadow

creeping inch by inch along the sunlit dust, and up the sunlit mud

wall, brought her no emotion save the mechanical hope that the lentils

would be properly cooked by supper time, and the vague wonder why her

sister-in-law's shrill voice had not recommenced the conjugation of the

imperative mood from the inner court. Parbutti had been sleeping longer

than usual; she who but a year agone would no more have dared to sleep!

And as for command? Was not a _dewarani_--the husband's younger

brother's wife--bound by every principle of religion and decency to

obey? Durga-dei's black brows grew straighter at the thought of the

change one short year had wrought. And Gopal, Parbutti's husband, was

the master now. A pretty master for all his good looks, for all his

learning! yet what else could one expect, seeing he had spent his youth

over books at the Municipal School, while his elder brother, despite

his crippled condition, had kept the ancestral business a-going? Yes!

on that point the dead husband had been weak; and yet how proud he had

been of the handsome lad who was to bring sons to the ancestral hearth!

But he had not even done so much, though to be sure, for that Parbutti

was to blame; a jealous wife, too selfish--

"Durga! Durga-dei! The broom, quick! Am I to sit in the dust like a

lone widow because thou art lazy? The broom, I say!"

The voice which overbore one clamour by another was not pleasant; but

it was so in comparison with Durga's face as she rose reluctantly. A

thousand times more so than that same face when, after a few minutes of

listening to the high-pitched voice, the shrouded figure showed again

through the doorway leading to the inner court. Not an ungraceful

figure, despite its shroud, as it leant despondently against the

lintel, while the black eyes shifted in a sort of helpless indifference

over the blank walls imprisoning them.

A year ago; only a year ago!

Her unpractised brain attempted no other complaint; but this

unformulated sense of injury possessed her utterly, and everything in

heaven and earth became an outrage on that capable past when she had

held the reins of government. Of a truth, in that small kingdom of hers

behind the coppersmith's shop naught had been wanting that she could

compass. Naught save children; for that Parbutti, feckless Parbutti,

with youth and health and strength on both sides, was far more

responsible than she. If the curse had been hers, would she not gladly

have given a handmaiden to her lord? But they had waited for the

brother's child which would be as their own, and in that hope had

refused to adopt a son while yet there was time. Even now--the small

supple hands sought the crevices beyond the door lintel against which

they had been resting slackly--sought them as if intent on finding some

flaw, some finger-hold in the blank brick wall--yes! even now, but for

Parbutti's indecent jealousy, the old customs might bring a tardy

comfort, and give her, the widow, back something of her lost power and

position. The Mosaic maxim, "Let him take the woman and raise up

children to his brother," was so familiar to Durga-dei that its

fulfilment in this case seemed to her quite commonplace. Married to

Gopal by _kurao_, she would not, of course, regain her status as the

wife, but she might find solace as the house mother, if there were

children. The passion of hearth and home was strong in her, as it is in

most good Hindu women; and it is not too much to say that the disregard

of time-honoured custom towards herself counted for far less in her

resentment than the disregard of a time-honoured custom which was

clearly for the good of the family; since she would then have the right

to keep handsome, lazy Gopal and his work together for the sake of the

son who might be born to the old trade. She was of the stern old

school; but those two were not; and so, between the hearth and that

calm perpetuity in which lay its only chance of success, stood a strong

woman's jealousy and a weak man's cunning. For Gopal knew well that

sooner or later even the most indecent of barren wives must give her

lord a child-bringer. And in such case, without being bad to the

heart's core, a handsome fellow like Gopal might well speculate on a

youthful bride in the future, rather than take a widow in the present,

since Parbutti would never allow both. So, on the whole, he was not so

much to blame. Men were men when all was said and done. They loved

beauty. Yet she had been beautiful--surely she had been beautiful.

The clangour ceased suddenly, leaving, as it were, an echo in the chime

of the police office gong at the nearest gate striking the hour--five

o'clock. Durga, as she counted the strokes, smiled contemptuously. As

usual Gopal was seizing on the first excuse for knocking off work,

though a good two hours of daylight remained for the industrious--for

the old style masters, such as her dead husband had been. But this one

did not even trouble to see the shop properly closed, the implements

put aside, or guard against the prentice trick of concealing a handful

or two of snippings and filings; for there was his lithe figure at the

door, about to cross to the inner courtyard--to ease and indolence--to

his supper--to--to Parbutti!

A flash of intense vitality came to Durga's face: despite its silence,

its absolute stillness, her whole figure was instinct with life as she

stood looking at the man opposite her. He was about her own age, and

the scanty clothing of the artisan clashes left the strength and beauty

of his limbs unconcealed. The face was handsome also, and pleasant in

its beardless contours, surrounded by the fringe of silky black hair

showing beneath the artisan's round calico cap. Both figure and

features displaying at their best the characteristics of that curious

guild which for thousands of years has defied the Sudra origin imputed

to it by the Brahmans, and worn the sacred thread of the twice-born in

the smithy, the mason's yard, and the carpenter's shop. It curved now

like a piece of whipcord across the bronze body to which the afternoon

sunshine sent gleams of gold as it shone on the sweat-dewed muscles. A

fine young fellow certainly, with the thin, deft hands and feet which

are the outcome of generations on generations of manual dexterity

displayed in one and only one direction. So far, a type of past ages

when Nasmyth hammers and Archimedean drills were unknown. Yet they were

not unknown to Gopal the coppersmith. He had not been idle at the

Municipal School, where the primers discourse glibly of all the wonders

of the world, all the marvels born from that curious potentiality--the

human brain. So the forty and odd ounces of grey matter in Gopal's own

skull were leavened with ideas foreign to those which had been

transmitted to him through ages of slow heredity. A curious anomaly;

one which has to be taken into account by the master builders of the

Great Imperial Institute when they count the cost of progress. And yet

as he paused, arrested by the glow on Durga's face, his thoughts defied

his education. For it came home to him suddenly, causelessly, that this

woman, the widow of his dead brother, was beautiful, and that he had a

right to her--if he chose. Yes! she was beautiful--far more beautiful,

despite her widowhood, than the jealous wife awaiting him within; and

she was his by right--if he chose. Why should he not choose? These

thoughts were crowding culture from his brain, as he crossed the

courtyard without a word; for convention so far held him fast. Only as

she stepped aside from the door to let him pass, their eyes met.

When he had gone, and the sound of Parbutti's shrill welcoming rose

over the high partition wall, Durga crouched down beside the fireplace,

and blew softly at the smouldering embers under the pot of lentils. It

was woman's work to fan a flame if--if it were not fierce enough to do

its duty to the hearth. Easy work also: a woman could do it with no

more exertion than would make the bosom rise and fall a trifle quicker,

or send a tremble through the arm supporting the bowed shoulder. No

more than that. And even that Parbutti did not notice, as she bustled

out, full of wifely service and housewifely blame, to set the finishing

touches to the meal and carry it off to the hungry master, leaving a

shapeless bundle of widowhood waiting indifferently for such dog's

share of food as might be left when other appetites were satisfied.

Then a great silence seemed to take possession of and fill the outer

court, just as the clangour had filled it, and still Durga sat waiting,

her eyes upon the fire. The sunlight left the wall to dull shadow, the

flames died down, but no one called; perhaps they had eaten everything,

and she must stave off her whole day's hunger with a handful of parched

grain. Well! 'twould count as a virtue, not for herself, but for the

dead husband who had gone down to death sonless; not by her fault,

though--not by her fault! The old vague sense of injury returned,

lulling her to a sort of resignation.

"Durga! Durga-dei!"

She started from a half doze to see Parbutti pausing on her way to the

outer door, in order to exclaim at laziness--exclaiming all the louder

because Gopal, also on his way to the world beyond those four walls,

stood by listening both to the scolding and the silence. Suddenly he

moved impatiently to the door.

"Come, wife! There is no time for such things nowadays. Stay wrangling

if thou wilt. I hate it all. Holy Lukshmi! it hath been so since the

world began, and I am tired of it!"

He scarcely knew his own meaning; only this was clear--the old customs,

the old conventional ways were an annoyance. Yet, as he walked moodily

down the narrow street towards the police station, his mind circled

round one thought--he had a right by immemorial usage to claim Durga if

he chose. A queer medley altogether was Gopal, the coppersmith, seated

in the growing darkness on a certain flight of steps leading at one and

the same time to a small Hindu temple and the back door of a native

printing-office. Just over the way a yellow-trousered constable was

pacing up and down in front of the police and octroi station, between a

patent Birmingham-made weighing machine, warranted all the latest

improvements, and a primitive water-clock; thus as it were keeping

watch over the due measurement of the two great staples of

civilisation--Time and Money, and looking with equal impartiality at

the rising beam registering its burden accurately, and the copper

bowl--made no doubt by a forebear of Gopal's--sinking lower and lower

as the water filtered through the hole in its bottom, until it marked

the whereabouts of an hour by having to be fished up and set afloat

once more on the Sea of Time--like the soul of a man according to the

theory of metempsychosis. This flight of steps was a favourite resort

of the idle, for, lying as it did just within the city gate, it was a

coign of vantage whence things new and old might be seen clearly side

by side. Gopal liked it, because he himself was compounded of ancient

characters and modern ideas. He sat gossiping over an ill-printed

newspaper, watching the worshippers go up to do _pooja_ in the temple,

commenting on the last police news, and the chance of so and so being

run in for a breach of the bye-laws; while through the high arched

gateway, showing in shadow against the darkening sky, the herds of

cattle came trooping dustily, undriven save by custom and the homing

instinct. A packed throng, streaming through the gate in unison, then

separating into flocks, and so, by endless unswerving subdivision

through highways and byeways, into units, arriving each at last in the

familiar stall. One of them, a big, pearl-grey, soft-eyed creature,

walked in composedly to the courtyard where Durga-dei still crouched by

the ashes of the fire, and, sidling into her accustomed corner, lowed

for her supper. The woman rose and brought it mechanically. The cow at

any rate must not fast. As she mixed the portion of parched grain with

the fodder it smelt appetising, but she did not taste it. The hunger

that was on her was not to be stayed by food. She did not envy Parbutti

away at the wedding festivities at a neighbour's house--those

festivities whence the ill-omened widow's face was barred; she did not

envy Gopal sitting on the steps watching the current of life slip into

the old and the new channels, but in a vague way she envied Motiya, the

milk-giver, her honoured place by the hearthstone. She envied her the

calf which the milker on his rounds loosed from its tether in the dark

shed, and an answering quiver seemed to run through her limbs as she

saw the mother yield to the first rough touch of the sucking tongue.

When that was over, she crouched down again to brood over the empty

house. Parbutti would not be back till all hours, and Gopal--what of

Gopal?

The night settled down. There was no moon, only a spangled star or two

showing in the narrow slip of sky above her. The noise of the city

without seemed lost in the stillness of the courtyard, where, through

the darkness, you could hear the sound of Motiya chewing the cud of

content.

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